1/2I had been on antidepressants for quite a few years until I decided it was time to try going without them. Over the next couple of months I recalled a bunch of traumas from my childhood and teenage years as if everything I had repressed and was causing the depression in the first place erupted to the surface, including violent sexual assault and also seeing something a lot like pic related outside my bedroom window looking at me when I was very young. One of the sexual assaults was done by a friend at a sleep over while I was asleep but woke up to it happening, and that friend regretted it deeply, and even told his own parents what he had done and his parents offered me a settlement but I had already repressed what had happened and declined taking money from them and so they said they would put the money away in an investment account and forget about it if incase I ever change my mind. Then I lost touch with that friend. Years later something similar but much worse was done to me by a friends uncle.A few years ago I smoked synthetic cannabis at my friend's house, he didn't smoke any. At one point in the nigh he said I walked out of the room to one section of the house and then walked back into the room from a different section of the house, as if I'd teleported. Also on this night I had an internal mental experience of something awful and ungodly.Is it possible I was transported to a world that's exactly the same as where I'm from, with only difference being that the people that traumatised me are actually innocent of doing so in this world?
>>26218203Faggot retard
2/2Proving that the sexual assaults happened has been difficult, but I know for certain I really saw something pic related when I was a kid. I asked my dad if he remembers the time I came running and screaming in the night saying I had seen something and not only did he remember it but he repeated what he said on the night all those years ago which was that what I described sounded like a person wearing a hood over their head and big black sunglasses to cover their face. He repeated this same assessment without me having to remind him what I saw which confirmed for me that on the night the description I gave is the description I remember giving.Who else saw something like pic related as a kid? What do we know about them?The most scared I've ever been in my life was when I was running away from pic related, not knowing what it was or what it was capable of or what it's intentions could be, and with back to it having no idea what it mightn't be doing now.
Are u a hot chick?
>>26218216I remember getting my cock sucked at age 12 by my friends 16 year old sister. She fingered my ass at the same time and gave me a prostate orgasm. It was awesome, but anyways, I never saw an alien afterward
>>26219013Did I mention she was a fat assed Lebanese chick?
Were at a point where having an opinion on anything political is just low IQ, no exceptions. t's so far divorced from reality, it's clear theatre, and somehow, some way, most people don't even realize it.
>>26214937hey Kantbot
>>26215233Here's what might glow in the dark
>>26216143Lmao you're so fucking stupidYou're a pinata dudeIt's like reverse crime, they fill a weak nothing nobody with treats then break them open for others to get a prize
>>26216255>Yellowstone eruptionpls no
>>26215233Trump is literally bank rolled by the JIDF, not Putin. All this Putin shit was just smoke and mirrors so the jews could hide what was really going on.
Hey /x/ I'm doing a podcast where I try my best to support the reptilian theory to a skeptic. What resources or links do you know of that could help. I know the reptilian theory is kinda out there so "evidence" isn't exactly plentiful, but any personal testimonies or literally anything will help. Thank you!
>>26212672My understanding is reptilian theory started with David Icke and that reptilians are a euphemism for Jews.
>>26212953Bitch better back the fuck up or get smacked the fuck up with those eyes.
>>26218252he popularised it but the shapeshifting elites are just a meme, real reptilians are fuckin ayyz through and through
>>26213137>vagina brazilkek
I could present an argument that humans have some kind of reptoid DNA. Look at the webbing between our fingers or the fact that we have tails
>laying in bed watching yt on phone>begin to taste provolone in my mouth, decide to get a slice from the fridge>yt plays an ad for some specialty provolone cheese>the cheese from my fridge is goneI didn't even speak so Google couldn't hear me
Provolone... Sounds tasty
bro wtf i just ate a slice......
>>26218356He would say “my books are on sale on gumroad 50% off if you sign up for my patreon this week only! The red book 30% discount when you donate at the 5$ tier or higher. Make sure you like and subscribe and as always, before a tree can reach heaven it has to sink its roots into hell!”
Finally my provolone plan is coming to fruition... excellent...
I was joking around about those stupid propeller hats and downloaded a pic off of google. Then on my iPad it showed me an ad for that same stupid hat. There's no telling how much money they make by marketing us stuff.
Found it on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=10&v=EwF8cBf-jD0&feature=emb_logoThe author of the video writesJust a strange sound that could be heard, that couldn't be pinpointed, but heard for a large distance. Also our neighborhood radios wouldn't work, just dead air, no static even. Lasted one hour, was making everybody irritable.
>>26218611>I didn't hear anythingthere is a squeak, and you need to see a doctor to check your hearing
After that sound I started behaving strangely
>>26218482that's a carbon monoxide alarm GET OUT
>>26218909yeah, the sound is like a some kind of alarm ...
im looking of a photo of a guy in a white tshirt, looking at the camera, doing the hitler salute, a sunwheel tattoo visible on his left forearm hanging by his side. the picture was taken inside and theres text put into it reading "14/88 from puerto rico" i once had the pic, i looked to find it and its not there anymore.
Redpill on the Matthew Fenwick episode?
>>26185124https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=24LlT6wRav4
>>26185449>>Cannibal Holocaust piranha sceneIt was never really filmed in the first place as far as I know. Story goes that they couldn't get the piranhas to munch on the fake body so the scene was scrapped altogether and whatever little bit of useless footage they shot was dumped. Not that interesting, really.
>>26210387>semi obscure Dante's Inferno gameHow the fuck is that game semi-obscure?
I have vivid memories of a cartoon depicting an Israeli flying squirrel performing experiments on Nazi children, akin to what Mengele did to Jewish people. Anyone know the name of this? Squirrel looked very similar to Rocky but with a doctors jacket and one of those circle head things.
>>26213552dunno if it helps but was probably financed or produced by the soviets as they were both against "the nazis" and "the jews">>26215357stethoscope
>>26213552When you grow up, watch Casablanca, and wonder why Peter Lorre sounds like Morroco Mole.
>>26215357>>26216542It's called a headlamp
Bump.Still waiting for that Flying Nazi Squirrel Doctor.
bump
If you guys feel comfortable in the Faery realm then there's literally no reason for you to stay here. You have a chance every time you fall asleep, just jolt yourself in the other direction when you start to wake up. This will leave the material plane a bit confused but it'll learn and adapt to the new use patterns. Chaos is your freedom if you will embrace her.
>>26195572imagine not being a nymph
>>26215781>no reason to choose the material over any other worldmatter is loyal
>>26216632Ignorance of both realms; ours is not the only plane with matter. We both bear relation to it, and you'll expect it to be as solid here as it is there. In many ways, Fae have a much better relationship with their matter than we do because of their use of magic. It wouldn't surprise me if the matter there has more substance than ours.Seriously, journey to at least one other world before you jump to conclusions about what's out there.
>>26218361>Seriously, journey to at least one other world before you jump to conclusions about what's out there.You make it sound like there are tourism agencies and convenient ways to get there. I mean, I never even heard of this shit before. Do you have any guides you can share?
You can go anywhere, but you choose to go to Earth?
I've had a recurring dream where some strange patterns appear on my computer screen, which causes physical pain and some sort of seizure when I see it.Similar to pic related, except with more shapes and colors, the colors rapidly change, the shapes rotate opposite of one another, and there's a very loud noise that comes with it.In the dreams, some federally employed gentlemen usually show up shortly after I am incapacitated, but that part is probably just product of me being paranoid.Anyone had a similar experience? Anyone heard of the glowies giving people seizures via screens?If that fails, post some strange/spooky dreams, so the thread won't be a complete waste of time
>>26216689Project Flicker or whatever that plan is James Holmes' father was working on.
I have several recurring dreams as well. I think I'm legit going crazy. One of them is running after a glowing light box. It's so weird.
Is the moon really real?
>>26217640kys
>>26218168well i wasn't dumb enough to believe that people in china are living upside down was i?
>>26218222actual sun is far (still not billions miles away)apparent sun is a hologram/reflection/whatever
>>26214866>Scientist>The ABC has been unable to confirm Mr Foster’s identity beyond the entry in the production notebook from 1965: “People – Int Tasmanian Professor (FOSTER)”. We have also been unable to find any documentation of his work.
>>26218780>sun is a hologram/reflection/whateverThis is why flat earthers never make any progress
Scientist ABSOLUTELY know for sure that any near death experience, as real as it may seem, and even though non-religious people see religious figures, that it is all just an illusion. A figment of your imagination when you’re starved of oxygen.What’s your response? Do you refute?
>>26216513OP is your pain real?
>>26217234>I'm in training to be a psychiatristLiterally and unironically not a scientist
>>26216589Dreaming is your subconscious attempt by your brain to solve problems that the conscious brain is either incapable of solving, or simply lacked the time to do so while you're awake. And I'm not even a scientist, this has been proven many times before
>>26218678That's jut the best guess yet and we still have little to no clue on how the process works or if that's the only thing going on
>>26216513Consider: The scientists know how something works on a physical/chemical level but this does not dispute it being designed by a higher power.Similar to the "god didn't make man, but did kickstart evolution" belief.In effect, this post is meaningless.
Redpill me A.M.O.R.C.Is there a big difference between it and Freemasonry?Is it a good way?
>>26218642
>>26218642>>26218753
>>26218642>>26218753>>26218762
>>26218642Well Freemasonry is an initiatory fraternity. AMORC is a subscription photocopy service. They're interesting photocopies for sure, but you can't really compare the two.
>never read the Bible beyond a few verses /x/ posters shared with me>demon says the words "Jesus came in the flesh" and tells me Jesus was real>think Bible is full of BS cause some verse says only spirits of God can say Jesus came in the flesh>ignorant of the verses where demons tell people who Jesus was earlier in the Bible and misunderstand it>demon tells me it's angel>tells me God punishes sins but not eternally>tells me eternal Hell and Bible are evil>says it's invention of man and demons to trick people into fearing God is cruel and brutal basically>tricks me into saying the Bible is demonic, and the Biblical Jesus is demonic/evil and the Jesus it preached is real and goodThen >1 year later have feeling i was talking to a demon>read Bible>See verse where pharisee's call Jesus demonic/calls his power from that of the devilComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>26212176>trying to be saved by Catholics>demons still with youIf you truly study and understand the Torah all of your problems will go away.
>>26212573Please stop, you're making numbers look retarded
>>26216138Do I have news for you.
>>26212026unforgivable sin requires perfect knowledge of the divine action and still going against it. it's like you would witness God's love first hand and reject it. you can't be tricked to commit it
>>26212026>>26212118If they won't take your case, hopefully someone on here will.https://discord.gg/chs96D
For some reason /x/ seems to have good taste in music. I don't know if it's because all songs posted seem to go well with browsing or reading threads specifically from this board, or if it's just random occurrence.Why do you think /x/ has a keen ear?>also post /x/ related music
https://youtu.be/yUau3wleuXchttps://youtu.be/1XvB64VU3ywhttps://youtu.be/WSoi82ELd-Ihttps://youtu.be/C_3fZHW1tjI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHI9soAruP4I love how easy it is to find weird-ass music these days
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=npvJKWX_474https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q6XIXmoSYHMhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gs5ExNoZ5Hc
Nothing extreme and it's a pretty popular band but the lyrics sometimes give me /x/ vibeshttps://youtu.be/lEn3f0VwEl0
>>26197124Here you go, some good shit:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uO6FzkQ-N28https://www.youtube.co/watch?v=twyXARQWRc0https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTsi3g5s-zshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bK7epJ4VGSshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnozHbRJoZs
Have you noticed yourself displaying any of the following abilities?- Manipulation of physics e.g. Fire manifesting, Inanimate animation- Animal manipulation / Self-augmentation through animal exposure- Technology manipulation- Necromancy e.g. Speaking to the dead, Re-animation- Demonic possession- Holy miracles/Light manipulation- Plant/Fungus manipulationComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>26214412The headaches are caused by the pressure of their resistance when your presence is opening them up. They are afraid. Not a "power"
>>26212793I don't
>>26212793yes i can tell when my pasta are cooked without looking at them or tasting them or timing themjust from hearing them
>>26213015read kinship with all lifehttps://libgen.lc/search.php?req=kinship+with+all+life
>>26212793>Animal manipulation / Self-augmentation through animal exposureWell... my allergies act up around dogs and cats...>Wishes coming trueIf any of us could do that, 2020 wouldn't have turned out like it did unless they're really sick bastards.
