>What is Elder Troon Thread?It's a reoccurring thread for older troons to congregate and chat with each other and support each other like the oldhons we are.>Am I an Elder Troon?An Elder Troon™ is typically someone whom has spent multiple years (5 -10+ years transitioned) living full time as their chosen gender. Boymoders and manmoders do not count as they have not yet completed transition.>Can I post in ETT as a mid/youngshit?Yes but be respectful of us oldhons and know it's a non toxic supportive space. Think of it as the tranny retirement home.>Are FTMs welcome?Ofc the pooner lads can come they're troons too.QOTT: Elder troons what countries/states have you visited post transition? Is there any place you would never go back? Fave place ever?Comfy bar edition! Pull up a chair, pour a drink, and enjoy the music. Let's do our best to chat with each other girls! Let's make this the comfy conversation and making new friends thread! <3Thread Theme Music:https://youtu.be/8w5ELqXNlvk
Threads have been vv good lately we just need to chat /w each other a lil bit more !
>>31137101> Elder troons what countries/states have you visited post transition? Is there any place you would never go back? Fave place ever?No where really post transition I travel from western ny to nyc a few times a year though. I don’t really do much aside from work, sometimes I travel to see family in pa but where they live is kinda spoopy for me, ptsd etc. I’d like to travel more if I got ffs, it make me less anxious, but I’m not a huge fan of crowds and I’m really shy so if I got lost I wouldn’t be able to ask for help
>>31137101 aw ye glad to have an elder troon hangout (fwiw MtF, been out around 17 years, finished physical transition about 13 years ago)where have I been, well Thailand but who hasnt you know....Havent been able to travel too much but have done some of the big cities like London, Buenos Aires, Amsterdam... I probably liked Amsterdam the most but the eclectic architecture of Buenos Aires was pretty fantastic. Would like to travel more but I dont know where to go, thinking about Canada, maybe permanently. But moneys tight! money is always tight...
>>31137313aww mads that sucks ! Is pa your home state? I think alot of us are spooked by our home town bc of past trauma :(
>>31137323Goddamn Mrs worldwide over here ! i feel like a literal child having only been to 5 US states and never outside the country x.x
>>31137313>>31137323ooof I feel that regarding past town trauma. I transitioned far, far away from the town i grew up in, but I went back to visit recently and it was fucking werid. When my extended family came to the meetups I felt I was being ogled, I also got misgendered & deadnamed constantly, which is a bizarre feeling after like a decade of passing. Not mortified just kinda irritated. I also met up with my old school friends, that was werid, my best mate from school is a typical blokely bloke with a wife and a house and a baby, like a normal person. And that one werid lesbian girl I hung out with has transitioned, so meeting face to face again was very disorientating.
>>31137343well I understand that in the US different states feel like different countries, so thats somethingheres a good question to ask, are the blue states okay to live with or are you all living in fear of DeSantis reigning supreme? I sometimes think about moving to the states to make the mad cash but you always seem to be two steps from catastrophe
>>31137385it really really is. Red conservative states are as bad as Russia but some blue state have LGBT sanctuary cities that feel completely unique onto themselves. I can only in good faith recommend moving to America to a blue progressive suburban area as the more rural gets more TDS :(
>>31137329My original home state is ma, in Lowell, it’s where I spent a third of my life, then 2 decades in nw pa. And like >>31137356 said as well it’s the past trauma, or maybe just the awkwardness really, I just sit there like a deer in headlights, scared frozen, because it’s like if I move or speak then I know I’m going to get criticized or worse. It’s why growing up I was a very quiet and introverted person, you learn quickly that faggotry (or really just being different) isn’t tolerated even if to most people you’re a normie
>>31137477yeah, even if you dont go stealth theres something to be said for just moving to a different town/city after transitioning. somewhere where people arent gonna keep putting you in an old box
>>31137477I wanna give you a hug knowing you went thru that even as an intersex passoid. :( Im actually headed to my hometown tomorrow down south and it's the same story for me too ;_;>>31137677This 100% i moved across the country as physically far away as distance would take me from my home state and it was by far the single most healthy thing I could have done for myself besides transitioning <3
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Any elder hons thinking about detransitioning? I lost my job and I've mostly been a hikikomori and when I go out I present androgynously and use the men's room. I don't really want to change my legal name to a male name but when I start a new job maybe I'll ask them to use an unisex preferred name for me. I would stay on HRT. I do have breasts to hide so that would be a bit inconvenient but I can wear baggy clothes.
>>31138144i would rather be dead than detransition for any reason
>>31138144no, not really, the idea of transitioning to male or non-binary just doesnt really fit for me.im not sure why you still want to present as male though, wouldnt continuing to navigate the world as a male be dysphoria inducing?
>>31137101>QOTT: Elder troons what countries/states have you visited post transition? Is there any place you would never go back? Fave place ever?Been to a few places>SpainVery fun, would recommend for any history nerdPretty hot place tho>IrelandLoved everything about it, 10/10>BrazilSticky humid heat, hated it>AngolaWas there for work reasons, really really hot place. Feels quite unsafe especially for a white person. The locals are nice though. I didn't actually see much of it beyond the compound I was housed at.
>>31138232That's how I felt until I read a lot of anti-trans stuff.>>31138251I'm not actually sure if it will be dysphoria inducing to navigate the world as a feminine male. I would have to try and see. I haven't tried too much since I've been a shut-in.Maybe if I confidently see myself as female, it wouldn't be too bad to be seen by others as male. Mulan-moding.
Another thread another day I wonder where my subby mommy gf is
Ive been on and off hrt for 10 years and Ive lived full time, but Ive spent most of it boy moding, as I am rnYou cant make me leave..
hello computer friendshoping today is kind to us allpacking for a trip atm, very excited>qotti went to Switzerland about a year after coming out but that was still when i was doing the rle stuff. Since then i have not travelled ;_;though a friend and i have spoke about going to Iceland together next year which i am excited forwould also like to do a us trip to visit various internet trannies i know>>31137187agreed!best thread on the board imo, if a bit quiet at timesbased of you to keep one up at all times, will try to make sure to make a new thread if i notice it dies and you're not around>>31138144i don't want to detrans but i do sometimes get stuck in the idea of doing a temporary mulanmode. like, boymode but later into transition. just for a few years until i'm further in than i am rni think you should double down desucomes a point where it's like you would be better off leaning in and i wonder if you're there rn
Every post is just korra This gens weak af
Bunch of rich niggers
>>31138711she is keeping this gen alive yeah. like growing flowers or something, needs tending tobut think it could grow into a gen that doesn't need cultivating in that wayshe is very cool for putting the work in. once i have more free time i intend to post here moreand i know there are other posters who are currently awol but would do the same>>31138717i wish ;_;
>>31138731Shit posting on 4chan is not something to be commended, this place is bad for yiuAlso, why would you want to be black? Im half mexican and I curse it everyday for making my dreams of passing as a cute highschool yt boi impossible
>>31138701good girl salt! Just be sure to put thread v5 v6 ect instead of general and think of a thread Theme and question ! *head pat*
>>31138758oh i meant the rich part being a poorfag and allthis place is bad for me yes but i am a broken woman and struggle to find online community elsewhereand given that, the more good gens with good people the better yk
>>31138697I REALLY WANT THAT SONIC PLUSHIE! I once spent far too much money on a claw-grabber machine trying to get one.
>>31137770Best of luck, I hope it's not too strenuous of a trip for you ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ>>31138731It's hard to keep a gen going and alive, for real (I blame myself for not keeping ATG going regularly and fading into obscurity during a long depression bout) , this board is honestly one of the faster ones with all of the spam threads :/ like on /po/ and /m/ we can have threads up for like over a month, so Korra is based for trying
Elders whats your advice for a poor hypermasculine almost 27 year old repper?
>>311388012nd tryYou can have this one, thats what Im here for bb :3I also have a bunch of figurines and giant plushies I won at the claws at round 1
>>31138847Walk around in a secluded area in public so I can kidnap you >>31138651
>>31138783:))will do!>>31138843yeah been in a few gens that have died here before which is a shame. one of the iterations of wlw was very comfy for a little while.a fast board is good in a sense though as does mean you can get very active and fun generals too
>>31138843An old friend of yours tried ripping me off of all my things and then gaslit her friends into thinking I was going to SWAT her I hate her very much after fucking with my heart I hope one of my ex girlfriends see this as I now roll around in dat Benz thang thinking about everyone who’s failed me
>>31137101i wish i could travel often, but i don't really go anywhere. haven't gone anywhere for years.
>>31138966I'm sorry to hear that, genuinely, i tend to not keep track of people since I have a hard time developing lasting friendships (whole don't wan people to get too attached to me when I shut down or can't reciprocate) :( congrats on the Benz though, I'm looking for a new beater atm since my 2001 Toyota died around Easter. I'm hoping I can spend around the 4-6k range on it
>>31139086I learned a lot it’s just depressing that all bitches want is money and dick but for your situation Acura TSX or RX330 for real
When will it start to get better again socially? Right now we're clearly on a downward tilt with public view of trannies, but when will it start getting better? I just wish we could go back to 2014 or earlier when there was significantly less public knowledge or shitstorm about us, that would be so much easier.
>>31139199It’s never going to get better
>>31139208i think that it can. probably going to be many years though.
>>31138966Lol Lmao
>>31139199Lol chill No one really caresWere just a big goof to 95% of people
Gib fellow old mtf gf pls. I’ll treat you nice and give head scratches. We can be tired of the world together and watch 90s shows.>QOTT: Elder troons what countries/states have you visited post transition?I’ve been all over the US, and to several places in France. Favorite place is the pine barrens.
I really think that Elder Troon is a bad name for a general
>>31139883Let’s brainstorm a better one.>retirement home general>bridge club>i came, i saw, i transitioned>golden girls (male)
>>31139972Fully Transitioned General is what I'd suggest
>>31139995No that’s gay.
>>31139199It's a blip in the radar, at least now yiu have a semblance of a community, you don't have to be alonet. Survived being a (occasionally crossdressing) femboy in the 2000s
>>31139995Thats super gayHow about soon transitioning to deadNot really, but thats the first thing that I thought while mid type and all my posts are a result of extreme stream of consciousness
>>31140170>soon transitioning to dead
>>31139883One anon floated the idea of mtftmilf that I liked. We could also be just the Trans Milf thread. Idk elder troon seemed okay. Maybe Old Trans instead or Oldshit or oldhons?
>QOTT: Elder troons what countries/states have you visited post transition? Is there any place you would never go back? Fave place ever?>Portugal (Lisbon and Sintra)Was really beautiful and chill. Didn't spend enough time in Lisbon so would love to go back soon, seemed like there was a lot of culture there. Pasteis de Nata are pure sex. >Canada (Vancouver and inland BC, Victoria and upisland)Was wonderful, everyone is super friendly, living up to the Canadian stereotype. There felt like a proper community spirit in the smaller towns that I miss where I live (UK).>Mexico (Guadalajara)Incredible. Weather is perfect all day every day, streets are lined with orange trees so it smells amazing. Everyone is super happy, friendly, and welcoming. Incredible food. And so cheap!! Also very LGBT friendly. Definiely fave place ever and I literally cried on my last day because I didn't want to leave.
>>31137101> elder troonI prefer tranma or granny tranny thanks.It's been about 17 years for me, I saw someone else here who said 17 years.. What a coincidence. I feel a little guilty about using this website after all these years but I feel like it's the only thing that helps me know what other trans people are like. I never got involved in any sort of community and just sort of winged it throughout. I read the guides at tsroadmap and ordered estrogen from inhouse pharmacy and just started popping it. I even "boymoded" (and malefailed) in college in the 00s ha. I find other trans people fascinating and get a kick out of seeing the things I did out of necessity being formalized with terms, like boymoding.I've lived all over: Maryland, New York, New Jersey, Kentucky, Tennessee, Colorado, Pennsylvania, Oregon, California, Washington.I met my husband in New York, nearly a decade ago. The northeast was charming in its own way but a little too gritty for me.I spent a lot of time (> year) in Quebec and in Lille in France while I was studying French.I've visited Iceland, Scotland, England, Belgium, Germany, Ukraine and, yes, embarrassingly, Thailand when I was 23.My favorite place? Well, the Pacific Northwest is my favorite place in the US but I miss Canada sometimes. I also worry about background checks here outing me, as they've done from time to time, and I feel like the risk of that would be lesser in Canada. I know, for example, that it's easier for unhoused people to get jobs there due to the easier background checks.Otherwise where I'm at now is almost perfect. I grew up in the bible belt and my entire sense of reality was shaped by it, to where I'm always surprised at how open minded and thoughtful people can be in places like where I am now (a small city in the PNW). Which is just to say, I don't think I'll ever get tired of being here.Since we're doing a bar theme, my drink of choice: I order a cosmopolitan, every time followed by a manhattan.
>>31140697Margarita followed by a sunrise for me, unless I'm at a tiki bar. Most places don't do zombies right, but I do love a good zombie.
>QOTT: Elder troons what countries/states have you visited post transition? Is there any place you would never go back? Fave place ever?Germany, Dubai, JapanThere's nothing to do or see in Dubai unless you go on those sand tourism things, it's fully globohomo. Japan has sovl and I would love to go back there again.
>>31140752>it's fully globohomo.Isn't it depressing to think that you're likely in or nearing your 30s and still using words like this, that mark you as a weirdo?I've only ever seen conservatives on Twitter use it, so I'm guessing you're socially conservative in some way? If so, what is your place in the socially conservative world that isn't "globohomo?"
>>31140801It's not like anon reveals her power level irl. Dubai is globohomo. Most "world class" places are.
>>31140955> power levelYou didn't even answer what "globohomo" is. My guess is that you mean it has liberal social attitudes?I realize I'm being combative but it's really annoying witnessing the pattern of trans people developing a delusion that they're somehow above the rest of the trans community and slipping into right wing thought.9/10 times right wing trans people: 1. don't pass but aren't self-aware to realize it 2. are very gender non-conforming in terms of personality and interest but attack gender non-conformity as a concept (again, lacking self-awareness)3. have terrible fashion sense, just atrocious, really.
>>31141255I should follow up. 10/10 times right wing trans people are extremely mentally ill and traumatized and using the right wing worldview as a way of simultaneously punishing themselves and distancing their inner world from the reality that they are transgender and are cut off from cis hetero society forever because of it.If you're a transgender person and your inner world consists of things like "this place is so globohomo" or "I need to hide my power level" -- I'm guessing power level means your conspiracy theory worldviews? -- you need to see a therapist and honestly talk about all this so that you can start to untangle and unf*ck yourself. Because, brother or sister or sibling or whatever, you're well and truly messed up.
>>31137101Korra what do u think abt trans guys.
>>31141255
>>31141324Sorry if I hit too close to home. :]
>>31141359You're so retarded. Please leave the internet for all time.
>>31137385Illinois and California are the safest bets now, Minnesota, Oregon and Washington are right behind. I'd put colorado up there two but there are a lot of right wing nutjobs there, not that we don't have them in southern Illinois they just don't have the same backing.
>>31141370I'm sending you good vibes. I know it can't be easy, going through whatever you're going through.
>>31137101>>31137187>>31138711>>31138843I'm a mid-40s, repper/crossdresser, living day to day as a male. I was intrigued by this gen, but its not quite fitting for my profile. I think if the gen is aimed at capturing the older crowd you are going to find it very tough, because this board heavily skews younger. The older transitioned women were driven out awhile ago as unwelcome, or isn't fully trans (just cds like me), or dead of AIDs. You are casting a net in a very very tiny pool. I'd say widen your net to older (30-35+) reppers and cds, or its going to be tough to keep this gen going. Of course, I might not have much in common with a transwoman who's been transitioned for 15 years either, other than being from an older generation. >tranny retirement homelol what older woman wants a constant reminder of her age?
>>31141567I seriously doubt millennial and older tranners want to hang out with crossdressers. No offense. Enjoy the angora.
>>31141603No honey, millenials are shits who think anyone over 30 is a leper. Its age related, not being a cd. Bet on that.
> Elder troons what countries/states have you visited post transition? Is there any place you would never go back? Fave place ever?>russia/ukraine/belarus i stayed here for a long time before anti-lgbt culture wars started. while it could be really difficult for stretches, passing was easier as twinkhon. honestly would move there and live off western savings account if cis/cis passing and not for the war. i hiked throughout siberia and it was extremely beautiful. moscow/peter/kyiv/minsk had good parties and art scenes.>germanyberlin was fun, provincial germany was less fun. parties, drugs, and beer are great in berlin, but that’s not my typical scene. arts stuff in berlin was fun.>polandthe least fun slavic nation for me. it’s comparably homo/transphobic to russia but they love to act more civilized (european) than others since joining the eu. i got the most dangerous vibes from men here of anywhere in europe. >ukoverall some of the most obnoxious, miserable people in the world, but i have met some truly excellent british friends. everything is too expensive. > francegreat food and art, but the cultural chauvinism of french people is exhausting >south koreai did not remotely pass here. the food is excellent and everything was clean. i did not meet many locals here.> american southeasy mode passing, but potentially very dangerous when you don’t. too humid. food quality varies widely. i want to go to hike tennessee but the legal situation is iffy.> floridano> arizonaalso no>las vegas evil, tasteless> midwestborn here, but live on west coast now. i visit friends in chicago/detroit/twin cities and have fun there. love western michigan/up/wisconsin/minnesota for lakes.> california californians don’t deserve the wonderful nature and parks here. too expensive. nowhere near as tolerant as la/bay area liberal people want to believe it is.
>>31141724Uh, what? I'm 38 and a millennial. You're a little mixed up on how many years have gone by, I think.
>>31141759Well well, what a statistical oddity we have here, a tranny who claims to be the absolute upper limit of millennial and still retains all the ageism of a mid-20s shit. Guarantee you "millennial" tranners would be happier hanging out with a crossdresser 20 yr old femboy with cat ears and ridiculous Hot-Topic skirt than with a well-dressed cd in their 30s. Its the ageism, not the behavior.
>>31142307No, I'd rather hang out with trannies my age. That's literally the idea behind this general.
>>31142307No I'd hang with you, most of my friends and coworkers have always skewed older.Bi&MtF. 32I'm a baby Tran though so not exactly the target audience of this gen
I was 16 and he was in his early 20s. He lived on the other side of the state but he treated me like a girl when nobody else would and told me I was pretty. I let him talk to me online and he sent me porn and pictures and asked me for pictures. He had me get on a webcam and do things for him. I think that only happened once or twice. Usually it was text chat. I was a teenager and I guess it's my fault because I could've just logged off and I should've known better but now I can't have sex without feeling gross and scared and ashamed in addition to the dysphoria. It's been over a decade now. My mom found out this happened to me and told me it was just a dumb youthful mistake on my part, that it doesn't count, and that I need to get over it because I'm embarrassing and make everyone miserable and will die alone. Why the fuck can't I just get over it? I've been in a good relationship for almost a decade now and the lingering mental bullshit from this crap has made me anorexic, destroyed my sex life, and is destroying my relationship. I can't go to therapy because it's too much money to pay for platitudes at best. Usually they just ask invasive genital questions and one chuckled at me when I was talking about my adolescence. I'm destroying everything I have and my mom is right that nobody wants to be around me when I'm like this. I feel like such a faker because it's like they said: he didn't fuck me. I did it all to myself like a retard. I'm sorry.
>>31142307>Guarantee you "millennial" tranners would be happier hanging out with a crossdresser 20 yr old femboy with cat ears and ridiculous Hot-Topic skirt than with a well-dressed cd in their 30s>"millennial" trannersMaybe that is the case with "millennial" ones, but in my 33 i want to hang out with people my age, +/- 5 years, or a bit lower (25 is the lowest) IF they behave themselves.
>>31142307I don’t want to hang out with either of those groups of people, and neither of them are the purpose of this gen. please stop shitting up this thread and go to repgen or somewhere else more suited for your lifestyle and experiences.>>31142673I don’t have an easy answer for you anon and I understand why you’re reluctant to seek out therapy. please don’t believe your mother when she says you’re a burden, your feelings matter and you deserve happiness <3
>>31139117tbf I found a few older vehicles on a lead, a 2003 corolla, 2001 outback, 2001 civic, and what I'm hoping to get is the 2003 CR-V. I used to own a CR-V and it was my favorite car ever, it died on me though while I was going down the interstate. Waited 12hrs for a tow and slept in the car. I miss it :(
Testing airport wifi and bumping ~
>>31143413I'm scared to fly because they always act weird about my anomalies one way or the other. I usually end up getting chestgroped and crotchgroped. Been a while for me. Has is changed in the past couple years?
i want a mommy trans gf
>>31143433it's just like boarding a bus with extra steps for me. granted i live in a wealthy area with a major airport that has tons of security so weirdos are filtered. Sorry you went through that tho anon. :(>>31143494then you gotta have rizz anon. there are alot of single mommies here start flirting !
g'mornin y'all. testament poster person here. I wonder if I should start using a name. hope you're havin a comfy friday. I almost typed monday. it's a sleepy-brain kinda day.QOTT: I haven't traveled much, pretty much ever, only been to the states I've lived in-- but! in a month, I'm gonna be visiting Japan, which i've been planning for years, super excited. I really, really, really wanted to try and find a mixed onsen I could reasonably attend without causing too much trouble, but I haven't found one yet in the places I'll be visiting. Wish my luck, and if anyone has any onsen/public bath advice, please pass it along.
>>31143413hi korra! going anywhere fun?
>>31143433it's still that way for me, what with the groping, but it's whatever, it passes quickly and you get used to it. I was always stopped for one reason or another even before I started presenting femininely.oh, I have a story for this actually. one time, in college, before i wa son HRT, i had maybe the most embarrassing interaction with a TSA person of all time.anytime you're stuck in security just think about how it could be worse, you could be a 20 year old me, standing awkwardly while the TSA inspects, swabs and scans your bra-padding silicon breast forms in front of you, while you stand and wait patiently, red in the face.
>>31143494Idk I'm a mommy trans and I can't deal with babytrans.I don't mind it theoretically, like showing someone the ropes and helping make a beautiful partner.But in practice it's difficult. I'm attracted to hot trans women. But not guys. And it'll take babytrans awhile to grow out of thatI've also found babytrans tend to feel really bad when you're not into them, even if you make it clear you one day will be
>>31143843i kinda think younger ppl and babytranses coming in here and calling us mommy unprompted is an example of ageism in the trans community, i plan to just ignore posters like this.i mean they weren’t actually even reaching out to flirt or connect or anything, just coming in to say “i want mommy trans gf” does nothing but objectify us and express their entitlement
>>31137101>62 year old mtf unironically looks younger and hotter than 25 year old poonersWhen are we going to acknowledge that testosterone is fucking poison?
>>31143800nah im going back to the boring as hell deep south Bible belt to my home state to visit family since memorial day weekend is my one chance to see them. The trip is all expenses paid and includes a spa day, shopping, hair and nails appointment and having a driver so I feel like a bit of a celebrity coming back. I feel like an ass saying it but I deserve this treatment at least once after all the shit I got put through here. I'll take lots of pics tho !!! (currently on a plane flying 1st class using the wifi lol :p )
>>31137477Do you think you're really autistic or could it just be cptsd type expressions
>>31145914Diagnosed but I wouldn't be doubtful if alot of my social anxiety and avoidance to interaction and being touched isn't due to cptsd, or that it amplifies those issues for me. It also probably doesn't help that I internalize alot of things in my life to being my fault but that's another can of worms
>>31137101I've been transitioned for 15 years but I'm in my early 20s. Am I an elder troon?
>>31148198you transitions before age 9??? I can hardly even wrap my mind around a situation like that...
>>31137101Why is no one posting pics of old trannies?
>>31148303I hated my body since I was toddler and my friend introduced me to trans people and then I immediately recognized myself as one too.
>>31148758do you like your body now?
>>31148855More than before.4chan gave me brainworms though so there's always a voice in my head telling me I don't pass even though I'm stealth to most people, including sexual partners and hospitals/doctors
>>31148888checkedi'm sure you look great
>>31148929Thanks :)
>>31137101hi i’m not an elder troon but just wondering are any of you looking for a 19 year old boymoder “g”f ahah
wow it didn’t take long for this gen to get shit up huh…millennial tranners really can’t have anything can we? :(
>>31149763sorry i’m being genuine though
>>31137101Hi mommy Korra!>Elder troons what countries/states have you visited post transition? The onlty place I've been since I transitioned was North Georga and East Tennessee>Is there any place you would never go back? I'd love to visit my friend in TN again>Fave place ever?I visited Boston way back in the late 90s, I liked that city and wouldn't mind visiting again.
I'm from the USA but I actually started hrt while working long term in France (and not in Paris), honestly the fact of being in a new place pushed me to transition more, like not being near people who'd known me in my past life and the fact that I was more scared to be a gnc foreign man on a visa. Plus the fact that I never had as good health insurance before that as I had there, I was shocked at how much transition stuff it covered. I lived the first 3 years of hrt there. I honestly kinda wanna move back, one big motivator for me moving back to the states, aside from having to keep finding new work to keep my visa in France, was that Medicaid became accessible and started covering srs, and the waitlist for insurance-covered srs in France at the time was 4 years.
I made some serious progress on my recent project I'm pretty happy with it, I'm at the point of making a mold for it and figuring that out
>>31152362Post cute body and face
would any mtfs ever be interested in a 32 year old guy or is it over
>>31152366I think its very cute, the proportions are like a chubby man baby
>>31138847Advice still needed
>>31152926Go to therapy and weigh your options seriously, like nobody can genuinely tell you what to do, you're an adult. If you want to transition then you're going to do it, and chances are for a while if you do its going to suck and you're going to have to work more than twice as hard but is that truly as bad as if you were to rep another 27 years
Finally landed and at my hotel bitches !
>>31138144Used to have such thoughts as babytranny, but after 15+ years of living as woman I don't think about such things. I guess it maybe bit different if you transitioned later and have lived lot of your life as adult man (something I never did, went from teenage boy to young adult girl and then woman) or if you don't pass, but from what you tell it seems you do.And I think those thoughts will go away. Though maybe just try butchmoding? But don't take it bad if you can't pass all the time as butch. Many cis women get occasionally misgendered when they butchmode, but they just feel good about it usually as they're kinda trying not to be women, the non-ftm types too.But if I can ask what is the reason why you feel like you don't want to be a woman?
>>31138847If you don't care about breeding then justtake your pills alice and see where it goes. At worst you get some boobies which isn't huge deal, but to be honest if you have been repping since childhood (this isn't ROGD thing?) you probably gonna like them anyway.If you do care about breeding (and or it's ROGD type thing type for you) maybe get mental health help and remember to freeze sperm should you decide to transition.