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QOTT1: Do you think bugs get fat? What happens if they eat too much?
QOTT2: What's the worst joke you've ever heard?

Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2F

Last thread: >>31093222

FAQ:
>Am I bi if I like women and femboys?
>Am I bi if the only kind of guys I like are femboys?
>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?
>Am I bi if I sexually like multiple genders, but only interested in romance with one of them?
Yes, sexual attraction to multiple genders is bisexuality.
>Am I bi or pan if I like trans people?
Both are able to be attracted to trans people
>Do you love me, OP?
You know I do. just give me on chance, I could make you so happy.
>Am I bisexual if my sexual attraction fluctuates between genders?
Yes, this phenomenon is known as a bi-cycle. Many bisexuals experience it.
>What is the difference between bi and pan?
Just that the bi flag is prettier.


Bi/Pan resource: https://bi.org/en
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>>31130359
>QOTT1: Do you think bugs get fat? What happens if they eat too much?
I prefer not to think about bugs.
>QOTT2: What's the worst joke you've ever heard?
How many surrealists does it take to screw in a lightbulb? Fish!
>>31130310
>Never go to the DMV, getting everywhere on a flinstones foot powered car is preferable
I'd imagine Hell looks like the DMV.
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>>31130019
Fellow near-blind *high five*

>>31130092
>Id say look through some catalogues of mens glasses and just pick a style you like that way
That's an option too, though I don't really like looking at stuff life that. Glasses models being, well, models kinda makes it hard to translate it onto my own "evading people's perception" tier face.

>>31130225
Oh yeah obviously. Gonna ask friends for opinions as well, since they probably see me more than anyone else.


>>31130359
>Do you think bugs get fat? What happens if they eat too much?
I read somewhere, many years ago, that bugs often don't have a sense of being full. So they probably die before exploding.
Probably bullshit though.
I do know for a fact though that mosquitoes can straight up explode from drinking too much blood.
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>>31130359
>QOTT1: Do you think bugs get fat? What happens if they eat too much?
they get bigger and bigger but since they're hard on the outside, their body stops functioning and rips apart in worst cases
I'm absolutely scared as to what bugs would be like if they could die of old age. Probably just absolutely gigantic in a few generations compared to what we have rn.

>QOTT2: What's the worst joke you've ever heard?
Someone comes in and says
>It's me ! it's me !
it wasn't them.

>>31130540
*misses your hands cause I didn't wear my glasses coming back from the shower*
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>>31130359
>QOTT1: Do you think bugs get fat? What happens if they eat too much?
I would think they would become full much sooner than other animals because of their small body size.
Never saw an overweight ladybug in my life.
>QOTT2: What's the worst joke you've ever heard?
>"Yesterday, a clown held the door open for me. It was such a nice jester!"
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>>31128875
>Good on you for getting into shape again ^^
Thanks :)
After posting that, I decided to be slightly more assertive and I asked one of the girls out and I have a date tomorrow. Should be fun!
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>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT
>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT

The poll is now open, no further recommendations will be accepted.
The voting will stop tomorrow at around 4 PM GMT, so be sure to vote before then!

Here is the link to the server:
https://discord.gg/WpSaTGNq
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>>31130359
two dyslexics walked into a bra

>>31130540
Dont talk shit on your good looks

>>31130732
cmon ferngully i want to see tim curry sing songs as a pollution demon
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>>31130668
Hello there mister horrible sleep schedule, have fun with the game!

>>31131116
>Dont talk shit on your good looks
My face is a tightly guarded secret for a reason, just fucks with expectations.
Nah but for real, people hardly take note of my face (as in, consciously recognize it). Hardly anyone looks me in the face enough to notice things like glasses or haircuts even lol.

Though that may also be just our friendgroup, we collectively missed how one of us has heterochromia for like 7 years straight.

Anyway, I'm off to bed/studying. Probably bed.
See you!
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>>31130359
>Do you think bugs get fat? What happens if they eat too much?
I think you should stop applying your fucked up beauty standards to bugs
>What's the worst joke you've ever heard?
picrel is up there
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>>31130525
>I prefer not to think about bugs.
I felt a bug in my pant leg today on the commute to work. I shook it out, wiped the area with my hand, and didn't find any bug. Then I'd feel it again. I wondered if I brought home a tick from the outdoors this weekend. Get to my desk finally roll my pant leg up over my knee and there's a damn flower chafer (beetle) just hanging out looking baller. I let him outside and went about my business.
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>>31131251
nini semi!!
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Ugh asking a breadcrumber for more breadcrumbs is sapping my energy. I'm grieving always
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>>31130359
>QOTT1: Do you think bugs get fat? What happens if they eat too much?
I don't think they accumulate "fat" in any sense but I'm pretty sure it's bad if they overeat
>QOTT2: What's the worst joke you've ever heard?
The one about your mom


she's a nice lady and the joke really didn't make any sense

>>31130732
Gonna miss movie night but Pink Flamingos sounds...interesting
I don't really get why wikipedia states its an important queer film, it sounds like someone let /b/ write a movie script. All gross, no substance. Maybe I'm too much of a square to get it

>>31131305
long set up with little payoff
yeah that's a stinker alright
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aahaha weed
tried the bong but honestly i prefer the pipe
>>31131828
you know what they say about waterfalls
>>31131926
pink flamingos is THE queer film, john waters is a GOD and devine is a QUEEN. seeit to believe it
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Starting to fall out of love with cocks. I think they still look really hot through underwear and sweatpants but I no longer enjoy seeing the dick itself. It's over for me /bigen/
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classic forever and always
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=meP-GLKPekk
>>31132054
NO ANON NOOOO
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I NEED TRANS MAN PUSSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBX5rDszspM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBX5rDszspM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBX5rDszspM
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>>31131963
Same I have a bong but it puts my on the floor. My glass pipe was purchased in November 2007 and lives on today.
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>>31132226
yeeea, idk i just like the taste of the pipe and i feel it more, and a bong is so impractical too, its too big to feel personal like a pipe you know
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>>31130359
I’ve seen fat bugs
Never heard a bad joke
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Goodniiiiiight
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>>31132812
night wu
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>>31131251
Sleep well, Semi.
>>31132812
You too, Wu.
>>31131336
Eeeeeeeeeugh. You're a braver man than I, Quill.
>>31131926
Hi, Seal! How goes it?
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>>31130359
>pic
everything reminds me of her

>>31131926
yeah pink flamingos is pretty much a grossout movie

>>31132054
the bi-cycle will save you, dont worry

>>31132226
quill dont post a miata challenge (SUCCESSFUL)
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>>31133008
Heya HP!
It goes well, I am sleepy from work and Baka is sleepy from school
otherwise I am looking forward to the long weekend

>>31133047
webm making me want to cut aggressively again

>quill dont post a miata challenge
little did you know that his image is actually a rare photograph of the elusive flying miata
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>>31133047
>webm
mmmmmm
Reminds me of my lovely Bridget.
>>31133274
>It goes well, I am sleepy from work and Baka is sleepy from school
I feel that. I'm fairly tired myself from running errands and cooking today. Honestly might go to bed early.
>otherwise I am looking forward to the long weekend
Oh fuck me sideways, I completely forgot Monday was Memorial day. I swear, I would've forgotten my own damn head long ago if it weren't screwed on.
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>>31133008
>Eeeeeeeeeugh. You're a braver man than I, Quill.
Idk, some bugs creep me out, others don't. It's no emergency if one is crawling near or on me as long as it's not too big or loud or stingy. This one was cool he seemed really chill, walked slow, if he's on his back he sits back up. Fun to watch really
>>31133274
>elusive flying miata
Hehe that's an inside miata ricer joke
>>31133047
Idk what you're talking about it's clearly a soviet miata. The mig-17 with bodywork removed appears to be a jet with a saddle. The late 1940s were wow. Anyway, still the most widely sportscar driven by far.
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>stuck with narc parents
>friends are usually too busy to hang out and the only kind of human contact i get is with hookups and one night stands
>genuinely have no support system irl
>uncanny valley tranny thats teetering the line of passing and not passing
how do i cope? usually in this scenario id just drink but im too broke for alcohol
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>>31130359
>QOTT1: Do you think bugs get fat?
Yes; insects have specialized tissues for lipid storage.
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>>31133422
Come onnnnnnnnnnnnn
>>31133386
Wake up in the early morning hours and study higher (selfless) values. Before bed every night look back on what you did that day without judgement or praise. Recognize you have a body which is a vehicle for your two equipments the mind and the intellect. The mind being like a river which creates a flow of desires and the intellect being the decider of which desires get the right of action, much like the banks of the river. If you have strong banks, you will be able to float over everything with success and ease
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>>31133274
>webm making me want to cut aggressively again
Whut

Seal if you get any lighter you're gonna float away

>>31133364
You should see brig on memorial day, its a sign

>>31133369
If any bug crawls on me, it's a dead bug. Which is the only good bug as we all know

>>31133386
Go to socialization clubs?
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>>31133386
Seconding what Kooka suggested, tho such clubs can be difficult to find depending on where you live and how conservative the area is.

>>31133969
I've gained weight from when you last saw me, but I wouldn't plan on losing much more since it's just for definition anyways
But I also have to overcome my love of cooking
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>>31133369
>Idk, some bugs creep me out, others don't
More power to you, Quill. I'm more in the Starship Troopers camp when it comes to bugs.
>>31133969
>You should see brig on memorial day, its a sign
Now there's an idea!
>A dead bug is the only good bug
Suffer not the insect to live.
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>>31130359
Im convinced people are gaslighting me on doom wads. Ive tried everything and never got anything described or on tape from others.
Well anyways I called my credit card company so things are actually fixed. >>31130668
Based. Im back playing my replay as an assassin.
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>break up with bf because I lost feelings and didn't see a future together
>months pass and try dating apps
>talking to other people just made me think of him instead
maybe I'm not over him /bigen/? what do I do?
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/bigen/ if you could go back in time 5 years and talk to yourself, what would you say?
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>>31135373
if you wanna jump off a cliff make sure it's tall enough to do more than just break your legs.
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>>31135373
transition so you wont have to deal with the problems youre currently facing now
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>>31135373
I don't know. Too painful.
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>>31135373
I would just list the medical diagnoses that have made living bearable after being treated
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>>31130359
doughtse
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Bump.
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Emergency Bump deployed
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>>31134882
don't crawl back to him for starters, live with your choices
also, dating apps are utterly putrid affairs, very little chance to have a decent experience, no wonder it's reminding you of better days
I would say go for a quick hookup if you really can't deal with the lack of sex, and then uninstall and take a few more months to pursue stuff that makes you feel good or makes you grow or just interests you
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>>31135373
>do NOT date the raven haired psycho no matter how big her boobs are, you'll barely even get to touch them anyway and she'll lie to you about everything
>start thinking about dressing better now or 5 years from now you'll still be wondering how not to dress like a mentally challenged child
>*obligatory lottery numbers*
>nicotine patches do work, actually, go get some
>tell GG not to trust that guy who says he can get half a kilo of weed
>be nicer to your mom, she won't die yet but she's gonna have it rough
>don't even worry about learning how to drive
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>>31138413
>tfw no raven-haired psycho gf with big tiddies
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>>31138413
>don't even worry about learning how to drive
must be nice where walking to where you need to go is an option
t. lives in a car dependent area
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>>31135373
You have a body, mind, and intellect. The body, which is a vehicle for your two equipments, the mind and the intellect. The mind being like a river that creates a flow of desires and the intellect being the decider of which desires become actions, much like the banks of the river. If you have strong banks, the river will flow in the direction you choose and not overflow, flooding the crops and destroying the village.
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>>31134882
You know what they say: The best way to get over someone is to get under someone.
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>>31130359
Is it possible to have an actual loving and long-lasting relationship between two guys? It seems like most gay guys are interested in only hooking up for sex.
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Good afternoon everyone, hope you're doing good.

>>31131305
I saw that punchline coming from a mile away.
It really says a lot about my sense of humor that it still got a chuckle out of me.

>>31135373
I'd advice myself to take care of properly pacing my diploma thesis so I don't cram everything at the end.
Also, maybe read Umibe no Etranger.
Oh, and actually invest into Gamestop back when you first hear about it, should've trusted my instincts.
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>>31135373
I wouldn't have any advice, because I have achieved nothing since.
I would also beat the younger version of myself into a bloody pulp, because that guy was a fucking irredeemable piece of shit. Not much has changed since then.
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>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT
>MOVIE NIGHT

TWO HOURS BEFORE THE POLL CLOSES
FLAMINGOBROS LEND ME YOUR STRENGTH
https://discord.gg/WpSaTGNq
>>31139915
afternoon
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also bought some new nice cheap ass jewelry :>
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Finished Devilman Crybaby. The last episodes were sad as hell
>>31130359
>QOTT1
Maybe? If you out them in a safe place with constant access to an unlimited amount of food and safe from any and all predators they might get fat.
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Had a bi threesome and now I'm in a polygamist relationship what do
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>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT
>MOVIE NIGHT

We have 4 movies with the same nr of votes so you know what that means
ITS FLASH ROUND TIME
4 MOVIES, ONE HOUR, ONLY TWO WILL SURVIVE
FLAMINGOBROS THIS IS YOUR CHANCE

https://discord.gg/WpSaTGNq
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>>31140806
Heyo Wu, believe in the flamingos!

>>31140825
I bought some a few days ago as well.

>>31142205
Do you enjoy being in that relationship? If yes, great! Happy for you ^^
If no, you should have a talk about it with the others.
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I don't know how I feel about my body...

I posted this on /adv/ but I figured I would post here too since it's kind of related to the topic of same sex attraction, weird feelings towards your body and sexuality. (I hope this is not against the rules or something).

I don't know how I feel about my body... Any thing to help me elaborate my feelings?

I'm bi, I'm considered handsome by most, I have no issue getting girls, I have an active social and sex life.

Issue is I recently realized I find guys attractive too, it's different compared to girls tho.

Any girl will do for me, chubby girls, tall girls, short girls, muscle girls all look beautiful in a way to me.

Guys? No way. Only conventionally attractive guy, model type guys, hunks and bodybuilder attract me (Strong man type guys too but I never meet one irl).

Issue is I'm not sure what I feel towards guys is genuine, sometimes I feel like is not that I want to be with that but is that I dig their body so much I wish I had their body, so it's not that I want to be with them I want to BE THEM.

But at the same time, I'm ambivalent, because I like being lean and not as big too, most people I fucked said they liked me for my "Boyish looks" and I'm not willing to lose my biggest asset and become big, besides the ideia of me, a smaller guy, fucking or dominating a huge guy really tuns me on, this David Goliath dynamic is really hot to me so I don't want to lose it at the same time I feel I want to be a big bodybuilder.

So I don't know what do or how to feel about all this.

Any advice on how to deal with all these conflicting emotions?
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food that someone else is eating always smells so fucking bad
it must be something biological
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>>31142596
I get it, except I guess I never really desired to be super huge. Realistically, you're not gonna accidentally become a hulking muscle man if you're already an adult and don't have the frame and dedication (or PEDs) for it.

I just stick to twunk mode for myself. Women like it, large men like it.

I'd say experiment with guys and see how it goes.
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>>31142579
woa nice rlly like the gears thing, i have a ring that has the same design and its so cool
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>>31142596
Forgot the pic I used in the threads LOL
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>>31142596
I'd say it's fairly common to be confused like that, had a similar experience.
When you take a step back, you realize that it's fairly logical to compound the feeling of wanting to be with them and also be them, purely physically speaking. You like the bodytypes you do, so obviously you'd also not mind having one like that yourself, even if they aren't necessarily your primary desire.
Sorry if this is confusing, I can elaborate on specific parts if you want.

>>31142698
I'm a bit worried the gear stuff's gonna look too tacky, but I do quite like the shape.
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>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT
>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT

And we have the two winners!:

>Pink Flamingos
>Idiocracy

So see ya later at 22 GMT!

>>31142889
naaah dw they're lovely
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>>31142889
>I'd say it's fairly common to be confused like that, had a similar experience.
>When you take a step back, you realize that it's fairly logical to compound the feeling of wanting to be with them and also be them, purely physically speaking. You like the bodytypes you do, so obviously you'd also not mind having one like that yourself, even if they aren't necessarily your primary desire.
>Sorry if this is confusing, I can elaborate on specific parts if you want.
Just knowing that is not that weird to have those two feelings and both ringing true is good to know...

I think liking the same gender puts you in this weird spot where you like something physically that is technically possible for you to achive yourself so you get confused...
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>>31142910
>pink flamingos
LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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>>31143109
we did it flamingobros ,,,
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>>31143129
how many weeks/months has it been since it was first suggested? i can't believe it finally won...looking forward to all the first-timers' reactions hehe
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>>31143230
hehehe xp
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>>31142910
>troll 2 gets 7 votes
>idiocracy gets 6
>"yeah we're watching idiocracy"
???
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>>31143738
Yea that makes more sense my bad, aigt we're watching troll 2 instead of idiocracy
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Why am I so sexually sadistic with guys but more sensual with women?
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>>31144638
because ur cringe inside and out
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>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT
>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT

A reminder that in 2 hours Movie Night is gonna start! Here is tonight selection:

>Pink Flamingos
>Troll 2

>what the hell is "movie night"
its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community

>where do we watch the movies?
On the official Bigen Movie and Game Night Discord server:
https://discord.gg/WpSaTGNq

>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?
of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to be civil and have fun!

fyi this is the list of every movie we watched so far:
https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h (embed)
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>>31145186
aww I'm never home when there's flash rounds
Trashy movie night tonight, nice
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I don't know why I even pretend to have a "sexuality", I'm so shy I would practically have to be SA'd to ever have any sex.
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>>31136897
kek, saving it with that name
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>walks in
>"what the bloody arsecheeks did i miss?"
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>"I'll just take a quick 30 minute nap!"
>wake up 4 hour later
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>>31135373
>/bigen/ if you could go back in time 5 years and talk to yourself, what would you say?
>Lottery numbers
>invest in Gamestop
>Don't start smoking, it's not worth it
>You are still a good person, in spite of what you think about yourself
>>31139612
>>31139915
>>31140806
>>31141398
Hi, everyone! How goes it?
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>>31142579
Hey semi those are pretty cool

>>31145186
>Troll 2 wins
OH MY GOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDD

>>31145326
Discord on mobile too you jiggly jellybean

>>31146052
Hey hom you seem well rested kek
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>>31146052
>AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
why are you screaming?
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>>31146324
That would imply I have money for mobile data you silly billy
I'd rather spend 10 bucks a month on drinks for movie night or smth when I have it

>>31146330
HP just woke up in our reality, where John Water's evil is law
now the fool seeks to undo the future that is pink flamingos at movie night
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its warm tonight
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You all gotta see this link fanart.
I just love this stuff where he's put into a feminine outfit, while still having masculine traits.

>>31142910
We'll see.
Excited to wear something slightly more out there desu. On my way to give fucking brightly coloured stuff, like stones and shit a try.
Really had to control myself to not get replicas of Howl's earrings lol.

>>31142949
If you're relatively new to this side of things I wouldn't worry too much about being "genuine". Just explore your thoughts and feelings as time goes on and you will arrive at an answer.

>>31143738
>>31143802
Good thing this stuff is public, makes it easier to notice stuff like this.

>>31146052
Hey Homura

>>31146324
And Kooka. Also thanks ^^
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>>31146436
>You all gotta see this link fanart.
I just love this stuff where he's put into a feminine outfit, while still having masculine traits

Oh trust me I do
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>>31146324
>Hey hom you seem well rested kek
Rested, fed, and ready for movie night!
>>31146330
>why are you screaming?
Why are you not?
>>31146418
>HP just woke up in our reality, where John Water's evil is law
>now the fool seeks to undo the future that is pink flamingos at movie night
Lel
>>31146436
>Hey Homura
*waves*
>picrel
I have no idea what he's wearing, but I want one.
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>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT
>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT

Good evening
Its finally time to start another Movie Night! Tonight selection is:

>Pink Flamingos
>Troll 2

Here is the link of the stream, don't be shy and come join us! As always the film will start at 23:10 GMT

>https://discord.gg/WpSaTGNq

>what the hell is "movie night"
its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community

>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?
of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to be civil and have fun!

fyi: this is the list of every movie we watched so far:
https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h
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>>31146888
pardon
22:10 GMT
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>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT
>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT

The second film of the night Troll 2 will start in 10 minutes, feel free to join us!

>https://discord.gg/WpSaTGNq
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>>31148490
Pink Flamingos sure was one of the movies ever made.
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>>31148551
i am scarred for life
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>>31148551
the reactions were the best part
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>>31146819
>I have no idea what he's wearing
Seems like a kind of china dress.

Anyway, that movie sure was something. I don't know what exactly but there is something there.

Night you all
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did any of you really feel a need to come out to friends and family? Really only my best friend knows im bi
I wish it wasnt a big deal, but i chicken out every time i try to tell my other friends
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>>31149287
Told my mom and she was cool with it as long as I only date women
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>>31149287
nah, only my best friend and my sister know, but I'm not the social kind
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>>31148903
nini semi
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My boyfriend is currently breaking up me over discord, I'm going to kill myself
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>>31149404
come on movie night we're watching troll 2
fuck a dude who breaks up on discord (unless that's the only means of reaching you he's got ?)
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>>31149453
he lives 10 minutes away from, it is current 2am though for me. He just told me he hasn't cared about me since january, we've been friends since we were both 11. I'm going to kill myself
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>>31149404
>>31149483
please don't kill yourself!
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>>31149499
I'll try, this is so fucking hard. I know it's all my fault too
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>>31149483
At least wait for a reason to kill yourself that doesn't sound like a 15 year old's. Killing yourself because your bf broke up with you is super lame and people would be side-eyeing each other at your funeral when they found out.
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>>31149483
Give yourself time to process and talk face to face with him. I was genuine inviting you to get distracted, even if it doesn't work, it'll make the distress more distant for now. If it's to the point where you're considering killing yourself, wake up anyone who lives with you and tell it to them. Deal with it tomorrow
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>>31148678
I've been in the movie channel discord for ages and have never tuned in.... Glad I didn't fine in for pink flamingos tho. For me the most gross part of that movie is actually the candid bit at the beginning where Divine puts the cut of beef in her panties
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>>31149532
You don't understand, we were supposed to move in together in september. We have all the same friends, it's going to ruin our friend group. They're all probably going to pick him over me too. This is literally the end of my entire social life.

>>31149561
I will not be able to sleep right now
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>>31149596
Start watching Lost idk, get distracted for now. He's probably not capable of dealing with hurting you this much and that's why he needs to do it at 2am on discord. Maybe plan a bit how it'll go in presence, but don't dwell on it too much for now. The more miserable you make yourself the worse it's going to get
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>>31149709
Yeah but he's saying he's been depressed for 4 months because of me and it's just making it all worse, I feel like such an asshole. I'm so pathetic, I mean look at me right now. I have no one else to talk to so I'm posting on here, I really should just die. No one would care.
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>>31149732
how the hell is it your fault
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I'm not good at writing green texts, and there's not a whole lot to it but I just wanted to share.

I moved to Portland, OR from the East Coast in January and I met this really wonderful woman who helped me realize that I'm bi. We joke that she "turned me bi" cause I thought I was exclusively interested in men. But idk, she makes me feel things no woman has been able to aside from her.
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>>31149732
Who do you think you're talking to, we're all on the same boat for the most part. You don't live because others care anyway.
If you feel like it's your fault then make it up to them ? Since they matter so much to you you get desperate when they talk about leaving
Even if you part ways for now, becoming friends again is not off the table, but that depends on how you both behave, remember
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>>31149741
because I'm a fucking mess, I should have known no one could love me
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>>31149755
How long ago was this?
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>>31149800
that doesn't tell me anything
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>>31149796
I'm not sure if things can ever go back to how they were, not after everything. He meant everything to me, I lived my life for him. I don't know what to do with myself now. Before we got together I was so miserable and pathetic, I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
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>>31149866
I'm not telling it's going to go back to how it was, I'm saying it does NOT have to be all over, and if you decide to cut everything off and wallow and die that's YOUR choice
Other; better choices can be made
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>>31149902
I'm sorry, I can't think straight right now. This is all too much.
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>>31149950
yep, that's why I told you to get distracted and relieve yourself by keeping that stuff away for tomorrow
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>>31149836
That I met her? In like February of this year
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>>31149972
God we're in June
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>>31149864
I have a lot of trauma and issues I hide from people, I don't usually even like being touched. This was the first time I ever opened up to someone and it ruined it for them, I should have known from the start. No one can ever love the real me, they only love the exterior I put on.
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Wu, bigen will never forgive you for pink flamingos

you will be ostracized, and may even have your bi license revoked

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VXqcbUjgU64
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>>31150008
you shouldn't have to hide anything like that from someone that you've known for so long. this guy is just acting like a little bitch. none of this is your fault.
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>>31150008
You need to get intimate like anyone else, you'll never get past those issue if you don't go tthrough them. You deserve to be able to open up

it's 4 am here I'm going to sleep sry
I hope you can manage to hold on for enough more nights that it makes sense to you how none of what you're talking about is horrible and life threatening despite how tragic it is
and how better it will all be
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well those sure were two movies
good night and take care everyone
>>31148650
>i am scarred for life
as am i, anon.
>>31148903
>Seems like a kind of china dress.
dul ynoted!
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>>31146052
I have this way of being hangry and fucking up my relationships.
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>>31146819
>Why are you not?
shet
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very good movie night! (I say this because I missed pink flamingos and was drunk for all of troll 2)
luv u all bigen <3 <3 <3
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>>31135373
oh fuck I would have a LOT to warn myself about haha
also like invest in gamestop and dogecoin yeah
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>>31130359
I met a transwoman thru grindr today
I fucked girls and got fucked by guys but my body couldnt figure out what the fuck to do
I felt very bad for the transwoman but I think I'll stick exclusively to cisgenders
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>>31149950
you have been loved before. you will be loved again.
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bump
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>>31148490
>I missed it
NOOOOOOO
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>>31150854
I like both for trans women.
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>>31150854
i believe this decision will be very good for your peace of mind.
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Afternoon everyone

>>31149287
I only told one friend cause he is pan himself and I wanted advice on some stuff.
Don't really care if my other friends find out though, Not like I'm actively keeping it a secret either, I just don't talk about it.

Not gonna tell my parents though, bad idea.

>>31149404
If you're still here, best you can do is try to distract yourself for now. Yes it hurts, but you're gonna make it through this, I believe in you!

>>31150091
Should have mentioned, it's an armor from the new game, if you're looking for further references.

>>31154362
Everything alright with you eddin?
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afternoon
almost done with valis and all i can say is that damn nixon really sucked huh
>>31154362
u good eddin?
>>31154510
ayo
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>Recently had a conversation with my straight dad (who knows I’m bi), about wheter you can be happy in a relationship.
>He goes on a rant saying that women will always want more out of a relationship and they’re all gold diggers in one way or another, and that I shouldn’t completely trust the girl I’m currently interested in.
>Then goes on to say that, in his experience, the only true and unconditional love is between two gay men.
>Tell him that I disagree with him, because in my experience, I’ve had flings with a few gay men who were extremely shallow and petty and that my relationships with women have been way more stable.

Who’s in the right here? Personally, my experience is so radically different from my dad’s that I genuinely can’t understand his “all women are gold digging thots” mentality. I’m not saying gays are all shallow either, but in my experience, my relationships with gay men have never worked out for me and honestly both bi men and bi women are infinitely more chill.
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>>31155533
My takes:
I do agree that bi people in general are chiller and I generally prefer to date other bi people.

I also think in many cases in older generations, men were less appealing to women besides their money. The whole ("women as objects" or "men at work women at home") and "never divorce" mentalities resulted in a lot of marriages like this. Thus a million "wife bad" boomer comics that actually reflected many unhappy relationships.
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>>31155533
Your dad is right, women only see relationships with men as benefit-to-cost ratios. A woman will drop you as soon as you fail to meet her very concrete expectations. Dating men has its own drawbacks, namely that a lot of men are just looking to bang and never want to settle. But if you do manage to make a relationship with another man work, it's more likely that you will be loved for the content of your character.
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>>31149287
never gave a shit, really. nothing to do with how accepting my parents might be -- when i was in HS, i didn't ever tell them when i was dating girls either. i'm just very uncomfortable with my parents being involved in / aware of my love life at all.
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>>31149287
I tell my friends and partners. I don't tell my family cuz I only actually date girls so they don't need to know my sex life that involves both.
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>>31130359
Why should others be allowed to enjoy life if I can't
From this day onward I will do my best to make the world a little worse every day
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>>31149287
I came out to some of the people in my high school class but no one gave a shit so I just don't tell people anymore and that's working fine
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>>31156621
Why not make your own life better?
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>>31156640
I can't
I am too weak
I will never be good enough in my own eyes
But I am not too weak to ruin other people's days and cause trouble for them
That way I'll get my revenge against humanity
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>>31156657
You will only make a fool out of yourself
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>>31156671
I don't care if you think I am a fool
I don't care what other people think of me
You are vermin in my eyes
I am worthless but all of you are a thousand times worse
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>>31156688
truth bro i am like actl the most worthless piece of garbage in the universe lol
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>>31130359
>QOTT1
If they did get fat then I'd guess a spider would catch them, good thing spiders aren't the size of dogs or we'd be screwed
>QOTT2
Whats the difference between unlawful and illegal? One is against the law and another is a sick bird

>>31135373
I'd tell myself to make sure you actually get diagnosed with tism and to not put up with the NHS's bullshit. Oh and play Morrowind so it doesn't sit in your backlog for several years

>>31141398
You ever seen the classic Devilman? From what I've heard it is way different from the Netflix remake though I've only seen the latter

>>31149287
I haven't felt the need to come out but that's because its unlikely that I'd find myself in a relationship to begin with. Even if I did I wouldn't feel the need to make some big announcement
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Does anyone here get off to fagbaiting queers? I'd consider myself a very loyal person, but I love hearing gaywads talking about how much they want to fuck me without ever caving in. My ex girlfriend felt pretty insecure about it, but I love the feeling of praise.
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>>31140806
>>31142251
>>31145186
>>31146888
>>31148490

>6 invites posted
>all invalid
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>>31158408
they are expired, if ya want a fresh one here you go
https://discord.gg/Ntpcs5wY
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>>31158433
thanks bb
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>>31158459
yer welcome
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>>31130359
>>>/gif/25215704
This is the weirdest shit
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>>31158577
W-what the hell is this
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>>31148678
God damn looks like everyone had an unforgettable movie night
>>31157591
Only a few scenes from that old ova and they were more fucked up then the ones from the 2018 version. Not as sad but more disturbing
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>>31158577
That’s fuckinh based tho holy shit
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>>31155502
Strokeposting ftw
did not find books containing reproductions of max ernst art
instead a pillow
good night
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>>31161646
nighty night!
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>>31154510
>>31161646
meant to reply to semi too not mine
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Had a really busy but fun day with friends today, we had a picnic and then went to lasertag.
Haven't laughed this much in a long time.

Oh also: NEW RATA VIDEO
https://youtu.be/oh4IR3HbEoA

>>31161646
That's too bad. Gn, maybe you'll find it another time.
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New 40k ork game looks promising. Take a bunch of drunken British soccer fans, give them shoddily made weapons and no sense of self preservation, and you have the orks. Krump em good, lads

>>31162586
Sounds like a great day semi, I haven't played laser tag since I was a kid but I would love to do it again
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>>31162846
>New 40k ork game looks promising.
It hooked me on the moment that I beheld the Grot Mega-Tank.
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Went on r/femboys for the first time in a while
Why the fuck are there so many women there
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>>31158577
https://is2.4chan.org/gif/1685207703294258.webm
lmao wut
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>>31162932
I am horny for impractical gun piles strapped to engines
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>>31163496
Even if this was real, what would be the end game?
Also is Coby Persin really still around online? Really?
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gngn
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>>31164281
Goodnight, friend!
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Summer is already here if you take a look at the latest posts and threads. Too many baits and 18-19yos posting really stupid shit
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>>31164439
Your perception is skewed by confirmation bias.
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>>31164439
>18-19yos
Maybe we need a lgbt 25+ general.
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>>31158279
I was never brave enough to be openly queer like that, but I did have fun talking about gay sex with my (now ex) gf but do it in a way that implies that she's the bottom. She was a pervert over gay sex so she loved being called my bottom.
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I wish I had a functioning bidar.
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I keep turning cisgirls into transmen by calling them dude and bro and giving them my clothes to wear. It's happened 3 times. I just want a girl to be my bro and chill with me.
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>>31165060
Where are you finding these women?
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>>31165060
groomer moment
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>>31165230
At vampire larp and tabletop groups
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Why are straight people like this?
>crush asks to go to con
>crush says he needs a gf
>then wants to a "whos on top"? panel
>wants his dog to meet my dog
>is not gay
Tfw you forget people want friends
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>>31130359
staying with this girl I have a crush on for two weeks. if she doesn't make a move I'm gonna hang myself when I get back home :33
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>>31166668
Girls don't make moves. You are setting yourself up to die from your own mistaken expectations.
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>>31166843
she's a top I used to date and I'm a girl too and a bottom
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So do you have to be a woman to make moves
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>"Pfft I might be sexually attracted to both men AND women... but at least I'm not one of those *weirdos* with a fetish."
>randomly see picrel
>get massively aroused
>didn't even realize that was possible

So does bigen have any... "alternative" tastes?
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>>31167130
enjoy your new fetish
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>>31167130
i like spit. either me spitting on someone or someone spitting on me. feet don't do anything for me.
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>>31167130
Feet isn't "alternative". It's the most normalfag fetish ever. Something awakened in you and it selected the default option on tutorial mode. I'm sorry anon.
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>>31167514
footfags are not normal and i hate that they think they are. everyone freezes up when some guy starts spouting off about his love of feet in mixed company. they're just waiting for it to be over.
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>>31167617
When you say "fetish" on 4chan, people think of shit that you'd see on /d/ or /trash/
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>>31167617
who tf would start loudly talking about sex in a group environment. pretty sure theyd react the same way if he was talking about his love of pussy
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>>31167792
footfags, that's who. has happened to me more than once.
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someone talk to me or ask me a question
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>>31167873
What is your favorite color?
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>>31167873
what is your favorite food
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>car totaled
>crush is straight
>mom got diagnosed with cancer (again)
>all in 1 week
I just feel like a part of me is going to leave when she leaves everything is just an if now
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>>31167802
you need to stop hanging out with such demented people. not a footfag thing so much as a demented thing
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>>31167923
right now it's purple . purple is the color of royalty .
>>31167985
favorite is bar none sushi . i could eat it every fuckin day .
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>>31168002
i can't imagine life without my mom . i feel like she's the only one who understands me nowadays . i wish the best for you both .
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>>31167130
i like having my ears nibbled on/nibbling on my partners ears
ive always wanted a pair of elf ears for that reason and also bc i think they r cool as fuck
>>31167490
also this altho idt id spit on someone
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>>31130359
i want a femboy boyfriend that isnt depressed/unstable
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>>31169404
i want a dragon
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>>31169404
i want to be dead
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>>31167130
My fetishes are so strong that I find it difficult to get it up to vanilla stuff. Any partner I want to do sexual stuff with basically has to be made aware of this in some capacity.

Is there something wrong with me that I NEED to have my fetishes catered to in a relationship?
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>>31164562
clearly it just evens out because people leave the site at the same time to avoid the cancer
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>https://www.xvideos.com/video36841139/mommy_has_got_to_pee
>if you don’t get up I will have to pee in the sink!!1!!!1!
>doesn’t even try to get it in the sink
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>>31168002
Cars can be replaced, there are plenty of fish in the sea, and if your mom has beaten cancer before then she can do it again. You're strong and you'll make it through these times, just hang in there.
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As gay as I feel like I am sometimes I could never see myself in a relationship with another guy. I feel like every argument would end up in a fistfight. And I don’t think I would ever feel the urge to kiss the guy when I leave for work.
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>>31168002
You're safe right now
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Why can’t I just find thicc milf who will tie me up, torture me, and make me lick every inch of sweat off her body? Is that so much to ask for?
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do any of you assume the sub or bottom role with women and vice versa with men?
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>>31173593
Just go to the gym and tell a milf finishing up her workout that she doesn't need a shower, your tongue will do the work.
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>>31173943
no i dont have sex
its disgusting and icky
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>>31171412
for me it's not so much whether ganon is greenish brown or brown but the fact that his hand is larger than link's whole fucking skull

that's moreso the sexual part
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>>31173943
My insecurity makes me default to sub with someone new, and then switch to dom when I get some confidence.
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CIIIIIIRCLE OF LIIIFEEEEE
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currently looking into maid options in canada how are you guys doing?
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>>31175609
sister had an anxiety attack and I spend too much time contemplating killing myself instead of helping her right away
on another hand we got some sorting of my stuff done and I got a small fan and some shelves. Maybe one day I'll somewhere I can call home
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I need to stop drinking I keep missing words or not going back to fix spellings. It makes me more likely to make an attempt too

>>31172565
I'm the other way round. I can't see a relationship with a woman lasting if it's more than friendship

>>31171419
we need up to date data analysis. This is a serious matter
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>>31175417
I'm the fifth guy behind the camera.
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>>31175681
>>31168002
>>31170581
sending u guys hugs :( i see u and wish u all the best. stays strong u can get thru this!

>>31175609
i recently finished rereading problem sleuth and homestuck. ps is still perfect. acts 1-4 were just as great as i remember i love the time loops and gamey mechanic bullshit and just the sense of wonder. and knowing everything that happens, the foreshadowing and setups and callbacks are way more fun. act 5 meanders a bit but once it gets rolling it's gripping. act 6 is the meandering mess i remember. everything post retcon is still a letdown and sharp dropoff in quality and pacing. spiderbitch is still a massive spiderbitch

oh well there r still genuine emotional moments that got me and it was certainly a nostalgia trip to relive the really high highs and the unique hussie brand humour.
>>31176144
>anon transcends n attains nirvana
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>>31176204
thanks :)
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>see cute guy
>will make him my own
>teleport behind him
>'heh, nothing personell, kid'
>blow him a kiss
>bisexuality flows into him, destroying straightness
>another queer joins the ranks

>>31175265
>>31175900
>>31176204
Hello pai and snacc and eddy what's up with you sexy creatures
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>>31177194
I'm taking my meds :))
when I'm done with ordering my books I'll post photos you'll all be impressed by the sheer quantity before everyone remembers I haven't been able to properly concentrate for 10 years and I probably have brain damage and will never be able to enjoy anything the way I used to :)))

more seriously there's so much work and I don't have any mental fortitude. This would all be so simple for anyone else
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also sidney gish is a nice change of pace for my listening habits
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>>31177325
>This would all be so simple for anyone else
You can rest easy knowing that, no matter how incompetent you are, I am almost certainly worse than you
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>>31177426
I believe you, I used to be much much much worse off. Even if it still sucks it gets better anon, stay confident
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Really wish I wasn't so easily influenced lol. Just talking about tattoos with a friend makes me play with the thought all the time again.
Ah well, if the desire is still present a year from now and my life allows for it, I'll consider it I guess.

In other news, found a new singer on Youtube. Neat.
https://youtu.be/aMyik1YF1Lo
https://youtu.be/Zl3ksoO8Zz4
https://youtu.be/GdTAMbmj9kU
https://youtu.be/1QFQqdM6LpM
https://youtu.be/HoFKT7qoEZY

>>31162846
It was really fun, haven't been in that great of a mood for a while.

How's things going for you?

>>31170535
Poor Juri, no one there to believe in her supremacy.

>>31175417
Ah yes, the love square

>>31175681
Sorry to hear you're having a hard time eddin, wishing you the best, you got this!
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I wish cuddle piles are a thing.
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>>31178600
in this heat? no thank you
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>>31178623
I'll bring ice cream and ice water.
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Been looking into Foxhole a lot, wish it was free to play so I could get a better feel for its vibe

>>31177325
Try to take it one step at a time, you'll get through it with time. We believe in you

>>31178175
I'm doing alright, kind of wishing that things hadn't ended the way they did between me and my ex. That's the way it goes I suppose. I haven't hung out with anyone in person in months, sooner or later it's gonna start to effect me
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>>31173989
For the record, I am against sexual harassment.
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>>31179011
>I haven't hung out with anyone in person in months
Ah that sucks. Can you maybe make some time to do something with friends? Being effectively isolated from people physically speaking for so long sucks.

Good night all
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>>31179011
>I haven't hung out with anyone in person in months
I know that feeling. Feels like no one wants to go out and do things anymore. One time I tried to organize going out for lunch and board games with some kinda-friends I knew and I had to do it two weeks in advance or else they'll all flake. It sucks. Everyone just wants to hang out online. Which is convenient but is feels so empty in the end.
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watched avatar the last airbender movie with friends
God it really is as bad as people say
And gn
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Asking in this gen because you people are reasonable. (also bisexuals are cool and take drugs)
I'm taking 30mg of amphetamine per day to medicate my ADHD and binge eating. I take this 30mg portioned in small hits spread out throughout the day, which keeps my brain from being completely mush and helps immensely with food compulsions. Actually helps with depression, too.
Issue I'm having is that the focus it provides is not all that great - the difference is there, but not all that.

I've been thinking about trying out the same approach with methamphetamine, instead - since just like Adderall, which is prescribed for ADHD, Desoxyn is prescribed for ADHD and obesity.
I wanted to know what difference I can expect between the two. Even just knowing the difference between effects at recreational dosages would give me a good idea.

>inb4 not /lgbt/
im gay
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>>31177194
hello kook i am enjoying the ridiculous heat here (i am not enjoying it)
>>31180921
ummmmmm i don't do drugs drugs bad! idk anon stay safe
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>>31181742
noooo this is only because my country banned ADHD meds
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>>31180921
When i took addy i spread it into the apple sauce. Went from 10mg to 40mg till my eyes felt like I rubbed semen in them and my gut felt like it was having a stroke. Addy made my depression worse in my 20s. Meth isn't worth it and wont help the adhd the way you want, what my parents had me take at one point made my scalp itch like crazy, hyper focus on random shit uncontrollably, and feeling like my heart was going to burst when going to the gym.
Of course everything I have been on is prescribed meds. I stopped taking both and now do sensory deprivation through earpluggs and empty spaces to get work done. Btw addy for handling appetite with crash hard when you start noticing more side effects.
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God I'm pathetic. This whole week I've been trying to hype myself up to go out to a club this weekend, and I just backed out of it. I let my anxiety take over like I'm a child even though I'm a 30 years old. I hate myself and sometimes I wish I was brave enough to just end it before I get really pathetic.
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>>31181849
I mean its just substances. They way they act on your body varies with dosage, frequency and genetics. I respond incredibly well to amphetamine, with no adverse effects. I take an incredibly low dose, the 30mg is not THE one-time dose it is my daily total intake. Each hit must be like 300ug or something of that sort considering I vape it.
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>>31182382
Microdosing amphetamine for adhd is retarded anyways but really don't try methamph its way way harder on the heart and liver. Trust me abusing both has permanent damage to my diseased to fuck liver. I used to respond well the Adderall back in my teens and preteens but by drinking age the damage was done. Even expired Adderall bottles u had through my last years lf college weren't working well. All advers affects with none of the positives, not even the extended sex drive it used to give me.
>I vape it.
Hahaha lmao
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>>31182608
I've read a few studies that concluded that at therapeutic doses methamphetamine has positive effects on neuron health. According to what I've read, toxicity doesn't start until 60mg+ doses.
>Trust me abusing both has permanent damage to my diseased to fuck liver.
But I am not abusing it. I'm more of a psychedelics guy.
>Hahaha lmao
Seemed better than snorting, and you can't smoke amph at least according to what I've been told.
I dissolved 500mg of amph in a 30ml bottle of vape liquid - one tank refill provides me with roughly 33mg stretched over 10+ hours of vaping.
I do call it jet though because it's really funny that it essentially is just that.
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>>31139796
of course it is dumbass you just haven't found anyone interested in that yet
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>>31139796
yeah it is, gays also love. I am a whore however and when my partner asked me out we had a talk about open relationships and found agreement.
Neither of us really see sex as inseparable from love.
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>>31182062
beating yourself up won't make anything better, anon
you're not pathetic, you're just having a hard time and it's not such a big deal
plus, if this is pushing you to such heights of anguish, is clubbing what you really want ?
even if it is, there's many weekends to come still
I also find, as someone who's very socially anxious, that hyping myself up for an activity all week seems to just increase stress and make it more likely that I'll back out or freak out
last time I went to a club it was completely out of the blue cause a friend proposed it on the spot and it actually went great cause I was vibing already
maybe try and do something with "lower stakes" (at least for you, emotionally) and let it happen organically
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>>31185003
oh no chiang what happened with the gf
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>missed my shot at starting a family
>missed my shot at having a career
>missed my shot at life in general
I don't want to be bisexual eat hot chip and lie. What exactly is the point of staying alive?
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>>31186115
Family units the way they are now are a relatively modern invention. A "career" isn't a life - you can go do shit you like anytime you want.
Go take molly and finger someone.
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>>31186151
>Family units the way they are now are a relatively modern invention
It doesn't matter. Having children and caring for a family has always been an essential part of the human experience. There is no happiness outside of family life. Anyone who says otherwise is coping.
>A "career" isn't a life
No, but it is an important source of meaning. It can give you a sense of being useful to the community at large, even if you don't have a family. And if you do have a family, you need a career to provide. Without a career, you're useless.
>Go take molly and finger someone.
I tried mindless hedonism, and it made me miserable.
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>>31186115
>starting a family
>having a career
>life
only one of these has a tenuous relation to being bi, eating hot chip and lie
reject tradition, embrace life
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>>31186687
There is no happiness outside of family life. You're coping.
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>>31186310
>>31186725
between the neotrad art and the things you are saying, you strike me as someone with a very fixed view of the ideal life. feel free to correct me if i'm wrong.

if you were to ask me, i don't think having a wife and kids and a career is all there is to happiness, meaning, fulfilment. plenty of people have it and are unhappy and lost. plenty of people don't have it but are happy and fulfilled. there are other ways to find community and purpose. a classic case are those who devote them to religion. monks, nuns, etc. they are satisfied and fulfilled without any of these things.

or maybe you might say they are just coping. everyone who disagrees with you is coping anw.

in which case, go ahead and be miserable and judgemental and narrow-minded. you made the decisions you did, you chose the ideologies you follow
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>>31186741
>plenty of people have it and are unhappy and lost.
These people are just ungrateful. If you're in a position where you have a loving family and a good career and you're still miserable, the problem is your perspective.
>plenty of people don't have it but are happy and fulfilled.
That's what they say, I'm sure.
>monks, nuns, etc. they are satisfied and fulfilled without any of these things.
It's not comparable. Of course, if you have a strong connection with God, happiness is a different story. But most people don't have that. In fact, it's unattainable for most people. Everyone can know God to some degree, but a connection like that is the exception. Most people would be miserable in monastic life.
>in which case, go ahead and be miserable and judgemental and narrow-minded. you made the decisions you did, you chose the ideologies you follow
You have judged me to be judgemental, but I don't think I am. I respect other people's choices. I just believe that any choice that doesn't emphasize family will make you miserable. But it's a free country.
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>>31186857
I like to think one day in like 2050 people will post the smiling families from nintendo wii adverts with RETVRN 2 TRADITION written on them
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>>31186857
>Most people would be miserable in monastic life.
yep. it's definitely not for most people.

the way i see it, you identified two key needs for a good life - meaningful relationships and a purpose. which for you is family and career. what i'm trying to illustrate with the monastic example is that these things can be achieved through other ways - eg the brotherhood of monks and the religious devotion.

and ofc this isn't for everyone. but similarly, your ideal life isn't for everyone also! for example, some people find happiness through volunteering in their communities - deepening ties with those around them and doing good.

different strokes for different folks is my point. and i think it is quite presumptuous to say that other people cannot find happiness by pursuing things you aren't. if you would be miserable in their life, that doesn't mean they are. like. you're literally judging them by saying "oh they are coping, they are not truly happy" which is denigrating their chosen way of life.

i don't particularly care about challenging your chosen vision of an ideal life it sounds great i'm jsut saying there are other ways yanno?
>>31186918
unironically aren't ppl starting to do that with the 00s ads
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>>31186918
If that were even an option, anon. Families are almost always portraited as miserable in postmodern media, which is one of the main reasons why people have lost faith in them.
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>>31186963
>you're literally judging them by saying "oh they are coping, they are not truly happy" which is denigrating their chosen way of life.
If they were truly content with their choices, me saying that would hardly matter. Unless there is some deep-seated insecurity that gets triggered when someone questions their happiness, which I assume is the case with most people who do not have a family.
>your ideal life isn't for everyone also
That's true, there a probably some exceptions that prove the rule. I still think that the majority of people would be happier in family life, and I believe that postmodern society has lost its way because it's actively steering people away from that.
>i don't particularly care about challenging your chosen vision of an ideal life it sounds great i'm jsut saying there are other ways yanno?
And that's fair. It just seems like most people these days think of themselves as being in the small subset of people that would be happier outside of family life, and I believe that's nonsense.
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>>31187068
>If they were truly content with their choices, me saying that would hardly matter. Unless there is some deep-seated insecurity that gets triggered when someone questions their happiness, which I assume is the case with most people who do not have a family.
it doesn't trigger people, it's just rude and shows you to be close-minded
worry about your own ass, you no-children no-partner faggot
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>>31187068
>me saying that would hardly matter
ya but it is judgemental and preachy lol
>postmodern society has lost its way because it's actively steering people away from that.
mmhmm and how do you define postmodernism and how that links to this?
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>>31187118
Well you do sound a little triggered, but who am I to judge hehe
>>31187142
>mmhmm and how do you define postmodernism and how that links to this?
I'd define it as the era from the late 20th century until today. Shows like the Simpsons, Daria, and especially newer shows like Bojack Horseman for example always portrait families as dysfunctional, abusive and generally in a negative light. At least in the modern period, people were aspiring towards having a healthy family, even if most of them could never quite reach that. Postmodern television in particular has both made postmodern families worse, and has also dashed young people's faith in them.
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Morning
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>>31187226
so what are the fundamental postmodern principles/ideas? and is media is entirely to blame for the degradation of familial values?
>>31187359
hiya
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>>31187531
sup pai how goes it
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>>31187226
>and has also dashed young people's faith in them.
I'd argue the main thing that did that is them realizing how fucked their own families are.
At least in my case Covid has unveiled tons of shit about the structure of my family and the people in it, most of it absolutely awful.
Does that mean I think family as a concept is doomed? No of course not, it just showed me the common shortcomings they fall into.
Would I be able to build a somewhat functional family? I don't know, probably not as it stands, but after getting therapy and unfucking my upbringing maybe.

>>31187359
Morning Wu, how you doing?
I've been reorganizing my phone backgrounds and wow, kinda forgot how many there are now. Gonna take me a while to set everything up again.
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>>31187643
im chillin and playin tf2
>>31187677
oh yes i saw this artwork too the artist rly is giving the lesbians what they want
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>>31187677
doin good, taking it ez today and jus chillin wby
>>31187740
noice
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>>31187142
>>31187677
All this anon wanted was to be listened to.
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>>31186725
Take care of your community, not your tiny outcrop of what it is, dumbass. That's the shit I was insinuating. You're actively sucking up the dogmatic filth your handlers are feeding you. There used to be a time where your immediate relatives would be a part of a larger whole. The most important part, yes, but there would not be this PIT of alienation between your friends and your family. It takes a village to raise a child.
I do not reject family. I reject the notion the "Nuclear Family"(tm) [LIMITED EDITION GET NOW] that only became normal once we stopped fucking talking to each other is all that word means.

You fucking faggots are trying to act so dignified with your 1950s nostalgia porn, but if you would sit down and actually study history and sociology you would understand that TRADITION that you're trying to talk about in reality is all about being connected to those around you, helping each other out and keeping each other afloat. 1950s funny pictures you keep posting are especially great with this - 1950s was the time people broke apart and moved into dead fucking suburbs where they remained isolated, boxed in and compartmentalized. 1950s were literally the time the hell you currently live in started crystallizing. Stop crying about MUH EVROPA and start being mad at the cunts that put this filth into your head. You're being had.

>>31187068
>Unless there is some deep-seated insecurity that gets triggered when someone questions their happiness
The reason you're so infuriating is just how oblivious you are to the fact that the propaganda department at GOP is pumping a load after load of brain-scrambling feel-good poison into your brain. None of the things you're talking about are real. They never existed in the form you're envisioning.
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>>31187850
Maybe he should sit down and try to figure out exactly why he's trying to talk to godless sodomites on a perverted board. You know, maybe since he loves God so much he would know that the Old Testament still applies in its entirety, except for animal sacrifice, as the blood of Christ washed away the original sin.
Word of God, by the way, states that fags are to be killed.
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>>31187953
Mm. Yeah I'm listening to you too.
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>>31187740
Great artwork, really love those girls.

>>31187841
Starting to study again now, but I'm gonna manage.

>>31187850
Not like I stop him from doing that, rather giving my own view on things.

Anyway, off to study now, see you maybe later.
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>>31188069
naruhodo and good luck! ^^
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Vienna needs to be scorched and rebuilt
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>>31188372
why
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>>31188069
BY OPENING, YOUR MOUTH, YOU ARE CLOSING, YOUR EARS
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why are there so many tripfags in /bigen/?
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>>31189090
Because it's a glorified discord server
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I'm horny
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>>31189282
hi horny im dad
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>>31189291
Hi dad, I'm horny
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>>31189291
that's not funny
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>>31173943
no
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>>31149404
noo don't do it you're so pretty haha
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>>31182062
not everyone is made for going to clubs or partying, anon. there's nothing wrong if you don't feel like it, don't force yourself
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>>31187359
good morning
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>>31188372
do you play chess and lost to the vienna game opening?
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bigen is so dead this afternoon
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somebody please pay attention to meeeeeeeeeee
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>>31189727
omg it's anon wow
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>>31189735
yeah i know
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New Fushoku Doujin dropped, hell yeah.
Well, a month ago lol.
>451813

>>31188133
Thx

>>31188372
Hey Oats, reasonable opinion you have there.

>>31188485
I don't think that's really applicable on an online forum.
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>>31130359
in 40 minutes i can start drinking
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah baby
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>>31185775
Broke up with her two months ago cuz she’s actually insane (has diagnosed BPD) I stayed and tried to help her so much during our relationship but there was only so much I could do. I love her and enjoyed our time together but looking back being with her made me worse, she made me feel terrible a lot of the time and would have a mental breakdown daily, and got upset over completely normal things. I tried to end things on good terms but she’s been acting a bit insane since the breakup (cuz of the bpd)

Lesson learned, never fall in love with a bitch with bpd
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>>31190150
hello we're your friends crushing loneliness and sexual frustration. did you miss us uwu
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>>31189727
hello anon and welcome to "the clover" where we put the spotlight on you, the anon! how goes it this afternoon
>>31189786
whoa thats sex
>>31189888
les go
>>31190150
im very sorry to hear that chiang, and im sure you did all that you could during the relationship to make it work, hope you get thru this as soon as possible
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>>31190150
that's rough :/ at least you're out of a shitty relationship. you'll find love eventually
>>31190215
shamelessly going for the rebound aren't u
>>31189888
happy birthday anon! make sure to have a bottle of water easily available for when you wake up
>>31190223
watch out peppino that pizza's too hot you'll burn your tongue
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>>31190338
>happy birthday anon!
wat
lmao
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>>31190384
i thought you meant you were turning legal at midnight. guess i was wrong :/
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>>31190338
>>31190223
>>31190215
Thanks guys, it’s ok I’m already over the harder part of break up now I just gotta give it time and finally delete all her pics
>>31190215
Yeah I did, what’s everyone been up to? Give me a tldr of your lives anon
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>>31190415
nah ive been legal for years lol
i just have a fixed rule for only drinking after 6pm
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need a rival with which i can share a sport like but intense rivalry with
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zE-uUSGoaM
>>31190338
italians tongues are heatproof
>>31190425
woa boobers
found a new job, left it, now chillin :>
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>>31190456
right. it's only midnight where i am. timezones. oh well happy drinking anon
>>31190425
i finished army and i'll be starting uni in august
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>>31190568
>>31190568
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