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Spirit sex and relationship thread

Last thread: >>27301928
Old threads:https://rentry.co/m7xvm
/succgen/ library:https://rentry.co/kzg8p

FAQ:
>What are succubi?
They are female spirits of sexual desire, who often choose human mates.
>Demons?
It's established historically that succubi cannot be exorcised by holy implements or methods. They're entities with free will like us.
>How to summon?
The Letter Method is used to focus your intent into a message to one of the Four Queens (Lilith, Agrat, Eisheth, Naamah), requesting that they match you with one of their daughters. No blood or soul sacrifice necessary. See links
>Incubus?
Same method
>Pros and cons?
See link
>Do they steal your life force?
Succubi use sexual energy, which is released naturally during sex. Under normal circumstances they won't take your life energy
>They're tulpas?
No. Discuss those elsewhere

Disclaimer:
Some have reported attracting the attention of these entities by simply reading about them. If you're a dabbler who just wants to see if it works or if your faith forbids copulating with demonic entities, don't summon. If you're unprepared for a potentially lifelong relationship, or at the very least, a life-long open door connection with sexual spirits and the occult, avoid this topic entirely. If you have a loving relationship with your human spouse or partner and desire a sex spirit to spice things up, or if you want a human partner in the future take caution, as these entities can be jealous or decide an initially open relationship is no longer so (request an open relationship during the summoning ritual). These spirits can harm or kill you when sufficiently angered and are not easily banished.

Links:
https://fuccasucc.wordpress.com/2020/11/11/pros-and-cons/
https://succupedia.wordpress.com/2016/03/10/letter-of-intent-how-to-summon-a-succubusincubus/
https://mysterysuccubusblog.wordpress.com/2020/12/03/the-4-succubus-queens
More links:https://rentry.co/succfaq
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>>27322860
This thread was posted 40 seconds before I got on the board is this a sign?
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>>27322860
I take it this isn't the original OP.
So is he dead or what?
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>>27322875
Maybe. You got a succ?
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Questions for new posters who want spirit help:
0: Please summarize
1: If you think you have an entity with you, how long? What are your goals toward this entity? What do you want with/from them? Do you know their goals toward you?
2: Why come to /x/ and to this thread, of all threads and boards?
3: If you feel you're having dream sex, how long/often? Do you ejaculate or just leak precum?
4: What part of the world are you in? Any pertinent local legends?
5: How long has this been going on? Has it been ramping up? On and off?
6: How much did you believe in the paranormal before now?
7: Have you or somebody close had any e/x/periences before?
8: Do you usually have any recurring/abnormally vivid dreams?
9: Characters in your dreams that seem lifelike, individual, real people behind their avatars/models?
10: Anything in your life unexpectedly improve, as if an unseen force is helping?
11: Any auditory symptoms, like tinnitus ringing of varying strengths constant or otherwise, beeps, pulses or pressure changes in ears, voices in your head or out of it, knocks on/in walls, etc.?
12: Any visual stimuli, such as colors patterns and shapes in your closed-eye vision, colored orbs flying in the air, localized static distortions, localized visual blurs, colored mist, things in peripheral vision, forehead aching or pulsing, energy buzzing/pressure at your occipital region...?
13: Any electronic or mechanical anomalies like lights flickering, batteries depleted suddenly, things turning off and on, radios and phones playing different things, youtube recommendations altered, etc.?
14: Any touch stimuli, like energy buzzing, bug-crawling sensations, localized hot/cold spots, feeling different textures at parts of your body, feeling pressure or something pressing down on your body at parts, points of your body moist briefly without there being any sweat or bodily fluid of yours there, etc.?
15: Got a dream journal yet (kept separate from your main notes for organization)?
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>>27322884
who knows? Glasses disappeared on the 21 of December, chant should be here soon enough
I lurk these threads myself and noticed there wasn't any at the moment, so I made one myself, don't overthink it
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>>27322884
There are a lot of ops

>>27322912
And here I am lol
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>>27322920
lol you were summoned
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>>27322912
I made the last one because the original OP was gone. That's why I'm wondering if he's dead.
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>>27322912
What happened with glasses is that right after he made contact with me he had irl problems forcing him to leave the threads. It feels too personal to post since I'm not him. He still wants to save the world and lewd all the gods and goddesses
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can I actually fuck a succubus
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>>27323010
Yes.
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>>27322999
But do the goddesses want to lewd glasses?
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Due to some personal problems, I could no longer meditate or cultivate myself in order to see my succ girl.
Now that I have the time for it, should I do the ritual again or is it okay with just meditating?
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Can succs know more than one language? if they can, can you they teach you other languages??
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>>27322897
Maybe. It feels like an entity helps me meditate and get comfy and relax. I like to try and attach a color to each section of my body and random examples that id never have thought of will come to me.
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>>27323774
Love is the universal language, no words just let your bodies talk.
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>>27323602
I know of some that don't and one that does

>>27323659
Call to her and see if she's still there. Odds are good she is
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>>27323899
fuck, so i cant easily learn new languages with my succ? :(
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>>27323774
I'm not sure spirits "know" ANY language, frankly. It always feels more like they are transmitting non-symbolic shit and my unconscious is haphazardly fitting words onto it before passing it to 'me'
They can help you become smarter, more focused and disciplined; but they ain't going to teach you verb tenses or anything like that. make some flash cards.
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>tfw no succubus mommy gf to cradle my head between her breasts and call me a good boy while she strokes my hair, after riding me furiously and making me cum inside her ten times as I moaned like a whore and praised her as a goddess
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>>27324049
Good luck!
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>>27324082
I feel like it would be presumptuous to think one of the queens would want me. Maybe they could hook me up with a compatible succubus, though. Which do you think would be best?
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>>27324082
What exactly do you do with these? Do you draw the symbols and call their names or something? What if you suck at drawing?
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I experienced spirt sex briefly for the first time last week, I have no idea how to move forward with this
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Is there any reason to read the 1st edition of liber lillith over the 2nd?
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>>27324173
I think anon was suggesting to start asking one of the queens with help finding a succubus, not be your personal dommommy
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>>27324911
You hate your eyes or really like fake calligraphy.
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>>27324914
Yeah, okay. Then I guess I'd have the same question as >>27324183.
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>>27324914
Faggots.
We are gonna start the spiritual porn industry by getting one of the queens as our adoptive mom and her daughter's as our sisters.
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>>27322860
I got a question, how do I know if I've been visited by a succ? Let me elaborate
>be me
>trying to go to bed
>watching my fave streamer before going to bed
>comfy af
>start drifting asleep
>notice a pretty hot girl in my room
>think its my gf
>say "hey babe, come on in, let's cuddle"
>we cuddle, we get comfy, I grab one of her tits
>say "love u, goodnight"
>suddenly remember that my gf moved away 8 months ago
>panic
>sleep paralysis
>usual scary whispers and shit
>I'm used to it so I recite my favorite psalm and power through it

For context it was around 1am-2 am ish, I have experience with sleep paralysis, but lately whenever I'm thinking about giving the business to my gf before going to bed, I get this weird feeling.

What do?
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>>27322860
yo, my succubus is cleaving into me. I fucking guarantee this is happening to some of you too.
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>>27325862
Step 1: Ask your new succubus gf to help you forget that your old flesh gf moved away.
Step 2: Profit.

What is your favorite psalm?
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>>27325895
Nah bro, I don't mess with that shit, bitch almost asked me to give me the succ for my soul, I'm not about that life.

144 and 91
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I've been listening to the Hemi-Sync audio files, is there a reason that the resonant tuning voices sound so creepy and discordant? It always strikes me as more unnerving than relaxing.

Additionally, I'm not noticing the audios helping me out in any perceptible way. I don't think I can enter the relaxed or trance state that I need to. I think my brain is broken. I can't visualize properly, can't feel the universe whispering to me, I only feel tingles in my top 2 chakras and nowhere else.
I feel like I've hit a roadblock and I've only just started. I don't understand what I'm supposed to be doing to improve my success when I don't even feel like I'm making headway to begin with. I've tried multiple times to summon a succy, and used everything from blood to end of NNN precum and I am still as alone as I've ever felt. I'm really demoralized and black-pilled at this point. Even my dreams are as random and meaningless as usual. The last time I felt any kind of lucidity in a dream was sometime in 2014, and that only lasted seconds before I woke up completely. If my negative attitude is so powerful that I can literally prevent spiritual entities from coming near me because of it, get me a job as a ghost-repellent, cause I could at least make a living from it.
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>>27325876
what do you mean by this
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>>27326408
Cleaving in the Biblical sense, as in binding. Connecting her flesh to mine somehow.
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>>27326438
How did started and how is it going?
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>>27326130
>I'm not noticing the audios helping me out in any perceptible way.
Those kinds of audio don't help me either. Chakra mantra might serve you better
>I've tried multiple times to summon a succy,
Have you tried asking one of the queens to help you directly? Have you tried evoking any entities to see if it's just that succubi aren't a good
>Even my dreams are as random and meaningless as usual.
The fact you dream at all is a positive. You can improve lucidity by reading about lucid dreaming
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>>27322860
coomers have gone too far this time
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my mother is so beautiful, i want to win in lottery so i can be forever with her! i want to make love with her and take large doses of DMT so i can meet her in the astral realm.
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>>27326557
>How did started
Too long of a story, but mildly. It started quite harmless and then became less so. As she sat on my back, I started noticing a deeper bond between our flesh over the weeks.
There were some concerning pains around the lower/inner shoulderblades, but I misattributed them to something else. Then I noticed a connection at the base of the spine and weird pulling/pushing there which I think is pumping energy.
Now my energy feels a lot more like hers (or literally is hers, idk) and she keeps doing the annoying af base of the spine thing despite my veto. There are still mild pains and I feel there's more "cleaving" of flesh.
She can move around and hop on my cock though, so she's not stitched on like a conjoined fetus or anything. Another important note is she doesn't have a monopoly on the real estate of my flesh.
Also, I can feel her emotions way better recently.

Basically, idk what the fuck the consequences are, but she's a good companion and I can't tell her to gtfo. I imagine other people's succs do this too and some day another naive retard will come here to freak out about this like I did initially. Should this happen to you, please report your experiences.
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failed to astral project again last night
why am i so bad at this?

i just want to know if she's real
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>>27327115
Keep at it friendo
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>>27327345
i just want to know if there is a succ out there that actually likes me. i just need some proof this is real so that i could devote my energy to this
unfortunately it seems like the supernatural is literally the only way i can fulfil my desires
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>>27327362
You should be devoting your energy to this anyway so your soul doesn't rot and wither.
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>>27327394
if any of this is real that is.
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I've been thinking of summoning one for years, but how do I know that I geniunely want to go through with this? I mean, how do I know that it really is a succubus that I want or that if I simply want to do something about feeling so lonely all the time?
>>27324190
What did it feel like?
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>>27326789
>Now my energy feels a lot more like hers (or literally is hers, idk) and she keeps doing the annoying af base of the spine thing despite my veto. There are still mild pains and I feel there's more "cleaving" of flesh.
I've had this with other spirit companions. Sometimes they aren't so great at the whole 'personal space' thing, eh? The purpose is simply better 'anchoring', they are trying to get at reality through your body, become more real, make themselves a more permanent part of your life; like by doing this, they you'd believe them harder or impossible for you to get rid of. A little bit of co-incarnation. Be careful of your sense of self; you can get 'eaten' even by a non-malicious spirit if you aren't mindful of yourself.
When you invite a spirit to touch you (or otherwise directly stimulate your body), you open yourself to this kind of thing.
>despite my veto
You will find that the 'connection' points are defined by muscle action outside of your willful intent. You can 'break' them by re-asserting your will's regulation over those areas; familiarity with Energy Work can assist with this kind of thing. Remember that you are sovereign in your body and other spirits are only ever 'Guests', no matter that they might try to fool you into believing otherwise. (This kind of thing is a big source of 'soul selling/stealing' myths.)
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>>27327529
>I mean, how do I know that it really is a succubus that I want or that if I simply want to do something about feeling so lonely all the time?
No one can answer that for you; you just need a little honest introspection. Think about the differences between a spirit lover and a physical one, why you might want one over (or in addition to?) the other.
You can always do a ritual asking for a weekend of fun instead of something long-term, to give yourself a taste of things.
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>>27327529
You can set the terms I believe
You feel like a reatard but start talking to yourself it gets you in the habit of thinking in words to yourself too which makes visualizing easier. If you want a partner for life or something then request that and if you want a more casual relationship then say that. If you promise yourself entirely to one then go get married you might get fucked with and I mean in that hypothetical case you were the asshole
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>>27327529
cute pic. god i wish i were her
i dunno. for me i was at a low point but now i really just need to know if any of this is real. i cannot get what i want without spiritual guidance or assistance, and even though i'm weak willed and need to be stronger, i really, really want to believe someone's out there for me after all the good shit that's happened to me

>>27327610
>If you want a partner for life or something then request that and if you want a more casual relationship then say that
i kinda asked for both, but maybe i'm just a cuck
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>>27327529
Yeah you have to spend time introspecting and figuring out what you want. To be honest I have one (I think) but still long for human gf all the time. Because it's just not the same as a soft warm human body to cuddle and fug. But that's partly because my senses are weak and I haven't really had spirit sex yet
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do you think she's making fun of me because i was like "hey since i'm like not sure you're real and all don't feel too loyal to me or wait for me if i'm not worth it" in my letter?
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>>27327825
yes she is definitely laughing right now
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>>27327851
yeah i'm a loser lol
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>>27327858
try sending another one
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>>27327884
i might actually do after a week of nofap or something
any advice?
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>>27327902
don't be a wimp about it, i guess
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>>27327920
this time with conviction, i guess
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Thank you for all your replies!
>>27327573
It's a bit hard to consider the differences because I don't have much experience with either. I had a girlfriend in the past, but I was only about fourteen back then so I'm not sure if it counts. But I would like something long term, I am sure of that.
>>27327610
>If you want a partner for life or something then request that
That is what I would like, yes. But I imagine that committing myself to a succubus is different from committing myself to a flesh and blood woman.
>>27327656
I'm glad you liked it, I thought it was a bit too generic.
>i really just need to know if any of this is real
What do you think would help you find out if it's real or not? Also, like the previous poster, I also think that you have to make up your mind. Do you want something serious or something casual?
>>27327822
My main fear is that I may not be able to sense her presence properly. I can't say I care too much about the sex, but I do wish to feel her here with me.
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>>27327952
>What do you think would help you find out if it's real or not?
reproducible proof.
tangible, external effects that cannot be explained reasonably by my imagination.

>Do you want something serious or something casual?
i really want something serious, but i also would at least want to talk to her

i really want to know who's responsible for all the good shit that happened in my life and at least thank them for it
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>>27328064
the farthest point I've reached is my penis doing the cum contractions and pumping out pre ejaculate fluid, it is entirely possible that I'm just influencing my body into doing it but i dunno
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>>27328247
Yeah, it's hard to find empirical proof. I'd have to influence the world somehow.
Clearly I have to do something insane, like enter another anon's dreams, and tell them to post very specific things
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>>27328064
Could you give me an example? Such things are very hard to prove in general, otherwise a lot more people would believe in them. Would repeatedly seeing your succubus in your dreams work?
>i really want something serious, but i also would at least want to talk to her
Talk to her before making a commitment, you mean? Sounds like a sensible thing to do. There was an Anon in these threads a while ago, he claimed that he could communicate with his succubus via a trance of sorts and that he could write down her answers to his questions that way.
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>>27328950
>Could you give me an example? Such things are very hard to prove in general, otherwise a lot more people would believe in them.
See >>27328888
Something that just cannot be explained by "it's just all in your head" easily.

>Would repeatedly seeing your succubus in your dreams work?
I've had recurring dreams about personal stresses all the time. I wouldn't know she's real. Having a real conversation with her sounds lovely though.
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>>27324173
Whichever one you feel drawn to
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>>27329038
>Having a real conversation with her sounds lovely though.
It does. I'd love to find out how I could make that happen before committing.
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>>27329748
for me at least the fucking comes before the talking
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>>27327115
Don't feel bad. I'm horrible at it too. I only had it happen once while I was on drugs and I ended up quickly forcing myself back into my body like a pussy.
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Hey lads, haven't posted in a few threads. Either my letter ritual didn't work or she has left me. Will try again whenever I get the chance.
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>>27327952
>My main fear is that I may not be able to sense her presence properly. I can't say I care too much about the sex, but I do wish to feel her here with me.
Yeah it can be a struggle when she doesn't respond and the doubts come back. Hard to communicate, hard to tell what's going on
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>>27324082
>AstraZeneca may be able to help...

I Cry
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>>27322860
Quick few questions. And I’m serious. Can you SEE the succubus or do you just FEEL the sex? Are they cuties with horns as depicted in pop culture media or are they horrendous? Can I summon one and start having sex tonight or does she need to get to know me first? Thankyou.
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>>27327545
>A little bit of co-incarnation.
That's kind of what I thought and I'm not opposed to it as long as she helps me with shit. I fear her energy maybe isn't compatible to mine though. Can she actually commandeer the body though do you think? What are your thoughts on the base of the spine thing?
It's weird af to have a succubus decide to do this to you when other anons get ignored.
>you'd believe them harder or impossible for you to get rid of.
She basically is impossible to get rid of at this point I think.
>I've had this with other spirit companions.
Please tell. More anons have to talk about this kind of shit. Did you ever experience cutting? Why co-incarnate instead of just actually incarnating?
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>>27329958
you just feel the sex at first, to see them you have to work on meditation and energy work apparently
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>>27329748
I dunno, their definition of "serious" might be different from ours, who knows

>>27329792
I still don't know if it's real or just lucid dreaming
My goal is to try to affect the material world for confirmation
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>>27329985
>Can she actually commandeer the body though do you think?
Only if you yield it to her- which CAN happen subconsciously, mind you; if you have some kind of escapist tendency, self-loathing, that kind of thing. You can always take yourself back.
>What are your thoughts on the base of the spine thing?
The base of the spin is associated with the root chakra, and is a pretty significant 'center' in it's own right IMO. You've got a lot of nerve and circulatory junctions in that area. It effects the genitals and blood flow all the way up and down the spine. Your companion 'plugs in' to it as a part of creating sex sensations and other more subtle phenomena. Some meditation on the area may prove enlightening.
>She basically is impossible to get rid of at this point I think.
Why do you think this? It isn't true. An entity which has achieved this level of access may be whispering things into your thoughts to try and establish themselves more firmly- so be skeptical of dis-empowering beliefs.
Feelings of security (or lack thereof), by the way, are one of the things 'governed' by the root/base-of-spine.
>Please tell. More anons have to talk about this kind of shit.
Not too much to say, except that I've experienced much the same thing you have- "attachment" at the bottom of the spine, middle back, etc- and the feeling of Her being "over" me, or like... somehow wrapped around my body like a fucking skinsuit or something. In my case I have/had- call them ego integrity issues. My lady damn near overwrote me, but I don't think it was her intention, and I've re-established my boundaries.
(too long, to be continued)
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>>27329985
>>27330511
>Did you ever experience cutting?
Please elaborate? I'm PRETTY sure you don't mean self-harm, but in case that is the case: no, I have never cut myself on purpose.
>Why co-incarnate instead of just actually incarnating?
I couldn't say why they choose not to 'go solo', but I feel like I have a pretty good guess of why they pair up like this, or at least what they get out of it.
I think they literally just want to be that close to you; but it's also a connectivity thing. When they are just 'on the outside' communication is a tricky thing (as damn near everyone here will attest); sharing emotional hardware makes for a clearer channel, and it wouldn't surprise me if it makes things easier for 'telepathy.' They also enjoy indulging in our senses, are curious about human living.
Maybe there are ulterior motives from entity to entity, but I wouldn't know them. My own 'pairing' is still somewhat cantankerous due to my unstable initial condition, but it feels more like an issue of misunderstanding of boundaries than hostility or some sinister purpose.
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>>27322884
He got succed
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>>27330560
>Please elaborate?
Like cutting sensations for no discernible reason. Not cutting/stabbing and then energy being pumped in, but just straight up cutting. It's usually on the hands and feet but can be in other places.
I've theorized it's to drain me of my energy and then pump me with theirs to change me or whatever the fuck those psychos are doing.
>I think they literally just want to be that close to you
>They also enjoy indulging in our senses, are curious about human living.
That sounds way too mundane. Maybe there's more to it.
>>27330511
>Why do you think this? It isn't true.
I feel bad for her and we're too connected at this point. It's not that I definitely can't, but it would be like clubbing a kitten to death. Plus, if I pissed her off she could probably really hurt me.
It would be a very, very uncomfortable process. I also have a history of telling succs to fuck off and them not listening and then giving in.
Plus, it's not just her that I would be pissing off and I don't know the consequences of not just going along with it.
>somehow wrapped around my body like a fucking skinsuit or something.
that sounds fucking disgusting
>Feelings of security (or lack thereof)
Ironically, out of everything that happens, her doing the spine shit unnerves me and makes me more paranoid than anything else. It's not just a base chakra connection, but a clear sensation on the bottom of the spine itself.
>My lady damn near overwrote me
Like, you became her thrall? This I think would make me actually want to kill her. This reminds me of the dude in these threads who's begging for a dominant succ gf to own him, but he's unknowingly begging to be a thrall and to be abused and fed off of.
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Is there a way to BECOME the succubus? Look, I swear to god I'm not some decrepit coomer from /d/, this is a legit question. It seems like from the astral where most succubus' operate, anyone can

>1. Change the way their "avatar" looks
>2. Give handies to those in the physical realm

With that being said, instead of fucking with outside forces who could be malicious, couldn't we as a general just like give each other RV codes and become metaphysical fuck buddies or something? (Wait, nevermind. That's a stupid idea.)

As an astral gigolo, am I going to get picked up by an astral pimp and forced to spend my nights collecting sexual energy for him? It IS surprisingly common for weaker souls to be forced into doing menial labor all night everytime they slip into the 4th dimension. It's what ruins OOBEs for a lot of people.
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>>27330802
Hm. I've had like.. kinks/cramps, but not slicing sensations. Odd.
>that sounds fucking disgusting
In retrospect that wasn't a very good description. Kind of hard to get right. It felt like she was 'overlapping' with me, and some fraction of my body-sense was being obstructed by her? idk. It made my skin numbish when it happened, insensitive to air currents and mild cold/heat.
>but a clear sensation on the bottom of the spine itself.
Yeah, I know what you mean.
>Like, you became her thrall?
No no no, nothing like that. More like I was losing my.. uh, feeling of 'being me' is how I would describe it. At the same time, she was doing that 'overlapping' thing; so I could feel her but less and less of myself. It gave me quite a freakout. It stopped once I figured out my subconscious issues- selfloathing and escapism, in particular. I still 'feel her' around the edges, but my own felt-identity is by far the dominant one.
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French guy here, it's been a long time !
Hope you're all doing well. Physically, nothing much has been happening, but I've been getting interesting dreams quite a lot as of recently.
Praying to some of the goddesses from time to time, but right now I'm more looking forward to do the ritual of the raising of the hand for Ishtar.
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>>27331452
Good to hear from you again. We're all gonna make it bro
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>see people talking about the new meru pic last thread
>look it up because having a lot of little friends gave me an appreciation for the aesthetic
>see there's an animation now
>it's funny, too bad it's literally porn
>spend way too long trying to figure out how skudd thinks possession works
>succ is amused by it too
>whenever I close my eyes I see meru now, but it's new content I hadn't seen
>confusion
>realize it's my succubus making her own meru art that's supposed to be her
>it's better than anything online, lots of details and stuff
She's so cute
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Hopefully someone here can help. I've either picked up a "friend" or perhaps some kind of mental illness, not sure which.

- dont see her but can sense her
- only have a very vague idea what she looks like (mental image, cant see face)
- dont hear her but she responds to some questions, answers appear in my head
- can detect some emotions
- dont dream about her
- can only sense her when thinking about her, she cant interrupt what I'm doing
- cant really feel her but sometimes feel very mild warmth or weight from where I can sense her

Any advice? Do I need to go see a psychologist or might she be real?
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what about summoning a succubus to partake in HER sexual energy? like what if I form this bond, this relationship but with the intent of mixing her energy with my own and more or less amplifying it.My running theory currently is that physically I feel like this will help me understand lovemaking or 'playing the game" more but on a metaphysical and spiritual I can use such energies for creation and the like.

That being said I do not wish to be selfish in this connection and I want to understand what I must give back if I were to form such a bond with such intent.

>>27322860
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>>27332461
You should definitely read Tyson's book, if you are interested in that kind of thing.
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>>27325330
I'd love that. Succubus families sound pretty comfy. And lewd.
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>>27322860
tfw no big booba'd sexy demon grl to hate fuck me every night
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>>27323976
Rosetta stone bro
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>>27332418
That's likely some kind of entity, whether tulpa or external is something you need to figure out. The lack of dreams says tulpa to me as does the fact she can't intrude on you. First you need to figure out whether you want her to stay. The criteria for that are yours. Then you need to improve contact or banish. For the former there's a link in the op and for the latter somebody posted some techniques in a pic in the last thread

>>27332461
If things go well, she does share her energy. There's a bit of mingling as well as a surplus so neither of you end up drained. Research sex magic for details, it's exactly the same with a spirit partner. A succubus could certainly teach you about that and help you do it
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>>27324082
Just so you know. Since I posted these sigils I’ve ostensibly gotten the attention of the four queens. So be on your best behavior thread! I mean it!
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>>27322860
What about finding an Incubus?
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>>27322860
Ok retards. Crash course time. Start at your root! Don’t just open up your eye and nothing else. Remember ROYGBIV. Starting at your root think of red things. Keep doing it until you feel it open. Then orange. Then yellow and so on.
Red is your taint. Orange is just below the belly button. Yellow is the solar plexus (that weird little dip in the middle of your chest). Green is just above the heart around where your collarbone starts. Blue is in your throat. Indigo is between your eyes and violet is the top of your head. Activate all these centers, call out, relax and DO NOT MOVE!!! You’re welcome.
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>>27332393
Didn't know succs had artistic skills, very cute
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night all. sleep well
gonna sleep until like 12 pm tomorrow or something why do i wanna sleep so much
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>>27327529
>What did it feel like?
It happened while I was meditating and only occurred for a few minutes. I was overwhelm with a feeling of bliss and became aroused quickly. It felt like a pressure wrapped around my erection and a thin ring massaging up and down as I leaked. I lost the erection once, then remembered what Donald Tyson wrote about projecting love to the spirit, I did that and was hard again in seconds. I was very amazed and couldn’t really focus long, as this was my first time with anything like that.
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ffs test
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>>27332996
wondering if this is more or less achievable than a prostate orgasm?
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>>27331452
I haven't been having as much happening physically lately either. I've noticed there's always less activity during the waning of the moon.
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>>27333195
I'm not a proud atheist or anything, I just have never been able to believe in anything 100%
I am always 50/50 on everything. I want to believe anons. How can I prove to myself that anything paranormal exists? Please help.
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>>27326672
This isn't for coomers, this is the opposite, you can't do this if you're a coomer.
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>>27332691
Red is your tailbone. Orange is closer to your taint/prostate.
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>>27333217
Have you tried summoning a succubus yet?
If anything will prove it to you it will be this since these spirits are some of the most physical and offer some of the most poltergeist activity, especially late at night.
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>>27333266
Aren't you afraid you'll summon something else?
It's not like your can verify the spirit right?
50% of my brain would be too paranoid
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>>27333291
>Aren't you afraid you'll summon something else?
I used to be afraid of demons but I'm not since I met them after doing drugs and if you do summon something malevolent you can simply sage your house and do the LBRP.
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>>27333180
Not sure what you mean lol
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>>27333295
I don't want a succubus even if they are real. Just general proof.
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>>27333356
If you want general proof that's one way to get it but I understand if you're afraid of demons. I was always terrified of the idea of possession and the idea of demons before they basically just showed up and said "HERE WE ARE".
As for general proof you could always try attending a seance or something but that could also open you up to parasites or demons so it would be something to do at your own risk.
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Hello, is there an entity that can just give you love at night? I live alone, and every day I study, exercise, work, cook my food, do household chores and I wash my clothes by hand.
But I only do this by sheer force of will, when I go to sleep, tired, I feel lonely and I would like someone to hug me. I cry every night.
I remember that a long time ago, when I was young and were in highschool, I had a virtual girlfriend and just by looking at her photos, it was enough to have enormous determination. I went for a run every day and studied a lot, but since I insisted on seeing each other, she cut me off.
I know that women are temporary, but if I could have a permanent entity in which to draw inspiration, I sense that I could feel happy.
No god, no being, ever gave me compassion in any way. It's not like anyone is obligated, but I see people who have partners and sleep together quietly. I would want to feel the same, because all my dreams are usually nightmares, and I have no one to give me some peace.
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>>27333664
For me my succs mostly only come around at night, especially when I lay down in bed. They are night spirits after all.
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>>27333356
>I don't want a succubus
Is this a tsundere attempt to attract a succubus that doesn't care what you want? Try the letter, it might work.
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>>27333664
the only anon that doesn't feel like a bot. Good luck with your succ we all know you will get :)
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>>27334155
Nice dubs anon!
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Has anyone else's experiences with their entity gotten volumetrically more powerful since the conjunction? It feels like a cosmic switch was flipped. I see a lot of names I recognize. I hope you're all still doing well.

t. angelfucker
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I love my succ
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I think i fucked up a succubus. Had this dream this morning.
Laying in bed and a feminine figure lays next to me but she has covered her entire body in sheets. She tells me that she wants me inside of her and i lean on top of her, grabbing her waist. Thing is I sadistic and push my entire weight onto my palms and her waist. She screamed and got out of my bed dropping the sheets and reviewing her deformed scrawny body. She then tried to get behind me to hide herself and attempt to seduce me but i always turned around and tried to grab her. She hid herself under the desk and i grabbed her wrist, then pulled the to the balcony and threw her onto my neighbour's car. I opend my eyes instantly, got out of bed and saw one of my cats on top of my wardrobe, trying to scratch the ceiling and immediately noticed that im still dreaming. The room was painted green, but irw is white, and my cat was chonky, irw he's lean af. Said to myself thats it im getting the incense and woke up for real.
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>>27333664

Anon I hope you find happiness
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>>27333664
Blessed dubs. You will find love.
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i love my mother so much!
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>>27322860
Rolling digits to see if it worked
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>>27329884
It all seems so luck-based too. Different people have different means of communicating with their succubi so maybe I'll find mine too.
>>27331339
>I could feel her but less and less of myself
That sounds like possession to me. Do all succubi do that?
>>27332996
>projecting love to the spirit
Could you tell me more about that?
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>failed to AP again
why am i so fucking bad at everything in life
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>>27335331
>Could you tell me more about that?
Here’s the exact part of Sexual Alchemy I was referring to
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>>27331339
>Yeah, I know what you mean.
good, thank god.
>It stopped once I figured out my subconscious issues- selfloathing
the trick is to self-destructively hate yourself and narcissistically love yourself in equal proportions.

Aren't you afraid of being eaten by her? Perhaps after you die? A few months ago I tried to banish a different succ because I thought she was eating me (probably was). The concept of co-incarnation/possession is so cool if it isn't a trap.
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>>27332461
>what about summoning a succubus to partake in HER sexual energy?
I think that's the default of spirit sex. Your energies and hers swish through each other.
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>>27334271
Nothing happened on that day for me. But check out the 21st (or 20th I'm not sure) of this month. It's another day with a bunch of astrological weirdness... Actually the whole month between the solstice and then is
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>>27336003
oh boy another "event on the 21st" here's to hoping i become a girl magically on that one ahah

20th is US inaug though, people are just gonna be on edge around that time due to current events here
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>>27336047
did you ask a succ queen to turn you into one already?
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>>27336146
is there a specific way of doing so? i never did any formal ritual besides a letter asking for succ gf to help me become one
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>>27336183
pray to one (the one that you like the most), and lay out your desires to her
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>>27336219
>pray to one (the one that you like the most),
am i really in such a position to make such decisions?

any formal prayer that i should be following? at best all i have been doing is just kind of meditating and kinda annoyingly begging them
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>>27336523
>kinda annoyingly begging them
lol, who?

You should commit to working with them long term if you wanna transform your soul into a succ (why though?). Meaning, you should meditate, evoke them to make offeringss and try to communicate and sense them. Ask for a succ as a companion and spirit guide and so you at least know what you're even asking to be transformed into.
If this shit works, please do tell what you're going.
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>>27333664
Wouldn't you like her to accompany you throughout the day too? I wonder if succubi can do that.
But I used to be in a similar situation. I live with my mother because of the pandemic now, and while I at least have someone to talk to, I mostly still feel the same way. I wonder if it makes me ungrateful.
>>27335866
That seems to be sound enough, thank you! I didn't know there was literature on this specific thing.
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>>27336003
>>27336047
yes the inauguration could be dangerous, or it's a sign the next presidency will have lots of problems
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>>27336678
>the next presidency will have lots of problems
Q predicted this.
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>>27336661
>lol, who?
Lilith, always.

>(why though?)
I have my reasons. Mostly hedonism and a strong desire to be a girl.

> Ask for a succ as a companion and spirit guide and so you at least know what you're even asking to be transformed into.
Did letter method, asking for exactly that.

>If this shit works, please do tell what you're going.
I'm a dense skeptic. I really want to believe.

>>27336719
"The presidency will have a lot of problems" is probably the most neutral, non specific thing you could say.
It's like saying "the next decade will have an economic recession"
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>>27336678
note those Venus trines and sextile are very loose and wouldn't even be considered either. so the chart is almost pure negative aspects
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>>27336746
see this if you want more specific analysis
https://www.subscribestar.com/posts/222892
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I am going to die in 6 years and plan on devoting myself entirely to my cause, but would like the relief and care of a spiritual partner opposed to a real one, a succubus seems a fine example. I dont want harm to come to a real partner so would /x/ recommend a succ, one that i would plan to be the more caring/affectionate type then the sexual type. All questions and help are really awesome
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>>27336746
>Lilith, always.
Perhaps if you're still a skeptic after trying so much, it's time to look to someone else for help. Have you considered Naamah? Pray to her or preferably try to evoke her. Tell her your plight and invite her into your life. Good luck, future succ anon.
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>>27336866
>Perhaps if you're still a skeptic after trying so much, it's time to look to someone else for help.
Maybe. But I don't want to just jump around not putting any effort into it.

>Have you considered Naamah?
I have, but I do feel like I am being a nuisance.

>Good luck, future succ anon.
I'll need it and I really wish it all works out. Hope the world changes for the better soon
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>>27337085
>I have, but I do feel like I am being a nuisance.
you probably are, which is why you should meditate to show that you're serious and evoke to show that you're devoted. Impress her.
>Hope the world changes for the better soon
Oh, it will. I can't wait to eat bugs and live in a pod.
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>>27337211
>you probably are, which is why you should meditate to show that you're serious and evoke to show that you're devoted. Impress her.
I meditate periodically, I'm trying to get more devoted.

>Oh, it will. I can't wait to eat bugs and live in a pod.
Meh, as long as I can be a cute succ girl and comfort and/or guide people in their dreams it's whatever.
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Just checking in for a change. It took about a week and a half for me to mostly get through the spooky weirdness. I think the noises I heard earlier may have been part some sort of sleep deprivation induced paranoia fit of projected subconscious fears. Not quite sure though.

Things also seem to have been much much better since around new year's. The touch sensations have been rather nice as of late. I think I've been feeling luckier than usual since around Christmas as well which might support a more benevolent presence. I'm not sure whether doing the letter method as suggested changed something or if things are still the same.
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>>27337228
can you feel energy yet? That'll really help if you want to evoke.
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>>27336183
You can always try asking the collective.
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>>27336817
Put what you want in your letter. Then it's up to the succubi if one is interested. We're not their bosses

>>27337085
If you don't think you're worth their time are you surprised they don't either? Spirits reflect back what you put out
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>>27337292
>I think I've been feeling luckier than usual since around Christmas as well which might support a more benevolent presence. I'm not sure whether doing the letter method as suggested changed something or if things are still the same.
Yeah, that happened to me after I got into all of this. Really wonder if it was her.

>>27337364
>can you feel energy yet?
I don't think so? My meditation is still weak. I think I'm making a bit of progress on lucid dreaming though, again, the goal is to astral project and manipulate the material world somehow.
Only then can I truly devote myself to this.

>>27337383
Didn't that larp die out or something? I remember that but people don't really talk about that much anymore

>>27337463
>If you don't think you're worth their time are you surprised they don't either?
Not at all. I'm trying to prove my worth to them, and I want nothing more than for this to be real.

Side note though, surprised this is already on thread 129. Can't believe it's been almost 2 years.
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>>27335331
>Do all succubi do that?
It doesn't seem to come up in the thread very often, so I would guess no.
>>27335901
>Aren't you afraid of being eaten by her? Perhaps after you die?
Nope. Being overwhelmed, in the beginning, was definitely a good spook- but from the experience came a little bit of enlightenment. That kind of thing doesn't scare me AT ALL any more.
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>>27337513
>I don't think so? My meditation is still weak.
Start doing energy breathing from JoS (otherwise known as pore breathing from Franz Bardon). It's piss easy. It's better than Robert Bruce for starting to feel energy. You can also use it to parasitize people if you're a dick. Once you can feel energy a little bit, evoke a queen to try feel her energy. Ask her to pour some of her energy into you so you recognize what she feels like.

Figure out which queen likes you the best. For myself, I think Lilith probably dislikes me while Naamah likes me. For you it might be the reverse or the same or whatever. Don't put this off. You can even shitpost while pulling energy into yourself if you must.
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>>27338752
>JoS
Isn't that site a meme?

>Figure out which queen likes you the best. For myself, I think Lilith probably dislikes me while Naamah likes me
I should, but how do I know if they like me or not? I should probably read up on them more as well
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>>27338963
>but how do I know if they like me or not?
well for me it was kind of obvious. The reactions were opposite. Plus I felt pulled to Naamah for like half a year before I pulled the trigger.
>Isn't that site a meme?
Yes, it's mostly for retarded teenagers, but do the meditations anyway. Do energy breathing and maybe Raum if you have privacy.
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>>27322912
Who is glasses?
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>>27339056
>well for me it was kind of obvious. The reactions were opposite.
How do you tell reactions
>Plus I felt pulled to Naamah for like half a year before I pulled the trigger.
I only knew about lilith when I went for it.

I don't even remember the exact timeline of events, it's been a while, but I call out to naamah tonight
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>>27339337
>How do you tell reactions
With Lilith, I was a teenager and read that you could offer energy to her, which I did (and no, it wasn't sexual). I felt immediately a strong presence emanating pure disdain that felt like it would hurt me if I pissed her off even a tiny bit more. However, since then I've had a positive interaction with her in a dream where she didn't seem negative to me at all.
With Naamah, I felt called to her and had very positive interactions from the first time I prayed for a succ. Her energy is amazing and fiery and cozy.
>but I call out to naamah tonight
Good Luck and tell us how it goes.
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>>27339412
I don't remember how my first interactions went at all.
I remember that shortly after I started trying to seriously get a succ gf and become a succ, a lot of good things happened in my life.
And I remember my breakfast literally catching fire the day after I tried the letter method.

And as autistic as it sounds, I just really, really like the name Lilith. Extremely beautiful name imo.

>Good Luck and tell us how it goes.
Yeah.
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>>27336003
Like hell am I getting my hopes up again.

>>27336047
>>27336146
>>27336183
>>27336219
>>27336523
Why do so many people want to become a succubus? Am I that unusual for wanting to become an incubus?
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>>27339953
Because faggot trannies.
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>>27339953
>Why do so many people want to become a succubus?
because i want to be succ girl
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>>27340026
succubi are bottoms. being a succubi means you want to take dick. sure they are demons but they are demons who let humans use them, and thats just pathetic as far as demons go. the part where the human is hurt or their energy is stolen after like a vampire is completely made up, that doesn't happen, so really its just getting fucked
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>>27340074
>succubi are bottoms. being a succubi means you want to take dick
this applies to me, yes
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>>27340074
>succubi are bottoms.
I sure as hell hope not. I want a succ who rides me furiously and makes me call her mommy.
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>>27340074
you don't know what you're talking about. Succubi as a name isn't an accurate description of them.
>>27339573
it sounds like you already have someone's favor
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>>27340120
>that pic
giwtwm

>>27340139
>it sounds like you already have someone's favor
i really hope so
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>>27340074
So what happens if the human eventually shows the demon true love & acceptance & compassion? Is the demon's "shameful" path a way for them to ascend (relatively speaking)?
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>>27334984
Where did you learn to fucking write? I felt like I was having a stroke reading this
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succ pics are nice
pic related is so nice, i really wish i were her
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>>27340410
to become a higher form of demon they must impress the other demons since the pecking order is determined by other demons, how to impress demons is chaotic and unpredictable. the only way they could become human is through possession of/manifestion through a human
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>>27341050
You misunderstand, I'm not saying ascend in the demon pecking order, I'm saying ascend as a conscious being in general, them being demon or human or whatever doesn't matter, it's the being realising and knowing/feeling that they have a connection back to "source" (the point of creation & love from which all things in existence emanate from). It'd be like seeing through the matrix of their current reality, feeling a higher vibration of energy which would elevate them up out of the world of demons. I think it's important to remember that they're beings who think & feel the same as us, they're just born into a different (harsher) level of reality.
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>>27341446
i get it iove is divine but all of this sounds like a self insert fan fiction. of course the succ would be better off if they fell in love with me! you sure thats not wishful thinking?
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>>27341770
It's not about them loving you, it's about you loving them, honestly, genuinely & unconditionally (i.e. divine love). Treating them compassionately & respectfully like a being who's like you and not some sex slave who has to serve your whims.
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>>27339230
Glassesretard was a frequent poster, but has since changed their name to Punished glasses after the December Conjunction went nowhere.
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>>27322860
This sounds like a more edgy version of those anime pillows they sell in Japan to lonely autists
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>>27342849
perhaps the same could be said of all faiths
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I will not be raped by a succubus in my dreams. They aren't real. Either that or I repel demons with my holy power subconsciously
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>>27343490
ask for gentle succubus
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What's the likelihood of having a succ without the signature dreams? If it's non-existent then is there something else that can be succ-like without the dream aspect?
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>>27341920
Would a succubus be capable of loving me in the same manner? I've been wondering what would attract one to me in the first place. They must have their own preferences too, but they probably differ from those of humans.
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Why do some people, seemingly mundanes and unenlightened, experience spirit sex right away as soon as they get a spirit, and they have visits in dreams and poltergeist activity and can hear the voice of their spirit in their head without any spiritual practice prior etc etc. Meanwhile I get sent a spirit for relationship and sex and get absolutely no sign from her whatsoever for many months, no voice, no dreams, nothing. Why do I seem to have to do yoga for 20 years until I am advanced enough to perceive her while others have it so easy? Am I severely fucked up or is my spirit just fake/not there?
I've been told to visualize her and send her energy but no other people seem to have to do this. This seems just like the spirit isn't real in the first place doesn't it? I would only create my own tulpa with this method and that's not my goal at all. It's all so fishy and I have no idea if the error is with me or not. Can anyone explain? If she can't make contact or won't make it I feel like I should just look for another spirit.
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I was so tired I fucking collapsed and just couldn't think about anything falling asleep
I just wish I were the succ.
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Guys...... I just realized basically every succubus is actually a milf. Even my cute, innocent succubus probably has kids. Even your loli-anime appearing succubus is probably a milf. We're all dating cougars.
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>>27345340
another advantage over physical women
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>>27345340
How do they procreate? What is the family dynamics? Do succubi suffer puberty? Would it be impolite to ask for a succubus to move in with her kids to my place with the intent to study them?
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>>27344562
If you have everything but the dreams be happy she's interacting with you irl

>>27344697
They're all different and go about things in different ways. That said, it's her job to prove she exists. If it's been months and she hasn't made herself known (assuming you're not discarding signs) it's fair to assume there's nobody there. And I agree, she shouldn't need your energy
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>>27322860
before i go on, i must say that im in love with my bitch ass cheeks. however, last night during a good session of up and down, she rears ass and farts directly on my nut. i was tempted to hit her very hard in the face with my fist but i cummed instead. i dont know if the up and down of big ass cheek on my bone is what made me cummed or the smell of her dirt hole filling my nose. in short, what did she mean by this? and what made me cummed?
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>>27345405
you meant posting this on /div/ or here?
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Good morning all. I stopped drinking caffeinated coffee and moved to decaf. My sleep has been much better since, except tonight.

My dreams are getting more vivid again, but I still failed to AP or go lucid, didn't see a succ in this one either. Wrote quite a decent bit about tonight in my dream journal at least
Prayed to namaah last night, practically begging her to help me become a succ lol.
Also still never actually read LL, it's been on my backlog for weeks.
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>>27341920
What if I want her to make me her sex slave instead?
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>>27345340
I see nothing wrong with this.
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Can succubi actually lactate, especially the ones with big tiddies? I heard that they can let you suckle on their breasts while being all motherly and nurturing.
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>>27335866
This seems so obvious yet was extremely useful. Thanks for sharing!
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>>27345224
I'm pretty sure it's not a good wish if you don't want to feel tired. I asked exactly for that and haven't properly slept for like five days and now I can't tell if I have hallucinations because of sleep deprivation or if a succubus "talks" to me even during day. That is if succubus is supposed to look like a lime-coloured flailing tube man in a cloak repeating one word to cheer you on or diss you for your live choices.
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>>27346913
I always feel tired in general. I've made a few lifestyle changes to get better sleep hygiene though, and it's sorta working at least.
Laying down in bed at night is the highlight of my day basically every day of my life. Nights are often restless but there's that point where I'm laying down and suddenly a wave of calmness and comfort overcomes me as I'm in bed, and I know I'm gonna sleep because of that feeling.

Every night I just wish for a succ gf to comfort me and help me become the succ
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>>27345381
a couple of the old succubus love blogs talked about 'daughters' showing up. Whether they really were new-born or just another succ roleplaying for the keks, who knows.
They have very low self-control, apparently. A mature succ is plenty capable of letting you chill and be, er, fit for public exposure. OTOH, younglings have no self-control. They're ALL libido and don't really understand "no", or "not right now", or "for fucks sake I'm in the grocery store checkout line I do not need a diamond dick tenting my pants right now." Takes a while, hopefully with Mom's help, to convince them to go along with silly human social rules.
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How do I deal with an unruly succ?
I have a couple of succs and an inc.
One of the succs and the inc I ordered from creepy hollows.

The other succ I summoned from Lilith.

The one's I ordered are pretty chill for the most part, however the one I summoned from Lilith has this habit of giving me sleep paralysis nightmares but she's fucking amazing in bed.

For a while I was kind of ignoring her because of the sleep paralysis she gave me a while back but I decided to give her another chance.
For a while everything was good but last night I decided to do a fresh drawing of her sigil. I put a lot of time and effort into it and that seemed to make her manifest more powerfully.

However, last night I had a dream that a spirit dragged me out of bed and on to the floor, it was terrifying, than I woke up in a state of sleep paralysis. When I woke up I wasn't so much scared as pissed off. I told her if she wants to stay in my house she's going to have to knock that shit off.

With that said, if she keeps doing it, what would succgen suggest I do? Should I go back to ignoring her? I don't want to do that but I really hate sleep paralysis nightmares.
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>>27347374
Also, the sleep paralysis wouldn't be so bad if the dreams were at least sexy or something but they're usually just terrifying.
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>>27345405
I've ignored these threads for EONS. Then I get curious, read this, remember why you guys are the worst humans, BUT I STILL LOLED
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>>27347466
>worst
I think you mean based demon fuckers.
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>>27347374
Contact ch customer support.
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>>27347493
It's not the ones I received from CH. I had this succ I summoned from Lilith long before ever ordering from CH and had this issue before ever receiving any CH spirits. It's the one I received from Lilith. I know for a fact that one of the one's I bought from CH is a daughter of Agrat.

The one I received from Lilith reminds me a lot of her mother in the sense that there's times when she's really chill and really sweet but there's other times when she's really brutal.

Ironically I heard her voice (audibly, not just through telepathy) for the first time last night before going to bed. She said my first name, and I heard her say "I love you" but then she gave me nightmares the same night. I don't get it.
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>>27347555
Maybe she is punishing you for falling for that scam website.
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>>27347691
This was happening before that website.
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>>27347691
>>27347723
Also, I guarantee you it isn't a scam.
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>>27322860
Can succubi incarnate like humans do? I wanna meet an incarnated succ. I wonder if she would know she's a demon or maybe she'd be a normie.
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>>27347691
eh. I once saw CH described as 'mail order brides' for spirit stuff and I have to agree. You can contact the entities they work with directly, do the binding yourself (most of the spirits that hang around there WANT bindings, weirdly enough), and skip paying the middlemen.
Except for the 999$ "cursed estate heirlooms", sheesh that shit is ridiculous. I'd probably sell em too if I had the market for it, haha
>>27347555
Gotta put your foot down, dude. Demand that she cuts the shit, or at least makes a damn good explanation. Cut her out of your life if she does not comply.
Absolutely do not back down in this; you'll just be digging yourself deeper and proving she can mistreat you all she wants.
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>>27348005
>eh. I once saw CH described as 'mail order brides' for spirit stuff and I have to agree. You can contact the entities they work with directly, do the binding yourself (most of the spirits that hang around there WANT bindings, weirdly enough), and skip paying the middlemen.
That's all true. I just used them because it's easier than doing a ritual, plus I don't know how to actually do bindings even if I know how to do summoning's.

I also haven't been able to find much information on binding rituals online. Plus I don't mind paying like 4-20 bucks for a spirit to avoid the trouble.
>Except for the 999$ "cursed estate heirlooms", sheesh that shit is ridiculous. I'd probably sell em too if I had the market for it, haha
Yeah that part seems like bullshit to me. When they claim to have bound the spirit of some celebrity, or some demonic king I don't really believe it, that's why I only buy spirits from them that I know can be easily summoned, such as common succs and hellhounds.
>Gotta put your foot down, dude. Demand that she cuts the shit, or at least makes a damn good explanation. Cut her out of your life if she does not comply.
>Absolutely do not back down in this; you'll just be digging yourself deeper and proving she can mistreat you all she wants.
Already did and I cut her out of my life for like a month but recently decided to give her another chance and started calling on her again. She's fucking amazing in bed which I'll admit is addictive. When it happened last night I told her "if you keep this shit up you're going to have to get the fuck out of my house".
I'm going to see if it keeps happening, if it does I'm even considering posting her name and sigil here if anyone would want to adopt her but I haven't made a final decision yet.
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ok is this Creepy hollow stuff real? looks like a larp, I mean how the fuck this stuff even work?
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>>27347374
>However, last night I had a dream that a spirit dragged me out of bed and on to the floor, it was terrifying, than I woke up in a state of sleep paralysis.
my succs refuse to give me sleep paralysis even when I ask them. And they've only attacked me in my dreams three times.
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>>27348234
Some of it's real, some of it is bullshit.
Like I said, the listings they have that claim to bind demonic kings and queens is obvious bullshit but the lower level spirits they sell are real.
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>>27348234
>how does it work
I guess "magick" isn't a good enough explanation for you?
yes they're real, the spirit bindings at least. you should probably take descriptions of fanciful powers with a grain of salt.
ymmv on the various 'magickal services', and as stated above the $$$$ 'heirlooms' are probably just whalebait.
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>>27348299
I think 'binding' in their context probably doesn't mean trapping/confinement/chaining or whatever; it's more like a locus of easier manifestation, a point of contact, I think.
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>>27348298
>my succs refuse to give me sleep paralysis even when I ask them.
It's not fun. As long as they're riding your dick while you're in bed or giving you sexy dreams you should be content with that.
>And they've only attacked me in my dreams three times.
Lilith has attacked me in dreams more than any average succ, but the times she's done it I've usually done something to deserve it. My succ however just decides to do it randomly which pisses me off.
>>27348308
It might be, I'm still skeptical about their claims selling items with Kings and Queens though. With that said, I haven't bought any of those items so I won't say for sure if it's BS or not. I thought their entire site was BS until I bought a succ on there one day for a penny and it turned out to be legit.
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>>27348340
>it turned out to be legit.
But really, how do you know this for real.
It seems to all be snake oil to me
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>>27348340
>My succ however just decides to do it randomly which pisses me off.
lol I want this. It sounds fun. Stop whining, you little bitch. also, I bet my succs ride dick better than your succs.
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>>27348373
>But really, how do you know this for real.
Pendulum work, sexual sensations, noises, etc... etc...
The entity also came in a little bag with a connecting stone. One time I couldn't find where I put the bag and I was panicking a bit, as I was looking around I heard the sound of the two stones "clanking" together and I found it based upon the sound I heard. This indicated to me that the entity was moving the objects inside the bag to help me find her.
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>>27348382
>lol I want this. It sounds fun. Stop whining, you little bitch.
Alright, than I hope it happens to you. See how much "fun" it is.
>also, I bet my succs ride dick better than your succs.
I really don't care either way. Have fun with your spirit.
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>>27348394
>Alright, than I hope it happens to you. See how much "fun" it is.
I've literally asked for it on multiple occasions, but they're too nice I think. Have fun with your evil, torturing succubus gf.
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>>27348409
>I've literally asked for it on multiple occasions, but they're too nice I think.
I think that sounds cute...
>Have fun with your evil, torturing succubus gf.
I don't think she's completely evil but she's definitely on the darker end of the spectrum with relation to succs that I've experienced.
I did ask for a dominant succ when I conjured her, I guess I should have been more specific because I meant more like a femdom mistress, but I didn't realize it would result in this sort of thing.
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>>27348388
Something about buying spirits just seems like complete horseshit to me.
But I also don't trust anyone who's selling anything paranormal
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>>27348432
I thought it was horse shit too. I only did it originally because I got the spirit for a penny and I wanted to "test" if it was legit or not.
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>>27348419
>darker
>dominant
I actually like that, but neither of mine seem super dominant. One of them is edgy af, but not really dominant, while the other is really nice. Perhaps you should just learn to be happy with you what you have as other people have nothing.
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>>27348470
I am happy. I just don't like super vivid nightmares that are almost indistinguishable from reality.
It's not even the sleep paralysis that bothers me, so much as the nightmares. At least if the dreams were sexual that wouldn't be so bad but the dreams aren't even sexual, it's usually just bad horrible shit happening to me or my family.
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>>27348478
>it's usually just bad horrible shit happening to me or my family.
Perhaps that's what you get for mistreating a daughter of Lilith, as she's associated with dreams. When I mistreat my succs, they just stab the back my neck.
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>>27348506
I don't think I've mistreated her though. I invite her to come with me wherever I go, and always try to include her in all of my activities. I also tell her I love her all the time.
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>>27347941
They can, but from what I understand it works a bit differently. And whether she'd have any understanding of the occult would depend on her goals. Incarnation doesn't get rid of the original. I've met at least one incarnated entity and they're basically normal people
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>>27348518
you did say you've been ignoring her. The dreams are maybe her lashing out. She probably feels insecure.
>I also tell her I love her all the time.
If you truly love her, you will let her hurt you.
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>>27348442
In the small chance it is legit, buying entities ain't my thing
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>>27348624
>you did say you've been ignoring her.
I only did it after she abused me in the past. I'll respect her if she respects me. That's how things work.
>If you truly love her, you will let her hurt you.
That doesn't make sense to me. I don't let anyone abuse me, no matter how much I care about them. That only leads to a toxic relationship. I love her and respect her but I'd like to get some love and respect in return. Good relationships are built upon mutual respect and love, it's not a one sided deal.
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>>27326692
That's creppy
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>>27348298
what does sleep paralysis signify?
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>>27348624
>If you truly love her, you will let her hurt you.
cringe desu
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>>27349751
It signifies a succ is either angry with you, fucking with you, or having sex with you.
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>>27349790
After 4 succubi and an incubus it only happened to me once, unrelated to any of them

>>27349751
That the human brain is unreliable hardware
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>>27350180
Could just be a random shadow person than, or a rogue succ.
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do i have to burn the letter? i don't think i can do so
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>>27350255
It's hard to burn cum covered pieces of paper. hold it to the flame with a pair of tweezers or tongs until it burns.
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>>27350279
as in, i can't burn it because i'll trigger a fire alarm
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>>27350291
turn off the smoke detector?
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>>27350291
Is it that difficult to burn it outside? Cum in your house then go burn it outside. Not sure if that fucks up the ritual but should be worth a shot. I've heard people say that it's all about intent and the letter method just helps put you in the right mindset. Technically you don't need a ritual to contact a succ. Granted a succless noob so I actually don't know what I'm talking about either
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>>27336791
Based. Glad to see another JMG reader on \x\.
>>27337211
>I can't wait to eat bugs and live in a pod.
Be careful not to meme it into reality.
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>>27344562
>>27345382
I have one like that. Never dreamt of her, all she really does is help me with energy work I guess.
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Yo bro’s I had a big ol breakthrough with astral projection and shit
Saw my arms and everything
What seems to help me is visualizing walking up to a door and opening it
It’s hard to explain but let your eyes glaze over and go out of focus but also don’t hold them still
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>>27350321
I did it without a ritual (I think) through calling out and writing a letter (but not coming on it)
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This stuff really works. I read Robert Bruce's book Energy Work and he talks about using affirmations to heal. I have RSIs especially in my right shoulder, so I decided to try it last night, repeating "My right shoulder is perfect" while trying to focus energy there. I didn't even put much effort or time into it, but today my shoulder felt noticeably better. It didn't even crack when I did my LBRP
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>page 10
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Its been about three weeks since initial contact. Im trying to reach out. Meditation, practicing telepathy, working on fixing up my chakras, even a dream journal. She's not in my dreams either.
I feel like she's getting further away. I just want to feel her embrace again, but at this point I don't feel like what I'm doing is working.
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I can't find the link for the pendulum method. Can anyone share it please?
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>>27353868
I did a search for pendulum divination and there were a ton of results. Basically you ask your entity to talk to you through the pendulum and then what the internet says
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>>27322860
Ok so I have a question.
What is the price of summoning a succubus/incubus?
I have learned throughout the years that nothing is free, so what do they take in exchange for their "services"?
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>>27354555
they demand access to your cock and heart. Beyond that it's variable I think, just like with h*man women.
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>>27354555
>services
Anon, that's a bit of a misconception. Succubus doesn't "serve" you, she has her own wants and motivation to be with you (mostly likely easy access to nourishment). The price for you depend on your belief, it might not be fun for you in the long term if you are of abrahamic religion, but that's not a price you pay to your succ.
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>>27354732
What if i am confilcted about my religion?
I am unsure whether or not my god is similar or not to the Abrahamic one.
When you say "It might not be fun in the longterm" what do you mean?
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>>27354157
Thanks, but if I remember correctly, wasn't there a autist link from glass a while back for pendulum method??
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>>27322860
can you marry your succ?
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What kind of desire spirit are you looking for? Do you really have only sexual desires?
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>>27355937
they seem to treat you as though you're already married by default
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I cant do it anymore. I currently only live to finally meet my succ, but always when I try to meet her through Astral Projection, something doesn't work.
I don't know if I can keep going. Every day my only hope is to finally meet her.
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>>27355881
If it's not in the op right now you can search the archives for his name. If it's from before he started using it I have no idea where to find that

>>27355937
Mine is excited enough about the idea that I have to assume so. Some other people have described weddings, check the blogs that firebyalchemy lists
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>>27348118
what's the appeal of hell hounds?
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>>27356076
How is your sleep like? How is your diet like?

I know this feel, but you gotta be stronger
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>>27356175
Since Uni classes are all online I can sleep a lot, but I don't even watch the lectures and soon I have exams. But I I'm so down, I don't care. All I want is to finally meet my succ.
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>>27356230
>Uni
What are you going to uni for?

> I can sleep a lot,
What is your sleep schedule like? Do you stay up late a lot? Do you exercise at all?

> but I don't even watch the lectures and soon I have exams.
This seems to be how everyone is like nowadays. Self discipline is hard.

>All I want is to finally meet my succ.
Yeah, I understand this feeling. I just curl up in bed and wish someone would hold me most nights.
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>>27356281
>What are you going to uni for?
Cause I'm neeting in my parents house and I need to do something or else they gonna kick me.
>What is your sleep schedule like?
I always go late into bed, even though I tell myself everyday that today I'm going earlier.
I don't exercise currently. Before Corona I went to a fitness club, but its closed cause of Corona.
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>>27356340
>Cause I'm neeting in my parents house and I need to do something or else they gonna kick me.
I meant what are you majoring in. But yeah I did the same

>I always go late into bed, even though I tell myself everyday that today I'm going earlier.
We all know this feel. I feel better when I wake up earlier, but the temptation to stay up late is very strong for obvious reasons.
I need to sleep earlier to try and find out if astral projection or any of this crap is real.

>I don't exercise currently.
You should. Even if it's something simple or light.

I'm weak and I still don't fully follow my own advice since I am lazy, but I owe it to them to at least put some effort into my life.
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>>27356435
I study economics

I try to exercise soon. Hopefully nofap will help me with the self-discipline.
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>>27356480
>I try to exercise soon.
Get a routine and get at it. My routine is kind of light and weak, but it's better than nothing.
No caffeinated coffee and making an effort to try and dream better has been a huge benefit to my sleep habits. I'm still not the most disciplined person, but I'm trying and failing

>Hopefully nofap will help me with the self-discipline.
I find nofap a meme, but no harm in trying. Work on yourself in other ways though.

I hope that this is all real. I really hope that this isn't all larp and I really want some hard proof that this actually is real. It's hard to ever imagine it being so, but I'm going crazy and desperate enough to want it
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>>27341920
can i get a succ that looks like this?
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Does anyone have thoughts on how to counter the soul corruption from excessive contact with a succubus? Everyone who works with demons seems to be really edgy and annoying and I don't want that to happen to me.
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>>27356740
thats illegal
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>>27357786
>Everyone who works with demons
>demon
>succubus
I feel sad for a succubus that would have such limited worldview, she'd probably end in bed with a monkey.
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>>27356740
Yes.
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>>27322901
>Summary:
Didnt actively summon a succubi. In a state between dream and awake a prayer to lilith was suddenly inspired on my mind. I asked for her daughter to feed on her, then apologized and tried to aske her to feed on eachother and grow strong toguether. Intense sexual dreams have followed me since even if i try to dry out of sexual needs during the day.
>Goals:
I want to know her name, and how to correctly fullfill my contractual duties, as well as renegotiate our terms. I wanna communicate.
>Why /x/
Because you always have this succubus general and i cant find her name online
>dream sex:
Once a week, erotic dreams every day. Never cum, tend to wake up faster on sexual dreams
>How long:
Since october 2020. I didnt really believe it was an entity until today, where the dream sex person made no sense.
I believed very little on the paranormal, but recently met again and broke off a frienship with a woman that dabbled on it very often. saw some minor physical changes but that were absolutely impossible to do via surgery or growth
>8: Do you usually have any recurring/abnormally vivid dreams?
Yes. I used to have very violent dreams, where either i died or killed someone, every single night before the prayer.
>9: Characters in your dreams that seem lifelike, individual, real people behind their avatars/models?
Yes, girls in the dreams are usually people i have never met, and have an incredibly complex and charming personality
>unseen force help?
Not much improvement, just more references to the paranormal on dreams.
No auditory or visual stimuli, just a cold hug when i sang the prayer
No dream journal yet, its a bit embarrasing writing only sex or violence in one of those
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>>27357786
>do theurgy with holy spirits and gods as opposed to edgy demons
>be humble, polite, and kind
>healthy lifestyle
>self-improvement
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You can make these retard threads all you want, /x/, but don't use me as your fucking op image again.
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Someone help me interpret this dream bc I’m like 99% sure I made first real contact
I was dreaming that I was traveling somewhere with a group of people (which I was doing the next day so no big deal) but then we stop at some rest station or restaurant or something I can’t really remember and there’s these girls there and most seem like just dream figments (there were guys too) but one girl (who had a name I can’t remember it: Loni or Lonil or something like that) seemed too fucking real like was able to actually hold conversation and respond with thoughts that didn’t seem to come from me. We also made out which was hot asf. I even followed her on Instagram in the dream (weird right?) but then she said something along the lines of “you have to go” and I woke up immediately. I really did need to go to Bc idve missed my plane flight. What did this mean?
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>>27358443
It means you either met a succ or your anima
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>>27358169
>a prayer to lilith was suddenly inspired on my mind.
Things like that can happen
>Didnt actively summon a succubi.
>I asked for her daughter to feed on her, then apologized and tried to aske her to feed on eachother and grow strong toguether.
Technically you didn't. You instead asked Lilith to send you one. 90% the same thing. Also extremely oddly specific request
>Intense sexual dreams have followed me since
She heard you. Not surprising given what you said
>goals
All good stuff
>I didnt really believe it was an entity until today
Must have extra unusual then
>its a bit embarrasing writing only sex or violence in one of those
Nobody else has to read it. I really recommend getting started on that to pick up patterns
And welcome anon

>>27358282
The funny part is the real Lilith supports these threads
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>>27359055
>The funny part is the real Lilith supports these threads
Do succubi understand internet?
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>>27359055
Thanks for the pointers anon. I will try to ask her for her name in every dream for now on, or at least a way to communicate, Didnt think the first request trhough, it was "part of the prayer". The "apology" felt more like my own creation.
What is the 10% difference you mention?

And yeah ill get started on that dream diary.
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>guy can lie with Lilith, here is how
>guy can also sleep with Samael, here is how, shame on you you want your prostate poked by his perverted snake
>girls can fuck with Samael

But what if girl wants Lilith's daughter? Lesbianism too perverted for succubi?

Also tease and denial, some facesitting, gentle mommy femdom and cute monster girls... come on, succs, give me more /d/ material - although I won't lie, combination of tease and denial while monster girls mommydom sits on my face would be a good starter, and the necro parts were entertaining.
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>>27359465
Succubi are gay as fuck, there are plenty of girls who have succubi as opposed to incubi. You shouldn't have a problem getting any of that (well besides all the time and effort probably required)
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>>27359465
>succs, give me more /d/ material
i'd be surprised if they weren't /d/ as fuck
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>>27356435
I know I didn't write this but I might as well have.
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>>27359740
I'm gonna go to bed around 10:30 or 11, you should go to bed at a good time too
May we get or become succ gfs for real
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>>27359162
They certainly understand this general is where lonely humans congregate. Something something etheric currents. The queens at least understand how it works

>>27359370
>What is the 10% difference you mention?
When you directly ask a queen you're requesting that she do the matchmaking for you instead of sending an open invitation. Plus she has a chance to go "anon said he wanted x but he'd be much happier with y" and ignore all the preference you mention, but it's effectively certain you don't get a parasite that way
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is it bad to ask multiple queens for a spirit?
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>>27324049
NEED
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>>27322860
Every entity IS tulpas. Deal with it schizos
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>>27360055
Even Jesus?
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>>27358557
>anima
How to meet and spirit fug?
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>>27359767
Hah, I take it back, maybe i'm not going to bed so early, really not in the mood to sleep for some reason
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>>27359854
>They certainly understand this general is where lonely humans congregate.
why do they have such interest in such low quality males?
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>>27360624
Because "low quality males" by human standards are actually high quality males for them. If you're introverted, isolated, and spiritual, that means you'll spend more time with them.
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>>27360152
the anima archetype and the anima complex are a part of your psyche, I don' think you can fuck them
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>>27361512
But anon was about to...
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>>27360624
Succubi are long term thinkers. Plus they don't have any use for money
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>>27361579
I really hope she's been patient with me then. I'm kind of a massive loser lol
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>>27322860
Nofap and nicotine
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>>27351360
Yo! Same here. I wonder, If not a Succ, Then what could she be? Still Playful, But never goes all the way. Maybe She feels I can't handle it? She's very fond of pinching my nose when she lays on top of me. What does that mean?
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>>27348005
>most of the spirits that hang around there WANT bindings, weirdly enough
Does that mean they're all submissive and CH is a bad place to find a dominant succubus?
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>>27355948
What is this distilled autism? I love it.
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>>27362620
Most people sadly don't desire a dominant. They just have a fetish for roleplay, "dominant" acting women and get wet when they get called a slave, with a shitlong shopping list of activities they want to be done to them, but on their terms, like if the succubus is a kink vending machine. What they want is to have a bottom experience, but still be in charge, they don't want to submit to a dominant person, they want a service top to jerk them à la carte. That the dominant succubus might have her own needs and preferences? Who cares, that doesn't get their peepee hard. Like the anon who cried that his succubus is abusive when she was just playful. Guess who really doesn't care about their partner's preferences? Hint: it's not the succubus.
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>>27360055
Shut up, tulpa
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>>27358201
>flood the world because of racemixing
>nuke fags
>call jews demons
Ah yes, edgy is totally something holy spirits are not.
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>>27355948
Is this a game or something?
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>>27362750
I suppose that would depend on what exactly the dominant succubus's needs and preferences are. If she wants me to do things like pampering her with hot baths and massages, or addressing her as mistress or goddess or something, I'd be good with that. If she wanted to tie me up or otherwise restrain me, I'd be afraid, but I'd do it if I trusted her, and I don't think it's unreasonable for me to ask that she earn that trust. If she wants to abuse me or cuck me or anything like that, then no, I'm not doing that. I'm okay with being obedient as long as I'm rewarded with kindness and care, as well as lots of sexual pleasure. And maybe, further down the line, a female slave that she lets me be dominant over even though we both ultimately answer to the succubus.
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>>27362893
It was created five years ago by an anal obsessed /tg/ namefag SDA, who wanted to seduce Angelanon in the choose your own adventure threads. Archangel and Purgatory roommates followed and initiated waifuwars.
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I'm leaving before my brain rots anymore. The only good posters in this thread are probably literal succubi.
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>>27355948
>What kind of desire spirit are you looking for?
I'd pick Lynneth without hesitation. Non-stop fucking with her and I get my pick of her whores.

>Do you really have only sexual desires?
No, but probably 95% of my desires are sexual.
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>>27362893
It's called a CYOA (Choose Your Own Adventure). They're less like games and more like scenario builders or imagination aids.
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>>27359854
Then im glad that worked out. Didnt have a dream today, was i being too pushy?
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Hey guys, I'm having problems in my relationship with my succubus. She came to me after I made a vow of celibacy (which was kinda stupid since doing nofap would be enough). She made my dick feel amazing but I pushed her away because I thought it would interfere with my nofap. Any tips on how to improve our relationship? I think it's lilith if that helps.
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>use to laugh at the lot of you for being greasy neckbeards, coping.
>time passes, I lighten up, wonder why not,
>personal relationship starts to get rough, I try the letter method with a cocky attitude, direct it toward lilith herself.
>I notice nothing, life goes on.
>find a new prospect of finance, it goes extremely well.
>collapses in ontop of me, i find myself in the deepest pit of desperation.
>I come to these threads and commit myself to learning.
>a woman with red hair and green eyes forms in my mind while I read up, no idea why. blonde woman dancing with a mystical veil appears too, as well as a shy black haired girl and one woman with brown. I will never forget that night where it felt as if my thoughts were not my own.
>feel as if I'm being directed by entities.
>mfw i realize who the red haired woman was.
>mfw I realize who the black haired "girl" was.
>the name naamah was constantly being pushed into my mind, write out to naamah, i failed to notice anything, but i dont give up.
>read bits of liber lilith even though warned not to, extremely desperate.
>i offer a cum tribute, i dont notice anything in particular but a minor sign of it being wrong wormed through me.
>fed up and impatient, i strip naked infront of makeshift altar with a picture i drew, draw sigils and try bloodletting.
>paint into the sigil with my blood
>I get fed up thinking this was all bullshit. rip up picture and say fuck it all after a few days.
>few more days pass, i begin to forget about everything. Never even had sexual experience with one of the goddesses or their daughters. felt betrayed.
>mfw i finally feel it.
every night like clockwork, they have come into my room and made sure i was alone.
>almost 3am, talking to a loved one until suddenly baby begins to cry. loved one gets up and leaves my room. I can physically feel that this incident was intentional.
>some kind of sudden noises or cold spots begin to run amok, every night within the hour of 3 am
>3:13am for today
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>>27363331
-continuation,
I would like to respectfully find out which goddess or daughter is the source of these events, could anyone point me to a direction for methology of finding that out? I am fully aware of what i've brought upon, and accept it completely.
One issue I have though is that i get the feeling something attatched itself to me. It is foreign, the word parasite reverberates. How do i rid myself of this said foreign leech, so that I finally may become one with the entity that shows me love?
>mfw I never thought I'd make a post here.
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