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We're all gunna make it edition.

Last thread: >>4246515
Older threads: https://archive.wakarimasen.moe/wsg/search/subject/melancholy/
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Tell me how you're holding up anons.
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>>4303742
Apparently the archival site I linked has nsfw pop ups on mobile, which I didn’t know as I have Adblock on my laptop. If anyone has a better /wsg/ archive I can use next thread feel free to let me know.
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>>4303754
thinking of better times
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>>4303730
what do you hold at night faggot, a person? I don't have a person, so I hold a person-sized pillow.
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>>4303772
that's what they get for being phonefags
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Unsauceable unfortunately.
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>>4304018
Unfortunately it does the same on PC if you don't have adblock.

>>4304004
Aren't we all.
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>>4304318
Well that's a right downer
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>>4303754
I tried using a dating app for the sake of it. I met this girl who I think is cute enough and obviously she finds me attractive since she matched with me.
But after talking to her for a couple weeks now and even spending time in person it REALLY exposes how much I miss my ex and how I'm still not over the breakup 2 years later. This new girl doesn't hold a candle to her and I cant imagine myself catching feelings so I'm going to cut things off I think. But in the meantime I'm still left with the reminder of how I genuinely, sincerely loved my ex and I want nothing more than to just feel that again. Anything else is just depressingly empty and not worthwhile.
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>>4304318
Damn. No longer version?
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>no one posts music names/sauce
that gives me malancholy

>>4303747
tears in rain from blade runner ost
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>>4304315
anyone tech illiterate enough to not have at least adblock shouldn't be on 4chan
I recommend "ublock origin" though, it gets everything
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>>4303752
Please gotta know the song
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>>4303754
not great. I had a dream a couple of nights ago about a girl I liked in primary school. I remember way back when I realized that she liked me too. That was a wonderful couple of weeks. But I didn't do anything about it. Anyway the dream was just that we were now dating, as adults. Or married or whatever. No events come to mind, that I can remember, but I remember in the dream she'd smile at me like she used to, with her bright blue eyes, pearly whites and beautiful dimples. I guess that's what it's like to have a girl that's into you, that loves you even. Infatuation but coming from the other side, for once. I don't know if I'll experience that again but I am truly thankful that I did. As bittersweet as it was to wake up from that dream, it was a nice reminder of the way things used to be
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>>4305401
Ooh this webm awakened something long doormant
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>>4303754
poorly
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I think I'm over the "gonna make it" cope. At 25 I've realized by now that if I haven't made it yet I'm never going to. Not a pity post, know it's 100% my fault but it still smarts. Even the things I think I want like a better job, loving girlfriend and a family are only temporary reprieves from suffering. All I have to look forward to is vague anxiety and meanderings day after day for the rest of my life and there's no further meaning to it than that.
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>>4303754
I recently found out my ex is dating a girl now. This wouldn't be so bad if she wasn't best friends with this girl before we started dating as well as while we were dating. This friend would often hang out with us, and it seemed they were inseparable. I didn't really think much of it at the time, but now I'm wondering if I was just a coverup or something all along. I live in a pretty conservative area and her parents are strong Christians (as am I), so it wouldn't exactly be accepted if she "came out" or whatever. This whole thing is also made worse because this girl was my childhood crush for years and I was super excited when she started showing interest in me years later. I just don't know how to feel about the whole thing and I've been trying not to let it bother me, which of course is rather difficult.

/blog
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>>4303754
Depression that's been going on for the past.. 14 years now. Still alive though.
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Does anyone have that french movie clip where two guys are sitting in a club and one guy tells the other guy that's he's too far gone to ever be in a relationship?
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>>4305962
isolation caved in
I adore you
the sound of your skin
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>>4303754
met a girl at new years party, friend told me she was into me. Friend literally asked her, and then (friend) asked me what i think of her. Exchanged numbers, she wrote me first. She always took like half a day to answer, now we only talk if i message her first. She keeps her messages short, instead of long paragraphs we exchanged in the beginning. Is she just not interested anymore? Is she too busy? Should I just keep texting her? Ask her to do something? Why am I so unmotivated to actually do something? We still text, but i feel like it's no use anyway. All in all i can say, that these past few years got slightly better, but i still feel like shit every single day, except for the few days where i had my hopes up about that girl
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>>4307520
The situation seems pretty clear cut in that instance, so I wouldn't beat yourself up too much. Either she was cheating, so it's a good thing the relationship was over. Or she wasn't cheating, but clearly had feelings for said girl, so having things end before it got to that point is good. You won out in the end, her heart clearly wasn't in it. That doesn't change the fact that relationships falling apart still sucks, but thinking about the "what ifs" at least in your situation isn't really productive. You were released to find someone who really cares about you in the future. That's the best gift someone can give sometimes.
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>>4307607
no. fuck that clip and fuck france.
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>>4304851
fucking, idiots like you make me so mad.

Realise that it is over with your ex, there is no turning back, its over with her, MOVE ON!

For god sake anon, if you cut things off because she "doenst hold up to X", instead of a genuine reason you dont like her, you're only shooting urself in the foot.

dont be a cunt and man up. you dont want to hear this, but you need to hear this.
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>>4308092
Very nice anon, Walzer for Zizi, i just finished Cowboy Bebop, the music is just so good. I love "space lion" track
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>>4304318
I want more. Come on, he just said "today's the day". Don't blue ball us like that.
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>>4303754
too stressed about the future nowadays, keep waking up at night, haven't gotten a good night sleep in so long
also could've had a thing with a cutie but I ruined it because
anyways nice music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1xS5sKohCPg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=baS0gsaDYIY
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>>4307664
idk I'm just a fellow loser, but one time there was this girl at church who seemed really into me, would go out of her way to talk to me and always seemed excited to see me and stuff. I never asked her but I think she got to like me less over time because of my awkwardness in conversation and lack of confidence to try to move it forward after indicating that I liked her. by the time I actually asked her out she basically gave me the cold shoulder.
>tfw decent looking but autistic
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>>4307664
Texting should basically be solely used as a tool to plan dates. A relationship can't exist just with texts and it sure can't be created over them. The right move (imo) was to have texted her a couple days after the party and asked her to meet for coffee right away-- then save the conversation for face-to-face meetings.
If you like her, you should try do that now.

>but i still feel like shit every single day, except for the few days where i had my hopes up about that girl
also I know that feel, careful you don't get too attached too quickly. Been there done that! Good luck out there anon
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>>4304851
you gotta get her out of your head man.
I saw a girl earlier today who royally fucked me up a few years ago, and I felt nothing, everything I used to feel for her was gone. maybe a slight sadness just from remembering my sadness from back then, but just seeing her didn't hurt anymore. and that made me feel kind of good, because I don't feel like my life is worse for not having her in it anymore, like she was a necessary part of my future. now she's just a somewhat unfortunate part of my past, and maybe a necessary experience that I learned from.
I have a feeling you might still be keeping her in your head. you've gotta stop. delete the pictures, don't look at her social media anymore, don't talk about her. think about your future without her, stop thinking about what could have been with her.
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The suffering can end right now all I have to do is kill myself and knowing that is very comforting.
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>>4303754
Firmly in the throes of psychosis my fellow earth dwelling faggot. This world has not treated me well and I have not treated it well in return and so I am finally faced with what I have wrought. My only solace is that maybe once or twice a day just for a few minutes at most I feel completely and totally at peace with my life and the lives of everyone around me. Even the CIA and lizards and black people Anon... it's so weird. It's an underwhelming feeling if i'm honest but man what I wouldn't give to make everyone feel like not even death could destroy them.

>Even if it isn't true

I hope you Anons get that big tiddy goth gf or tomboy or trap or whatever. Cheers retards.
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7zTRnCP6Zxg
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>>4305962
Slowed instrumental of Agony by Yung Lean
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>>4307157
I can get behind this version
that song is way better than Lost Kitten
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>>4304315
But the source is very upbeat
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8Xd5BiHAa0
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>>4305050
the more and more I think about it, I literally am Ryan Gosling from Blade Runner and Driver
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for those counting the days til summer
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>>4305401
Holy shit the Chuck E. Cheese one has me reeling.
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>>4307745
I appreciate it anon. The fact that things didn't work out isn't what's bothering me, it's that fact that I was (potentially) used without even knowing it. I already have trust issues with women and stuff like this happening is the last thing I need for that.
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Come chat discord gg/2zyNBgwW
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>>4307504
what's preventing you from "making it"?
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>>4303754
It hurts bro. I couldn't hold on to any of life's beautiful moments.
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>>4307157
I thought that was David Bowie at first
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Barely holding on
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>>4309542
We are all gonna make it Right?
Right?
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>>4309542
is the pic supposed to disappear after 5 seconds?
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>>4308545
>>4308560
thanks, you two. really. she actually just messaged me by herself, will definitely make a move

>tfw decent looking but autistic
same man, fucking incels talking shit. I know i'm not a model, but I'm tall, fit and not even ugly, still too autistic to make eye contact

>careful you don't get too attached too quickly
too late
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>>4303754
I know I'm wasting my life, I'm living the most soulless and hollow existence a man can have, I don't feel shit over it right now, but give it a decade, two, the realisation will fall, I will not only know it but understand it, it will torture me forever and I won't be able to do shit about it.
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>>4303754
I'm holding together, for better or for worse. I'm getting close to a breaking point though, so we'll see if I make it out the other side.
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>>4308315
he literally killed her very quickly after that and then himself. The cops found his ex gf dead at her house and his ex wife and him dead at the house he can be seen running into. the webm was from the facebook live
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>>4308683
Thank you anon, I was looking for that one
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>>4309182
song?
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>>4308092
Bless you anon, i thought i was the only one with an eye for that song. Fits though, its a lonely piece.
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>>4309706
I like this, kinda reminds me of that whole midwest emo thing that was popular a little while ago.
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>>4309404
song sauce?
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>>4303754
Ok. I was a total PoS most of my life. Found myself age 23 with no friends, jobs, prospects. Kept in shape. Managed to find a cute girl willing to date me. Stopped drinking and smoking weed. Found a decent job. Got married. started a family.

Still no friends. But Im thankful for what I have. Wont ever forget the dark times. The endless years of abject misery. How many times suicide crossed my mind. Here's to everyone still struggling. Keep trying. It's all you can do.
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>>4310295
that's awesome man.
I know this is 90% of people here but love is what I'm really missing. I feel it in my bones I could be a great boyfriend/husband, but it's always evaded me. there's not even anything that horribly wrong with me, I chalk it up mostly to social awkwardness and bad luck.
I've always been a hopeless romantic, I was always enthralled by love stories since I was a little kid.
I'm doing what I can with my life for now, but it feels like putting a puzzle together with a chunk of the pieces missing.
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>>4303754
I have everything I need materially, and even more than that.
I just want someone I can love and trust to make a family with, preferably before my remaining Grandpa dies (becoming great-grandfather would mean the world to him and he deserves that).

All the women I've been with unfortunately turned out to be snakes, or "kids-should-be-given-gender-neutral-names-in-case-they-trans"-tier insane. My experiences were so bad I'm at the point of almost not being able to trust a woman. The only bad thing I haven't experienced yet are fake rape accusation.

And so I'm stuck and I feel completely empty.
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>>4310310
stop. this has been beaten to death. it's just annoying now.
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>>4307664
Ask her out. You're burning yourself up waiting too much.
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>>4310317
>>4310319
less than a minute apart, how about that
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>>4310295
what age are you now anon? congrats, i think your 20s are one of the hardest times of your life for a lot of people
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>>4310326
I guess there's a common reason as to why a lot of us are drawn to these threads.

In my case, I'm starting to think I might just be the other face of the cat-lady coin.
I'm concervative and I want to have a family with concervative values, for the sake of my potential kids (I don't want them turning into more of the countless degenerates out there) even though I'm not religious. Problem is, Millenial and GenZ women are 60-70% leftists. Even the ones that are just normies turn real fucking quick. And since men are 60-70% right-wing, there will be some of us unable to find someone with the values we hold dear.

My previous gf, whom I loved and was seriously thinking about proposing to, had the misfortune of just being a teacher and a normie. Her dream was to be a mom so I really didn't mind her working in a lefty environment, especially since she was already planning to take a part-time as we didn't need her salary anyway since I could provide more than enough for us both and she would in all likelyhood become a housewife after one or two kids.

The CRT and Gender degenerates came to endoctrinate the teachers at her school and in about 6 months, the mind virus caught to her.

Me being grumpy after having a shit day at work went from being received with patience and kindness to be thrown to the side as it was "toxic masculinity" anyway. I would simply never have to right to feel bad and would never receive any form of comfort from her from that point on.
The last straw is when she mentionned that should we have kids, they would bear both our names (sine qua non condition for me, me and my brother are the last bearers of my family name) and would need to have gender neutral first names "in case he or she feels the other way growing up". Of course I opposed that and everything turned to shit.

I fell out of love so fast it felt like jumping off a cliff. In about two hours I just couldn't bear seeing her living in my own house.
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>>4310389
that does suck man. and it hurts to see it done to them by outside forces too. unfortunately in the modern world everyone is going to be pulled to one side or the other and weak minded people are invariably going to get coerced or bullied into the other side.
consider relocating to a more traditional/conservative area, like the west/south if you're American.
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>>4310310
terrible posture! would not bang
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>>4310389
your ex does sound like a normie, but you also sound like a colossal faggot who couldn't sympathize and compromise with the woman you wanted to MARRY. I'm pretty right leaning and I've had plenty of good relationships with left wing women. I bet you just suck irl
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>>4310485
liberal women are out of the dating pool for me. I know that's a high standard, but I can't stand them. I would probably always resent her deep down and we'd have all sorts of conflicts when kids came into the picture.
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>>4308046
Maybe, but I don't want to just settle for someone that I don't have feelings for and I don't waste her time either

>>4308567
>delete the pictures, don't look at her social media anymore, don't talk about her. think about your future without her, stop thinking about what could have been with her.
I did/been doing all of those the day after we broke up. I really don't have any physical reminders of her anywhere. I guess I just need to stop thinking about her but thats much easier said than done.
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>>4310547
ah alright, I guess it's just time then. 2 years isn't that long, maybe after 3 or 4 it'll feel better.
you're right though, don't just settle for someone. when you find real love it should pull you in like gravity, it shouldn't feel like you're forcing yourself.
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>>4310514
>I know that's a high standard, but I can't stand them. I would probably always resent her deep down and we'd have all sorts of conflicts when kids came into the picture.

Ok that I understand. You understanding that about yourself and being honest about it actually makes me see you in a different light. You're still an enormous faggot who probably sucks irl though
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>>4310566
oh I'm not the guy you replied to.
I understand what he was saying, but it kind of sounded like they had that argument and then he kicked her out 2 hours later, which is pretty fast for such a big decision. correct me if I'm wrong though, other anon.
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>>4310566
Just because you don't see eye to eye with the other anon doesn't meab he's a bad person irl, he might be, but he acted as he should have. If you see yourself falling out of love with someone and feel helpless to change how things are you really shouldn't force a relationship with said person
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>>4307647
>>4308617
Thank you anons hope life's taking it easy on ya
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>>4309670
I believe in you anon we'll all make it
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>>4310282
Inside out by Duster.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKsq7sLH4vQ
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>>4310924
man you can put Heroes on anything and it immediately becomes feels
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>>4310949
true, but that whole story legitimately made me feel
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>>4311110
you can also put any music over Skyking videos and it would still be feels
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>>4311380
is that fucking Carbon Based Lifeforms
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Some days browsing these threads at the end of the evening is the only thing I look forward to. I love you all, I'm glad we can all be here for each other.
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>>4311692
Wrong .webm, I meant this one, although they both fit.
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>>4310389
>The last straw is when she mentionned that should we have kids, they would bear both our names (sine qua non condition for me, me and my brother are the last bearers of my family name) a
Huh. In Iberian tradition, it's actually the "trad" and conservative thing to do. Since family is important, the children inherit both their father's and their mother's surnames. That's why Hispanic and Portuguese names are so fucking long, it's a literal catalogue of your ancestors.
I personally see nothing wrong with that. It's also up to me to carry on my dad's surname, but it would be undignified for the woman's family to have their name not be honored too.
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>>4310924
I know this is gonna sound Zoomer-y as fuck, but Heroes always makes me feel extra nostalgic for the past since it played on the finale of Regular Show. Me and my friends would always get together to watch an episode every week, so it became a bit of a tradition for a good few years. It ended right before I graduated HS and went off to Uni in another country.
Now the whole gang has gone separate ways and we literally live in different continents, so it's hard to get together again. Heroes brings me back to sitting on a couch in my friend's house and chilling out while enjoying a goofy cartoon
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>>4311917
yes latinos have a two-part last name with their father's and then their mother's but then one has to get pushed out when they get married and it's the mother's. so it only stays for one more generation.
western european tradition on the other hand is the wife just take's the husband's last name, so that's what most americans have done with the exception of recent people deviating because of feminism.
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>>4311928
I associate Heroes with The Perks of Being a Wallflower, it plays during a couple of the iconic scenes and is sort of like the movie's theme.
damn I should make webms of some of the scenes from that
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>>4311692
that is the OG feels song
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>>4308601
Cheers I'ma drink two for you buster
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>>4311940
>. so it only stays for one more generation.
Man I wish.
The more old fashioned and aristocratic type families ain't dishonoring their lineage like that. The names can get absurd.
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>>4308688
This song just resonates a peaceful calm loving mood. I imagine the cashier in that shop is having a nice conversation with a regular customer. No rush because the place isn't packed. It's almost like a Pokemon song from one of the games. I just wanna sit outside and stare at the sky as I smoke a cigarette.
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>>4311966
I'm only really familiar with Mexico but I've never heard of that.
you mean they have 2^x last names for however many generations they count? or do they "keep it in the family" and only have like 5 or 10?
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>>4311473
Yup the song is called frog it's nice
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>>4308674
This was beautiful
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>>4303754
I fell in love with a woman in my early 20s. I'm married with kids now. Though I love my wife, I love this other woman more. After my wife's infidelity it made me realize what I had with this other woman was tremendously special. I love her still and I love her pure. Life is a wild mess. But I can't get myself to bring myself out of rural America. I hate being around too many people. But this other woman lives in Seattle or Portland or something. We grew up in idaho. I moved around and spent my time in metro areas but I guess my life is just meant to be in the hills. The way everyone is going with vaccine mandates or fema camps is disturbing and I don't think I'll crawl off the mountain anytime soon. I love people but we are an abhorrent bunch of ideologues who have no sympathy for nuance and its punishment is coercion or death. She wants to live in that life. Most people do. I just want to be free from the arbitrary. I want to run in the streets with this woman again. But it'll never happen and to be honest, I'm just happy it did happen. I wouldn't change a thing. I'm happy with the way my life is turning out. I still miss her.
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>>4310938
>AMVmelancholy5
Post the others, please
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>>4308678
>It'll get better in the summer comes
Summer comes and its still shit
>it'll get better in the winter
Rinse and repeat for 5 years then don't even look forward to anything anymore
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>>4309549
I hope so man. I hope so. But my hope is dwindling
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>>4308491
The music is amazing. My god.
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>>4311969
Check out Picasso's full name
>Pablo Diego José Francisco de Paula Juan Nepomuceno Crispín Crispiniano María Remedios de la Santísima Trinidad Ruiz Picasso
Some names are inevitably dropped, but they can still be absurdly long
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I walked around for about an hour in the snow and thought a video might fit the mood of the thread. Sorry for the shit quality and shakiness. I really like snowy dusk. It was just bright enough out that everything was illuminated with the same dull gray, speckled with snowfall. The time just before it turns dark enough for the street lights to come on has a unique feel to it.
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>>4313235
I can at least make it not green
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>>4308676
Kino.
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>>4310485
I won't compromise my own kids being exposed to that godforsaken ideology and having their gender quesitioned and their body (and mental health) destroyed should my boy like pink or my girl prefer Vidya over Barbie.

You seem to think that she just candidly mentionned that and that I threw her out. That's not what happened. I openly disagreed with her new... religion and what I got in return was pretty much what you can see in the Twitter feed of a pronoun-in-bio tranny account.

There's compromise and then there is submission.

I know I will never be able to bear my kid becoming one of these troon degenerates. I'd rather be alone than face a great risk of that happening.
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>>4311917
It's not the case in my country, plus my name is already very fucking long (and so was her's) so concatenating the two would have made the kid's name painfully long and impossible to enter in any official document.
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>>4309549
i honestly don't want to anymore, can i just quit please.
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>>4313274
best webm i've ever seen
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>>4313271
damn I wish it would snow here again, it snowed in december but then got warm and melted
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>>4309706
Got any sauce? Probably OC but sounds familiar too
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>>4303754
Not very well because I'm feeling really tired lately. I say I've come to terms with it but I'm so tired of being a loser in this shit state but I can't escape.

>>4309549
I'm only here because I'm a coward
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>>4303754
I'm trying to take responsibility for my life instead of trying to find whose fault it is.
I've spent so much time alone and shut off from the world depressed I'm trying to choose a direction and actually commit to it.
I want to meet people and make friends but I'm struggling with feeling ashamed of myself for all my failures. I don't trust anything I do to pay off other than working out.
I'm going the William James route for 2022. If I can't make this year better by doing my best I'm giving myself permission to kill myself.
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>>4313360
>>4310389
Conservative women do exist anon, they are out there. I'm not even sure if conservative is the right word. There's a lot of women who think all this trans stuff, CRT, etc. is wrong.

>inb4 How do I find them?
Beyond irl church and the like, I don't know.
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>>4303754
Not well. My best friend was supposed to come visit me next weekend, but he canceled his flight due to covid. I moved to a new state 5 years ago, and have yet to make friends. I had a solid work group, but got let go because I wound up in the hospital. I spent 400 dollars on tickets to a basketball and hockey game for us to go to. Yet, every weekend he goes out with his girlfriend to clubs/crowded bars/sporting events. Just really depressed over it because he's the only person I talk to on a monthly basis outside my family/therapist. I need friends, but all the co-ed sports teams around here are full, tennis clubs are too expensive, and it will take about 6 months to learn how to skate well enough to play hockey. I just feel lost.
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I know this isn't exactly melancholy (in the same way the other webms in thread are) but every time I view this one, I get a sort of bittersweet feeling.
I know Christ wants more for me, and that everything I experience is for His ultimate glory, but when I watch this, I think about the Ecstasy of St. Francis and a longing feeling overwhelms me. Why can't I have that - where I can long contemplate the Face of Christ and His Mother, Mary in Heaven? Why can't I sever attachments to things of this world, of impurity, pornography, masturbation, etc., of escapes from what I am called to - holiness? D
Fuck, why am I on this website of all places, where sin abounds with entire boards dedicated to vice and sin?
Man, if I really am hearing God right, and I am meant for the Holy Priesthood, I then I've got a long way to go. I know what must be done about it, but that doesn't make it any less grueling; even when we're sick and are taking medicine, the suffering isn't gone entirely. I guess that's what suffering is all about, eh? That we grow in virtue and grace so that we can truly achieve our one true end, but fuck does it hurt sometimes. Praying for you bros in thread. Some of what I'm reading here, I have struggled with in the past before. We've all got a long road ahead, but with God's grace and with the intercession of Mary and the Saints, we can bear our crosses. Please, if any of you out there are Catholic, pray for me, a horrible sinner who wants to change his ways.
Pardon my blog post, but I just felt compelled to post this. Maybe I'm just in my feeling right now, or something like that
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>>4313712
None who come to Him are worthy, but all who seek to understand and worship will be saved. Remember that you will never be worthy through your own actions. Your mortal flesh and blood WILL fail you, time and again. None of us are without sin, not even close.
We live in sin, because we are human. By trusting in Christ and through his sacrifice, we may be saved after death. Christ died on the cross because He knew that we were weak and granted us the ultimate mercy. So while we struggle with our sins and beg forgiveness, so long as the light of Christ guides us, there is a path forwards.
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>>4304851
therapy is ok brother
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>>4313571
believe me when I say the best is yet to come
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>>4310389
lmao fucking loser
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>>4313669
church or religious groups is about the best chances you'll get. still not good chances but better than anywhere else I can think of.
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>>4313712
I'm from a very religious area, and something I've often observed here is that people get too obsessed with becoming a "saint" and they lose sight of their priorities in life. e.g. push people away for minor things like bad language and ousting them socially.
I think the first thing a person really needs it humility. accept that you're as low as the dust, and then say "but now, what can I do to elevate myself just a little bit?" and spend your whole life making incremental improvement like that. and maybe someday you'll see the face of God (most likely after this life).
porn is a tough one man I also had that. I kind of still do, the temptation will never go away even after you've kicked it for years. if you have to leave 4chan for a while, or forever, do whatever you think God wants.
I've decided to stay though. I think there are a lot of good people here, and people with a lot of potential. this is where the fray of the war of ideas is happening and that's where I like to be. that means I have to be really disciplined about hiding lewd threads and posts though, particularly on certain other boards.
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>>4313235
Now theres a feel to those near sunset snowy walks.
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>>4303754
Not great, recently split with two friends i considered brothers. They considered me a weakling and i considered them misguided, things are better this way but the way things used to be still haunt me, drinking ginger ale while playing dark souls 3 and dying light, having my mind blown by half life alyx, those were the days man. Sadly one of them sold all his gaming laptops and consoles while the other presumably went on "Operation: go", i miss the way things used to be so much
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Why does pixel art fit the melancholy feel so well?
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>>4311928
I wanna come back as a dolphin.

jolly good show ;_;
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>>4310310
What is this? Who is she?
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>>4309549
I don't know anon, i'll just let the river flow
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>>4310924
Fly high, Sky King
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So this matrix sucks.
When are we going to get version 2.0?
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>>4314372
>tfw no cute connely gf in alien made city
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>>4310924
god sky king was such an inspiration, fly high you lovely motherfucker you
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>>4314375
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>>4313659
what's the song in this one?
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>>4313045
How have i not seen this before, i love it thanks anon :))
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>>4314375
I didn't know who she was until like 4 months ago and now I keep seeing her everywhere
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>>4308545
I sense this is about to happen to me soon
I always do this to myself
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>>4314454
How can you even say you've had a childhood if you've never seen the labyrinth
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>>4314551
I'm a film pleb. I will watch this just for Bowie though.
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>>4303754
I came to wsg to find something that conveyed my emotions. I didn't expect the first thread to be this one.

A girl I like, and thought maybe she liked me too since she was shy and acted awkward around me, didn't even know my name. After 4 months she never bothered to learn it. People I don't even know there know my name. Quite a large number of people. It seems petty to think, but it's the way she exclaimed it that really hurt. As if she didn't even know who I was. I've only had a crush on her for the past month and a half but I always had this impression she already knew who I was. It's just, these girls I don't even like that pine for me know my name and I've never told them it before. I discovered I was talked about in attractive conversations quite frequently. This girl I have a crush on is loosely in the same circles. My assumption was if she actually liked me then she would have already learned about my name by asking around and such. Even more so there's only 4 guys in my section. It's not hard to weed out who is who looking at the schedule. I'm pretty sure that's how the other girls figured out my name anyways.

I'll move on. It's not my first rejection, and it definitely won't be the last. It's not really a rejection, since I never asked her out but I don't think I will now. This whole time I was under the impression she had a huge crush on me and I kinda liked her too. If she doesn't, I don't really want to be with her then. I don't want to be with a girl that doesn't have any interest in me.

Thank you for this thread. Sometimes I feel like the universe hates me, but at the same time it knows what I need when I need it.
/blog
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>>4314555
nigga...
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>>4314555
the second you see a woman as a crush, it's over
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>>4314555
I feel like there's a lot of information you left out, like where is this happening? at your job? a bunch of other things...

well not like it matters, don't worry too much about it pal some women just aren't interested, try not to think about it too much, she ain't the first crush you've had and she most definitely isn't your last.
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>>4307504
You can start now and still make it.
Anon, look at me.
You can make it.
God wills it so.
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>>4314601
why does he give me his hardest battles
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>>4310945
thanks anon. going to try to put this over some compilation of reviewbrah stuff. think ittl work well.
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>>4315263
you are his strongest soldier anon
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>>4315307
I don't feel strong
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>>4304318
Jesus, I wonder what happened to the kids.
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>>4315337
500 pounds still feels heavy to the strongest lifters. I know you have it in you.
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>>4307520
Anon, that's frankly heartbreaking. I wish you all the best in getting through these times. It's okay to feel upset, sad, or angry but don't let it fester. Embrace how you feel and learn from it. Once you're ready, move on. You're stronger than you know. Use that strength to press forward :)
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>>4310559
DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT THE TITLE OF THIS MOVIE IS?
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>>4303754
Not great. I'm currently aimless, wasting my days away browsing the internet. I quit my soulless wagie job and am unable to go to school because of pandemic mandates. I can't relate to my friends at all. Though despite all of it, I still feel hope. It seems very strange, but I've had some odd experiences lately regarding God. For a long while I've been thinking of throwing myself off of a bridge but I think now I can struggle for some time longer. Fighting sounds a little nicer now.
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>>4315442
God isn't real you schizo
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>>4315448
Maybe in your hopeless world he isn't. My experiences tell me otherwise.
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>>4315456
Yeah sure. Let me guess you seen things I have not, heard things, felt things, sorry bro you are the only one. God isn't real and if he was then he did a shitty job and I want a refund. The only thing I look forward to life is the moment my brain dies and I don't have to experience consciousness.
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>>4314055
On one hand, they are arranged in patterns we all recognise, yet lack the details given by familiarity, driving us to insert our own experiences into place.

Is it any forest or is it the forest I grew up next to? Is it any girl or is it the girl I should have, would have, could have?

On the other hand, they force us to look to the future in the same melancholic way as we would the past. Pixel art gives us a vague image of our dreams but has too few details to be part of any reality, reminding us that we can't fill in the gaps and that our dreams are only that; dreams.
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>>4303754
Haven't had a full night's sleep in several months. Everything should be going well, graduated last year with stem degree but have been unemployed since. Hundreds of applications, 3 interviews, no job. Feeling worthless. Can't make rent. Can't make cc bill. Mooching for food. Feel like a parasite. Losing my self control and willpower to do anything but wither. Back on this fucking site.
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>>4303754
In a couple months I have to decide if I'm going to break up with my long term gf and move for a job offer or reject the job to stay here and with her. If I stay I'm stuck doing the same old shit in this boring place. If I leave I lose her for good and maybe I won't even like the new job and place anyway. I've never been so close with someone. Imagining having to say goodbye to her like in this webm while we're still mutually in love moves me to tears, not in a good way.
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>>4304015
I like being held
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>>4303754
>all these replies
>Vast majority are romance/relationship problems
How utterly banal. These problems seem too grounded and small to be worried over. Does the heat death of the universe not bother you more or anything?
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All this talk about gfs and wives is very strange to me. In games, NPCs will have these relationships set into the premise, or hard-coded to occur as the game progresses. I've noticed that real life seems this way. I meet people who have relationships at the point we're introduced, and I've seen "progression" by hearing about people who have started dating or gotten married, but these observations have all been asynchronous and at a distance. I've never actually seen two people meet, seen them interact before dating, and seen them initialize dating (not that I'd expect to witness the conversation itself, just soon before and recently after). I don't mean to call anyone here an NPC or anything, it just doesn't feel real to me. Maybe my head is messed up from lack of human contact and too much vidya.
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>>4314393
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wk4YBDaXGZE
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>>4315633
i've had a similar feelings as you describe and i think this
>Maybe my head is messed up from lack of human contact and too much vidya.
is the cause absolutely
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>>4315611
The heat death of the universe is not something that is going to affect anyone's lives. You are not above banal humanity
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>>4315611
sorry but you actually have to be 18 to post here
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>>4315574
she can't go with you? or she doesn't want to?
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>>4315586
whats the song?
Thanks
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>>4315645
Why do you care about romantic relationships enough to let it take control of your emotional state?
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>>4315633
I kind of feel you but a little different. I feel like I'm just a really isolated person. I can kind of act normal in social situations and have normal conversations with people (learned painstakingly over the years), but I don't think anyone really knows my true self. even my closest friends and immediate family. I've never really been in love before, I've been on some dates but I've never really had a moment with any girl I would call "romantic", and the idea of experiencing that stuff firsthand seems like a fantasy world to me.
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>>4315695
you're a stupid kid playing pretend trying to be Dr House or Sherlock Holmes and everyone here knows it. you aren't the emotionless computer-man you think you are, and you never will be.
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>>4315695
words would be wasted on an autist
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>>4315611

Our whole lives are less than the blink of an eye in the lifespan of the universe, even a thousand years from now, nobody will remember anyone or damn near anything of what exists today.

Do what you can with the little time you have, this may be all there is.
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>>4303742
I made this
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>>4315611
>heat death of the universe
What are you 12?
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>>4315791
Very nice anon, the song fits the art very well. Saved.
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>>4315791
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>>4311692
younger me + cold night + infront of computer screen chilling with friends + daft punk
would kill to have those times back
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>>4315880
i tried to add some city ambient noises but they overpowered the song. I hope you like it :-)
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>>4307504
I went back to college at 35. Got married at 37. It's not over yet.
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>>4315465
Is it safe to assume you're also the type of person who won't off themselves because you don't see the point in that either?
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>>4315835
I don't know why she's waiting
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>>4315640
can't believe I didn't recognize it, thanks anon
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>>4315686
She could move in theory, but the place we are now is one of the top cities in the world for her field, so practically speaking she can't
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>>4316355
well if neither is willing to compromise, means it wasnt worth it in the first place, just move
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Sometimes we cuddle after a long day hanging out together. But we're just friends, we both made it clear that we're just friends. But is it my fault for catching feelings? Sometimes when she holds me, strokes my back or my hair, looks into my eyes... For a moment I feel true happiness, but I know it's fake and fleeting and that we'll never be together romantically. Such is life. I'll never escape this.
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>>4303754

WITH EQUAL PARTS DIFFICULTY AND TENACITY.

SOME DAYS GET UP AND CRY.

STILL GET UP.

I MUST. AND SO MUST YOU.
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>>4304261
planetes was really really good man
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>>4310483
kek
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>>4316355
people shouldn't break up over stupid reasons like careers, love is more important.
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>>4316892
that's cheating
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>>4303742
>>4308674
for hard hitters these are the best two in the thread, havent seen good ones like this in awhile. actually lost the purple one for a bit, glad to have it back. i'll try contributing but tough competition.

also please more of this stuffs anons i want webms that will make me crumble inside or long deeply for things
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>>4317129
heres my other one, wish i had better saved that arent just screens like the days go by one
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>>4317131
not sure if this is on theme but its pretty good
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>>4310272
A few years ago I worked for a delivery service in San Francisco where I would deliver paychecks, flowers and food from certain restaurants to customers in high rises via a Vespa. I liked working the evening shifts since I would get some of the best views of the city from those apartment buildings and I'd just stand there and look at everything until an order would prompt me back to the Vespa. I miss that job at times
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>>4303754
TL;DR, I am succeeding in my police work, but my mother is going to die of cancer soon.

I am a cop. I'm currently on my final phase of training. For context. Officers have 3 1-month phases where they are with a different FTO, field training officer, each phase. With each phase, more and more responsibility is given to you until you reach Shadow Phase. Where your first FTO dresses in plain clothes and is completely silent, like a shadow, to observe the officer you've become and to see how you will handle things by yourself.

I am currently on phase 3. This is my second police job and I failed my last FTO program hard. I've been doing incredibly well in this new city and i'm more confident than ever, but it is still stressful, being evaluated so much. But I get along with each officer, who are roughly my age, 25. I'm very excited to overcome my previous struggles.

On a sadder note, my mother has had gall bladder cancer for a year or 2. She has been on chemo and it has weakened her. Her body looks more like the corpses i've dealt with at work. She has grown weak, frail and restless and I agonize watching her deteriorate. Her kidneys are failing and she is retaining water, which is bloating her stomach which is drained each week.

On Monday, I was told that they are discontinuing the chemo, as it is no longer having an effect on her. She is being switched from treatment, to comfort. My parents are considering hospice options. It pains me to know that my mother's time is soon coming.
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>>4317338
To add to my mother's situation:

I met my father sitting on the breakfast table when I came home from work, at 6am. He told me that they were going to get the news on my mom's health, the news that she would be taken off chemo. My father is a strong man in body and mind, but he wept with worry. I sat with him and held his hand. He told me he loved my mother, and didn't want me or my siblings to think that he didn't do enough for her.

I assured him that he did his damn best. I sat with him and comforted him.

In my job i've handled Dead On Arrival calls, where a family reports the passing of a loved one at their home, often elderly. We make sure there is no foul play, call a medical examiner, and have EMS check them and give a time of death. I know the process of what was going to happen should my mom pass in our home.

My father, weeping, asked "what do I do?" They have their wills and arrangements made, but my father is afraid of not knowing what to do the day that she passes. I offered to explain the process that the police would do, but he said he wasn't ready to know just yet.
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>>4317129
Those are two of my favorites. There's often a lot of good .webms in these threads, but there's always one or two tat just feel... different.

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>>4317353
That's awful brother, I'm sorry to hear that. Unfortunately most people have to go through one or both parents dying at some point in their life. I'm sure it's heartbreaking. I hope you and your father are doing okay and when it is your mother's time that she passes away peacefully.
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>>4317131
big O was really good man
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>>4313068
...too close to home brother...too close. fuck.
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>>4313712
can someone sauce me? win 10 is being retarded and not letting me copy the title of the file
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>>4317914
https://www.instagram.com/p/B5oA1TnlxLa/?hl=en
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>>4317338
I got on this thread again and I see this. Damn man this is tough to read even. There are no words to describe what you and your family is going through, no words to describe what awaits you.

The only advice I can give you is to keep a nice photo of your mom with you, maybe in a wallet or something. I know this isn't the same ,but I did that with a photo of my dog. She was just the sweetest and kindest dog I've ever seen. I loved her so much and when she passed I cried for the whole day non stop. Later I found a nice photo of her and kept it in my pocket ever since. Took her to countless trips and even to basic training. With it in my pocket I feel less lonely.

Hope your job works out, I'm also hopefully going to be a policeman, still have much paperwork to do for that. Hang in there man, the night just got darker, but it won't last forever.
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>>4317926
Cheers lad
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My favourite one of these that I can't seem to find anymore and wish I had saved is one of a neon-lit bathroom at night. The song "Put Your Head On My Shoulder" is playing in the background.
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>>4317449
>>4317930
Thanks, guys. The photo is a good idea. I'll keep my head up, I'll guide my family through the grief .

Hope you get to become a strong officer as well. Good luck man, it's worth it.
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>>4303754
I've been better. Been switching between my feeling my emotions a lot or a little and then trying to distract from them with vidya and tv shows. Loneliness is starting to hit me and I've reminiscing about my old friends a lot. Hoping that when I get a job I'll be able to find new friends but kind of hard to do that at McWagies or whatever normie job I end up at. I should probably stop visiting these threads and gazing back at what once was along with listening to sad music, but it's so hard not to. This is my second vent post on here, hopefully opening up on here will help
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>>4304851
Are you willing to really throw away a chance at happiness because you can't move on? You need to get a grip. I hate giving tough love speeches but I'm giving you one now. Whatever happened with your ex happened and it hurt. That scar may never truly fade. But you have to accept it and move on. No more dwelling on this and that. Get a move on and I promise you will feel improvement. If you genuinely want to give your new relationship a chance, then you need to let your ex go. Comparing your current girlfriend with her will only end in disaster and pain. If you can't do that, then you're screwed from the start.
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>>4317338
>>4317353
I'm so sorry to hear that anon, I wish you and your family the best and that you get to enjoy the time you have left with your mother. cheers and good luck
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>>4317952
Gothcha brother.
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>>4311998
Why does this have a canned drum beat on top of a really good OST
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>>4310295
cringe
23 is nothing
good job, you got over your teenage angst
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>>4315435
whatever 1999
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>>4318078
You are a fucking king, sir.
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>>4308226
Based taste.
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>>4316355
focus on career, children can wait til you have 750,000 in the bank and your boss gives you a pat on the back.
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>>4315435
Extension du domaine de la lutte
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>>4318503
kino
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>>4318286
growing up is hard. Most "men" are little babies who throw tantrums when their Applebee's order arrives 5 minutes late. I'm sure they go on the internet when they get home and make fun of "angsty teenagers"
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>>4315835
this one is just so perfect and beautiful
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>>4318503
>>4318569
damn reviewbrah and duster? kino asf
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>>4315702
His whole death of the universe statement was dumb, but I agree with his point. Having your emotional turmoil revolve around relationship dependence seems shallow.
Though personally I believe that a lot of anons just mistake what they're feeling as crippling loneliness, requiring some intimate relationship to make things better. After getting their prized relationship, maybe then will they realize that that wasn't the issue at all.
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>>4318750
I'm not saying it's the be all end all of existence or it'll fix your problems, but it's retarded to think you can just be above "having your emotions affected by romantic relationships", it's like the single most naturally ingrained thing in your brain. thinking you can just outgrow it is a cope entertained only by children and childish people, ironically almost certainly resulting from emotional turmoil related to relationships.
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>>4303754
it's 8am and I still haven't gone to bed
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>>4303754
currently have no direction in where my life is going. Live day by day hoping things will eventually get better, but I know they wont unless I try. I'm afraid of change and make no effort to do so. My social skills have diminished since High School and I struggle to make friends. Afraid of being left behind by the only friends I have left, but I know its inevitable because of the way I am. Life feels less and less enjoyable as the years go by and yearn to be in a relationship with someone I genuinely love. I'm coming to terms that I will most likely die alone if I don't get my shit together.
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>>4318994
ikr
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>>4303754
I've been spying on my roommates conversations with her boyfriend and they make me feel so alone and empty. I wish I could make a girl have the tone she has when she talks to him.
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>>4308670
>>4308688
I look at these every couple of months and I remember how I felt when I finished highschool and entered college
It's been 5 years but I wish I could go back just for a day
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>>4319611
It's okay to dwell on the past every once in a while anon, but make sure not to fall into the trap of doing it too much. I've been there before, and the bottom line is it happened, it's over, and you can't change anything about it. The only thing you can do is take hold of your future, and endlessly dwelling on the past will only do you harm.
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>>4315497
You’re not alone. I was and have been in that same position, STEM as well. It took me around 350 applications across my country, and only got 3 interviews, until I got a job. Not including all the shit during that time. And even then the job just broke me. I wish I could tell you it gets easier, but I can’t. Just know you’re not alone.
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>>4319659
Please don't post this. My ex and I used to go to arcades all the time, it was actually our last date before she dumped me for a rich finance chad. We were going to get married, but she cheated. Still hurts 3 years later.
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>>4316479
Quit being a faggot and do something, confront her, tell her how you feel, communicate. If she rejects you? Who gives a fuck you massive pussy, do you know how retarded it is to cuddle and be that close but go "we're just friends"

What are you? Amish? How do you cuddle with a chick, get that intimate and not try anything?
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>>4304248
i tried looking for this song for 2 days, no luck
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>>4320604
song?
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>>4321155
Decay by SomeNonsense on SoundCloud
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>>4319659
Yeah, don't worry. I am living the moment, but once in a blue moon I take a look back and remember where I was in life.
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>>4303754
I relate to none of the shit anyone has posted in response to your post. I am growing increasingly alienated from humanity, or maybe I always was, and I'm neither happy or sad about it. I was never meant to live in the world, and what paradoxically keeps me going is the certainty that I will eventually exit it. I don't like the world, I don't like people, I don't like life, I don't want to have anything to do with any of this, and the more I double down on these feelings instead of giving in meekly to the social expectations of normalfaggots, the more free I feel.
I think I'm on the right path bros. The next and hardest step is becoming a true hermit.
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>>4321264
there seems to be more people like me.
i wont become a hermit, just wish to observe others in peace living seems to difficult and retarded anyways
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>>4303754
Iv lost so much weight at work...there are a lot of cute guys but I keep obsessing over one. Harmony is his name...such a cute name....I don't think he likes me but I am trying to ignore him. I need to stop crushing on every cute guy that I see.
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>>4320576
Was first posted circa 2017. pretty sure its OC some anon made with a theremin.
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>>4308659
please explain
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>>4313068
i havent had something hit me this hard in a while
fuck, now that i know i'm not the only one i know this is a "regular" thing and it's never going to change
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>>4303754
alright, my ex of 3 years left me 6 months ago because she lost feelings. We texted a few times 2 months after and once on the phone, she blocked me recently. Not sure why, I left her alone for another two months and reached out asking for some kind of closure or explanation to understand where I went wrong. She told me she was busy and not motivated to talk because she felt she had been as clear as possible, blocked me after that.

I didn't even know she wasn't happy or had doubts until it was too late. I never got an explanation or anything, I'll never understand how someone I was so close to made commitment to shut me out of their life.

I loved her so much I was going to ask her to marry me, I had no idea she had been feeling this way for months and kept it to herself.

It's such a slap in the face, it hurts so much that even though I miss her and just want to hug her and kiss her forehead, it's not good for me to go back to someone who disrespected me like that, even if she came back.

I wish I could just stop loving and thinking about someone who doesnt love me or think about me. I'm so tired of hurting over a girl who doesn't even feel I'm worth an explanation.

it hurts so much to see my best friend betray me and turn into a resentful weirdo who doesnt want anything to do with me and I don't even know why.

I'm doing alright with my art and school, stuff like that. But man, even though you've been a bitch about this, I really miss you, babe :/
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>>4307520
Hi Carlo.
Keep your chin up. Seeing as how she's completely shaved her head now, you really dodged a bullet.
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>>4321754
/wsg/ top priority find this song
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>>4321869
its almost certainly an original song. its been nearly 7 years with no source. best of luck
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>>4321828
sorry about that anon but, sauce on show and song?
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>>4311692
I love you too, will you cuddle with me?
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>>4313068
>1634509682255
I don't get this one. Does the wife sleep with the kids? Or is the guy imagining something that isn't there?
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>>4322113
He's dreaming.
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>>4321951
nah sorry man saved it while back, I'd like to know myself
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>>4319184
what's your post anon
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I don't have any music 4 this, but I thought it would be good material for something





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