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>>77233630first post shall be mine, a zoomer!
Back pain general
>>77233630>33>got a shit job and i do everything half assed, everyone thinks im good at it>got a gf, broke up with after 2 months because im insecure my dick is small>living with parents>no car nor license>no money but debt on credit card>addicted to manga>addicted to porn> i realized i have the left side of my body more toned than the right one for some reason>went from jerking off 4 times daily to 1 weeklyim just playing in auto mode at this point, not even care about anything anymore, i dont go to therapy because i know it only helps normies and not really fucked up people
I'm playing my 3DS a lot but it makes me realizes how warped my sense of time is. I can't believe the switch is 7 now, I thought it was like 3-4 years at best
>>77233630have a kid and live in an apartment doesn't exist anymore
I've never participated in these age threads because it used to be 25+, and then when I got close to that age they moved it to 30+. Now i'm 29 and still feel like I shouldn't be posting until a year from now. Either way all these older guys tend to be better off than me, so there's no point. Like this faggot with a kid. Truly I am the losre amongst losers
how do i not fumble things with a fat latina i met on here? she has plans to fuck her ex e-bf but she said she wants to fuck me too
>>77233630No gf, no drama, no social life, nobody.That's what life is right now. No one looks in my direction. No one cares about me. I'm invisible.
You're trying a 30+ thread during the weekdays? Good luck. >>77233768>I've never participated in these age threads because it used to be 25+, and then when I got close to that age they moved it to 30+. Now i'm 29 and still feel like I shouldn't be posting until a year from now.I don't understand why you zoomerniggers never heeded the warnings. These threads have been going on for at least 7 years now.
>>77233741>i dont go to therapy because i know it only helps normies and not really fucked up peopleTherapy and pills only help if you have an actual chemical imbalance in your brain. Depression is a *logical* response to dire circumstances.
Looks like 24 hours of sleep matters not to them.Little fuckers once again resume their faggy bullshit.
>35>last 5 years are just a blank stretch of monotony>each individual year in my 20s felt longer than all thisit's speeding up and we can't stop it
dealing with a lot of physical pain now but my mental health is more stable than everpretty decent trade for now, but it will likely get worse
>>77233883>You're trying a 30+ thread during the weekdays? Good luck.why are people looking for 30+ normies? I'm 40+ autisNEET
>>77234294>40+wizchan told me neets kill themselves before 40.
>>77233685>20 yrs: waah my back is sore I have to skip work>30 yrs: *back is destroyed* as long as I lift with my legs I will be fine.
>>77234294what do you do for a living my bro
What the FUCK is their problem today!?
anyone know chickn?
>>77234378>what do you do for a living my brobe on disability lol
>32>dad died last year in May>been having gut health issues since january but its getting better I think>doing my best to make sure my mom isn't a depressed mess>also trying to hold in tears sometimesOnce my mom passes I'm gone. I'll have no one else. I just hope I don't pass before she does making her suffer even more.
>>77233810Jesus christ anon, stay far away from her
>>77234452jeez man, can you really afford your own place with that bux?
>>7723448332 here as well. Dad died in November. I'm sorry for your loss anon. At least you got your mom. Mines around but shes a tad distant and doesn't know how to help me.
>>7723448333, both parents are still alive but their health is fading. Once they go I am scared as I will be 100% alone. Not sure how I could deal with that.
>>77234577Mines disabled, I push her wheel chair around sometimes to look around. We have like 7 cats but maybe I should get a dog sometime. Maybe once the older cats start passing away.>>77234612Get a dog maybe. Try to be more social. I don't know. Maybe we're just pass the point of everything.
Seeing a social worker in 4 hours. What do I tell her?
>>77234714you have social anxiety and have trouble making and keeping friends and romantic relationships
>>77233741>i realized i have the left side of my body more toned than the right one for some reasonpost pic
>>77233685For me, it's the shoulder.
>>77233741>break up with gf because you're insecureExplain this. Are you not even more insecure being alone? Also post not your dick, don't post your dick but post a picture of somebody off imagefap or whatever whose dick looks like yours
>>77233630Anons I hate my life what the fuck should I do? Im 20 so It really seems like I have some more time before I become a total fuckup but this has been one of the worst weeks of my life. I got rejected by a girl I work with who I thought I was getting close with but she said she didn't feel that way about me and I'm stuck covering on a day on request off 2 weeks in advance because some manager went on vacation without telling anyone and fucked me and my boss over and the atmosphere is just depressing it seems like theres no career advancement and my jobs book keeper even told me that I should go to college because its not good to stay in retail because theres only manager jobs if you get lucky and apply for one and speaking of I'm not in college. I also bought a bunch of dumb crap off amazon that I felt like I wanted but now I just feel like I wasted my money and I have literally 2 friends.My only saving grace right now is that I scored high on a civil service test and I need to be 21 to get the job so I'll have an offer when I turn 21 but I first need to learn to drive which I'm working on.I'm not sure where to go from here. Go to college? Bank it on that civil service job?
>>77233810>fumble thingsIf you are getting emotionally invested in this, you are already fucked up. She obviously does not care about you, BUT there is no reason you shouldn't take some fat pussy where you can get it. Just don't fall in love with her please, retard.
chilling today not doing too much walked a nice dog then had a burrito and then was cutting and fitting pictures into a frame as a gift for someone who's dog just died recently
>>77234797talk to older people in your life
>got ulcers/gastritis>have to drink pepto literally every time I eat>liquor gives me stomach pain and shits the entire next dayBros I wasn't ready for this...
>>77233630>turned 30 in november>good job, degree, fit>little social life, no gf>nothing brings me joy. the world moved on without meHow do you cope knowing that life peaks in childhood? I feel so alone, like I am stuck in 2004.
>>77234797the most important thing you can do is take some time to be alone, sit down and really think about what you want out of your life. from where you are now, time is short, and the sooner you find your lane the betterweather or not you go to college depends on what your goals are. if you want the traditional mortgage with a home in the suburbs and 2.5 kids (absolutely nothing wrong with that and it's what i want personally in my life) then going to college and getting a corporate job is the safest way to achieve that goalif you want somehting else out of life, eg you want to live in a van and drive around the world, then college probably isn't the right step for youif you want to live a simple minimalist life with no family then you can probably stay in retailif you want to start your own business or a youtube channel or something then make a plan for thatbut once you make these decisions the other paths are probably closed to you, so make sure you consider it carefully. it's very hard to jump between these lanes once you get a little way down.
>>77234871>life peaks in childhoodI really don't believe this. For me life peaked around ages 18-21. Early adulthood. Childhood was about being completely under everybody else's control. Then there was a brief window of freedom where I could fuck around and didn't have to do shit but there were also No Rules. Now I have to be responsible for myself again. Still, I like drinking, drugs, and cooming too much to ever really want to go back to being a kid.
>>77234871move to south east asia, get a wife and have some kids.
>>77234871>>77234897my peak so far was 27, had the most sex, the hottest girlfriend i ever had, made the most money, had the best apartment at that age. but i have hope that my peak is yet to come. there is a high chance i will have my own home soon and start a family after that.
>>77234871Life peaked for me around 22.>got neetbux for my disabilities>got a girlfriend and lost my virginityUhhhh, well that was it really.
Life peaked for me at 10 years old cause technology was amazing to me at the time since I loved video games so much back then and the ps2 and gamecube just came out and had mindblowing tech at the time for me.I think the ps4 era video game tech started to wow me the least and hasn't wowed me in a long time.
If the genie could not do teleportation in 2019, why would I expect him to be able to do that in 2024?If he could do teleportation in 2024, why I would not expect him to use teleportation for what I asked for in 2019?
>>77234797The best advice I can give you is to learn how to use punctuation.
>>77234871i cope by knowing "peaks" are mere constructs sprung from the imagination of a self destructive species.
work part time retail, live with parents, no degree or gflife could be worse i guess
been lazy lately. music passion bitchy anon here. trying to sell my equipment to buy new (better) ones but faggots keep ghosting me after they say theyre going to buy my shit. why do people do that shit? pisses me off desu
I thought this would never happen but I think I might actually end up killing myself some time in my 30s unless my life drastically improves
How is it that this board has so many normies that have had gfs and sex?Hard to relate to anyone even here in this general
tinnitus sucks, god help me
I'm applying to Burger King. It would be nice to have a little income but I don't expect to get hired anyway, because the job market is the housing market is the dating market these days.
ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS BUT THE PEN IS MIGHTIER THAN THE SWORDBA DUM TSH
>>77236091Intent is impossible to silence and its entanglement quantically iresistable once manifested.
>>77235969I got it too, how loud is yours? mine is like a atmospheric ringing hiss.
>>77235848I squandered all my potential and now I'm a failed normie. Does that count?
>>77235848Having almost made it then collapsed back into neeting and doom qualifies as far as im concerned
Turning 31 in a few days, went ahead and asked out a 22 year old coworker a while back and got a very bizarre response that wasn't quite a yes nor a no. Obviously that more of a "no", though.Now it's just weird seeing her around, she seemingly wants to talk to me but is also avoiding me, I got no fucking clue what's going on, lads.Work is shit but at least everybody says I look 23, thank you sobriety. Getting old is not very cash money?
>turned 30 last month>12 years of being NEET (15 if I count the teen years) on and off>have own place>made it thru the hell>life is gud
>>77235848>How is it that this board has so many normies that have had gfs and sex?If you read how people fail you can aim to do the opposite.For me it was the copypasta of the 50 year old retail worker who 'did nothing' his entire life then broke down crying because he had nothing.Also at 19 I fumbled fucking a huge slag. never happened again (as badly).
Little fuckers are ruining my nostalgia and dejavu trips for me. I used to love those.
>>77233685ive had bouts of unbearable back pain since i was 16. putting on my socks in the morning was cause for suicidal idealisation. now i just live with it. dislocated my left shoulder twice and each time i just popped that bitch back in myself. aging is not the best
>>77234843Americans are obsessed with the pink goo. I couldn't understand it when over there. It was absolutely baffling to me that rather than demand better food safety standards they would rather everyone drink the gut biome nuke. People thought I was the weird one for washing my fruit while they were carrying around little bottles of pink goo with them everywhere.If your guts are gone you should be rebuilding them, yoghurt, cheeses, weak kimchi, pickled this and that. Low FODMAP diets and other sorts of eliminations and fasting. Its crazy to me that you're relying on the pink goo.
>>77237321It's mostly from stress and alcoholism, not obesity and slop. My food's fine so the pink goo is all there is.
God DAMN the little fuckers are REALLY going at it all of a sudden.
>>77233685l5 s1 disc bros report in
>>77234573>jeez man, can you really afford your own place with that bux?i don't i was just lucky enough to have a family that could afford to buy me a place. I pay rent to them and everything but at least I have somewhere stable as everything crashes down around me.
>>77237332In the old days they used to tell you to drink milk with the grog. Whole point of a White Russian was to kill the stigma. You given that a go?
Little fuckers are doing that thing they do in which they tell me to expect a miniMcKenna or miniJan walking around the beach or somewhere along Western avenue at 4 AM on a weekday by herself.like umokay
Do you see your midlife crisis on the horizon?
>>77235848I think there's multiple different explanations.One explanation is that most of the outcasts of the millennial generation are dead, a slow mass suicide over the years going undetected. I remember someone posting that on /b/ more than a decade ago.
>>77237681Oh god I hope not. I have break downs and panic attacks on the daily. I can't imagine what a midlife crisis is gonna be like for a paranoid schizo with ocd.
>33>studied hard, got the cushy job that pays nice where I basically play games on my phone because there's nothing to do>managed to get a house and a decent car>go running with my dogs every day before work>smoke weed and watch anime with the cat after dinner most nights
What do people do our age once we hit 40 and your parents are dead and you are all alone. I'm a neet and scared once my parents die I won't have any money to pay the house or get food. What usually happens to neets in this situation? I'm guessing they sell everything they own and become homeless?
>>77237724Sounds super comfy.I'm renting and I really wish I had a little house with a garden & good kitchen. That's really all I want.>>77237739I'm curious how many that say they'll kill themselves follow through.
>>77237758I'm sure at least 30% of neets kill themselves since they have nothing to live for and nothing like a job, house, car, etc. I'm just scared of the future man I wasted my youth just being a neet and playing video games. If I can give any advice to fucking zoomers is just get a part time job or a shitty retail job and save your money. Better than just wasting your 20s being a neet.
>>77237758I'd like to start a garden once it warms up a little more. Thinking specifically I'd like to grow jalapenos, garlic, and some variety of onion. I use a lot of all three. Maybe some rhubarb too for pies. I like a good rhubarb pie.
>>77237779Garlic, pepper & ginger would be my top 3. It's a shame Australian house prices are absolutely fucked unless you have a partner who also earns +avg or you want to live in a rural town with minimal work opportunities.
>>77237801They're pretty messed up here too, honestly. I got extremely lucky. My elderly landlady was moving to another country and sold the house to me below market value while prices were still reasonable out here. It's probably tripled or more in value since I bought it but I like it here.>gingerThat's tempting. I make a lot of my own teriyaki sauce for stir fry and stuff like that so it would be handy. I'm sure I could pickle something with ginger in some way too
>>77237758>I'm curious how many that say they'll kill themselves follow through.Like I said earlier, I think they've *been* killing themselves and that earlier prediction has started earlier with younger Gen X'ers.https://www.thefp.com/p/my-best-friend-died-from-loneliness>My best friend Mike died alone. That was how he lived, too. He ate alone. He slept alone. Aloneness was his natural state. At age 50, it was sepsis that officially did him in. But really, it was solitude. >Like Mike, America's white working class is alone. Like Mike, it is being crushed by its isolation. >Since 2000, white working-class Americans between the ages of 45 and 54 have been one of the only demographics in the world that has seen its life expectancy fall. These deaths are mostly suicides. Some are officially blamed on alcoholism and addiction, but that's just suicide in slow motion. Whatever we call them, they're a lagging indicator of an economy in transition.>Just as the working class is succumbing to our increasingly digitized, globalized, automated, post-industrial era, the working stiffs-the assembly-line workers, welders, mechanics, miners, and their kin, the people who once made up the working class-are tacitly acknowledging they have no role anymore.
>>77237739I'll probably just kill myself.>nobody to love>not close with brother>future just looks like another 30 years of declining health before, if I'm lucky, I get to rot away alone in an apartment or small house, only being found when the smell changesJust hanging on for mom and dad. Because I don't want to break their hearts like that
>>77237860Yeah I also thought about that as well. Once my parents die and I'm alone I probably have another 30+years to live all fucking alone in this world. Do you know how retirement works? Like once you reach 65 do you just file Social Security papers to get money? I don't understand can neets even get social security since they didn't even work so the government can't really take taxes for it. I don't know what to do with my future. I'll probably try to get a part time job or full time by the end of this year.
>>77237894I dunno. I'm thinking once my family's gone I'm just going to quit my job and die once the money's gone.
>>77237907How do you plan to end it anon? I would have killed myself a long time ago but don't want to disappoint parents or end up as a vegetable.
>>77237918I'm Canadian so I guess I can just go to the doctor and ask them to give me the shot.
>>77237918>How do you plan to end it anon? I would have killed myself a long time ago but don't want to disappoint parents or end up as a vegetable.If everything goes to shit I already have a plan, to go into my small bathroom, tape up every possible space for air to escape then set up a charcoal stove and pass out from carbon monoxide poisoning, obviously i will leave a notification outside so noone accidentally comes in and get asphixiated.
>>77237931Yeah I heard Canada it's legal to assist suicide you guys are lucky. Literally get a painless death but I'm also paranoid they would just put me to sleep and harvest my organs and wake up mid surgery. Or they fuck up the inject and you feel burning pain through your veins.>>77237939Yeah I heard this is really popular in asian countries in tiny apartments. I also heard about the helium exit bags but the government caught on to those and now lace helium tanks with oxygen.
>>77237739I don't think I have the balls to kill myself but tonight's one of those nights where the usual distractions aren't working and I'm wondering what the fuck I'm going to do with my life.I'm a dilettante in anything I'm reasonably good at, but I lack anything close to resembling mastery - or even a level of proficiency where I'd feel right with receiving a paycheck. I have one friend in a different country who I occasionally talk to over the phone; never had a girlfriend. My mind and body are too accustomed to NEETing and the simple act of pulling my thumb out of my ass seems an insurmountable task. Had I the strength I see little in the world worth pursuing.I have no idea what the fuck to do and I'm too proud and afraid to become vulnerable enough to ask anyone for help. I have never seen compassion. I get the impression everyone just wants to flush me like a turd. The way I see it my only recourse is stubbornness.
>>77238022Yeah every ones life is different, but most people can relate since same situations or outcomes. How long have you been a neet anon? Do you have any interests or hobbies? I used to love video games but I feel like games these days gotten stale or suck ass with everything being pay to win, gacha, micro transactions, buggy launches, unfinished games, day 1 patches, etc etc etc. Plus no new types of games either you have played one you have basically played them all.
>>77238045>I used to love video games but I feel like games these days gotten stale or suck ass with everything being pay to win, gacha, micro transactions, buggy launches, unfinished games, day 1 patches, etc etc etc.It is genuinely insane how bad games have gotten, especially with the amount of money pumped into them.There were literally 3 big name games that have come out recently that were insanely dogshit.
>>77238172Yeah then tons of remakes/remasters. Or shity ports to PC that also suck ass. Like I said there are tons of reasons why but most modern games suck ass to me. I haven't had fun playing video games in a long time. I can't even name any good games I'm looking forward to the future from now.
>>77237821>My best friend Mike died alone. That was how he lived, too. He ate alone. He slept alone. Aloneness was his natural state. At age 50The year before last I maybe had 3 social interactions outside of work. Last year, maybe 25 or so. It will probably be similar this year. I basically force myself to go to a music event once a month or so just so I interact with normies and get out of my headspace.25 doesn't sound like a lot either but I also grab coffee maybe once a fortnight with random female friend's at work. I feel bad for people who can't make that initial step of engaging
>>77237739At 40 the days pass by like hours. You won't even notice your job, you'll just do it like how you tie your shoelaces. Kind of automated.Killing yourself at this point is just a formality, you're basically dead. 40+ year old don't make new friends, rarely find new partners (although possible), and no one likes them.Make a bucket list at 40 and follow through before you hit 70 when everything rapidly deteriorates and it's over for real. Not kidding 40 to 50 feels about as long as 14 to 18, or 8 to 10 did. It just keeps picking up speed the older you get.
>>77238204How do you go to music events by yourself? Isn't it awkward just walking around by yourself?
>>77238201Elden Ring DLC. Probably the last game I'm ever gonna buy full price.>>77238204>but I also grab coffee maybe once a fortnight with random female friend's at work.Female friends? Never had any except 4 or 5 over the course of my lifetime and they were all essentially like someone's mother.
>>77238205Yeah once you hit 40 your social life is literally over since no kids, no family, no friends. Nobody wants to befriend a 40year old working at McDonalds or a neet.
>>77237964Is this helium thing true? Like balloons for birthdays have 20% O2?
>>77238250I can only speak from American perspective but yes the party stores here in my area have put oxygen in their tanks.
>>77234163thing have been extra wierd with the start of the 2020s
>>77238257Can you buy some kind of technical grade helium? Do you need a license? What about other gasses? N2, Argon?
>>77238276I could probably buy pure helium but I would need to do more research I think can't give you a guaranteed answer. I think someone did say N2 once somewhere.
>>77238209>How do you go to music events by yourself?I search Facebook for music I enjoy> Isn't it awkward just walking around by yourself?It can be if it's not busy. Maybe 60% of the time I can strike up conversation with people and often I see people from previous events. The fact that it's music based means most people are drinking or doing drugs so they are easy to talk to and aren't judging you unless you're being annoying/a prick.Not exactly people you'd have in your will but I've meet some great & interesting people and it's better than forever rotting in a room.
>>77238283At least you have fun anon go out and keep doing it, but I feel like most other people here won't have the time or social energy to do that.
>>77238262Things have been weird since 2012. One pre-apocalyptic event after another, each one bigger and more insane than the previous one. All I can remember though is Epstein and covid.
>>77238045thats why i play old versions of wow on private servers
>>77238327Yeah I would usually play older games as well but I've already put so many hours into my older games that I basically 100% finished them. I'm not a huge MMO fan but more power to you.
>30>great job, 2 days a week>4M net worth>fit and healthy>nogfi guess cant win everything
>>77238361How would you suggest someone to start working out at a gym? Is there like a free guide on what exercises to do to build muscle?
>>77238287>TimeIt's once a month on a saturday/friday night>social energyIf a person doesn't want to be social then they don't have to be social. Otherwise attempt to be social
>>77238385>>>/fit/70348194you just need to do 3 things 80% well>lift enough(progressive overload)>sleep enough (8 hours)>eat enough/diet (count calories and protein intake)If you do those more or less right you'll make progressif you stall refer back to those 3it should take you about 12 months to 2 years to get serious resultsbut only 2months to see results
>>77238287>but I feel like most other people here won't have the time or social energy to do that.More like it's not my type of place. I'd go to LGSs, gamesworkshop etc but most of them have closed down. I suppose they wouldn't have survived normalfaggication intact anyway. Geek culture being absorbed into the monoculture has to be the worse thing to happen to the outcasts.
>>77238436What happens when you hit the plateau? I heard some guys reach it and can't gain any more muscle no matter what they do.
I am 25 and have had sex.
I'm trying to achieve daily edging pleasure while retaining my seed, having my cake and eating it too. Failed to hold it in today, seems that when a lot of precum leaks that's when I should stop. One day I shall achieve mastery and go weeks without nutting you'll see
>>77238514Yeah I hate how weeb culture also went to shit. Was a huge anime fan and was looked down upon growing up, but now a days everyone watches anime and it's acceptable.
>>77238553I genuinely wonder if they enjoy it.From wizchan:>>41161>>because the US Zoomer culture became this instant standard for "global culture" on the Internet.>This is what interests me, because everything is connected and every subculture is basically integrated into the larger overall >monoculture being a zoomer+ weeaboo must be incredibly disorientating. >Even though anime seems to have degraded over the years, a lot of it still has that stupid "made for children"/"made for manchildren" essence where characters behave like autistic virgins, especially when it comes to the opposite sex, but it no longer fazes normalfags to the point where they laugh along with it as if a "laugh now" sign appeared. And you wonder what's going through their minds, when 15-20 years ago normalfags would have called it stupid/childish/retarded, rightly or wrongly.
>>77238594Yeah the isekai genre really ruined anime. Now every new season there are like 8+ isekai instead of actual anime with plot that isn't in another world
>>77238539natty plateu is much higher than you thinkworry about it when you get therelook up forever intermediatethats where people get stuck
Learning hiragana yesterday went smoothly enough, kind of fun even. They were retained the next day. Katakana is less fun. Not sure if there's a limit to how much an old person can learn or what but they all rook same and it stopped being fun.
>>77238630I haven't watched anime in ages but when it became all-digital animation it took a dip for me.>Now every new season there are like 8+ isekai instead of actual anime with plot that isn't in another worldFrom wizchan:>>>40531>>What I assume has happened, is that amazing thing that normalfags do, which is to recontextualise things so that whatever they're consuming is centred towards them. >You know, a chunk of anime is wish fulfilment of sexless, mateless otakus, so you have waifus and self-inserts, so what goes through the mind of a normalfag watching it? Do they self-insert into a character that's clearly an idealized version of a nerd/otaku? Do they empathize with the main character when he does the japanese *anime* romance tropes and cliches which would look absolutely retarded outside of anime?Tell me anon, have the genres really changed that much? Or have they been recontextualised?
>>77238906Good on you. I keep finding excuses to not learn the language.
Why in God's name is The Walking Dead going on? I was done with the original series in season 2.
>>77240037It's a soap opera. It's not a prestige show. It was kind of seen as such at the beginning.
>>77240315>It's a soap opera. It's not a prestige show. It was kind of seen as such at the beginning.Who the hell is watching it still?
>>77233630Im 30 next year, im not a virgin but im too jaded to date anymore.How fucked am I 30+ bros?
>>77233630>Am 37 naoGot called schizo for self defense, was like eight years ago. Still extricating myself from the mental health system in Canada.
>>77240663>im not a virginur good.
>>77240496i don't knowold people probably
Got a message from my psychiatrist that Adult Protective Services called her. She's asking if I'm suicidal right now and that I should go to the hospital. I didn't even do or say anything, I'm just sitting here playing vidya.
>>77241593Thats fucking terrible how do I not have that happen? Did someone call them on you?
>>77241648No clue, I guess my psychiatrist is talking to them cause she hasn't messaged me back yet when I told her I'm fine.
>>77233630so basically just any magnitude that extends 6 years into the future
>>77241653Oh I dont have one of those im safe then.
Little fuckers informed me that something had happened to CB. I ran a quick background check on her and found out that she is doing fine. WTF, big fellas?
>>77233630>be 44 years old>spent 20 years trying to get into a job by hard work on the low end.>get cucked out of your rightful job by a rat jew in his 20's who has ONE year of experience and does a shitty job on top of that.>now trying to figure out how to make more money since your only real plan was shot to dust.>trying to figure out how to get into data analysis or cybersecurity>as a new hire>at 44>in a housing market where everything is 10x more expensive than it should be>having 0 money saved and 0 retirement>still being a virgin>in this fucked up and degenerate culture>knowing ill be in my twilight years not only broke and homeless, but alone as well.Mc fucking kill me..
Hey, CB is still on there over two years later!
>>77241748You are one of those rare anons where your life is so objectively shitty that no one would hold it against you if you an heroed. You sound like you are just straight up fucked man, I don't think you are climbing out of that pit of despair unless it's by a literal miracle. Like sitting down and writing the next great best selling novel level miracle.
>>77242247Not at all, you don't spend 20 years leeching if you cannot spend another 20.
thread still up today I'm chilling such a beautiful day outside. went and delivered a gift for the owners of the dog that died it was like 2 little pictures framed in these old brass frames got a Boston creme donut from a bakery headed home and then had a burrito and ice cream cone got a dentist appointment in an hour because my back tooth has been hurting just making sure its not an infection or something badthen gonna walk a rescue dog afterwards probably
>>77237739This panic is what made me get a job. Unfortunately I suspect my folks will live another 20+ years at least so "parents are dead by the time I'm 40, sell possessions and work part time to pay power bill" was not realistic. By the time my folks are gone I'll be old and crusty myself in all probability. They're all "healthy" and everything. Honestly though if you can find some kind of part time pleb work it doesn't take that much money to just survive and pay taxes on some already-paid-off house.
>>77237821holy chad dad on this guys baby picture
>>77238280>N2Nitrogen is a better and easier alternative to Helium. Helium found in balloons/etc. is mixed with oxygen; bad. You're breathing ~70% nitrogen right now. If you breathe ~100% nitrogen, then you'll pass-out very quickly and your body won't know it's suffocating. ~5 mins and you're brain-dead.
>>7723363024 zoomer hereim not 30 yet but im starting to get mogged by younger people everywherehow do i cope
The horror of having missed out on teenage love.The horror of never having a gf.The horror of being an adult male virgin.The horror of never being approached by women.The horror of not being a tall, handsome and succesful chad.The horror of not having a career.The horror of not having lived and experienced.The horror, the horror..
>>77238201>funThis concept is long extinct for me. All I understand anymore is skill grind. Games are a way to hurt myself for not being smart enough, or focused enough, or whatever. That's part of why there is no point neeting anymore. If I'm going to treat everything I do with this sense of grim obligation, I may as well just have a job.
i just want to slow down easymaxxer made a big sale
>>77243336it's not that badif anything not having a career is the worst out of the bunch because then you can't afford copes
>>77238022>anything I'm reasonably good at, but I lack anything close to resembling masteryTry as I might it's like my brain has a tiny box that can only manage a little at a time. The average person can comparatively shovel unbounded skill up to the limit before the rare savant level proficiency. They set their mind to a thing and do it. And even get paid. It amazes me.I had thought I'd be okay in life because I could handle school well enough. The real world would be going about the same way except no more homework but free time in the evenings and money instead of nothing. That asshole the real world kicked me in the face like, nope. It ain't how you thought it was going to be.
finally sold some stuff but already wanting to spend it on escorts when Im trying to save up for new music equipment being the music passion anon. its so fucking over but it never began in the first place.
>>77236893In the year 2024 asking out a 22 year old girl as a 31 year old is enough to get you labeled a pedophile.
Weird how CB outlasted IS by, like, a whole year.Makes you think!
>>77243841She actually said "Yes" and she had said "30 isn't old" when I told her my age. Shit got weird afterwards, I think she decided she wasn't comfortable dating a coworker because any and all flirting stopped after that.It's a case by case basis. Admittedly I thought 22 was young, like younger than I would like to go, but I felt a connection there and figured I'd at least try. Not sure where things stand now, but they're definitely not good, and fortunately I think she has kept her mouth shut cause nobody has called me "creepy" for it (yet).
My brain the last few weeks has just been constantly flooding me with nostalgia from my childhood all the way up to my 20s. I'm sure it's my brain trying to reduce my depression but I hate it because it just reminds me how much worse off I am right now.
>>77243336>The horror of having missed out on teenage love.>The horror of never having a gf.>The horror of being an adult male virgin.>The horror of never being approached by women.>The horror of not being a tall, handsome and succesful chad.>The horror of not having a career.>The horror of not having lived and experienced.NO.
>>77244647It's not even like suicide can resolve these things, it just eases the pain. There needs to be some kind of technology to travel back in time.
>>77244364I wouldn't someone 10 years my junior. I get the physical attraction to someone in their 20s but there'd be nothing to connect with. And that's assuming they're with you for a reason other than gold-digging.>>77244676Time travel wouldn't help exactly. One thing time travel doesn't give back is innocence or nativity.
>>77244786i can't picture having anything in common with a 20 year old today. I had nothing in common with 20 year old girls when I was 20.Some zoomie tiktok skibidi bobbidy things. What do old men who date 20 year olds even do together?
>>77244676>>77244786as if the jews would let us use time travel. all we can hope for is the afterlife exists and incels get rewarded for dying virgins
>>77245108>tfw the mormons are right and your afterlife ranking is based on how many kids you had
>>77245164can you live off mormonism through god
>>77245164then blacks win everything. mormonism is cucked
>>77245304just print more kids was a baby
36 reporting in>got into a bad car accident at 25 driving home>went into icu >hospial two got my right arm working>rehab got my right leg working>douchbag friend stole some of my pc games>douchbag complains about not having friends as he moved out of statei use a walker and watch tv when i'm home.
>>77245510>i use a walker and watch tv when i'm home.Goddamn
>>77245108>as if the jews would let us use time travel.I wish I could go to a con back in the early to mid 00s. I only went for the first time in 2016 and by then I was already too late. Already commodified and corporatised to hell.
>>77234776no all i can provide is i can feel the burden my heavier side is having when i sit and when im on bed>>77234790its the same as pic rel i searched for 5 inch dicks but they were bigger, i feel insecure because i know i could never satisfy her sexually, when you lack on one side you put a burden on the other specs si i guessed i had to be "funny" forever or a boot licker forever for her to be around me, with all my years i learned that girls are indeed very sexual creatures, i cant provide with that and im not a lesbo to just use my hands or engage on depraved shit like a demon, fuck that i feel better alone
>>77243050Yeah but I don't think the house will be payed off in the next 20years so that's why I said I might have to sell everything. If by some miracle the house is payed off don't you still have to pay property tax?
I'm 38 and nearly 500 lbs. I used to be a skinny and athletic in my early to mid 30's but my will was broken after reaching 229 and still being covered in thick slabs of flab that made me realize I'd never look good naked. I was already depressed even as a skinnyfat (and was heartbroken from some bitch, and I was being bullied at work) but this event made it so much worse so I gave up. Even had to declare bankruptcy because I maxed out two CCs ordering from DoorDash every other day. Now I'm a morbidly obese NEET like I was before I got a job and got bit with the /fit/ rabies.
>>77243340Yeah I don't know if it's because we have gotten older and that usually sucks the fun of most things or it's because the actual game market is actually fucking trash but I'm leaning more on the latter.
>>77245706idk if id like cons what were they like? just seems like a place to be surrounded by a bunch of virgins (like myself) and reminded of my own pathetic self. however I do want to go to Wrestlemania one of these years which is an even sadder place to go than a con
>>77245510goddamn man that's bullshit, is there any hope that you'll get your left side working again?
>>77245706yeah I wish I would have done that, too, but I was always up my own ass about not letting muh power levels show
>>77233630I have been hiking to the top of a hill for a month now and my dick grew longer, girthier and harder. Looks like I am a whole six inches like when I was a teenager.
My fears are confirmed and I'm practically invisible on dating apps past 30 save for a few unattractive single moms here and there. I even saw some girl on tinder today who put :nobody over 30" in her bio, she was 28 ffs.
>>77245783Yeah but property tax aint shit compared to a full on mortgage payment (and also property tax) so its not absolutely nothing but living in a paid off normal size house is going to be cheaper than living in a shitter studio apartment most of the time.
>>77246554your best bet is try to find a girl around 18-21. I got kind of lucky Im talking to an 18 year old right now at 32, trying to meet up with her but its hard when you have no money as a neet and cant operate a car
>>77246512>but I was always up my own ass about not letting muh power levels showIn retrospect that was a dumb thing to do but there weren't any nerds in my neck of the woods. I should have went full internet retard and gone to imageboard meetups and forum gatherings back then.
>>77246554>older, not willing to accept older womenGoing to have to just take the L, as they say. Some women will be stupid on this topic but there's also barely legal daddy issues sluts who want a 35 year old even though they're 19. Just keep swiping, and be willing to take somebody who's close to your age or even a little older. No single moms though, that's a hard law. Rather jack off than deal with that any day.
>>77246554Have you got any friends who are in relationships? Ask if they've got any single female friends. In my experience girls are much more open to blind dates through friends at this age.
>>77245829>it's because the actual game market is actually fucking trash but I'm leaning more on the latter.Skull and Bones, Kill the Justice League and Battlefront collection. 3 major games that came out recently and were absolute dogshit. There may something to be said about getting older but GOOD GOD are games utter trash now.
>>77246672Indie games are still pretty good at least>Talos 2>Minishoot adventures>Balatrorecent and decent
>>77246694I'm sure there's a decent bunch of indie games out now but even they have started to suffer from this strange....homogeneity...like there's a now template for indie games.
>>77233630so Rache, should I go look for a job?
>>77246709It's just the same thing on a smaller scale, basically. Make what's safe and guaranteed to make money instead of taking risks.>somebody makes a good indie game that makes a billion dollars (hollow knight, slay the spire, vampire survivors, etc)>every other shitter with no creativity tries to make a clone of it or just smashes tags together (metroidvania deckbuilder bullet hell) which is almost always slopStill, they're like $15 each and a better proposition than AAAshit
>>77246672Yeah don't know how capcom also fucked up dragons dogma 2 with all the microtransactions in a single player game lmao
What do I do if I will finish my undergraduate philosophy degree at 31 and I've never had a job?
>>77246753Live in a barrel outside the forum, probably
>>77246747I hear it costs money to fast travel in that game or something.>>77246727Growing up with gaming in the 90s and 00s was pretty neat wasn't it? The progression of gaming tech and tons of unique gaming ideas and genres that no longer exist.
>>77246792We're supposed to be living in a new frontier with AI and crypto but it was all bullshit in comparison, poor zoomies and alpha gen
>>77246803>We're supposed to be living in a new frontier with AI and cryptoI hate zoomers so fuck them, unreasonably uncreative lot. But VR and AR seem to have stagnated.
>>77246792Yeah it's retarded it should have been a regular feature not paid. All these companies are greedy now a days and don't care about the consumer. Most normie consumers are stupid and just buy the next latest slop because their favorite streamer is playing it
>>77246622>>77246665I want a partner so I'm not really down for a 20 year old with daddy issues. My ideal range for dating would be tween 25 and 35. I'm currently 30 so 5 years either way seems fair I guess.>>77246668I don't have any friends at all so guess I'm fucked.
>>77246851>Most normie consumers are stupid and just buy the next latest slop because their favorite streamer is playing itLast post before I hit the sack, but it still boggles my mind how they were able to get normalfags to buy virtual currency and digital cosmetics. I remember in the 90s you couldn't get normalfags to buy expansions or if they did they'd only get the expansions because they were cheaper (and be angry that the expansion required the original game).
>>77246668Asking friends is a joke. I had multiple irl and online friends and they wouldn't give me the slightest bit of advice on dating let alone help me meet girls.
>>77246864>My ideal range for dating would be tween 25 and 35. I'm currently 30 so 5 years either way seems fair I guess.good luck anon. women after 30 tend to all be single mothers or carry a lot of baggage with destroyed vaginas. I used to be like you and only want a gf around my age but I stopped caring about that. I just want a girl who hasnt had sex with 1000 men
>>77246916It also doesn't help that I live in a pretty small city. Only 100k people and far as fuck from any big city. I'll probably just be a passport bro, I missed my opportunity by being an autist in my 20s and don't have the looks for younger women.
>>77246942the 18 year old Im talking to took pity on me since Im still a virgin after 30. I dont even have money. she just likes to fuck and took pity on me. passport bro was going to be my next step anon nothing wrong with that if you like asian girls and dont mind your kids might not look like you
>>77244786>but there'd be nothing to connect with. Have you actually talked to anyone younger than you? Her and I have talked plenty and gotten along great. We've talked music, books, movies, work, school, relationships, etc. I've also spoken plenty with people twenty years older than me at that same job. Really, if you can't connect with someone because they aren't the exact same age as you, chances are good you're the problem and are likely a stick in the mud.The "me" at 22? She's never be interested in and I wouldn't blame her one bit and wouldn't have even said the initial "yes". The "me" now is a much better person in every possible way other than maybe hairline.
>>77246878Yeah I remember back then DLC was a big no no but now it's accepted. Goodnight bro.
>>77247219>some crapWhatever floats your boat.
>>77247280You can just admit I dunked on you, it's fine. It's an opportunity for you to grow as a person, anon.
>>77247218I don't have the balls to admit to being a 30 khv publicly on a dating app. I fear being recognized in public and being laughed at. Passport bro won't involve me going to Asia though, I'll hit up Latin America instead since I at least have some degree of interest in their culture beyond women and don't think Spanish is a disgusting sounding language.
>>77247274DLC can be good. Like with elden ring for instance, I don't feel like I got jewed out of a quarter of the game and they sold the rest of it to me for an extra $30 like happens sometimes. A decent amount of content for a sensible price and a good excuse to re-run the whole game is what I want out of DLC. I also really like buying early access games on a similar basis because even though they're half cooked, if I buy only a "finished" game I will play it for a while or to the end credits depending on what kind of game it is then forget about it forever. If it's EA I'll easily play it through 5-10+ times, even for gigantic games. I played factorio once through because I started after Release, I've played dyson sphere project through about 4 times already with more to come.
>>77247297No, you can do whatever you want, I don't want an SO that's significantly younger or older than me.
>>77247219oh it's one of those guys
>>77247333You can have your preferences, anon, I'm just twitter's favorite talking point of "What would you even talk about??" is empty nonsense and quite literally a skill issue. It's not even true for the person who thinks this way, either, but they parrot it nonetheless.>>77247352Feel free to explain yourself, I am sure I can counter you, too.
>>77247311Well let's just hope the DLC you want doesn't have surprised micros or it's very short. EA games are really a 50/50 for me. I remember when fornite first came out it was EA and you had to pay $60 and it was a zombie shooter. Then it eventually became f2p battle royal.
>>77247374>I'm just twitter's favorite talking point of "What would you even talk about??" is empty nonsense and quite literally a skill issue.You can think whatever you want to think, I don't know why you want to prove it here. Obviously it's a bug up your ass otherwise you wouldn't have commented.
enjoy the food
>>77247306people wont do that. most people on dating apps arent as confident as they are online as they are in real life, plus imagine how awkward that would be for them too. >oh look its the virgin guy from tinderpeople would laugh at them. latin america even better, you must be white Im assuming? youll have an easy time if you are. hope you have fun anon
>>77247473>I don't get why you even care that I'm regurgitating something that's nonsense?? YOU must have a problem!God, and you probably think you're clever, too.
>>77247553I honestly can't even think of any big differences between millennial and zoomer that would muh talkabouts. We've both probably seen much of the same anime and dumb memes. Aside from unimportant stuff like zoomers being bad with technology it's about the same as dating a used up 35 year old. They are about equally clueless with computer. If anything there's left to talk to granny about because that was before it became socially acceptable to like Chinese girl cartoons. The concept of generations died along with subcultures. Everything has been sterilized and commercialized to perfect uniformity.
>>77247884>>77247884>The concept of generations died along with subculturesThat's an interesting comparison.I just think, without going too far in depth about it, saying "I can't speak to someone younger than me" is just admitting you don't know how to socialize. Simple as. Again, every job I've worked has had people far older than me or younger than me and I've talked to all of them. If you're out of high school and still think of people in terms of their "year" first, you're an imbecile.
>>77247954This reminded me of something, why the Fuck are k*reans so fucking fixated on age?
>Have to make another dentist appointmentNever get fillings if you can possibly avoid them, fucking scam. They last like 2 or 3 years and then break or come out and uh oh, looks like you need another appointment and to replace them!inb4 why did you get them: I had to, had braces as a kid and they left grooves and chipped parts of my teethI fucking hate the dentists
>>77248279I haven't gone to a dentist since I was a kid so 20+years.
>>77248279Teef are no joke, anon. Your fillings are breaking because you're not taking care of your teeth. The fillings I had put in when I was tween are still in my head now many years later."Preventative" is the way to go. Trust me, I have three crowns: you don't want one or the root canal necessary that usually comes alongside it. Brush twice a day, floss and rinse at night, make a religion out of it.
>>77248505Thanks, but I am religious with it, have always cleaned my teeth very well, drink lots of water and hardly ever coke etc etcMy teeth genes aren't great hence the braces, but what really did me in were the braces weakening a few of them.I guess it depends on the fillings desu, I got one in the like deep hollow of a molar just because it was deeper than the dentist liked, and that one's never had any trouble.The ones on the corners or flat faces of the tooth though, fixing what the braces did, those ones break off much more easily.
>>7723363033, met a 19 year old QT, we'll see where it goes. Why are normies so hung up on the age gap? Some people act as though I have committed some great immorality for courting this girl, what is wrong with these people?
>>77248855If you're established and date someone attractive and fertile it's likely to end in a happy marriage, children, and stable family. Those just happen to be the three greatest threats to society. How will she fuck a long string of various chads, brads, and thads if she's happily married and taken care of. More importantly, what about all the women in their 30s now who followed the traditional route of fucking tons of men? They were promised a well established man who will marry and provide for them without getting anything of value in return. You're going to deny them what they deserve just as they finish the gauntlet of cocks? How much more heartless and selfish can you get. That's not how the social contract works. If too many men fail in their duties it will result in great harm to innocent women who were only doing what they're supposed to do.
>>77237724>studied hard, got the cushy jobelaborate. should I go to Uni at 28? i'd only need to do 1 year for a degree.
>>77248855dang nice, how does one go about meeting people to date like that, and what are some tips to do it ? also, remember that if you start dating, gtfo of my board
>>77248855Im 30 and currently sleeping with a 21 yo, people think im a freak lmao. Idk if I could do any younger desu, gotta at least be able to get into a bar.
>>77241748>trying to figure out how to get into data analysis or cybersecurityThere's countless degrees and courses for data analysis. I've been told if I'm to progress I need to start getting certificates and collage associated courses completed.t. Data analyst by trade but basic admin bitch by employment recorded
>>77248505A lot of dentists suck. If you find a good one, stick with him until he retires, even if you have to fly>>77248918kek
>>77245810Fell off the wagon? Get your fat ass back on and lose that weight for a second time.
>>77245810>I'm 38 and nearly 500 lbs. I used to be a skinny and athletic in my early to mid 30'sdoubt. That's 100lbs a year or so
I have a wife and a kid and things are not going well. I've been reading books on raising children, but all the advice in there is literally more applicable to dealing with my wife than dealing with my child. It's incredible how much she's regressed since we got married and she gave birth. It's like she's completely fallen back to rebellious teenager behavior.I just wanted a family. Instead, I get to raise two children. At least the younger one is doing well.
>>77250156Too real. Honestly the wife could use a spanking more often than the kid.
The older I get the more I wish I had died in my 20s, this existence just feels overextended the longer you go. I'm envious of the solitary species of this world, they only have to worry about food and territory. This life will be propped up by people you don't even like
>>77234783>extend arm>rotate it like a windmillhttps://youtu.be/inpv54nHG-k?t=9
>>77250156My biggest concern about having children is the World I'll be bringing them into, I really worry about all the shit people out there
>>77250273having existential issues from birth kinda killed any desire for children of my own. I hope the kids born into this world don't hate their own existence as much as people in this generation/general youth age range, it sucks and technology is alienating people even more
>>77233685For me, its left knee.
I have completely and utterly fucked up big lads. big greentext story tho
>>77250553go on cunt we're waiting with baited breathe.I'm a piece of shit so I won't judge
>>77250553Fucking up big is one of the best things you can do in life
>>77250553if you're not dead or in prison/facing it there's always room to recover. I get envious of past generations who could up and just go, these days everything is computerized and escaping involves going full hobo>>77251131I have fucked up so many times, at this point it's about deciding how much preparation I want to put in before I abandon humanity and entrust my fate to nature. I just hope when I do nobody tries some mccandless type shit, I'd rather not be eternally remembered as some tragic naive idiot who should have just society'd harder
>>77247543I'm well aware of jbw. I was in Istanbul and while the likes on Tinder didn't come flying in it was definitely a steady pace. I was there for 10 days and had I think 15 or so matches by the time I left. I didn't meet any of them though because I'm a fucking sperg who's somehow high functioning enough that I can travel solo so I'm sure a passport bro adventure in Latin America wouldn't go much better for me..
>>77237894>I don't understand can neets even get social security since they didn't even workDepends on the country, in most no, you can't even pay the water bill from it, but if you're in a rich country like Netherlands or US or whatever you'll still get enough money to move to Thailand and fuck whores.
>>77251510>>if you're not dead or in prison/facing it there's always room to recoverOk, how do I earn enough to buy a house in a few years?
>>77238225not to sound like a prick, but shouldn't this encourage you to make something of yourself?
>>77252135Not when society has rejected you all your life why would you want to be part of something like that?
>>77252135What do you imagine someone can make of themselves at that age with nothing and no one behind them?
It's been 3 months since I quit SSRI and I still can't get an erection
>>7723448332 Dad died a week before fathers day OD. Mom moved in with me as she is now do to her age and weight handicapped. Just got hit by 2 floods back to back. Dead end job is still and dead end such is life.
>>77238225Anyone else crossed paths with other wizards at work? My place has a high turnover so every now and again I bump into a wizard.
I need to lose weight so I wont be incel anymore. Ive never been my healthy weight so I could be chad for all I know. how do I stop eating anon bros?
>>77252532>how do I stop eating anon bros?Why do you overeat in the first place?
>>77233801Dude. It's a thread on 4chan; no arbitrary requirement imposed by the original poster can prevent you from posting in here.
>>77252578so I forget about pain of being a wizard for a little bit
>>77252679>so I forget about pain of being a wizard for a little bitme too, me too...
>>77252144>why would you want to be part of something like that?because it's pretty fucking hard to fight against nature and the alternative isn't better.>>77252151i can't speak for your country, but mine does offer programs for training even past 30 for specific skills. my mother is in her late 50s and is in an accelerated course (payed by the government) to work in the medical field. it chose her nothing but her time and x many years commitment. you could possibly land a job in a hospital and move up from there. my friends mom is a nurse and she has told me that she worked with people who originally were in the cafeteria that later got their nursing licenses. they weren't late teens or early 20s living at home. I don't mean to come across as a prick, but saying how unfair things are won't change anything.
>>77252532Just skip breakfast
>>77252926That's nice, how do I move to this utopia?
>>77252756it sucks femanons dont feel bad for us like they do brown people. if a brown person said they were a virgin white women feel the need to save them. makes me so mad>>77252929>already failedbros....
>>77252959I don't know why I expected anything more than a comment like this, I'm an idiot.
>>77251752do you have any dependents? If no then you don't buy one, if yes then drug dealing is usually the fastest money making option. Honestly if you're born without a home/land you're fucked, you should thoroughly chastise your parents for their ill preparation and misunderstanding how humanity works
>>77252144why let society define you? There's social successes who are miserable fucks with no integrity, there's homeless bums who are at least content with life. It's really perspective that changes things, society is a crock of shit and most people are fucking stupid. Trying to fit in with the herd is a fool's errand, you have to figure out what exactly you can specialize in and do it. Once you stop stressing about society and shit outside your control(legacy, etc) you can actually try to do something, if you fall over in the middle of nowhere you either have to get yourself up or succumb to whatever element takes you first
>>77253067Thanks I'll make sure to whisper it into their graves retard.
>>77233741How did you even get a gf?I'm 32, working a hsit job and living with parents. No idea how to get a girl under such circumstances.
Is it worth leaping out of neetdom in your 30s? I've never had a drive because I just found it impossible to mutually connect with anyone, I'm trying to come to terms with it being a possibility. I see people who settle, or who jump into relationships out of reasons beyond actually wanting to be with said person, and as lonely as it gets I don't envy those people really. How do people find motivation if it's just them? It's not hard to survive alone, and drifting is going to be my end game survival plan, but I'd like to at least do it in comfort. Some people are just not cut out to be wagies, plus I'd rather leave said wagetraps for those who have kids that want shit. If I do leap I want it to be grand, the idea of falling back wounded in worse shape is scarier than leaving the neet nest to begin with
>>77253635I mean it obviously depends on whether you have fucking money?
>>772336302004 was so long ago...x
>>77253673money is a chase, people either spend frivilously and have to work off said debts or they accumulate amounts they'll never use and create squabbles and issues. At the end of the day if you view life as a choice money loses alot of its power, it's all extra if you're prepared to go at any given moment
>>77253635ive thought about doing the same anon. might just get a dishwasher job and do my music passion on the side for now. the worst thing about neetbux is you dont get paid a lot. and things cost so much especially music equipment. what id kill for $500 right now to buy new guitar and midi
>>77253830At the end of my day if I don't have money I don't get to eat or sleep under a fucking roof rich spoiled moron.
>>77253991I'm not rich by any means, just don't view life as an obligation. It's actually pretty easy to find food/stock up on basics for cheap, and for most people one stroke of bad luck can have them scrambling for shelter. Ultimately I'd rather live doing something extraordinary than burn out in the survival loop, I didn't think I would even live this long so trying to occupy said extra time gets confusing
>>77253909I hope that $500 comes your way, if I were rich I would love to throw money at people who seem worth it/aren't begging or greedy whores. Keep up at the music, it's something that can change anyone's mood
>>77248969I have 20 year old male zoomer friend with whom I go to parties with sometimes.
>>77254146thank you anon I sold my equipment (it was cheap chinese instruments) so Im saving up for new ones but not quite there yet. ill probably end up having enough once neetbux comes in at end of month. but its so boring waiting a week. I wish I was rich too id love to help anons out
>got drunk with my bf last night>asked him if I was annoying, a burden, if I was around too much or too clingy, if he wanted me doing more chores, etc.>he didn't actually give me an answer to any of those>he just laughed it offI am literally too old for this shit, just let me know where we stand so we can avoid arguing like your friends
>>77254128Ok, where are you getting free money to live and eat then. Who paid for your shoes?
>>77254882>>asked him if I was annoying, a burden, if I was around too much or too clingy, if he wanted me doing more chores, etc.just from that you sound annoying. he probably was annoyed. why must women ask stupid questions
>>77254925>womenthink again, anon
>>77254925Women always write the whole word boyfriend. Incels and troons use gf or bf. It's in the field guide.
>>77233630>35 and in the military. It's miserable, but I'm starting a new career at 35?
What's your best money-saving tips?
>>77256552don't spend money if you don't have to
>>77256552have no lifeliving is expensive
>>77256552Cook your own meals. Bundle up instead of cranking the thermostat. Don't buy anything you're not going to constantly use. When you do need to buy something do your research to not get the crappy one that breaks within a year.
I'm starting to believe dating and finding someone in your 30s is impossible unless you're an 11/10 and/or rich. It doesn't help that every woman seems to be into star signs and shit. If you're a male Virgo, you may as well have AIDS.
>>77256552I assume you already know the best tips like pirate instead of subscriptions or purchasing stuff. Some advanced techniques might be brown people grocery stores. Big bags of rice cheap. Herbs and spices cheap. If you are a weeb it can be fun to make a giant batch of gyoza and freeze, good use of idle hands and doesn't require much thought. Basically cooks exactly the same as fresh, maybe 30 seconds longer. Stuffed grape leaves same idea, but grape leaves are pretty expensive. And meat sauce for pasta so you only have to cook pasta for dinner. Closer to time saving tips but time is money. Cooking is such a waste of time when you could be watching chinese girl cartoons instead. A huge pot of spaghetti sauce takes about the same amount of effort as making a small pot.Food banks usually suck but it's worth it to go around holidays. I've gotten ham, whole turkeys, 5lb bags of dried cranberries, stuff you'd never buy for yourself and you eat like a king the whole week. Outside of holidays you can at least get canned vegetables reliably. They have no standards at all. The number of new Cadillacs I've seen with six people inside practically stealing is good hate fuel in case you ever run low on reasons to hate people. Some of them have the audacity to come back in their other car to try and double dip. Fucking richers. Laundry is a scam. Have a couple sets of outside clothes only worn one or two hours a week. Change into the home clothes as soon as you get back and the outside clothes stay presentable for months.Always look at the ground when walking. It takes maybe a seconds to pick up a coin. Works out to $36/hr just for pennies. $180/hr nickels, $360/hr dimes, and a whopping $900/hr for quarters. It's not consistent work but $900/hr is nothing to laugh at.
>>77256913>The number of new Cadillacs I've seen with six people inside practically stealing is good hate fuel in case you ever run low on reasons to hate people.i have volunteered regularly at my church's food pantry and this is indeed a thing; although in a fairly rural place so there is poverty indeed to go around. it makes me laugh when i see sparkly luxury crossovers and i'm pulling up in my 1997 Saturn SC2 with obvious cosmetic damage from 60mph deer impact and 250k on her. i am grateful that i am nearly unable to hate strangers, and hate comes very slowly to me for people i know well. i just laugh instead at the absurdity. keeps morale up.oh and throw chickpeas/lentils, stew beef, coconut milk, taters, carrots, onions, etc in a crockpot and that bitch will feed you for ages. good as fuck too if you spice it right.
>go into the office>get less done and more exhausted by the end of the day>only advantage is a colleague who is also in the office can't ignore you like with teams/email but this is a double edged swordon site office work is a scam bros
>>77256552stream movies/tv shows for free, cook your own meals (no fast food), quit drinking anything other than water, start investing your money into stocks that will double your money in 10 years >>77256912as a Leo I feel your struggle. so many retarded women believe in that shit and no girl wants a Leo because they believe we're all narcissists like their father that raped them. this is why I am settling down with an 18 year old at 32. they expect you to be well off because they think you spent your 20s grinding off a wageslave job so of course you should have a house by 30. older bitches are so dumb I swear
>>77256973At least Leo has a bad boy edge to it.Virgo? It's literally the aloof, autistic virgin sign.
>>77256912It's not a good deal at all which is why it's wrong for people to tell youngfags to build themselves up before dating>women in their 20s will date older guys, but it's the same caveat of still wanting hot guys. you're still out of luck if you're below average>women who are still looking to date in their 30s are simply the worst and there's usually a list of bad reason how she somehow never managed to find a decent partner in her 20s despite being spoiled for choice.>basically nowhere to really socialize at this age
Oh fuck now the little fuckers are doing that faggy dry lips thing they do.
>>77256973>LeoBased. Don't let the opinions of sheep women weigh down a Lion.My gramps is into all this astrology and crystals stuff and he is the worst person to deal with.
I just learned we can get 5-gigabit symmetrical internet here, and it's overkill and too expensive ($225/mo) and I'm kinda surprised. As a kid going from AOL to crappy DSL I never thought I'd reach the point of having enough internet speed.
>>77254882>annoying, around too much, too clingyAlmost 100% yes>a burdenMaybe, need more details on the situation to verify this>doing more choresLikely. This sounds like an interaction I'd have with my gf, and I would react the same way as he did, so I will presume to answer for him: you're kind of annoying but not so much that he hates you openly, he wants more time to himself but you're too clingy and will have a mental breakdown if he says that, he wants you to do more around the house but not to the point that it's worth nagging you over and creating sour vibes forever due to man-henpecking. He's with you still because being Single is a chore even if you're pretty much chad, the apps and everywhere else are full of total retards who are miserable to talk to even long enough to schedule a hookup. So you're not perfect, but you're good enough that it's not worth all the turmoil that comes with dumping you and finding a replacement.
>>77256973>no girl wants a Leo because they believe we're all narcissists like their father that raped themYou're confused, women actually love this. t. leo and laying pipe nonstop
>>77257003yeah ig I dont know enough about astrology to let that shit try to dicdate my life>>77257223>Don't let the opinions of sheep women weigh down a Lion.fucking that love anon. most people into that shit can be super annoying. id rather just not hear it the fags. plus so much of astrology can be applied to anybody. it tends to be vague like a fortune teller.>>77257538how do you do it because Im a fucking wizard
>>77257573>how do you do itJust be good looking and abuse them, the usual
>>77256552Never finance a car
>>77257075>build themselves up before datingThat was always a weird concept, I heard it a lot more 10 years ago about people focusing on careers.Though the amount of doctors I know who get with other doctors while studying/training etc is quite significant. I think if people working 100h weeks and study for decades can still sleep around>marry then no one else really has an excuse unless they are fifo oil rig workers or something
>>77257538>>no girl wants a Leo because they believe we're all narcissists>girls aren't interested in dark triad guyspfft lol
>>77257685Basically. That guy has lost the plot, Leo is an absolute pussy crusher sign.
>>77257075>women who are still looking to date in their 30s are simply the worst and there's usually a list of bad reason how she somehow never managed to find a decent partner in her 20s despite being spoiled for choice.>basically nowhere to really socialize at this ageSo where are the socially retarded 30-something women? Are they still living with their mothers?>inb4 standard /r9k/-answer
>>77258074Most of them are NEETs are yeah they never leave the house that they live with their moms.
>>77258074I know a 38 year old with a rocking body & is very bubbly and yet still very anxious outside & happy to be single.
>>77258199Yeah because she rode the cock carousel
>>77258199>I know a 38 year old with a rocking body & is very bubbly and yet still very anxious outside & happy to be single.Is she a NEET?How do you know her?
Is anyone else circling the drain?32, no job, live with mom. Don't know what to do or how to fix it. I need an expert to help me but I don't know where to start, and even then I have zero motivation. Suicide seems my only option at this point. I feel like I've gotten this far, if I were capable of change it would've happened.
>>77258228>Yeah because she rode the cock carouselSo? She's cool to talk to & good eye candy>>77258236Mutual friend, she isn't a neet. Works in a small retail store and is apparently ok with it
>>77258280I suggest taking small steps anon. Get a part time job in retail or fast food, or anywhere that is offering part time. After about 6months and you get used to the feeling try applying for full time jobs. After another 6months try looking for a better full time job that pays more.
>>77258296>Mutual friend, she isn't a neet. Works in a small retail store and is apparently ok with itNot really the type of woman I was thinking of.>>77258172Are they in a similar sort of existential turmoil do you think? On the path to becoming cat ladies?
>>77258332Well the ones I meant are usually socially fucked or hambeasts. I doubt they become cat ladies since they can't even take care of themselves.
>>77258332>Not really the type of woman I was thinking of.She's not by the look of her, but she lives with her mother, hates bars/doesn't drink/smoke/party etc. Has bouts of depression etc.I'd say she belongs here more than I do
>>77258361Is she ugly? No way in hell she got to 38 without at least one dude hitting on her.
>>77258361>hates bars/doesn't drink/smoke/partyIs she an actual nerd?>>77258353Socially fucked is better than ham beast. At least could be socially fucked together and try and raise a cat.
>>77258378As I've said,she is good looking. I'm sure she does and maybe she has them on the sly but she just isn't publicly interested in being with people it seems.>>77258391>Is she an actual nerd?I don't know a true scotsman? Yes?
>>77258406>I don't know a true scotsman? Yes?I guess it would be hard to figure out in this day and age where every normalfag is a nerd/geek but you must have some inkling?
>>77258471I'd say she's a nerd by normie standards probably not by /r9k/ standards.
>>77258492Honestly she sounds like a normalfag that's okay with being single as opposed to a socially-retarded 30-something woman.
>>77257582kek emotionally and physically? id love to abuse the hell out of an egirl till she begs me to stop. I get off on pain and humiliation actually so maybe I am a leo
>>77254882Just keep it in your head like everyone else, I drive away everybody who gets close to me because I know they'll abandon me, eventually it gets easier for them to disappear than to interact more often than a text every few weeks. I find drugs fill the void, the older you get the less people hassle you about them
>>77258074>So where are the socially retarded 30-something women? Are they still living with their mothers?yes in the house you'll never find them
>>77258074>>So where are the socially retarded 30-something women?Whoring themselves on reddit, Chaturbate, Onlyfans, Scatshop, etc.
>>77258998>yes in the house you'll never find themUnless you go round kicking doors in and asking if anyone has spinsters in their houses.
>>77259005>Whoring themselves on reddit, Chaturbate, Onlyfans, Scatshop, etc.too mainstream, those are the normie girls, the girls hiding in the house would be in discord or random forums on esoteric topics DMing nudes.
>>77259032No, they wouldn't. Literally every amateur porn whore is a NEET loser who does drugs all day and never leaves the house nowadays.
>>77259032that's not the last thing you ordered
Hi, I'm one of those socially retarded (almost) 30-something women still living with their mother. Would anyone here be interested in getting to know each other (to become a couple hopefully)?
>>77259068does your name begin with a? if it does, fuck you
>>77233630which countries does jbw work in? Didn't know where else to ask this..
>>77259080My name doesn't begin with a
>>77259086Jbweld works in every country as long as you apply it properly. I think it is ugly as shit and isn't worth it though.I honestly don't know what jbw means dude
>>77259040>Literally every amateur porn whore is a NEET loser who does drugs all day and never leaves the house nowadays.not a NEET if shes scoring enough drugs to get high and still go out clubbing.
>>77258593>maybe I am a leoIt's based on your birthdate dumbass, I'm going to suggest some copes about time of day and the alignment of the moon to sort you into another sign even if you're born at the right time
>>77259117>I honestly don't know what jbw means dudejwb means "just be white". For example, if you're white and go to philippines all the girls want you even if you're ugly/short/bald
>>77259118>not a NEET if shes scoring enough drugs to get highYou are a dumbass.>DNM>"research chemicals">weed (legal)>prescriptions>OTC memes like cough syrup
>>77259068Yeah, only if you're fat and extremely hairy though.
>>77259068where are you from femanon? Im the leo anon>>77259169my birthdate is a leo sign faggot
>>77233630I'm 37, and I've got a genius level IQ
>>77259317yeah that's summed
>>77259086Probably any of them that aren't in Europe or North America, and there could be exceptions for eastern europe. You've got status, height, income disparity, and a shot at giving her naturalization. She knows her country a shit, and the entire premise behind you going there is that her country a shit. You could afford a plane ticket if you're in her country. Throw a dart, roll dice, or pick whichever you think has the hottest women. You don't even have to take a chance on one of the forward women who approach foreigners. Find one that suits your fancy and follow her home. Knock on the door ank ask to speak to her father. Calmly and autistically explain you came to the country because you wanted a good wife. Maybe include something about how you've always been enamored by their country/culture, maybe leave out the being incel back home. Then drop the bomb. Beautiful daughter, I want to wife her up and return to my white country. She'll be well taken care of and she'll send $x back home y frequency and we'll visit on cultural holidays sometimes.. A little risky but he should appreciate the ballsiness. If you need more than looks frame it as courtship and take her for a test drive. Have her cook dinner, observe how she acts towards you, try to rule out presence of red flags. Maybe even some peepee in poopoo(maintain virginity for marriage and get a barometer on her willingness to submit and obey). If all goes well file for her visa and return home. Now you have something with a funny accent to snuggle, cum in, and fill your belly with weird food. When looking for good women think places of worship and avoid universities. Such woman have greater capacity to appreciate what you bring to the table and minimize the damage caused by subversive elements found in higher education. They will all look like same more or less, so pick whichever one is most blessed in the chest.
>>77259086Depends on how much money you have.
>>77259377thanks for the long explanation it really help. I think I'm good in spotting redflags
>>77233741>>77253630Answer this anon, inquiring minds need to know. How the fuck is that even possible?
>>77253630you get a fast food jobat fast food job will be a handful of women ages 17-25 who are ultra poorfagstarget one you like and start buying her small gifts and showing her attentionpoorfag girls are cheatcodes, and you can get a better looksmatch, life is hell without familial support these people are begging for a chud rescue
>>77259806>at fast food job will be a handful of women ages 17-25 who are ultra poorfagsIs that how it is in America? You can only find people on temporary student jobs here.
>>77259806>Get a horrible low paying job>Spend the minimal amount you get on gifts to random women 10 years younger than youIn a few years her friends will have moved onto better jobs and boyfriends with better jobs>Hey stacey what does anon do for work?>...he's a sandwich architect
anyone else find as they get older things start to hurt more? got bad arthritis in my ankles right nowp.s. what id give to have an egirl gf torture me
>>77260005I've started running & going to the gym for those very reasons
>>77259659Some women specifically target autists. Autists are, very pure being so our suffering is something of a delicacy, particularly to bpd who will very aggressively approach and pursue, then pull you into femgame of hot and cold. This results in two outcomes that drive, them insane with delight. It twists the poor autists guts, heart and soul into a knot causing extreme duress, and with coyness applied with a skillfully can induce limerence and stalker behavior. The hunter who secretly desires to be prey. She will not let up until she consumes every thought going through your mind. This is what bpds call the appetizer. Once appetite is sufficiently stimulated she will succumb to your tenacity(which she planted as a seed some time in the past). You thought hell was hot and cold? Nope. You're a narcissist. You are at the mercy of her capricious whims now. Do take responsibility, you were the one who tamed her into your gf of course. Remember how really you were the one who onesidedly pursued until she collapsed from exhaustion. Take responsibility. This is when the abuse starts. She had a dream about you, you fucking piece of shit how could dream you do that. She'll gaslight you into thinking maybe your tone of voice actually did differ from monotone and you're such a bad abuser. Guilty, shame, make it up to her. What the fuck duhe you're suffocating her. She fucks some random guy just to catch her breathe and live out from under your tyranny for one day. Feel guilty, you did this to her you're not the victim. Think you're on the ropes now? To, she'll forgive you for making her cheat on you. But you're not on the ropes, you're a worm on a hook. This is when the physical abuse starts. Yelling is a common occurrence. You're ashamed and have to cover the scars. Things are nice for a while. You weathered the storm. Tempest has cleared and sky is wide open. She's affectionate, hasn't hit you, yelled, or broken something in over three days. Happily ever after.
>>77259659>>77260261Wait. Your boss is texting you strange messages and sounds deeply troubled. Half your acquaintances have blocked you and the other half are sending threatening messages and hate mail. You have a ton of missed calls from your mother, sister, aunt, and cousins. You really should stop keeping your phone on sulent.It takes a while but eventually you put the pieces together. The reason you haven't seen your gf the last two days isn't because she's visiting her parents. She's in a woman's shelter for domestic violence victims. You've been beating, raping, and abusing this poor sweet angel for months now and only by the grace of you know who did she manage to defeat all odds and escape your clutches long enough to find safety.
>>77260261My first gf at 25 was a BPDemonBPD girls have the ability to make you feel like the manliest man who ever fucking livedIt can go on like this for weeks, monthsBut eventually the switch flipsThey become the most cruel fucking people. You feel like shit, like a total fucking faggotBut you remember the way it was before, its like a drug, and you chase itMine eventually left me to fuck her "abusive" ex, tried to come back to me after being pumped and dumped but my now wife had already moved on me
>>77260005I always had some low level hypermobility. Can fold fingers back over, double jointed thumbs. Lanklet. Only thing missing is the crystal ivs.One night of bad sleep and pain in ankles, knees, hips, and elbows. Just flexing and extending fingers by themselves they snap crackle and pop. Sitting in agura like a retarded weeb you go to reach for something and there's a sharp pain in the knee. It tried to dislocate, not from physical activity, from fucking sitting. Any small duration of standing or walking over an hour leads to lumbar pain. Go past 90 minutes and lower back feels OK, in comparison. It's still there only overshadowed by the pain in the shoulders. The sedentary life starts to catch up. Don't even have the skelly 130lb aesthetic going anymore. Big fat fucking pig 180lbs now and when you think about it that's another 50lbs on a fragile 6'4 frame. You don't even bother keeping the ibuprofen and Tylenol in the nightstand drawer. They now proudly sit on their thrown that is the top of the nightstand. "Don't worry", they mockingly feign empathy. "in less than fifteen years you'll check out following a dissecting aortic aneurysm." Your neck can't even pop even if you wanted it to. That cartilage has been worn down and the pleasant popping sensation is replaced with clicks and grinding.
>>77260335It's beyond fucked up. I kept the pictures of the cuts and bruises thinking it's a good reminder why me being a woman beating rapist was the best way it could have ended. But even after three years the mind still wanders to the blissful times. I've never met a woman so kind, understanding, and on the same wavelengths. And I've never met a man or woman more cruel. You perfectly capture how it goes down. Top of the world manliest man to lowest scum. It certainly didn't help I was punching way above my weight class with her, soft 9 easily. Beauty can blind even an normal man, for an autist once you get over the holy shit am I dreaming phase it's not something you easily let go of. Aspd gets a lot of shit but at least you know what to expect with ttem. They can sometimes be glib, but they don't give a fuck. Wysiwyg almost. And they're rare. Bpd has layers like some kind of willy Wonka euphoric nightmare onion. The bad is so bad it should outshine the highs. But then you get some random bullshit Google photos hey remember this :^) and it all comes flooding back.Even got a new girl but the main draw is she's safe. Now she's punching above her weight class but that is part of why it feels so safe. Very long history too. Lower level of adoration compared to bpd, but also without the malice. She does bad or wrong like any woman does but you know with certainty it's an issue of intelligence and not spite or evil. She's always respectful and deferential. Not sure I'm ever letting my guard down again. Is it love? I couldn't say. The feelings are nowhere near as intense. But like Data on star trek said she's familiar. Familiarity, predictability. Wanting anything more just feels greedy seeing as I received zero interest anywhere until mid late twenties.Fuck her. It's a good thing you got a wife that didn't come from the bowels of hell disguised as an angel. What is the impetus behind such behavior? Just boredom and wanting to stir the pot and see what happens?
>>77233630I'll be joining this club in a few months and I hate it.
I don't want to get old. It's seems like life is going to get a whole lot worse for me. Now I understand why people kill themselves before they ever reach this point.
>>77260649A lot of the edgy millenials are killed off at this point. I think it says a lot to be a 30'sbro
>>77260241I was walking daily but my left ankle hurts especially. want to get back on it for the same reason.
>>77260646The bodily decline is so subtle you almost don't notice it until you sprain something or get hit with a big wakeup call like reaction time increasing by 50ms. I wouldn't call it a gentle transition though, just your brain changing in such a way it's not like super noticeable or anything unless you have some objective before and after comparison that can be made at hand. Strength is really weird. Despite body composition changing strength kind of lingers or even increases slightly. The old man strength thing isn't just a meme. You might look like shit but 40 year old you mogs the shit out of 25yo you from an absolute numbers perspective and disregarding looks. The teenager feeling of everyone is looking at me fades away and this synergizes with the idgaf grumpy old man attitude. So there's mental and physical buffs that balance the debuffs.
>>77260918My knees are already kinda fucked though, and I broke my femur a few years ago so one of my legs isn't quite right.
i'm 29 and have zero dating experience and am a virgin, but I rejected sex from a woman earlier this year. is it possible to turn things around at this point? i have a mechanical engineering degree but can't get a job and have been a NEET for 13 months
>>77260963>but I rejected sexUnless there's a legit reason I hate you
>>77261031i'm deeply insecure about my gyno and having anyone see it
>>77259844>>at fast food job will be a handful of women ages 17-25 who are ultra poorfagsI saw a hottie in early twenties at McDonalds once so I looked her up. Single mom with 3 kids kek
>>77261124women dont even know what the fuck "gyno" is, if she was down for it with your shirt on its not like shes going to care later. Unless they're absolute fucking Juggs in which case, post tits or gtfo.
>>77261124You could've been a slightly less deeply insecure fatty who had sex.You decided to continue to be a deeply insecure fatty who has not had sex.
>>77261272sex is overrated anyway
>>77261272>>77261184yeah, I immediately regretted it afterwards. wasn't my only shot either. I rejected 2 women in college, made out with one and fondled her breasts but just told her to stop the moment things got more intimate. there is something horribly wrong with me mentally
>>77261175>>>at fast food job will be a handful of women ages 17-25 who are ultra poorfags>I saw a hottie in early twenties at McDonalds once so I looked her up. Single mom with 3 kids kekthey are probably doing fine for money if the bathroom vids are legit
>>77252135Not 30 yet, but I just do not have the energy nor motivation to do anything anymore, not even simple tasks. It's like there's a magical force that's preventing me from trying to be productive and pick up a hobby. Like, nothing's stopping me from doing anything, I just don't do it, I just freeze and not do it, I don't know it's hard for me to explain. Even hobbies that don't require much effort like vidya and anime/manga, and even typing out this post takes so much out of me. I also struggle to talk and properly express emotions, I'm just a hollow emotionless robot most of the time devoid of any personality, and when I do manage to actually talk, it's hard for me to form an actual coherent sentence. I also have bad teeth so smiling with my mouth open is a no-go and makes expressing my emotions even more difficult than it already is. My shyness has also gotten much worse over time. I was only really shy at school back then but would still talk a lot at home, but now I struggle to even talk to my brother, and my family and relatives feel like complete strangers to me now, since I barely talk at family gatherings. NEETdom has destroyed me in so many ways. I feel my only purpose now is to just rot away in my room for the rest of my days, curtains closed in complete darkness and everything.
>>77261031I rejected a very forceful women in uni doing my first meme degree, but she ignored my protests and only stopped once she noticed I went catatonic and was shaking. I always had this idea of saving it for marriage and here's this older woman, my pants pulled down, and she's sucking my dick. By that point it was too late and I was ruined. I guess that would be considered rape nowadays. I really wanted to save it for marriage because good Christian boy. Didn't think I would basically freeze up and brain shutdown. You just don't expect this kind of thing to happen to you as a man. She drug me down to her level. So basically she made herself my biblical wife. Been with her ever since, and it's been very detrimental to pretty much everything. I tried taking a break and managed to get away by living with my grandmother for three years. I met this really sweet woman when I went back for a second degree in a totally different field. We went on a couple of dates. She made it clear she was very Christian, very virgin, and saving for marriage. It was great being around her. Not the prettiest woman but we had such similar upbringing and viewpoints on everything, could talk for hours, really a sweet girl and thoroughly agood person. I could see myself having five or six kids with her. Then multiple dreams that basically boiled down to her finding out I've had sex and rejecting me. I avoided her for a whole semester only to discover she flunked out the next. It's been years and it still bothers me. I was robbed of my marriage and future with a fellow homeschooled preachers kid. Either one of these is rarer than you'd think, but both in the same package? That's once in a lifetime. So now I'm stuck with an ex addict five years older than me, millstone around my neck. The main thing keeping us together is my fear of being alone and knowing I'm not a virgin so ineligible for a real marriage. It's a mental and spiritual burden that words are inadequate to describe.
>>77261528Well that's certainly a post
I'm a fucking NEET looking at hentai instead of seriously trying to find a new job. I'm letting my friends down. Unemploymentbux will NOT be enough, I need a job.
>>77261528>woman rejecting a man for not being a virginI'll take shit that never happened for 100, Alex
>>77261882I remember some anon making the claim that at some point some boards were like scratchpads for aspiring writers. Maybe this post is one of them.
>>77234300Vast majority meet their end in their 40s because that's when you hit the midlife crisis stage of your life where you look back on what you had and forward to what comes next.
>>77235848for starters you could have liars. But to take a more good faith approach consider gfs and sex don't fix everything and that many people here could still be a total fuck up even with a gf or having sex, to compound on that some might have had sex and gfs in their teens/20s to lose it all later, things change and nothing is constant.
>>77234300wizchan mods are literally jailhouse faggot zoomers.>>77261985I'd say they're liars or lunatics looking for someone lower down the totem pole. Genuinely, if you have something outside of 4chan, there's not much reason to stay here or come back to. /r9k/ barely resembles anything like it used to and now is closer to nu-/b/.It's fucking strange and sad that one of THE main boards of 4chan is practically unusable and abandoned to bots.
>>77261951It was a dream, more than one. I liked her a lot but was too afraid of rejection to escalate beyond a few dates. Since we had stopped talking and she wasn't there the next semester it turned into a potential thread that was unfairly cut prematurely as a result of indirect actions on both of our ends and broke the tapestry that was what could have been our life.I mean how could you even salvage that? >Hey, long time no see. I notice you were too dumb to keep up. I still like you a bunch. Let's trade failures, you dropped out of the program and I'm not a virgin. Meet you at the altar on Tuesday?I tried to find our text history on my phone but apparently they didn't transfer correctly when I got a new phone. There's no text history at all between us now that I check. This only adds to the regret because now I can't even see what all we had talked about before. I still have her number but it would be weird to message out of nowhere now after so long. Last time we talked she was working at an animal shelter. Halfway through a nursing program, drops it, then takes care of puppies and cats. How sweet is that? It's not a normal job, that's a proper nice woman job. She dropped so many hints about how she might perform as a wife too. Talked about weighing herself every week and that she just stops eating if it gets above a certain number. Biblical ideals of husband as leader. Farther right than I am politically. Seemed insecure about not wanting to be a burden but a girl like that you could never see as a burden. And she seemed smart, it's hard to believe she actually got removed from the program over grades. There's a lot flooding back right now that were missed obvious signals. Why did I have to be autistic? We have the same exact values and upbringing and everything. Could be on child number four or five by now, but no. I just had to Stockholm myself with rape granny alcoholic McAddictpants here. If I were another person I'd strangle and murder me right now.
>>77262003>if you have something outside of 4chan, there's not much reasonBut there is some. People return to where they feel comfortable and safe.
>>77256552DO WHAT YOU WANT CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE YOU ARE A PIRATE
>>77262186If it barely resembles what it used to, to the point where certain boards are unusable (/biz/ recently introduced EMAIL confirmation to be able to post), why would you return? I mean you have something actually *tangible* outside of 4chan, there's no reason to return.People seem to forget, and zoomers don't understand, that 4chan isn't actually a standalone website, it used to be part of an internet and geek ecosystem that no longer exists.
>>77238209I picked up going to bars alone at 30. Its not so Bad because The alternative is rotting in your room 100% of The Time. Just temper your expectations. I spend around 2 Hours Every saturday. Sometimes I try to hit on couple of girls. Theyre never interested or They say theyre taken. Sometimes absolutely nothing happens. I mostly dont want to talk to normies at all. Sometimes strangers started talking to me"hey youre here alone, wanna hang Out with us for The evening?" Its just that people Are very Boring unless you know them.
How are games shops like these days? A lot of them have closed down near me. I suspect a lot of them are dead or full of normalfags streaming. I remember hearing about a dude that was kicked out of one because he didn't want to appear on stream.
>>77262312I don't think those exist any more
>>77262318Are you serious? By game shops I mean like places where you can play boardgames, trading card games, games workshops etc.
>>77262335oh, I thought you meant video game stores
>>77262233I constantly use /lit/, /fit/ and sometimes /mu/ for sharethreads. I'm a huge coomer. I enjoy these threads as they remind me of why I do attempt to improve my life. I use /vst/ and other video game boards as well (songs of syx currently). I've been here 15 years. I can't leave lmao.I try browse less as I want to do other things but sometimes I want to be able to unwind can call someone a niggerfaggot.
>>77238361what do you do for a living anon?totally an original comment
>>77262276I'm the guy he replied to. You hit the nail there. Sometimes it's boring and nothing happens. The difference is I sometimes don't mind talking to nomies, though I only do it once a month.Definitely get a dummy account on fb/IG if only to follow musicians/local events. There's more and more +30 year olds who never actually update or use SM for anything other than messaging.
>>77262343Those are almost definitely dead, literally the only place to buy physical games are second hand stores, and those kind of suck because in the last 10-15 years they've cottoned onto retro games and sell them at ludicrous prices.>>77262353>/lit/Haven't been there in a long time.>/fit/Where you there when a fucking tranny on hormones was giving lifting advice? It was around the time where anons were giving up on chasing women and instead becoming them. Who knew incel-to-tranny pipeline would engulf 4chan?/mu/Never went there that much.>I'm a huge coomer.I guess it's still useful for that.
>>77262376>Where you there when a fucking tranny on hormones was giving lifting advice?Maybe. I tend to forget events on this site other than the /lost/ threads, manlytears, Quentin memes.I was on /b/ when Rabbit-Chan put icecubes up her anus
>>77261896I also procrastinate while edging for hours on end. Porn addiction is no joke brother.
>>77260963Almost the same boat as you but I have phimosis, not gyno. It's not a matter of stretching, a bacteria colonized my foreskin after I was pissing sugar water from my undiagnosed diabetes and made a ring of tough skin and antibiotics don't work on it. I'm not going to jewcock just to have sex unless I get married (so basically never)
>>77262312I went to the mall on a whim and found this quite large new tcg place just opened up. I don't know how long it could survive considering they don't have even have much merch for sale. It made me wonder if there are any 30+ guys playing. It seemed quite civil but also seriously considering some guys were recording their yu-gi-oh games with GoPros.
>>77262737>some guys were recording their yu-gi-oh games with GoPros.Why?
>>77262928Two guys had it attached to their heads for a pov. I dunno maybe they just want to review it later. I suppose what better way is there to record the cards in your hand.
>>77262979As long as it's not some attempt to become the next big internet "thing" and destroying the place and hobby in the process.
> 32> early to mid 20's was great, had money, decent job loving redhead gf whom I was going to marry, loved keeping fit by swimming all the time. Never was jacked tho> everything was fine, skys the limit> Fiancee commits self unalive when I'm 26> She was sick a lot> She had abusive parents> I did everything I felt I could even a retraining order, but we didn't have the money to move to different state at the time to get away from her folks> Life just does a 180 after that event> Keep getting pass up for promotions or raises at work to people less qualified then me Since I'm autistic and don't really like to talk to people at work. Despite me falling for the boomer meme of hard work and giving my 110% for almost 5 plus years> Finally quit, had enough never been able to re-secure another well paying job, let alone a job that doesn't treat me like shit> Tried dating again to help me move on, but dating is so shit. always either used for my money or someone like you, but not you.> No motivation to keep fit, just get lazy> Life just keeps tumbling down and down and down> food doesn't taste like anything, it's all bland> sex doesn't interest me> Either tired all the time or unable to sleep all the time> unable to forgive myself for what happened> Have to move back in with my folks, since I keep getting gaps in my work history and being autistic so I'm shit what interviews I do get> Folks say I should get back to work, but they don't pressure me out for obvious reasons> Still visit my Fiancee's grave on her birthday> I'm the living embodiment of the When a Swan's mate dies, it just waits to die as well> Don't know what to do at this point.Sorry for the wall of text, I'm just venting, since I have no where to vent elsewhere. Let alone talk to about it. Call it a LARP or whatever have you.
>>77263213>Call it a LARP or whatever have you.A very suspect picture to use. Just saying.
>>77263213>Fiance Normalfaggot. Get off my board.
Gout, morbid obesity, mental illness taking over
>>77263257https://www.dictionary.com/e/fiance-vs-fiancee/NTA: You'd know that trying to use that ascii e won't allow you to post. nice try newfag.
>>77233815Blessing in disguise, my friend
>>77235848Most true 30+ robots are dead from suicide or barely clinging on
>>77263305You really think the faggot in normalfaggot was implying he's gay? Because I didn't put the extra e? And you're calling me a newfag? This is rich.
>>77263213>loving redhead gfYou don't belong here faggot now leave.
>>77263213Drive slow, plenty of people feel like that with no swan so might be cope. You'll find a new puprose.
My body is becoming lumpy as I get older.
>>77264334It sucks when you realize you're slower physically for everything
>>77262455Rule34.xxx was my undoing for awhile. Infinite attention for roleplaying as a gyaru slut.
got an unexpected and ludicrous bonus at work and paid off basically all of my debtI'm doing okay now, I think, just need to keep on keeping on
>>77263213Commits self unalive
>>77262312>I remember hearing about a dude that was kicked out of one because he didn't want to appear on stream.That's pretty much everywhere nowadays, are you that ugly?
>>77264779>are you that ugly?That's a low blow anon. I'm more like a brick in the wall, unassuming.>That's pretty much everywhere nowadaysLike I said I heard about it, I don't know if it's true. Are people actually doing that?
>>77264849Yes, people have streamed everything for years now, you have to be "instagrammable" to be someone's friend and especially boyfriend. If they can't post you as part of the friend group or if a chick can't post you and you look better than average on instagram you're fucked.
>>77264866That would mean the hobby would eventually degrade to the lowest common denominator.
You know I've genuinely forgotten basic maths, wageslaving in places filled with retards for over decade. I did a maths degree.
>>77264895Yeah no shit lol, look at the state of it?
how do you cope with the fact your family is starting to die off
>>77265093Just look at your bank account lmfao? You'll get a shitload of inheritance and you can rent out all the properties and get free money forever.
>>77265202>tfw I'm the only one in the whole extended family that did not take the clot shotI'll be a rich landowner when they all die, land in 2 countries. I tried to warn them
>>77265202the cope was needed because it seems my connection to the world is going away
>>77265202some black neighbor like immediately jumped to that thought in regards to my mom like how greedy and selfish people gotta be, nah. that money is my mom's and itll go towards her care. i have my own money
>>77265335What do you mean it will go towards her care dumbass what care do you give to dead people are you this stupid wtf?>>77265225Good job king just gotta wait it out and you're golden.>>77265304You'll get MONEY moron. Free money forever. Make your connections with that idiot.
>>77265093I have more family than ever all my siblings have had children and they didn't cone out ugly either so my family is not dying off anytime soon just me lol
>>77265501i already have more money than their death would pay
>>77265534samemy siblings went from saying they'd never want kids to having 3 of them each
>>77265093Reach out. Don't look at dumbass youtube videos, don't look at porn, don't play the games you mindlessly grind on, just reach out. Get important information from them that enriches your life.Sometimes the only people who remember our past are the loved ones we have forgotten.
In order for me to continue to attract women, I need to be better than what they have at home.I also need to actually leave my fucking apartment sometimes.
I swear to God I'm getting dumber.I sat here for 5 minutes trying to get a 1536x2304 image to scale down to a window of 160x144 with 144 being the height to match.It only occurred to me after 5 minutes to divide 2304 by 144 to get 16 and divide 1536 by 16 to the right width (96) and I don't even know why it worked. A maths grad who can't do basic maths anymore. Hell it might even be the right answer.
>>77265807*might not be the right answer.Have I got a mental illness? Is my brain degenerating?
Blessed be the living, who still wake up in the world of the living. Many were not so lucky. May we not forget them.
>>77265551Then what the fuck are you complaining about rich retarded piece of shit?
I check those threads once in a while but I guess 40+ actual robots truly are rare. I have seen like only 3 in 5 threads.>>77241748Eh, could be worse, you could have been an actual NEET that never worked once in your life like me. At least you get some leverage and experience if you look for a job. Imagine trying to find one at 42 without any experience whatsoever in the EU, where experience is everything.Fun random fact: I recently read a discussion where 100%, no exceptions, of the women over their 40+ stated that a guy their age who has never kissed a girl was a dealbreaker for them.
>>77265903read me boy
>>77265933>of the women over their 40+ stated that a guy their age who has never kissed a girl was a dealbreaker for them.Honestly, I don't blame them. Those are normalfag women, they have normalfag expectations and no one is expecting to bring you up to speed on the very basics of intimacy.It's a completely different social grouping to us.
>>77245753>Asks picture of your left side>Posts dick instead
>>77265649there is only so much you can do to reach out and im not sure what kind of information there is to learn desuthat is all that can be done
>>77261031I have a legit reason. I'm a wizard and missed young love entirely, so when a woman actually gave me attention I shut it down. My reason is simple, if I can find a virgin who wnats to marry me, have kids and stay together forver it will compensate for never experiencing young love, while all around me peopel dated, had sex, etc. If it can't be a deeply intimate thing to justify the solitude, I have no need for sex because it would deprive me of the idea I was alone becuase I hadn't yet met my special someone. At this point I'm fully committed to either getting my virgin wife or dying alone, and I'm well aware that not only is the latter far more likely, but it grows mroe likely with each passing year. It doesn't phase me, simply because of how shit it is to think of being 30+ and never getting what 99% of my peers got, that bothers me so much I NEED a method to cope with it, and this is the only way, go big or go home I guess.
>>77238361That picture is made to demoralize
>Nintendo only is running out of things to dois that dog magic?
>>77266081>That picture is made to demoralizeOh fuck off zoomer.
>>77260335>>77260512As an anon that just ended a 4 year relationship with my bpd ex gf, you guys give me hope. I don't want to pursue another relationship for a while, but im happy to hear others who have experienced what I have made it to the other side okay.
>>77256913There are some good tips in here, but the coin one is comically optimistic, what's the point of doing the math for the hourly rate when you'll only find a few coins a month? Throughout your entire life, you will maybe find a cumulative $20 in coins. If you found seven cents near a Coin Star in a grocery store, you basically struck that year's jackpot.You're more likely to just find a $20 on the ground, actually, though that's a rare occurrence too.
>>77261528>avoided her for a whole semester only to discover she flunked out the nextYou have no one to blame but yourself. You literally ruined your future, congrats. Hopefully when you die, you get a brief glimpse of the life and children you could have had with her.
>>77265807It works because it keeps the aspect ratio constant1536/2304 = (1536/16)/(2304/16) = 96/144And yes, your brain is degenerating
>>77233630>five years ago it was 25+ general>now its 30My god, the core demographic of this website is aging. That explains why the website is dying.
>>77266365>And yes, your brain is degeneratingI hope you're joking, but I think I'm going to go to the doctor's and see what they say.(Do you think it's possible to get back to knowing degree level mathematics or should I apply for disability?)
>>77266072>if I can find a virgin who wnats to marry me, have kids and stay together forver it will compensate for never experiencing young love, while all around me peopel dated, had sex, etc.me too but is it this actually possible in this day and age?
>>77266809I was joking. I studied physics and I have the occasional brainfart too.The only way to get it back is to work through some textbooks
>>77266898>The only way to get it back is to work through some textbooksShit, I don't even remember where I put them away. I do have them uploaded on an IDE HDD. Now I need to find the adapter.
33 and soon to be a dad. I didn't have a dad so I'm kinda nervous. I want to be a good one, but I don't have a reference. I'll do my best for that kid anyway.Also, any advice that's not the generic bullshit that everyone repeats will be appreciated.
>>77267339>Also, any advice that's not the generic bullshit that everyone repeats will be appreciated.You want post-2014 4chan advice?
then there's this guy >>77267339literally had sexliterally impregnated a womanyet he's posting on /r9k/
>>77267393I'll take what I can get and then see if it makes any sense.>>77267405Yeah, I still don't know how I got this far desu
>>77267339Always have him help out starting from a young age when you are working on the truck, fiddling with appliances or plumbing, and general maintenance stuff. That's how most of us learned how to hold a flashlight and get yelled at.
>>77267339Just get him his own place, and leave him enough properties to rent when you die, that's about it. If you have friends in any businesses, get him to take over.
>>77265649>Sometimes the only people who remember our past are the loved ones we have forgotten.I can't wait for these people to die for this very reason. I will finally be free once no one who remembers me before the age of 18 exists anymore.>>77265202This too. Better question is "how do you cope with the fact that you've got 20+ years of the boomers gradually getting even worse before they finally bite it"
>>77266467Yeah, obviously. There's no reason to start using 4chan at this point, but you're also here forever. Looking forward to posting in 50+ generals in the year 2045.
>>77267339>babyIf they're crying they're still breathing. They won't remember shit. Try not to turn into an openly abusive psycho between the stress of working, no sleep, plus an infant you have to care for and your bitch wife/gf who does nothing but nagmaxx.>toddlerStay focused on teaching them really fundamental stuff like reading and basic math. Don't "baby" them, they need to get a grip on how to conduct themselves safely and self-soothe etc. Don't ipad parent them obviously, retard. They'll want to be involved with whatever you're doing but also highly incompetent. You can task them with some basic busywork stuff sometimes that makes them feel like they're contributing.>elementary school ageDon't be a /pol/ schizo and alienate them from their peers with "no phone, 30 seconds screen time per day under strict supervision" tier stuff. Making them The Weird Kid with Strict Parents will do far, far more damage than any kind of jew media poisoning. Encourage them to do well in school and to participate in extra-curricular stuff but don't go full Dragon on them, elementary school is fake and gay and literally doesn't matter anyway.>middle school and beyondThis is speculation since my kid's 10 (I'm 32 btw) but the plan is to be ready to weather the storm of all the emotional bull shit that goes with being A Teenager and be understanding even though from an adult perspective it's obviously retarded, superficial, and temporary. Especially with a son their father should be the one person they can rely on to be 100% real all the time. If you're here, you know how women work and have an endless collection of redpills to dispense. Don't bullshit them with the usual larps and lies most of us received growing up. School is somewhat more important but universities take anybody. Sports is good but don't let them be a "peaked at age 15" injuryfag because you wanted to live out your missed high school chad opportunities vicariously (I live while the whole world dies)
>>77246792>>77246851Fast travel is a normal free thing in the game if you actually play it. Some dumb nigger on reddit started the massive lie that you MUST pay for certain things in Dragon's Dogma 2 when that isn't the case. Monster Hunter World has over $500 in mtx but it's in the top 20 played games on steam.
>>77267339Keep them away from the brainrot as long as you can! That means junk food and sodas, vidya, internet, cartoons, media, etc. Have them instead do practical hobbies and sports. Encourage them to be social like going to clubs, but only after they start going to school, before school they should be around family, family friends, kids from their neighborhood, etc to learn how to be social, get used to meeting "strangers", learn how to share, not all presents are for them, etc. Kids are absolute sponges and will learn and imitate everything you do so be responsible.You've got 12 years with them to teach them all you want them to learn, after that they become the dreaded teens where they spend far more time with their friends, teachers, internet, etc, than with you. Good luck.
>>77265933>Fun random fact: I recently read a discussion where 100%, no exceptions, of the women over their 40+ stated that a guy their age who has never kissed a girl was a dealbreaker for them.That sound be 100% obvious.Why would you want to be with a woman in their 40's if they've never cooked a meal in their lives, if they've never read a book or had a deep thought. Same thing goes for having any form of physical connection.
>>77268436>never cooked a meal in their lives, if they've never read a book or had a deep thoughtI think you're trolling because most women are like this and also none of that has any relevance to what purpose women serve
>>77268451Purpose is fake and gay. I want a wife who can cook, reads something slightly above slop and can nod when I talk about kikes.
>>77268523* and in return she expects me to know how to eat pussy like a champ and have a job.
>>77268523Maybe I should have said "function". I want a woman who bears as close of a resemblance to a fleshlight as possible. Shut the fuck up and leave me alone unless I want to use her hole. I don't want her to cook, I don't want to talk with her about anything. I want a relationship something like what the faggots do with "beards" where they have a woman on hand to help them pretend to be straight. I want a woman on hand to make me seem superficially normal, and to use to bust nuts in. Reading, cooking, none of that matters at all.
>>77264968If you don't use it you lose it. I'm in a stem degree but I couldn't pen and paper integrals from 1st year calc anymore. There's software that calculates everything.
>>77268787damn you're a horny bastard. Just get a fwb lmao
>>77269085>I'm Ina stem degreeI meant stem field. I graduated years ago, it all feels like a distant memory. Commuting an hour to and from campus and having to go home before the last train. But I saved lots of money living with my mom!
>Suddenly page 9
>>77267994Wait do elementary school kids already have phones these days? No wonder their attention span is ruined with tik tok. Hell they can get exposed to porn early as well just by internet searching.
>>77263213>self unaliveyou have to go back
>>77233630>no kids>still not married >working a dead end job and waiting for my bf to finally grow up I feel like I am waiting for nothing. I can only pretend to be happy for so long. Seeing women my age getting married and having kids is soul crushing.
>lost job exactly a year ago>lost gf almost a year agoWhen will it get better again friends
>>77270296Yes, pretty much every 10 year old has their own smartphone now. You can rant and seethe all you want and I won't even disagree, but if you want them to have friends they need to understand the memes and be able to use whatsapp and play amogus.
>>77271043>2024>A woman still can't get a backbone with so much given to her
>>77271043>waiting for my bf to finally grow upInteresting choice of words.
>>77271797We can imagine this poster as a based shotacon but the reality is that they likely mean "grow up" in the sense of "resign to spending their entire life wageslaving for my benefit"
>>77271879I'd think you're right because she says she works in a deadend job.If a person in a relationship is putting in 80% of the effort/money/anything then they would have a right to complain
>>77272160Frankly, even assuming an actual woman posted that (low odds, but I'll play along) then what is most likely is that she's low maintenance practice gf tier and he is with her specifically because he does not have to "grow up" to do so and if he did get a good job, move out of his parents house or stop drinking or whatever, he would leave her pretty much immediately.
>>77233741therapist will put nice words on your npc meaningless life so you won't try anything even remotely to succeed.the important thing is that you dont try anything, u might find little loopholes here and there.
>>77261896i fucking love straight shota and mom son incest, shit is just right yu know, nothing else comes close. big sister babes are fucking nut nut nut, niggas here trying to convince me otherwize, fuckign losers they know that some anon shitpost wont change me but they still try every day lmfao, ill stay fucking milfs and big sister to the day i die you weak sad anon fucks.you niggas feel me?(image is from a forbidden jav movie that me and few others only have and no i am not fucking uploading it, its fucking rare and it will stay that way u fucking feel me?)
>>77272421buddy did you just post CP?
Not srue if I should bump
>>77268067>Monster Hunter World has over $500 in mtxIt does? I bought it with Ice Borne and it was so good that I don't recall any mtx.
I have nothing new to report but I feel a duty to post.>>77265807Everyone says that it was a nothingburger and that it's "time to move on", but I swear covid gave us all longlasting braindamage. I can't even play fucking videogames now and I can't drive as well as I once did.
>>77265807The solution is to open your starting image in mspaint, resize to the one dimension that you want with ratio lock on, and see what it gives you for the other one. wala>>77274629Covid was the one time in the last 10 years I felt even a glimmer of hope for the future
Everytime I open a new tab to visit an imageboard I get bored within 5 minutes. I don't know if I'm growing out of this whole chan thing or if my apathy has become unbearable as I have pretty much nothing else going on in my life. Literally all I do is stare at my ceiling, or go out to sell chinkshit on fb's marketplace. I don't care about anything else, music, anime, vidya, it's not even irritating it's just noise.>>77237821I remember reading this, probably in this same +30 general around a year ago. Back then I was thinking "woah Mike sounds like future me". When isolation has been a constant through your life, and you "get used" to it like I'm doing right now, it's impossible to quiet down that voice that says "are you sure about this?". And no, I"m not sure, but what else can I do at 33? It's very tempting to not be bothered by isolation, but as with everything else in life it comes at a price: your soul. Objectively speaking, living is pointless. But some things are less pointless than others. Getting shitfaced at a dark electro concert while making out with fat goth single moms is pointless (and dangerous cuz dem super gonorrhea), but it's less pointless than getting shitfaced alone while staring at a wall. In general things are less pointless when done with others, but there's a reason you don't see many 40+ robots around, you can't walk up to strangers with nothing in common at almost 40. Then the only thing left to do is getting comfortable with yourself. Either you make it work, you kill yourseld or you come crawling back to society hoping to get some human warmth through the same old, repeated ad nauseam social dance and shitpost ritual.for what tho, is what i wish i could know. nobody will ever know that
>>77233630Well. Im 30 today. Forget khhv. Ive never even had a conversation with a non-family female.
>>77272421I also really like one-shota. The only things I can jerk it to nowadays is /ss/ and dog/horse/insect/tentacle monster/orc/etc. on girl hentai. But the /ss/ and beast folders are of similar size.
>>77258280i suggest taking meth
>>77274881>Ive never even had a conversation with a non-family female.Is it fear, looks or something else that has caused this.
>>77234483You can make it. I've buried my father two months ago. Lost my mother when I was about 3 years old. Have some minor issues including my stomach which I resolve through (perhaps retarded, but cheap) mix of watching what I eat and walking it off. There's still things of worth, even little things, cheap interests I can devote myself to. You just need to find things/occupations that you'd see as good and devote yourself to them.
I dislike zoomers
>>77274816> I don't know if I'm growing out of this whole chan thing or if my apathy has become unbearable>Literally all I do is stare at my ceiling, or go out to sell chinkshit on fb's marketplaceSounds like the latter, apathy to the point of thoughtlessness. >for what tho, is what i wish i could know. nobody will ever know thatYou've said so yourself. Some human warmth. Something good to look forward to. Someone who gives a shit. And that's also why we post here - many of us at least know a bit of other's misery, you know that even if anons don't give a shit about you in particular, they understand some of your issues and sympathize with that.Finding people online that share similar interest of just playing random bullshit videogames in multiplayer and then just chatting with people there helps me a bit otherwise.
>>77274816>shitfaced at a dark electro concert while making out with fat goth single momsThat sounds amazing (pending how badly bad the moms are)
>>77275502I've had conversations but it's always in the framework of "someone's mum".
>>77274762>The solution is to open your starting image in mspaint, resize to the one dimension that you want with ratio lock on, and see what it gives you for the other one. walaThat's the no thinking solution which is fine but I wanted to remember how ratios worked being a damn maths grad.
>>77274816>I don't know if I'm growing out of this whole chan thing or if my apathy has become unbearable as I have pretty much nothing else going on in my life.A lot of people don't seem to understand that 4chan isn't a standalone thing, it rested on top of lot other things that don't exist anymore.
My older sibling is getting married and has a kid on the way. I on the other-hand am recently single, mind-broken by some back-to-back bad relationship experiences. Family get-togethers are super painful for me because my parents are gushing over being a grand-parents and I am a sulking autist in the corner.
>>77276731>parents finally have grand kidsBE GRATEFUL, the pressure is off you now.
>>77276731Wow must be so hard to have a big family that will always help you out and you'll never starve in a ditch.
>>77271656I havent had anything given to me. I just want some kids and marriage to make it feel like I am living for something. >>77271797He doesnt want to take the next steps to actually create a future together. That is why I chose those words >>77272160I put in all the work. All the house work and I do everything possible to make sure we are good, bills are paid. I work hard and still make less than him but I am expected to pay most of the bills. >>77272207This is exactly how I feel. Like I am practice and he stays to be taken care of and content with not having to help with anything.
>>77277406>not married at 30Why'd you even stay with him then?
>>77277406Ok, take me instead, I'll do literally whatever you want, I can cook, repair anything, and have a 164 IQ. A/S/L?
>>77277561Because I love him dearly but have been starting to feel like he loves the things I do more than he loves me. I guess I am dumb
