>"I've always felt alone, anon."welcome back to the stage of depression and suicide, talk and post sad, emo, gloomy pones or whatever you want!
Emo really went down hill after 2015. Not sure if all the depression fags an hero'd or got help. I love eri and these threads always helped me with irl issues.
>>39214313Mainstream emo (and goth) are dead, but the indy/underground scene has been great lately.Bandcamp its a great pleace to find new stuff
>>39214410If you got any sauce on some good emo music I'd appreciate it. Love midwest emo stuff.
>>39214683midwest emo it's not my favorite type of emo but you can check the page out, i usually spend hours fucking arround bandcamphttps://bandcamp.com/tag/midwest-emoalso; spotify can suck my balls
Was a new thread posted because of Halloween? Or just cause it's been damn near long enough?
>>39215160technically, someone in another dicksword expected a levels leaderboard command for the Eri bot, and a series of subsequent programming errors ultimately resulted in her posting in the thread's dicksword's thread link channel thing, which drew attention to the fact that yeah it's been a whileI can't wait to see Eri in a witch costume carrying a jack-o-lantern candy basket in her mouth
also shame on OP for not posting the full OP text
>>39214193Hell yeah. How have you guys been doing? I'm still obsessing over Bright Eyes.
>>39215324i'm a lazy motherfucker, but here, since you asked so nicely>Who?She's a girl who feels depressed, who feels defeated by both herself and the society that surrounds her. Despite the sunshine that she bathes in every day, she can see nothing but a hollow, grey landscape. The figures she walks amongst every day seem to her to be both so close as to be claustrophobic, yet so distant that they might as well be on the other side of the planet. She is a beaten, broken, emotional wreck of a pony.This is essentially a toned down version of her poetry.>What?/emo/ is the home for t̶h̶e̶ ̶b̶r̶o̶k̶e̶n̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶b̶e̶a̶t̶e̶n̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶d̶a̶m̶n̶e̶d all things emo, goth, or gloomy. Miss Eri is our mascot, but her melancholic friends include Deep Rest, Connie Amore, and many others.>Why?As long as there are those of us that keep her spirit alive, she can never die. Though she may want to.Previous thread: >>37834276Emo MEGAhttps://mega.nz/folder/bAdhXCaS#86EyqHjio3l2G148fzYjngWriters List (Revised)https://pastebin.com/5HBcC407/emo/ Archivehttps://derpy.me/emoMeet the Emo Ponies (will be updated)https://derpy.me/emoponiesfemboycord: https://discord.gg/HmQ4TMV3FC
>>39214193What? Did you just come home from that When We Were Young festival?
>>39214683Listen to *my* pony music
I can finally post this picture
>>39215828>tfw local radio station ran a week long contest giving away tickets and airfare>didn't winEven considering how Saturday went I'm still disappointed.>>39214683Well, what've you listened to? So I don't end up telling you a bunch of bands you've already heard.Personal recommendation because I recently listened to them again is Merchant Ships, and the offshoot Midwest Pen Pals, and the offshoot-offshoot William Bonney
>>39216046My favorite band backed out of that festival because the lead singer is slowly dying of long covid. So yeah. I'm sad.
>>39216048Wait holy shit I didn't hear about that, who?
>>39216054CSH. He's been canceling shows left and right due to being too sick to play. I will never forgive him if he actually dies from this lmao.
>>39216058>>39216062Jesus, I didn't realize the situation was that bad. And if it's been going on for long enough that multiple shows have been cancelled, that's really terrible.
I want to hug Eri in front of Connie
Oh, how I miss you, Paper Cut.If only the others remembered you...
>>39216062Truly... they WERE young
>>39215828Can i get a quick rundown of that shitshow?
>>39216577Didn't go but apparently, it was great despite the setbacks on the first day. From crowd footage, it looks as if most of the attendees were teens. I would've definitely felt my age had I gone lol.
>>39215859Now i will watch your show
>>39216339You fucking monster
>>39216071Yep. It's a real downer. Fitting since this is an emo thread.>>39216444>:(
>>39216442>Every now and then, a few bubbles will pop up on the surface of the water.>The temperature is slowly getting where ti needs to be.>In the meantime, chopping of the veggies is being tended to.>There isn’t much to this, it’s just a simple pasta recipe found in the library.>Something like this is fitting for lonely ponies like yourself, though.>Can’t help but sigh solemnly at that thought.>It’s just another night all alone, like you always are.>For whatever reason, fate decided that this was a deserving punishment for you.>Must be because you were an awful pony in the previous life.>That’s further worsened by the fact you are horrible in this current life.>Pushing others away through your lies, doing those horrible acts to yourself, it’s no wonder.>There is nothing normal about you in the slightest; your ugly coat, your disgusting blue mane and tail, or even your cutie mark.>Just a stupid, lonely, ugly mare that-“Ow!”>The knife drops from your grasp with a clatter, and you withdraw your hoof in a flash.>Blood slowly trickles out of the fresh wound as you look at it.>Wonderful job, freak, you cut yourself, again.>It’s as not as if you didn’t deserve it, the price had to be paid eventually.>After all, you’re pathetic, Paper Cut.>You let out a hiss between clenched teeth while running water over your injured hoof.>Cleaning these wounds up has become second nature, borderline the same as breathing and walking.>Next time you’re cutting veggies, actually pay attention.>Because otherwise the next cut could be far worse.>Doubt you have the guts to end it all, but maybe you’d end up the hospital.>That would just make you an attention whore, wouldn’t it?>Ignoring that thought, you bandage up your hoof and return to cooking.>At least the veggies are taken care off, just need to saute them until they’re tender.>This is so simple that even an idiot like you could do it.>Mom always used to say that you had low self-esteem.>Dad said it was because you wanted attention.>Both participated in screaming matches seemingly everyday.>Despite mom’s constant reassurance that things would work out, dad was right in the end.>You have to pause a moment to tend to the building pressure behind your eyes.>Don’t cry, crying never solved anything.>Find it hard to not give in when the pain inside wages war on a daily basis.>Perhaps if there were some pony else in your life, this plague would be easier to bear.>Such a stupid silly idea, shouldn’t be giving yourself hope.>It never ends well if you do, it’s always dashed apart ruthlessly at some point.>Usually with disastrous results.>A quick glance over the pot shows the water in a gentle boil, so you add the noodles to it.>Now comes the fun part; splitting your attention between cooking and fighting with yourself.>Never cooked something like this before, so it’s kind of exciting in a way.
>>39217048>It certainly smells good, that’s for sure.>The light of the matchstick inside glows bright enough to curl the corners of your mouth upwards.“I just have to hold out, that’s all.”>Holding out, is that what you call this?“No, I-”>Don’t be foolish, you could /never/ hold out for anything.“Yes I have.”>Oh really, then why has no stallion even given you the time of day, hmm?“That’s different.”>Different, different how? You’re ‘supposedly’ holding out for a stallion to sweep you off your hooves.“I-I-”>It’s the truth, that’s what it is.>Fighting against it is the most pathetic thing one could do, especially you.>Your bottom lip quivers as you try to fight against breaking down.>The urge is so strong, so persistent.>You squeeze your eyes shut, and breath in deeply, then release slowly.>Have to do it a few times before having any semblance of control.>Took a long time to be able to do just this small feat.>Other ponies are so lucky to not have to struggle like this.>They get to have happiness, friends, family; an actual sense of belonging.>Then there’s you, sorrow hidden away behind a mask of lies.>Life has always been this way, no matter what you do.>Shouldn’t dwell on this, focus on cooking.>The veggies are tender enough for the sauce and seasonings, to which you add them in.>Mom taught you a great deal about cooking, she was so insightful.>It felt like she somehow knew everything in the world, with all of the answers to every question you had.>Things weren’t always great, especially when she was left alone to raise, but you two made the most of it.>Dad is… well, rather not give him another thought.>Learned that the pain inside isn’t as bad when you don’t dwell on the past.>Experience taught you that much.>Unfortunately, it came at the price of horrific scars that adorn your entire being.>Never have heard or read of some pony anywhere near as bad as you before.>Suppose it’s like how cutie marks are wholly unique to each and every pony.>Makes some sense when you think about it.>Though if there are any ponies remotely like yourself, they must have either died or hide way.>Then again, they could just not exist at all.>Any option is unpleasant.>Shaking your head, you focus on the skillet in front of you.>Rather not have your food burn because you were being so careless.>Good timing too, it’s just started to boil.>You turn the heat down to a simmer, and cover it.>The noodles themselves are nearly finished, so you devote your attention to them.>This would be a whole lot easier if you were a unicorn.>Nothing can be done about that, you are – and always will be – a useless earth pony.>Certainly feel useless most of the time, especially since you lack any of the typical feats they possess.>Don’t have any great strength, pretty weak overall.>Don’t have any stamina, so running is out of the question.>Nor do you have any ties to the earth itself.
>>39217055>All you have is the ability to fold paper into various shapes, that’s all.>Again, useless.>Turning off the heat, you drain the noodles and wait for the sauce to finish.>Not like you’re in any rush, nowhere near close to starving.>Although it’s true you’re not fat, you’re not skinny either, nor are you average.>Just a gross in-between body shape.>Your eyes drift to your bandaged hoof, then slowly from there, to the other scars that mark your body.>There’s been so many made over the years.>Some of which have faded away, some are nigh invisible to the naked eye.>The rest however… find it difficult to make up excuses if any pony ever asks about them.>Sure, the smaller ones are easily waved off as an accidental paper cut.>The larger ones, though, those can’t be easily explained away.>As a result, ponies talk about your scars behind your back.>It’s not a paranoia either, because you’ve quite literally heard them, even if they think they’re out of earshot.>That too, is apart of your miserable existence, just another thing to accept.>A stray tear crawls down your cheek.“N-no, not yet… come on.”>You sigh deeply, and attempt to breath calmly.>Gotta keep it together, at least for a little longer.>There will be plenty of time later for the pain, but right now, you need to stay in control.>Breathing in/out, it takes some effort, but you manage to concentrate just enough.>The sauce is finished, and you start putting together a plate.>Upon completion, a small genuine smile flickers to life on your face.“I made this, and actually… it looks good.”>You say a silent prayer to the diarchy just like mom used to do, and start to eat.>Surprisingly, the food is just as good as it looks.>Certainly no chef, but these little surprises are a wonder to have.>Would’ve been nice if cooking was your talent, but life isn’t fair, that much is clear.>Nothing more is said as you eat in silence for a time, with loneliness as your company.>It’s always been here, as a friend/tormentor of sorts.>Grown to accept it for it is.>You manage to eat a couple plate’s worth of food before feeling full.“Not half bad, Paper, not half bad at all.”>A rare giggle escapes from your mouth, though you follow it up with shaking your head afterwords.“I maybe have managed this, but I can’t let it go to my head, least it give me silly thoughts.”>You utter a low sigh, and put away the leftovers.>From there, you retreat to the living room.>There isn’t much to do this evening, nothing important anyways.>Could always read a book.>If that doesn’t work out, then making some origami certainly will.>Just prefer getting lost in a fantasy for the time being.>You pick out a particular book you started sometime ago, and find where you left off.>The plot is fairly simple, yet, surprising at times.>It’s about a young mare who leaves her small village to the big city to become famous.
>>39217059>She has to work hard to find her way in the world, with her struggles being somewhat relatable.>Although she doesn’t do the ‘habit’ that you do, she’s still fairly lonely.>Her job as a waitress is seemingly empty, much like your attempts to teach at the school part-time, as well as trying – and failing – to sell your origami at the market.>As you go continue to read, something starts to crack inside.>It’s similar to the sound of rocks crumbling away.>Vision grows misty the more time that passes.>You attempt to blink or wipe it away, so desperate to resist the coming storm.>In the end however, a cry of agony is whimpered out.>The book tumbles from your grasp to the floor with a thud, and finally, sobbing mess is what you turn into.>Every word said behind your back, and to your face; the ever present beast of misery that consumes your being, and the failures of your life assaults you relentlessly.>The wailing of a mess of a pony echoes throughout the small home, occasionally accompanied by screams.“It-it’s unfair! Why… why d-do I have to *sob* suffer like this?! WHY?!”>Like every time before, the things you call your insides are hollowed out little by little.>But after everything today, you are still a pathetic excuse for a pony.>Never, ever, forget that, Paper Cut.>As your pain dies down, you curl up into a ball on the couch.>Small shaky breathes, sometimes hiccups too, are released.>Without a second thought, you squeeze your bandaged hoof.>Pain is the reward for such action, and forces you to clench your teeth with a sharp hiss.“I deserve this… I de-deserve this… I deserve… this…”>Tears dry away over the course of the scene, yet the want to release more remains strong.>It’s further worsened by the darkening bandage as it’s squeezed.>Before it turns too red, you finally relent with a minor sigh of relief.>As it all dies down, so too do you.>For a time, you lay here on the couch, feeling less of a mare then you did before.>Autopilot takes hold as you limp off to the medicine cabinet to change out the bandage.>Despite having gone through this, you’re still here, still alive, still suffering.>But tomorrow, next week, next month, on and on, it will continue like much this.>Never ending, ever.
Some fresh green for the thread, good to see it back.
>VOL. I - A Miss Eri Soundtrack For The Misunderstood And Withering>VOL. II - I Enjoy Cocks in my Asshole>VOL. III - Quit staring, you fucking pervert…>VOL. IV - I’m Not Lonely… Really...Happy to see that the /emo/ thread archive is still up.
>>39215859What the fuck is this drawing? Kek
>>39217273It's fuckin sexy is what it is
>>39214193Yea me and my waifu like too keep it gloomy!
>>39217391What's her name again?
>>39217391hey bro that made that thread the other day.hows your and ur plush?go on any dates revently gloomfriend
>>39217069godspeed bro, thank youPaper Cut deserves this
>new greenWhat, holy shit
>>39217065How cool, thanks brah for the green
Who's your favorite emo poner?
>>39218457Her engine's idling
>>39217253>>39216339>>39219503who are these qts?
>>39216577Last Saturday was cancelled literally one hour before it was due to open. In fairness, it's because Vegas winds are no fucking joke when they get really bad, and they were being told by city weather officials they couldn't do it. So a lot of the bands instead found either free or cheap(ish) places to do smaller, more intimate shows for the night, which is kind of insane considering its Vegas.>>39216582I saw a lot of people in their mid 20's and up, I think it just depends on what the footage showed.>>39217069And for Paper Cut too no less, god damn anon you must really care about her as you should
>>39219573Connie Amore and Miss Eri
Can we post emo songs here?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=alJI5gVV0qw
>>39219788yes, please, post more
Eri's glad you're all back.>>39219788Not only is it allowed, it's encouraged
>>39220282Yay! New Eri art.
>>39214193She's cute and all but I still can't listen to emo music.
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>>39218388Paper Cut, and I'm the only one in this motherfuckerUnless the marbleflag bro likes her too>>39220282Dude fuck yes <3 Post it on twatter bro I wanna retweet her on the timeline>>39219877https://youtu.be/LAU4RUJyk2I
>>39220463Maybe I just didn't hear enough of it but a lot of the songs just don't work for me. When I was a kid it was due to the lyrics but I outgrew that. Sometimes it's because of the style, sometimes I just feel like the artist screaming doesn't go hard enough with their screams. But maybe I just didn't hear enough of it to know any good stuff.
>>39220533What sort of emo have you been listening to? Have you listened to Bright Eyes' Letting off the Happiness? I'd say the screams on that record are top tier.
>>39220550I'll give it a listen later, can't really listen to music now. I also can't really tell you to what I listened since I never wrote it down. It was mostly songs my ex found and sent me to listen to, but I never wrote any of them down or saved them because it just wasn't my style.
>>39220492Eri would cut herself up/10
>>39218388for me it'll always be Eri, no matter what. I just love her too much.>>39220528>I'm the only one in this motherfuckerSometimes you gotta be the one to get people interested in your sad pone. I know this contradicts the above, but I really like Kit Kat too, for almost completely opposite reasons to Eri. I've drawn a good amount of her and at one point a million years ago wrote a green with her in it, don't remember if it ever got posted, or finished for that matter.What do you like about Paper Cut anon?
>>39221201It's good to know there's an Anon for even the less popular mares
>>39218388My heart belongs to Connie Amore
>>39217407We are both doing great! I'm not sure what we will do for Nightmare Night and it's coming up soon! Probably watch a movie and eat a lotta junk food.
>>39217411>>39217554>>39217938Appreciate it guys.>>39219726Eri may be my favorite, but I want to see all the ponies here shine. Just wish I could get my head together enough to write more.
>>39220550I gave it a listen and while it was pretty good, not something I'd listen to on a regular basis, but certainly better than what I found before. I'll probably add few of the songs to my playlist. Might be nice to have something calmer to listen to between other shit I listen to.
>>39221201Paper Cut's lore/story really speaks to me.I love how she has a job like Deep Rest, they both go through so much, maybe even putting on a fake smile at times, but it all comes full circle when they are alone.I know a lot humans act the same way. Like I am, she is a teacher. There are many good things that come from job, I put up with alot to see those few, special kids that always make my day. But even though I'm in that environment, there are days after work where I wouldn't want the kids to see me. Truth is we all go through things, no matter what we do to distract ourselves. Some people have more to distract themselves with than others.She is also very pretty haha, the prettiest out of all her friends, and thats why I think it only makes her story all the more sad, it's really clique but, I could help her see so much. I'd just really want to be there for her, for her to see that somepony cares, and that the rest of her friends do too, but they all just go through emotions of their own. They all need some healing, and they could do it together too.>>39222485that's great friend to hear friend!i wish nothing but the best for you twome and Rarity will probably going to do the same kek, i have some ice cream for the pretty lady as well
never forget Addie
>>39223581I'd never forget her
>>39221704There's an anon for every sad pone>>39222542>but I want to see all the ponies here shine.Me too. Sometimes it's daunting to make something for a pony who doesn't have much, because there's always the chance it eithera. Doesn't stickb. People don't like it, and it makes the pony less popularAt the same time though, if nobody else is gonna take the risk, she runs the risk of being unpopular still, so it's always better to try.>>39223024You know what? I like that. I never really saw that in her before, but I think I'm coming around. Maybe I'll draw her this weekend.>>39223581Does she have much? I legitimately only have those two pictures of her saved, and I've never seen a green about her.
>>39222935Glad you like it. If you want some slower/calmer emo songs, as cliche as it is, American Football/Mineral might be ones you want to check out.
>>39223581>>39224361There's a couple more, she's tagged as Addie.
>>39219877This thread needs more Charmer. Personal favorite, but this entire album is amazing, I listened to it practically on repeat my junior year of college.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EP-TyMyDGnE
>>39224491This was already quite slow for me so I'm not sure about slower. My neurons are fried by thrash and death metal so I have to limit the slow I listen to
Couldn't find it on Derpibooru, but I remember 7 years ago seeing a cute drawing by I think Lazerblues of Miss Eri/friends doing creative stuff with the message "if you're feeling blue, try something new"
>>39225557The picture made me write this. I will not apologize.>Glancing down at the small dark mare holding a CD case in her mouth your mind was filled with various thoughts. >Like: Where did she come from?>Where did she get that CD? >And how am I supposed to play it? My PC doesn’t have a disk drive.>Despite her rather gloomy aura, there was a look of slight glee on her face as she finally spoke, not dropping the CD case.>”Will you lishyn wish me?” she asked, her words muffled by the plastic in her mouth. >You squinted at her, still not sure how she even got inside your house. All the doors were locked and you lived on the second floor. She had no wings or horns so unless she could just levitate there was no way she got through the window. >Then your eyes moved towards the case itself as you tried to read the name of the artist. >It was partially obscured by her teeth and muzzle but you could read the “Sleeping with Sirens”.>You glanced at her again, still trying to look friendly with that gleam in her eyes and a band you didn’t know.>She shrunk a bit under your judging gaze before you finally spoke.“I don’t have anything that can run CD’s.” >She let out a small “oh” before hanging her head down. >”Shorry to be a botsher…” she said before you reached out your hand and grabbed the case from her mouth. >You’ve read the name of the band again before looking at the gloomy mare.“I can find it on the internet and play it like that. But I have no idea what it is.” you added as she slowly nodded, some of that gleam returning to her eye. “But because I don’t know what it is, I’ll get to put on something from my musical library so if it’s not something I like at least you’ll be forced to suffer through my musical tastes.” >She seemed to think for a moment before nodding. >”Seems fair.” she said before looking around for a place to sit. >You pointed towards the couch before turning on her music, turning on the speakers, getting up and walking towards the coach and sitting next to her. “If it turns out to be bad, you’ll be forced to listen to Man Must Die with me.” you said after a moment before she rested her head on your leg and murmured a quiet “okay…” >You’ll ask her how she got here later. For now you just started to pet her.
>>39225480You probably have a very strong opinion on this but have you heard of Deafhaven?
>>39225774I wouldn't say my opinion is strong, I don't really think they are that good, I think Nails is much better if we're talking similar style.
>>39225702That was cute.
>>39226840Thanks, anon. The ride truly never ends <3
>>39225702Thanks for that, anon. I hope we can all find tender moments like that from time to time.
Don't forget about goth applejack everypony!
>>39227262I love her little sad hat
>>39227201If only an emo mare would materialize in my house...
>>39227262with her accent kek so fcking cuteis it just a phase though for applejack?what would she be sad/stressed about?thoughts?
/emo/ my first home on the board. nice to see it back
>>39228080he's pretty cool
>>39225557You have to listen to all the CDs.
>>39225702>>39225557Cute cute cute
>>39229331Damn, this gives me another idea
>>39229331>During one late night in Ponyville you wandered the streets.>Was it because of insomnia? Or was it because you actually liked to feel isolated. >Whatever the case, you liked walking the streets at night. >Taking another drag of your cigarette when you finally noticed something. >A strange, large bipedal creature lying on a bench. >The white shirt was missing, the suit pants were unbuttoned and the tie was hanging loosely on his neck. >At least you assumed it's a he. The facial features were very unponylike. >You wondered for a moment what you should do about this whole situation until you finally decided to just go with the flow and did your best to heave the creature onto your back and carry it into your home. >It wasn't that far away from here but it was still at least a ten minute walk, pushing thirty with an extra weight on your back. >And mare, was he heavy. >You finally reached your house and put him in your bed, lying on the side of course, for safety. >You knew what to do with drunk ponies! Or weird creatures. >Anyhow, you went to the couch for now and decided to take a nap there. You'll deal with the freakout in the morning. >The strange Alien would probably wake up soon. >It was around eight hours since you dragged him home and you were just now starting to rummage through your shelf >You don't know why you came up with this stupid idea, but it felt like something you just heard in a dream and you had to go through. >At first it was something about the eggs but that was dumb. >You laid out twenty something CDs on the table and sat down in a chair facing the exit from your bedroom. >Soon enough a confused grumble, then a few uneasy steps left the bedroom and you saw the creature, looking at you confused. >"Where am I?" He asked in a deep manly voice. "In my house. I found you passed out on the streets. You don't have to tell me what happened but you have to listen to all the CDs" you said, smiling awkwardly.
i will finish this tomorrow, too sleepy now>>39230053what a waifu
>>39230328Damn, I wish I wasn't so bad at drawing.
>>39230328What a grump!
>>39214193I prefer goth.
>>39231422>goth neettell me more about her
>>39231578Here senpai >>39206951Something I should have added was that her hair is messy because she cuts it herself.
>>39231597the big tiddies are not my jam, but she's a qt
What retarded 8 year old devianart fag thought up that heartbreak is a talent? Because it isn't
>>39229185Tbh, there was a point I even dropped the smokes because they could no longer distract me from the heat.There was a winter, and I got a couple of fags done, one dude comes, and tells me "they don't heat you up". I said "at least some heat comes", but then he answers "then why you smoke like a pack every hot day?"I did the math, and I quit the smokes after that. Fucker got me, that's all I'm saying.
>>39231758Personally I just curse the industrial revolution for causing the global warming whenever I'm too hot. Much cheaper than cigarettes so I can spend the excess money on paying for my shitty flat.
>>39225557>it's been 7 years since that drawingWhere the fuck does the time go holy shit
>>39219877some not emo: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kHUOkC3CzmY>>39228160I'd say so, pretty much anything tangential is welcome.>>39228371Welcome home anon.
>>39218457How deep is Rest?
>>39231779I wiah I could do that, but living in a tropical region kinda destroys your argument in that side.
does sad non-emo/scene music count?
>>39233732yeah, we welcome everything gloom, sad and doomer here
Eri plush is doing great btw
>>39234189You can draw pretty well. I can't do it at all
>>39217069Feels bad. Very well written.
>>39235758They said no homo
I wonder what Paper Cut is doing right now, durinf her weekend
>>39234189For what it's worth, I like your art.
>>39236650Paper origami, probably
>>39236656What is this?
>>39238141A mii version of Eri that an anon made.
What do these ponies smell like?
>>39234373She isn't lost? That's good to hear, I always thought the story was that she disappeared somewhere>>39238141Miitopia I'm pretty sure.
>>39239088>She isn't lost? That's good to hear, I always thought the story was that she disappeared somewherethis is Eri 2 the electric emoloo
>going through my emo pone folder>want badly to make things to contribute and get others interested in making things>life cycle is work->home, too tired to make anything->repeatfuck this gay earth I just want to write and draw stories about sad ponies
>>39239914Remember anon, >>39239647
>>39239914follow your dreams, nigga
>>39241581Rad. It's not common to see the suicidal part of the emo culture.Now that I think about it, I feel emo culture kind of divided itself.
>been way more depressed than I have in years>suddenly get /emo/ threadWell I can live long enough to post in the best thread
Happy whatever>>39242886bring the shitposting
>>39242886What's been going on anon?
Happy Halloween everyone, sorry this is so late. I ended up having a lot more to do tonight than I expected no trick or treaters this year though, sadlyI always love this holiday but I'm always faced with the crippling anxiety that I'm not "doing enough" to enjoy it whenever it comes around. Even though deep down I know that no matter how much more I do, it'll never be enough, it's the same with every holiday.
>>39245225Happy halloween anon, and thats a cute Eri
>>39246324Man, whatba nerd
>>39245225Do not push yourself anon, and enjoy your time
>>39248389They totally lesbo while crying because one did a sappy crap poem.
>>39248997Classy music donkey and her sad emo donkey daughter
Mental wellbeing checkpoint, how're you all holding up?She's capable of happiness, just like you are anon.
have a bump
>>39250409Been dealing with a lot of shit lately, but I'm trying to keep going on for her.Gonna post a short green in a bit.
>At long last, she’s peacefully asleep.>It took far longer than expected, but then again, she is very special.>Just noticed the time as well; spent roughly three hours to get her to rest.>To be honest, it felt much shorter.>Not that it matters much, only she does.>After all, she is everything.>A wistful smile creeps slowly upon your lips.>It’s born from the the single solitary thought: she is yours.>And no matter what happens, you won’t let anyone – ANYONE – take her away from you.>Her barrel rises and falls slowly with each passing breath.>She looks much happier this way, so beautiful.>If only she could see that truth for herself.>Alas, that is a lofty goal.>But for now, she has you to see her for what she truly is: a wonder.>As much as you want to stay here with her, there are some other matters that must be tended to.>You gently close your eyes to withhold a growing pressure inside of your chest.>Have to hold it a moment or so, least it cause any trouble.>A slow, careful release of breath, and you reopen your eyes to her sleeping form.>It’s all that is needed to make it dissipate.>So long as you have her, these little problems will never amount to anything.>That’s all you need to know.>With a small kiss upon the side of her head, you reluctantly leave the room.>This home will shelter the two of you from all harm.>It’s in here that the world exists.>Nothing else exists outside of it.>Yet sometimes, you have to go out into the nothing, for her.>A quick check of the fiances shows that everything is in order, just as expected.>Shouldn’t never need to worry about them, but being careful certainly helps prevent unwanted surprises.>Next on the agenda is a letter.>With quill and parchment, you get to work on it.>Wish writing these were not necessary.>Wish for a lot of things, too.>If you didn’t do this however, it would cause… trouble.>More specifically, certain individuals.>Your writing slows to a crawl as you instinctively clench your teeth.>It would be better if those individuals weren’t around anymore.>But if you were to remove them, it would cause far worse trouble.>Which is why you write these stupid silly little letters.>Shouldn’t concern yourself further with such thoughts, they’re slowing progress.>After all, those individuals are nothing.>Once the task is finished, you take a step out into the void, and set the letters in the mailbox.>Wait, mailbox?>That can’t be right, there’s nothing out here.>Has to be your imagination playing tricks on you.>After all, it’s just you and her, nothing more, nothing less.>Back inside is safe, back inside is her.>You retreat within, and turn your attention to something special.>Not dinner just yet, but a surprise instead.>Practiced skill comes easily as you work on it.>She’ll love this, she always does.>That’s what your talent is; mending her broken heart.>In the not so distant past, others said your talent was something else.
>>39251191>They were liars.>They were thieves.>They wanted to keep her away form you.>Nearly slip with your work at that thought.>A simple titter uttered recovers enough to correct that.>Just have to remember that she is yours.>It took so long for that to happen, too long.>If it wasn’t for a series of circumstances, she wouldn’t be here with you.>But she’s safe now, with you.>A fair bit of time has been invested on this gift, but it is ready for when the time comes.>Even more so, it was accomplished in a timely manner.>Not that you expected otherwise, if it’s for her, it’s always perfectly done and on time.>You return to the bedroom where she is.>She’s still fast asleep.>Good.>It’s not as if she is going anywhere, but there’s always this… thought, that she won’t be there.>Don’t know why it comes, it shouldn’t exist in the first place.>There is nothing outside this home, it is the entire world.>And she is at the center of it all.>Her beautiful raven mane, those rose tinted eyes, and that wonderful ashen coat.>She’ll see what you see someday, just have to keep reminding her of that.>Until then, you’ll be here with her, forever.>For now, you go work on preparing dinner.>Don’t really need it yourself, but you’ll eat anyways.>She’s all that you need to live.>What to make, though?>Ah, a simple stew will suffice.>Unfortunately, some of the supplies are low.>Which means you’ll have to venture out to get some more.>Which means she’ll be here.>Alone.>Without you.>Feel a slight twitch in your eye.>Breath, remember her.>In.>Out.>In.>Out.>There we go, much better.>Now then, this meager problem has to be taken care of.>You won’t be gone long, but…>A small sigh escapes from your mouth.>...it hurts all the same.>Just be quick about this.>With that thought, you depart out into the nothingness.>A mess of colors are all around, as well as moving shapes all about.>All of these things are useless, all of them are fake.>Because the truth is: they are nothing.>Some of the forms pass by, some even have sounds.>Like in a fantasy, none of that is real.>Thankfully, they don’t slow down your journey in the slightest.>Long ago, they once did.>That was before you took her in, though.>The thought is ignored as you reach the destination.>This place holds what you need.>Correction: what /she/ needs.>After all, you only need her.>Much like the outside, there are shapes moving about here as well.>Could have sworn that something called out your name at some point.>However, it wasn’t her voice, so it doesn’t matter.>After acquiring the goods, you’re about to leave when a flicker of color from the corner of your eye gives you pause.>Something about it feels familiar.>Those colors, they are… dark gray, almost back, and… purple?>No.>It’s not real.>It’s not real.>It’s not real.>Ignore it, go home.>With a breath in/out, the color vanishes into a blob like everything else.
>>39251197>Smiling, you calmly and casually depart off.>There’s a scratching in the back of your mind as you’re walking.>Seems more like a voice, or something is trying to get your attention.>For some reason, you pick up the pace.>Don’t quite know why either.>Not important, home is.>Home is where it is safe.>Home is where she is.>Despite that thought, your movements hasten further and further until everything around seems to vanish.>Things come back into focus; you’re home.>Once safely back inside, the nothing from outside fades away like it always does.>The door locks behind you, and a wave of calm washes over you peacefully.>There are no more sounds from outside, because there is nothing outside.>The only sounds are from within; this is the world, and she is the center.>Speaking of which, you go check on her.>She’s just as you left her, asleep.>Your eyes travel about her body, landing eventually on her legs.>Those various marks still adorn them, all from the distant past.>Life has been, and always was, hard on her for so very long.>That all changed the day you found her out within the nothingness.>If was then and there that you realized that your entire life had been a total lie up to that point.>All of it was a grand charade; a play on the world’s stage, with faceless masses watching on as you acted out your part.>It was… agonizing to do keep doing that day after day.>She, much like you, was in so much pain.>Now she isn’t suffering anymore, nor are you.>But all of that pain could have been avoided had you acted sooner.>Does that make you bad?>No, there was no way of knowing what was going on.>Yet you acted too late.>Things were different then, you’re stronger now, you’re->-a monster.>The temperature takes a sudden dive, like a winter storm has descended out of nowhere.>Even stranger, everything has come to a complete standstill.>You focus on her in an attempt to make sense of things.>All of her color has faded, and she too is still, almost as if she were… de->NO!>Try as you might, nothing seems to budge; from within, from without.>Words fail to form in your throat, there’s just a silence.>Breath.>C-can’t.>Breath!>Ca-…>BREATH!>All at once, air rushes into your lungs with such a force that you fall to the ground in a heap.>Everything so heavy, vision has turned into a blurred mess.>Don’t give up, she NEEDS you.>Summoning all that you are, you shakily stand, and find everything back to the way it was.>She’s asleep, like nothing happened.>More importantly, she is safe.>She is alright.>She is yours.>Just as it should be.>Whatever terror occurred never was real, it never is.>Because like the outside, it is nothing.>It doesn’t matter how many times the forces from there attempt to draw you back out, it will NEVER be real.>You take a brief moment to compose yourself, along with a once-over to ensure that everything is place.
>>39251201>Don’t like episodes like these, but at least they don’t occur when she’s awake.>They’ll come and go, like always.>For now, you go work on making dinner.>The stew comes together slowly, but surely.>As it nears completion, a sound from the other room reaches your ears.>Immediately, it’s clear that it’s her that is stirring from her slumber.>Shortly thereafter, light hoof falls come from the hallway, to which you steal a quick glance; her mane is a bit of a mess, one that draws a smile from you.>She lets out a small yawn that plucks your heartstrings ever so.“You’re just in the time, dinner is about to be ready.”>She takes a seat at the table with a tiny nod.>“...mmhm.”>Shortly there after, you finish up, fill two bowls, and join her.“Be careful, it’s still hot.”>The corner of her mouth raises slightly.>“’kay.”>It’s not much of a smile, but it might as well be a diamond to you.>No, wait, that’s far too inadequate of a description, it’s far more unique and valuable.>Nevertheless, it’s precious.“So what do you think?”>“S’good.”>Your smile broadens as you continue to eat your own.>Didn’t really need to ask, but getting her to talk is all the more worth it.>It’s such things that feeds the joy inside.“I’ve got something special to show you after we’re done eating.”>“Oh?”>You nod eagerly.“Take care a guess at what it is.”>“Uh… a song?”“Indeed. I wrote it while you were sleeping, I think you’ll like it.”>“I don’t doubt it, everything you make is great.”>Not as great as her.>But all the works you create are born from her, as she is your muse.>She stops goes to take another spoonful, but stops, and her eyes flicker downwards.>Don’t know what that look is, don’t like it.>Whatever it is, you need to know right away.>Because nothing else matters at the moment.>Your entire attention shifts completely to her, and only her.“Is something wrong?”>She shakes her head lightly.>“No… it’s nothing, don’t worry about it.”>That isn’t true.>Did you do something wrong?>Does she hate you?>Why is she hiding?>Is she going to leave you?>NO, no… just… stop, breath.>One silent breath in/out, and everything remains in control.>You reach over and gently touch her wither.“Hey, you know you can tell me anything, right?”>“I know, it’s just…”>She lets out a deep sigh, then lets her gaze go to your face; her eyes glitter slightly in the light.>“...I can’t thank you enough for everything you’ve done for me. Sometimes it doesn’t feel real…”>Such an old fear of hers, one that refuses to ever go away.>It’s nothing that you cannot handle, though.>You rub her shoulder in a calm controlled manner.“Eri, all of this is real, and you never have to thank me for it. I will always be there to help you out, no matter what.”>Not a total lie, yet still, a small one.
>>39251205>So long as it keeps her happy, that it shall persist.>Her eyes linger on you for a little while longer, then close softly.>Another moment to keep within the vault of your mind forever.>As she reopens them, she gives a tiny nod.>“Yeah, I know you’re right. Thanks anyway, Connie.”“You’re welcome. But please, eat your stew before it gets cold, then afterwords I can show you the song I made.”>You let go and the two of you return to eating.>At the center of everything is Miss Eri, she is yours.>And for you, Connie Amore, that’s all that is, and will be, in your life.
>>39248389>>39248997Octavia definitely has a crush on Eri and does everything she can to see her happy
>>39251209>>39251205>>39251201>>39251197>>39251191thank you so much anon, this is great
>>39252275I'd totally listen alternative with Eri
>>39251320Classy ponies love some sad emo pone
>>39253210Alright then, who's my waifu's emo waifu?Wife in flag btw
maybe not exactly emo but it sure makes me emotionalhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yu_ACDQh-Dw
>>39250409I'm not doing good, but I'm hoping I can get some answers on some things soon
>>39250409i'm doing great for the frist time in many many time, i can't wait to see how i fucked this up
>>39253585>who's my waifu's emo waifu?dunno, you tell me
>>39250409Relatively fine. Things aren't bad, but they could be better.
>>39254512Well in my head canonRarity would like. UhhhhhhhhMiss Eri
>>39256733made for boops
>>39258704Poor Eri, she needs a hug.
Connie went to a Eri book presentation, but also someone else was invented.find out on the next Eri Z Kai
>>39251209holy shit dude, that was intense,i love that little mystery with Octavia and how you describe Connie's feelings
>>39251833>>39259555It took a little bit to get into that mindset of obsession that Connie has, but I'm glad to see I conveyed properly.
>>39259938edge; the shark
>>39259938howd she get studs on her horn
How do you make a sad pony happy?
>>39264348By giving hugs and sad poetry books
>>39259494please, Eri is doing her best to talk about her poetry book
>>39264724Tension so thick that you could cut it with a knife.
>>39264724>her best to talk about her poetry book>has socksI think Eri missed some signals here.
>>39265322Or a razor
>>39265380elegant emo clothes
>>39264348try to watch invader zim with her, it used to work on the 00's
>>39251209Holy shit, I didn't even realize it was Connie until right at the end, 10/10 anon, 10 outta fucking 10
I am pony.I am sad.Good day was not had.I am a pony feeling bad.This this not rad.I wish I was Chad.
>>39263738I'm going to take this pony and hug her.
>>39269469Woah, even more gay!
lol you guys are sad fags. here have some sad musichttps://youtu.be/upS3a4zlq-shttps://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLqecCMJ_KokFX0XfGlI1iomPGVpxAWpPZhttps://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_khfbTfIMUGglm1Ofp7mAaBsmX0WmQcYQc
>>39271718push it into my veins!
>>39267371>>39267376Cute! How does Octavia feel about Connie?
>>39272717"That crazy bitch" or "i wish she could join me in my band"
>>39270595>>39268303Who're these two? Besides Eri obviously
>>39273871one is Kira, Bambi's sister and local punching bag and the other is pic related
>>39274374An extremely surface level pony, but a neat design.
>>39274603all emo welcome even the most basic
>>39275876emp core at his purest
Eri needs more porn
>>39274374>Kira and BambiThinking back to the conversation above talking about underdrawn emo ponies, those two barely have enough art between them to be counted on both hands
>>39276777i could try to draw them soon
>>39274374Exxy and KitKat are Eri's pain in the ass
>>39277258They became BFF's really quick
>>39277713Its the poser show down!
>>39276777>those two barely have enough art between themI think that's ironic serendipity. I mean, Bambi is a hikikomori, and Kira supposedly is dead because she tried to help her sister, but her magic kind of ruined things, so the last time she returned to the mental institution, she just end it.
Oh wait, i get itxtacy = stacyGod, im slow
>>39278805Much slower, actually.It's Ecstasy, bro.
>>39280310Thats Eri after metting Exxy
Eri spent all her bits buying vintage band shirts from the mall.Upon being told that they were in fact not vintage, but instead "vintage styled," she cried
>>39281159so sad, but cute
>>39249692>>>/out/ you slaving scum. 'Lest I stamp you out like Grant did at Vicksburg.
>>39281563Somehow i can feel Eri getting horny arround her
>>39281159Oh, that hurts
>>39281392>t. Pedro Maria Hernandez Guadalajara
>>39282589made for hugs
>>39283264Adorable Paper Cut
Kit Kat, no! That's crin-
>>39281563woah, rad>>39284007Scribbled in one of the stalls of the girls bathroom in red ink is "There's a reason why everypony at school likes her."And then below it, written with a glittery pink marker "and anypony who doesn't is just a prep or a jock!" followed by several small hearts
Bambo>>39281563i will try to draw them soon
>>39285347Adorable! What does Kira like to do besides game?
>>39285441That's bambi, she like to play games, cry, think on her suicide and sometimes sleepHer sister Kira likes to be death, because she is
>Waiting.>Been sitting here, waiting here, in this place.>Keeping track of time while waiting is pointless.>Although there has been many events that have come and gone while waiting, they don’t matter.>Many more will occur after waiting, and they will continue to not matter, period.>Day in, day out, it’s the same routine of waiting patiently for things to come an end.>To some, this would be maddening.>For others, it’d be a comfort of sorts.>It is neither for you, just a time where nothing else matters in the world.>Studying this place happens from time to time, usually in another routine like manner.>These floors, walls, and ceilings might as well be the same, though.>In fact, all the rooms here are the same.>That too, might bring about madness.>Again, it does nothing for you.>There isn’t anything else to do here that would be interesting.>Eventually, some pony will come along in an attempt to break up the wait.>They fail to do so every time.>All of their appearances have bled together into a simple single shape.>Because like everything else here, they too, are the same.>The first word that comes to mind to describe it all would be… disgusting.>Even after they arrive and/or leave, the wait is not yet over either.>That only comes when she arrives; seeing her, talking with her, it grants a moment of peace.>She is the only one that matters, period.>If you could, you’d leave this place to be with her.>Well, sometimes you have ‘left’, but sooner or later, you’ll end up back here.>There isn’t a choice in being free.>The decision for that was made some time ago, and will /never/ be undone.>It doesn’t matter what they say otherwise, they’re liars.>So this is what life is: sitting here, staring, waiting on her, forever.>Sometimes, the past comes about, and is often uncalled for.>Nothing puts it to rest, though, so it is allowed to persist until it finally relinquishes the hold it has on you.>Right now, it has taken hold again.>It’s the claim that ponies have made about how they’re different form one another.>They’re idiots.>You /are/ different, too different from everypony else.>It wasn’t just the colors of your coat, mane and tail.>What truly set everything apart from them, was how you expressed yourself…>...or rather, how you ‘lacked’ the ability to express yourself.>Of course, that wasn’t true in the slightest, it’s just what they said and thought about you.>Why smile all the time like they did? There is no reason to be happy all the time.>Frowning all the time is not much different either, as it implies that everything is displeasing.>Talking frequently is pointless as well, so silence being the native tongue makes much more sense.>All of these choices and more, are normal to you.>To everypony else however, those choices are wrong, very wrong.>Because of these differences (among others), it separated you from everypony.
>>39286362>No, that isn’t right, it was more akin to complete alienation.>That in turn, made things difficult while growing up, and even after.>You are the punching bag; an excuse to take out all the frustrations for everything wrong in the world.>Not a soul around would dare help either, because why would they?>They were in on it was well, and were /never/ secretive about that fact.>As a result of all of this, torment became a daily occurrence.>But despite what they all think, you DO feel things, and DO express those feelings.>Even if it’s not like how they do it, these expressions of yours are just as real as theirs.>It’s just an unfortunate coincidence that anger and despair reign supreme over all other feelings.>Both were birthed and nurtured by torment; both revolved around one another; the inability to fit in, how ignorant others are, and more.>In time, walls were built up to keep everything else out.>That did not stop the trouble, nor did it make life easier, instead, it made isolation the norm.>The interest in magic was born there, which fed the idea that there was a way to correct these problems.>However, that eventually turned against you, for many reasons…>Those very same reasons lead to a downward descent.>As you went further and further down, there was a hope that something – anything – could be found to understand why this was all happening to you.>At the very bottom of that fall was… nothing.>Or so it seemed, for in that nothing was the truth that devoured your very being; one that hurt with more force than all the combined pain ever felt.>You understood at last: there was no reason for any of this, because life is meaningless.>Well, that’s not entirely true.>There is something worth meaning in life, or better put, your life.>Once she arrives, that meaning will be reinforced for a time as it always does.>Sometimes she won’t show up, which makes things… painful.>But she always comes back, she has to.>If she were to never show again, well… that’s…>The door to this room opens suddenly, thus ending the past.>In strides a pony, adorned with the mask of friendly (cruel) lies.>Beneath that facade is something that brings hurt, and not just to you, but to others as well.>“How are you feeling today?”>Silence is the only suitable answer here, for anything else would be more than this pony deserves.>Words flow out fo the pony’s mouth are turned out for the most part.>“...the usual.”>Save for those last two.>Their meaning is understood perfectly; a rehearsed, tired routine.>This is tolerable, this is acceptable, this is necessary.>If it was ignored, then it would lead to her not arriving to end the wait.>Even if this lasts five hours or five minutes, any time spent is worth it for her.>“...come with me.”>The mask doesn’t shift in the slightest as it stares holes into your very being with that same ‘friendly’ expression.>Disgusting.
>>39286366>Nothing is needed to be said or done in response to that thought however, just do as you’re told.>Obeying is slavery, yet the alternative is losing what matters in life, her.>The labyrinth of hallways are observed while following along.>They bled together, like everything else here has.>The smells, the sounds, and the sounds here can be described in a single solitary word: sterile.>In all of this place’s paleness, it’s lifelessness, it is like this is the body of death itself.>And it is cold, unforgiving, and unrelenting, yet, patient, like you.>An overreach of thought, maybe, but a thought nonetheless.>You come into a room with the pony, and this one like the others: the same.>The pony begins to talk, though the words hold no real meaning.>Autopilot takes hold, giving all the robotic precision necessary for this time spent here.>Ever word uttered from your tongue is fake, as is every action.>It’s all for them to hear what they want to hear, see what they want to see, nothing more, nothing less.>They never seem to notice this fact, not that they would care even if they did.>This is just a game for them; another way to inflict further torment upon you.>Learned that through trial and error.>Yet in spite of that, this is tolerated, this is waiting, for her.>That is all that is needed, for now anyways.>This whole session goes on for a time, though it’s not cared for nor concerned with how long it lasts.>Eventually, it comes to an end, and for a moment, you notice that there are other ponies here.>They must have shown up at one point.>There are smiles all around.>Disgusting.>One of them speaks, though it barely registers.>“...with that said, I hope you have a good day.”>With that, you’re brought back to the room you were in before.>And again, you’re staring at the wall.>Waiting.>Thoughts trickle in to fill the absent space here.>Among them, are emotions tied to memories of a time ago.>They bob about the surface of the waters of your mind, like buoys that signal the ships at sea.>Instead of giving direction, or preventing trouble, they cause pain.>So. Very. Much. Pain.>And hate.>You hate this.>You. Hate. This.>All of it, ever last speck of this place, along with all those within it.>But above all things hated, is yourself.>Ponies say that is bad to hate yourself.>They’re idiots.>There is no justifiable reason to not hate yourself.>You hate what you are.>You hate what you’ve done.>You hate what you will do.>If it were possible, the hate would stop, and the pain along with it.>All of it could be gone right now, in a single instance.>A long, long time ago, you tried to do just that.>And you failed.>Miserably.>It was then that things were decided for you.>It was then that you stayed here.>A fitting punishment for somepony /different/.>As much as this should all end, it cannot, at least, not yet.>Existing for her is something that even somepony /different/ like you can do.
>>39286370>At last, the eye of the storm is reached; bringing a sort of calm in the torrential waters of your mind.>This is welcome for the time being.>But you’re still here.>Waiting.>Although the sands of time slowly countdown, it’s not all frightening.>Once upon a time, though, it was.>That was then, this is now.>Some shuffling comes from outside the room, followed by the door opening.>A pony enters, masked just like all the rest here.>Disgusting.>Most of what is said is tuned out, save for the very last words that hold your enrapture your attention.>“...see her?”“Yes.”>For the first time today, that’s something that isn’t fake from you.>It is good.>The labyrinth is navigated once more, yet everything about it is drowned out.>An unseen force draws you forth with every step taken.>Whatever causes it is welcome, for now.>Another room like all the others is where you end up at.>However, there are other ponies here this time.>They’re mingling about in their huddled masses.>What they say, or do, holds no meaning whatsoever.>For they are all the same.>Disgusting.>Amid the sea of sameness, there is a light that stands out.>Seeing it stirs something inside; something old, something true, something that is you.>Why not run to it? Says a voice.>Because it will hurt.>Why not talk to it? Says another.>Because it will hurt.>Then what will you do? Asks one.>Without warning, a step forward is taken, then another, and another.>Finally, you’re standing in front of the source.>Everything falls into focus slowly, and the world around takes genuine form.>Even so, everything else is not important to what is front of you; a tan mare with a black and green mane.>There’s very slight twitch upon your lips, though it is resisted.>Feels as though your very being is about to become undone.>And in truth, it is.>But it must be restrained.>Silence hangs about the air for several moments before something is mustered forth.>With a barely hidden controlled breath in/out, two words spill out.“Hello, Bambi.”>“Hello, Kira.”>She’s here, the wait is over, at last.>So much needs to be said, so much needs to shared with her.>Again, it has to be restrained.>Buried deep beneath those golden eyes of hers, lies so much pain.>It’s something you know all too well.>Although it is different kind, it is still a reflection of yourself.>Don’t stand here awkwardly, say something.“You look… tired.”>“So do you.” She replies.>There’s something more here, it’s felt in the air around her.“I might be, but I know you /are/ tired; I can read you.”>She gives a small shrug in return.>She’s hiding something.>Wish she didn’t do that, it’s a bad habit.>It’s something you hate, and worst of all, it hurts.>Then something must be done about it.“How have things been lately?”>“Fine.”>Still hiding.>Hate it.>Painful.>Losing focus, stay controlled.>Just be honest with her.>And if it ends up hurting?>Do it again anyways.“I…”
>>39286373>That’s it, finish the sentence.“I… I miss you.”“I know.”>This isn’t working…>Keep going, don’t stop>It hurts.>It doesn’t matter.“Please talk to me.”>She sighs, then shakes her head.>“I am.”>Hate it.>Painful.>Stay in control, and keep going.“No you’re not. There is something you’re hiding from me.”>Her nostrils flare briefly, “Why do you always do this when I come here, huh? Isn’t me being here enough for you?”“I…”>I’m sorry.“I’m your big sister, and you’re supposed to open up to me like sisters do.”>“I do share things with you, but you don’t need to *know* everything that goes on in my life.”>It hurts, it hurts so much.>Hate it.>Pain.>She averts her eyes from yours, as if the thoughts were broadcast out loud.>Silence falls between the two of you like a coat of ash; suffocating everything around.>It hurts.>It hurts so much.>Losing focus again, not sure how much longer this will last.>Then say something – ANYTHING!>No.>Why?>It hurts.>Shut up with your whining, it NEVER has helped, ever.>It->NO, ENOUGH! Talk to her like a grown mare, like her sister.>But->Do you want her to leave?>No…>Then speak.“Found any new games lately?”>That’s not words that you wanted to say, but it’s a start nevertheless>She lightly sighs, then gives a tiny nod, “Yeah.”>Her attention shifts back to you once more, “Want to hear about it?”>I want you to open to me, to tell me the truth, to stop-“Sure.”>The corners of her mouth raise upward into a small smile.>Briefly, there is a light warmth that flickers inside.>“All right, so it’s called: The Legend of Epona…”>Honestly, the game itself isn’t interesting in the slightest.>“...so you gotta collect loot from monster kills and smashing pots as you progress through the levels…”>But it doesn’t matter.>“...I’m currently working on my third run, and trying to beat my best time…”>Because she is here, she is safe, she is all right.>“...the bombs are reall cool, and you can even get different kinds!”>She is all that matters, period.>The world around passes by while listening to her go on about the game.>There are moments where you give a response here or there, which keeps her engaged.>This could be the very last thing you do in life, and it would be worth it.>Someday, that will be the case.>Another voice cuts into the conversation, “I’m sorry, but visiting hours are over.”>It’s one of those other ponies here, wearing the same mask.>Disgusting.>Her smile falters for a second, then recovers, “Oh, okay. Well then, it was cool talking with you again.>Don’t leave me here, I need you, I’m sorry, I’m-“Yeah, you too.”>“I’ll be back again soon, though, all right?”>She won’t.>She shouldn’t.>You don’t deserve-“Mmhm.”>“Bye, Kira.”>As she starts to move to leave, something inside breaks free for a single moment.“W-wait!”>She freezes suddenly, and looks at you with an arched brow, “What is it, is there something wrong?”
>>39286374>Whatever broke free is being dragged back down.>Yet as it loses ground, it attempts to continue on desperately.“I…”>Don’t stop.>Stop!“Uh…”>Don’t fight it.>Give in.“Um…”>SAY IT!>STAY SILENT!“Goodbye, Bambi.”>A wider smile crosses her face, followed by a nod.>The world around bleeds back together again in sameness as she leaves your view.>Could leave, could follow her, could be free->Can’t leave, won’t follow her, never be free->“Ma’am?”>That voice belongs to the same pony from before.>The friendly mask, the ugly face, that vile creature.>Should rip it all off.>Could end it so easily.>You’ve done it before, do it again, just use magic.>Do it.>Do it.>Do->Silence overtakes everything.>From there, automatic movement falls into place.>Shortly thereafter, you’re in the room, again.>Waiting.
Im reading, bump
>all this bambi lovethis thread is blessed
>>39287686How the fuck did you cut yourself a heart on your chest?!I bet it was Eri
>>39290367she really likes water
>>39291216the full pic has the ass of one of the satyrs
The trio it's done!>>39214193>>39243455
>>39286378thank you so much for this
>>39288214Who's the one on the left.
>>39281392I'd make a joke about 'Sherman did nothing wrong', but that would be derailing
>>39286378Holy fuck anon, that might actually be my new favorite green, and I've never even been interested in Kira before. Thank you for writing this, I've never written a long green before so I can't imagine how much work this must've taken.I don't know much about her, someone was talking about her earlier in the thread, what'd she do to end up in what I'm pretty sure is an asylum? I have a couple guesses based on the "mask" part...
>>39293665Band Aid, a very old OC, she was one of the reasons why i started to care about OCs alongside with Inky and Erihttp://sparklesintwilight.tumblr.com/
>>39288568>>39292996Felt it was time to give Kira some love, I'd still like to write for the rest of the crew sometime.>>39295536You're correct in your guess. As for the rest, I'll spoiler it in case I ever need to refer to it in a later story: Kira witnessed Bambi getting bullied one day, and attempted to intervene. However, the bullies were not dissuaded by her, but instead, turned to bullying her as well. Although they did not touch her, what they said was enough to make her snap. This resulted in her attacking them quite violently. The leader of the group received it the worst via disfigurement, or rather, being de-masked. Because of what happened, she was found severely mentally unwell, and put away in the asylum.
Love you, /emo/no homo
>>39299211>no homoo... oh, ok
>>39299211Still one of the best Eri pics ever made
>>39298432Yep, that's what I figured, thanks anon.>later storyLooking forward to it!
>>39301294I'll give you an upsie to my bed, but not to that noose, Eri.
>>39301655she wanst to swing on the noose
>>39303821I miss Blink-182>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7hhDINyBP0
>>39304091well, good news!they are back!bad news: you can get a car for the ammount of money they ask for a ticket
>>39250409Trying to move on from someone who doesn't love me anymore. It's slow going, but I think I'm going to be okay. Eventually.
>>39304190I got a ticket for about 400 during the presale, which is absolutely way beyond what anyone should've been paying but I figure I won't let yet another chance pass me by.Ticketmaster is such fucking aids
>>39305119>400 burgers for blink 182Dude...
>>39305224It's either that or regret it for the rest of my life like I was doing before
>>39305633They better give a 11/10 show
>>39305891From what I've heard over the years, they aren't all that great live, except for the between song banter>>39304426I feel you anon. It's a shit time trying to do that but at least it'll be over eventually.>>39254339Why do you think you're gonna fuck it up? Isn't you doing better a sign that things might finally be changing?
>>39308940as long as they don't sperg out like Smash Mouth's vocalist did, it should be fine
>>39308940>Why do you think you're gonna fuck it up?it's on my nature, i just go ahead and do something stupid
I wonder what Miss Eri's voice would sound like. along with the other emo ponies.
>>39309256in my HC is like she sounds like Aria but with a pitch a little higher
i recomment this channel, shit is perfect for this threadhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=neQ_HdvmBsw
>>39310321>I can't sleep
>>39310675>that EriI dont know how to feel
>>39308974They've got great stage presence from all the videos I've seen, it should be a great time>>39309239That's called a self fulfilling prophecy anon, you can't focus on the possibility that you fuck up because it's gonna make it more likely when you aren't focused on your goal.>>39309256Kinda high pitched, less than Pinkie but more than Twilight. She definitely does that thing where she sounds uncertain with every word out of her mouth, or with a sigh escaping.>>39310675based in numerous regards>>39310321fuck I jumped, was seriously not expecting that noise so early
>>39311522Is anon tall, or is Addie short?
Hy, no page 10
>>39295001Poor Eri is stuck with smol butt.
>>39314854Is fun size!
emo bros... what are you listening to right now? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9K0Gz1Kx7c&ab_channel=HotMulligan-Topic
>>39314854My headcanon is that Eri is the pony equivalent of the last stage of healthy skinny before anorexia, so her having a small butt just makes sense.I know it's canon that KitKat has a big butt (or at least, bigger than Eri's, so it might not be that much of an accomplishment), but what's the order of all the others? I'm thinking Deep Rest is #1, since she's usually characterized as older than most of the emo ponies. Paper Heart anon this is your time to shine
>>39315709Been on a Captain, We're Sinking binge lately.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=347LbWVbs7I
>>39316410you're saying that Deep Rest has a massive fat butt?
>>39317388I dunno man, I think Eri has some cake.
>>39316410>I'm thinking Deep Rest is #1
>>39318975Eri, the nurse will see you now
>>39317388That is in fact exactly what I'm saying. Like think about it, she's an alcoholic nurse, a job that involves a lot of running around, and a diet with a lot of carbs in it. A better ass one couldn't build without.>>39318512fuck yeahI should make an ass tier list
>>39320265Including Mellow Drama?
>>39320552Yes, the world needs to know about his ass
>>39320552>>39320694Him and Damage Case too, both of their asses deserve attention.Maybe that's something I'll do today
>>39321389>Maybe that's something I'll do todayless you anon
>>39315709Spinning arround some spotify mixes
>>39316410>>39317388>>39320265>>39318512Well since nobody has made an emo pony butt tier list yet I am going to take a stab at it.>Smol tier: Miss Eri, Addie, Bambi>Average tier: Paper Cut, Kira>Large tier: Connie, KitKat>Dump truck tier: Deep RestA lot of this is me guessing. Does anyone have any suggestions?
>>39325987>Does anyone have any suggestions?porn it's a suggestion?
>>39326201More of that's always welcome
I want to keep an emo pony as a pet and love and pamper her.
>>39326579Having an emo pony's a lot of responsibility anon, you sure you can handle finding razorblades everywhere?
>>39326697I would shower her with so much affection and take her to do so many fun things she wouldn't have time to even think about self harm.
>>39326703Well good, so long as you can stand her yelling out the lyrics to her favorite songs, not really singing because it's not something she knows how to do.
>>39315709I went through the mega looking for something earlier, and I remembered that the playlists are a thing, so I've been working my way through them again. If anyone hasn't listened to them, I highly recommend it.Speaking of which, >picrel's name is Damage Case right? His folder in the mega says Aganst and I don't think I've ever seen that before.>>39325987I haven't forgotten, it's just that I'm making something bigger than initially intended. Soon though>>39326579>>39326703Which one were you thinking of taking in anon?
>>39326703don't worry, she will find a way to get anxious and sad no matter how great her day is going, that's how Eri works
>>39326918i need to draw him more
"Octavia a bitch" - Connie Amore
>>39328730God damn it Veronika, do not corrupt our girl like that
>>39326918>Which one were you thinking of taking in anon?All of them. Ponies are social creatures, after all, so might as well get a whole herd!
>>39328002>>39267383>>39267386Which one would win in a fight?
>>39329827the only thing that keeps them apart is Eri, her little heart will never recover if those two get into a fight
Finally, here it is, the comprehensive guide to all the main /emo/ pony's butts, with more information and commentary than you asked for. Feel free to weigh in and/or argue your opinions on whether or not you think these are right or wrong, because I definitely wrote this entirely based on my own headcanons.
>>39330356This is the best thing that i had ever read
>>39330356>KK claps her ass all the timeBest emo pone
>>39330356I love everything about this.
>>39330356Based af>Paper Cut, silent but deadlyI love it
>>39330356Bravo, way better than the shitty greentext tier list I made. The attention to detail is commendable.
>>39330356>all the main poniesXtacy definitely has a fat ass. Like Deep Rest levels of fat but way more toned.>>39332760Oh cmon Eri, everyone was just talking about your ass, you mean to tell me you don't like it?
>>39332760oh cool, DR has a new hair style
>>39330356Ashen Augury outclasses Deep Rest by a fair bit.Also has mega teats.https://ponybooru.org/images/3210257
>>39333760>Ashen Auguryi'll be honest with you sempai, that sounds like the name of a fancy burger
>>39333780Are you a Yank, by chance?
>>39333783Just when im high
>>39333780I'd eat it
>>39315709https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NIk2yTR6zNQlove this guy's channel so fucking much
>>39335624He's cute does he have any pics of him getting railed?
>>39327564What a drama queen
>>39333760well, tell me more about her
>>39328730Equal distribution of razors.
>>39340946let's take gillette and give the razors to the ponies
Post sexy emo pones
Eri can't sleep
>>39343074small error fixe'd
more porn for our girl https://derpibooru.org/images/2992793?q=oc%3Amiss+eri
>>39343078I like it anon, nice work!>>39344348Fucking amazing, excellent work to that artist
>>39345832What are you planning, Connie con?
>>39216046Wow kinda forgot about /emo/ real life has been pretty ass. Thanks for the recommendations I just kinda listen to random compilations I don't have any go to bands like I used to.
>>39347717>Wow kinda forgot about /emo/don't worry /emo/ is always a post away
>Great>It's Saturday again>No obligations, no pony to please, no place to be>You lay there, staring up at the ceiling of your rather crappy home>The ceiling is a drab off white, dirty from years of smoke stains and little attention, kinda like yourself>You run a hoof through your dirty black mane and sigh>Should probably shower, hell you should probably get out of bed at all>The weekends always terrify you, you know what's coming the 48 hours of endless nothing unbroken>At least on the week days you have to go to work so you can afford not to die, and of course this means doing the bare minimum of taking care of yourself >The weekend though, it's like every ounce of energy has been sucked from your body>Maybe you will have the energy to crawl from your lumpy bed and over the trash strewn floor to the outside to smoke but that's it>Most weekends you don't even bother eating, just water and cigarettes >Really doesn't take much energy to stare at a wall and listen to music all day>Your clock reads half past ten, already a late start so you may as well lay here for another hour or two>Ponies try to get you to hang out sometimes but nothing can move you from your apartment on the weekend >You may as well be trapped on an island, lost at sea and unwilling to move>A weak light from your curtains illuminates parts of your room, casting a spot light on the empty beer bottles and crushed cigarette box's >It's as if Celestia herself wanted to show you how disgusting your living space was>You close your eyes and pray that when you wake up you might find the energy to do something with your worthless life
>>39342363Don't drop her.
>>39215859I wanna bang punk Sunny
>>39215859I will now watch your show.And I will fuck Izzy like mad, good lass likes Korn.
>>39250409Coping with the end of a 6 relationship that ended over a year agoBeing unsatisfied at work Stuck at home since the housing market is insaneAll said and done it could be worse
>>39348086>Yawn>What time is it now?>With a groan you slowly turn to look at the clock on the floor next to your bed >A little after two thirty>You'd like to go back to sleeping your life away but the call of nature is too strong g to ignore>You are many things but a bed wetter isn't one of them>Focusing all your energy on the simple act of rising out of bed proves too much so instead you opt on sliding out of it in a heap>Not the most graceful start to the day but the bottle now shoving into your side forces you to your hooves>On your way to the bathroom you nose around the trash heap of a bed room and find manage to find a cigarette only slightly crushed from previous activities >Slipping it into your mouth you make your way to the bathroom to relieve yourself >Business now taken care of you take a look at yourself in the dirty mirror as you run water over your hooves>Your rather greasy unbrushed mane half obscures your face and the cigarette hanging from your lips gives you a rather pathetic overall appearance >You hope to Celestia you don't bump into any pony when you go to smoke>Exiting the bathroom into the dingy main area of your apartment you're greeted with a similar setting as the one in your bedroom>If you weren't so poor and owned more than a few things the room might have been a much sorrier state>Though you really haven't been one for personal possessions so the room is mostly barren except for more bottle and assorted waste>Spying a Hoodie hanging from an old recliner you were gifted you hold the piece of clothing to your nose and give it a sniff>A little stale but could make it another day before needing a wash>Carefully you slip it on and upon checking the pocket find a lighter and a few odd coins inside>All set you make for the front door, managing only to trip once and hurrling the offending object at a wall where it dents the drywall unceremoniously before breaking on the floor>Peering outside the door you scan the hall for anypony that might attempt to greet you, seeing no one you move into the hall and downstairs to the outside world >The weather was chilly but not unpleasant, the sun having reached its ark had begun to lower itself back Down once more>With a sigh you light up your smoke with only a small amount of struggling of your hooves and take in the afternoon
>>39350328>A few ponies move along a dirt path heading deeper into town but otherwise things are quiet and barren>This side of town was less populated and was a big reason why you chose to live here>Slowly you take a drag off the cigarette, letting the smoke cool in your mouth before pulling it into your lungs and exhaling >You watch the smoke rise up in a lazy cloud, slowly drifting up far away >A few birds swoop by, landing in a leafless tree, an old mare who lives in the apartment had taken to going out and feeding them in her free time>There was something about standing out in the cool air and watching the birds that always set your mind at ease>Maybe if you were a different pony you'd join the old mare and feed the birds with her instead of watching from afar >Considering your appearance she probably wouldn't want anything to do with a long haired burn out like you anyway>You take another long pull off your cigarette and let your mind empty out as the sounds of nature fill up the silence >It doesn't last too long though, your mind made it hard to be at peace when you started thinking about how you're burning the day doing nothing and soon you'll be back to work>What's even the point of it all what are you trying to achieve by waking up and doing pointless tasks that any brain dead pony could do just as well>You figure it's all because there are still a few people that for some reason would miss you if you were gone>If you didn't have them well...>With a sigh you ash your smoke and turn to head back inside>If you were different you might have stayed outside awhile longer or attempted to do something but instead you make the climb back up to your room>The sound of a door opening and hoof steps in the hallway freezes your heart>The mare living across from you is right there, she can see you in your filthy unwashed state>She gives you a smile but you're sure deep down she's disgusted and wishing she didn't have to share a living space with a social reject like you>You feel the need to say some sort of greeting but it's been so long since you've spoke>Your voice feels rusty and you start to choke and cough instead of speaking>The mare gives you a concerned look
>>39350349>"Are you okay?" Her voice is just as soft as you remember >She approaches but you wave a hoof and grumble"Yeah yeah just uh swallowed weird wrong pipe you know?">You sound so stupid choking on your words and waving her off feels rude but you don't want her any closer>With a quick side step you mutter an even more awkward goodbye and slip into your apartment panting and proceed to slam your head into the wall>Damn it all why did she have to choose that moment to go out, why did you have to smoke at the time specifically >Maybe fate was trying to force you into a social setting>What ever the case you curse your luck and move to get some water to clear your throat of the built up grime>The tap gurgles and give a cough before giving up the desired resource>You fish out your cleanest glass and proceed to fill It and down a few glasses of water>As your nerves calm down you lean down and sniff at yourself, maybe you should have showered before leaving>You're sure the mare next door probably smelled you on your way passed her and you groan>Better late than never, you strip yourself of the ratty old hoodie tossing it into the main room before moving to the bathroom once more>Maybe after you're cleaned up you'll pick up a little bit but for now you just wanted the grit and grime off of you, seeing HER always left you feeling a little worse for wear>The shower felt good on your hide, little aches and pains begin to wash down the drain along with the grime clinging to your coat>You take your time and enjoy the feeling of the hot water rolling over your body, any lingering fears or worries temporarily put off>It felt so good to scrub your body down and free yourself of the shell of filth you accumulate >Rather unceremoniously you scrub the soap from your mane and tail, your coat feeling lighter after the washing >You take a few moments to enjoy the warm water on your much cleaner body before shutting it off and stepping out into the cool steamy bathroom>You sweep your mane back and begin to towel off your extremities >Once more you stand in the mirror this time noticeably cleaner if not damper than earlier and proceed to brush your teeth and mane>Sometimes you think about getting it all cut as you yank out a knot but it just seems like more effort than it's worth overall so you put up with the tangles instead >Now less of a mess than you were 30 minutes ago you move back into the main area of your apartment >While the physical grime on your person has been removed, looking out at your filthy apartment makes you feel twice as dirty>An energy you had quickly drains as you feel a sort of panic seep into your mind >Any thought of cleaning dissipates as you drop your head and now defeated climb back into bed to try and escape your dead end life once more
/emo/ belongs at the top of the board
Would eri work night shift?
>>39350593Eri is the queen after all
>>39351260Just writing what I know
How could a pony ever be sad
>>39352777By not getting hugs and/or boops
>>39352777pony world is kinda dull after a while
>>39353101Well then get to work so that they are not sad.
I wonder if /emo is gonna go back underground when this thread dies
>>39354700problaby, this is how this thread has always worked after all
>>39340757Even this causes drama.
>>39355173they live off drama, they need it.
>>39355761They live on the edge
Hey, no page 10
Well, this was a fun thread, and it was nice to remember our cute emo potato mare.
Oh shit, we hit the bump limit?
https://discord.gg/HmQ4TMV3FCAnyway, we have a discord, see ya all on the next ride
Goodnight Eri, you did well.