If you're ugly you're manmoding don't call yourself boymoder you hon.
>>31141972I don't x_x
any manmoders in chat
>>31141987Kys kys kys kys kys kys
>>31141987:( yes
Soon it'll be cute manmoder greentexts and "you can't be a manmoder if you're pretty, call yourself an ogremoder." Granted, the slow degredation of these terms has been long in the process from retards who screenshot every post to twitter and reddit, but it's a damn shame to see
>>31142053There's only two genders boymoders and manmoders. Ogremoders are an subset of manmoders.
>>31142001excuse me?
>>31142053this is real I feel like I can't even call myself a man I'm something else
>>31141987Yuh
>>31142202LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL i would commit suicide
ugly manmoders deserve passionate manremoval from chasers
>>31142449we can only hope
>>31141972Hons shouldn't be allowed to exist imo
>>31142566too bad asshole I'm here and I'm ruining you're options suck it
>>31142584your opticssee I'm even phoneposting like real cancer
>>31141987reporting for duty with my ugly mug
>>31142449>>31142508 Pathetic crabs in a bucket. I have a soon to be wife and get plenty of male attention regardless.
>>31142584Do you mean optics?
>>31141987manmoder here. if only you knew how bad things really are
>>31142878fellow manmoder here. i know how bad things are. stay strong
>>31142584My asshole is filled with my straight bf cum, It's something a hon will never experience.
>>31142903solidarity brother
I manmode, it's fun actually. Sorta.
>be 3/10 manmoder >manmoding last night>wearing this tank top and normal boy shorts>dancing with friend>stranger calls me a sexy girl, other people clearly clock me as some kind of tran??? what is happening manmode is supposed to prevent this
>>31143029i mean this in the most non degrading way possibleif that is a picture of you i am sincerely confused
>>31143029Just means you're not ugly enough to be a manmoder
>>31143054is that what this is? >>31143029>>31142697>>31142202i won't lie all three of these people seem to me like they're manmoders and not boymoders
>>31143029Butch lesbian modder
I enjoy manmoding more than larping as a cisoid
>>31142697>>31143029we manmoders do not claim you, fuck off. you are not nearly ugly enough to be man moders
>>31143050I'm confused too. I've been told in the past I "dance like a fem" so I guess people can tell when I'm moving my hips.. ass getting a little fat these days too. But why wouldn't I just read as a cis gay bottom? I see cis dudes with may more fem mannerisms than me all the time..
>>31143175You read a butch lesbian or as a pooner
>>31143149fuck you im ugly as sin. just because im not a complete ogre doesnt mean im not ugly.we're all in the same boat of not being nearly pretty enough for the new standard of "boymoding" so what's it to you if i want to lump myself in with yout. >>31142697
>>31143029>manmoding>tank top when you literally take hrtfuck off
>>31141987We may be manmoding a little
>>31143432not even a little you just are, you even have the stubble
>>31143510Hell yeah I do, I go out and work my body to be slutty in private, that and shaving gets me fucked with too much
am i a boymoder or a manmoder?
>>31143685fuck off
>>31143685manmoder imo. Too old to be a boymoder.
>>31143685you look like an ugly foid
>>31143314Okay that's fair. It's like a women's 2xl from nike too
Am I a boymoder or manmoder?
>>31144138
>>31144138You look like a twink a real twink not a twinkhonk or a twink from /lgbt/
>>31144235So I'm ugly? Aight
>>31144301No just look like an efeminate guy the kind actual gay men like
>>31144301As a women yes you're ugly as man no I'm the same who said the previous response
>>31144450That's why I boymode
>>31144498Have you thought about giving up your jaw?
>>31142697since this has turned into a man/mode boymode rate thread. how close am i to entering boymode
>>31144731I wish I could
>>31144744You're eyelids and jaw ruin your face
>>31145278So is it just over for me until I get ffs? Or even after? I'll never upgrade to boymode?Will ffs even fix the eyelids? Like is that even fixable?
acceptable hoodie? get hoodie that says man on it? get hoodie tht says boy to some man to others? get hoodie tht says brown ??I'm brown?
man moder 1120 reporting in
>>31146448Learn to make up and wear bangs . Ffs will make you pass 100% you're kinda androgynous just kinda ugly too. Your jaw doesn't look that bad in this picture.
>>31141972Why are you even boymoding if you pass???
>>31146609love your titties
>>31141972actually that's wrong there are plenty of ugly passoid-tier and actual boymoders
>>31146649>love your tittiesI look like a man with tits
>>31146638Brainworms shit place
>>31146672that's debatable but your titties are fucking hot
>>31146619Do you think I'd still be ugly after a FFS? (I also need to lose some weight so maybe that'd also improve my face). I'm happy that I'll pass with it but I rly want to have a straight relationship one day(Also do you think girlmode is doable pre FFS when my hair is longer provided I wear bangs and makeup)
>>31146688>titties are fucking hott..thanks anon
>>31146755Your face the skin of your face is loose, like a young granny, maybe because you where really overweight. Maybe you can solve that with a cream or maube only with only surgery. That's what makes you face ugly mostly, wear bangs better your skin and learn make up and you might pass wiouth surgery
>>31146619Bangs would only emphasise the midface
>>31146755Post side profile. I'm struggling to see potential.
>>31141987hi
>>31146880Doesn't matter her eyelids make her face ool like it's melting not even my grandma look like that.
>>31146934That's a true manmoder congrats
>>31146539You look like a gremlin
>>31146913I'm doomed aren't II'm NGMI
>>31146983is that bad...
>>31147094Maybe you would be pretty on make up. You don't look masculine just too ugly that read moee masculine than you actually are. Make up can cover your inpefections and you would probably look pretty. Try skin care too
>>31146986Look into how cheap supra orbital surgery would be. Fix that before anything on your jaw or chin.
>>31147210Yeah I aprove this.
>>31147226>>31147210Would that be part of a FFS or no? And so it's not possible to hide w makeup?
>>31147181wow tht sucks OK thanks never had ppl pooint out my skin or such before; hugboxers ?
>>31147248It is, but if you're desperate to be more attractive soon, on a budget, supraorbital/browbone work will have the most impact, you can see this in post ffs pics, having flat eyebrows makes you pass better.
>even the boymoders don't like usGod I hate being a manmoder
>>31147260Your skin looks really bad, the color doesn't look uniform at all. Yes probably hugboxing or people around you don't do skin care and think having an ugly skin is normal.
>>31147277Oh, I see. I'm not interested in (nor can I take the recovery time for) surgery right this moment. Do you think it's possible to use makeup to girlmode at any point for me without surgery? Or should I just keep manmode until I've gotten the work done on my face
>>31147260Yeah ur skin isn't exactly great. Try a facial cleanser and exfoliator, figure out your skin type (dry normal oily) and use lotion tailored for that to start. Look up skincare tutorials on YouTube too. Goodluck
>>31147303nobody likes me or wants me around I'm used to it
>>31141972boymoder arrival
>>31148154I don't hate hons, no matter how of much monstrously moster gorilla abominations some of you are I love you.
>>31148180no you don't I have a face made for radio and a personality made for the psych ward
>>31148154It still hurts. Like being such an ugly and unwanted freak that you're too much of a hon to tolerate even when you're not girlmoding actually really is demoralizing.
>>31148203I love you too no mater if you look like a moster I still love you.
>>31147454I'll take the lack of an answer as a no. I guess it'll be another couple years at minimum before I can be myself anywhere :(
>this thread>all these brainwormsmost of you would look perfectly fine if you weren't trying to look like a boy to blend in with hashtag normal society>"i look male"perhaps because you're wearing man clothes and living a man life, as all the while the contrast between your bodies and your desires stretches farther and farther. if it snaps, when it snaps, which direction will it fall? you can influence the outcome, however slightly. you can improve things.>"but it's hard"true. then at least treat yourself with the self-respect you deserve as a human and do the shit you wanna do, instead of slicing off so much of yourself to fit through that narrow tube of societal expectations. nobody else is going to do it for you. there is a small a quiet part of you that will always eternally love you: try to listen to that voice.i am mad because i've been here and i've done this and i know this pain. it's a dogshit pain and it sucks more than anything else i've experienced.look for whatever light you can see, and start walking towards it. listen to the part of you that loves yourself. go in the direction you want, by choice. that's the only thing that will pull you out, and you CAN do it.>t.ranny
I'm tired of this but I think if I suddenly started wearing girly clothes I would just look weird
>>31141987hi ;)
>>31148583We can't see your face or bodyshape
>>31148803True Manmoder with honfidense good for you
>>31148822T-thanks anon...
>>31141987Reporting in. Not posting face though, don't need to feel worse about myself.
>>31148803U cute tho, no hugboxxing.
>>31141972I’m definitely a manmoder :(
>>31149003Forgot to attach pic lol
>>31148922Thanks :)I'll take being a twinkhon so long as I can be a cute twinkhon. Passing isn't everything.>>31149018Do you wear those shorts and let your tits stick out like that when you go out manmoding?
>>31149119I do not :(
>>31149142That's a shame
>>31149119More like twink hon body and hon face
>>31149170Oh wellMaybe ffs can save me
Month 7 of knowing I will never pass without extensive surgery, am a forever hon, and will never be attractive even after an aggressive FFS and losing weight. I cannot do anything but man mode for years until I can afford massive surgery and even heavy makeup cannot save me. I may rope before I can buy ffs due to the sheer mental load man moding and pretending to be someone else has on my life, and the knowledge that for me, the light at the end of the tunnel is only being upgraded to a twinkhon. I turn 20 soon and will waste my early 20s manmoding and playing pretend. I will never have a purely straight relationship no matter how much surgery I get, because every man will be able to tell I'm trans without me saying anything. It is really and truly completely over, even at 7 months of hrt.It never even began.
>>31149302Same person, yes. You'll be pretty definitely. I just don't like hugboxing
im manmoder by default at 30
>>31149638You're face look perfect for ffs
>>31149799That's somewhat soothing but still. The idea that I'm stuck as this pretender, a man for the outside world for years is a lot to bear. Knowing I can't be saved by makeup. Knowing that even if I lose the weight there will be loose skin all over my face. Waiting years just for a chance to be myself is painful. FFS is probably not all I need. I probably am going to need to get my bottom set of ribs removed to body pass, and I'm not sure even that will do it.
>>31149638It's okay, anon! You're only 7 months in and not even 20 yet. I'm 30, a year and a half into hormones, and still manmoding. It sucks that I never experience my 20s as a woman but I'm seeing this through until the end. I owe myself giving it everything I got before I give up on life. And for what it's worth, I think your face is rather feminine, especially your lips. I think you actually have a really good chance of passing.
manmoder hell
>>31150011Easily becomes a beautiful passer after ffs. For me after ffs I'll still be ugly but read as fem
>>31141972it's so crazy how fucking awful some of you are tho holy shit... like just because you are lucky you think it's okay to berate people and say they are better off dead?? XD holy shit lol your parents should have beat you harder or something
>>31150034To be fair, if I don't pass within 3 years I'd probably also consider myself better off dead than a filthy man
Too ugly to even ogre
Boymoding fit
>>31146539im brown
>>31148533>there is a small a quiet part of you that will always eternally love youI deliberately killed this part of myself a while ago
>>31150034(OP) I never said that, I hons are my honmies.
>>31150155(OP) I pass but hons are friends, they are just not made for the current boymoder standards.
>>31150052i mean same but yea they're still gross for it
>>31150139>>31150124Twink hons get a pass
>>31150170I suppose it is gross to decide that for other people. You can only decide that for yourself I guess
>>31149954More hrt is not going to fix my nose and brow or my orbitals or my midface, however. I am really lamenting how I'm trapped this way and will forever be a hon if I ever tried to girlmode, no matter how much makeup I use. I just hate that I can do nothing but play pretend until I've scraped up thousands and thousands of dollars
>>31148922forgot to mention i love masc dom daddy tops
>>31150232Twinkhon is still hon, 5 years and 25 lbs and it’s back to manmode
>>31150356Twinkhons aren't hons, they can be pretty Ina girl way.
>>31149782twinkhon
>>31150387I look like a bowl of curry got a weird al wig and wore a trendy dragon t shirt. That’s not cute in any girl way
>>31150415Maybe I'm biased by all the huge hons of the thread, you look pretty in comparison
Bros how do I cope with being a hon of this scale>>31149638I unironically cry myself to sleep every other night thinking about how I will never ever pass even if FFS gives me passing face. I was cursed with Hon face and a hon body. @ 6'1 and a 37 inch ribcage
>>31149799i cant tell because its fucking sideways
>>31150487Turn your head sideways bozo
>>31148171u are so faking cute
>>31148171You're the only trully passoid of this thread
>>31149638lose weight and start hitting the gym girl.. You need to lose those male jowls.. Also please do something better with your hair befote you decide it’s over
>>31150139that aint boymoding. at least tie your hair up
>>31150593I am hitting the gym. And also idfk what to do with my hair. I formerly had it buzzed as of 7 months ago and have never had hair longer than like an inch. I'm also trying to just keep it out of my face so it's visible since my bangs are so overgrown rather than wear it a specific way. If you have any suggestions I'd rly appreciate them.
>>31150617half this board thinks "boymoding" is just wearing a big hoodie for an aesthetic because they're passoids and/or trooned out after moving out/had supportive parents
>>31150676What's wrong with being a passoid? we're the royalty of troonland
>>31150676Passoids can boymode but they just look like girls in boy clothes, it's a different vibe
>>31150642Solidarity, I also had a buzz because I hated dealing with my receding hairline. Now I've had a hair transplant and can't do much besides a middle part to hide the transplant sites. I dunno, just let it grow and talk to a stylist at some point, I'm struggling too.
>>31150708>>31150724im saying you never had to actually conceal the fact that you're a tranny and dont know what boymoding/manmoding really is>teehee im such a cute boymoder!>literally just a girl in a black hoodie
>>31150124You're already decent looking, you're gonna be really pretty after ffs <3
>>31150746The problem with talking to a stylist is; how do I talk to this person and ask for feminine hair styles while clearly being male.
>>31150764I have to be able to afford ffs which honestly won’t happen.
>>31150751I just pull a deep voice when I'm puside my room and my hoodie is big. I never had facial hair so
>>31150785Start saving as much as you can and when it comes time ask if you can pay in installments
>>31150821I am saving but the issue is a lot of surgeons want 4-5k down and I can’t afford that rn. Not when I have legitimate medical issues that eat up my money
>>31150869Just bc you can't afford that now doesn't mean you maybe won't in the future. Keep up the grind anonette
>>31150879It’s just I don’t want to have to wait until my late 20s to early 30s. I’m not even 20….. it sucks knowing what should be the fun parts of my life are going to be spent grinding towards a goal so I can recapture the youth I never had
>>31150617No I hate doing that
>>31150617She's more boymoder than you. You look like a man.
>>31150897Anon you could honestly pass with just makeup. You look like a couple of girls I knew in high school. You're not like that hon who was doomposting earlier about how she'll never pass even with ffs at 7 months, as in you actually have a lot of hope with no surgery involved. Put some effort into makeup and dressing for your body and you'll be ok
>>31150676I'm not a passoidI've asked multiple people and they say I'm not
>>31150950You look like the guy who made briget, her creator
>>31150782You just gotta manmoder up and do it. Maybe find a picture of a feminine twink with hair you like, ask for "something like this."I literally went to the eyebrow lady like "hey I want some feminine eyebrows, can you give it your best shot?" and she did. Professionals just want to their job and make you look/feel better
>>31150139Cute orange cats can actually cure dysphoria, this is a little known science fact
>>31141987ME! ME! IM A MANMODER
>>31151217hmmm maybe i'll go to a salon in another city or something. do you know if there's a way to find specifically trans friendly shops? i'd be willing to drive a bit if it meant i could guarantee being suggested fem haircuts without any disgust involved
>>31152427There's a database out there, called strands for trans I think? I live in a city with lots of tranners so I don't really think about it, plus I'm a genuine manmoder so going in for a trim is nbd, I'm just a faggy dude with long hair
>>31151338LYING
Is there a manmoder discord?
>>31154320I think we're all too depressed to socialize.
>>31154328does 4chan count as socialising
>>31154320Yeah... It's not a good place, I left a long time ago. Some cool people but generally a mindset of doom and helplessness
>>31154346I mean, manmoding always leads to doom and helplessness. It's so hard to accept no one will ever see me as a woman.
>>31154349Surrounding yourself with that mindset won't help you get better. You need to cultivate positive self talk anon, as hard as it is. Self love is like a muscle, you have to keep working on it to make it stronger.
>>31154371I can't love myself when I see a fucking neanderthal in the mirror...
>>31154376You can. It's the only choice you have. I'm a grotesque manmoder myself, I know how badly it sucks. But you only have this one body, one life, one world in which to live. You have the capacity to love, to create beautiful things, to be loved by others, no matter how you look. Your have to find other things to love about yourself than just your appearance.
>>31154385It's so hard when I know happy cis girls, passoids, and twinkhons, are outside, having fun, living their lives happy, and I literally get tears to my eyes each time I get a glimpse of my reflection...
