New ASMR video dropped, GO LISTEN TO IT:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uVYjZKWEWmkTwitch: https://www.twitch.tv/fallenshadowVODs: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadowtwitchYoutube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadowTwitter: https://twitter.com/fallenshadow_YTMerch: https://ko-fi.com/Z8Z07FFQ1/shopSchedule:https://twitter.com/fallenshadow_YT/status/1660737656387514368Previous thread: >>50197349
>>50212123These but Shondohttps://exhentai.org/g/1443968/bc17277c92/https://exhentai.org/g/1867671/b2da5e5a80/https://exhentai.org/g/1050071/05e4386c3f/https://exhentai.org/g/2287871/78596c9ae7/https://exhentai.org/g/2232916/9b3cf92c0b/https://exhentai.org/g/2149589/27080edc44/
>>50212491That first one one of my all time favorites but it doesn't really fits her.https://exhentai.org/g/1474451/800aaf0d3c/
>>50212867Honestly the main reason I like it so much is because of how much it looks like her. Both the hair cut and the brunette hair.
I love her so much, finally started skincare for her about a week ago and it feels fucking great. I thought she was supposed to make me worse, but all shes done is improve my life
>>50213926I need to start doing the same
How do we cope with the fact that she keeps getting groomed by artists? RenPC keeps stealing my oshis away from me...
>>50214106dox him
I hope she's in a good mood tomorrow and feels confident enough to talk a bit more than normal in collabs. Even though we cant see her pov it should be fun
What
>>50214462Shes full on coom baiting now, its over
I NEED the Shondussy.
>>50214462>>50214454game of thrones, but it's fun to not know the context
>>50214106Find a different oshi, I guess. Shadow is too groomable. They can't be a loli though, for obvious reasons.
I want to draw shondo as a character from game of thrones, who do you think fits her personality the most?
>>50214689I know nothing about GOT besides the dragon loli
>>50214689arya? isn't she the token loli?or maybe the one that got burnt at the stake, she might enjoy that.
>>50214689>>50214770Shondo being burned at the stake is pretty good
>>50214689I for one think Daenerys would be cute, she was younger in the books.She remarked the baby dragons look like Otis so it would work
>>50214689What she would like most is her as Arya and You as The Hound together, maybe on horseback
>>50215111
>>50215174Her and Ren riding to their Paris vacation (paid for by (you))
boo
>Goodsmiles posting a bunch of WIP nendosI'm still holding out for the day Shondo gets her own
https://twitter.com/Lattooria/status/1662267364807696396ToT
>>50216555Nice
>>50216555i wish to sip
>>50216318>spends 50k on a girl>still gets cucked over a few drawingsWhy is D's boyfriend power level so low?
I wonder what games she plans to play next
>>50216414They posted one of Shoto. Indie male vtuber. He's a lot bigger than Shonshon but them working with EN indies from Twitch is a really, really good sign. If she keeps growing and we keep submitting interest suggestions, I think it really could happen.
>>50217140ender lilies and ds1 are on the listi wonder if she will play any more shitty horror games, amanda the adventurer was fun, even if it was tedious
Does anyone have the walking tree video from stream today? All I can find online is a version with some dude talking over it
I can fix her...>>50217297
>>50217455Fuck I didn't mean to click that. Disregard. I will not save you.
>>50217454Just look outside bro
>>50217582
>>50217140I think she's planning on winding things down for a while. She doesn't have the energy to stream lately, she can't wait to get away, and she's stopped saying I love you. It's like her priorities are somewhere else.
>>50218295Her forgetting to say it once doesn't mean she's stopped saying it anonchamaShe goes through high periods and low periods, that's how she's always been. The concoction of meds she's on, the stress she's under, and yet she still streams longer than the vast majority of chuubas.
I'm scared
>>50218380Why are you earnestly replying to bait?
>>50218439I don't know
>>50218380It's bait, you retard.
wow so lewd bro
>>50218507yes
>>50214106ren is too powerful. he's basically her official artist AND he lives in the uk. it's not hard to imagine they'll meet up at some point
>>50218539Why is your bait 6 months oldThis doesn't even work anymore, literally lurk a little
>>50218410>"idea">starts browsing the lewd tagBros...?
>>50218589Time traveling is a struggle many anons face, be nise
>>50218380She didn't say it yesterday either. And the fact that she'd rather focus on Amanda the Adventurer than talk to her chat tells you where her head is at.
>>50218663anon she follows lyrinne
>>50218723I am very tired
Woman stop playing with me
>>50218589So what's your cope? That they already did?
Me and wifey
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
>>50219849>Misaligned text>Implying Shondo, master of alts, would do something like this on a known accountFor shame, I expect more
>>50219882yeah?
>>50219849>didn't get addedit's over
>>50219949That doesn't change that it could just be an edit, anon
>>50220025you know you can easily check the lists an account has made, right?
>>50220025should be easy to test if you make a list thing and add yourself or an alt
>>50220202You can?
>>50220226click the 3 dots next to the follow button
>>50220226Anon...
>>50220284>>50220302Please understand, am ojisan and twitter UI hurts
>says she's gonna stop stalking>actually increases stalking tenfoldDastardly
now we wait for people to complain that theyre not in there
>im not on the actual listit really is over now
>>50220400It's so over bros
>>50220391You can manually join but I refuse to, I will die inside when she never adds me
>>50220391Already happening.
If you're not on the list it's because she HATES youOr moreso that this website sucks
>>50220456How? I think you can only follow.
>>50220456Nevermind that's just a follow button
>dont tweet/retweet>dont get addedno fucking way, its shover
>private account>not followed>don't get addednot like this...
>don't have twitter>not addedAAAAAAAAAAA
is she gonna use tweetdeck or something, I think I prefer the lotto to the thought that she's got a genuine list of fans she wants to follow
>public account >followed >not added she fucking hates me
>>50220740If you're a private account and she doesn't follow you, she can't see your tweets, even when you tweet at her Idiot
>>50220790>wants to followUnironically I think if you just ask she'll follow you. Some people have done it before.
My my look who she added very quickly to this list
Sorry boys. P2W.
>>50220867>obsessing this much over another man
>>50220867>following>follows youShitposter-San you're just embarrassing yourself even further
what even is a list?
I DID IT I MADE THE LIST SHONDO LOVES ME SHE LOVES ME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>>50220867couldve at least used an alt.....
>>50220945Please understand, he worries a lot about his lover, that's why he can't stop thinking of him
>>50220867She has already said it's fucking broken and she's added over 300 people
>>50220830That's the joke...
>>50220989It's like your timeline but consists only of the people you add
She probably got ratelimited. I get what she's going for but with how strict twitter is now no way it'll work how she wants it to.
>>50220867Whomst
>>50221126 (me)Yup
>>50221004It's natural for cucks to think a lot about their wife's new boyfriend
>>50221208>following him>looking for him in chat>worried this much about himWith how faggy you are I'd assume you're a mod
Do you think she knows how many people are going to go schizo as to why they weren't added? yeah me
>>50221126tell her that so she doesn't deletes it, tell her to make it private so she can add more people laterplease
>>50220867Damn, can't believe she just added makkusu_ottosan like that. What a whore.
>>50221265It's fine, she's probably going to delete it anyways>>50221299I doubt she wants to wait that long to add all the people she wants to
If you're worried she didn't add you, she tried
>>50221263How low T are you that you don't mind who or what your supposed wife is doing
>>50221427Your wife is darkkal? Because by how it looks you seem to care more about him than you do Shondo. Get a room already.
The stalking dream is dead
>>50221477Shondo already took that spot.
>>50221385Can you link to that tweet? I can't find it.
>>50221637for now
The List™ was so short lived.
>>50221651https://twitter.com/shadowchama/status/1662287494467944448
>>50221671>he still doesn't know
AwShe need to do it privately and then make make it public all at once
>>50221644It's ok that you're gay for him, anon. This is a very accepting community, I only ask that you take your discussion of your boyfriend somewhere else.
>>50221752thanks
>>50221793people would know if they were added though right? unless it stealth adds
When are we getting a programmer to make a Shondo twitter?shitter if you will
>>50221935as someone who uses private lists to organize my timeline without alerting a bunch of people, private lists do not trigger notifications
>>50222007shon socialwould you like to reshon my post
>>50220867Those are the newest ones in her following list dumbass, she obviously started from there.>>50221935Private list don't notify them and dont show in "List they are on"
>>50222007Shondophrenics are too stupid. All they can manage is barely functional kusoge for Shadow to cringe her way through on stream.
>>50222161The shed game was kusokino
>>50222123Please give my post chocolates
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO DONT TAKE THIS AWAY FROM ME SHONDO I WAS ON THE LIST I MADE IT I FINALLY MADE IT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Silly wife, you'll never catch me alive
I wanted to try adding audio to these ones but no matter what I did I didn't like how they came outhttps://files.catbox.moe/opncme.mp4https://files.catbox.moe/gw5v88.mp4
>has another secret listIt's so over bros...
>>50222964thats just layer one
fuck twitterfuck elon muskyou took away closeness with my wifei was smiling
>>50222964that's her fambily
>>50222964EOP-tard...
>>50220867who the fuck are those others, her new favorites? what did the fuck did i miss
>>50223137>obsessed with who he thinks are her favorites>yet doesn't have notifications on for herOk tourist
>>50223137Literally read up on the thread and her tweets
>>50223137alright from the top:mememememe
>>50222964god, I hate EOPs
>>50223265t. me
>>50223272Anon... your taking a joke reps...
I imagine if she just waited it would have sorted itself out
Please actually go to sleep
>>50223355Probably but she probably would've felt bad for excluding people even if it was twitters fault
And now we wait for her to turn her PC offGo to sleep you little shit
fuck niggers
At least I'm still friends with her on NewCP and MAL...
>>50223440She need to do it in a private list then make it public when its reay, albeit slowly because fuck twitter
>>50223326sorry ;-;, I shouldn't have said that, that was mean
>>50223219>>50223202i know the list but who are those others, her other special favorites? she added them first...
>>50223859It's everyone that interacts with her, you fucking blind retard rratnigger
>>50223901i am talking about the special favorites she added first retard. we know her golden boy d****** but who the fuck are the others
>>50224083Using a new IP to talk about your boyfriend again?
>new ipwhat are you doing replying to this guy
>retards don't know what mobile isanswer the question, who tf are those
Thanks to Shondo I have song 13 stuck in my head
>>50225044Just replace it with funky town.
Go to bed you stupid brat
I'll chokehold her to sleep.
Beating my beloved daughterwife over the head with a rubber hammer until she's asleep!
She is so fucking broken...
>felt more in control of her life when she was still hurting herselfWell now I'm sad...
now i just feel bad and probably very angry
My shoggas I am starting to think I cannot fix her
>>50226112Shondo worries me sometimes and by sometimes I mean all the time
I seriously wish I could give her a good beating right now. Especially since it would make her feel better
Everyday Shondo makes me lose more and more faith in the English justice system. Annex into the 51st state when?
>>50226495and have her have to pay for all her meds? that'd put her on the streets
>>50226592We round up all of big pharma and kill them too
Okay, I'm actually angry now
>>50226788Same
so uh where's the anon who assumed it was just her meds
Ok that ones actually just fucked
Okay, before I kidnap her I will have to commit a brutal murder. Only after some torture, of course.
pure corrupt evil exists in this world
>>50227019To be fair I was really just hoping she hadn't suffered THAT much, and am clearly wrong. Jesus, it just keeps getting worse.
she mentioned the stealing from gramps' grave before right, who did she say it was? schizo dad?
Btw, she made the conscious decision to open up the account. And closed it again before whatever she just posted.
>>50227235I think it's for the best it stays locked
>>50227235I noticed. And the number of followers fell by one right after that.
>one of the cancelled streams in the last year was probably because she was upset over the one good man who has ever been in her life’s grave being robbed by her abuserFucking hell
so was she raped?
I dont even know how to respond
I think this is a call to action.that person needs to disappear
okay yeah it was dad I think she said before that forest elder swore to kick his ass
Forest Elder may be the most based old man to walk the Earth. If I had one wish and one wish only it'd be to bring him back.
>>50227285Cor blimey innit
>>50227600I'm sure she'd understand if that fucker was to be murdered in cold blood
I never wanted to give her a hug this bad...
oh great it's not even one person that's permanently hurt her
It's impressive how she managed to get this far despite all of those things
If there was one person a vtuber fanbase would ever murder, it would be this person.
>>50227769Yeah, I don't understand how one person can have so many never ending amount of terrible shit happen to them
>>50227772If only I had an address.
Man, I like Soya and the barbie girls, but it sucks that their collab is tomorrow. I just want to shower my wofe in love right now.
>>50227889Haha wouldn't it be really funny if Shondo were to accidentally leak his address, and someone were to accidentally send him anthrax haha
>>50227955I wish she would but that will also leak hers
>>50227955while a funny joke, culpability wouldn't be so funny
>>50227955As epic as that would be it would extremely easily be linked back to her
>>50227955If I upped my stalker levels maybe I could find a name but that would also dox her family so not a good idea.
you could make a novel about shondo's life and it would be called contrived for all the senseless misery
>>50228105It's crazy to think that most of this stuff probably happened so close to each other too considering how young she is, so it was back to back pain.
>>50227955I'm worried someone would actually be dumb enough to do it
I just hope this fucker doesn't try to do anything to her again in the future soon. This is literally the one imminent danger that she has near her.
>>50227955That a self dox. God I wish I was rich to search for that piece of shit and hire a hitman
>>50228164No, I would boot up Minecraft and get my iron axe.
this reaffirms to me that forest tree should have more trauma than he lets on, unless he was just too young to process that stuff
>>50228325By the way it sounds the piece of shit just really liked torturing girls, not that I doubt he's also been through shit.
>>50228325It does sound like the guy targeted Shondo and her mom the mostI do think he’s probably a little more fucked up than one would think though. When she said she was alone with the guy she didn’t mention the forest tree
>>50228394I mean I don't really think shondo is going to go around telling us all the shit that happened to him, thatd be really fucked up for him
>>50228363I don't think you get off okay only watching your sibling and mother be abused
>>50228325He sounds like a woman torturer. He attacked the forest elder because he was the one thing between him and mama and Shondo. I do think he likely is fucked up from it too though, albeit not as bad.
>>50228325maybe he tries to take after the forest elder
would she be happy or sad if we threw our life away to murder that person
>>50228394You could always ask since it seems she's still answering
>>50228675You could always hide that you're the one that did it and just hope she never puts 2 and 2 together
anyone who knows this and still wants to hurt her is just as sick as that guy. shes trying to escape the mental trauma by reliving the physical trauma he inflicted. she needs to be fucking loved, if she asks to be beat dont give it to her. if it werent for all the terrible things that happened to her she would probably be perfectly normal. its not a problem with her at all
>>50228699I feel like asking anything about family members is liable to upset her. I know what set her off last time was just people being presumptuous about her mom but idk.
Is my schizo punching bag Ribbon-tan back on twitter?
>>50228795No, she's dead
so she doesn't actually want it but feels like she deserves to get raped?
>>50228795Who? This is the /shon/ thread dude
>followers went up by like 20wtf
>>50228766Isn't it a double edged sword? Hurting her will probably only make her worse, but as she said she only feels good when being hurt. I'm sure you could try to "fix" her, but she seems so far gone and sure it's the only way I don't know if it'd even work.
>>50228773Last time that person outright called her mom an abuser for “letting that stuff happen to her” or whatever, which the more we learn now, even if it wasn’t abundantly clear at the time, blatantly isn’t true. She had every right to be upset over that.
>>50228843she was accepting them during the pause between replies
>>50228839A lot of people in /shon/ know about her
>>50228845It doesn't matter. You don't have to fix her. You just have to make sure she doesn't get worse, because you (apparently) love her. Sometimes love means making the harder choice.
Bros, I don't think I can fix her after all. I won't stop trying though.
an anime could be made about her and it would become a best seller
>>50229065You're very naive, you can't simply "fix" people. Even the very notion of "fixing" someone is very subjective
has anyone else played or watched someone play menherafflesia by charon, shondo reminds me a bit of scenarios in thathas that sort of "you really can't fix them" vibe, you can only partake in their self destruction or become a victim
>>50229295Autismchama...
>>50229334I've been meaning to read that for forever now, guess this is my sign to finally just do it
what are "those things"
>someone actually bought wedding rings for him and shondobased?
>>50229388?
>>50229446I saw that, deranged and based at the same time
>>50229449someone asked if somewhere was where "those things" happened and I'm wondering what they are, unless she divulged it tonight I may have missed that
This puts into perspective how tiny her hands are, that is a child’s ringhttps://twitter.com/digikunart/status/1662066465212710913
>>50229446autism but the harmless type
>>50229388being molested dumbass
>>50229633shoulda known
>>50229446I would too if I had the money.
>>50229683She literally said it in one tweet
>>50229568HOLY
>>50229568at least his mom is already up to speed on the whole thing, but still I wonder what she thinks
Did she fall asleep yet, can I go to bed?
>>50229568This guy might unironically be one of the most based Shondophrenics and I'm mad that I never thought of this
>>50229568wasn't there anons that talked about deciding to wear a ring recently?guess he's /here/ too.
>>50229905aren't we all
>>50229905Don't you know? Everyone's here.
>>50229876I thought of something similar ever since the ring merch idea was brought up. But never went through with it because I didn't want the be the only one wearing it. I'd like to have her wearing it too.
>>50229723Yep I put it all together now, sorry I am retarded and tired and angry>>50229905Might get a ring for just myself to wear at work to keep whores from talking to me
>>50229905Jokes about The List aside, it's no secret that most regulars are /here/
>>50229876Really? I would've thought he wasn't the only one to do it. I thought about it too, but I would want to wait until its been a year otherwise it wouldn't seem genuine.
>>50230135I'm not here, don't dm me.
>>50230135I'm here, dm me.
>>50230135dm me
>>50230135My dms are closed but dm me anyways
>>50230108It sucks that the idea was ruined for her. the thought of wearing the same band as her brings me great joy.I guess this is one of the sources of happiness real married people enjoy.
>>50230297I liked Rushia but can't help but to be annoyed at how she fucked us out of getting matching rings
>>50230297>>50230377What exactly ruined that merch idea for her? I mean, she is still her oshi.
It feels so shitty and superficial trying to console her over twitter for something like this. I wish I could look her in the eyes. I wish she could move out of that country and never have to look over her shoulder again.
>>50230377Was it because of Rushia? Didn't she say she won't do a ring merch because the materials she'd want for the ring would be way too expensive?
>>50230468Rushia released a wedding ring merch, and then immediately got caught and got fired before the rings were even shipped out.
>>50230468The fact that immediately after it released Rushia was terminated like a week later>>50230503IIRC she also said because it'd remind her of her
>>50230494just say whatever, if words were enough it would've helped a long time ago
>>50230561Ah, I see. I didn't follow Rushia's termination that closely. Now I understand.
>>50229568this makes me sad, people here really are this far gone with her. i hope you can survive the day she logs off for the last time
>>50230667honestly, if she dies, i'll probably go too.even if she has said that that'll make her sad.
>>50230637It was pretty sad, especially because she probably could've just tried her best to ignore everything and instead sperged out and leaked shit to dramafags. It sounds selfish but sometimes it feels nice knowing that I can always trust Shondo, because if this were to fail it'd cost her more than simply just moving onto the next big thing.
>>50230667I don't think I would.
>>50230667but she's here forever if she doesn't take her own life she'll still probably die young, I don't like to think about it
>>50230592I know words aren't enough. But its all we have. I'm so fucking sorry el.
>>50230494You're right but it's probably better than her having no outlet for this at all
>>50230494The best we can do is to be there for her, it's not about the words but the acknowledgement that we're present.
>>50230592Words will probably not change anything but at least she will know you care
>>50230771so you do what you can, if only to show you care, knowing it won't amount to muchit at least means you shouldn't have to fret as much what to say, just don't be patronizing and express sympathy, then accept it's all you could reasonably do
>>50230667Yeah this is kinda crazy. You're just a username to her, she might have a bullet point list of things she knows about you but it's at a very surface level unless you do something retarded like trauma dump your life story and even then trauma dumper will be added to that list.
i love her so much...
Is she asleep now? Is it safe now to do something I was going to take a bath 3 hours ago>>50230494I was so frustrated I didn't know what to say, could only send a couple after being frozen for a while. I wish I had less autism and could talk more easily like those of you in the replies
>>50231039I think those in the replies just have a different kind of autism.Some just can't read the mood and others still backseat her life even on this account.
I can save her !
>>50231039Same. Often times, when I think of something I always rewrite it a bunch of times only to not post it at all in the end.
>>50231039I was pretty pissed too, but was able to get in a "i care" post
>>50231039I think you can safely say "go to sleep" for any tweet she does and it'll still be applicable.
>>50231171just express sympathy and the fact you're there with her, you're not gonna tell her anything new that's gonna make things okay but that's fine
still a tiny bit sad i wasn't the first 114 fans she recognized
>>50231412She added more than 114 at once, twitter just stopped counting after that. She probably added most people at once.
>>50231412she added 500~its just that Twitter broke around 114
>>50231412its probably just where you are placed on top of her followers listi also cant help but think that if that didn't fail she wouldn't have had this moment
I thought the violence was like a fetish thing now I’m sad
>>50231516does twitter still notify you about it if she made the list private?does the notification stay in your notification tab or does it get erased when she privates the list.
>>50231561How many times does she need to say it's not in a sexual way?
>>50231412I don't even think that was the first 114, she probably added tons of people at once and people got in at random at some point. Don't worry about it
>>50231563no
>>50231412cmon man don't be selfish right nowshe legitimately tried her best not to exclude anyone on that and she still got fucked over
>>50231412And your kind of faggot is why she deleted it instead of waiting
>>50231848well no he's sulking here instead of directly to her
>>50231561newfags OUT
>>50231561WE make it sexual, it was never her
>>50231893she sees whats here
Oh I just saw that I made it in her now gone list, it makes me kinda happy
>>50231039I get autism over expressing anything more complex than jokes or basic sympathy. I know she won't really judge me for anything but I know people /here/ would which doesn't help
>>50232523I get autism over being tough viking man or being empathetic. I am not good with women.
>>50232048well what makes something sexual anyway, if she gets gratification from it
>>50232374tell her I want to hold her hand
>>50233699we all do
I'm finally going to sleep. Good night!
>>50235326Goodnight I will do so as well when I'm done with my wife dream summoning ritual
>>50212491Thanks a lot
MALE VOICE ON STREAM REEEEEEEEEEE
>>50236976
We have learned a lot tonight it seems.Maybe keep that in mind before you jump into Lobby 2 to try and live out your abuser fantasies.
>>50236976wrong tab?
She really does sound like that little shit from the rugrats.
>>50238058i DO NOT SOUMD LIKE a FUCKNG RUGRAAAATTT ;v;
>>50238348Go to sleep or I will not punch you again.
>>50238058you better sleep
