whatever content fills you with an existential desire to end your life, knowing you'll never get to experience genuine love and affection
>>3806384this made me laugh that's cute>>3806385repost of this mediocre thing #23409824>>3806386kek>>3806387that's nicewho cares about love and affection? the ride doesn't stop now, it doesn't stop if you have it. make the best of it and surf the kali yuga.
>>3806384>another Kabbalah demoralization threadGood try
oh look its sad sorry cunt general #7836fuck off retards, the world is better off without people like you, kys already.
>>3806411thanks bro. good post.
>>3806384lol if this wasnt acted then he is a hardcore beta and she wants my cock more than his
>>3806384I'd find this adorable if i wasn't unsure whether it was staged or not.
>>3806451I love dogs. I own two dogs. Dogs eat shit. Anyone who lets a dog lick them is a disgusting freak.
>>3806387>>3806386I know this feeling and never want to feel it again
>>3806427Reality's a bitch
>>3806662Did she break your heart Anon?
go back to /r9k/ and stay there
>>3806427kek, peak ''modern dating''
>>3806427I want to ask her what she's looking for.
>>3806888What's it like to hold the hand of someone you love? Interlinked.Do they teach you how to feel finger to finger? Interlinked.Do you long for having your heart interlinked? Interlinked.Do you dream about being interlinked?Have they left a place for you where you can dream? Interlinked.What's it like to hold your child in your arms? Interlinked.What's it like to play with your dog? Interlinked.Do you feel that there's a part of you that's missing? Interlinked.Do you like to connect to things? Interlinked.What happens when that linkage is broken? Interlinked.Have they let you feel heartbreak? Interlinked.Did you buy a present for the person you love? Within cells interlinked.Why don't you say that three times? Within cells interlinked. Within cells interlinked. Within cells interlinked.
>>3806411Go back to Facebook
>>3806384The only thing about that webm that makes me want to end it all is how unbearably cringe inducing it is.
>>3806440Lol larp more fag
>>3806522Your dog eats shit, my dog is cool as fuck.
>>3806384yeah this is suicide fuel alright god damn that shit is lame, you out your damn mind if you find this cute
>>3806522I have not once seen my dog eat shit in the 7 years i've had him. You sound like a terrible trainer.
>>3806399i want this, nobody can posting anything else in this thread thatll make me say "i genuinely want this" besides this
I love these sorts of videos, they don't make me depressed they just show me what's possible
>>3806385Oh my God I'm so fucking lonely.
>>3806384Jesus grow the fuck up, theres way kore to life than having to have a gf
>>3806384we need more threads like this
>>3806384The only reason you feel the way you feel when watching these videos is because you're lustful. Stop lusting and become free.There is much more to life than being able to stick your penis in some whore's meat pouch. Get over yourself, stop wasting your life.
>>3806385aaaaaaaaAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH just fucking kill me already
Hey anon, this isn't healthy. I hope you can find some modicum of happiness in this life, but this isn't the way.
>>3806384bro ameroids are so artificial and patheticno wonder jews call you goyimyou have fucking emotions based on what you watched in movies or videosyou have no connection to reality and nature
>>3806662Same here ...but fortunately I'm so full of hate now there isnt even room for sadness anymore.
>>3807990song is called lost kitten by metric.
>>3806997Literally anything interesting. In her circle everyone is hot, you have to be interesting too. All those dudes look vanilla as fuck.
>>3808075this is true. thanks for putting into wordst. american
>>3806385This hurts so fucking much and i don't know why
>>3808075what I hate more is that our entertainment is so ass now that people need to feel emotion from shitty videos, and fucking Korean media is more popular on American streaming services too ffs. But I get sad that our entertainment is no longer good because I always had aspirations to write shit, but then I see our art is turning into that grub hub shit, or it's nothing but remasters etc. I should just move to Europe or Asia if I wanna be an actual script writer or something.
>>3806888more music like this?
>>3806384What sort of faggot screw up looks at a cute girl loving her Boyfriend and thinks to himself. DURRRRRRRR I WANNA KILL MAHSELF! Why don't you pick up your head and march forward in life get yourself a loving wife like the guy in the video don't be some sorry little pathetic excuse of a person throwing a pity party for themselves.
>>3808075>>3808129>>3808142Nice try, chinkoids.
>>3806386sucks beeing a ape
>>3808210This is fantastic, its like the white autist version of the clip where the dude is outside screaming about someone being wack.
>>3808210has he considered not acting like an insecure woman?
Guys you do realize you can just stop caring about women and what your coworkers think about you. Take some classes. Read through the books you've had sitting on your shelf for years. My life has been happier and more productive since I "gave up". I don't understand this type of thread. Stop wasting your thoughts.
>>3808701I can reason myself into not caring all I want doesnt make it reality. That fking itch on your foot doesn't actually matter but that doesn't mean you wont scratch it
>>3808701Easier said than done.
>>3808210This is in boston. Wish I could figure out where exactly so I could go for the photo op
>>3808107This is insightful, thanks
>>3806411Just go back, man. You're not welcome here
>>3807865Goddamn, I gotta stop being lazy and lift brah
>>3808221Metric - Lost Kittenhttps://youtu.be/3Xw-9OE1j-Y
>>3808210>>3808746Nevermind I found it. It's tremont st & west st, boston. https://email@example.com,-71.0632946,19.5zStreetview: https://firstname.lastname@example.org,-71.063491,116.95h,-6.7p,1z
>>3808371kek i'm american born and raised. why dont you work on bettering our country instead of being an ignorant retarded faggot
>>3806384nice try chang
>>3806385I got too high a couple of weeks ago and kept hearing this song in my head then I started thinking about how lonely I am and then I threw up all over my carpet
>>3808823>kek i'm american born and raised.So is any other chink that plops down over US soil
What a bunch of pussy loving brainless monkeys in this thread. Its better to be financially well off, retiring alone with no kids. Than to deal with frivolous pursuits. Their only argument is "cope".
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>>3807975fuck no, do not fuckng pass out on my lapmy legs are gonna fall asleep and I'm gonna have to take a shit and she's gonna be asleep and get mad if I wake her upspeaking from experience this is the actual worstI've had every part of my body fall asleep/get that tingly shit from pinched nerves due to my wife falling asleep on me, it fucking sucksnope nope nope
>>3806384FUCK THIS GAY ASS THREADTHIS IS NOW A PUSHUP THREADLAST 2 DIGITS DETERMINE HOW MANY YOU DO ANYTHING UNDER 99 GETS TRIPLED
>>3808909FUCK THIS REROLL
>>3808912FUCK GIVE ME MORE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
>>3808916imagine trying so hard for so little
>>3806385God fucking damnit.
>>3807458bull fucking shit i bet your dog licks his asshole and his balls like any other dog.
>>38079654Chan is just a bunch of sad, lonely fucks these days. Funny part is, they'd rather cry than do something about it. If you can't find love, maybe you need to change some shit about yourself.
>>3808771this dude is so based.>>3808926kino
>>3809036get up kids is 'sad' pop punk. Fuck off with that fake emo shit
>>3808909So being anti-porn means that you spend all day thinking of semi nude muscular guys? Seem legit, mate
>>3809044How is it fake?It is what it is, miidwest emo. That album is god tier in the genre.
>>3808909Time to finally get into shape. ROLLING
>>3808075Those are not the accents of native english speakers.
is the close embed for webm not showing up for anyone else?
>>3809091Shows up for me. Maybe you just need to restart 4chan
>>3809046That's an expression of drive for glory, it's a juvenile expression of it, a very surface-level one, but it is of that noble nature.You, on the other hand, lack the capacity to even recognize it.>>3808909Roll. I'll quadruple it.
>>3808909 fuck it ROLL
>>3809104>>3809107>>3809108Let me reroll for you anonHere we go ROLLERINO
>>3807017What was the meaning of interlinked and the baseline stuff ?
>>3808701Yeah i'd like to kill that sensible, weak and feel-y part of my brain to swim in pure logic and coldness
>>3809141Blade Runner 2049Good movie, lives up to the first, but not in the same way
>>3806384>suicide fueljust because i can't have it doesn't mean i don't feel happy about someone else having itat least one of us got happy
>>3809157The suicide fuel is in knowing that type of retarded basic bitch shit is actually the best you can hope for in a gf.
>>3809147Exercise restraint and discipline. Bravery is not fearlessness, it is choosing to act when you do experience fear.
This one especially hurts me
I whant Ww3 so I can die and my death can mean something, I'm too scared to do it myself and I think if I do it, my death will be meaningless
>>3809271You're a child. Men seek glory, death may come but there is no glory in death itself. Grow up and make meaningful your life.
>>3808909BASED LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
>>3809174Good one>>3809271>If I die in a war my death will have meaningAnon...
I don't really like this one but It was posted everywhere so I saved it.I don't know why there was always a guy saying "She looks just like my Ex/friend"
>>3809281>>3809174FFS there is a hug difference between a girl being quirky fun and playfull and full grown woman acting like a retarded children to get attention / strive on your sexual misery.When I was in Japan that shit would make me furious. Some friends from uni came to me for advice and the only thing that mattered was that they should stop orbiting these fucking sirens.These girls KNOW that they are cute and they have learned from a super young age that they can get what they want by putting on cute faces or acting cute. Their whole childhood their parents and adults were in awe of them so they keep going as they age. Why bother if as soon as you make a pouty face or some high pitched sound you instantly get betas throwing money and attention at you.Stay the fuck away from those vampires.
>>3809303Tbf she looks exactly like a friend of mine when she had short hair. She even has the same t-shirt. I actually sent her the video and asked her if it was an old footage of her but apparently it's notStill a warm nostalgia when I watch the vid
>>3809308Nice advice for real life I guess, but those are webms so I don't give a fuck. If I find it aesthetically pleasing and cute I will save it and watch it every know and then
>>3809306o yeah, how i know this feel.
>>3809096>all of that copeLmao, whatever floats your boat.Faggot
This thread is pathetic, pretending the world is a disney romcom movie for everyone else but them.If only you knew what real love and actually being in a relationship was like, youd realize how fucking dumb you are.Youve created such wrong preconceived notions of love and relationships, youll never ever make it.
The last time I felt a woman's touch I was 24I turned 30 4 days agoFor fucks sake what went so wrong?
>>3808909rolling rolling rolling rolling
>>3809386im 26 and never had a gf
Pussy's probably not worth feeling like a loser about, anon. I would worry more about being in good physical health and finding a healthy outlet for your frustrations in life.
>>3809081Little Dark Age - MGMT
>>3807033>>3808748Reddit-tier answer. He's right.
>>3808909LTES FUCKING GOOOOO
>>3809520The worst thing about this thread is the fact that I couldn't do 60 fucking pushups
>>3809304Deep insecurity emanating from that girl
>>3806384>vocal fry>bieber haircut>skinny, flabby arms>calls his girlfriend 'wifey'>girlfriend is more aggressive and has the same voice timbre as himgod this new generation is fucking pathetic
>>3809551how so ?
>>3809168>disciplinei have 0 self discipline. Fear and anxiety take over easily
post some webms you faggots
>>3808902stand up, carry her to bed. faggot
>>3808909Fuck it. Roll
Lol now imagine the pain of coming home to a woman that you're planning on marrying, it's been a long day, you're tired and hungry, you open the front door and your woman is cooking dinner with her back to you, wearing a dress that showcases her hourglass figure and singing. Life is good.Within a few weeks she's gone, you're alone in the house you picked out together, smoking yourself silly and sitting in your living room watching whatever to pass the time until you pass out, desperately trying not to look at the pictures of you and her on the walls. You go out to the porch for a cigarette and see her dying plants she was growing, try to ignore the habitat she made for the lizards on the porch, ignore that you're ashing on the table you bought together.I don't want sympathy, my point is that it's not that fucking great bros. If it works out that's awesome, but it usually doesn't. If you can find something that works, stick to it I suppose. And don't get a house together until you're married.
>>3806384now i miss my gf :(
>>3809316what is she bitching about?
>>3808878I wish I could feel something that strongly.I have reached the stage where I am just apathetic about it all, and I hate it.I want to feel something.
>>3809719>I have reached the stage where I am just apathetic about it all, and I hate it.>I want to feel something.Start doing nice things for people randomly, it helps.
>>3809723I can give that a shot I suppose
>>3806386But...but...black men stealing all the white women...
>>3809551Ofc, all girls that age are insecure
>>3809300Just remember you fucking faggots. this is nice, its true, but it often fades and is revealed to be fundamentally illusory. People change, people seek shelter in other's company for many reasons, and no one owes anyone ANYTHING. Youll always have to be your own man. Dont pine for the shit in this thread. Just live well and understand, these moments will come and go, but they're not worth getting down about.
>>3809829False. It's worth.
>>3809567It's a skill, develop. You can choose to remain how you are otherwise, up to you.
>>3808909LETS FUCKING GET IT DOGS
>>3807966nerd guy with a cutey. fuckin kill me now
>>3809174my first and only girlfriend looked almost like that. she wasn't very lucky though.
>>3809021Nah, I'm good here. Stop being such fucking sad sacks. Unless you've got legit depression, you're probably only lonely because you're an asshole. Either way, get some fucking helping.Being suicidal over not being in a relationship is the worst thing you can be suicidal over. Shit's insulting to people who have actual, real problems.
>>3809883please no not again i dont need this again
>>3806947wasn't there a study that said dating apps have made dating pretty much worse, with the ease of flicking people alway
>>3809683The fact that she can't just have fun making videos online because of a bunch of edgy assholes.Y'all are sad and depressed, but don't think twice about making other people miserable. Kinda fucked up, innit?
>>3808926I unironically like midwest emo, those rifts are very nostalgic for me
>>3808221Broken Social Scene.
>>3809287Boy that scene looks familiar.
>>3806397>virgins dreaming about getting a gf>muh mossad demoralizing the youth/pol/ should be nuked and everyone who uses it should have their internet shut down permanentlydone worse for the society than 10Xmossads and vaticans
>>3809838its worth it if you actually have a grasp of your own identity and arent artificially elevating a moment because it matches your borrowed sentimentality. the vast majority of people engaging in this sad exercise are actually precluding themselves from a real "relationship" because theyre objectifying not only the partner, but themselves. its narcissism to romanticize things like this, especially the things you dont have.
FUCK why the FUCK did I open this FUCKING thread. Dammit to FUCK. ITS NOT FAIR FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
>>3809910What the hell is wrong with Asian women?
WTF WITH THIS THREAD
>>3807689Im looking for the first nerdy ginger girl before I can say that
>>3806385Thanks, Ill be killing myself shortly.
I don't think the people here actually want a "girlfriend", I believe regular people that have been in relationships before know that, while it feels nice and good to be in a relationship, it isn't the end all be all.I think what they actually want is to be loved, to know that someone cares, that someone will miss them when they die, that they exist and are recognized.They're lonely people, the reason as to why can be whatever, perhaps they have a terrible personality that puts off people, perhaps they are super nervous around others and can't bring themselves to talk to other people, perhaps they have legit autism and can't intuitively understand how to socialize with other people, perhaps they were born ugly and others simply avoided them, either way they're lonely, and their situation won't get better until they can figure out how to interact with others and make meaninful relationships, but since they've been lonely for so long they've lost all confidence that things can be better, making it even harder for them to find the will necessary to fix things, and distorting the way they percieve the world, making it harder to even know what it is that's making them lonely.I guess some advice I can give is to try and figure out exactly what it is that prevents them from socializing, and I mean actually taking a moment to think hard about it, writing down what ther issues are, and see how they can be improved, I know some things really can't be fixed, someone who is 4'9 can't do much about their height, however they can work in other areas such as developing a richer personality, working out, making sure they look good, whatever. The point is to try and improve, even the slightest bit of improvement is better than nothing
>>3806384This was definitely filmed with the girls phone but it still makes me wanna die
>>3806386Way better with sound. Womens voices make me cry
>>3809303sauce on music?
>>3806427so women on tinder are just the polar opposite of men on tinder?
>>3810131>dude you're a catch>lower your standards>improve yourself>bee yourself>there's plenty of fish>she wasn't right for you>neither was she>or herFace it. Some people were never meant for love. Its only become more apparent in the last 30 years. Anything before the internet/social media generation was only there because of convenience or arrangement. Now people have a lot more options. Life has become much more degen. People in this thread are quickly being left behind. And it isn't our fault. Its just the nature of it all. Marriage and long term relationships are deviations of that nature. We've finally come full circle.
>>3808107Lmao, good one.
>>3810195I'm not gonna deny that, social media has made it all the more difficult to form meaningful bonds with other people, and I understand that some people will probably never will be with someone elseHowever you can't be certain that it will be youI'm not saying that you should even get a gf either, I'm more saying that one should strive to find someone they can at least call friend.It's like I said before, a short person cannot get taller, however, they can indeed improve other parts of their life so that they are happier. Maybe you can't get the girl, but at least you can hang out with the boys.What I'm saying is, try to make the best out of a bad situation.It might not be the best, but it's better than nothing.
>>3810222Okay but how am I going to stay in the gene pool when I'm hanging around with other lads all the time? What s gonna happen when those lads start getting wives or having kids while I'm sat there with my cock in hand? Or maybe I should hang out with the other virgins but what does that lead to?Don't even answer because I'm being facetious. The answer is Depression, Degeneracy, and Death. Its been proven when scientist take two or more male animals and they immediately die off because none of them are getting any.
>>3810228Honestly mate it seems like no matter what anyone says you're just going to find a way to argue that no one's gonna fuck you, and the only thing I can tell you for sure is that having weird, fatalistic ideas about it all being hopeless and woe is me, all that dickless shit is repulsive to women. It's not attractive, you're priming yourself for a self-fulfilling prophecy in which you get no pussy ever.To me, either write off pussy forever and stop trying to justify it with all this mopey shit and learn to be content in yourself, or drop all your miserable shit and start getting your mind right, get all that beta shit out of your head and start adopting the attitude of "nah it's all good, I'll find the right chick and it'll be fine". If you're a virgin and someone asks, nah, I've had sex a few times. Her over there? Last date I went on? Couple weeks ago, she was nice but not my type. Cultivate an image of self respect and a sense of having things together, of striving continuously to become better, even if it's made up bullshit at first.Patrice O'Neal said it best - you are Superman, she is Lois Lane. If you don't view yourself as better and more capable than the woman you want, neither will she. Women want to feel safe and secure with a confident man, they're physically weaker and much more mentally manipulatable so biologically speaking it is imperative that they seek those things.Fat dudes get laid, nerdy dudes get laid, creepy dudes get laid, assholes get laid, morons get laid, even smelly dudes get laid.If you want to find love, its out there, drop the pity party shit and you'll be fine, your biggest problem imo is that you seem like you would rather wax poetic and romanticize your loneliness rather than actually have a relationship.
>>3810228I know the effects of loneliness on animalsBut let's look at the scenario we have createdWe have a man, who for some reason or another can't get a gf/wife.What's he to do?Let us assume he's tried his best, but he simply wasn't good enough.Well, is it best to simply roll over and die?I said it beforeMake the best out of a bad situationIf you can't change one aspect of your life, then change anotherIt's fine if you can't continue on your genetic legacy, accept that and move on, focus on other aspects of your life.I get it might be hard, I get you might feel immense dread upon seeing others who have been dealt a better hand than yours. However you still aren't out of the game, find something else that will bring you happiness
>>3810246Anon will you help me lose my virginity? Thought so.>>3810250>Well, is it best to simply roll over and die?Yes. It's called the Human Race for a reason. Because we are all vying to stay in the gene pool. And some of us are genetic dead ends. We lost. And there is no better luck next time. This is life.
>>3810260>Anon will you help me lose my virginity?I just did, and you can either read it and apply it to life and actually form a connection with a woman, or you can do what I predicted earlier which is continue to romanticize your lack of confidence like a sad retard, your reward being fucking nothing because you didn't have enough of a dick to believe in yourself for 5 seconds.
>>3810260>Anon will you help me lose my virginity? Thought soI can help you, but only if you're fine with boipucciJokes aside my primary concern is not the propagation of the human species, but rather the reduction of suffering.So to say that because one could not reproduce should mean that one should end it all seems rather nonsensical to me, and I don't think we can see eye to eye on that pointOh well
>>3810276>>3810274Guys I'm sorry I'm being such a faggot. I just feel so alone at times. Like I don't relate to the people i see making dumb jokes and flirting with each other. And maybe it's my fault. Maybe I don't want to relate. That opting to be misunderstood makes me feel special and mysterious. I'm doing it to myself and can stop when I want. But I guess I'll always just be a wishy washy outcast. The only one in my way is myself. I'm sorry for upsetting you fellas even a little
>>3810299Do them. You got off lucky compared to anyone else
>>3810301It's all good man, I wouldn't have written it if I didn't care about you. I gave advice in a harsh and direct way because I've been where you are, I understand what got me out of it, and I also understand some of the major components of what the problem was (i.e romanticizing my situation and seeking to justify it rather than improving myself and how I interacted with women I was interested in and how I acted in general), so when I see someone out there who is in that same mental bear trap, I'm going to try and snap the person out of it because I know that shit sucks.to be continued
>>3810317I already did 53, almost there, I'm ain't giving up today
>>3806384>the happiness of others makes me sadwhat the fuck is wrong with you peoplehow about instead of despairing like faggots you work towards improving your situation enough to experience the things you're seeing in these videos
>>3810301My point is I've been where you are and I know that because I've had those thoughts, it sucks shit and it consumed too many years of my life. I don't want that for anyone. Here's stuff that helped me get out >Your happiness and wellbeing can't depend on you having a woman or not>Barring objectively awful causes like death of a loved one other legit misfortune, your default mood regardless of external circumstance should be well humored or at least stoic>seek to bring joy to those around you, and to be useful, that is most of how most people in public will judge your value. Some people will never like you, that's fine, but being good to be around will have the most amount of people liking you by an insane margin.>visualize any emo shit you're thinking about, whether its to do with not having a woman or loneliness, visualize that as cancer, as a hideous floating tumor that launches piping hot shits at people who get near, because that's the invisible thing that happens when you harbor those thoughts, you inflict them on the people around you as well as yourself.>No seriously, Idc how retarded or irrational that sounds, commit yourself to not harboring cancer thoughts, you literally carve neural pathways in your brain with repetitive thinking patterns. When you get one of those thoughts, catch yourself doing it and actively think "No, I'm gonna be fine/I will find love/I am/will be good to be around", whatever it happens to be.
>>3810361>Be around positive people>Listen to positive content>Listen to Patrice O'Neal talk about women and relationships, I'm dead serious, there's dozens of hours of material and while I don't agree with all of it, most of it is solid. Sam Hyde gives some good advice too, again not all of it necessarily, but use your discernment, the true stuff is obvious.>Love yourself>Forgive yourself>Love others>Be loyal and honor your commitments to the best of your ability, that's a huge part of trust>Might sound obvious but literally seek to be the best dude you possibly can, and pursue that sincerely. People will notice, because its rare.>Fear is the mind killer. Despair is Hell, and is never acceptable. Never, ever despair.>In the car of existence, most of the bad, ugly, sad shit you percieve on the road of life is actually just dead bugs, smudges and bullshit on the windshield, which is your perception.>I'm not sober and a lot of this might sound gay and I don't care, all of what I've said helped me tremendously and I wouldn't have typed this much for no reason, I legit hope you read it and give it your best
>>3810301>>3810366Oh and>Don't ever fucking do antidepressants, cost me 5 years of my youth, loss of opportunities, gaping psychological wounds and I can never get that time back
>>3810373Thanks anon. While its too late for me to not take the antidepressants and antipsychotics I'm willing to give your way a try.
>>3810366>>3810361lol dont listen to this fag hes just giving platitudes I used to hear them all the time in alcoholics anonymous its basic group therapy do us a favour and stop blowing smoke up our ass
>>3810381Ah I'm sorry anon, those are horrifying. Those were one of the worst decisions I ever made, and coming off of them was one of the best. Coming off was difficult but absolutely doable, and every day or so I got a little piece of myself back. Can't recommend it enough anon. I understand the withdrawl and it does suck, but just use kratom or something mate it helps like crazy and makes it waaaaay easier to get off em. I hope you do try it anon, you really should. And legit consider getting off the brain pills, the shock I felt at my original personality coming back and the fading away of the altered one was a fucking trip in itself. They're so fucking bad man. Obviously if you've got some weird thing where you cut your fingers off without them, I'd really really consider it, that shit is hell inducing.And your welcome.>>3810388Yeah it's kinda weird how people that want to give people advice on how to get out of specific problems tend to give certain specific, recurring answers huh? It's almost as if answers exist that actually help a ton of people. You're a crab in a bucket and the idea of a crab escaping that's not you is intolerable.
>>3809745Hes a literal boy
>>3810131There is no such thing as improvement since everything is relative and you are physically trapped in a certain scale and spectrum of universal experience. Also, nothing is perfect, you can't be better than nothing, even if you were an all knowing, ever present, omnipotent God, nothing would still be more powerful, knowledgeable and available than you.
>>3810171I think that fucks up your profile anyway and blocks access to highly new profiles and widely desirable matches just like if you try match with everyone instead of reject them.
>>3810260Something is called a race when you are all trying to compete to get to the end as quickly as possible, not to keep it going for as long as possible, that is the polar opposite of a race. Race also means>a strong or rapid current flowing through a narrow channel in the sea or a river.Which is what human are, a small set of slightly variable characteristics quickly flowing through the flow of time without much power to do anything except go with the flow until you reach your outlet.
>>3810343What you don't understand in your delusional mania is that none of the stuff happening in those videos are the result of anyone's hard work, it is the result of being accepted simply for who you are by someone who is inherently similar to you and intuitively understands your experience and what make you happy almost by complete accident and happenstance.
>>3809883To Zanarkand just makes me sad.
>>3809829>>3810048this anon gets it
>>3810510I think you mean that anon takes it as in, you know where.
>>3809308cool story bro
>>3810229fuck this one always gets me>why did you do it
>>3808020This dude right here. Also, if all of you knew how much stress a relationship is, I swear you'd dread getting into one. The only thing that keeps me in mine is that care about her the same way I do for my family
>>3810229only one I can't genuinely watch, thanks for keeping the filename
>>3809955she's talking about the people who doxxed her, retard
>>3809851How do i start developping that skill ?
>>3806427Tbh I'm a dude and i do the same thing. No point wasting swipes on people who won't match with me anyway
>>3810260>Anon will you help me lose my virginity? Thought so.This is the fundamental problem you mopey faggot, you want someone else to do it for you like a lazy nigger. In that case have fun dying alone because it is exclusively your fault.
>>3810650How can you have sex without someone else helping you do it?
>>3810612You develop skills in proportion to your current level of skill. Something just a step above what's comfortable, start simple. Elect to go to sleep at a particular time every single day, wake up at a particular time every day. Choose not to buy certain foods to refrain from eating them. Limit poor habits by limiting your exposure either in intensity or time. Take a cold shower every day or every few days. Do some form of exercise, even if a little but regularly.The point is to build good routines and gain a positive velocity of change. If you exercise 1 minute a day, but +1 minute every day. You're on track to daily exercise for an hour after 2 months.You're building a self-reinforcing positive cycle, as opposed to being in the negative one. Good habits, just like bad habits build atop each other. Good sleep contributes to every other good thing you do in your life.
>>3810656You have to already have discipline to successfully do any of that, the question was how to develop the "skill" of discipline, not all the other skills where discipline is already needed in order to develop them.
>>3810672There's no magic here, you consciously choose to do the right thing and go through with it. You already have measures of self-control to some extent, everyone does else they'd be dead or in prison, just direct that existing energy into a productive affair. If you presently do 0 exercise and you can't choose to do 1 minute of exercise in a day, you're lying to yourself.
>>3810655Go fuck yourself. Try that
>>3810675That is not called sex, it is called masturbation.If you want to have sex, you need a partner to help you, but you should probably take a shower, lift weights, and get a clue first.
>>3810681I have a raging clue right now.
>>3810674>you consciously choose to do the right thing and go through with it.A simple choice is not a skill.>If you presently do 0 exercise and you can't choose to do 1 minute of exercise in a day, you're lying to yourself.Its not about can't its about want, someone without discipline doesn't want to choose to do that so they don't, so how do they develop from that as a skill into your ideals and how do you make choices that go against your desires?
>>3810686First of all, you don't need to "want" to do a good thing, you need only do it.How do you identify with desire? What is the level of identification you have with your body? When your body is hungry, are YOU hungry - do you identify the desire as essentially yours?
>>3810691What the fuck are you even talking about, how is any of that skill related rather than etymological?
>>3810695Your question pivoted from discipline into a different area, I'm addressing it. You're asking how you can change from wanting X to wanting Y, as opposed to cultivating the will to do Y. That is a completely different subject, a much more complex at that.If you don't have any existing connection to Y, there's nothing you can do but simply force yourself to do so, but this is the case for very few people.
>>3810702So how do you develop the skill to brute force yourself to do things you don't want to do and how is simply forcing yourself different from the skill of discipline?
>>3810712Brute force I'd classify as a subset of discipline. As any other skill, through practice.
>>3810717How does one practice and get better at that skill over time?
>>3810726By practicing it. Specifics are best defined by you given your awareness of yourself, I'm not familiar with your situation.
>>3810738I wasn't necessarily asking for specifics for anyone in particular, I was asking about the skill development in general.
>>3810740If you asked me how to play guitar better, I'd tell you to practice playing guitar - how you practice depends on your specifics, do you prefer exercises, learning songs, writing? Some would be more efficient given preference.
>>3806385Looks like my ex, kinda hurts
>>3810690Not him but Joji - Medicine
>>3808909ROLLING LET'S GOOOOOOO
>>3810747I would tell you that is a bullshit answer.If you want to learn the guitar, you learn about chords and practice notes and scales until you developed the muscle memory to jump between whatever notes and chords you can imagine or copy.There is no way to practice or develop brute force application of going against your desires, it is the same every time no matter who you are or what your intentions and you won't get better at it.
>>3810814You just displayed a preference. I started with guitar by learning songs and then making and practicing my own exercise patterns.Liken will to a muscle, it is to be exercised. It is skill in much the same way an experienced athlete knows how to utilize his body in most effective manners.
>>3810821>I started with guitar by learning songsAre the songs you know not made of combinations of notes and chords?>Liken will to a muscle, it is to be exercised.So you get by in life by dissociating yourself from you to justify relaxing your own will to be guided by your environmental social pressures in the name of discipline, then pretend your submission to authority was you exercising your own personal will the entire time and comparing yourself to some kind of Olympian who perfected an actual skill involving a great deal of gained understanding of their body and their environment?
>>3810830Your post are increasingly disingenuous. Learning about chords is a different process from learning and practicing songs, both build upon a similar skill foundation - that's not what you're addressing. "Practice notes" is as general a statement as "practice playing guitar". Everything else you said is projection or fantasy.
>>3809883i didnt fucking need that
You're getting worked up over people deliberately posing for rolling cameras.
>>3806385I don't know why this webm does it for so many people. Am I just dead inside?
>>3810838>Learning about chords is a different process from learning and practicing songsIts a different way to describe the same thing, one is more broad and one is unnecessarily specific.If you want to practice notes, you need to learn to tune and measure your instrument and then repeat the necessary fnger movements to develop muscle memory in order to gain precision while minimizing mistakes so you can play combinations of notes faster and better, I am not the disingenuous one who just tries to say you practice notes by practicing notes.There are no steps to getting better at discipline, there is following authority and being punished or rewarded by whatever outside force they impose depending on if you do what they tell you or not and to what degree you disobey.Discipline is not a skill you can practice and develop, it is a character trait in reaction to your social environment.
>>3810855You constructed a definition, different to mine, probably much different to what most people think of discipline. So you argue against my definition? That's pointless, just post your definition upfront and I'd say that I don't agree.
>>3810893I guess I assumed we were both capable of looking up the primary definition of discipline in various dictionaries and the one of us claiming to be disciplined wasn't going to be childish enough to attempt to turn basic common knowledge tier words into some sort of he said she said affair.>to punish or penalize for the sake of enforcing obedience and perfecting moral character. >training that makes people more willing to obey or more able to control themselves>Discipline is the practice of making people obey rules or standards of behaviour,>Discipline is action or inaction that is regulated to be in accordance (or to achieve accord) with a particular system of governance.
>>3810902I think for myself. Definitions aren't contained in dictionaries - they're contained within the minds of the masses of people.
>>3810906>Definitions aren't contained in dictionariesMeaning isn't contained in your posts.You don't have athletic skills or life experience simply by gifting them to yourself through analogy anonymously on anime forums.Use your own words from your own mind if you think dictionary words are that far beneath you, quit using those words if you don't understand dictionaries are the result of masses of articulate people being overtly mindful regarding their use of common language contained therein.
>>3810911I'm content in you being and remaining wrong, that I will leave up to you.
>>3810915Ok, sprinkles, but I didn't have to disregard language to make myself feel like a winner.
>>3808909ROLLAN LETS GOOOO
>>3809304This is cute.
>>3810229This is why I plan to make all my family members hate me/not care about me before I do it, I don't want something like this to happen
>>3810931Nobody speaks ill of the dead, they will say "he was troubled in his final years, yet was such a good boy as a kid, where did I go so wrong?"People grieving for you will never go away no matter what you do.
>>3810849source? I love this
>>3808909well, it's pushups day after all...
>>3810938I know that, but I can try and lessen it
Pic related is not realThe people posting shit on facebook, instagram, and tik tok is not real.The budlight commercial you saw was not realIts all a facade to sell you something, to push a false narrative of what life is actually supposed to be.For all the times of "genuine love and affection", there is far more being annoyed, being apathetic, wanting to get away, fighting, watching TV and browsing the web to escape.Your life will change very little once you get a GF, you will still have the same hobbies and still do the same things, you will still be the same person 75% of the time.The fact that some people focus solely on that other 25% even to the point of destroying the rest of their life is saddening to me.Live your life to the fullest, to the best of your abilities, with the cards you were dealt. Youll be surprised in the odd places relationships will come up.And the reality is, if they never come up, there is still far more to life than this fantasy of you watching TV like you already do, just on proximity of someone else.Puppy love wears off very quickly anons
>>3809883lol what a demented mindset. You will never be young and fornicate with a 15 year old while being lazy and not paying bills. Uh ok... lol probably a good thing
>>3810963Is that the age you had to start paying your own rent and utilities?
>>3810972No but neither did you, so I don't really get what your saying. I moved out at 18 or so and started working, I'm not wealthy by any stretch. I just save money and live somewhere cheap. It's not very difficult. I get the whole fantasy of being a kid and not having financially responsibilities but idealizing being a child and fucking all day is kind of lame/cringe imo.
>>3810768your ex is 2d?
>>3810849>>3810939Seconding, this is marvelous
>>3810939>>3810989https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ei4TjURB6Q&ab_channel=AtomWaffleI found this but its almost definitely not the original
>>3810981I guess I don't get how it is lazy to not have bills at 15 or to have sex all day.What is a more based fantasy for a 15 year old boy or to look back on your 15 year old young boy self that doesn't involve getting laid?
>>3809141it's to test if the protagonist (a synthetic human) is developing human empathy (they want him an emotionless slave)
>>3810860Metric - Lost Kitten
>>3810993lol I remember it being chill not having bills and I personally lost my virginity at 17 (the sex was not good btw) My point is the fantasy idealizes ultimately silly things. It's fine to be lazy as a kid it's something we just outgrow. feel free to disagree with me
>>3810931this does not make it better. if you can muster up the strength, off yourself at least after your parents die. nobody wants to bury their children, as they say. there are documentaries online about family losing someone to suicide. i urge you to watch these.purposefully disappointing and hurting your parents will not make your death any more bearable to them. instead, try to spend as much quality time with them as is possible, try to make your life better in any way possible. you can always off yourself when your parents are gone too.>t. guy who wants to commit suicide for over three years now, but tries "his best" to lessen the burden for his parents (meaning i sometimes do try my best, but most of the time i just try to at least not fuck up my life too badly).
>>3808909a roll it shall be
>>3810612>>3810656>>3810672>>3810674>>3810686>>3810691>>3810695>>3810702>>3810712>>3810717>>3810726>>3810738>>3810740>>3810747>>3810814>>3810821>>3810830>>3810838>>3810855>>3810893>>3810902>>3810906>>3810911>>3810915>>3810917Autists of the year award goes to these two for arguing about semantics for 25 postsAnd biggest cope award goes to the autist that thinks you can't cultivate discipline
>>3808909I'll do it, ITS FUCKING TIME
>>3811073You either have discipline or you don't, you can't grow, train, or develop it, it either turns on or turns off depending on how closely your desires meet your social expectations claiming you have some great measure of control of your environment and society is the cope.
>>3810853I was about to post the same thingWe're probably just past cartoon-affection age
>>3811090a lot of words for "b-b-but i can't poon or Succeed because of society!!! N-no i was born like this!!"You're coping, Plain and simple.But you're partially right, You either build your discipline and right routine bit by bit or you stay a useless faggot like (you) who blames society for the fact that they aren't doing anything with their worthless lives.
>>3811135I am naturally gifted and good at competition and capitalism and have been since a child, so I never had to be disciplined because I was naturally successful, there was nothing to practice and nothing developed, winning is just my lifestyle, I don't even know how to turn it off, dawg.
This thread is doing the complete opposite of the title, sure I may be a bit melancholic/sad watching these, but it's all so very cute and is making me think "someday you'll have something like this too, something worth living for, so it's definitely worth it to keep going"
>>3811148Oh, Oh course
>>3811150>"someday you'll have something like this too, something worth living for, so it's definitely worth it to keep going"I know for a fact that I won't. I'm too mentally ill. I hope you and other anons make it out though.
>>3808909>>3811180fuck I forgot I'm a fucking twig with no arm strength and can only do 6 at a time, can I do them in an angle that's easier for total beginners or do I have to just try and rest till I finish them?
>>3806385every fucking timeone of the saddest webms I've seen on /wsg/ in years
This thread is re-moralizing because it helps you realize not all women are whores. There's still a chance, bros.
yall are only single because you dont talk to women, just cold approach a girl at a bar and if you get rejected take another shot and do it again its not hardafter you fuck one girl the next is much easier. then you join a youth church and meet a girl through there to marry and actually groom into a wifeonce you actually start talking to women youll realize theyre all the same and mentally children. the only difference is how susceptible they are to manipulation and how much attention they require. once you get over your fear of women its far easier than you think to break them and gaslight them to fit into any mold you like. thats the only reason girls like guys who dont act like you. other men have already gotten over their fear90% of us here are 18-25 year old slightly above average white males, we are the pinnacle of society and in our fucking primes. remember that, know your worth, and learn to act like itthe world doesnt care how young or weak you are, man up or die
>>3808909whats the source on the specific version of this? i looked it up and theres different versions
>>3808902yeah im sure its the worstfuck you
>>3810488Guess what bitch, in the event that that doesnt happen for you, you WILL have to work at it. And most people have to do exactly that. A lot of these little clips are PURE posturing, they may have gotten into some wretched fight or cheated on one another etc. The point is you dont know, and going around resenting others based on your own narcissitic, self loathing, uninformed PROJECTION, isn't going to get you anywhere. Youre just uneducated, and naive. But you'll never learn that actually important lessons, some of which are certainly cynical, unless you stop acting like everyone else has it easier than you.
>>3809044Is Emo making a comeback? I fucking hope so. 2003-2007 had the best music.
>>3809281I want to die in a war so I can finally fucking DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE THAT HAS FUCKING MEANING
>>3810931Don't fucking do it retard. Just move away. Your parents love you no matter how they act or treat you. They probably just dont know how to show it or are pissed off you're just like them. DO NOT KILL YOURSELF. Whatever you're going through right now is temporary, like literally everything else in life. It will go on. Everything bad, everything good, it will pass on to something else. There is never, ever, ever a reason to kys. So please don't. Your family will never hate you, and will only blame themselves after you're gone.
>>3811281>>3810931that's not necessarily true. I won't pretend i can understand the suffering that may make an individual think that ending their life would bring relief even if I have felt it before. If he feels that his suffering is great enough to end his life then he should do it.
>>3808909FUCK YEAAHHHHH LETS GOOO
>>3808701Anon I killed my caring with pills, suicidal thoughts and the complete and utter failure of my life in the eyes of my boomer parents as their only male child when I was 19. I thought I could ride through anything by being fatalistic I'm now 25, jobless and living with my mom and dad. It doesn't improve. I drink my weight in alcohol, get fatter and fatter, live online and never amount to anything. Fix it now, or die a slow death.
Has anyone here actually been able to change and become happy? Ive been alone for a long time and aside from a few low points, Ive been able to deal with it. Over the last year this emptiness and desolation has begun to consume my soul. If something doesnt change Im not long for this world. Even before corona I had a hard time putting myself out there but now it seems impossible. It has been years since I have experienced meeting new people or forming relationships so I dont really know where to start. Im only 19 so I feel like I have time to change but I dont know how. Im probably yelling into the wind but I just need to get this out to someone
>>3810991>>3810989>>3810939>>3810849its called the great unknown by sound stonehere's the link to jewtubehttps://youtu.be/l7S8gJ0Akho
>>3811445i was 17 browsing this site and felt the same way im now 23 nothing changed but my age didn't grow older didnt get younger just remained the sameget used to being alone because that's alone and unhappy because thats all there is just browse memes and 4chan and wait for new movies and shows to come out to give life worth meaning
>>3811445You are alive anon, go out and do whatever you want. Look for that thing that makes you feel alive the most, money, girls, a hobby whatever.Just go out there the world is yours.
>>3810171Yes, literal polar opposite.I just swipe right on everything ultra fast without giving a single fuck until I depleat the daily limit, then I talk with every single one that match, (Mostly just don't reply back), after that I try to increase to a sexual tone, (some get mad) and finally try to ask all of them for a date. (Mostly refuse or make up excuses).The ones that accepted meeting, those are the ones that I will finally use some sort of judgement. I take it as a numbers game, really.
>>3808909GO GO GO GO GO GOLETS FUCKIGN DO THIS BOYS
>>3811271Funny that sometimes I think about that too.But I wish it was an actual meaningful war, not just get rekt in the middle east for a conflict I don't give a damn about
>>3811445i was exactly like you at 19. i sat around depressed everyday jerking off and browsing katawa shoujo general threads all day and discord servers for shitty online games all night for some sense of social interactionnow im 22, i own a home, i have a 18 year old wasian gf, and honestly life doesnt feel terrible anymore. shit gets better eventually. but only if you pull yourself out of it and put it in the work.
>>3811563Sorry, I'm still in the middle of the thread
>>3811564Can you upload the same webm twice?
>>3811568They don't have the same size, when you reconvert a webm the MD5 changes. In theory you can just put the same webm on Boram, change small shit like one kbps less or more, and it will dodge 4chan's filter
>>3806385Fuck you asshole.
>>3811568Example: >>3809499Same webm, but I took the original source and made it in a resolution that is not for ants
>>3810931>ask people to go out with you on the river>pretend to drink a lot>go swin and drown>???>everyone will think it was an accidentHad a friend who did this. I knew he was a depressed, and the fact he called people to go out and party like that just sounded fishy. When I heard he was working as a tester of medicines and his mother was eligible for insurance, it all fell in place.
>>3809382This, everyone gets lonely. you're not special
>>3811562What were the most important steps that you took?
>>3810645if youre not shotgunning then youre not maximizing the potential. read >>3811538
>>3811445>Has anyone here actually been able to change and become happy?I heard Jared from Subway was able to do that bigly, but he suddenly disappeared from the public eye for some reason and I never got to learn the secret to his change and happiness.
>>3806386this hits home!
>>3811538cant even watch this one or I will weap for the rest of the day
>>3811149American Football - Never Meant
>>3810161it's an indie band you probably never heard of
>>3810538And who might those people be? Perhaps the pedos on this board spamming tiktok threads all day every day larping about how much they love her?
>>3808210I'M NOT CRAZYINSTITUTIONALIZED
>>3808909WE'RE ALL GONNA FUCKIN MAKE ITROLLIN UP IN THIS BITCH
>>3808909based /fit/izen. Will push until salvation.
>>3811090lmfao no wonder you're in this fucking thread. If you couldn't grow discipline there wouldn't be inter-generational differences in discipline in a demographic, retard.Cope harder. Or maybe realize people whose lives are going well didn't just end up that way.
>>3810931What so they can blame themselves for it because "they weren't there for you when you were clearly hurting", you selfish pussy.Your life isn't yours to end. Talk to them about how you feel.
>>3811445I was doing okay before the coronavirus shut everything down
>>3808909How many pushups I do in about 2 mins.
>>3812847Not bad, It'll take my weak ass a break though
>>3811271This was me in my teens. Enlisted and never saw combat. Got a longterm girlfriend later in life but it didn't work out. Start now and just go out and try to be romantic with people. Almost all of them will let you down but in the process you will figure it out. People's expectations are really low in reality. You may get lucky and find the right match.
>>3810931They will think you killed yourself because issues between you and them. You don't get pick the narrative when you're gone. Plus, when you die people come and take pictures of you naked. There WILL be people with a picture of your naked ass lil dong on their computer trying to figure out why you did it.
>>3808909rolling again, second day
>>3811445you're a kid dude, you can and probably will change. start by working out if you're overweight. even if it's just doing 20 pushups a day, break them up into sets of 5 if you can't even do that. start with that and work your way up until you're fit. then start to think about the future and try to become something, start a trade or go to school. things will get better one step at a time
>>3808909You know what? Let's go.You better not fuck my shit up though
>>380890998 GET LETS GOOO
>>3812309It's amazing the correlation between throwing everything you do on the internet, and having people on the internet look at everything you do
>>3811728find a trade, join a union, when someone asks you to grab a beer after work fucking do it. drink until you learn to be social and make some friends. then gain confidence and social skills from getting life lessons from boomers all day. learning to drink, socialize, and be confident is something your dad shouldve taught you but since he fucked it up you need to find that somewhere else
>>3808909this is my third day doing this brothanks.
>>3809905Should give you hope anon. It's quite literally just a numbers game don't overthink this shit.
>>3808909Gimme an easy one pls
>>3808909I really, really, really hope I roll a 1
>>3809382"I've had it and it sucks! You won't like it at all!"Hey, maybe I'd like to decide that for myself. I'd like to experience the cold hard realities of life myself, not live my life avoiding something because you had a bad fucking time. Of course life isn't a fucking romantic movie.
>>3811562>, i own a homeYou have a mortgage. You are a debt slave. You're smarter than renters, but you don't "own" jack shit.
>>3811000does it explain why those words though?
if you really want to call it quits you can order pure argon on amazon. just search up helium suicide and follow the instructions. argon works the same and it wont be diluted like they do with helium tanks since they know thats what people have used it for
>>3806386black robot, white robotfeels have no color
>>3806411I don't see how this is a sad thread. Of course, OP is a faggot and sees happiness and it makes him sad.I know I can and will feel and experience these things (again in some cases), and it makes me happy
>>3806427What am I looking at?
>>3809014Of course, I lick them for him. Fucking faggot.
>>3811163No, you really will, my dude. I don't want to do the 'there are guys far worse off, far uglier*, far blander than you', but it kind of is true. The worst thing you're doing is thinking about it. Thinking about not having a girlfriend is just as bad about thinking about getting one. You need to train yourself to stop thinking about it, and calm the fuck down around women. I know it sounds faggy, but try it.not saying you're ugly, that would be uncalled for]
>>3811450Oh shit, that is exactly the same as me. Are you doing anything to change it?Last year was going to be my big year of change, but the virus ruined it all. Now I started this year with paralysis, which again fucked my plans (I can't go outside or do any exercise and the medication has given me acne). But I know exactly how to improve my life when I have full control again.
Anyone gonna make a new thread