this useless heart I hold, my dearis much to much to bearas daylight soon grows cold, I feara shadow lingers thereand doctors give me pillsand tear me part from partbut nothing cures or fillsmy empty, useless heartthat useless look you gave, my lovebeneath your dark brown eyeshow fallen were the clouds abovehow fallen were the skiesfor every bitter end, begins a sweeter startthat useless look you gavemay fill my useless heart
AN OILY PISTON, YOU PUSH, YOU PULL;A FECAL POOL MY RECTVM; MY RECTVM YOU PUMP FULL.
Before we go any furtherFriendAs you call 'em, they call you when they need somethingTrees for the blunt, the g's for the frontI found a way to get piece of mind for yearsAnd left the hell alone, turn a deaf ear to the cellular phoneSend me a letter, or better, we could see each other in real lifeJust so you could feel me like a steel knifeAt least so you could see the white of they eyesBright with surprise, once they finish spitting liesAssociates, is your boys, your girls, bitches, niggas, homiesClose, but really don't know meMom, dad, comrade, peeps, brothers, sisters, duns, dunniesSome come around when they need some moneyOthers make us laugh like the Sunday funniesSenpai be around whether you paid or bummyYou could either ignore this advice, or take it from meBe too nice and people take you for a dummySo nowadays he ain't so friendlyActually, he woulda even made a worthy enemyRead the signs: "No feeding the baboon"Seeing as how they got ya back bleeding from the stab woundsY'all know the dance, they smile in ya face, y'all know the glanceTry to put 'em on, they blow the chanceNever let your so-called mans know ya plans(How many of us have them?) A show of hands(Friends) Is a term some people use looselyI'm real choosy on what I choose to let crews seeYou telling me, I try to act brokeJealousy the number one killer among black folkFellas be under some type of spell, like crack smokeGhetto Cinderellas, lead 'em right to your stack, locJust another way a chick'll lead to your endI check the dictionary for the meaning of friendIt said: person, one who likes to socialize withSympathizer, helper, and that's about the size of itMost of the time these attributes is one-sidedTo bolster the crime, they apt to shoot you through your eyelidAnd they can't hide it, going wild like a white bitchSometimes ya need to cut niggas off like a light switch(Click!) and when things get quietCatch 'em like a thief in the night (bow!) what a riotI first met Mr. Fantastik at a arms dealDon't let it get drastic, think of how ya moms'll feelWhen it get for real, the steel get to sparkingEverything darken, and ain't no talkingFor somethin so cheap it sure buys a lot of troubleYa better off focusing than tryin to plot to bubbleOr else it'd be a sad note to end on, the guns we got is(One's we can depend on, friends!)Some come in the form of co-dependenceAlotta times only end up bein co-defendantsTen bucks say they tell for a lower sentenceAnd leave you up under the jail, beggin' for a penanceIt don't make no sense, what happened to the loyalty?Honor amongst crooks, trust amongst royaltyI'd rather go out in a blaze, than give 'em the glory(How many of us have) a similar story(Friends!)Before lovers we used to have some type of overstandingJust so when I let her get the man thing, she know its