>be me>18>boymode tranny>highschool dropout>spent all my money on cocaine and alcohol>entire body covered in self harm scars>wished my dad died because he kept trying to push me to succeed>dad actually does die> make a 5$ onlyfans because I'm too scared to get a real job>someone sent me 170 worth of shit just to look at my feet>literally have the outfit in the picI'm disgusting
>>35535676yeah you sound pretty disgusting, why did you drop out?t. 18yo mtfer
>>35535676what a miserable selfish existence
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>>35535676i’m sorry about your situation. what are you doing to try and get out of it?
I dropped out because I couldn't focus and kept having panic attacks around other people
>>35535778nothing really, I keep trying to hang myself but I always pussy out before I can pass out
>>35535822why not? seems like you have the choice between getting a job or feeling disgusted about yourself.
I'd let a trans girl live with me for free if she jerked me off with her feet everyday desu
Sometimes I fantasize about the world resolving itself but even then I wouldn't really be happy, would I. I don't offer solutions to myself or others, I just harbor a blind contention with what little I have now. Life's not a race, there's nothing happening around me. There's an active war in my neighborhood but there's nothing exceptional here so I'll be happy on my own. My life will either resolve itself or by the time I realize I was never meant to be a functional human I won't care.
>>35535676based honestlyi might end up getting kicked out of university at the end of this year so i’ve been thinking of starting an onlyfans cause sex is the only thing i seem to be good atguys go crazy whenever i wear skimpy outfits but i don’t have anything like that maybe i should get it :3
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