is it worth trooning out if:A. I (literally) have nothing going on in life and I'm 30 years oldB. I want to look younger because I wasted my life and I can't cope with becoming a middle aged manC. I am a forced feminization fetishist
>>35509876obviously yes. better late than never
>>35509876>Aare you going to kill yourself? yes if yes, no if no>Byes>Cno kill yourself instead actually
>>35509876depends on how far you want to go with the transition, what your starting position is, and if you actually have dysphoria. B sounds at least a little bit like it.i would suggest just trying it out and look how it makes you feel, you dont have to present female in public, i would rather suggest not to unless you know youre not being made fun of.fetishes can align with that desire i guess, so i wouldnt use it as an argument against, if you hate the effects of e on your body, just stop
>>35509876>Ayes , can't destroy/damage what you dont have>BNot really, you'll probably look your age, just female (if it goes well)>Cuseless, you can try roleplay but no one will force you to be more fem, it is the opposite that you have to force the fem , meaning it's not good conductive for a fetish
>>35509876better late than even laterbetter now than in 6 months or 6 years from nowimagine how you'd feel if you could go back in time 10 years, thats how you 10 years in the future will feel about you right now
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>>35509876Honestly noYou’ll probably lower your quality of life immensely for awful reward, and end up being stuck in a situation that guarantees your suicide instead of just making you want it
>>35509876Yeah I tick these boxes and I'm 2 years HRT now with a bf it's pretty based. I don't really pass but I have boobs and soft skin and feel way more comfortable with my body, it's way easier to deal with being a weird transfem than it is dealing with being a masculine man.
>>35511047What do you do for work? How often do you go outside?
>>35511049I stopped working at about a year HRT, planned to take my sabbatical/leave etc. I'm dabbling in tech hobbies and maybe gonna figure out some self employment/contracting or go back to work later.I go outside pretty regularly. I kinda mix it up between boy/nbmode/girlmode but I'm a voice/height hon. I mostly wear womens jeans/shorts + shirts and just really casual stuff.Interacting with strangers doesn't bother me at all, sometimes it can be kinda awkward because I'm pretty gnc but most people are chill, seeing people I've known for 10+ years casually is waaaaay more weird/awkward lol. I can blend/pitypass with effort but it feels too cringe and I'd rather just be me even if that is a weird androgynous thing.
>>35509876way too late
>>35509876A. you can always do literally anything elseB. no because it wont make you look younger, it will make you look like you've been castrated (you have)C. post nut regret will make you suicidal
>>35509876least gay seraphine player