>>34867449
why like crap? describe..

>>34867449
Not paranormal, google serotonin syndrome

like lower dopimine and motovation to do stuff. i feel like its slowly coming back tho.

>>34867449
if you took 5 minutes to research what you put in your body, you could find out that taking mdma so regularly is a bad idea. why the fuck do you retards do drugs without doing the bare minimum to prepare yourself?

>>34867486
Can't u mind over matter this?

>>34867516
Not if the matter in your mind was depleted

i knew it would effect me badly and i did my research. i just am asking how long you guys think aprox 1.5-2G crystal mdma will have negative effects. i knew i would have negative effects

>>34867516
Meditation and abstinence from such poison will do you well

yea i dont plan on taking anymore for a long time. also i am gonna not drink alc or do other substances that have large effects on dopimine and similar systems

>>34867545
Get healthy. Eat real food and drink water. Lots of sleep will help.

thanks bro i have been.

>>34867698
I remember coming down from md the last time I did it and wanting nothing more than to just be sober and have a clear mind, so much better than feeling like you’re going insane

ya man i was really feeling mentally unstable the once the comedowns started becoming extremely noticeable

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>>34867449
eat more fucking fruits. Lots of tropical fruits have naturally occurring MDMA

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follow up question, will shrooms help me to heal this? or will i have a bad trip cuz my current bad effects for molly

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thank you anon, ive already been eating alot of fruit and i will continue

ignore my multple typos im on a phone

Take some l-tryptophan.

>>34867449
Why? Did you even feel it after the first time? Stop this shit and let yourself regenerate.

I read ketamine therapy is far more beneficial than mdma
But thats clinically and like once every six months or so.
Idk if id wanna fall into a k hole on some shrinks couch either

>>34869469
It's intravenously which doesn't do that much actually, at least trip wise. Intranasal or better yet intramuscular is the way to go for holing and they don't do that even though I heard about ketamine nasal spray as a medication for depression, but I don't know if it's used anywhere and what the dosage is.

>>34869486
Ive been in the presence of people snorting that stuff up twice. Once at a music festival, they were in the tent next to our setup and were awfully rude. Once that stuff came out they got weird. We came back later from shows to drink beers and they had trashed their camp site and a couple were arrested for brawling- over not getting more k
The other time was with a friend and his friends. I took them to score some liquid and they baked it out or something into a powder. I declined to do any, just smoked and drank and they got weird af also until i just left and no one noticed lol
Turns you into a zombie from the outside

>>34867545
mdma mostly fucks your serotonin not dopamine. You could take 5HTP or whatever its called, but you probably have to live with the fact that some neurotoxicity is permanent. Especially after this dose/frequency.

>did i feel it the first time
yes i felt it everytime i think i got into a habbit of it and that was the problem, i felt every dose
>i dont think my serotonin is damaged forever cuz im so young, i have already been feeling better by the day. But yea i was coming close to doing perm damage if i kept using

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>ok so saffrom is a natural SSRI
im taking saffrom instead of prozac
like it says to
lmk what yalls think

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saffron*

>>34867449
Eat well, drink water and exercise. In time those feeling will pass. This is the price of excess. Be calm and take a different course of action in the future, anon friend.

>>34871819
>>34871834
>>34871848
the hype and fear in the article is overstated
saffron is fine
no need to make yourself feel even worse by believing the sky is falling inward on you

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anons i think i have found a way to help the neurotoxicity
> i just ate like .6 gram saffron and it is relaxing my brain

>>34871866
thanks anon, im jus tryna make sure i am
doing what i can to protect my Serotonin system from oxidative stress due from the mollys side effect of depleting all my serotonin then letting dopimine get into my serotonin system and damage it. i beleive the saffron will prevent any damage i could get from this cuz i did so much molly. prob 1.8 grams over 1.5 months

>>34871866
i think i have a ddangerously low serotonin level right now due to the molly, as a previous anon stated i am at risk for Permanent neurotoxic affects witch would stem from the low serotonin allowing dopimine to get into the wrong system the oxidizing like i said. so like me taking the saffron will work as Replacement serotonin until I can replenish my own. sorry for Restating everything lol im tryna word it correctly

>>34869726
this is my main worry. i wanna get off somewhat scott free from the toxic stuff.
thanks tho anon your reply is what motovated me to research deeper and find saffron could help

>>34867502
yea man idk what to tell u i got addicted
in the future i will remember your words

>>34867449
MDMA is a wonderful party drug, but what goes up must come down. It'll pass. I wouldn't do it more than once every couple weeks if I were you.

>>34872023
Did it about this often for a few years on and off and it's fucked me up for life. Literally can't feel proper happiness anymore but I've gotten used to it. I had great experiences on it but towards the end it was the worst shit ever.

Fuck drugs man

>>34872035
i could become like this if i dont watch myself, i got pretty scared from how effected i already am. im sorry that this happened to you

>>34872035
I used to sell it in high school and I learned that a small % of people are "allergic" to it; ie. it fucks up their brain permanently. One girl I knew is on a bunch of medications for life.

>>34872023
yea im fuckin done with it for a long time. unless i can acctually do it with a hot babe and have sex.

>>34872066
how do you know if ur "allergic"
i think i reacted normally but how would i know

>>34872023
i planned originally to only do 0.5 gram per month. i just went evil wizard mode tho and kept eating more and more

>>34872082
>how do you know if ur "allergic"
You don't until you try it. The girl I sold to told me it made her permanently depressed. When was the last time you did it?

>>34872142
2-3 weeks ago since last dose (0.08g) and im feeling okay rn

>>34872161
Bro get out while you can. It was fine for me for a while too, but I pushed it too far. Maybe I did too high doses or did it too regularly, or maybe there's just a limit to how many times you can do it before it short circuits your brain. In the end, it fucked me.

>>34872142
just took 1G saffron ish ive been eating bits at a time. to try and get some SSRI
but i woke up feeling crappy cuz ive been smoking a bunch of weed witch has not been hitting hard at all

>>34872166
yea i started feeling like a robot and emotionless on the final comedowns
very fucking scary

>>34872161
If you're feeling ok now you'll probably be better soon.

>>34872179
>feeling like a robot and emotionless on the final comedowns
That's normal. Everyone feels like absolute dogshit on the comedowns. Again, what goes up must come down.

>>34867498
You'll be back to normal eventually

>>34867449
Why did you do this? Was this for a project or something? Either way you've fucked up your brain now

>>34867545
You probably fucked your serotonin and dopamine system, possibly permanent damage, although you will recover you might not recover fully. Should probably abstain from drugs and heavy drinking. You’ll be more vulnerable to addiction and more likely to seek serotonin through drug use, should avoid this.

cringe thread you fucking retard
i was once in the same position
do not consume any substances at all for 6 months while eating healthy or at least semi-healthy
hope it goes away (it very likely will)

>>34872367
i think ima be okay but i came very close to fucking my brain up beyond repair
not for a project

>>34872511
thanks for ur advice bro, u right it is a cringe thread.
compared to other stuff on here tho not as bad as the succubus coomer threads

>>34872337
thank you

>>34867449
Niggs your a pussy you need supplements l tyrosine for dopamine, 5 ntp for serotonin, nac hells alot restoress magic, memantine is also another godly supplement, if you do drugs dont be retardedn use supplements

>>34869521
Ket is awesome they were just jerks people drink and can be dicks

>>34873514
i have NAC and 5npt

>>34873514
so ur saying ill be okay?
im already taking nac and saffron

>>34873573
Youll be fine bro memantine helps alot i binged for months and like i deal with anxiety issues from phenibut wd, your fine longterm get memantion nootropic source sells it take 5mg research it ifnyou do drugs use psychonautwiki.org

>>34867449
You exploded your feelings and will have to do quite a bit of work to get it back to normal. Why can't you people have a useful habit? These drugs are beneficial and people like you turn up the heat because you can't control yourself. You are why we're unable to have nice things.

>>34873573
5htp brother

>>34867449
Yes, drug withdrawals suck.

>>34873676
i had never tried it before and did too much cuz it made me feel good lmao

>>34867449
Doesn't MMA act like a SSRI (in a sense) and cause a withdraw/ decreased serotonin level if used consistently and then stopped? You'll walk it off eventually.

I don't recommend doing drugs for long periods as it will change the way you think and you might grow a dependency for it. I recommend going a month sober it will help ou

https://www.bravermantest.com/

Do this test for fun anon, its a broad assesment of possible imbalances in your main neurotransmitters(gaba, serotonin, dopamine and acetylcholine)

Afyerwards itll give you a list of foods you can take to help your body find some balance again

Hooe it helps

>>34867449
Stop doing mdma, it's awesome, but you're gonna end up chasing that feeling for a long, long time, and it will lead you nowhere fast.

>>34867449
You'll be good. I took about a gram a day for several multi-week benders and I am only semi-retarded.

>>34869521
I guess they were just retards. I was on two festivals and there were also people saying that they don't like that ketamine is available here and stuff. I don't get it. It's a great drug and in no way worse than shrooms, acid, speed and whatever else at these festivals get consumend. If you take too much you aren't even able to do anything bad in the furst place, it's an anaesthetic after all. Yeah it can turn you zombielike when you took enough to restrict body control but it's no pcp...and even that isn't as bad as it's reputation. Most people are morons, that's all.

>>34867530
It's gunna take a minimum of three months for you to feel normal, that's if you're lucky, otherwise it could be upto a year. You will go back to normal, but you need to take a prolonged break until you feel like yourself again. And then, if you manage that, if you want to continue taking MDMA it really shouldn't be more than once every three months. I went through a phase of serious abuse with it about 8 years ago. At the time I thought the advice of three month gaps was for pussies, but if you want to lead a happy and healthy life and still incorporate chemicals long breaks are the only way to really do it healthily.

>>34867486
serotonin syndrome is during OD, not withdrawal, for WD it's actually serotonin depletion.

>>34867449
Taking molly at festivals and stuff is chill but don't do it in any other setting, in fact don't do it at all that shit puts holes in your brain. Also the comedown is always fucking ATROCIOUS. Like the comedown alone at least for me is what keeps me away from that shit. Stay away from pills man it will kill you bros

>>34875891
thanks anon