Hey guys feel like shit rn can we get some Depressing and Lonely gifs?
If you feel like shit why would you drive yourself further into depression by watching depressing stuff? Feel better anon. Things will get better. I noticed vitamin d gummies and b12 tablets helped take some of the edge of reoccurring sadness.
>>3751508Well its just to get it all out of my system so I can get to work again.
>>3751508Thanks for the concern tho
>>3751511>>3751512No problem. Have you got any hobbies?
>>3751513Yes I do, I really like to cook, play video games, and investing in stocks.I have a gf that shares my hobbies. I have everything in order tho, but sometimes a huge sadness just comes out like now. And I just need to let it all out. Tell me about yourself anon.
>>3751508It feels good to be sad
>>3751518Then you must be a fag.
>>3751515Me? Im pretty kick-ass. Have a wife and baby, do judo and catch wrestling (when there are no coof restrictions), work in a shipyard and feel pretty damn lucky for everything I have. Sadness will leave you, try to do something physical.
>>3751521>Me? Im pretty kick-ass.Wow you sound like a really big faggot lol
>>3751504>Pepe's >Wojaks>Crybabies over life instead of accepting the 2D Waifu laifuAnd nothing of value was lost.
>>3751521Filtered for being an Anglo faggot.
op is a faggot
>>3751541how can i reattain the 2d waifu laifu? i was on it for many years as a KHHV and it was really good but then i got put on meds against my will and they messed up the way my brain works, i ended up chasing a 3d girl in the delirium (i thought she was a new breed of human being or something) and we did in love for a good time but she ghosted me out of nowhere and thats when i realized i was an idiot for thinking i was wrong about people. anyway i havent been able to rewire for 2d again, i cant even watch anime anymore it all seems so dull and gay to me on the outside though i know its nice on the inside.
>>3751508It's actually feel better afterwards to throw it out instead of ignoring it
>>3751504source for the movie at the end?
>>3751502post the zoomed out version
>>3751530>>3751543Sorry that your life sucks.
>>3751502That is heron, you dont zone out and get mellow on Coke.
>>3751543Imagine being this sensitive.
>>3751773she OD'd retard. she's fucking dead that's why she;s "mellowed out" you blithering imbecile
>>3751511It doesn't get it out of your system. It becomes a further extension of your pattern.
>>3751854leave him be lol, you're wrong. sad music and that sort of thing is demonstrated to be therapeutic. being on 4chan at all is the extension of the pattern and why OP will never get better or self-actualize
>>3751843Not him but the picture does look way more like heroin or ketamine than a coke ODEveryone I've seen who was on OD levels of meth/coke was either flipping the fuck out or had been doing so recently enough to cause concern from literally everyone near them, whereas with heroin they look pretty much exactly like the picture. Their eyes roll back and they just stop breathing. It's one of the reasons why there are way more OD deaths from opiates than from uppers.t. EMT in a shit hole city with lots of drug useIt's not nice to call people blithering imbeciles
>>3751687for anyone who wonders sauce is : driver - OWTC bootleg
>>3752102No prom for me. I was going to ask a girl who didn't want to go on a date, but my parents decided I should spend prom weekend painting the house.
>>3752102I feel more jealous of (probably) the father dancing with his daughter in the back.Sure its a very nice/cute moment to see these two young lovers, but they are kind of an "in-the-moment" case, in an age where break ups are common, and just before divorces become a thing.While the father dancing signals much more. Achievement, stability, and a seemingly loving relationship with his child, a thing which many parents have failed at.Man... I wish I could achieve a point in life where I could be like that, a loving family man, hard-working, diligent and above all else, proud of a daughter that I have raised.
I think we don't deserve this kind of love, anons.
In fact, maybe we don't deserve any sort of real love.I guess its a price to pay for being so detached from the rest of humanity.I have many friends, but no real people I feel like I can love, and not one person I could call a best friend.Man, do I feel hopeless at times, despite how I should be glad for how far I crawled out the cesspit I used to be in.
>>3752262its not about deserving it or not. it happens to you or not, pure chance.
>>3752160Parents saved you the effort, lonliess and self shame/pity. I regret going. If you already drink or smoke I would say it better to find some fellows to hang out with, maybe have some laughs.
Will I ever be happy bros?
>>3752317Not if you stay here
>>3752270I'm not the only fag that's crying
Don't be a sad cunt, be a sick cunt.
>>3751502I feel like shit also anon.I keep pretending to be happy..
>>3752345cheer up buttercup
>>3752317You must find someone who loves you for who you are
Does anyone have the webm with 4 or 5 japanese dancing in a studio over some jpop, one of the girls had pigtails and held an underwear at the end
>>3752356oops wrong thread, i'll going to kms
>>3752352I've been striving for this very thing for years now.
>>3751508Because it helps you get over it faster
>>3752346Why would you post this anon? I'm literally shaking right now
>>3751502more like this one?
>>3752399this better?>>3752388Try harder!
>>3752407>no cute imouto to keep away the sadnessWhy even live
>Wake up>Eat breakfast>Work 10-14 hours a day (I work extra as much as I can to sustain my plans for the future)>Personal things like gym, shower, etc etc.. for ~3 hours after work>Fix food>Place myself infront of the PC with the plate of food>Go to sleepI'm 27, I have two good friends left but they have their own lives, and I have had only one relationship in my whole life which ended years ago. How the fuck am I suppose to find a girl when I barely have time to eat my food infront of the PC before going to bed? How do people do it? The only thing I have heard before is going around the city trying to charm a girl you find attractive and ask her out/for her number, while dating apps and going to bars on the weekend is literally asking for hell on earth and more depression. I don't want to work for 20+ more years just to settle down with an old hag.But I have to say that I'm starting to understand the culture of 30+ year old men that takes a month long vacation and goes to asia to find a girl, let's just say that..
Bump. Hang in there gentlemen.
>>3751519Is she ded? =(
>>3752448>says he works 14 hours a day>wonders why he doesn't have time for a gfyou're not very bright are you
>>3752352this is not a chick flick, faget
>>3752491I miss him bros
>>3752102are those a student&teacher dancing in the bg?
>>3752448>month long asian vacationja, that's how i was made. 20 years difference between the two lololpls don't do the same anon-sama, pls keep going at least for the sake of others that have given up so u can tell future ppl the shit we experienced today wasn't so terrible
>>3752509>>3752491>>3752544I found some pretty decent skyking stickers on red bubble
If you're too retarded to even handle your own emotions when you're single, you wouldn't want to imagine what being in a relationship is like.Sure, it might be nice to cuddle with a girl and say sweet things to each other and enjoy their company, but when there's a problem and you don't know how to handle it properly, it'll put you in a really shitty position and it makes you feel really fucking terrible. You'd probably wish you were single again by then. Being single isn't all that terrible once you had a taste of what it's like. That's how I feel anyway, and get off social media for fuck's sake.Just don't put women on this pedestal like they're some kind of unattainable thing in your life.
>>3751506this one hits hard. Not just the aspect of not having but also knowing I missed out on a teenage/young adult social life/romance. I'm 33 and have never had anything close to resembling a girlfriend. Maybe I get my shit together one day, but I'll never know that kind of relationship
>>3752615I just searched "skyking", found a few along these lines
>>3752636kind of tempted
>>3752252Based and eudaimoniapilled
>>3752317whats the source for this vid?
anyone know the song/ remix in this? thanks
>>3752252OP here:Don't give up man you could still have this <3
>>3752270Damn Molymeme hit's the feels hard on this one.
>>3752460Why do you think he works 14 a day? You gotta be abretard to be pulked into that.
>>3752609you didn't miss out on much. just focus on the long term logistics instead of the immediate of rushing emotionsrelationships are business deals. NEVER forget that.
>>3752455No Anon. You can clearly see her blinking.
>>3752842WHO IS THIS I NEED TO KNOW
>>3751557this scene hit deeper than I realized at the time.
>>3752448same. When you come home after work what are you supposed to do? Most people just dont have the time to go out and start dating. I hate my job and I hate my life for accepting this job and I hope that it ends fast. But anon dont give up. I dont know if you've got any schooling or a degree but try to step up your game but please dont stay like I did and regret your life decisions every day until you just hope that some junkie stabs you and you bleed out.
>>3752115I was wondering. Thank you anon
>>3752278You have to be the right person, at the right place, in the right time frame.
>>3751508I do this before I fall asleep. I find my mood on life and in general changes drastically from when I wake up to when I fall asleep. It's nice to know others suffer along with me. I suppose the only reason I haven't killed myself yet is I'm so comfy in my bed when the feeling hits me. Then I wake up and it's gone. Tired me, drunk me, waking up me, awake me, sleep deprived me, they're all different. Sometimes it's nice to really hone in on what I'm feeling in the moment.
>>3752680It's the music video for djpoolboi's song "I had it all".
>>3752317Honestly? You might be. One day you might find happiness. But I can promise you right here and now you aren't going to find it by waiting for it to come to you. Life ain't some goddamn fairy tale where a wonderful woman(or man) will come pick you up from your slump and fix all of your problems and the you ride off into the sunset knowing you'll be just fine the rest of your life.You gotta find something to work towards. Whether it's something you love doing or something that will allow you to do the thing you love doing, you need to work for it. Once you're occupied with the enterprise that is Pride in what you're doing and satisfaction with a job well done...that's the end of the rainbow. Whether gold or happiness is there, who fucking knows. But I swear to whatever higher power or moderators of this cruel simulation are out there you'll never fucking find out if you don't go through with working towards something.Good luck anon. May you find happiness before the end.
>>3752707I don't know the song/artist name, but it sounds a lot like classic Future Funk. Something in the vain of old Yung Bae or Saint Pepsi.
>>3752907Based NegativeXP.>>3752928I know anon. I actually went out on a date yesterday, and I've been reading a lot more and have been trying to make something of myself. But it's just so hard; all I want is to feel loved.
>>3752609It's all romanticized as fuck, anon. You didn't miss out any shit.
>>3751507sauce? i love this
>27 this year and still a virgin NEET loser faggot>Only ever had one real relationship, that was nine years ago in high school>No job ever>Not even a learner's permit, didn't see the need since I never go out>All I do is browse here and other places on the internet and play games, talk to other NEET friends>Tried getting my shit together by going to school for a degree of some kind>8k in debt now>Don't even know if I want a girlfriend anymore, but still long for the touch of someone>No idea if I'm actually ugly or just a shitty person, hopefully just the latter>Keep telling myself I don't care, but deep down I know I doI'm tired of feeling this way and just want help, but have no idea where to go. I don't even know if being in a relationship will help, but like most of you, I want someone. I have no fucking clue as to what mental issues I have and desperately feel the need for help, but feel like a complete burden. I try my hardest to be happy when talking with others, but it doesn't help at all.
>>3752920yes but it takes place before you can be expected to know enough about life to be the right person, as a child, ultimately making it up to luck whether or not you are.
>>3753126decide. do you care? if so, do something. if not, then just accept it.thing is, while you started realising how low you actually are, you probably don't realise just how low you've positioned yourself compared to where you believe you are. it'll be a long hard climb to get to normal levels, but at 27 you can still do it if you decide you want to put effort into it.
>>3752722like a truck at 90mph anon
>>3752842that scream at the end
>>3752342good ass meme
>>3752491shit man when they showed the flames it hit me RIP a legend
>>3752842like how is this sad? whats the story behind this? she got blacked in 1v9 right after? (sauce her name PLLSS) she's so fucking hot MANNNNNNNGNHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAA
>>3753274People see death, hate, skulls, and violence as fascist propaganda, but this is real fascist propaganda.There is no better radicalizer than being reminded that your life and the lives of your peers are so much worse than they have any right to be.
>>3753384tfw life now is worse than it was 20, 40 or 80 years ago in many places
>>3752839>sauce on the first one? I have no idea, I've been posting that one for a few months and every thread no one knew.
>>3751628Its called growing up, thats why you dont enjoy cartoons anymore. Regarding the 2d waifu schizo shit, youve had a taste of real 3d love so what makes u think 2d can ever satisfy u again? Theres no going back faggot
>>3751692Sauce? Audio is from Fight Club, but the video is nuts.
>>3753745>>3751628>>3753745This guy is largely right. The emotions for love can greatly exceed 2d idolization, as you grow older you look far more fondly at reality. Ultimately, your best bet is self improvement, some kind of addiction to keep you sane, and a productive output. You were in a dream state that doesn't last. The best thing you can do now that you've unconsciously grown up is to take advantage of the opportunities that you have now.
>>3751508You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness - Goyte
>>3752252surprised to hear a Metric song on this zoomer board
good friend of mine made this, glad he's been able to turn his life around.(sorry about the artifacts, had to downscale)
>>3751628anon, if you know that anime makes you feel good, but you feel trapped browsing 4chan everyday it's a perfect oppurtunity to motivate yourself; make goals like "this week ill try to watch 2 episodes of anime every night" and when you complete a goal like that it gives you a confidence boost and you can start building up higher and higher; the problem i have experienced is just falling right back to browsing 4chan all day and not setting any kind of goals, its my stomping grounds and so i feel comfortable here, but happiness can come a lot easier if you step out of your safe space just a little bit and make yourself do something you dont want to do in the current moment but know it will make you feel better more long term
>>3753753https://www.bbc.com/news/world-europe-51331181not sure of the actual drone footage but this is what happened
>>3753126Try to get a job. It has worked for me. Part time but those 4 hours distract me from my problems.>>3753866It has a nice charm to it. Say thanks to your fren for making it.
>>3753866no matter our beliefs or defense mechanisms at some biological level we're all some scared kid in a field, staring up into the expanse, unable to make sense of it all.
>>3753926>at some biological level we're all some scared kid in a field, staring up into the expanse, unable to make sense of it all.You may not have the answers, but that doesn't mean no one else does.
these threads always make me happy and sad at the same time, is there a word for this feeling?
>>3751502Nostalgia is the worst, especially if it's for someone else's past.>>3752865>>3753309I believe that is Bridgette Dunning, a former contest on Big Brother.
For all anons here having issues in life. You can move forward and make change, but only if you allow yourself to. I was a kiss less virgin until I hit 25 and then came to the realization that a decade has pass and I have done nothing but work. This epiphany that I had was the driving force that got my butt in gear to find a future wife, because as time goes on; It will only get more depressing. I took 3 months off of work and did literally nothing but go on dates and it was the hardest and most depressing thing I have ever experienced. But I got lucky and found the "one" so to speak. She is not perfect, but she checked off 85% of what I was looking for. But now for the next step in life. If you think having a woman who loves you for who you are will fix your depression, I got some bad news for you. When you start looking towards the future and realize how fucked everything is, it will only stress you out more. But at least you have a person who gave you meaning in life. The hard part now is accepting yourself for who you are and accept that life has always been difficult and there is not much you can do to secure a utopia for the future generations. Youre only a small cog on this giant molten rock that is designed to kill you. Life your life to its fullest and try to squeeze out any amount of happiness that you can.
>>3754052I just want the nightmare to end. I remember now why I abused muscle relaxants for 5 years. Being numb and asleep is better than living.
>>3754059Whenever I feel hopeless in my current position, I like to remind myself that I was lucky enough to not have been one of the poor fucks that was subjugated to the horrors of WW1 & 2, Vietnam, etc etc. In your position right now, is it really that bad when you take a step back and look at it compared to the shit that generations before us had to go through?
>>3754063Yes. I can't be a person too. I'm just a tool.
>>3754065You need to muster the motivation to get yourself out of your mental rut. Because you have 3 options here. Kill yourself and return to the void (Dont do this, you coward), Figure out what you actually want in life, figure out what is actually important to you and then develop a plan and ACTUALLY follow through with it. Or you can do neither and just wallow in your own misery until your heart stops. I suggest you throw your all at life and try making change first, if that does not work out you have the other two options to fall back on, but its never really over until you give up.
>>3754069Good luck to you anon. I'M DONE.
>>3754073I dont need luck, I have will. Sorry you feel the only way to live is in misery. I guessing youre one of those arrested development types. It will click for you eventually.
>>3754076>WillI remember when I had that. Now I just look back and think I should have used it to anhero.
>>3754084Said all I can to you and I will not be your shoulder to cry on. Have a good night.
>>3751508>I'm sad>Don't be sad>>3753855also this, the human mind is something i can' t explain
>>3753729>anons are saving and spreading the "birthweek" webmyou better stop that. at least this isn't the animated version, guess that didn't survive 8ch-n's death
>>3754374metric lost kitten
>>3753673Late mil here, I would like to know who and how Terry was.
>>3754431Schitzo autsit who livestreamed himself building an operating system from scratch. He dedicated it to God, hence the name TempleOS. He was prone to fits of calling people nigger faggots.
>>3754433Interesting, I've seen some webms of him in YGYL and thought he was just a dorky old dude. Thank you.
>>3751756rectify not sure which episode
>>3752928>Whether it's something you love doing or something that will allow you to do the thing you love doing, you need to work for it.I don't love doing anything...
>>3752602I don't understand where people like you come from. You had what we didn't, and are telling us it wasn't worth it. I don't want you to tell me what it's like. I want to experience it myself.
>>3753938No one has the answers for my life.
>>3752928I'm so fucking sick of this stock advice from you pretentious self-help faggots. I DON'T FUCKING LOVE DOING ANYTHING. I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING DO SHIT ANYMORE. NOTHING IS FULFILLING.
>>3754052I want to strangle you. You are the very thing I fucking hate.
>>3752707would also like to know
>>3752252You know, I was actually kind of sad until I read this. Works been stress as of late but I got married last year and I'm now the father of a beautiful baby girl.
>>3751503Name of movie or tv show .
>>3751997Where's that from
Anyone have that webm with the AI chick trying to comfort some dude with unrequited love? That one always gets me.
>>3753792Name of the song
>>3754811I think it's "You were never really here."
>>3754863Damn, that hit a little too close to home.
>>3754444fantastic, worthy of 4 digits
>>3752838>relationships are business dealsIt's exactly this kind of thinking that makes you dive in the hopelessness of never finding true love
>>3752457that mom is being pretty hard on her son. i mean i get it but sheesh, going on a family vacation or something must have a higher chance of breaking him out of his cycle. he's probably an adult but still.
>>3751936why would they design a stripper/porn/prostitute ad with demonic black eyes?
>>3755055I think that people from older generations, specifically boomers and older gen Xers, had much stricter parents than they are. These people from older generations were forced out of the house to peruse a career and life in a much more forgiving enviorment. They adopted the cult of work and self imporvement through 40 hour work weeks and 401k that means fuck all to our generation(s) and cannont comprehend it. I think this lack of understanding is due to the comparatively favorable economy they were pushed into, "If I did it, why can't you," without the understanding that the socially inept have far less of a cushion than they did.
>>3755051it's naïve to think it's not at least a little of a business deal.twins with roughly the same personality, one of them owns a house and the other does not, a girl is more likely to transact with the one that can provide resources.the sooner you realize this as a guy the more likely it is you'll have a family.
>>3751502and where the hell is this worksafe?? theres blood
>>3755078"safe for work" is a pretty loose term these days, you would do well in not thinking that 4channel is actually safe to browse at work where others can see your screen
>>3754278whats wrong with the webm?
>>3755069I would’ve moved out at 18 if I could afford a house like they did. If internet didn’t exist I also would probably be neurotypical, I would work 40 hours a week with no complaints because there was nothing better to do back then. I cant fucking do a 9-5 for 30 years knowing full well I hate it, I have no passions, I don’t feel fulfilled, and not knowing if its just all going to be in vain.
>>3752838>>3755072Stop trying to force this. They are not "business deals" and I feel like you just like the ring of that phrase more than you actually believe it to be true.Once you have been in a relationship where you both love and value eachother, you will stop seeing it purely as a mutually beneficial arrangement.>a girl is more likely to transact with the one that can provide resources.Fix this attitude and you will see things differently, anon.
>>3755186You haven't proven him wrong.
>>3754980this nigga trying to fit a deep message into an accident in a race.
im 19, have been a neet for about 4-5 years and approaching another year soon, dropped out of school cause i genuinely saw no point of going when most of the time i was half asleep during classes and no friends to boot. no friends or social interaction irl, with the most i get is playing with my much younger autistic brother who i dont think likes me. no skills or hobbies and have no interests in learning anything else because zero motivation to do anything, with all i do is watch the same youtube videos everyday because im so retarded that i forget what happens in them half the time, and play video games, which even now i rarely play anymore. it feels like im stuck and at a dead end. im not suicidal or anything, quite the opposite as i want to live and be happy. i just dont know how
>>3755367The only solution is to struggle. Fight for what you want. Go study. Go make new friends. Force your self.
>>3755204There's nothing to say that can prove him wrong though? The only way to stop thinking like that is for him to experience it himself.
>>3755393You think he didn't try?
>>3755392to me theres no point in doing any of those, i dont know what i really i want, i have zero interests to study anything and i generally dont enjoy talking to people, maybe its because im self critical, but id say im a boring person thatd rather not bother people, and honestly at 19 its near impossible to make real and true friends
>>3755404Sometimes just doing something gives you a better idea of what you wabt. You need to constantly try stuff out.
>>3754052Ive been reading this thread for 30 minutes now, everything so far made me feel better/not different except for this, now im depressed
>>3755367I don't know how deep you are on absence of self care subject so here goes>Have a good hygiene. Shower, brush teeth, etc.>Think about something pleasant (as simple as a meal, some cleaning, something that brings a good memory) and do it (cook, clean, make something). You don't have to finish, just begin. If you get overwhelmed or bored, leave it but come back to it later.>Go take a walk and sit outside for a while
>>3755404Maybe you don't find any interest in anything because you don't get close to itMuseums, expositions, talks, films, books, comics, conventions are places that are full f passionate people. Maybe you'll feel inspired by them
>>3752883I realized that too anon, just take that extra step to do more
>>3755064are you fucking serious? you that you can just give up on everything and give in of course
>>3754850Outpost 19 of course
>>3752262then i;m glad I fell in love at an early age yo faggot
>>3753240what am I supposed to feel?Did they all die or something?
>>3755394It's not something you can try to achieve. The sort of affection that anon is referring to is one born out of love and the true desire for another individual. You can't, nor should you, put effort into feeling this way. It simply happens if someone hits that right buttons at the right time. Some people won't experience this type of love and their relationship may very well be a "business deal" of some sorts, but that does not mean that all relationships are one in which both, or even either party is getting benefits from the relationship. This is something that simply happens, you can not "try" to achieve it.
>>3752262It's not about deserving it. The only case in which we wouldn't deserve it is if reincarnation is a thing and Karma came back to bite us in the ass from our past life or there's retroactive Karma that sees us in the future and decides we would've fucked it up so we don't even get temporary happiness.I don't believe in that shit, so it's not about deserving it. I simply wasn't the right person at the right time for another person, and vice versa. Same with you. That's all there is to it. Pure fucking chance, not a goddamn thing to do with deserving it or not.
>>3754690>>3754710Yeah, I don't love doing anything either. I don't have a passion in the world. The only things I can imagine my self doing are the least insufferable jobs I can imagine myself in, not ones I actually desire.That's why I mentioned doing something that will enable you to do something you love. This isn't a case of "I love drawing! I love writing! I love playing music!" Bla bla bla, this is a case of I have enough money that I can travel and do fun shit. I can go and buy a fucking side by side and ride that shit on the weekends. I can travel around the world. I can afford a person trainer, get sexy, and fuck people who will stick around because I have a kick ass body and I also have money. I can afford drugs. Whatever the fuck it is. It's not about finding a job that you're passionate about, it's about getting off of your ass and working toward something that will let you do anything you could possibly want to make existence less insufferable than it already is. That's what I mean. If you love doing something, great. Clearly you two aren't that, which is why you need to work towards something that enables you to do shit. Only then will you have a chance of happiness. I can fucking guarantee complaining that you have nothing you love doing isn't going to get you anywhere. But maybe, just maybe, you'll make it if you actually shoot towards something.
>>3755482And this is why divorce rates are so high?
>>3755482Man you really swallowed the retardation.
>>3755159Gotchu fren, Lo Borges - Paisagem da janela
>>3751541>Post is from 2018>complaing about pepes and wojaksYou are clearly new here, right?
>>3751502This isn't depressing. She's having fun. The fun is inside, you can't see it.Depression is when the fun is outside, and all there is inside is hurt.
>>3754863im crying. there are tears rolling down my face. I havent cried in years.
>>3755517I get that. Problem is none of even that shit is desirable to me. Life itself is a burden and I don't want to experience it anymore. I don't want to travel or fuck or whatever. I'm beyond incel tfw no gf shit or finding a passion. I've thought about suicide pretty much constantly for the past 10 years. Just waking up in the morning and realizing that I'm alive is what bothers me. I don't want to be this kind of animal anymore.
>>3755078that's not blood that's strawberry jelly
>>3755367unironically consider serious medication if economically possible. You likely have severe anhedonia and depression which could be improved through antidepressants or other drugs.
>>3752491When this first happened I don't think there was another event that made me cry. Just remembering him tears me up since he is all of us. It really is true that if you die you have a name.
>>3755367just give up. i do the same. Some day my parents will die and i will be homeless
>>3755670Is this some kind of rorschach test?
>>3755517Those words are so empty. Have you ever experienced what it's like to genuinely not enjoy anything? I'm saying "I don't enjoy doing anything" and you're advice is "Work hard to change your life so you can do things you enjoy!" I appreciate that you're trying to help but it's awful advice
>>3752455Maybe. Probably just in the inside.
This website is a hell. You're welcome to stay, but you can't leave. That includes killing yourself. Be miserable with us, and after enough misery we'll all start to feel better.
>>3755649>>3755804My first reply was towards someone asking if he'll ever be happy, and I said it was possible. I'm not trying to provide an answer that's guaranteed to work and solve or probably abundant issues. I'm offering a possibility of something that would life not as awful. Life isn't stagnant, and neither are people. We aren't always the same person from birth. Just as bad experiences can lead to a life devoid of happiness other things can be done or experienced to push shit in the other direction. That's not to say those things will happen, or there's anyway to force them to happen. But if you truly enjoy nothing, then why you so adverse to doing something that will at least give you possibility of becoming better? As the saying goes, money doesn't buy you happiness but I'd prefer to cry in a Lamborghini. The principle of that stays even if it extreme. You may not ever find something that you actually enjoy. You may forever feel the way you do now. Eventually you might commit suicide. But all of these are practically guaranteed if you continue on not doing anything. Barring some crazy freak opportunity coming you way nothing is gonna change. But, with effort, no matter how abysmal it is, there's a chance. You're actually creating the opportunity to allow yourself to do new things. To afford therapy, your meds, the dog food of your cute puppy, a place with a nice window for your plant, whatever it is you find helps deal with a shitty existence. All I'm giving are examples, as I was before. This isn't about how to be happy, it's about how one day someone who truly doesn't find happiness in anything might one day get out of it. It's not empty words. Go cry in a nice ass car. Or don't. And continue on knowing that you might have found some semblance of happiness if you bothered to change anything about your existence.
>>3755474never had friends anon?
>>3753433>tfw life now is worse than it was 20, 40 or 80 years agograb a book you dumb idiot
>>3752457what an annoying bitch, at least my mom loves me and accepts that i'm a hiki pos
>>3753906>>3753126Trust me, I want a job, but honestly I don't really even know where to start. Got some basic knowledge of electronics and programming, but I don't even know what to do with this knowledge or what I want to do exactly for a job.>>3753160Again, deep down I think I do and I probably did put myself lower than where I think I am, and I think the problem is motivation. I don't even know what to do and can't find the motivation to do the things I want to do.
>>3755362The Deltawing was an unloved bastard child from the beginning, and it doesn't matter who the driver is, every single one of them has dreamed of winning their class if not the overall at some point. To have the car ALMOST driveable but be unable to move to the pits (where it could then be repaired by the mechanics, rules say only the driver can fix the car anywhere else) is heartbreaking. Here we see the hopes of the engineers who defied convention to make a racecar that could have changed the world and this driver dashed, as each year regulations can change and make cars ineligible, drivers can not be signed or suffer injuries and fade away from the circuit, etc, a BIG race like Lemans is a tragedy to DNF in and you're also seeing the symbolic death of the the car.
>>3754859Pieśń Heleny from the Polish film Ogniem i Mieczem. Surprised I recognized it so fast, saw that movie forever ago.
>>3753745>getting ghosted by a girl is real loveHoly shit, you normalfags are retarded
>>3756029I'm not staying. Alreado got my gun permit.
>>3756126Go work at a grocery store or something, better than nothing
>>3751503Wow that's great
>>3751508Thanks anon. It's usually better these days but sometimes it's good to get it all out. I've found that finding "purpose" and goals helps a lot but there are still the days where the burden of consciousness gets to me. Any anons reading; don't feel bad for feeling bad. It's the price we pay for godlike awareness. Who knew the ability to make tools would come with such consequences? Have as good a night as possible everyone
>>3752252The longing for such a thing makes you far better than most anon. Don't give up yet
>>3751508One day I'll have the will to change.
>>3752317The title... God I fucked up. So bad. Don't know if I'll ever have the opportunity again. Learning to cope with that though. I've found purpose. Maybe not purpose greater than true love, but something close to it. I hope you all find what it is you're looking for
>>3752352A myth. Biological mandates means you can only find someone who loves you for your potential benefits to the species as a whole. It's far easier for attractive anons to find someone who "loves you for who you are" than us ogres, hunchbacks, and mongrels
>>3753745>growing up is not watching cartoonsA medium is not limited to an age group. You have a lot of growing to do yourself.
>>3752457Holy fuck... If it wasn't for my amazing mother I would not still be here. God if any of you have parents like this I really really want you to know that I love you. "What are you doing for the world or for other people...God the mentality of your generation" I bet this bitch wants this guy to be a CEO or some shit... yeah really helpful for the world. Man it's shit like this that makes me feel our species was meant to fail
>>3752468Strippers anons. The amount of dopamine you can get for $20 is staggering
>>3754444This one gets me. I try to remind myself that though things are bad now, they were certainly worse a couple centuries ago. Time seems to be a progression to greater wellbeing in my eyes and we're almost at the apex. We must learn to think as a species, or even a planet, rather than individuals. It's possible, anons. Humans deserve love and happiness and we will get it. DONT GIVE UP
>>3755404You're so young anon. Please do yourself a great favor and dont sign out early. Just keep pushing and what you are seeking will find you. I promise. Love you
>>3753938Even if you have faith in a system that claims to have all the answers, it's still faith. Faith is admirable, but it's not the same thing as knowledge.Alternatively, if you're claiming you actually "know" all of the answers to all of the philosphical and metaphyiscal questions, I'd love to hear them.
>>3756071How can life be worse when we have the newest iPhone®? Or the 56 different flavors of Jelly Belly®? Don't forgrt the endless stream of Netflix® beamed directly to your television from the Internet! Isn't it wonderful watching everyone you know grow apart? Isn't it horrifying watching old films where people genuinely interacted with one another in homogenous populations? Thank God every time I leave my home I have to bring my handgun because I don't want to get killed by a pack of foreign invaders that have been welcomed in by a ruling class that wants more consumer slaves! I can't imagine the horror of simply spending a day doing nothing but reading or enjoying the fruits of my labor, thank Science that I'll retire when I'm 60 assuming social security holds out against rising inflation (hint: it won't) and with those dying years when I'm barely able to move I'll finally see the outskirts of my beautiful lands that haven't been destroyed by those same invaders mentioned earlier. I fucking hate you.
>>3754989Back when things actually happened
>>3756071you missed the "in many places" part. Life is significantly better now for people who were in brutal poverty anytime in the past. But 40 or 60 years ago, this did not fit most Western populations. Hunger, poverty and housing insecurity were relatively scarce outside of regions like the deep South. Unemployment was fairly stable outside of irregularities like stagflation. The economies of modern (western) countries were fairly internalized; a car made in Detroit was made of parts from Indiana and steel likely processed in the US as well. International trade was in bulk commodities like ores and grain, or luxuries, and so there were a lot more jobs with good pay and pensions in the US. There was also no social media, and most social circles were local, and the FCC still had the fairness doctrine and personal attack rule. Basically, for many people there is not a clear path to prosperity as there was in the past, and the advent of modern media formats has shredded a lot of American culture
>>3756339>loud ass explosion right behind him>doesn't miss a beatpretty based ngl
I saved a few so posting a few. It's the least I can do and I only ever do the least.
>>3752262based and osananajimipilled
>>3752270>codependencyOregairu ruined this word for me foreverI can't stop giggling every time it's mentioned
>>3753790Their happiness is contagious. All bitterness eventually faded and I just feel happy for them.
>>3752102I went to prom with my first and current girlfriend 6 years ago. It was supposed to be her, me, her friend, and her friend's boyfriend. Her friend's boyfriend dumped her a week before prom, and we still ended up going. Instead of having my girlfriend's friend third wheel, I ended up being the third wheel. Still disappointed that my prom night never panned out as expected.
>>3751628Don't listen to those retards. Just consume lots of healthy 2D qt animu and you'll feel better before you know it.Important: Waifu means waifu. As in choose the best for you and stick with her. Not one per show or medium or any of that nonsense. One WAIFU per LAIFU.
>>3754778you got this, man
>>3752317if you figure out how to love yourself, then yes.
>>3753673god i miss him so much bros
>>3752407this webm is funny to meI put that song over the op and posted it into a random thread.some other anon came along took my Idea and improved the editing and now his version gets posted all the time.I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to learn from this experience
gfs breaking up with me, need to feel this https://youtu.be/2aK3b0Rd8_E
>>3752448I got bad news for you, they all turn into "old hags", lol.
>>3755346Can i have sauce on the song?
>>3755367YepEverything seems pointless after the neet hedonisim of sleep and pleasure grows sorta tiresome.
Im getting to the end of my rope lads
>>3756687God I love Joe Pera. His voice has this weird mystical autistic wonderment to it.
>>3752785>abretardI wouldn't be too quick to call others retarded anon.
>>3757346I'll admit my sin. I phone posted.
>>3757254You have got some hope left, brother. Stay in and someday your suffering will all be worth it. Been there and can say that I got repaid double and triple for what I've been dealt. I know its hard. I know that it hurts. I know that you are exhausted. I know all that but you will be rewarded. I dont know if you believe in God or the universe or anything but I can say that God repaid me and made me a tougher bastard than what I've been before.Claim your reward!
>>3753240sauce on song?
>>3756429oregairu is the shit man
>>3757394thanks for the kind words, but I dont think Im really deserving to be paid back. I had a lot given to me and I made it work for a while and then it all sorta fell apart as I tried to run with it. I see people I care about suffer and theres nothing I can do about it. Im starting to decay, I tried to be a good person, but Im a slimy rat, I play chameleon upfront and fool people so I can be cruel later. Im a liar and a snake. I deserve this, sorry for sounding like a whiny faggot. I know your post is good-natured, and for that I thank you
>>3757448Read the file name
>>3756044not any of them, but this is pretty good advice
>>3751508Depression is comfy
>>3756924gimme the money
>>3751508because I want to "push" myself into suicide. too much of a pussy to do it right now unfortunately.
>>3751508Depression leads to self destructive behavior.Depressed people believe that they deserve to feel like shit and that by self-destructing themselves long enough, they will be reborn.
>>3754431Decently smart individual consumed by his schizophrenia until he was so delusional in the end that he walked in front of a train to 'purify' himself.
>>3752609It's never too late to fall in love anon.Focus on yourself and become someone who you would be proud to date, spend your life with, and introduce your parents into. Then find someone.It's never to late to go on adventures with your girlfriend, to walk late at night together, stare at the stars, and then kiss her.You are going to make it anon, you just have to believe in yourself, I believe in you.
>>3752609Honestly, they're all lying. The feeling of first love is strongest emotional feeling you'll ever feel. Been 10 years since my first love, i forgot about her but i remember that the emotions i had for her at the time were the most intense drug i've ever experienced. The heartbreak was the worst aswell, its very depressing. You're lucly you havent gone through it.
>>3751692After finding out it wasn't a movie and rewatching, it hit pretty hard.
>>3755362they only put piano music over it, so whatever message youre reading is from your self.
>>3756150not him, but grocery stores won't hire someone with no experience. i know it was just an example, but i'm really getting frustrated at how ridiculously, and disproportionately hard it is to find a simple menial labor job for little pay that doesnt want 494947 years of experience or a degree is business or something.
>>3756687If you like this, you should see the full episodes. I think you can watch them on the AS website. They're extremely kino.
>>3752609Yeah well imagine experiencing all of that and then losing someone you fell in love with. DESU, I'd rather be in your shoes then have the void of loss in my heart.
>>3753274can someone tell me what song this is or is there a youtube this webm came from?
>>3759829nevermind i found ithttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cKCRHhmHvjg
>>3754992if anyone wants to know what movie this isit is la haineincredibly good
>>3754980>>3755362He didn't try. he did but you are too retarded to get it. He gave me the feel of someone who tried so hard and got far with it but he lost just like that. Similar shit like me: i was one of the best in soccer. I injured my knee than i had surgery and physioterapy but i couldn't play soccer no more. I fell in a pit of depression and started losing everyone and i felt lost
>>3759930radiohead no surprises
>>3759912You didn't try hard and have not earned a drop of sympathy. You're the retard for thinking most of what you have now isn't your fault.You can pretend you got dealt a bad hand and cry about it all you want, but it doesn't change the fact that you suck.Read the filename dumbass.
>>3752262Sauce on this?
>>3754278Anyone know what this anime is called?
>>3760145Serial Experiment Lain
>>3752342I miss her. Now she's fat.
>>3751519who is this?
>I can't even work and have to be on disability cause of depression and anxiety causing completely random panic attacks >Can't even remember most of my childhood due to ptsd from getting bullied >Family treats me like a retard and not like an actual adult cause of autism Fuck I just want it to end