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last >>32833946
qott: do you prefer sleeping in the day or at night
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>>32838723
sleepign in the day easily
i like being up at night
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Think I just found Kayla's YouTube account. Pretty shook up rn.
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Whatever happened to Hibiki? Did she die?
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>>32838760
no this is the thread where transwomen look like transwomen
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sleep during the day. The night is not only more pleasant and refreshing, but I have the necessary silence to do things like reading
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>>32838804
this
true, real silence is a blessing
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no surgeries just hormones
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I'm mad at my neighbor. It's irrational because we've never spoken and she's never done anything to bother me at all except smoke weed on her balcony when I was trying to enjoy a breezy afternoon on mine. Her only crime is being visibly pregnant and happy about it in a place where I can see her and I really, really wish I wasn't like this. Do infertile cis women ever feel this way, or am I just being a total loser troon? I feel so bad for being jealous to the point of being quietly mad at strangers who have literally done nothing wrong.
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>>32838830
Well she's smoking weed while preggers, so don't envy her retarded ass. Lots of people that would have made great parents aren't having kids, while the wrong ones are.
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I'm exhausted. I haven't slept in a long time. Medication, taken. Estrogen, shot. Food, consumed. Water, drank. Vitamins, swallowed. Music, listened to.

I'm doing everything correctly, regarding self care. Why am I losing sleep?

Who knows. Who knows. All I know is that I'm doing a lot better than I was before. For that, I am thankful.

For those who are waking up, going through their day, and getting ready for bed - I wish you a happy 24. May you have another, and get through it well.
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Did paige just fail to call transwomen men?

I'm scared guys.
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>>32838830
I'm sterile by birth. Yes you are a shitty person. You shouldn't even want to bring any new people into this. Do you feel like you have enough money for a family? Or are you barely scraping by yourself? Do you want your kids to grow up to be Democrats?
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>>32838955
My parents had 4 sons by my age. They had their first right out of high school. I have no kids, and an ex who got an abortion about 5 years ago.
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>>32838879
>>32838879
No, she stopped when she got pregnant. I know this because I stopped smelling it all the time and then she started showing soon after. She and her Marine husband seem so happy and successful. I have a gf and I love her but I keep comparing my life to this lady's. My coworkers my age are all having kids now too, or they already have babies. I have been living vicariously through them somewhat by making "how are things with [child]?" part of my work small-talk script (sounds spergy when I type that, fuck) and it hurts so bad. I even felt jealous of my one coworker's accidental pregnancy that she was all torn up over. Isn't that awful? It's really really not helping my internalized homophobia that I would probably still be like this even if I was cis.
>>32838955
Stale and overdone. I would've felt impacted by it more if you left off the sterile by birth part, the direct statement of my shittiness, the antinatalist call to action, and the Democrat thing. Really, if you wanted to hurt my feelings, you should have just asked if I had enough money to raise a family (I clearly don't!) and then suggested that I would be a shitty person if I was jealous in spite of not having enough money. I hope this helps, anon.
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press F
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warm blanket
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https://youtu.be/rQiHzcdUPAU
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>>32839203
how can a woman be so uninformed
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goood morning :3
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>>32839216
obviously she's examined her daughter and Taylor Swift in the hooha region before weirdo
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>>32839227
cool face
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>>32839239
:3
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tumbling down
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panicking because i stepped on trunk by accident!!! u think its ruined??? worried i ruined it and have to kms. sobbing
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>>32839250
this is rad
>>32839262
is it okay? must have hurt poor elephant
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>>32839262
:)))) lol
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>>32839262
i think you'll be fine just stretch it out a lot
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Worried due to schrodinger. Their posts worry me since e says that trans all look like birth sex. Worried worried.

>>32839262
Omg this is so funny
Ty for making me smile
Must be hard to apply tape to ones trunk when you have elephant feet
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>>32839291
Laf does your srs vaguyna look more like left or right in this pic?¿
>>32839203
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i dont want it
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>>32839203
>fascist pickme
Sad. Many such cases.
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>>32839271
yea the elephant says he is fine.
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>>32839311
Hi, it looks like the right. But I worry looks weird or bad when I look with hand mirror dialing 8. It looks fine tho naked standing up in mirror yuh
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>>32839395
i'm so happy :)
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>>32839395
hope are serious not joking
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get necklace with cowbell on it and you can play cowbell whenever
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huh
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>>32839419
im serious the elephant is fine. he basically stubbed his toe.
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>>32839529
thanks
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>>32839397
Care for a new test?
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It's not possible to start hrt on my parent's insurance, is it? they would definitely know what's going on, right?
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:(
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>>32839443
Love that game
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>>32839657
diy
don't wait like if you need to start hrt educate yourself on whatever you need and do it
my only regret in transitioning is that i didn't listen to people telling me this, and delayed myself
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>>32839829
Is diy super expensive though? i need to be saving my money
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>>32839878
depends on what you're getting and where from
i don't diy so not the best person to ask on this but it can be a v affordable option
what are you saving up for?
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>>32839885
college
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>>32839657
diy best like salty said but should be fine if u end up going thru ur insurance
not like they out u to ur parents
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>>32839889
i think personally i'd look for ways to make up the extra money to start diy whilst saving. like as with all things transition it does come down to like the more you put in the more you get out yk
though gracie knows more about your healthcare system so idk :)
she is probably a better source of advice here

i guess the thing i am trying to impart is like take as much agency over this as you can, as that's a mindset that will set you up for things going good
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>>32839909
okay thank you :)
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what game should i play now that im done w starfield
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Holy shit like half the things I hear in sissy hypno videos sound fucking true now.
>Trans woman (goes on and off screen amid a m4T porn compilation): Its been a long time dream, long time desire, to have someone take control of your life and make all the icky boy stuff go away and turn you into a girl. *pauses* *shrugs* Look at what could happen to you.
>It started off really innocent. I... used to be a boy... used to be a girl in boy clothes [unintelligible] even look[ed] like a boy[./?] And then... I got really into forced feminization as a fetish. Couldn't help it; I was really attracted to it. I thought it was really hot.The idea that somebody could turn you into a pretty girl. And then the more I got into it the deeper it got. Now I've got this permanently girly body and... my little penis keeps shrinking.
>All because I got into forced feminization. All because I thought it was hot, thought it was a fetish and was turned on by it. But I kept getting deeper and deeper into it.
>Never go back. It's a fetish that rules your life. But I kept doing it. One of the side effects of being forced feminized is that things get permanent.
>I know it seems like fun and games. You watch the video and you cum and you don't think that all the things that happened aren't really going to happen to you but they will...

The rest of the video is just pure debaucherous cock workship stuff although also oddly bi/pan considering all the solo trans women in it.

Besides the AGP fetish meme, like at least 10% of this sissy hypno genre video is kinda just true... Almost every word up to the 1:30 mark is accurate wtf
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>>32839956
Wo Long
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>>32839956
vampire bloodlines
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>>32839956
https://store.steampowered.com/app/681240/Dujanah/
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>>32839968
ugh soulslike

>>32839972
might replay it desu what mods would you recommend

>>32839977
interesting
wyt of astlibra
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>>32839992
>astlibra
never heard of it doesnt seem like my kind of game but the main character looks like cloud with a solid snake bandana and that's pretty cool
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I had a busy day. Am crying/whining occasionally because i don't want to go to [redacted] on top of it.
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love a crumpet desu

question about other snacks
do they have malt loaf outside of the uk?
on a Soreen kick atm its so moorish
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>>32839395

That looks a lot like the elephants know what he's doing and are fucking with him on purpose.
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people always assume my voice is husky due to smoking a lot of cigarettes lol
i dont even have a smokers voice.. just an alto one.. but its funny to go along with everyones interpretation when they bring it up
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>>32839262

Oh that poor thing. I'd be so embarrassed.
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>>32839992
unofficial patch + clan quest mod installed with it
there is a bunch of graphic overhaul mods that i haven't bothered with yet
also checkout the "of new york" games; they are really good, but they are more like visual novels
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Ehhhhhhhehehehehhhhhh.
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I need a lobotomy I was stuck disassociated the whole day and today I was supposed to learn a bunch of math and did not.
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>>32840104

Math is irrelevant today.

*pulls white board off the wall*
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>>32840078
interesting
also just looked at steam and saw Lies of P which lets you play as a cute puppet boy omg
might "try" that before i buy it desu
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>>32840104
bestie same
i have been sat here for nearly two hours straight and i can't even tell you what i've been doing
i just don't exist and then snap back into the drivers seat long enough to make a shitpost then i'm gone again

what math do you need to learn?
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sob i am so fucking behind in my classes this is such a doomed semester
i cant seem to get caught up or even discipline myself to try harder kms
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Lol its so weird that I used to always hangout with someone who I didn't know any information about and a year later I find out she is a famous OF trans pornstar. We went from drunk vcs on discord to twitter ppl advertising her getting assfucked. Whattttttttttttt. Plain weird.
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cut self shaving looking for bandaids but none so go into first aid kit behind bunch of stuff and condoms in it next to the bandaids dood wtf
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>>32840135
I feel exactly the same, the hurricane made us loose a week and now in calc2 I have a test after the test I had only a week ago instead. Im so rushed, the professor is so rushed, hes barely covered some of our sections , pain. Similarly with my chem professor.
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>>32840135

You need to make it interesting to you. You can't feel dread toward it or you will stop yourself. Try to forget about the time and concentrate on why it is interesting to you.
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so excited to spend yet another $40 in ubers bc my bus pass is literally locked to my other phone that broke even though im logged into the account
luv stress and running out of even more money
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Accelerates creation of blood vessels forming from pre-existing vessels (angiogenesis).

Gonna have to test this in the bathroom, I mean lab.
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>>32840029
i've never heard of malt loaf but we do have meat loaf
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>>32840240

I'm picturing a chocolate cake-like abomination.
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>>32840240
>>32840248
It's a sweet, chewy bread with dried fruit baked into it. It tastes... malty, I guess.
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>>32840129
hope you are feeling better today !
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>>32840238
Im 24 but I can age regress
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>>32840240
i don't even know what malt loaf is
closer to cake then bread, you have it in slices maybe with some butter
it's very sweet and has dried fruit in
and is super soft and sticky and squishy, i can't describe the texture
and it tastes uhh yeah sweet and malty and like yeah dried fruit
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>>32840284
oohh sounds good :3
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Finished almost all my work stuff! Time to dial 8 then shave legs in preparation for test thingy today.
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good luck Emily
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i will NEVER have a boyfriend and that makes me sad
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>>32840363
never say never, everything happens eventually
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>>32840369
it is over
i painted my nails and now i look like a man with painted nails and it sucks
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neck soon
life too stressful
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i think paige is one of the most constant posters i can think of here
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uwaa bf makes the best bwead loafs
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>>32840403
that's a good thing right
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>>32840347
Ty ty maiq. Tragically my friend offered me to visit and eat pan pizza but I had to turn her down due to test. But this test is an easy one in a sense. I'm meeting a nice person for Chinese food. Yuh. Who doesn't know am transexual yuh.
Tmrw I'll have clam spaghetti
On Thursday I'll have lovely coffee and pastry from new coffee place I love
Life will be so good if pass my tests. Ill just need to adopt kitty cats and learn to drive and visit some national parks. I may also visit my brother again, my friends in Germany, and my friend in CA. I might attempt to switch jobs or go to school after my 3-4 yr anniversary but it'll depend on if I'm uhireable due to social anxiety and being transexual
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Need to cum inside a gyal
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hoping julia has a safe drive home today..
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>>32840403
Like long term or just posting regularly over any time frame?

>>32840410
Winner takes it all, Paige, keep it up.
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>>32840456
idk i anon posted when the board got made, sort of took a break in 2015ish and posted mostly on /cd/, then came back as anon, then in 2017 started tripping. truly i am one of the posters of all time
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>>32840467
Let me tell you a little secret...

... me too.
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im brown
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>>32840419
good plans ! have a fun time !
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>>32840378
pics
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i want a rabbit fur trapper hat
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how do i cope with being unintelligent??

i mean playing games and pre-algebra math is the extent of my genetic capabilities and im just aware enough to realize this and how empty it feels. there are thing thats i try to understand and i literally just cannot, there is no learning i just do not understand most things but when i try to tell people that they tell me some cope about how im actually so smart because i have an abstract way of thinking (im autistic)
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b publicly 1 tart long ;3 >>32840854
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need boyfriend to snuggle with ugh
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thoughts on today's garfield?
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>>32840378
If you're not multiboxing an orca booster and eleven barges/ninja gas huffing as a swarm of ventures are you really contributing to meritocracy based hypercapitalism. Also avoid the aubenall gate into placid if you want to keep your shit.
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pain of the ouchy ouch clan
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>>32841027
good to see ur doing well
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I think this is the beginning of the end
was hoping to find and buddy up with the peacekeepers
now I assume I'm the only "pacifistic" faction alive....
and nobody likes us worm loving tree huggers
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>>32840854
Your effort to remain what you are is what limits you, in other words smash your head against it until you get it also have a goal that you actually want to achieve otherwise you'll find some excuse as to why you can't into letters with numbers
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>>32841051
what game
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im trying to work rn but i dont even know what to do
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>>32841091
ask chatGPT
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>>32841067
it takes me hours to do and learn what others can do in 20 minutes
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>>32841075
sid meiers alpha centurai :)
basically old civ but in spaaaace
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>>32841043
thanks fren the light inside is gone but I still work
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>>32841119
Me too I'm a fucking retard but I'm the most enthusiast/determined retard in all the lands you just gotta keep at it when it gets away from you, you keep tryin
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I used to esex sammy stocking :3 while a baby tran :3.
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its dawned upon me that all the trees I planted are making worms less common
which funnily enough is a big problem considering worms are my best bet to defend myself when the human hive inevitably gets too pissed off at our democracy :/
also it seems like an ecological catastrophe considering the trees remove native fungal life that all the alien fauna relies on
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did a doodle today

call me a white person the way i enjoy abrahamic imagery
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>>32841329
why do all my images get posted sideways or upside down im gonna kms
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>>32840284
Bruh this looks sooo yummy omg

Help dear lorflorf about tests?
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>>32841341
phone exif data for orientation
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>>32841360
weird.. i was thinking abt how it would look as a full work instead of just a doodle and i pictured it being red

and you colored it light red

sponch pob
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I KNEW IT!
hive bro is seething again the truce is off
gonna be a funny war
I have 4 colonies one synthmetal garrison each I put down exclusively to defend against worms, one veteran scout and singular a slightly evolved worm I captured at the start of the game :|
hive might: unsurpassed gaian might: feeble
KEK
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Hello I don't use this board at all I usually am on /g/ but more and more I have been starting to have a want to date transgenders. Where is the best place to meet them? Sorry if this is the wrong thread I don't know this board culture
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>make a jewtube video talking about starfield
>put it on leddit
>nobody watches it
>it gets a dislike
gonna kms
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>>32841476
Hi,
You can meet transgendies on 4chan soc LGBT thread or on tinder or discord

>>32841479
Can't tell if this is irony
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>>32841476
welcome I guess
>>>/soc/ is technically the place but this is basically a chitchat thread
alot of us don't take kindly to chasers so don't get comfortable
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>>32841503
no its true im sad
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pizza tonight at my moms house. its just me cause shes out of town. and my bro but he just stays in his room most the time
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fuck off and kill yourself
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>>32841544
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>>32841544
you have the crazy taxi?
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>>32841476
also /g/ is probably the second most trans populated board anyway
half of them literally begging for attention
you just need to get into programming in c, ThinkPads and *nix
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doing hot girl shit (eatinng garbage and watching youtube)

how has day been mtfg?
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>>32841479
sorry paige
consoomers love being cucked by bethesda to want to play good games
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>>32841591
sad
made video and nobody wants to see it/comment
:(
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>>32841597
UGH it's depressing
i even recorded some KSP for background footage
sobbinx
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>>32841591
fine
vidya makes life ok
I can't wait for my space colony to meet its end
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>>32838723
>qott
day, I physically can not fall asleep at night

>>32841591
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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>>32841613
damn thats based
maybe if luck favors yih the algorithm will actually give it to someone who'll enjoy / engage and then a small snowball effect occurs maybe
I really dunno how youtube works anymore
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>>32841637
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2IeWEDacrA
here u go if u want to hear a troon discuss a shit game for an hour
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>>32838723
I prefer early day or super super late at night

I want an app that I can plug my frankly yakubian measurements into and it spits out what I should wear, i give up
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you have ruined my life
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>have to go to work soon
>feeling super ugly
FUCK
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>>32838723
day, easily
nights are so peaceful and pretty. i refuse to miss out on them
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>>32841650
I'll literally listen to anyone talk about vidya as long as it's not so completely braindead it pisses me off :)
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i saw rooty at the park today
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wow yang started a war took one of my colonies and then got scared pussied when the mindworms surfaced and started attacking him
ngl I was gonna capture a colony of his while the worms weakened it but instead I accepted the peace offer he sent even tho I do know he's going to attack me again the moment he regains his strength
I guess planet likes me enough to keep me from utter annihilation because I haven't seen worms in awhile until dude started a fucking war and rolled over missile jets on my territory
love this game
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>>32841868
rooty the trip?
in murica or leafland?
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>>32841868
quack
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>>32841962
rooty the goose
beantown usa
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complete annihilation
time to start again
pucking stepdaughters of gaia yet again prob
hopefully rng gives me nicer neighbors
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you are an awful person
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Test time...
Here's a candid of my outfit but I'll also bring my coat
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>>32842270
too sexy
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ftm at work knows am trans and probably thinks im ftm. it's over.
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>>32842344
>ftm thinks ur faab

Almost sounds like a win desu.

:/

Run full circle with it and tell them you're detransing, and they'll probably tell everyone that you're cis.
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I'm slowly starting to accept that I can kind of pass but I'll never let go of the thought that i just look goofy asf
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laf pussy..........................
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>>32842379
who will be the first to break laf pussy or bussy in??? does hayato still have a chance
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Nowadays I'm too "cool" for a girlfriend. Nowadays, I don't know when the world (ends). I'll live my life, Like I'll (die) when the (world) (ends)

It's gonna be alright every time I take a break, and sin.

Nowadays, things just aint the same. Life switched lanes, now these girls act strange. I lost my grip on this world and bliss and so, so it's so lonely on the (west) side.
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debating if I should eat more.

:/

def need to decompress for a bit, and then I guess I'll try to do this last bit of homework.
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gotta tar xvf a bit yeh
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>>32841572
Did u see the post abt dq3!!!!
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oooh, and think i did pretty well on my test today, so that's good.
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>>32842368
are you the same grace from 2016 who lives in illinois?
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>>32838723

https://vocaroo.com/1keJVnS9BDOK
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>>32841591
you have hip growth stretch marks?
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>>32841591
ok i guess, did school stuff mostly, drank coffee, the usual
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>>32842270
jesus /mtfg/ trannies are so hot compared to the old crops, you youngshits probably don’t even know
I bet the self-hatred stays the same
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>>32842557
no, just a recovered fatass. still have loose skin under my arms :<
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>>32842629
nah laf isnt a youngshit or a newfag
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>>32842270
giwtwm
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>>32842691
is 16 not youngshit?
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>>32842702
laf wasnt 16 when she started i thought???

wish i started at 16…

>>32841598
gonna give it a watch maybe
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>>32842270
>mattress with no sheets
555-come-on now
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>>32842716
maybe 17? definitely under 18
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tomorrow im gona come home and im gonna fucking practice my fuckignf voice unti li t fucking hURTS
fuckn projection, pitch, all that shit
social anxiety fucking it all up i feel it in real time my voice going back to my throat, my pitch, my pronunciation fuck fuck FUCKN WHY AM I A TRANNY EVERYONE ELSE WAKES UP COMPLETE BUT I DONT
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>>32842719
i started at 17 hehehe

17 is midshit tho not youngshit, i just lucked out by being fat through my testosterone poisoning. also probably intersex, my frame is pretty small for my height (as far as being amab goes$
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you just haven't earned it yet baby
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>>32842738
hormonal intersex be like that
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>>32842730
voice training is so easy

do a kermit voice, make ur voice nasally, and raise the pitch while maintaining the kermit voice

its literally that easy. went from sounding like moistcritikal to flawless passoid voice
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>>32842721
you honestly look fine. You look like an autistic 12 year old that doesn't realize she creeps people out a bit
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>>32842721
you easily pass with makeup
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>>32842757
yeah this

she has passoid ipd and doesnt even realize it
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>>32842750
afaik this is a very individual by individual situation and it isn't that easy for most people because everyone's individual vocal anatomy is different
>>32842757
i agree, she just looks like a sperg
>>32842537
different grace
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Heres a candid of my outfit.
I will also be bringing a knife.
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>>32842691
under 5 years = newfag #gatekeeping
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>>32842775
it really is

kermit voice trains ur larynx to get raised
afabs have smaller vocal tracts so closing the nasal passages also helps make the vocal tract smaller
raising the pitch is just the final step in assembling the perfect passoid voiceTM
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>>32842721
Ignore that dipshit who called you a 12 year old. You look good, have nice hair and are only twenty. By twenty-five I hope you're going feel a whole lot better about yourself and put this negative headspace far in your rearview mirrow, because your looks are nothing at all to be ashamed of and I'm sure you've got plenty more than that going for you.
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is it fembrained to watch cooking videos for hours
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>>32842750
for me voice training is like this giant checklist/web of confusion of all things to get right LOL
im gonna try ur thing tomorrow and if it works.. well i dont have anything to offer but ill be very grateful
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>>32842792
thinking about doing this tonight desu
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>>32842792
girl you have such nice collarbones, you have an aesthetic bone structure. stop cutting you fucking idiot
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>>32842792
fuck it were busting out the razor again
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>>32842817
thats pretty creepy
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>>32842474
yes at least confirmation it wasnt canned but dont think we will get this year sadly
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why do beautiful people ruin their perfect skin with needless cutting scars???

my skin looks like shit because i got a lot of burns and cuts as a kid, and i still have an issue with skin picking because of anxiety

i would kill to have my arms and legs look as nice as some of the people here
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is lilian site down
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>>32842817
same x
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>>32842887
idk, makes me rly sad
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>>32842887
same
I want to stick my dick in them
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OK my calc professor is just trolling. We have so many homework problems to do and none of them are on the quizzes and test so in reality I have been wasting my time when all I need to study are like 15 easy as fuck questions. Killing myself.
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>>32842887
I feel you. I always had really gross skin and I started cutting growing up partially to cover up skin picking/burns/insect bite scars. I get a bit sad when I see people with much smoother skin on their body destroy it..
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>>32842871
how's that creepy?
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I feel like I should take a break from dating for awhile. After Jason revealed himself as someone who attempted a murder suicide, I feel like it's probably best I take a break.

Sucks but is what it is I suppose.
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>>32842955
um there's a dead person in the bathtub desu
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>>32842983
they’re just relaxing
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>>32842981
didn't jason also kill and eat his bebe?
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>>32842981
did he fail at the murder part or the suicide part?
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>>32842944
my legs, my arms, shit even my pubes are covered in scab scars because i cant stop myself from digging at ingrown hairs. which i am prone to. it sucks
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>>32842887
>skin picking because of anxiety
literally it's the same as this just a different symptom of a different mental illness
don't judge these people need help not judgment
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I like the way my skin looks
It draws in the ones i like most...
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>>32842991
ur scary
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I stopped cutting myself and I can say for sure that people being assholes about it only exasperated the problem before things got better
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>>32843002
slap your skin instead of picking at it. that’s what pregnant women do instead of scratching
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>>32843004
if my skin was perfect i would try a lot harder to not fuck it up with self harm methods
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>>32842983
nah its just performative art
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>>32843022
it isnt itchy tho. and people notice when you hit yourself in public, barely anyone cares if you pick at your skin in public
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>>32843026
look this is like going
>why do young people who aren't even like mortally crippled killing themselves
it's irrational because mental illness is irrational
talking shit will only make it worse
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>>32843047
no i mean like why dont they do other methods of self harm like abuse substances or punch themselves in private
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just seeing the cuts makes me want to cut again tho kek
like watching someone smoke
I miss nicotine :(
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>>32843075
would start smoking if i had a job

and if cigarette tar didnt cause cancer
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>>32843073
what part of *irrational* do you not understand???
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*smiles*
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>>32843089
the part that dictates that cutting is the only self harm method ever
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>>32843088
poverty forced me to quit too
but yeah the health consequences are somewhat of a deterrent
but I mean it didn't stop me from starting and I watched someone die of cancer even after getting a hole cut in their throat
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>>32843107
Stop the pedantry.
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>>32843088
growing shrooms is very easy and cheap!
>>32843090
would
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I have bottom surgery soon and I keep having daydreams about waking up from surgery and realizing I've made a mistake

I can't stop fixating on it. I want my dick gone but what if I made a mistake and I detrans and live as a man with no dick for the rest of my pathetic life?
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>>32843107
literally people do all kinds of self harm
when I was still cutting I'd also slam my head against the wall
I probably have brain damage
you don't fucking know these people
but mental illness doesn't make sense and cutting is by far obviously on of the most common methods
go figure it out yourself if you care so much
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>>32843147
hi anon I also banged my head against things

I preferred the floor and using a heavy book but I used the wall at school. nobody ever stopped me.
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>>32843140
i have 3$ in cashapp rn and no job

also im afraid that i will kill myself or do something really stupid on shrooms, i dont have the greatest track record with mental health (i am also prone to psychosis symptoms just throughout the day)
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>>32843157
I was taught the method by a teacher in elementary school myself like actually
she legit taped a square on the wall and whenever we pissed her off she'd slam her head against it
I didn't stop until I turned like 20
life is weird these normies have no clue
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>>32843209
I never copied anybody, I just liked how it felt and it was a way for me to get the energy out. I didnt even know it was ever "self-harm" until a few years ago when looking up stuff about trans issues and saw that for some reason, head banging is almost exclusive to women.
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you are treating me like shit
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>>32843255
pp goes in there
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>>32843239
oh damn
you have autism?
(I don't mean this as an insult just curious)
>head banging is almost exclusive to women
weird
but then again I ain't never met a man I see doing it so huh
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>>32843255
would
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apologise
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>>32843279
sorry...let's have make up sex
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>>32843294
that's not funny
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vaguepost
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>>32843311
sorry.. lets have a make up cuddle then
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>>32843272
Idk if I am autistic, the school wanted to test me and suspected it when I was very young, but my mother refused to let them test me.

Im feeling really awful and insecure rn. I wish i could get HRT. Dont have enough money just yet and dont know how to use btc, and the exchange am using isnt taking my ID to verify, and otoko is down anyway.

Just started working and the employee dashboard doesnt work right either so idk how im going to get paid and im off today which makes me feel unsettled and im getting restricted calls since I just got my 1st phone. It feels bad for me Im just paranoid. like what if my info got leaked somehow? I have no life so its not end of world, like I have literally nothing to lose but it just makes me afraid and anxious.
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>>32843314
post pic of your body (i’m bored + horny)
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not talking to you until you apologise
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oh jeez. women are hard to figure out
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>>32843333
keep the drama in dms

nobody here cares enough to want to help you
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>>32843333
nice get
but nobody knows what your talking about
I'll bet quite a few people are triggered thinking it's them :/
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>>32843325
inhousepharmacy used to be go-to here, what happened?
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>>32843140
How tf to get spores tho? Can't figure that part out, and going hunting for shrooms makes me paranoid
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thinking abt getting into shrooms, every1 says theyre awesome

my friends who do them say that i shouldnt tho cos im mentally unhealthy
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found an app where you can plug in your measurements and it will suggest clothes to wear and when I put in my bra size it auto recommended to Post-Op clothes, i am gonna do it for real this time
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>>32843423
Coin flip desu
if you have serious mental like schizo in your family that's a big red flag for danger, but my bpd ass changed a lot of seriously bad habitual behavior after a couple very uninteresting trips between shrooms and acid
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>>32843333
sorry that happened to you
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>>32843456

ok how do i get hands on spores

i have a growing kit in my house currently
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>>32843419
the spores are legal in almost all US states. I have personally used sporedepot and sporeworks, they are totally legit legal companies
google “uncle bens tek” for probably the easiest method. pf tek is also easy but I think uncle bens is easier. i’ve grown them many times including when I was drinking heavily, it’s not hard but does take a little knowledge
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>>32843141
at least your body will reflect your spirit. a pussy.
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>>32843423
shrooms helped me get over sexual trauma
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>>32843423
they might explode your brain though...
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Do you think I should try making hot sauce?
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>>32843325
Sometimes you can get away with using cashapp for btc, just in case you haven't tried yet. Still need all that stuff but maybe it feels safer to you?
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>>32843487
yes
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>>32843487
YES please do it that sounds so cool and fun and tasty
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>>32843477
I've looked into growing a lot of dif stuff and that was on the list, ty for the spore link though! Next couple months just got a lot more exciting!
Can't believe I didn't know spores were legal
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>>32843493
I just wish everything was working right. Im scared. I never put any info online before and as soon as I do now Im getting calls and stuff isnt working like it should.

I just want HRT as soon as possible.
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>>32843501
>>32843505

hmmmm, ok then, sounds like a weekend thing to do. should i go habanero or serrano?
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>>32843325
damn that sucks
but I mean if they wanted to test ya chances are ur neurodivergent like me
>It feels bad for me Im just paranoid. like what if my info got leaked somehow?
nah that's fine most people I know hate getting calls from randos
plus not to alarm you but besides corpos selling your data there's a big internet phone book I forget what it's called where your number address and maybe name are probably available for negative actors
I'm a privacy enthusiast myself but lack of money makes privacy near impossible and it's worn me down personally
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>>32843526
habanero spicy >:)
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>>32843328
you first
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>>32843526
habanero
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>>32843523
it’s a great hobby, and very rewarding! you are growing your own crop ^_^
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>>32843525
otk and dragonordnance are my only experience, both through cashapp
I have everything I paid for, it just took a little patience for it to arrive, and making sure I could go to the post office when things couldn't make it to my door.
>stuff isn't working like it should.
What does this mean? Are you getting calls from your bank? Did you start getting spammed after putting a phone number into an id check or something?
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>>32843536
yeah IK about corps selling data and am expecting that but im naturally paranoid. i havent answered any of the restricted calls.

even if there are bad actors though ive never done anything illegal or have photos of me and I have no money so what are they going to do? I mostly dont even exist.


ive been feeling like I want to hurt myself a lot today.

a few days ago I looked in mirror and felt my hair was receding so I got my first job and have been very manic since then but it's worse than usual now. i felt like I was making progress towards hrt but not anymore. i wanted to just keep losing weight but i feel like im out of time

apparently according to ppl around me and few photos I do have of myself im not losing my hair though but I still feel like I am. almost 27
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>>32843614
no, i dont have a bank, not getting spammed exactly, just had 2 restricted calls. but that's 2 more than ive ever had before. ik im not being rational.

trying to verify id but the exchange wont take my docs so im giving up on them.

i dont have cashapp. how does that work. currently only have chime. basically starting my life from 0.

i was thinking maybe I wanted to try a btc atm for otk. but otk is down rn anyway.
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>>32843614
and also like my info isnt in the employee portal so I cant see my schedule, change my contact info, or manage how im getting paid. I really want that squared away asap.
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>>32843658
Cashapp is pretty simple desu. You'll have to give them all the same info for btc but they're a lot faster than most exchanges afaik, and I only started getting calls like that after trying to get health insurance quotes, so they likely won't be the cause of more harassment if you go that route. You need a bank acc to use CA same day, but there are some retailers that can get balance on your account without a bank. It's a small application for BTC access, and I have no idea if THAT needs a bank acc, but afterward you can just use your balance to get btc, copy/paste wallet into the app, and you're done paying.

You've got to get paid somehow, so you can be sure you're going to get a check or temp cash card if you haven't set up direct deposit.

I'd walk you through the whole process step by step any day in dm's or smth if you felt safe sharing that kind of info.
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i got 20 bucks on they wake up in a bathtub full of ice
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>>32843629
when I say bad actors I just mean any two bit criminal
like scam callers, telemarketers and like whatever dumbass ai shit is being done now your def not in danger it's just shady assholes
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>>32843698
at the very least if you live in a country with basic workers rights you can take that shit to court if you don't get paid
which should mean if they're smart that the threat alone with no court required should set things straight assuming they actually try to fuck ya
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>>32843769
cant use Chime for cashapp? what about bitcoin atms? the exchange I was trying to use wanted a photo of my ID and it failed to verify. I am using a state ID, not a driver ID, since that's what I have.

what do you mean some retailers can get balance on my acc?

I have balance on my chime, I was planning on using that to buy btc, then buy from otkph, but I couldnt get verified and otkph then got killed literally less than 12hr after I made an acc for it.

>>32843808
no im not worried about not geting paid, and honestly even if I dont get paid, what have I lost of my life? yes, 2-3 weeks, but life is long. that would suck, but as long as I have my hair and I can walk, I'll be fine. I know this but I still feel restless.

>>32843778
but my kidneys are like my, 5th most favoritest organs.

also my employees upset me, most of them are younger than me and theyre all doing better. they're in college or about to graduate and they are prettier than me and more successful. ive lost my whole fucking youth and it sucks.

even the fat short guy. I weigh 50lb less and im 6in taller but I feel so inferior next to him bc he's graduating college and this is my first job. he has a good haircut too. and everybody has nicer teeth.
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scars are nice and so are men who appreciate them
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>>32843855
*my coworkers, not employees.

and the exchange I was referring to was online, not an atm, just wanted to know if I could use a btc atm to add to my wallet to then buy hrt. I think the btc atms near me require cash or bank wire though im not sure.
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i like nice things yeh
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>>32843875
we cant have them
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>>32843548
:/
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>tfw absolute handhon
honestly wish i could get them replaced with prosthetics and not just so i could cosplay as pinocchio from lies of p
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>>32843855
you seem like an interesting cool person
sorry things don't seem to be working out for you / all the nervousness
my anxiety does a number on me too
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ugh, gotta do laundry, probably should do dishes, and there's still homework, and im tired ugh
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>>32843855
I bet someone here is familiar with btc and could send you some to your wallet if you give them money via cashapp
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>>32843881
ngl I only said your first instead of no because I assumed you were a chaser and not an actual /mtfg/ tran
sorry anon
just wanted to potentially embarrass some moid but my days of posting lewds on 4chan or over
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how much hrt should I stock up on? right now I have over 52 weeks in injections but could ask my doctor to give me a script because it's a new doctor and they dont know what the other doctor prescribed me. Should I? How much is too much?
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>>32844068
if you have lena tied up in your bathtub, thats the proper amount
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>>32844068
consider the expiration date of the medication, along with how much each new bottle costs you
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>>32844089
is lena still alive and well?
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men wearing t shirts that show or accentuate their muscles are extremely inappropriate
how am i supposed to focus if some hot guy is standing there with his biceps visible and like what if he moves his arm and his muscles flex it’s so indecent
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Uuuuuuuugghhhhhhhh. This has been a public service announcement.
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>>32844121
hiya nomi
doing well?
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>>32844042
I am actually a failed tranny now detransitoned “chaser” (or something). the failed tranny detrans part is true for sure
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>>32844092
The soonest one expires in a year and 3 months, but medication usually lasts longer than the expiration date. But it's also super cheap, only 15$ for 3 months supply, and I dont need an AA. Plus I also make a lot of money.
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pov: you're paige
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>>32844111
ikr they should cover up better
>>32844121
uuughh?
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>>32844133

Doing fine. Just letting certain people know someone they hate is here incase they don't want them to see any pics of theirs.

Well, have like 4 different things wrong with me but nothing serious.
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>see a cute guy at work
>want to talk to him
>he has a gf
>start tearing up and almost cry
i hate myself
bpd is a curse even when you can manage the symptoms
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>>32844142
he’s cute but looks a little young
i really have a problem seeing guys my age as being too young to even consider dating, like my mind perceives them as kids bc i’m used to engaging with men decades older than me
i’m sure that’s healthy tho
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>>32843855
>the exchange I was trying to use wanted a photo of my ID and it failed to verify. I am using a state ID, not a driver ID, since that's what I have.
Cashapp has it's own exchange, and is more likely to verify you imo, I got verified with a state ID as well
>what do you mean some retailers can get balance on my acc?
If you don't have a bank acc or sumn else to transfer money to cashapp, CVS and Walmart can add balance for you from cash. You can also have your check sent to the acc directly if you wanted.

Do you have disc? Idc about posting my burner on 4chan, and that'd be easier to respond to
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>>32844172
do you have daddy issues? asking as a virgin with LARGE daddy issues
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>>32844140
sounds like “yes” to boost estrogen sales
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>>32844185
a little bit yeah i don’t want to fuck my dad but my ex was 20 years older than me and the last guy i had sex with was 33 years older so there is a bit of issue there i think
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I wouldn't be good enough for my dad. I bet i couldn't even make him cum. What if he couldn't even get erect because i look too much like a man?
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>>32844224
depressing thought
i asked my dad if he thought i looked more like him or my mum
he said i looked like him and that i’m handsome :/
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>>32844224
I used to at the start of puberty age 11/12 every night lay in bed thinking about having tits and seducing my dad with them. he treated me very emotionally badly before he left my life, I blame him for it!
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>>32844247
>he said i looked like him and that i’m handsome

sry frem
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No daddy issues feels good, mane.
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Is it agp or hsts to like riding motorcycles
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>>32844283
it's gay
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>>32844283

Gayer than gay.
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>>32844283
agp like riding in front, hsts like riding in back
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>>32844299

And here i am, stuck in the middle with you.
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>>32838723
In the day. It is so much nicer at night than at day.
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>>32844299
>>32844291
>>32844283
But what if I like riding crotch rockets instead of leather daddy cruisers like old Harleys
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is it agp or hsts to jack off to your own tits?
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>>32844312
gay
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>>32844259
it’s just him being a narcissist
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>>32844306
we're not riding 3 passengers on my bike nomi, not without titanium training wheels on the tires
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He's an autist. God i wish i could talk to him. He would treat you a billion times better after 1 conversation.
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UwU
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>>32844312
I prefer sport bikes or dirt bikes, and I'm as dude as they come.
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I should have never considered transitioning. There's no going back now.
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what am i supposed to do when the air quality is bad
i hate the wildfire season what are we doing to this gay earth
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what if nomi x paiges dad, nomi becomes paiges step mom
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>>32844182
I dont have any discord burners and dont really want to post it.


I see about CVS. I added to my chime at CVS with cash. So I can add to cashapp with cash at cvs, then use cashapp for btc?

the exchange I was using failed to read my ID.

>>32844032
I was using Bitcoin Wallet, is that an okay wallet to use?

>>32844015
I am not interesting. Exactly how cool can you think I could be when I have done literally nothing with my entire life since turning 18? After scouts and graduating highschool, I have done nothing. I stayed at home for almost 10 years and ate myself to morbid obesity, then starved myself back down to Normal Weight.

I have done nothing. Im not even interesting to talk to about games since XIV is the only game Ive played since HS. And I wasnt even very good at that, only clearing old ults.

>>32844137
did you only detrans because of appearance? or for something else.
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>>32844417
nah you always can detrans desu if you really wanted
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>>32844429

I would love chiding her with "young lady".
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>>32844426
it sucks fren. I remember in July 2020, we didn't see the sun for 3 weeks because of the blanket of smoke that covered the sky. I relapsed bad that year things were so depressing
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how many virtual pets is too many to run at once
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>>32844463
you can do her makeup for her and get her dolled up for dates with boys
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really wish i'd hurry up and get srs and get prettier too while i'm at it desu...
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>>32844484

I just want to fuck with her a little anon, this is too much.
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>>32844431
i’ve never heard of “bitcoin wallet” but as long as you find info on it and it seems reputable it should be fine. I would use reddit to find one that people recommend, you’ll probably only ever have like $100 in it and you’ll spend it right when the btc is in there so security isn’t that important
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>>32844431
>did you only detrans because of appearance?
yes. i also couldn’t do the voice at all so I felt like a freak and stopped talking
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>>32844426
I assume other than buying a respirator, a mask or not going outside
nothing.... :(
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>>32844547

I can't do the voice either. But being a freak has never stopped me. When i was a kid they told me being myself was a good thing. And no matter how painfully wrong i prove that, i will never give it up.
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maybe I should start voice training again
I've sorta given up on everything for so long doing anyway is weird
I don't believe I can do it but really why tf does that matter right anything is better than nothing
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>>32844592

>why tf does that matter right anything is better than nothing

Based.
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like
I sorta have occasional days where literally no one is home
I'm alone by myself and I just waste it so fuck
not maybe I definitely should
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>>32844598
thanks fren
gotta hold on to whatever I can grasp :)
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>>32844605

I think of it as playing a terrible terrible instrument rather than it being "my voice". Like a vuvuzela.
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>>32844592
If I barely speak during the day irl, I doubt I'm going to start up voice training again desu. Just leave me here and lemme wallow some. The mud is comf.
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>>32844574
kek that’s good!
one good aspect of detrans (and agp) is the testosterone coming back and busting the fattest nuts known to man over your estrogenized body
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just get a job doing phone customer service and you'll learn real quick
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>>32844605
>I just waste it

define wasting it desu.

like i feel like i've "wasted" my day by only spending half my lunchbreak at school doing homework and such, and then only doing a bit of homework once i got home and eating some, and i still haven't really done any of the other stuff i'd said i should do, but w/e, i did school for like 8 hrs and i just wanna play on the internets for a bit
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>>32844431
>I dont have any discord burners
bad_talk is my burner, I don't really mind posting it if you feel like asking someone again when you're closer to spending the money. Cashapp isn't stuck in the whale-dependent btc environment, and has incentive to be more reliable on getting the verification process streamlined. There's a better chance that they'll work with you on getting things set up.That's how I think of it, at least.
Feel free to dm me about hrt stuff if you like
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>>32844621
funny
I used to play ukulele when I lived alone along with occasionally actually attempting to voice train
but I stopped playing the moment I didn't really have anymore time alone because playing an instrument badly around people I have to live with is too awkward even if they are my family
I dunno how my lil brother does it well I mean he's not bad but he used to be as we almost all are starting out any instrument
playing uke is pretty therapeutic tho even if your bad at it because it's just so fun and easy to strum nice little chord progressions :>
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Seriously if nothing else i wanna tell kids that they're right to identify "be yourself" being bullshit. They only want you to be yourself if you are naturally charming. If you're not, be somebody else and never give up the lie that it's really you.
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>>32844686
>tfw naturally charming and had to learn not to project my privilege onto other people when giving advice
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>>32844631
I see we're still in this arc
still best wishes fren
>>32844674
waste as in voice training sucks but I can bear with it as long as the only people who can hear are wall neighbors but there's no way I can do it with the people I have to live with all around me
and so when I get time alone and I just do nothing with it
that is a waste next place I live I might not get so much time alone I have no idea where that will be and how it will be :(
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i miss him so much
why does being around other people make me feel lonelier than when im alone
why do i fantasize about sexual violence and horrible sadistic men
what the fuck is wrong with me
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gn mtfg. should have killed myself at 20
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Because when you're alone you're not sure you're alone, but when you talk to people, you know you are.
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>>32844725
no time like the present
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>>32844547
Im a 6ft hulk with a literal speech impediment you're me in 1yr.
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>>32844732

Paige. Bad.
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>>32844714
Maybe try going for a walk or to the park or something where no one will care?
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>>32844718
Your bff wasn't a horrible sadistic guy. You don't really want that stuff, but you think you do. That's my guess.
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>>32844729
What happens when you run into another narcissist? Soulmate or gotta go mate?
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>>32844732
it’s too late. no one cares about a tranny hag offing themselves. if i died at 20 it would have meant a lot more to people, and all i want is to matter to people
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>>32844761

I've never met anyone like me so i don't know.
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>>32844743
no i really do want that stuff i really like it to an unhealthy amount
my bff wasn't super horrible but was sadistic a bit and i loved it
there was one time he shoved me against a wall and choked me and it was so fucking hot and he teased me for liking it too bc i didn't even try to stop him
also i want a guy to [redacted] UGH

>>32844768
good point
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>>32844768

Sorry I'm not a people clara. I hope you're still alive when I'm pretty so my opinion will matter to you.
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mtfg best voices of all time
1. Fifi
2. Laf
3. Kat
4. Paige
5. Cheshire

worst voices of mtfg
1. Mado
2. Creature
3. Nomi
4. Valentine
5. Grendel
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>>32844802

Excuse me, i am number 1, thank you.
https://youtu.be/PfYnvDL0Qcw?feature=shared
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>>32844734
I think i’ve been detrans for 2 years LOL. stopped hormones barely did anything sadly, I basically fully detransed in 1 month. it was pretty sad how fast it happened
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>>32844742
I'm afraid to leave the house
it's not impossible but like I struggle to even just go out to the balcony at night to smoke pot and look at the stars
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>>32844802
does faye ever still post? she had vocal feminization surgery years ago
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>>32844821

>she said on the tranny thread of the tranny board of the faggotiest website on the internet
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>>32844802
>Paige
she has a fucking shockingly good voice
I didn't even bother mentioning it to her because I know she'd just mog me and deny having anything but a "man voice" but wow
she's now one of my voice training inspos
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>>32844845

Yeah, if she didn't despise me I'd ask her for help on voice.
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i miss him i miss him i miss him i want him to miss me or think about me or text me or email me or think of me or let me hug him or call me or do anything to let me be with him for even a second i just need him i need him i need him so so sos os sososo sos sos sos sos ...---... much
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>32844845
>shockingly
sobbing
also i never voice trained desu, i just practiced without doing any specific exercises and even then didn't really need it
i have a voice and a face for radio
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>>32844802
kate is missing from list
she sounds like a kid yeah but she also sounds like a cis girl and anyone who says otherwise is salty or jealous
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>>32844866

I know how you feel. Like 0.01%. Because my obsession toward you is platonic. Which you must find fucking bananas.
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>>32844866
>sobbing
sorry I just mean that without context I'd assume cissoid female
like anytime anyone posts a vocaroo I expect either no training or "tranny voice"
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>>32844892
ohh ok i thought u meant it's because i look like a man and am ugly lol
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>>32844892

You should hear her mocking manly voice. It's so good it sounds like a cis woman failing to sound manly.
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>>32844835
i’m just visiting
I think I identify as intersex, it feels factual due to my sex characteristics
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>>32844939

Mkay. You should grow out your hair and then absentmindedly play with it.
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>>32844950
it is shoulder length. however, I jack off to myself literally every day. I would do it more if there were more hours in the day, it’s totally replaced porn
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>>32845019

When i jack off it's to the fantasy of me fucking someone. Usually a family member. I don't really see how agp is different to normal fantasizing. My body is involved in my stock barrel fantasies. How could it not be?
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Oki I met a person irl (she was nice). I asked if cud tell was transexual and she said no, but, am anxious. Worry is hugboxing. Tmrw I am torn on what to eat...possibly pizza
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>>32844802
wish i had a good voice sob
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>>32845056

No no. Beef lo mein.
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>>32844802
im best monster voice?
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>>32845055
haha I definitely experience no shame for it, it’s almost like a hacked sexuality. the thickness in the hips feels so nice
I also used to jack off to family fucking, that I did feel guilty about LOL or maybe just awkward
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>>32845121

I don't feel guilty about anything i fap to. I fap to some pretty fucked up stuff. But as long as it's only a fantasy it can't hurt anyone.

The idea of just jacking off to me being female sounds boring, but if i fantasize I'm being groomed by a family member or something, then the trans stuff i suppose is the topic.
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The man at the Home Depot called me ma'am.
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>>32845158

Based.
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replaying hotline miami
life is good
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Everyone here is into cutting and blood letting, or incest/pedo stuff. Really makes you think.
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>>32845175

Hydrocolloid bandages are the best.
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>>32845189

Nah, just me and paige are into incest stuff and she has the better sense to deny it.
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DEAD INSIDE
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>>32845207

*doesn't open*
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>>32845143
I literally just fap to my tits and my ass it’s fucking poggers
I did use to think about my dad grooming me into it, interestingly in real life he seemed more ok with me being trans than gay so it kind of tracks
>>32845189
we did not ask for this
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>>32845202
Do you fantacise about specific family members like she does?
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woke up had an insane nightmare and just had a horrible night and life terror and anxiety is real
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>>32845189
Im completely asexual.

>>32845207
Inlike your watch

Was bugnoxed and person actually cud tell was transexual?
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>>32845189
no
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>>32845221
historically being trans has always been more acceptable than being gay. straight men are uncomfortable with being gay because they cant sexualize other men, and dont want men to sexualize themselves. and straight men dont care about what women think so lol

sex is about submission and the feminine role should be feminine, not masc. thats why being trans is better than being gay historically
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>>32845221
You're not really gay if you fap to female body parts you know
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>>32845190
>Hydrocolloid
Dry healing for some things, moist healing for other things like burns which it's indicated for, use a wound gel and a regular dressing if you can't source specialty but this is for deep skin wounds, for superficial stop bleeding with compression and stop picking it lmao
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>>32845260
painfren you should have better influences than us. you seem too normal to be here, and I worry you're underage
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>>32845243
Would you go on a transatlantic airship ride laf?
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>>32838723
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>>32845280
im 21 human years
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>>32845261
You're AGP not hsts. You never hear an hsts woman spout homophobia, and then say she jerks off to her own tits. You're a straight man with an asterisk.
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>>32845230

Nah. I even prefer hypothetical daughters and moms rather than my real own family members.

If me and my father fucked, it wouldn't be sexy or even a horror movie, it would be a who's on first bit.

But in paige's defense, she probably doesn't either. She is probably confusing her inadequacy issues with her generic incest fetish.

When i am fapping, sometimes my real life relatives flit into mind, and it's both hot because really wrong and not hot because these people are objectively not hot. I wouldn't date them muchless fuck them. But i am psychologically well adjusted so i don't harangue myself for momentarily being turned on by my mom.
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>>32838723
curbstomp pregnant black niggers
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>>32845267
I agree, i’m pure agp. in a different world i’m probably a normal “straight” man, or bisexual because I do like sucking dick
>>32845261
I believe it!
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>>32845288
If was safe.

Was hugbixed??? I suppose I'll find out Saturday.
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>>32845310

This post does not give girl boners.
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>>32845310
you say this like it’s a bad thing
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>But i am psychologically well adjusted so i don't harangue myself for momentarily being turned on by my mom.
Somebody cap it and add it to nomi's cringe collage
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>>32845349
kys you monster
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Explaining anal sex to my father would go about as well as explaining cryptocurrency.
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What is it if I experience dysphoria over masculinisation but I don't care about my junk because I'm unconvinced the surgery is appropriate in its current state but I also hate the gay scene and try not to associate with it and I think drag is fucked
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>>32845388

>what is it if i experience dysphoria

What is it when the cure is living as a girl?
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>>32845407
I dunno I just got here
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>>32845388
>hate the gay scene and try not to associate with it
actually experience it firsthand before developing an opinion, it is nothing like internet memes tell you
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>>32845418

If you don't have dysphoria you might still be trans but if you DO have dysphoria you are definitely trans.
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>>32845385
the wallet is the anus
the blockchain confirmation is lube
that’s all I got
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>>32845435
okay except I've been to pride multiple times, had numerous years of exposure to it through grindr and support groups and beyond all of that I've also seen how racist and cliquey it is so no I wont be doing that
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>>32845357
It is a bad thing. Only in this bizarro land of weird men like nomi is agp a good thing.
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>>32845310
thats not homophobia, that's just how sex is seen through the cishet lens, which is 95% of all society throughout history
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>>32845459

Agp are self loving.

Hsts are self hating.

I'm ready to be judged.
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And every reference is either Star Trek or cryptocurrency or anime or science fiction. You guys are male nerds.
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>>32845479

Aww man this is just like the episode where the ship had to read reg barclays holodeck fanfiction or the ship would blow up.
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>>32845459
that’s so mean anon, being agp isn’t a choice! even if you think it’s cringey there’s no victim
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>>32845477
You should be judged, you're an anomaly human. Someone who crossdresses and jerks off thinking about his mother. How lenient and coddling were your parents towards you, that they allowed you to become this hideous sludge creature lacking a conscience?
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>>32845319
Jesus Christ lilbro
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Was hugbxied when they said cudndt tell was transexual?
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Speaking of which, when's the next chapter of the prince story, paige?
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duvet by boa
getting sheets washed tmrw
apparently it is the "1 million march for children" all across canada. anti-trans shit. terrifying stuff really.
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>>32845492
Being agp is fine on it's surface, but it's nearly always accompanied by pedophilia, incest fantasies, narcissism, or psychopathy.
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>>32845509

How's normality working for you, anon?
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>>32845456
the two literal worst parts of being gay besides the STIs.

although

>racist and cliquey

it does seem like you got the full gist of being gay, because that sums it up
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>>32845546
I'm lgbt, which isn't the same as whatever you are. You literally do not have a conscience nomi, and all of your other personalities are a cover for being a monster.
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>>32845561

Man, i got an unreasonable cross section of fagets when i joined the pony threads. None of those fagets were racist or cliquey.

Okay, some were racist. It was /b/.
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>>32845542
i’m proud of my agp desu
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>>32845591

>personalities

I do not have different personalities. I do not have alters. And fapping to fucked up shit does not mean i am without conscience. I am ethical even in the porn i consume.
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AGP hate gay people, resent lesbians because they won't fuck them, and hate hsts women. Why don't you all go form your own proud heterosexual narcissist club, and leave lgbt people alone?
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>>32845627
no u
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>>32845627

I like everybody. Is agp cool now or does that revoke my agp card?
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apparently im hsts and my gf is agp lmao what do these words even mean
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>>32845655

Hsts means "girly" and agp means "REALLY girly".
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Was hugnoxed by person I met? Or is genuine?
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empty
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>>32845675
what was the point of asking if you only accept no as a truthful answer?
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>>32845696

What's the point of masturbation if you're just going to get horny again?
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>>32845696
Youre right. You're right. I'm being illogical. I'll do the final test this Saturday then be done ;)
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i just need a boyfriend
pls

>>32845675
hugboxed
it is over
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>>32845730

Sorry paige. I wish i was single.
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>>32845730
>i just need a boyfriend
are you worried about being too old to find one?
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tfw reminiscing about a taekwondo guy who was much older than me who i sorta had a crush on but he was really strict and would kick so hard when i was holding the hand held kicking rectangle that i would cry lol it's a shame he was straight otherwise i might have tried to sperg at him

>>32845753
no im 29 almost 30, not too old considering the men i want to date are late 30s to mid 40s
it's more the whole being ugly issue that has me worried
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ugh think im still getting gayer
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Anyway bleh, got the bigger homework out of the way (albeit incredibly poorly), don't think much progress is going to happen on the rest tonight; such is life and such, oh well. Just one class getting blatantly tanked atm, so I guess that's an improvement. Other classes are just in doing "fine" territory atm, but still not holding my breath for A's at this point. Maybe once I do tests I'll know for sure.

>>32845624
>I do not have different personalities.

Same, don't even have a personality at all desu.

:|
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>>32845843

Well you look girlier.
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>>32845843
when the down syndrome hits
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>>32845855
>>32845863
true
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>>32845863

She looks good. Don't be a petulant bitch because you're depressed. Or at least attack someone who deserves it like me. I'll even take my name off and pretend it's not me so you don't feel like you're violating the vow of silence.
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>try sharing video on leddit
>try one board
>can't post if you don't have enough likes
>try another board
>account needs to exist for X amount of time
>try another board
>post needs moderator approval
how the fuck do people use that site without wanting to kill themselves holy shit it's so bad
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>>32845892
>attack someone who deserves it like me

Objectively awful person, you need to stop being so hard on yourself.

u_u
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Paige is uglier than me and i pass better and stuff. Also i write better sex stories.
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>>32845955
brb gonna kms due 2 this
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>>32845955
Everyone here has some specific charm, paige a factorio girl and those dont exist so you gotta respeckt
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Man, blobby tries too hard.
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>>32845969

Katherine of sky.
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>>32845977
katherine of sky is a boring old biddy
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>>32845992
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new bread??
>>32845708
this made me lol out loud
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>>32845843
dawww looka prweetty
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>>32845850
how much are you using chatgpt? I thought it was soooooo helpful
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>>32846020
>>32846020
>>32846020
>>32846020
>>32846020
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