anons, do you ever feel like disappearing completely? Just one day walking innawoods and never coming back? Just seemingly vanishing into thin air?I sure do. It feels like society is going to shit, we have no privacy and all is evil. The surveillance is everywhere. I want no part in any of this, I just want To Disappear Completely one day.
I guess i always felt like going away. I remember this one time when i was 5 i just packed my bag with food and my game boy(because that's an essential item obviously). Over the years the feeling intensified and became what you said, the wish to vanish in thin air.I never found a way to "fix" this. Taking extended trips to other states/countries help a little. Renting a remote homestead for vacation helped too. When i finally buy my piece of land i hope it decreases. Sorry for the blog post.
>>2222653This. Exactly this. I'm considering just packing some essentials and just going. No planned path, no nothing. Just to get as far away as I can.
Yes. There’s a documentary about companies in Japan which help people disappear. They pay them and they help them just leave their old life behind overnight. I fantasize about doing that and ending up in Alaska or something.
>>2222663What's the documentary called? I would love to watch it.
>>2222651Yes, my life at the moment feels like a drag. I'm a Britfag though so it's not possible here, I can't move to any good nations at the moment and within Britain the population density is too high (among other factors). /rant/, call me a retard if you want but I need to vent:I feel extremely disillusioned with society and my fellow Britons, even more so considering recent anti-gun pushes (Firearms are my main interest). It's like living in a nation of people who despise you no matter how hard you work to be a good member of society, even when they're total pieces of shit . I work extremely hard to be the best person I can be and it feels very under-rewarding. Maybe I'm just being a whiny bitch, but I feel this constant nagging feeling that "society" (I hate using that word, it's so inadequate to describe what I mean) isn't worth the effort. Why work my life away to give taxes to a bunch of degenerate, disgusting hypocrites so that they can turn around and spit on me? I have loads of examples of it happening though so I can't just write it off as "stop being a whiny faggot" anymore.So to summarise Anon, yes. It strongly appeals to me for similar reasons to yours. The idea of buying a one way ticket to Canada/USA/Patagonia and using my savings to fund a simpler life innawoods where I don't have to deal with people/government/companies is one that keeps popping back up into my mind. It's just a fantasy for me at the moment though.
>>2222651I think I kind of have, to a certain extent. Left the big city job to work remotely and have been building my alt income streams for the day that I can just ease off the gas pedal and cruise for a bit. And next year, that's probably going to be my escape plan. Make sure I've got my cash working for me, put in my resignation and just lay back for a bit and watch the world go by.
>>2222926You are not hoarding $ ?Lets say they printed 20 trillion $ this year and in the past year. Would that scare you?
>>2222651>no privacy I don’t care about that. I just want to escape people, money, and worthless political tension that’s enveloped 90% of the country. Just want a small farm with animals to take care of and enough money to take up projects to keep me busy. Maybe a partner but that’s optional desu
>>2222651I feel this way from time to time. I know I wouldn't make it for very long. I go out and camp several times a year and forage year-round, but I just don't think I have the skills to keep myself alive for more than a couple weeks/months.For the most part, I've been lucky to remain insulated from the insanity and unrest that is gripping the US and the world at large. I live a comfortable and modest life, I have a job I enjoy doing at times. But there's something missing. Modern living feels like it's all just a thin facade, a bunch of appearances and distractions. I find the idea of total self-sufficiency and isolation appealing because it simplifies everything. Finding meaning feels like getting blood from a stone at times, but in this hypothetical disappearance, I feel I would need to live entirely in the moment. Can you even imagine the clarity of mind one could attain if they didn't have to worry about taxes, burdensome regulations, social pressures, or the need to consoom all the useless bullshit constantly shoved in our faces?>>2222872I empathize with your situation, I'm highly disillusioned myself. I hate participating in a system that's degenerating and it fills me with dread to see the withering of liberty
do you realize that for normal people this is a golden age of freedom and rights?drugs and entertainment never been so cheap, getting laid never been so easier and finally freedom of sexual expression became and importand topic, finally people can be what they want and truly are without judgement.no, "civilization" is not collapsing just because you and another bunch of radicals (nostalgic for a past the never existed) are literal misfits.the world is actually going its own way without you, it's not the end of times. if you are unable to enjoy this freedom because your religious backgrounds or other assorted bullshits it's your problem, not ours
>>2223200imagine being so stupid to not see that drugs and entertainment being cheap is just to keep the masses complacent and dulled while the politicons fuck over the world and us daily. getting laid is only "easy" beacuse most people are addicted to porn from the moment they get internet access and need to constantly go farther and farther to get an orgasm to where highschool girls are pretending to be dogs and boys have to dress like girls for attention. we are fucked beyond belief but everyone is forcing positivity and "acceptance" out of fear of the pushback they get when they deviate from the crowd.
>>2223222my life is good, I can be who truly I am, no politican is "fucking me", I don't know anyone IRL that shares your schizo view, let me emphasize.. IRL.leave your bedroom (and church) and this site sometimes, it's hurting you bad trust me.. enjoy life, it's easy
>>2222651Y’know, All I feel like doing is taking a walk.Just up and leaving it all, with nothing but the clothes on my back, a bag with the survival essentials, an 1894 slung over my shoulder, and a book to draw shit in.No social mediaNo expectationsNo fake relationshipsJust walking,Through waist high grass on cloudless moonlit nights, as the breeze rattled through the green bladesThrough the dry, rocky river beds, as cicadas chirp in the gum trees and the sun beats down.To trudge through shining, sunlit snow, after campfire-lit coffee post waking, frost crystallising upon my breath.To clamber through the moss and strangled fig ridden heights of the lush, misty mountains.To stare at the kaleidoscope of stars in a clear black sky, and wonder what it means.But I can’t.Those mountains house the private villas of the rich, and those deserts and grasslands are laced with freeways and chain testa rainy season, to ferry the rat race on their journey from city to city.A pity, no?Anyways, my rant is done.
>>2223200>without judgement. Fuck off you know that's not true, judgement and appearances are more important than ever
>>2223200You are wrong and obviously so. Also, your conception of "freedom" is anti-social trash.
has never been easier>Drugs and entertainment never been so cheapDo you think I care for this? are you truly so hollow that your depiction of freedom is being able to get as much undeserved dopamine as possible? Be a fucking degenerate if you want, that's not my issue, but don't act like I should feel gratification because now it's okay for fags to smoke weed openly. My issue is that I am not allowed to do as I want, I cannot simply be left alone by "society".So what if we are misfits? do misfits not deserve to be able to feel peace, to be left alone? you came to 4Chan and you talk down to people for being misfits?>Finally people can be what they want and truly are without judgementNo they can't though, I already explained this >>2222872 I am judged as a terrorist, lunatic etc for my hobbies but if I do the reverse for people who quite literally fund criminal gangs (Drug users, just as one example) then I am judgy? get fucked. You yourself are judging people simply for being "Misfits", we live in the golden age of the average. So long as the average, typical person is happy then all is okay and who gives a fuck about everybody who doesn't meet that?>Bunch of radicals (nostalgic for a past the never existed)You're generalising peoples complaints and writing them off as trivial by assumption. Also British gun laws have only really become a thing post 1970. >>2223222This, trips of truth.>>2223236I'm glad that you can enjoy being fucked in the ass, seriously. I'm happy for you that LGBTQIAAP+ rights are a thing. How is that relevant to anybody else's complaints? inb4 "but ur 4chan incel lole" I have a girlfriend who has lived with me the past 2 years in a stable relationship, I'm well educated, I have a good job. Nothing about my life makes me the stereotypical incel/extremist type hiding in the basement like you are implying.
>>2223330Fuck forgot to add numbers at the start. Replying to: >>2223200
>>2223305I have a good life, what about you?
>>2222993Don't get me wrong, I have been saving a lot. But cash by itself is kinda bad to keep with strong inflation coming. So everything I've been investing in is very inflation-friendly and big leaps in cost of living would actually help me.
>>2222651Sort of but not quite.I feel like leaving my country as I just want to adventure and explore less travelled places, been saving a a few years to do so, and have plenty of cash now with plans that would have been to leave last June but everything's on hold due to other countries not allowing me in. Just playing the waiting game now.
>>2223299Thanks for the link!
It really does feel like there's no escape from modern society. big corps just stealing resources until it's too late, growing without control, big lands that belong to some rich ass man just cuz their ancestors said so. I know the lone wolf idea of living in the woods is silly, But it looks like all we can do is just go and wait for the eventual end of resources. Even if we tried forming a "colony" of people with the same way of thinking, where would we live? some dudes already reparted the territorys 400 years ago, and what nobody called dibs on it's goverment property. it's like there's no escape of modernity rules and giving more money than they need to some rich 1%
>>2223200not everyone wants to live like a total degenerate
>>2224430It's definitely possible for most first-worlders. Lots of people have done it. But why do you think it can't happen for you? What plan are you following?
>>2224766living in the woods is possible. what's not possible is be completely self sustainable.to not give any money to this bigass corps, idk
>>2224844>be completely self sustainableIt sounds like you haven't put much time into investigation. I ask again, what plans have you evaluated? Where are you looking to make this happen?
>>2222651Nah, i like pussy bro
>>2222651Yeah, problem is winter is coming. I might go anyway though. It is a lonely and cruel world out there but if you can bear it you can build yourself a new life, it’ll take time or luck.
I can't even go for walks anymore. Every other house in a 50-mile radius has a camera pointed at me. Even the nighttime is ruined now with those horrible LED spotlights every 20 feet. It feels like a prison planet now. I want to die.
>>2222651Have you tried anti-depressants yet? You wanna give them a shot before you wander off and become some Park Ranger's problem?
>>2222872Are you you liam from weaponsandstuff93?
>>2225537I know that feel bro
>>2225656Nope, I don't actually know who that is desu. Youtube account?I have little media presence, I'm just a guy who likes guns a lot and unfortunately that interest is looked down upon in the UK.
>>2225673yeah he from YouTube is British and is a huge autist for military stuff and hates the government. I understand that love for guns currently trying to fix up a bunch broken guns but am lacking in money,tools, and parts availability to get them running again. Pic related my AK parts kit just need to buy the tools.
>>2225540>have you tried chemically lobotomizing yourself yet?ISHYGDDT
>>2223200>drugs and entertainment never been so cheapNumbing yourself to your wretched existence isn't freedom. Quite the opposite. You're a slave to your vices.>getting laid never been so easier People aren't getting laid in record numbers. Online dating has destroyed courting.>freedom of sexual expression became and importand topicWhat the fuck does that even mean? Fuck your degeneracy.>finally people can be what they want and truly are without judgement.Unless they want to be a normal white male heterosexual Christian.
>>2223200This is really good bait
>>2225721>normalReally now ?
>>2225723He's not wrong, though.
Just a thought: Would there be any non-western nation willing to put up with a community of white 'misfits' setting up shop and being left alone in some remote unused area? I get the feeling many of us 'misfits' are by no means poor or lazy, so money to buy land should not be too much of an issue. If we don't cause trouble outside of our little nation, manage our own affairs and even pay some amount to be left alone, many (poorer) countries would happily host us.The amish do this kind of thing in lots of places, why can't we just set up the ultimate out heaven?
>>2225801>non-western nation>the amish do this
>>2225810Yes? Didn't you know there are several amish communities in Middle American countries?
>>2225801Russia has a Homestead Act for its Far East they started in 2016. You get 12 acres free. But if you're not a citizen of Russia you have to immigrate , apply for citizenship, learn Russian, use the land for 5 years continuously, and then it becomes yours provided you did all that.
>>2222651they have already locked down all /out/ places enjoy the forest jannies throwing you in jail. its over bro...
>>2226051Phrased that wrong, you have to live in Russia as a naturalized citizen for 5 years THEN you get the land. If you're not a Russian citizen or can prove Russian descent there's a roadblock there
>>2226051The very existence of such act proves more or less they wish to encourage people to settle there. Who knows how much the rules can be bend with enough people and money?
>>2226168Uhh yeah no shit there's only 6.4 million people covering the entire east half of Russia. The land is almost entirely uninhabited. The amount of land they've optioned for their Homestead Act is more than twice the amount the USA did in the 19th century and there's still more they aren't considering.
>>2225702Yeah I see him, I don't do a lot of gas-mask stuff though. I collect/research British experimental weapons and bits primarily (Largely the EM series but others also) so I have lots of trials cartridges and a magazine for an S2-200 machine gun from the Bren series trials, I would shoot more if our laws weren't so retarded. Government recently tried to fuck over cartridge collectors so I'm paranoid about it though.
>>2222653>when I finally buy my piece of land I hope it decreasesIt doesn't, it's a touch of relief to know that you have a place you can always go to but if you're not able to live on it it's just an added temptation because you have that place you can escape to.
>>2225537Mask and a pellet gun, problem solved.
>>2226335Just never give it up and go tell crown to go fuck itself.
>>2226053>goes into his little city forest>is surprised people are stacked on top of each other there
>>2222651You can do it!
>>2223200>golden age of freedom and rightsLmao
>>2222651Fuck yeah.No one would miss me, either.
>>2222655The worst part of most young men's life is their early 20s.
>>2228444Today it will be a hole life unless you are willing to go unconventional ways.
>>2225801>Why wouldn't any country let a bunch of incels build a white quasi-ethnostate militia on its land?Do you chuds even consider to think before typing?
>>2223200>do you realize that for normal people this is a golden age of freedom and rights?That was obviously the frontier and Western expansion.
>>2224430Resource scarcity is a lie, hell on earth only exists because humans don't have the balls to execute the evil elites that lie to you about everything while brutalizing your people.
I'll go one day, but not yet ... not yet.
>>2231167Now is probably the best time.
>>2223200 2012 say (you) Implying
The only thing stopping me from wandering into a national park and never being seen again is my desire to have a family
>>2222655>>2222653>>2222651Almost 30 year old what most would call successful dude here (earn 6 figures and have since grad, no debt other than the house I just bought which is very manageable). I've had similar feelings and have been feeling the pull more (as have most) since the Pandemic because it's just a reminder that life is finite. One thing that has helped me a ton is that I bought a motorcycle and have been riding the ever loving shit out of every mile near me (live in a scenic state with some of the best rides around). I think it's just wanderlust. You want to go explore but you're rational enough to not be able to turn off the modern preservation instinct that is the safety of a job, a place to live, etc. For me I focus on trying to earn enough to stop working while doing as little work as possible. It's not the best strategy but I've found it helps. You'll need to find a way to scratch your wanderlust though, so try some hobbies that focus more on self reliance and determination.
>>2222666Johatsu. Japan's disappeared.
>>2222872Maybe your just being a whiny bitch? Know why you are? You take yourself far too fuckin seriously.
>>2222872Dude just get a tourist visa and overstay it, just change your accent up and I am guessing your white so no one is going to question you being legal vs illegal and get an American drivers license and you’re set buy your guns through private sale
>>2223200>for normal peoplewe're not