prev: >>31136954bin: https://pastebin.com/DEWd0zpPmines: minetfg.com
bit early
>>31141550i doubt this currentlynonetheless, i am an extremely healthy middle of the range BMI so my family treating me as if i am still a human trigger warning because of my body shape is kind of wild
Friday...
i've always been a bottom/cuteboy and in the past wanted to be on hrt to be more of a femboy or something, i've been incredibly jaded for a majority of my life and have never actually been with someone. recently a guy i've been edating on again off again made me think about if i'm trans and i'm not sure. any advice would help
>>31141621Take hrt. Worst case scenario you grow some moobs you feel are actually barely noticeable because most trannies have small breasts.
daddy issues aren’t real
Do you think if your daddy started loving you like a normal dad you would stop wanting to call men daddy during sex?
>>31141748daddies solve issues not cause themlike the problem of not having a big strong man to cuddle at night
have to try and find out which dvd or blu ray release of mk annihilation has the uncut version since thinks most dvd and blu ray releases use the cut version so annoying
>See young girl dressed up in girly stuff going shopping for clothes at the mall with her friend and her motherAnyone else feel like their heart was ripped out of their chest by dysphoria knowing you'll never have normal young girl experiences like that?
>>31141905Nope. I am 100% going to have a time in the future where me and some local girl friends hit up a mall. I will schedule it, we will carpool, this shit is happening.
>>31141789eww
>>31141929you are not a young girl, retard. it's not the same
There is this place in the mall that sells these fresh, giant cookies, that you can have them make into completely unmanageably large cookie sandwiches. And we are getting some of those god damn it.
>>31141929>Nope. I am 100% going to have a time in the future where me and some local girl friends hit up a mall. I will schedule it, we will carpool, this shit is happening.
>>31141621go to therapy! go to the rly friendly but very naive and new girls on /r/asktransgender and /r/mtf and just hang out and read and talk and whatever. online spaces won't help your problems at all but you'll at least get some exposure and hopefuilly it helps you illuminate whats going on in your own mind and spirit.therapy though #1. go to therapy if possible
>>31141905i mean there are a lot of cisgirls that miss out on that too by having bad parents or being social rejects. everyone has things they miss out on, even though when your trans it’s worse remember that your not alone in the melancholy
I want to go to the girly as fuck shop that sells scented candles and stuff!I want to buy 7 candles with completely unrelatable names that sound nice, and then be more satisfied by burning 1 thing of incense. Dem scented candles... just don't got scent.
Still an uggo hon; need to be put in the old hon retirement home desu.
>every girl I've dated compares me to a YouTuber I don't even watch anymore>We look nothing alike>"Lol has anyone ever told you that you look like (person)"MAKE IT STOP
>>31142006I'll go shopping with you anon let's go to Spencer's and make out by the vibrators
Malls need interactive asmr spiels.It is the exact perfect place and context for it.These things should only be like 3 minutes to 15 minutes long. Just like the cheesy demo products they sometimes do.
Do you think I can get dream and not be such an uggo anymore?
Guys wait. Wait. I think i just thought of a new kind of business. It's perfect for malls. Like, it's too small scale a service to like... buy a building and offer it like massage sessions. That would cost too much per person to get a broad audience. But if you just rent a place at a mall, you could set up several roleplays and offer short interactive asmr roleplays.It would be an interesting reason to get people to go back to malls, and i could see a lot of reason to want to relax after shopping in a mall.
Maybe set up shop right next to a salon. Because i could see people coming it wanting to do a hair cutting roleplay, and it be better to send them to a real salon, and then the salon could put in a good word for the asmr store.
>>31142080you’re not ugly
>>31142163Yah-huh.
>>31142179I think so too, but you know i think that.
>>31142179t. ffs haver
>>31142188Doesn't mean it made me pretty. Need to go back for another round.
>>31142003What I'm trying to say is that I want to transform into a loli and just live like that for a while like in my Japanese hentai mangas
>>31142269I think we fail to understand each other precisely because i want to become the giant vampire lady. I cannot empathize at all with wanting to become the loli.
>>31142296Can I have a tea party with you, giant vampire lady? I'll get you a cute black lace dress and a black doily
>>31142308What is a tea party for real though?Is it literally just like, try out different kinds of teas with different additives like milk or honey or what have you?Because actually that sounds pretty awesome.
>>31142322Yes and we get to dress up all fancy and act like princesses and eat sweet biscuits or cookies or whatever :3
youngshit reddithon telling me hrt is magic, upsetting...
>>31141516rahhh why do they face outwards like that
yawnn
>>31142394ribcage issue (i have the same)
ace ventura was how found out trans existed
>>31142404my ribs aren't even that bad though they're only 32 isn't that normal for women
thoughts?
>>31142346Actually. Now that i think about it, i could make an epic fucking tea party.I don't know or even give a shit what a real tea party is any more. If what i am about to suggest isn't the way a tea party works, i have a much better idea.We could have very tiny tea cups. And have smaller portions of tea in littler tea bags. And be able to try LOTS of different kinds of teas. With LOTS of different combinations of additives.Like, the primary problem with tea is that it takes too long to steep. If you tried new teas one after another with 1 flavor at a time, it would take a lot of time. But if we made the cups tiny and put the different combos in each one and poured all the water at once, we could try LOTS of different tea experiments at once!And we could have lots of different snacks at the table. Really anything to help with the experiments.Fucking sky is the limit. Somebody could try putting mountain dew in one and it wouldn't ruin the whole experience because she can try like 6 other teas right after that.
>>31142410i read that as Jesse Ventura
>>31142422it's the overall shape/volume not just the circumference
>>31142410I completely didn't understand what was going on in that movie. I'm not sure if it even clicked to me that the girl character was connected to the guy character.
I am done posting.
>>31142394lots of women have breasts that face outwards
>>31142489he was great in predator>>31142500i asked my dad if that really was the dude and he said “yeah boy better be careful out here” and i asked how they became girl and he said money and laughed i didnt get the joke just thought yeah of course if you had enough money you would want to become a woman
>>31142400hai lia :D hows you
>>31142557Yeah he stole that movie, Running man too
>>31142573wish the body was in more movies
>>31142560hey nacho! i'm comfy just woke up, about to get hi, listening to some musicmight work a bit, might read nixos documentation all afternoonnot sure lolhow are you? and how have things been?
>>31142611nixos is comfy desuboutta get my whole workspace setup in nix!!!
>>31142619are there any good resources to explain to me how to configure *specifically* with flakesi keep getting documentation where it starts with the old way and then somewhere in the middle it's like 'oh btw flakes is the new better way and looks totally different than what i explained so far'
>>31142637cadey fren has a blog about it:https://xeiaso.net/blog/nix-flakes-1-2022-02-21
male to female general
you zoomers these days talking about your personal computers and your nixos's. back in my day this is what a real man called a "nixos"
>>31142648is this comprehensive enough to follow as a guidei want to blow away the vm iv been working on and start fresh so i know it's done 100% the modern wayfor context i want to build a full vm image to use as a workstation that i can just manage declaratively in a github repo and use inside whatever work machine rather than having to worry about maintaining a config on bare metal with these shitty workstations maybe would want to do a webtop with it also but first priority is just a vm so i never have to reinstall my dev env
>>31142690i forgot the image fml im an idiot>ngmi
>>31142708i'm the oldtimer here dont you try to pull seniority on me ya little scamp
>>31142593oh yeah he was a wrestler tooyes i agree
>>31142716>has a display that isnt just 0-9wasteful youngsters
male to female lieutenant
mundane to feral
>>31142761aye ma'am>>31142400i thought this was trans icon Birdo at first rip :'((
damn, nigger fatigue hitting hard rn fr
>>31142744unironically do want a nixie clock that matches the desk & shelves i plan to make tho
male to femcel
>>31142700yes it isthere's also these:https://xeiaso.net/blog/nix-flakes-2-2022-02-27https://xeiaso.net/blog/nix-flakes-3-2022-04-07managing declaratively in a github repo is done nowadays with flux or argocdidk why you'd need a vm if you're using nix tho?
>>31142794do it!!!! ive got the hardware on mine done but i cba to make a case to print. not a fan of 3d modelling but i do gotta learn lol. For some reason i bought 85 IN-12B tubes a while back and never used themI already have a VFD one which i love. gotta swap out some of these tubes though, they are getting a bit burned out
>>31142820literally paige
>>31142820me
Idk why but it has been smelling like beach sand all day to me and its comfy and I like that smell.
I am awake and now sad bc my sisters cats are being mean to me
>>31142934Maybe you taste like ocean
>>31142430Yayy let's do it :3 I'll bring my dollies and see what they think too hehe
>>31142958lol like salty seaweed?
>>31142824preciate it>idk why you'd need a vm if you're using nix tho?because company wont let me run linux on the laptops they provision it has to be winders11am tired of it so id rather just work in a vm>>31142858WHOA awesome pls take pic in the dark for the spooky glow :o>gotta swap out some of these tubes thoughu fuckin nerd
>>31142982It's good in sushi
https://youtu.be/VEX8ICJd8zI
>>31143016neat, never tried that. I had seaweed chipsu once, it was tasty
jesus i have little bitch wrists
>>31142611that does sounds comfy :D reminds me i should be trying to learn pythonI been better not everything is bad rn tho I managed to stop drinking so much which feels better and soon I go to london to speak with grs surgeon and possibly meet gf at same time. Just not dooming as much ig so thats good i think
Remember that every good trans girl must wear her diapie, especially right after bottom surgery. It's an inevitability for every trans girl to be in a diaper as an adult. So why deny yourself?
>>31143081same vital bracelet is loose even on tightest
Worried I'm not a serious enough person to survive in a corporate world. Like all these other people seem seriously into this stuff, but I'm just trying to have some fun.:/
>>31143006but then cant u use WSL or am i missing something
Ok, so I was kinda half-joking earlier about getting pizza, but I think I'm actually gonna go do it.
>>31143056What's your favorite food, Fox?
German tranny reposting kats pics on pol again
>>31143176I wish I was that pretty
>>31142794oh also if you do go down the route of making one, add in "off time" they burn out very fast so having it turn off at times youre sleeping is good in terms of tube longtevity. ive seen some builds that use motion sensors which is cool but maybe a bit over-engineered. they aint cheap nowadays to replace and not sure how long theyll be around for if you intend on keeping it for a while .>>31143006i shall take some when it gets dark
>>31143176/mtfg/ will never know peace and quiet it seems
>>31143082>i should be trying to learn pythonime it's best to think of a tool that would be motivatingly useful to you day to daythen it's easier to suffer through the confusion kuz there's a reward at the end>>31143114i just got the smol apple watch with a size 7 band and i assumed it was gonna be dumb tite but its loose lol>>31143137so WSL i need to install direct in windows and then i'd need to configure it every timei dont want to do that anymore, i want to define my environment once and then be able to deploy it wherever. i mentioned last summer that i have like 3 different work machines currently, and i had to install a bunch of bullshit on each of them, then do configuration, import licensing, all this bullshiti want to have a nixos configuration that just has all of my applications (datagrip, neovim, python, pwshcore, musicbee, whatever) defined and configured to the extent they can be in the nixos stuffso i can just log into a brand new system work gives me, download this config, provision and VM and just be ALL SET, with all my bullshit, not needing to transport a whole vm image with half a terabyte of bullshit that i'd need to delete to be safe to move to a new client machine kuz of data protection etc, and not needing to manually do a bunch of install and config on windows
>>31143176how do u even find those threads like where
>>31143169anything bbqed really, but if had to choose like salmon with asparagus and halloumi and some cold sauce is neat. How about you? Am curious
is san antonio, tx a GOOD or BAD place to live as a trans woman?
>>31143176it's probably phien doing it
>>31143213yes watches never fit me need to get baby strap or something or slides all over
>>31143232better in austin but san antonio has been turning a bit more leftbut still. abbott.
>walking past guy on the sidewalk >he suddenly grabs you by the arm and pulls you into an alley>with one hand on your shoulder forcing you down and the other unzipping his pants he tells you to suck itWhat do you do
>>31143223>>>/pol/428396829 I go into the trans threads to self harm and hate myself.
>>31143189>they aint cheap nowadays to replaceare they hot tho? thats my only fear like.. im already paying a lot to cool this place and i have a tube pre-amp + amp for my speakers that pump out heat like a fucking firenot sure im looking to add another thing kek>i shall take some when it gets darkBASED spooky clock ty ty ty i love the vibe>>31143240>to get baby strapkek you are smol
>>31143255Put penis in mouth and clench my jaws real hard and fast :)
>>31143278only wrist small hands look comical because of it like the kingdom hearts kairi hands
>>31143252hm, i have personal reasons why i would consider san antonio but not another texan city.does SA have trans protections? tx seems pretty scary for the most part..
>>31143255crack this mf right under his chin and take his gay ass wallet
>>31143295You wouldn't
>>31143304aww <3 i bet you're exaggerating
>>31143213>best to think of a toolhmm i never really thouhgt of it like that and i think it kind of helps get a better understanding. thank you :D
>>31143213>i just got the smol apple watchwish i did that , i ordered the ultra online without trying it on or much thought. its huge and looks so malebrained i mean they feel warm but they dont get too hot as far as hv tubes go
Why did I even get boobs if no matter what I'll always look like a man freak
>>31143324>i mean they feel warm but they dont get too hot as far as hv tubes gorelief kuz this schiit pre-amp when i use the tube setting legit gets to like 110F its ridiculous>ordered the ultrasee i almost did that kuz the battery life was so much better lolbut i had the galaxy watch a couple years ago and it was ridiculously big so idk id rather have worse battery but cuter lemme do a pic
>>31143319its true can make big turkey with hand
>>31143269okay for the future, please dont mention here if someone is impersonating me or whatever because i dont want to see these threads or know about it
>>31143307nope
>>31143343picrel
>>31143313true I would be confused
>>31143348Okay it just makes me sad bc im ugly and I wish someone would think im pretty like that.
>>31143388>and I wish someone would think im pretty like that.jesus christ you are so needy its fucking ridiculous
>>31143388yeah but the comments are clearly pretty harmful towards me so please dont bring it up again, i dont want to see people talking about me like that, its hurtful
>inb4 kat doesnt want people finding out shes also posting on /pol/
how long does hair need be for electrolysis?
>>31143434im in the netherlands you drooling retard how could i have a german flagare you really that dumb?and no i literally never, ever post on /pol/, the board is trash and i hate it, its boring af too
>>31143410How am I needy I just want to be loved and cool and have people actually like me as a person. >>31143416Yea that makes sense but I still wish I was actually beautiful :/
do i have chicken katsu or chicken + rice from some turkish place i cant make decision
>>31143484odds katsuevens turkishdubs lasagna
>>31143496turk it is
>>31143511>11.. unless
>>31143484>from some turkish placechicken n rice. Why do they serve katsu?
hm, austin seems close enough to SA that i could reasonably get there by bus when i feel like traveling over there.maybe i will move there..
ive never had chicken katsu before :<
>tfw actually went through the far-right to tranny pipelineSoduko myself
>>31143550you should try it, is very good>>31143520>96i used your post >>31143526different places
>>31143584>different placesahh
https://youtu.be/T14QZW7VnAQ
>>31143584i might order L&L for lunch, might try it outim scared of being allergic to it tho T_T
I have to buy more drugs do I get another weed cart or do I buy wax and dab my brains out
>>31143224You really like comfy summer stuff, which should include ice cream - that's my favorite.
i miss my yorkshire bf
>>31143723cringe
good night thread i love y
>>31143654Ah neat! Yes i do a lot desu, which kind is your fav?
>>31143895nini anon, sweet dreams
pp sex
i dont ever want to own a house. owning a house sucks. so much maintenance and cost of repairing things. its an entire extra half job on top of your normal job
>>31144005uh
>>31144005buy a structurally sound house?
>>31144005This post was made by Klaus Schwab
>>31144005Imma get a neat tent and skip this whole paying rent thing.
>>31144005>rentoidits okay to cope but dont do it so obviously
>>31144005>>31144081dying
>>31144005>home owners living in ur head rent free
>>31144005copium
bleh
>>31144274:3
I hope Crykee and Laf are doing well and having a nice day
>>31144005the avg 4 bedroom house is 363,401. monthly payment at 4% mortgage rate is 1788. rent four rooms out for just 600$. make ur tenants sign month to month leases that make them responsible for the cost of any repairs. that nets u 612$ a month. when any work needs to be done just hire a contractor. put the 612$ towards another mortgage, save it if u ever need to repair ur house, or put it towards rent. in 30 years u could have hundreds of thousands of dollars worth of property.
>>31144081>>31144111>>31144140>>31144142owning a house sucks. i hate working on it. it's such a waste of time. when i go home i want to stop working.
>>31144299worry about yourself fryman
not a fun dayi hope you all are doing well
>>31144385>i hate working on it.so dont?
>>31144464
>>31144445I'm worried about everything
How bad is my face? I know I probably need ffs https://unseecc/album#l1hr3yDiUOaqLS3N
Ok, walked 4 miles and got my smol thin crust pizza (less bread less calories) and now I have no idea to figure out how many calories this thing is, but yeh at least I burned off like 400 calories getting the thing already.
>>31144290kms desuso sadso alone
>>31144503omg so cute
I'm a really boring person, aren't I?
>>31144544its gonna be okay...
>>31144640:3 yep
>>31144587Boring isn't bad tho. Most people are boring.
>>31144517mogs me>>31144640i feel like ill be alone forever
>>31144517not bad id say, hairline might benefit from pulling down, from that angle brow doesn't seem too bad etc
>>31144707>>31144544ur not alone :(
>>31144707ur not alone
>>31144712I was thinking about getting picrel >>31144707Im sure it’s not that bad
>>31144503
>>31144758>Im sure it’s not that badnah its not emi is a dime she'll have a chad begging in a matter of moments>I was thinking about getting picrelv cyute frem i like the blue color with that skin tone a lot
did my nose widen???does dht can make nose bigger????>>31144503makes me haooy
>someone messages me to check up on me>have to be honest and say “yeah, I really fucking hate all this” because life sucks lately lolYeh..
>>31144783I was thinking about pink or red for myself. Also most of the people who have trips on here are super cute
>>31144796>most of the people who have trips on hereare damned
>>31144812It’s ok, all the cute girls are in hell anyway
>>31144821same fren samepls post pic of dyed hair post-styling i wish to compliment
I got given a set of keys at work for the office and front door. I am now officially a "responsible adult"
>>31144774thats spooky
ok i actually ordered the chicken katsu for lunch so i can try it for the first timeis v good
>>31144860DO U HAVE YOUR EPIPEN
>>31144883nope :^)
>>31144890kek oh god oh no
>good day:)
Sucks IRL I have to just act normal and never talk about any of my issues because family would guilt me over them lol. It’s all hollow and empty. Damn.
I haven’t been able to eat in 3 days cus sick and I think I’m dyingI dropped from 16 to 15 bmi & am seriously considering inpatient rn but am seriously sick too so idkAnyway yeah pls take care of urself and don’t be anorexic, I look so fucjing disgusting rn I wanna die https://unsee cc/album#i4ybcP9lTz54CaeY
>>31144900yay kara smiles
I hate my life very much and the people who made me like this. Goddamn, I suck. I’m incredibly shit. I’m subhuman.
>>31144925what are you sick with babe?
>>31144949No fuckin clue
>>31144853>picrelomg she just liek me fr fr
>>31144925:(hope u start feeling better soon
you think landlord would be mad if I started bbq on roof balkony? maybe I could even invite neighbours and get to know them and find friends i thought.
>>31144981ripplease take care of yourself; not eating for 3 days is dangerous
>>31144783>spreading misinformation to make me feel betteroh man>>31144747>>31144733ya i know i can find someone new in a day if i wanted.what if i dont like them tho, or they dont like me. what if the same thing happens againim worried this is my only actual chance at love. worried cus ive been with him for so long that i can’t imagine a life without him. idk what 2 do oh man
>>31145012>oh manoh jeez cud spread somethin else if u wan
>begin lupron>lose all interest in sex>lose all interest in video gamessomething is broken, and it's not just the obvious
Ok so I'm fat so I'm gonna walk half an hour to Subway and get lunch you girls want anything
>>31145037ketamine
>>31145037italian bread, 6 inch, chicken and bacon, cheese and toasted, lettuce tomato and pickles no sauce thanx
>>31144932Work suprised me with promotion.No longer head chef.Culinary ops manager.
>unable to knock myself out with the xannies left for the dayi would like to die pls. life is shittime to drink
>>31145037get me a orange sunchips and a diet sprite ya?>>31145073>Culinary ops manager.holy shit based also that souns dope as a title whoa
>>31145073sheeeeeeeeeshbig grats
>>31145012Cheer up, Emi. I think you're pretty cool. I'd even watch Star Wars with you.
>>31145073thats dopewhat is the difference? im dumb
Quit caffeine cause i dont need it to be up at weird euro hours anymore, and finally got back into the gym fully. I think my depression has finally gone away and Im back to my old navy self. Its a good feel and I look back at the previous 2 years as a massive waste of time. S'over now tho and im finally happy again. I hope all of yall can get your lives on track too. Im cheering for you old friends <3
more like star bores amirite
>>31145128>to my old navy selflookin preddy yung to me bish lets see them cheeks
i like the ewok movies
mid wars
>>31145152Honestly, they're true Star Wars - everything else is spinoffs.
>>31144848I’m a bit scared of hairdressers, what if they cut too much
nini https://youtu.be/uPvBV7Wj2mI
>>31145128But caffeine is the best. It’s fuel..
>>31145195nite anon sleep tite>>31145194gotta go to a gud one frem, no supercuts :p
>>31145144>cheeks Only cause my dearest friend lia asked.
>>31145223ugh not those ones>piccyute tho
>>31145221ty
what should i do to look more feminine? im starting estrogen next month
>>31145190the ewok movies give me same feel never ending story does so i like them lots
>>31145221Idk how to tell if they’ll give me a man haircut without trying it. Like it took me about a year and a half to get my hair this long
>>31145205I find its more i cant function without it IF im dependent on it, and its less that it actually helps fuel wise. My old masterchief used to say "I dont drink coffee or energy drinks, that way when i need them, they work" and that stuck with me as true>>31145230too late, shoulda been more specific :p
>>31145238>laser>get better at eye liner>voice train>stop deluding youself with filters
>>31145238hrt, laser, low brotein diet, add arch to brows, liner to upper eye, white liner to lower waterline, culd do contouring to highlight cheekboke more sharply, mby take piercing out of nose bridge thingythen wait for hrt to do the thing>>31145252lol i mean just tell them im a tranny please dont take too much itll break my heart>>31145269>shoulda been more specific :p|:k
>>31145087>>31145097>>31145120I was im charge of my companies biggest restaurant but also had 3 small ones dotted about uk. They suprised me with a 4th one close to my restaurant that is in an insane location and is of medium size>picrelMy current sous chef will soon become head chef and I will now oversee and manage all locations. Not much cooking (im happy) more travelling around and just vibing/being creative/maing sure locations align and such.
>>31145269u_u hrmph
>>31145238stop taking pics from low angle, do eyeliner on top lid only, laser for face hair shadow, more fem hairstyle, stop lifting weights (upper body) start lifting weights(lower body)>>31145298hehe silly lia
>>31145012there's always something new across the horizon, trust <3
>>31145298Just gotta start immediately crying when they cut too much
>>31145323oh thats so cool hope you have fun with it :)
where do i get hrt with no prescription
>>31145012dont make decisions too quickly pls .__.its going to be okay....>>31144900rly good day :333
>>31145323thats absolutely DOPE kara congratulationsalso holy shet what a location i want a reservationthey gonna have tables out on that deck??>>31145357lmao nooo
>>31145329id say give it a try but if youre already depressed, the week of post caffeine recover will make it way worse. Thats why it took me this long to stop it. Bein depressed about heartbreak for a year makes fixing stuff like this hard. I dont blame you if you can't atm.
>>31145375I just wish hair grew faster
>>31145375im gonna say iti ship you and emi
>>31145368>>>/lgbt/hrtgen
opinions? are things okay? brainworms/bdd? is over or not?maybe nose bigger? fogort to measure lips. did eyebrows lower?
This artist is cool>>31145412Well, you know how I am. I haven’t worked properly just about ever :p
I'm an anal virgin and can fit 2 fingers (or about 9cm if I measure around my fingers)Toy recommendations? I don't mind spending too much to have something that looks exciting, as long as I can physically insert it. Looking at BD Ika since the taper looks very gentle.
>>31145368US or naw?>>31145418the wait is worth it tho>>31145460I dont know who you are, but i just assumed, since most people here are miserable.
>>31145471toys are mehget a real dick desu
>>31145494like mine :D
>>31145323that is quite the promotionur a hard worker, well deservedcongrats :)
>>31145453youre cute but need more sleep
>>31145471sega dreamcast
>>31145373Heck ye
>>31145508my sleep is real interesting rn i get ready for bed at 12 and try sleep before two but for some raisin i'm waking up earlier and earlier every day??
>>31145527pretty desu
>>31145477I want to grow it until it reaches my hips
>>31145494>>31145513I'd like to but I want something available at all hours. Can't get Dreamcast, I am not Brasilian. Also the girth looks to be too much for a beginner, thank you.
>>31145527nice shirt i think i have the same one>>31145538well I have the dark circle/tear throughs too. When i sleep well they are reduced by never go away fully. Some filler there might help but tbphon i think youre very cute and passing and shouldnt worry>>31145569Im on 6 years growth, maybe 7 and mines to my ass. Curly hair tho so ymmv
>>31145580dreamcast is fun dont be scared by its size or great specs for its time fun for entire family sonic adventure! sakura wars columns 2! egg!
when I was a teen my hair used to be at the small of my back but all the boys at school used to pull on it as I went down the stairs. I fell down the stairs and dad made me shave. they didnt even get punished but I broke my arm. I even got suspended because I fell into other people below me and they thought I was pushing
>>31145323this location is so fucking beautifulperfect for a vacation yeh....
>>31145611fuck off back to Brasil
anonettesdoes one tripfag
>>31145026how'd u get lupron?
>>31145634dont adult time the dreamcast just play games on it brew
>>31145375Yes and after September we will completely renovate. Two story glass openings. Like picrel but it will extend to the second floor also. Completely opening it up.
>start kloosing weight>look like a rectange in all clothesL after L
>>31145592>Some filler there might helpSURGERY????>i think youre very cute and passing and shouldnt worryokay but i was cuter and more passing in past so i'm going to worry
>>31145542>>31145631:3 ye
>>31145665 I dont want to play vidya. The only vidya I play these days is Taiko :( I WANT to put SILICONE in my BUTT
>>31145592My hair is curly too, you could see from my photo>>31144517
>>31145686Use shapewear goofus. If you don't have any you can bind padding around your hips and under your chest to create the illusion of a greater WHR. Also is that a men's or women's tee? Women's clothes are cut in a way that tucks the waist to prevent that rectangle shirt. If you want women's shape, you need women's clothes.
>>31145698but but samba de amigo..
still embarrassed about telling group about daddy issueskms
>>31145741ngl the shota posting is as bad as the loli posting
>>31145733well I guess I can put the maraca up my butt.
>>31145725> bind paddingthats even more dysphoria enducing i think. pretty sure its a womens one , or unisex idk i think i got it on yesstyle. even in tighter stuff i still look bad. hrt didnt do much for me :/
>>31145754noooo!
>>31145754ugh nomado posts lolis touching themselves and acting promiscuousi only post cute things and maybe romantic stuffa cute anime boy chopping onions isn’t bad
>>31145770Huh? Wdym dysphoria inducing? I don't mean to bind your tits, don't do that on HRT, it fucks up the development. I mean you can bind something like a small towel around your hips. The Japanese do something similar with their kimono, but they pad their waist to create a cylindrical shape, to remove the curves. This is all shapewear is. The most popular shapewear is just padded hips. Many women wear these, they are extremely common, and they aren't that expensive. They're a hell of a lot cheaper, safer, and more effective than surgery, and nobody will ever care when the clothes come off. https://www.amazon.com/Enhancer-Panties-Shapewear-Underwear-Seamless/dp/B0831P22Z5?th=1&psc=1 example
>>31145814its still gross tho
>>31145786meant for >>31145758wtf
>>31145686Its the unisex teeTry a crop top or something
>>31145833why? i think it’s cute and it helps me connect to my inner child
thinks my hand eye coordination is fried today
>>31145827i know, this is exactly what i am tlkingabout. having to stick bits of additional fabric to myself is dysphoria enducing, and like r reminder that i have an uggo body>>31145858i look bad in crop tees
>>31145692Nah like the injecty kind not the surgery kind. It isnt necessary tho, just something you'd like i bet>better when youngertrue of us all im afraid>>31145716id say 2-3 more years of growth.
>viciously protects the keysOh no. Hes in THAT mood.
>>31145881Let us be your mirror. And it shouldn't be dysphoria inducing. Shapewear is almost exclusively for women. Taking steps to improve your physical appearance beyond your natural physique is feminine. Padding your hips is one of the most feminine things you can do, since desiring a feminine body is the most feminine desire somebody can have.
Meaningless sex
Would you rather be referred to as a girl that looks like a man, or a man that looks like a girl?
>>31146003lmao fuck off you sexist agp creepwearing clothes to make your body conform more to male defined female body standards isn’t empowering or innately feminine, it’s slavish. having a child is inherently feminine. wanting your body to be more feminine is more of a male trait and desire foisted upon women
>>31146003doesnt change the reality that my body is gross and disproportioned
>>31145946cute cat :3
>>31145037Smallest sandwich possible, extra lettuce.
>>31146049>wanting your body to be more feminine is more of a male trait and desire foisted upon womenExplain lesbian bimbos then faggot
i hate people only being nice to attractive people and being mean to ugly peopleit’s so transparent and shallow>>31146139not my job, idc
>>31146083Cute kat :3
>>31143027Hell or gloryFuck anything inbetween
>>31146049why the fuck do they make shapewear you fucking moronit's not for menit's not for trannies. it's for women. Half the fucking planet. Not the literal sub-1% of the population. Why do so many more women have BDD or EDs? Wanting to be feminine is a feminine trait. Wanting to be masculine is a masculine trait. People WANT to look attractive, and for a woman, looking stereotypically feminine is attractive. That's a common cause for these disorders. =
>>31146118Southwest sauce
So anyway, pizza wasn't even that good. Also I'm at that weird point with dieting where all the awesome greasy food is just starting to look gross and also just feeling kinda bored. IDK, mebe is time to make more tea.
you hold the crestin his steadlisten to what i sayyou see the pasti saw the futurebetter listen wellthe birds will tellmemories so dearthe birds arent for eatingyou know what they havesoon we'll be possessedtheir chirps are nearwith glee you restyour fellow manin a far off landthey know whats best
>>31146067You don't have a literal lump coming out of the middle of your chest, you are not as disproportionate as you think. You are brainwormed because you are posting in this heap.
>>31146216I usually just throw a hot sauce on them desu.
>>31146204n-no you...
imagine telling a room full of people that you wish your dad wanted to sleep with you so you could feel like he really loved you lol how cringe>>31146215lol
>>31145893you want me to get bogged :(>true of us all im afraidbut am only 23 :(
bit wine drunkvery comfy holiday so far>>31144900blessed :)super appy today is going better for youonce i'm back homewe should plan a time to hang out
should i paint my nails this color or just plain black?
>>31146296Lite cosmetic work wouldnt bog you but like i said you look fine. >23even so..
>>31146304glad enjoying holiday hope each day better than last yeah what have you done so far?
>>31146332colors is better fren
>>31146332yes for the index and ring finger, middle finger while, thump and pinkie pink
lol i just got mail for an offer for ssithey knowsobbing
>>31146304>bit wine drunkUgh, I should be doing this instead of mostly not eating.:(
>>31146207oh ya :p we didn't come to compete, this is a demonstration
>>31146304>>31146257;_;
>>31146304wine drunk funv happy ur enjoying ur time away u deserve it fren <3
Just..... smiling
>>31146388nah no competition I have a less cool mechanical keyb and it shows, but between winona and i dont care those were peak bpd highschool years for me lmao great mania songs
>>31145682omg is gonna be so preddy with all that glass and the shore!!sry went to eat some din>>31145471>Toy recommendations?current fav is a mr hankey they're p gud if you get the softer dual density, dont get the harder one tho its too scratchy>>31145418>I just wish hair grew fasterif you take your vitamins and a collagen peptide supplement daily it goes faster fwiw>>31145437sadly this ship is disqualified by both age and previous agreementbut i will simp eternal
>>31146447>peak bpd highschool>highschool ; -; this album dropped the year i graduated college kms
Are Kat, Mono, Emi, and Kara gonna have an orgy?
I really love my mtfg friends :)
alright lets get tropical for this downpourhttps://youtu.be/fL-OYlU2sNk
>>31146468If so kara will replace mono as kat's new paypig lol. >emiHighly doubt. Kat just leads her on as she often does to people. Maybe mono will fuck her one time>>31146528good jam. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I2QBAtJNEJI
>>31146451> mr hankeyany particular model? Seahorse looks fun.
need sexbut hate cold meets & cant be attracted to ppl unless i get to know themwat dodo i just bite the bullet
>>31146465aw cmon lia dont be like that you always tell me its dont matter and simultaneously be like that sometimes
im brown
>>31146631lmao it doesn't im just flirtin cutie>>31146574i have the dominic pacifico - original size and also the captains hook - smallneither of which are exactly small desu..>>31146568baka i link peruvian/cubana and you fire back with country reee>>31146686hey brownie
>>31146468of course!!!
>https://youtu.be/K38xNqZvBJIohyeah here we are
>>31146577>& cant be attracted to ppl unless i get to know themah a fellow cursed demi
>>31146703It has that same beachy feel though :)
>>31146468:^)
>>31146703yeah I saw the Hook desu I'd rather have BD Habu, it has a similar shape, is more my size, and is like half the price.desu realistic dildos dont do much for me. I love real cock but realistic dildos just remind me of my moms' toys LOL so they're a major turnoff.
now im just fucking confused wtf
>>31146568You said you were having a good day, don't ruin that with drama>>31146704Any spots still open?
I wanna go home.
>>31146751Hey do you know if sophie's alive?We haven't talked in forever but her disc is gone and the last time we talked was worryingHope you're doing well btw
https://youtu.be/hc0ZDaAZQT0
>>31146781You asked a question and I gave my educated opinion on it based on what I observed and know. If anything you caused the drama by asking and you know this ya dumb fuck. Also my day is amazing lots of nice stuff happened :3
Anyway how y'all doin I want ket but dealer is not replying kms
>>31146468^^
>>31146577visit ur dad
>>31146837good girl
>>31146756>remind me of my moms'ew>bdtypical tranny ssmhhook does feel nice tho>>31146735makes me wanna crack a beer desu maybe shuld order some
>>31146808She purged everyone from here, but as far as im aware she is alive and very well as of like 2 weeks ago. >>31146878bud light? :p
>>31146712is that what demisexual means lolit sucks ass>>31146859i dont have a dadbut i do have daddy issues :^)
and im never giving up
>>31146878she said crack a beer im getting fucked up
>>31146901how does she do it!!
>>31146901W
>>31146897That's good. I'm a bit hurt I was included in the purge, but if it helped her that's goodThanks nabes
>>31146897>bud light? :plets see what they got for delivery.. >>31146910BASED lemme break out my shotgun key>>31146899>is that what demisexual means lolmhm!>it suxits so comfy i used to feel silly but now im just a crush addict
>>31146897>navy back to grooming PPPlol
>>31146928tfwywn get put down like a dog behind lias shed because the season was bad and the legs broken tsk tsk
>>31146926np fren, i miss her too. >>31146928was a joke cause the rightoid boycott silly lia>>31146938giw, soph is serious wife material, but no she has a good caring husband and im happy for them both.
questionable
>>31146971absolutely not silly i just have a special keychain for opening beer cans to shotgun them without cutting your lip on the can :p>>31146972>cause the rightoid boycott silly i didnt think it was very funny imma get my busch corn brew in support of the antifaggot movement
>>31146972Even if we didn't talk much I considered her a true friend This sucksI'm so lonely
>>31146996good I dont wanna be glue just yet, i wish i didn't think beer was icky tho I settled on wine and its a good fit but goddamn its horrible
>>31146928idk i honestly hate it, i just want to feel normal attraction and do hookups without feeling so detachedwill prob try anyway but i dont have high hopes lmaoneed to be touched and suchmby will be fun who knows hehe
wtf happen
how tf do you even figure out what hairstyle to ask for when you look like a man and every style would look bad
-Will going to an evangelical church or right wing political event or right wing or christian dating meetup tell me if I look biologically male or female?-Is the theory true?-can heal chin and nose and look pretty/fenale? I can't find out nose and chin price until Tuesday since surgeon is off work
>>31147027also how do glasses play into it
>>31146352ty :)mostly just traveling today. otherwise cooked us some nice food and drank a lot of wine and danced around the kitchenoh and played a game called isle of catscomfyhope you're having a nice day>>31146375you should eat more fren>>31146406a bold move. guess if there was ever a time for such things its therapy. hope you're okay>>31146417it is fun yes!ty ty, its nice to have some time away from everything. some p big happenings too, shall dm you about it at some point maybehope today is going nicer for you
>>31147020oh i got some glue fer ya>>31147027pull your hair back and tie it up take a selfie then try different hairstyles in faceapp>>31147023the trick is to overcome the fear you mentioned last night of being open hearted/vulnerable with fresh people young ladyonce you learn resilience in that you'll be a romantic, truly
Barry Lyndon is such a timelessly beautiful talkie, feels very relevant too.
>>31147050fuck yourself unconscious
>>31147060So hostile..
>>31147031Everything about you passes to an absurd degree, Emmy.
>>31147031Not if you meet someone that knows your trans. The only benefit of going to a evangelical church is they won’t hugbox you. A christian dating meetup is not a good idea, don’t waste the other person’s time.
>>31147050Kubricks best
>>31147047special teachin lady said im not sposed to sniff it anymore tho but i do like the taste>>31147026whats wrong eemstar>>31147027i usually just take a bunch of pictures of roughly what I'm trying to accomplish and then ask my girl if she can make it work or if im stoopid
>>31147060It's been a favorite of mine for over a decade.
Look my bones
>>31147100idk man i feel like i missed something i dont even kno wtf
>>31147108cool bones :D
>>31147042I'm eating a salad with romaine, tomato, avocado, olive, feta, peppers, caeser dressing, and then also half a leftover apple and a cup of tea to try an balance out the pizza from earlier.
>>31147108that's fucking badass.
I wish Mono would call my bone cool.
>>31147086naw just a little light hearted teasing like faggato enjoys>>31147100kek beware inhalants>>31147108u got a screw driver in your shoulder sis
>>31147089I'm nervous it doesn't. I'm also still unsure if you're evil and a puppet master or not. I have to go to a right wing political event, church, sorting worms event, or dating event, to find out I think.I'll also asj a pyshiatristTo everyone here: I had srs exactly 1 month ago. Today suddenly my butthole started hurting a lot and is swollen. Cud I have developed a fistula and have to poop in a bag and kms? Shud text surgeon???>>31147096I'd rather not waste anyone's time I'd only do that one if I cudnt dona political or religious event. And yes I wudnt say I was trans. For dating, my ideal would be speed dating so I don't annoy people and get many exams>>31147108Gang gang. Mine is slightly different tho but similad
>>31147042ugh i’m doing better than earlier this week at least>>31147047face app is spywarealso i seriously look horrendous with my hair pulled back i look like rossiu from gurren lagann
>>31147042you have talked about that board gam before i thinks im having nice day watched an old silent movie from japan that thought was good its called a page of madness people say its hard to follow but i pieced most of it together do you like my poem? >>31146232
>>31147144>face app is spywareyour entire phone is spyware get over it
>>31147133im quite fond of that amyl nitrate stuff though and it says dont sniff it
>>31147130cool bone!
>>31147144Your skin tone is unique, it reminds me of an Armenian or a Persian, or the American model Taylor Hill
>>31147138he’s 100% evil. he couldn’t even last 24 hours.
>>31147144theres a pimple on ur nose lol
>>31147172amyl kinda doesn't count as an inhalant surprisingly kuz the nitrite is just bioactive as a vasodilator although prob shouldn't turn blue every nite fren lol
Oh,e and my brother passed by a prettyish woman when we were out and she was wearing just shorts and a cropped tank top.Is socially acceptable and normal to wear??? Or not??? When I posted my outfit people said it was weird and like underwear but yeh.
>>31147144You look like a character in a David Aronofsky film.>>31147138How long has it been inflamed? Hemorrhoids, maybe, which could be a reaction to many things both serious and benign. If it lasts all through tomorrow, you should inquire. I'm not evil. I like you a lot as a friend.
>>31147221no the funny leather cleaner is only for special occasions and taken with the upmost seriousness because fuck ive made some mistakes
>>31147151i tried loading my pic into faceapp and my phone crashed, caught on fire, and drone striked a small african village>>31147182thanks, it’s a weird tone sometimes. heritage is english and austrian, with some slovenian and hungarian as well as maybe a bit of persian according to my oma’s speculation based on her opa saying something or whatever. i feel like my skin can be as pale as bone or tanned depending on lighting and time of year. my skin is as variable in color as my weird eyes desu>>31147193it’sa piercing>>31147230david aaronofsky… what kind of name is that i wonder…
odds come out to parents soonevens never come out
>>31147247>>31147230The guy's named darron aronofsky or whatever
>>31147042feeling a bit better today mhmgot some actual stuff done so not feeling like complete garbage>some p big happenings toooooo hope theyre good :x im off till sunday so can talk yeh :3>>31147047yeh just need to be more comfy with myself i think & be more open to letting ppl in
>>31147230I'm worried you're evil due to people who r my friends saying you're evil, and the screenshots. I'm worried you're like an evil psychopath like out of house of cards or game of thrones type TV show. But u seemed nice irl.I've never had hemorrhoids. Cud be maybe. I'm terrified. I'll ask tmrw possiblyFistula=suicide. It's the complication I went in understanding would end in sui if occured>>31147247I knew a ton of Persians in LA and your skin reminds me a ton of theirs, has a really unique look compared to many other ethnicities.
>>31146996i think inbev owns that too..>>31147005same anna, she helped me a ton once and i said id be her friend forever because of it, even after some other bad shit she did to me later on etc.
>>31147247>drone stikeBE ADVISED
>>31147247okidoki>>31147245i may overdo it a bit sigh>>31147252dubs come out next monthrerollan for anon>>31147274>& be more open to letting ppl inimo the important shift is understanding, and accepting, that being hurt is an inevitable experience if you're being true to your needs and exploratory with relationshipsyou will definitely be hurtbut you're resilient, and the few brief periods of heartbreak are worth it in trade for escaping the slow, but endless pain of never venturing to try>>31147287:O i aint never gettin drunk again
yo does clara h8 me for somereason wtf did u chooches do
>>31147287Yeh we talked a lot during that whole drama thing last year and she helped me a lotI miss her
>>31141516how the fuck do I stop being fembrained, please someone give me some advice
>>31147308trademark anska amyl kiss burn for a few months there aint nothin but godfearin churchprayin honest work
>>31147313prob not, clara just gets antagonistic sometimes
>>31147323the one and onlytrusted by homiesexuals internationally
>>31147275>Fistula=suicide.I know you're serious about this, Emmy. It would be tragic to lose you.
>>31147333challenger approaches
>>31147308gotta have yuengling lia dear>>31147319Mood friend, but i find it best to just be happy for the people that escape this community and hope for the best for them. At least she has a loving husband and isnt having to deal with her ex's insanity anymore. Can't blame her purging anyone from here if you think about it.
>>31147340jj plat is the only other acceptable one imo but for a while there were a ton of shitty knockoffs using its label here same with rush and people were getting eye damage from it, aint trying to fuck with thati order my shit from france kuz they apparently regulate it better than the states>>31147360so far this is my cart lol
>>31147360>and isnt having to deal with her ex's insanity anymore.Stop antagonizing
>>31147275based maybe this means i’m super aryanpersians are another branch of the protoindoeuropean culture desu
>>31147360Yeah, I guessJust wish I could get the sameAnd staying a fucking mess while others get their shit together just makes me feel worse
>>31147290solid meme>>31147336tragic cause you haven’t fucked her yet lmao you’re so transparent>>31147308maybe i’ll ask my dad what hairstyle would look cute/hot on me
>>31147375I say whatever I want. If the truth hurts, people should change to be less shit thats all. It aint my responsibility to protect the feelings of awful people. >>31147373good cart tbdesu>>31147401Hmm ig we are different in that way.
>>31147324ah nah...its okay i really am just retarded lol
>>31147388Lel well I thought u might say something like that!Imo tho iranians r dif in important morphological ways due tonthe xlimate but I suppose the mountainous regions would have similaritiesIs just skin deep tho ig, stuff like stricture and size
>>31147416ya go for it>>31147426naw just silly>>31147418got dam rite
>>31147373Our local adult store is really serious about not fucking people over and the older chick I always talk to about sex stuff said the supply issues were similarly reasoned a while back? but we pay exorbitantly for the grey imports so I generally ring and ask if shes in and whats available
Help plsMy buttboke hurts so much. Have fistula????
>>31146878Yeah, that is ew, that's why I don't like realistic dildos. It's gross. I don't want that in my brain during my playtime. And Habu is like half the price of the Hook with the same shape but is more beginner sized. I can't take Hook yet, so why would Habu be bad if I want that shape, but smaller.
>>31147461>>31147461>>31147461>>31147461New
>>31147416Ah yeah true true yep
>>31147453hype would be nice to know the shops were trying to keep people safe but here i do not get the warm fuzzies from them hahai dont shop local for any of this shit anymore >>31147464ya idk i like dicks and dont have any uncomfy associations with themand ya size obv not something you wanna overshoot or else you never use your new thingiebut doesn't take long to level up bigness desu
>>31147308>rerollan for anonno lia! >:(
>>31147121Ty mono u have been v nice to me recently it is nice >>31147127Apparently everything is healing good so I hope I can be back to normal relatively soon>>31147133Yes in both shoulders>>31147138Happy I made u smile lorf hope you feel better and don't worry so much. u look like a girl so imo you don't have to do a test or anything
>>31145022jeez>>31145098which ones>>31145343i will just delete horizon, is okay>>31145373:x
