I am hearing noises that can't realistically be there. Like someone heavily breathing right outside my window (still ongoing), but I'm on the third floor of a soviet style bock paratman. Or occasional singular barks of something like a dog from the kitchen. But when I go out, nothing is there.It is alarming but not necesarry terrifying. Should I seek something like medical help? Who do I even contact with something like this?
>>30924996See an audiologist, and psychiatrist.
>>30924996Just ignore it. We won't kill you.
>>30924996
>>30924996Sounds like legit schizophrenia, I had a friend that had hallucinations like that. It evolved into him feeling bugs on his skin and then losing his shit and saying "we" instead of "I".
>>30924996get an infrared camera, there may be jews hiding in your walls
15 years ago I made three mistakes and slept with two men who were not my husband and had three kids with them. It was not completely my fault my husband was neglecting me and making me feel unloved. He found out and abandoned me and worse his two sons and daughter is not even 16 yet. I told him even if he wasn’t the bio father he is still the dad and he didn’t listen to me like always. He pretty much cut me off after I sacrificed my career to take care of our children. How do I fix this?
>>30928225are you serious , like you are the victim?
>>30928225Pieces of literal excrement like this can pop out three bastards, but I can't have my little girl. This world is cruel and unjust.
>>30928225>fix thisfind another cuck to raise your childrenyou're lucky he didn't kill you, really
>>30928225it was completely your fault and you're a retarded bitch for trying to neglect your responsibility and accountability in a relationship. he didn't abandon his two sons and daughter, he abandoned three kids from some other random men and a horrible lying deceiving cheating whore of a mother. those aren't his kids you absolute fucking retard. be thankful you had him in your life as long as you did because you didn't and don't deserve him, and you will NEVER find a replacement. you didn't sacrifice your career, you never had any potential to begin with, and you were more than happy to stay home like the lazy whiny entitled bitch that you are while he did all the real work. there's no way to fix your self-sabotaged life. you made your bed, now lie in it. you're a terrible person in every way and you should suffer from the effects of your terrible actions, it's justice.
>>30928321yeah I would have shot her desu, whore is lucky
>guy who used to bully me in middle school contacts me on social media after not hearing about hit in a decade>tell him to fuck off>"wow, still holding a grudge after all these years huh? Says more about you than me. I've changed since then but you apparently haven't."How do you even respond to this?
>>30928325says a lot about you, to feel entitled to my mindspace and attention despite your unreconciled actions, which you prolong by your arrogant claim. You havent changed, youre still the same bully, just using different ways.alternatively: lol, fuck off.
>>30928325Tell him you would like your kid to bully his kid in a similar way and see his reaction. After all, your kid will grow out of it and might even contact his kid in a 10 years on social media, so no need to be upset about it.
>>30928325>how audacious are you that would reach out to a victim of your own mistreatment and then insult them for reacting negatively to your presence? Fuck off. I owe you nothing. Live with your shame.
>>30928325"a grudge? you're a worthless little boy masquerading as a grown man so people don't want you in their lives. is that holding a grudge?"
Wow some real arrested development manbabbies in this thread. Hes already crushed you by getting you to react that way OP don't embarrass yourself further
what drawing tablet would you recommend to a babby tier beginner.
>>30928044As far as hobbies go, digital drawing is one of the cheapest there is. Endless revision potential, tons of tools to help out get just the feature or detail you want.
>>30928044how small is too small
>>30928106You don't want to get the absolute smallest, but usually the second smallest units are fine for learning
>>30928021Honestly get an iPad pro and download the app Procreate. I've seen some amazing things made with that.
>>30928308i want to do everything on my bee cee desu
Why am I into 2 different girls? how do I stop being a greedy bastard?
>>30924536Because humans are a polygamous species.
>>30924536Hint:You are not the only male both girls talk to.
>>30924536I live with two women and fuck them both, get on my level.
>>30928400Incest isn't cool dude
I am 35 and virgin. 20+ years I have been masturbating to porn. Never had a gf on my life. I am full time highest on depression scale. I have no money and my parents are there to stay alive for another 20 years. I cannot fap to anything other than worst form of porn available right now. Scat, Animals. My parents can get me married to some roastie if I agree but I cannot do it because first thing I want from my first sex if for spouse is to eat my scat. This will get very bad and not worth risking. What stage am I in? What will happen in the next 5-10 years? I have no will to work. I am getting fat and ugly so will to try my luck with ladies. Should I off or become martyr?
pls just kys omg 2
>>30926332>You think John McAfee was mentally ill for his scat fetish?Yes>It’s about having high libido.People with high libido don't eat feces
>>30928243Already said it. It's not about eating. It's about feeding my partner.
>>30928324Nothing I said was incorrect
>>30928326Feeding feces is high libido. I don't how you don't count it as such.It's humiliation of female fetish.
How do I choose between two woman that I like?Simply put there are two attractive woman that are into me, one is younger and a 7/10 one is older and a 9/10. Both under 30. I'm 30. I feel like I have better chemistry with the 9/10 but the 7/10 is very sweet and caring a shy girl. The 9/10 is a confident Stacy type who knows what she wants. I'm already technically with the 7/10 though we have not made it official yet. What should I do? I've never been in a position where two woman I am attracted two in both looks and personality have been into me at the same time. Do I follow my brain and go with 7/10 or do I follow my heart(dick) and go with 9/10?any advice would be appreciated.
>>30928343do they know about each other? how busy can you pretend to be?maybe there's a way to see both at the same time
>>30928347they're basically sisters but not by blood. They live in different towns from each other now, but whichever I choose is going to move in with me. the 9/10 is trying to "steal me" from the 7/10, which is funny because she introduced me to the 7/10 in the first place.
>>30928343The 7 sounds better if you actually want a relationship and not a fling. Sweet and caring is what you want in a gf, and 7 out of 10 is nothing to sneeze at.If the 9 wants to steal you from the 7 despite being the one who introduced you two, that's a red flag right under your nose. If she's cool with hurting her friend for the sport of it, what makes you think she wouldn't also be cool with hurting you someday?
>>30928374>If she's cool with hurting her friend for the sport of it, what makes you think she wouldn't also be cool with hurting you someday?that's a really good point I didn't consider.
>>30928381Side effect of following your dick, many such cases.Don't worry we've all been there, I know I have. Hence why I'm trying to warn you now.
>>30924087You have the fetish, not her. She's doing a sport to improve herself, you are not. Don't know how it will affect her if you ghost her, since I'm not her, but just her having a bf doesn't mean you can't talk to her. Don't need to say anything about your fetish, she doesn't NEED to know, you only want to tell her so you feel better about yourself. Don't weird her out and make her feel weird about her sport.
Fucking sucks being alive. No one knows exactly how you feel or why you think the way you do(not even yourself), so trying to explain it to someone who doesn't believe in mental incapabilities is beyond frustrating and isolating. So tired of being stressed about everything, I wish I could just flick my brain off.
I KEEP SAYING STUPID SHIT I NEED TO SHUT UP MORE OFTEN
>>30927308lets just pretend its lovesickness...
One day, you will wake up and on your porch there will be a lazy susan with a wide selection of dildoes suctioned to it.
PLS gib adviceI'm 22 seniore in college.I don't understand how dating works at all or even how to find potential datesI have no idea how people are dating let alone meeting multiple romantic partnersI got lucky over 2 years ago and had 1 GF so not KHHV but very inexperienced.>inb4 go to classpeople are rarely making friends in class, everyone who talks are already friends. people are antisocial as fuck and on their phones with airpods in>inb4 cold approachare you fucking kidding? I don't know a single person who does this and have seen a guy approach once maybe twice in my damn life. girls look at you like you're a psycho and gib # because they're scared shitless>inb4 go to barsI go into a bar and know absolutely no one, what the fuck do I do. everyone there is already friends>inb4 looksmaxxI'm 6'2, more jacked than 85% of guys at my gym, and lean. I've been told I'm attractive my whole life and have been catcalled by a group of girls when running outside.PLS GIB the protocol to consistently go out and meet potential datesComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>30925615how'd you get lucky 2 years ago? where'd you find her? did you fuck?
datings apps have been the only way I met my exfiance, 2 ex's and current girl; I'm casually dating. I'm a fucking sperg that doesn't understand social cues and will never have balls to cold approach.exfiance was tinder, 1 gf was bumble the other 2 were hinge.6' 2", decent face, and average build, but I'm partly disabled in my legs so that drops me to at max a 4/10. I'm still fucking a girl. You can do it anon.
>>30925615When you say cold approach you are picturing some cringe guy from youtube videos. I csn assure you men are approaching girls they don't know but in more subtle ways. It's not that hard.
>>30925615i honestly have no idea either everything you said is absolutely true people in class just mind their own business same with everything else in life nobody talks to each other unless they're already friends. i have no idea how anyone dates or becomes friends it seems like a big sham to me.
>>30926396yes we dated for 9 months. found her at an extracurricular>>30925750>>30926426i've tried dating apps many timesand have gotten absolutely zilch. i don't have any good pictures
My neighbour plays extremely loud nightclub music for 10 hours EVERY DAY. He's making my life miserable, I literally want to kill myself. I can't move because I'm poor. I'm autistic and I don't dare knocking on his door. Wtf do I do.
I FUCKING HATE NORMIES REEEEE
>>30928380Noise complaint to the police. Keep doing that until he either shuts up or gets shot
I swear man, this happens multiple times now, it's like God himself just wants to see me fail.Every single time, I buy, it goes down, I put in 6.5k from hard earned blood and sweat, and now it's down 4.5k, what the fuck do I do? Keep holding? Also I bought near All the high value, thinking it will break and go even higher, so I think I'm fucked, or won't be touching this money anytime soon. Advice please.
Keep investing in martingale increasing buys until you break even then quit
>>30926189I buy bitcoin because I believe in the potential, and I just have a small portion of my income go to bitcoin for every paycheck, but not too much because there's still risk and I feel more comfortable putting most of my money in much more safe ETFs. Me personally if you bought bitcoin I'd say hold onto it, but that's just what I'm doing. While I do believe in the potential of bitcoin, I can see that the gains it's been having lately are from speculators. It's not really about what bitcoin actually is. I just buy a little bit at a time, no matter what the price is, I just dollar cost average, and I'm definitely up right now.
>investing in cryptovirgin>buying drugs with monerochad
>>30926189>Why does crypto always go down the moment I buy?>I bought near All the high valueHmm, it's a mystery
>>30926262>I can see that the gains it's been having lately are from speculators>speculatorsso it's been thoroughly jewed. explain to me again how crypto is "better than fiat". inflation resistance means nothing without usury resistance and speculation resistance. wake me up when ShariaCoin launches.
How do I deal with being gay? It's against my religion and I've tried everything to make myself straight, but it doesn't seem to work. I can't get men out of my head.Can I be both a Christian and gay? I feel so lost. Any anons with advice?
>>30925601>>30925675To be clear he is better known for the non-gay stuff he did in the second half of his life like translate works of saints, write books and asceticism.
>>30924235maybe stop denying reality and drop christianity lol
>>30927745Even if Christianity weren't true, the life of a dude fighting his demons is infinitely better than the artificially socially constructed and death-reeking life of the 21st century "gay man".
>>30927799anon, being gay doesn't have any particular connotations beyond having relationships with other men, sure there are subgroups of gay men who act in promiscuous and or self destructive ways but there are plenty of people who aren't gay who act the same way, homosexuality doesn't define oneself any more than any other trait.Of course there are people who politicize being gay, and who attempt to oppress and suppress homosexuality, in the same way that they oppress and suppress everyone who doesn't fit within their narrow frame of control, but while one would have to be suicidal to not support the larger LGBTQ+ movement as a member of it that doesn't have to define that individual's actions any more than being a member of a union or an ethnic group. Plenty of gay men have fulfilling conventional relationships, and many are even practicing christians, as has already been highlighted here.Bigotry is fundamentally rooted in delusion, no matter what form, it is antithetical to productivity and generally unhelpful, I hope that one day you consider why you hold the views you hold and that you can become a more productive and thoughtful person.
deworm yourself and your gayness will go away
I developed a high paying career, i started going to the gym, hobbies, social events, wearing better clothes but none of it has really worked. I tried being indifferent but all I got was ignored, I tried approaching but I got told to go away. The only thing left to try out is leg lengthening.
>>30926193>then open every convo with 'hey'.They have dozens of times more applicants online. They can't invest until the guy shows his worth or it's an unustainable waste of time.
>>30922148They aren't. I'm tall and have a face described as handsome and it still didn't help until I figured out flirting properly and got in better shape.Height and face are basically copes for guys who can't get any but can't figure out why because they are easy targets to focus on. It gets even more obvious when you see said guys in real life and they look fine and are taller than most girls anyway.
>>30926289no wonder every guy is being a tranny now. it’s impossible to get a gf.
>>30922140hoe math youtube
>>30922140>do everything>but learn to socialize>"why do i lack basic social skills?"lolevery time
Overheard my family talking about how they know that I'm in some sort of deep depression slump but I'm really just not. I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE AND I WANT TO KNOW IF THIS IS ACTUALLY A SYMPTOM OF DEPRESSION OR IF I TRULY JUST PERFER BEING IN SOLITUDE?
>>30928276Again?
>>30927724There are people who are just like this. People who go out into the woods and live off the grid. You appear broken to others because humans are such social animals. In prison if you lock people in solitary confinement they literally go insane. But there are those rare people who prefer it and are fine.
>>30928299>are fineat least they're good at pretending to be>>30927724> depression or notit's your lazy ass talking. deep down you know you'll have to go towards others at one point, you're just too lazy and afraid to do it. the laziness could be a symptom of depression.>PERFER BEING IN SOLITUDEcope. what about sex?
>>30927724I have been like this for a while. And I've enjoyed it. I feel free. Now the problem is when you are alone and happen to develop some rather difficult mental issues on top of it, the environment doesn't feel that enjoyable anymore. You start feeling like you need to share or talk about them to someone rather than trying to create insane logical coping mechanisms in your mind(which has worked so far desu). I don't know if I can keep myself sane with feeling so alienated from everybody. The symptoms are already here and I feel like I will either snap or I'll need to create some retarded dependency on people. Maybe this has nothing to do with loneliness and everything to do with the brain and environment I grew up with
>>30927724no its not. Alone life can be very comfy and convenient.
why shouldn't I let everyone around me down?
>>30928353Even me? Do you want to let me down ?
>>30928353Because it is easy. It is easy to give up. And it is hard to succeed, much much harder in fact. Things that are harder are more valuable to humans and depict some kind of achievement which is inherently attached to them.If you want to follow an easy path, people seem to dislike it since you have been given only one life and you decide to waste it instead of overcoming it.
>>30928353Because that's just another variation of trying to seek the approval of others, rather than trying to get validation from conforming to their expectations, you are inverting it due to conforming being unachievable. Neither are psychological healthy.
>>30928362no not you.
>>30928362now that you put it that way. i dont know what i was thinking