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Spooky edition

I saw a ghost just now, so I'm interested in more ghost (or other creepy) stories from you idiots. Make it good.

>>23275675

>https://pastebin.com/SEDh0A6x
>Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/ftmg
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>>23302120
>I saw a ghost just now
?
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>>23302120
what kind of shit gen is that terje
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>>23302173

>sitting on ledge on bridge next to union freedman slave memorial in my town
>minding business, smoking cig as usual at 1am
>glance to the left and see black man staggering across the bridge about 20-25 feet away from me grunting and moaning
>he's wearing some kinda dark trench coat and knee-length boots
>assume he's some innocent bum and look away for a split second
>look back in his direction and he's completely vanished
>there's absolutely no where he could have gone, fallen, or hidden on the bridge
>jump up and look for him, he's completely gone
>get humongous chill up my spine, run home
>look up union soldier uniforms, it looks exactly like what he was wearing
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>>23302120
>person I like an unfathomable amount has brought up cheese pizza (as in pizza, not porn) in very weird contexts a few times
>4chan has ruined me to such a degree that I'm having a fucking existential crisis over what was some jokes about someone's favorite style of pizza
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>>23302251
Spooky. I don't suppose there are any historical reenactments going on at 1am he could have been on his way to. Wonder if you'd see him again if you went back.
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to whoever is the motherfucker who talked about wanting to be fucked by his father in the other thread: kys shame on you. I've never wanted that shit before and now I've officially orgasmed to it. it was a repressed fantasy until now and I'm feeling terribly guilty
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Reposting from the last thread cause it's officially dead I guess: Would any repressors here join an all-female band that focused mainly on hating women
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>>23302370
>he prefer to be fucked by his dad instead of impregnating his lovely mother
Poonah moment
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>>23302452
1. I'm not pussysexual
2. even if I was my mom is a cringe specimen of Karens fastfoodiensis (all karens are aap btw, and aap is genetic)
3. getting fucked by your dad once you come out as a pooner is like getting defeated by your sensei in your first karate class
4. the love between a dad and a son is greater than the love between a femoid and anyone
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>>23302507
>all karens are aap
Okay I really want to hear your theory on this now
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>>23302353
I rechecked and I extremely misunderstood a joke about working in a restaurant and hating all restaurant work but then ordering a pizza fromm a restaurant. I feel like I reverse got shot in the chest right now or removed a giant peg of wood stabbing me
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>>23302507
Meds immediately. Don't fuck your father. Don't try to fuck your father. Don't tease your father. If anything happens, that will be a scar for life. You are, presumably, a 20yo. DON'T DO THAT.
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>>23302507
>I'm not pussysexual
So you aren't male
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>>23302370
woman moment...
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>>23302251
>next to union freedman slave memorial in my town
Thought you were Norwegian. But I guess I thought you were also pregnant 5 times or whatever

>>23302382
What do you hope to accomplish with that
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>>23302568
it's the 21st century anon, we have gays again
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>>23302589
Anon is not a gay male. She is a hypersexual breeder woman who wants to get fucked in the (presumably) vagina by her father. Electroshock therapy will be needed to reform this poor female-sexuality afflicted pooner.
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>>23302589
I don't care how absolutely stupid it sounds when it's said out loud, I legitimately believe a significant level of attraction to and/or arousal caused by vaginas (paired with limited-to-no attraction to or arousal caused by penises) is a make-or-break signifier of whether you're a transgender men (or "trutrans", or "male-brained", whatever term you prefer.) All transgender men are, whether they like it or not, attracted to vaginas. If you get it, you get it, but if you don't I can't explain it, much like how I can't explain why only vaginas are attractive to a person who only finds penises attractive, or why I can't explain why apples taste good to a person who only eats oranges. The same doesn't apply to cisgender men for the same reasons that a cisgender man and a transgender man are different things. Vaginas = object and subject on which to project sexual desire, penises = neutral human body part, it simply is the way it is and I have no intent on further clarifying
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>>23302631
Fucking a woman as a transgender guy is gay because it shows that you are still attracted to femininity. Peak femalebrained. There is nothing more masculine than breaking down a cis man by topping him with a strap.
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>>23302624
>it must be in the vagoo!

I mean I'm not FtM (just adjacent enough so I'm here), but that reads like assuming trans women love to use their dicks, as absorbed from watching too much shemale porn. What if anon wanted to be assfucked by his dad? I mean sure you'd call that fembrained too, but no need to add weird shit to make your position easier to defend.
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>>23302673
>you are still attracted to femininity
Yes. All normal, well-adjusted men are, cis or trans
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>>23302698
Isnt agp the "default female sexuality" because that one study found that women are most attached to femininity, even moreso than men? I dislike that study because I don't think it defined agp in the way people here now use the term, but still.

Also m4m gays exist. Even for butch4butch, that's much rarer and usually still more feminine.
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>>23302688
>What if anon wanted to be assfucked by his dad?
Well then she would be deluding herself into thinking that taking it up her asshole is somehow shielding her from fulfilling a feminine sexual role (it isn't).
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AAPs are men. HSTS are not
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>>23302631
yeah, I'm sorry but this does actually sound absolutely stupid
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I don’t care if I’m truly a man or not. All I know is I want to look like a biological male and exist in society as an assumed male. If liking women makes me a woman for being attracted to femininity or if liking men makes me a woman then so be it. There is no real measurable difference between being a man born in a female body and being a woman that wants to be a man. Life becomes more liberating when you realize this
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>>23302805
Who detranses more, HSTS, AAP, or AHE
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>>23302631
explain ftm4ftm then, einstein.
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>>23302878
The stereotype here is that AHE detranses the most, followed by AAP, and then HSTS.

But hilariously, the terf rhetoric goes that HSTS detranses the most.

I demand a scientific study to be conducted on this and solve the question once and for all tbhon. Especially because, if HSTS detrans more, it might just be that their detranning happens more quietly than AHE/AAP. The minority detransitioners who are extremely vocal, decide the wider perceptions of the detrans image.

On the other hand, if you have ever read r/detrans narratives, almost all the stories fit HSTS. I think this is why TERFs think HSTS detran the most. No one wants to be in a terf space and say they transitioned due to yaoi fucking their minds too much. To TERFs, gender nonconforming tomboys and lesbians get eaten by the shadow people of the tranny cult.

But here, people are very annoyed by tiktok fujoshi-to-theyfab pipeliners acting like FtFemboy, so the answer to "who detrans the most" is different. To this board, lingering feminine behaviours and expressions as seen in AHE (or homosexual inclinations like AAP, which are also considered culturally feminine anyway) mark you as faketrans and liable to detran by tomorrow.

To complicate things further, there are studies showing that actually MtF detran more than FtM. I guess they are just much quieter.

So my answer is I got no fucking idea, but consider how hard that is to answer.
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>>23302931
most theyfabs don't hormones though so they don't detransition in the way that anyone cares about detranisitioning
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I am a man.
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>>23302944
True. I once saw that described as "most of them won't take T, yet they seem fairly eager to lop their tits off" and that always stuck out in my mind, kek.
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>>23302120
>saw a ghost just now
elaborate

also wow this is a shit thread terj where the hell is the qott

>be me
>roughly 16
>smoking weed under a bridge with friend
>dark as shit
>suddenly see the shape of something humanoid scuttle up the other side of the bottom of the bridge
>haul ass to gtfo, not sticking around to find out what crawled up the side to the sitting ledge on the other end of the bridge

that's the best i've got. never gotten an explanation for wtf was under that bridge. it really did look like a human on all fours, and this is before my vision went to total shit so i could still rely fairly well on what i saw.

>inb4 why are you still up at 4 am

couldn't sleep
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>>23302972
yes but I haven't noticed much theyfab regret in that area. honestly think more cis girls wanna rock breastless than willing to admit is the real secret.
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>>23302931
Most people who detrans do it because their environments are unsupportive. https://www.liebertpub.com/doi/10.1089/lgbt.2020.0437
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>>23302999
that study doesn't include people who no longer are part of the lgbt. but don't get me wrong. no sympathy for people who have a tit amputation and hate it afterwards just like nobody gives a shit if people hate their brazilian butt lift.
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>>23302998
I'm some super rare reverse-theyfab, somehow I have bottom dysphoria, but not as much top dysphoria as long as I'm clothed because naturally tiny titties. Even when I'm naked, the tits look kinda neat even though my brain can't register them as "my" tits, since it keeps rebelling by returning an internal image of a guy. But it's still hot. Whereas a vag just looks nasty tbhon, and I could never use it for anything.
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>>23303048
genuinely interesting. i consider myself lucky that i don't have face or height dysphoria so i can do andromode if i grit my teeth. been trying to diy but it's honestly too expensive. need that money to safe for top. hope this nonbinary thing makes "alternate transition routes" easier.
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>>23303048
tbdesu i'm almost the exact same way. i have b-cups and they just look like regular fat guy moobs so i don't have much if any dysphoria about 'em. lack of dick though, is another story.
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Faildaughter should not transition, she's a fembrained pooner and her face is doomed. Especially if she's under 5'7. Pooners under that height can only make it if they have super andro faces. Faildaughter looks like she's literally destined to be a redfaced lil ayden pewner and look like something like this
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>>23303105
you should start working out. fat lazy pooners are not based
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>>23303507
if she was a cishon with good genes I'd probably tell her to go for it despite how fembrained she acts but since she's got gigapooner genes I think she's only in for disappointment and eternal poonerism (same with biden)
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>>23303497
What I don't understand is that pooner faces barely change on T if at all. So what is it that lands them in the aforementioned uncanny valley? A shitty haircut? Top surgery aside, if you put a wig on the "after", would he look almost the same as before? Or is it a very subtle facial change on T that is instinctively recognised as weird, yet hard to consciously pick out?
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>>23303529
some people look like they actually do change facially but idk if that's just poonerscience or from other factors like working out. I feel like you at least need something with potential to see any good results
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>>23303541
(cont) oh yeah roids actually change cis men's faces they really should do something to poonfaces. if you literally refuse to work out while being fucking prescribed legal steroids then you're a woman
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>>23303541
I was only wondering as my mind entertained the question "if their faces remain too fertilepilled, can't they just bind chest instead of cutting off their tits, and tomboymaxx to look like a cute tomboy despite not passing"? I mean of course then there's no point to pooning out, you can just be a cute tomboy without any T, I'm talking about when they've already done that but start to realize. Yet they almost all turn ugly instead, irrespective of looking like a girl or a boy, and I can't put my finger on why.
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>>23303511
>should start working out
not going to happen for several reasons. the closest ill be getting is physio exercises for my pain.

>fat lazy pooners are not based
never once did i claim to be based my friend. also i unironically sort of enjoy being a jolly fat guy. it just feels right for whatever reason.
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>>23303563
it's probably the acne, oily face, refusal to look after themselves because it's not "le manly", refusal to put any actual effort into their appearance because "muh vitamin T does all the work~", the shitty pubestaches. Also T can cause bloating in the face in the first year from water retention. It's almost to see embarrassing the amount of work mtfs put into passing while most pooners will do the absolute bare minimum and still get away with it because normies see facial hair and think man
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>>23303598
holy shit its ed sheeran
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>>23303598
passes as ed sheeran
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>>23303598
Another victim of grooming
I blame feminism for filling girls heads with lies
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>>23303625
post tits?
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Anyone else never sure which way the transition was going in these pictures?

>>23303631
No thanks
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>>23303598
Do you feel like biden is a good example of good maintanence then? It feels like he's actually done what he can facially, re: skin and hair and finally shaving off the pubestache. He looks to me like a "still sometimes doesnt pass, but at least unpassing in a pretty-looking dyke" way, like how some women might look by simply cutting their hair. Hell, he looks close to when he wasn't on T and simply cut his hair. A mirror version of a twinkhon I suppose. But I'm curious as to your thoughts.

Cant picrel bc im too lazy to save pics of tripfags, but someone can help. I hated the mascara stache but there are pics without it.
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>>23303563
>tomboy
>cute
gtfo cissoid
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>>23303672
I'm a repper but I'm basically asking for thoughts on the ftm version of the mtf "if you cannot pass well, then boymode and present as an elfish guy who at least looks hot, rather than to look like a hon". Tomboy girlmode for FtMs I suppose.
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>>23303663
Not particularly. I don't think biden really cares about passing and definitely comes across as an impressionable kid who just does shit for internet points. I think she's bound to eternal poonerism too and doesn't care to improve herself or even try to act like a man and won't stop doing degenerate shit like hooking up with married men and shit and then posting all this shit on her like mid-creampie selfies. And she's clearly been whoring herself out online for a long time.
It's just embarrassing and corny to me.
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>>23303725
I never followed triplore that closely honestly, but even if a pooner cares about passing, isn't it down to training the body? Your face is entirely luck of genetics and will not change, it seems. The efforts to make the face pass like pubestache, ironically just make the face uglier. I guess I was asking about whether some minute changes happen to the face that my eyes can't pick out which makes them uglier, or it's just all that pubestache and acne and black ear gauge and and theyfab haircut schtick that's very distracting.
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>>23303696
Take your shots, Ayden
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>>23303554
>>23303541
>>23303554
How to get good face on roids.
>good HRT
>quality diet
>eat more = muscle bigger
>eat less = burning fat
It's all in the soft tissue changes.
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As depressing as working with cancer kids is, the food here is fucking delcious
What are y'all doing?
>>23303696
Take your gel Brayden
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>>23303985
Of course the underlying structure is somewhat important. But this lil pooner looks chizzeled.
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>>23303993
Jesus, that's the same person?
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>>23303985
>good HRT
What does this mean, shots instead of gel? (Im allergic to shots, rip)

>eat more = muscle bigger, eat less = burning fat
Do you believe that a skinnyfat beginner can do "lean body recomp" or is it a meme? I guess that question is more fit for /fit/ but still

Also, there's no such thing as face/jaw exercises, are they? So you just train your body muscles but that will somehow change your face as well?
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>>23303985
Fuck he's hot
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What's your MBTI, lads?

Mine is INFP. I'm ngmi.
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>>23303993
LIL POONER... YOU GOT THERE.
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>>23304008
i think it's good to start on gel then move on to shots at around 4-6 months for voicemaxxing. my voice has already got way deeper just from 5 months on gel
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>>23304179
>mbti changed from infp to intp on all the tests after I started T

Is this what making it means
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>>23304228
You got malebrained
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>>23302120
you pooners are so cute. little poonies
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i need repression tips
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>>23304254
little poon bro
you got this. you will be a manly man.
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>>23304259
wwwwaaaaaaaaaahhhhffbgbnjgbk
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>>23304300
little poonie dont cry *hugs you*
ill be there to support you all the way to the end my poon bro
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>>23304307
thank you anon love you anon
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>>23304311
can I kiss you?
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>>23304322
yes
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>>23304352
*kisses you* i lost my virginity to you today little pooner.
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ayden is a mtf poonermoder
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>>23303541
amazing pic my dood, bro. yoink!
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>>23302120
one time a ghost sucked my clit and i was screaming like ahhhhh
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>>23304254
take your shots aiden
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Travis Bickle AAP bitches lemme hear ya make some noise!
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>>23304722
Jealous
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Met Joe Biden in my dream.
>>23303663
Yeah man I do what I can. Just been trying to find a good haircut and be cognizant of my skin, if not completely on top of it. Also I try to dress normally and in the most booby concealing way, including hunch. I put too much effort into how I walk and stand.
I already passed to a peer once long-term until I ‘came out’ thinking it was already obvious to him. I’ll be fine once my voice gets lower (which it already has somewhat) and my face masculinises, past the puffy phase.
Been planning on picking up some minoxidil so I can jump start facial hair. (Which I do regularly shave, because now it gets to the point of visible untidiness earlier)
>>23303725
>4chan is real life
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Fucking what
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>>23305060
This has to be a mistype
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Mascara mustache lives
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>>23305336
His eyes got bigger on T
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>>23305356
You’re a freak
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>>23305388
It's true, just look at the pics
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Absolutely atrocious bind day. Day = ruined
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>>23305527
This is the last straw
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>>23305573
Oof
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>>23303497
>thinking I'll socially transition in the first place
>thinking I won't get fms the second I can
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>>23305624
Honestly, my face will never look good without FMS either, and it astounds me why there seems to be no mention of ftm socially untransitioned girlmode/tomboymode/butchdykemode/enbymode/"simply roll with whatever people call you first"mode. I feel like I'm somehow following the MtF narrative of "hrt > facial surgery > socially transition > other surgeries" and it doesn't exist among pooners.
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>>23305573
Well I put on two binders now and a hoodie and it’s just barely alright. Just seems like I have very dense boobs. Fuck this shit
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>>23305660
Do you not care about your health? Why would you wear 2 binders at once
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>>23305660
>average anglo struggle to bind chest
It's karmic balance for getting to have generally more-cishon faces
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>>23305676
>Why would you wear 2 binders at once
Because my boobs are too big
>>23305677
>generally more-cishon
Bro I fucking wish
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>>23305657
I don't really know it is, maybe something to do with testosterone being perceived as stronger and ftm transition being seen as easier as a whole, but the view among the trans community as a whole seems to be that ftms will just magically start passing after a few months of hrt and as such don't really have to worry about putting any actual effort into their transition. As for butchdykemoding, hrt butch lesbians exist but they seem to be mostly concentrated in TERF spaces and only girlmode for ideological reasons instead of personal.
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>>23305718
Whatever this is as good as it’s going to get.
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>>23304228
fellow intp here, don't know if it's right because I'm mentally retarded
(sidenote: lolcowtards called this pooner meme misogynistic because it said "tuna melt queef". fucking brilliant shit)
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>>23304974
the fuck you mean "4chan is real life"? you clearly do actually fuck married men twice your age in real life and then get them in trouble and the fact you think being a hedonistic hpd homewrecker slut and ruining men's lives on purpose is something boast-worthy is vile and proof you have no understanding of the men that you claim to align yourself with
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Hey guys, is there a ftm equivalent of a mtf "femboy" who is using that as a stepping stone while they're getting used to the idea of transing?
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>>23305885
rofl i i love hearing about lolcows take on the pooner, theyre such obvious repressors to get mad at it like little girls kek
i'm sure most of them are like 5'0 with huge tits and fat, like they would 100% look like one of the pooners if they trooned and they know it
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>>23305914
I already said it was a larp. Guy in pic is my cousin
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>>23305927
stone butch/bulldyke/"butch on T" etc most of them have disapeared from lesbian culture over the last 2 decades because they all trooned out
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>>23305885
>lolcowtards called this pooner meme misogynistic
Holy shit lmao
Surprised they didn't get offended over Menopass as well. Maybe they didn't get the menopause joke and thought it was just a hon?
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>>23305927
Not really, hrt butches exist but other than that it's pretty much just me anda few other pooners on this site
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>>23305931
it's also funny as fuck how they will spend all day on a website dedicated to shitting on women they deem cringe/ugly/insane and probably get off to it but the minute someone (even a woman) makes a pussy joke they lose their shit and they get all high and mighty and start spouting radical feminist shit. make it make sense.
>>23305952
it's not a menopause joke, it's me no pass - based on probopass.
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>>23305927
It's far less common, possibly because a. Voice drop on T is hard to hide for many, and comes in a matter of months, b. It seems that sometimes, boymoding and hrt-femboying are shaped by certain increased social pressures (faced by AMABs) around passing and around presenting in certain clothes in public.

That being said, I have heard of some enbies and some butch lesbians (including the concept of butch lesbians on T) using the aforementioned labels before they were comfortable IDing as (and/or coming out socially as) FtM
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>>23305957
you aren't an hrt tomboy if you aren't taking T. nomi isn't talking about just casual AAP "repressors" or whatever you call yourself
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>>23305885
LITTLE POONIE LOOKS SOOOOOOOO CUTE

LOOK AT THAT POONER
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>>23305952
isnt it a hon? it looks like Toob (or the schyzo renditions of Toob)
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>>23305983
>a pussy joke
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>>23305940
Ngl I'd believe it was a larp, solely based on the fact you tried to troll people with a reversed transition timeline once. Would have worked as pretty hilarious mtf suifuel, if you werent a former tripfag.
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>>23305931
>if they trooned
Lesbian TERFs look indistinguishable from pooners already. No trooning needed.
Cishon TERFs also seethe when someone dunks on hons based shit like height or jaw size.
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>>23305984
queefcafe on tiktok is a butch lesbian ftm who takes T. people like that call themselves cuspers sometimes. he is also a terf
>>23306005
yeah it's toob
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>>23305984
since you seem to have knowledge on this can you estimate how long you can microdose T (0.1mL) before your voice drops? assuming the voice drops pretty quickly for my worst case scenario
t. enby that wants to keep being able to use high vocals in my music but wants all the other effects of T even if to a limited degree
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>>23305997
I'M GONNA TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB
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>>23305993
Repping is still superior to being a "socially transitioned" trender though. Trenders get called faketrans, but apparently you can't even rep these days without people air-quoting that too.

t. Just a random anon who then cracked further and secretly went on T
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>>23306053
0.1mL weekly*
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I thought this friend of the Toob was an extremely blessed poonman and was hopefuel but nope just a guy who calls himself they/them and that makes him trans. literally poonerfishing. fuck off
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>>23306041
But he's literally fetishizing transness in his post?
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/ftmg/ meetup place?
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>>23306065

Well i mean, are you talking about people who identify as repressor? Because like, of course those people would be categorically seen as laughingstock because cis people don't repress, cis people just get on with their lives and don't bother thinking about this tranny crap. So anybody who is "repressing" is categorically not cis and just stalling.
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>>23306131
It's a bit. most of his videos satire on modern soft kweer culture
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>>23306041
>he is also a terf
what she gonna do when her buddy ban her testosterone and mamec exactly? i swear theire the most retarded niggas, if they hate mtfs just be a grown person and come here shitposting
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>>23306163
Looking into it, I don't think he's a terf anymore I think that was just a repressor cope
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>>23305940
No it wasn't. I'd believe you got railed by your own cousin before I believe you didn't fuck those waiters. Why should I believe a histrionic girl that posts her tits all over the internet wouldn't hook up with a married man? It's really not that unexpected
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>>23306053
It's honestly far too variable, see picrel for the sheer differences between the research participants who were on a standard dose of T. But yes ayydendosing is supported to help anedoctally with a slower drop. Mathematically, you seem to be on ~1/3rd the dose, which means theoretically 9 months to experience significant changes. Somehow, enbies informally report 3 months to 3 years for significant aydendosed voice drops though. Probs due to the variances in androgen sensitivity across people + ayydendosing is really understudied atm.

Sometimes it can't be helped, once when your voice drop happens, then you will have the chance to learn how to use your new voice, and even how to move the air in your mouth area differently in adapting to the new voice. You can't relearn/practice singing for a voice that hasn't yet happened, the relearning comes after. Just ayydendosing to hope for a slower later drop is your best bet yes, but it is hard to give specifics.
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>>23304008
>Good HRT
>What does this mean, shots instead of gel?
No, it means don't get screwed. If you have issues with your transition/progress a while into HRT and the blood work is just your doctor checking total serum testosterone (expected average) against a set of averages, run and get a doctor capable of abstract thought.

Gel keeps your levels very stable, mimics daily fluctuations best. Injections always cycle you trough abnormal high and low T and stabilize over time by building up a reserve.
>(Im allergic to shots, rip)
Peanuts? There are injectables using a multitude of oils (peanut, sesame, mct, castor, etc.
>lean recomp
It's a meme, unless your Testosterone response is very good or you deliberately push for the abnormal high levels. But it's very easy to do you just need to raise T. I had excellent lean recomp at 80-120mg weekly Enanthate injections. I'd recommend anyone to try high T before getting memed into plastic surgery. I don't get why people, laymen as well as professionals, get so brainwormed over temporarily pushing the limits to get quicker results.

>>23304204
I think what you perceive as voicemaxxing or quicker changes from switching from gel to injections is just a side effect of raising T (raising the peaks). You can raise T with gel as well. It's probably just easier to switch to injections, because all the legit gel products are very moderately dosed and require you to apply multiple grams worth of product.
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>>23306064
TOOBEY LIKEY
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>>23306230
Interesting, thanks so much for the comprehensive advice. I'm not yet due for my first blood test, but when I get the results, I will see. What should it precisely messure then, by the way? There is only one endo willing to do this in the whole country, so if he turns out to be lazy, I will have to be proactive.

>try high T
Thanks, I will see what he has to say, although I still feel restricted since he comes across as fixed-minded and again, no other (legal) option where I am currently living. In case I don't manage to get T into "abnormally high levels", either a. I find a way to weasel in some extra T from elsewhere while lean recomping, or b. Would you instead recommend following conventional bulk-cut cycle for those on "standard" dosage?
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>>23306331
around or just under 300 up to 1k ng/dl is normal cis male levels. don't be like me and let your levels be ~120 for a year and fuck up your progress.
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which celebrity should play Little Pooner in Dood Wheres My Binder?
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>>23306223
thanks anon
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>>23304008
>Also, there's no such thing as face/jaw exercises, are they? So you just train your body muscles but that will somehow change your face as well?
Yes. Exercise is good but diet is key here.
>Estrogen = preference of your body to build subq. fat deposits
>Testosterone = preference of your body to build muscle

Diet is fueling this process and these effects are not fully localized but happen all over your body. That's why the face is affected despite not selectively training for it.
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>>23306041
I hate butch cuspers so much man, you were blessed enough to be incorrigibly masculine, malebrained, straight, and almost passing pre-t and you still want to repress because some middle-aged femcel told you it's bad to be a tranny? What a joke
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>>23306632
generally it's born out of very high insecurity at the thought of being a dickless man and actually having to live as a man (aka a disposable, even if theres advantages to that), so they just take their T and stay in their tiny lesbian cult as a cope
Also, the average masculine is not even more masculine than the average beta man, so their uniqueness as butch women would completely vanishes if they really commit to manhood
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>>23306683
*the average masculine woman
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>>23306683
>their uniqueness as butch women would completely vanishes if they really commit to manhood
This. Butch woman to dickless beta is an objective downgrade in every way besides lessened dysphoria. The amount of pussy you get shrinks to nothingness, and the only community that thinks someone like you is both cool and sexually desirable (lesbians) now largely rejects you.
t. Did the butch cope for years. If my wife wasn't so supportive of trannies it's possible that I'd never pooned out. (Or would've pooned out at 50.)
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>>23306713
ayden can you post your imgur here please someone wants it
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>>23306683
I get it, and I'd probably hate it if I was actually in that weird cusp like they are, but god it's infuriating to see someone who has everything you could ever want and then just not do anything with it, yet somehow still be a better man than you'll ever be without really even committing to it
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>>23306818
Why did you transition when you knew it would lower your dating prospects; retard decision making skills,
>>23306464
I hate the pooner meme;
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real man here gonna distribute some tips on how to be a better man to you ladies

>>23307024
find a war criminal and make him your personal hero
>>23306632
five hundred push ups now
>>23306455
be a graceful winner
>>23306315
jack off to your coworkers pictures
>>23306223
no wipe shit
>>23306153
smash up public transportation
>>23306067
DYNAMITE!

well...my worke here is doan...
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>>23307928
>real man here
Welcome fellow pooner
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>>23307864
because youre a nuclear rostie pipit
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>>23307928
you'll get here too one day little pooner
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>>23306114
>septum piercing
>tiny princess hands
Fucking poon larper
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>>23307977
What is a rostie,
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>>23308154
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>>23302984

>where the hell is the qott

That was the qott, buddha

Holy shit where is everyone's brain today

>>23302585

>Thought you were Norwegian

I am as burger as they come, but two of my great grandparents were Norwegian if that helps
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>>23306064
LOOK AT THAT CUTE POONIE

>>23307864
i love you little pooner. poonie poon poon.
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Are ftms more likely to go bald? How do you know if you’re going bald
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>>23308897

>Are ftms more likely to go bald?

It depends entirely on your genetics, just take a photo of the top/sides of your head every few months. It's a gradual process and not easily visible by looking straight forward in the mirror.

Also curable by dutasteride, and we don't get the bad side effects from it because no prostate.
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>>23306114
are you sure? those hands...
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>>23308952
I haven’t taken pics but I’m pretty sure it went from close to my eyebrows and round to higher up and squared. There’s already some reddit posts about that and they say its just getting a normal “male hairline” but idk if thats just cope
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>>23308572
>where is everyones brain today
entirely in my defense i was posting at 4 in the morning leaf time so my brain wasn't fully on

welp i'm off to go get an x ray to see how far my foid disease has developed in my hips. pray 4 me that it isn't too severe, i should find out at doc's appointment tomorrow what the results are.
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>>23309207
>foid disease
Wait, what? Do you have uterine issues or something?
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>>23309225
endometriosis, aka 'uterine tissue growing in random spots that isn't the uterus'

mine's suspected in my hips and lower back so doc wanted an x ray of my hips to see if it's showing up or causing any other issues

thing is it's tricky to find endo on imaging so they usually try all routes (ultrasound, xray, mri, etc) before recommending surgery. i'm extremely skittish about unnecessarily going under the knife so my doc is running the medication and imaging trials first.
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Psuedo-dysphoria is beating my ass tonight man
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>>23309902
Pseudo-dysphoria?
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>>23308729
Ask eddie
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Somebody more talented with photoshop than me make a pooner version of this
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>>23309951
You know, like dysphoria that's almost dysphoria but is way too fake to even be dysphoria
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You’re all incredibly irrevocably fembrained except me who is a giga-malebrained chad
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>>23310169
fembrained post
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I need to fuck a gross crossdresser so bad why wasn't I born with a dick
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>>23310103
What the fuck does that mean?
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>>23310004
I confirm it was a larp
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>>23310453
Post the vore room Eddie, cmon
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>gym 2 times/week
>know i'm getting stronger because can lift more every time
>eating at a calorie deficit, most of which is protein
>no change at all in muscle definition
>look fatter than last month
what the fuck is going on
>>23310375
beyond brainworms
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>>23310080
Just for you
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>>23310519
lol
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>>23306818
Do butches even get pussy anymore? I thought they'd effectively been exiled by the younger wokeshit les generation who prefer bed death to "reenacting le patriarchy"
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>>23310375
When you're feeling a little bit of dissatisfaction with your body and angsting over nit being male but it's not too terribly painful and kind of faked.
>>23310549
Terfs love them, everyone else barely wants anything to do with them.
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>>23310453

No it wasn't. The little turd was in a vc with me and a few of my friends saying she wanted to fuck the waiters again.

She claims things are a larp because she can't handle constant negative attention.


It's not surprising she goes for men twice her age because she has daddy issues. Why else would she be on vc with adults in their late 20s and 30s every night? When she comes home from work her Dad gives her weed and booze and stuffs her in her bedroom to pass out and otherwise ignores her.

I genuinely felt sorry for her and tried to be a mentor for her but she kept blowing up at me, so I now consider her a lost cause. Good riddance.
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>>23302120
Terje, what is your opinion on incestuous gaydens like >>23302370?
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>>23302382
Yeah what do u wanna play
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>>23310685
>literally almost crying while on vc
Bruh what
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>>23310685
Why do you care so much about whether it's a larp or not. Just look away from the screen man, who cares
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>>23310657
>I genuinely felt sorry for her and tried to be a mentor for her but she kept blowing up at me
Christ you're pathetic, ever thought of not trying to act as a mama pooner for some random zoomer who couldn't care less for you
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>>23310657
>I genuinely felt sorry for her and tried to be a mentor for her
Why are you simultaneously misgendering biden and also trying to act like the stable mature person
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>>23310657
Say what you will about Biden but it's probably for the best that he doesn't hold up a strung out junkie as a role model
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>>23310583
>Terfs love them, everyone else barely wants anything to do with them.
Thats kinda sad tbhon, theyve met the same fate than flammers
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I FUCKED THE WAITERS AND I’D DO IT AGAIN
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>>23310894
>bidenmoder.... wake up...
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>>23310916
He diyed so he couldn't have been gatekept in the first place
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>>23310657
we all tried to tell you this shit before but you called all the waiter shit malebrained and based. you're really not that different to her
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I'm finally getting diagnosed with ADHD. My therapist told me I should start medication but I'm scared
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>>23311376
Can't wait for your amphetamine addiction arc
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I don’t know if anyone remembers, but I was the anon who was about to get into a fight with a cis guy for fucking his girlfriend.
Long story short, his girl is now mine.
Win for poonerkind
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>>23310657
>she goes for men twice her age
>goes for men with thrice as much melanin
I hope he's talking to your e-bfs. You just know he's getting those vanilla and chocolate sticks
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>>23311476
>it really happened bros! Trust me!
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>>23311458
Don't do this to me, I'm already paranoid enough about my weed use despite me smoking hardly nothing
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>>23311521
C'mon man, you gotta embrace entering your Terje era
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>>23311203
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You gotta drop the ghost shit if you're gonna pass. Only women believe in ghosts.
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>>23311521
Do you have any butthole cleaning advice?
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>>23311513
Now I remember why I wasn’t here all that time. Fuck you guys
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>>23312195
>t.
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The trans girl I’m fucking keeps making lighthearted comments along the lines of “I used to think I was a lesbian before you” and similar sentiments

Not sure whether to just take the intended compliment
or to be offended by the probably-unintentional implication that she’s only okay with sleeping with me because she still sees me as female/feminine in some regard

It sucks because I see her as a real girl but I’ve started to doubt that she thinks of me as a man

Then again I should probably just be grateful to be sexually active with a hot girl anyway
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>>23312195
only an anti-scientific mind rejects the possibility of ghosts
>>23312581
crabs in a bucket
>>23312684
kek
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>>23312776
sry, mtf here but i saw this
if she says „i thought i was a lesbian before you“ clearly means she sees you as a man, stop with your insecurities
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>>23305914
who the hell is this im not caught up
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>>23313025
No boddy
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>>23312895
>stop with your insecurities
Good luck with that
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>>23313025
Either newfag or blissfully unaware to trip drama
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>>23313299
i'm a /his/fag and barely go on lgbt cut me some slack
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>>23313025
giwtwm must be nice to be so blissfully ignorant


welp
>go to xray place
>get sir'd despite showing health card and outing self
>hip pain acts up mid x ray due to the position they had me hold
>won't get results until at least friday when i needed them by tomorrow

7/10 experience, knew i should've gotten it done earlier

now i wait until january when i return to the radiology place for another ultrasound
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>>23313447
Why do you need them tomorrow? If you have an appointment then are you able to reschedule it?
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>>23313486
yes i have an appointment, by now it's too late to reschedule it because the doctor's office is long closed and i'm expected to show up tomorrow for an in person

probably gonna end up being a short one because all there really is to talk about without the x ray and ultrasound is pain management, and i start physio literally the day after, so i'll probably be told to make another appointment and just wait it out to see if physio helps.
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What do pooners think of girlfags? Do you think they're confused repressors or just fetishists?
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>>23313537
tbhon i think it can swing either way between repressor and fetishist, but there's also some murky waters when going the fetishist route because a decent amount of pooners aged like 15-25 (maybe even up to 30+ for sadder cases) are ex fujoshits who discovered they could transition into a boy instead of just wanting to be one. myself included i'm ngl.
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Should I go down to Brooklyn tomorrow to pick up four more months of gel or buy some injectable test from a waitress’ boyfriend? Dilemma
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>>23313659
Aren't you a few hours away from Brooklyn
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>>23313438
Well if you really wanted to know, the one with black hair is a former trip named bidenmoder who stopped tripping because he’s underage. Anyways, a while back he had some kind of threesome with two grown men adult waiters at least twice as old as him and because he told his sister it caused trouble for them at his job, and with his parents. Then later on he decided to claim it was a larp because everyone accused him of being fembrained. There are other things, but that’s what’s being fought over right now
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>>23313715
Train
+ thanksgiving with my sister
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>>23313779
>because everyone accused him of being fembrained
Naw everything is close enough but idgas when people call me fembrained. I’ve just come to regret it and tire of people talking about it. Though obviously this was the wrong way to go about it lol
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Was it all a larp? Was it real? Who knows
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>>23314003
>Be trip
>Get mad about people talking about your life
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I feel like I gained another 20 lbs reading these replies, shit


Love how you roasties only defend her when it's me
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>>23314106
You were more fun when you smoked crack
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>>23314295
This. Do better, retard.
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>>23314089
I’m not ‘mad’
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>drive to patient
>radio talks about how men use smartphones on toilets more than women
>coworker and I talk about it
>he says he does it all the time
>say i only use my phone on the pot very rarely
>"obvs, you're a woman"
Rood

>>23313438
>/his/fag
Blessed taste in boards
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>>23314295
why'd he get deleted, he's right
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Is being repulsed by the thought of having sex with men AAP? The only cock I’d touch is an mtfs, and even so I wouldn’t take it inside me. But the thought of having a penis to fuck women makes me incredibly turned on. I can’t insert myself inside my own sexual fantasies unless I imagine myself with a cock
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>>23315771
>the thought of having a penis to fuck women makes me incredibly turned on
AAP. wanting to insert your cock into young men is also AAP. even topping older/masculine men is AAP. as long as you are topping it's AAP. but not wanting to top men doesn't make you not AAP
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>>23315771
Somewhat relatable
Def aap
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What does it mean if I don't normally feel much dysphoria from looking at my body or living as a woman but looking at pictures of men or observing them for a long time will start to make me feel uncomfortable with my body and wish that I was male?
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>>23316165
It means you're a woman that wants things you can't have.
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been crying due to anxiety for 30 minutes now, iwnbam
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>>23316304
ygmi
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>>23316311
based on what? i'm a fat disabled pooner who's crying because i'm scared of starting physio. the treadmills trigger my old ED from adolescence and the therapist might have to touch my hips/lower stomach at some point. the entire situation is going to be scary and embarrassing and what if it's too much for my fat ass to handle. i should just suck it up and power through already, but i can't, because i'm truly not and never wbam. i'm ngmi and i know that.
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>>23316387
You'll make it through it man, you need to of you want to get help for all the shit you're going through
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>>23316387
Sorry to hear that, Buddha. Can you afford therapy? Maybe they can help.
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>meet cute europoor guy on tinder
>he says I'm cute
>doesn't know I'm a pooner

WHY AM I TRANS HOLY SHIT I HOPE HE'S BI
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Not making the gains I was so excited to be making on T, because I can't exercise right now. I feel like I'm wasting my time on T because I'm injured. What's the point of putting legal roids in your body if you can't lift, run, or even walk for more than a few minutes? I'm being dramatic in my worries of turning into the ultimate pooner I know.
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>>23316403
i'm going to try at least, i think it would be worse if i wasn't. i know i need the physio to help with my pain but fuck i'm just so goddamn scared that i won't be able to keep up with it because i'm a fatty. i feel like i've signed myself up for a personal trainer and i'm facing imminent fatty dread about having to be practically in gym class again.

>>23316406
>can you afford therapy?
i returned to therapy just this week, actually, on monday. coincidentally my therapist is also going to physio soon because she has an injury so she was able to tell me what to expect as she's been before, but it's like her words went in one ear and out the other. my stupid fat brain is focused on the imminent humiliation that i'll be facing once i'm asked to get on a treadmill and relive being 12 and in the throes of orthorexia spurred on by my mom.
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>>23316417
state you're ftm on your profile el retardo
>>23316456
don't think like that with the physio. there's no "if you can't keep up," you start at your own pace but push yourself a little till you keep getting better. isn't physio kind of what a personal trainer is though? they're there to help you, not to make you feel like shit
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>>23316587
i'm stealth. what if someone i know sees the profile
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>>23316599
if you're filtering for faggots who's going to see the profile except for faggots. checkmate
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>>23316587
>isn't physio kind of what a personal trainer is though?

from what i know they're supposed to be different albiet somewhat similar, trainers are focused on fitness and such while physios are focused on the medical aspect. from everyone i've heard (facebook groups, discord chats, friends, therapist, many sources) physio isn't meant to be exercises like cardio or making you sweat the way it is with a personal trainer.
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>>23316618
oh yeah a personal trainer may push you harder, try to make you sweat. physio would be nicer i guess. i wouldn't worry about it big B, try not to be self conscious about it. i'm sure they've seen a lot of people like you, and they go into this job wanting to help not judge. don't feel ashamed to say something's too much
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>>23316646
>try not to be self conscious about it
thanks, i'll try, though it's dragging up a lot of old insecurities i'd thought i buried by now. i'm usually pretty secure and don't care about my size, but the thought of going to pt makes me feel like i'm gonna be back in freshman year of gym class after newly getting fat and being humiliated all over again. maybe that's another one to bring up in therapy, my weird complex about my weight.
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Aren't physios kind of muscle doctors? Last time I went to one it was for a stiff neck and he gave me a massage and explained how to stretch
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>>23316999
>aren't physios kind of muscle doctors?
yeah basically

>gave me a massage and explained how to stretch
i was told to expect something similar to that, only for my hips and pelvic region instead of neck. i'm hella anxious about having my hips touched because that's a big insecurity of mine but i guess if it's necessary i'll endure it
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Hey so are ftm poons just really tight or is it my boyfriend

Me and him are each other's firsts and my dick just seems too big to fit in there and he's wet asf

Legit eat him out for like 30 mins still no luck bruh
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>>23317321
It's probably from vaginally atrophy caused by testosterone
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>>23317332
Yeah he said he would talk to his doctor about it

He's been on T since he was like 15 so it makes sense
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>>23317347
Lucky little youngshit, hope it works out for you though
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>>23317371
Sometimes it pays off being raised by hippies who decided not to send you to school

The amount of young trans people I know is staggering
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>>23317321
Some cis women have very narrow poons. It's just genetic variation.
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>>23316677
if youre that fat then its probably normal to have a weird complex about your weight
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>>23317451
Good to know thanks, I talked to my mom about it too and she said this aswell
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>>23317321
Train his poon with dildoes and progressively make it larger so you can fit
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>>23317451
Should I troon out if I have this (and other gender-related issues of course)
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>>23317481
I have been doing that, just bought a set recently because sales

He graduated from 1 index finger to my middle and ring finger so we're getting there
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>>23317530
>being able to fit anything more than a single finger
What a whore
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Please answer my dangerously Xtreme poll for brave risk-takers such as yourself

https://strawpoll.com/1f9zu6zxf/r
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>>23317549
And it's gonna take a lot more to fit my cock in there
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>>23317530
That's based. It does take effort and practise for tight vajays, just like anuses.
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>>23315771
It means youre a real man
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>>23317650
Yes, that's also why I bought them. I also want to ready myself so he can fuck my ass aswell.
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>>23317700
>switch cis4t action
h- hot
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>>23317712
Thanks dube
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>>23312581
it's 4chan. were you expecting "yaaas you're such a based poonchad"?
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>>23313523
this is what happens when you like being fat and jolly. and it's only the start!
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question: what music do the ftms here like? mostly curious as if there are any patterns

also i love my bf imma give him a big hug as soon as i can
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>>23317064
Don't worry man. I had to be shirtless (I was pre-op at the time) and mine was very professional.
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>coworker comes in and proceeds to explain to me how to upload my translations to the system
What the fuck does he think I've been doing for the past month

>>23318041
I like songs about mental illness
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>>23318041
>also i love my bf imma give him a big hug as soon as i can
please tell me you're mtf if you're saying fembrained shit like that out of nowhere
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>>23318041
TOOL
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>>23302120
>10 years old
>only friend is this ratgity fucking white cat named Sam
>her favorite spot was the end of my bed, usually half laying on my feet
>stops eating one day
>mom takes her to the vet
>Sam doesn't come back from vet
>be me, wakes up at 3:14am (I can still see the shitty red radio alarm clock)
>feel little feet walk across my legs and lays down in her normal position on my feet
>"hey girlie, I missed you"
>go to pet cat
>man door hand hook car door
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>>23318113
rofl
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>>23318196
THER WAS
THER WAS NO CAT!!!
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How's it going bros?

I've been playing the new Pokemon remake lately.
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>>23318229
I want to play but I don't have a switch
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>>23318139
hell yeah brother me too
>>23318149
nah just autistic
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Is it weird of me to think that the phenomenon a lot of ftms experience when their sexuality shifts from gynephilic to androphilic when they go on T is simply the product of T exacerbating their latent androphilia, and thus making them even more of a woman? This is kind of why I am hesitant to take T, because it would turn me into a slut brained female even though right now sexually Im only attracted to girls. Thoughts?
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anyone else get super sensitive nipples in their binder or is it just me?
never knew the fuckers could work like that
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>>23318117
shiet, i never even considered having to be shirtless for physio, i was just told to wear something loose and comfortable to move around in. i think i'd keel over from embarrassment. i already hate having to be shirtless whenever i go for an ECG.
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>>23318634
you're retarded
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>>23318244
Ya can borrow mine
>>23318229
Had my first patient above 600lbs
Firedepartment had to bring in the big boys
Now lunchbreak and pokemon
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>>23318634
I feel like it can't give you androphilia if you never genuinely had any. It can't unrepress what's not there.

Personally, I did the butch lesbian cope before I stopped repping. So I always knew myself capable of attraction to men, but I tried to ignore it because it wouldn't fit being butch. Also, the very idea of being with a guy, in my womanly body, grossed me out, since as you say, it feels like becoming even more of a woman. But I did think "if I could be in a male body, I would fuck a guy". It was a little confusing, to say the least. It was easier and fit better to play a masculine role as a butch top to women.

What T tends to do, is make you feel more comfortable in your masculinity, and thus less likely to repress certain things considered feminine, like being gay. But it can't turn you gay if that androphilia was never inside you. You can try the "would I fuck a guy if I were a (cis) guy myself" thought experiment to think about it.

Anyway I still only top/strap guys, when I'm with a guy. If nothing, T actually made me more confident and blunter, and thus even more dominant in the bedroom. It's truly ymmv.
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>>23306331
Most important in the first year is that your own hormone production is being suppressed and that your liver is responding ok. Only doc doing HRT is not necessarily a bad sign, they could do it because they actually care.

You can ask for a copy of your blood work and google the parameters. You should see general parameters about your blood, liver, kidney and hormonal parameters, like your testosterone levels.
Nice to have would be total Testosterone, free Testosterone, DHT, but often you just get total Testosterone. You can do calculations to get an estimate of free Testosterone. http://www.issam.ch/freetesto.htm

Make sure that you're in the range like >>23306455 said and just relax and watch estrogen getting lower at first. If you're in the lower range of T and suspicious it might be too low, look up whether your free Testosterone is ok and if the total Testosterone was measured using immunoassays (cheap, but lacks accuracy in low range) or mass spectrometry (expensive and highly accurate). Testosterone
can show up as 300 ng/dL on an immunoassay test but actually be like 120 ng/dL when measured properly.
If you were on injections you'd have to know about the kinetics of the esters to accurately interpret your T levels. Another plus for gel is that DHT should be good without doing anything (see Dr. Powers presentation, google or ask HRTgen).
Biggest downside of gel is that some people don't absorb medicine well over the skin. If you're in that category and you can't get injections with oils you're not allergic to, black market testogel in the 10% range could work. This is also what I'd use to fraud dose a bit without the doc noticing. But maybe try being legit first and don't get brainwormed.
Anabolic doc on YT is a good source if you want to learn about Testosterone and other roids and can't read scientific literature.
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>>23318853
That's invaluable information, thanks so much for taking all that time man. I'll check out HRTgen, I somehow assumed it would be 99% mtf information and never really checked it.
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>>23318731
>Ya can borrow mine
Send it over
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>>23318782
I find it kinda weird how some of them report being only into women and then just stop and become gay. I really can't find a explanation to that. Have never seen someone who went from being considered an effeminate gay man to being a lesbian after transition.
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>>23318989
It happen all the time tho? Half the transbians here were limp wristed fags pre-transition
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>>23318989
Honestly, I wonder how much that has to do with being lesbian as a relatively acceptable thing by now. Growing up gender nonconforming, "butch lesbian" was naturally the box I was slotted into. It fit well enough, as I was always bisexual and could just focus on the gynephilic part, but I did remember thinking "even if I were purely dicksexual, everyone would still think I'm a lesbian". It's seen as not just acceptable, but edgy and cool in some circles, so I can imagine FtMs growing up GNC who just went with that flow.

Yeah GNC AMABs also get assumed to be flamers, but that identity is still relatively stigmatised. Other than the younger zoomers not on this site and/or those in super-liberal areas, almost no AMAB would proudly embrace being a flamer unless he was already very sure he likes dick.
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Before I fembrained blogpost more, it feels like some GNC trans people took on labels like "butch lesbian" or (to a rarer extent) "effeminate gay guy" because it was a social identity that fit their gender nonconformity, and they didn't even relate that hard to the sexuality aspect of that identity.
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>>23318907
HRTGen is 99% mtf information. But the gen is full of biochem, pharma nerds and they can help you out too. 99% of HRT information in this general is pure bro science.
Here that presentation
https://powersfamilymedicine.com/s/Healthcare-of-the-Transgender-Patient-V60.pptx
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>>23318914
Aight, palkia Edition sounds good?
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>>23318634
T made me wayy more into girls.
My idea is that it brings out whatever was suppressed, and I was definitely suppressing my attraction to girls.
Still can’t get a girlfriend though
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>>23318634
>ftms experience when their sexuality shifts from gynephilic to androphilic

wtf are you on?
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>>23319662
Many such cases!
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>>23319662
There are many accounts of this exact thing happening. On here, reddit yada yada. It's not that uncommon and always happens after starting T, of course that doesn't mean this goes for everyone, just something noticeable.
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>>23319528
I was never into men and I don't think I am suppressing any attraction to them. At the absolute best I might be attracted to an incredibly girly anime femboy that is functionally a girl without breasts, but I still have an irrational fear of developing attraction to men and becoming a bottom or something. Extreme paranoias like these are putting off my transition lol...
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>>23302931
The tiktok theyfab types don't detrans because they don't transition to begin with
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>>23317976
I want to destroy Nik's histrionic little bunghole
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WHY AM I NOT NORMAL
How do you get normaller
I’m asking in the wrong place
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>>23318731
>Had my first patient above 600lbs
it was pipit
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>>23318634
I'm gynephilic and it hasn't changed since starting T, I'm just even hornier and more shit turns me on so I'm sure you won't start craving cock unless you always did
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>>23318731
Did they live?
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>>23320260
BRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
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>>23320398
Grow a garden.
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>>23320398
furiously jack off to things that are not porn, that'll do it
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>>23320788
I don’t masturbate
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This is gonna be my first thanksgiving without having to wear makeup and a fucking dress. I'm 24. Mixed feelings about seeing my family
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>>23319307
Sure
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