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Boymoder General: Dream house or whatever edition

ITT: something something be nice or else

QOTT: If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be and what would you live in?

previous: >>21573029
older /bmg/ /ssbbg/ /bddg/:
https://archived.moe/lgbt/search/text/%2Fbmg%2F%20%2Fssbbg%2F%20%2Fbdd
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Go full fem. Also give me your discord. 8/10. You must be weaned off the notion that you were made for anything other than taking cock
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>>21580204
hmmm fresh bread
>qott
There's a few places I'd love to live, California, Ireland, Norway or France
I'd just want a cozy home
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>>21580204
>qott
japan or korea would be kewl
aus is alright desu
living in one of them nordic countries would be pretty kewl
I think I like living in an apartment desu
a house is too big and i get scared of like someone breaking in on the other side fo the house and me not knowing or w/e
kinda retarded to explain but i just have a lot of paranoia
california would be cool too ig lel
>>21580215
based
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>>21580215
Go full fem. Also give me your discord. 8/10. You must be weaned off the notion that you were made for anything other than taking cock
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>>21580227
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>>21580244
lmfaoooooo
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>>21580204
>QOTT
I like tokyo or new york, small department or a bigger one but with a roomie.
I realized i barely ever relate to the characters in the media i watch, the ones i do are women but idk where to find good media aimed at women, maybe it will help me relate to the characters more
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gm (general motors)
>>21580204
>If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be and what would you live in?
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>>21580204
>qott

i really like Berlin, Lisbon would also be cool
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>>21580343
looks cozy
:)
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had a dream that i robbed a bank but lost almost all of the money and moved house and some guy was hanging out in my house (guest not intruder) and had broken up with his boyfriend of 10 years who was schizophrenic and possibly being abused by him and then there was a trip from this board (but not this gen) in my kitchen and we had a cute moment. she was very pretty
anyway i would like a boyfriend please
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b-b-b-
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>>21580385
w..what
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>>21580405
boyfriend please
i would like a boy to cuddle with and take care of him and make him happy and love him and hhhhhhhh
bo.................................................yfr..................iend..........................................................................
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also thank you to all the people who psyopped me into buying the ikea shark i genuinely haven't slept better in years and cuddling with it is really comfy
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>>21580431
Oh, fair enough
Carry on then
>>21580444
I should've bought mine in person the delivery takes so long :(
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how to get
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>>21580496
shitposting on a mongolian basket weaving forum is a surefire way to get that
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>>21580512
worked for me /shrug
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>>21580521
yea I can't say much, I got my partner through discord
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>AAP is acting up again
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>>21580521
>>21580545
I can hope for this one day
i’m ngmi/gmi? Idk which im tired
Gn bmg
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even if a boy expressed any actual interest in me i'd be too autistic to actually pursue him and sperg out and scare him off
i just don't wanna be alone
:(
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>>21580556
gonna make it
gn
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my 2 braincells
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my 2 braincells
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>>21580603
me and my partner trying to recollect what we did 4 hours ago
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me visiting my parents today
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>>21580669
:(
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>>21580217
Yes, more cute girls should move to California. We need more desperately.
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>>21580687
California is like hot girl capital, California is the place that needs them the least
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they're putting chemicals in the water that're turning the boymoders gay
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evens play minecraft with disco
odds play overwatch alone
dubs see if boy wants to play overwatch
>>21580699
real????
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>>21580694
No I demand more. Boymoders or this general, MOVE TO CALIFORNIA! WHY ARENT YOU HERE YET?
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>>21580725
COL desu, California has a terrible income to COL ratio for my field
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im an eboymoder
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>>21580745
What is your field?
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>>21580757
same, eboymoder is just femboy right
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>go to download a vpn
>literally every vpn website throws a connection error
what's going on there then
is my isp doing some fuckery
also disco add me on disc bagel#0059
if anyone else adds me i will publicly execute them
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what piece of shit suggested boymoder as a word to collins dictionary
>>21580766
basically i guess
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>>21580767
Slaughter me mommy
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>>21580782
>what piece of shit suggested boymoder as a word to collins dictionary
Link please?
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>>21580796
https://www.collinsdictionary.com/submission/22187/boymoder
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SGkisoKSx-Y
Me choosing what I identify as in real time
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>>21580803
kind of a based song
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>>21580801
its over
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>>21580813
I like it, I found it during my Crystal Castles binge
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>>21580824
i only know like 1 song from them that was in like fifa 10 or smth
i rly liked it tho
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=32udqal_lyQ
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>>21580801
>Approval Status: Pending Investigation
tfw the dictionary police are probably watching this thread rn
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>>21580831
That one's good, this one is my favorite and relevant to this thread
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FQStbwNCl2Y
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People are constantly telling me I pass, that I don't know what boymoding means, etc etc. Even on this board, even in this thread you probably would call me bdd or something if I posted my pic. But I just don't understand.
Did anyone else had no problem with growing hair and stuff in very conservative areas? Honestly I feel like I'm starting to dissociate. People here don't mind me at all, they have no problem calling me a guy and so on. I never got "faggot" thrown at me ever in 3 years that I'm transitioning.
I'm not trying to hide my mannerisms, my hair, my boobs even. Yet people just don't care.
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>>21580845
dang thats a banger
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i can't stop thinking about how much i want a boy to cuddle with and wrap his arm around my waist and hold me tight against his body and let me stare into his pretty eyes and gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg i hate being a faggot i hate being a faggot i hate being a faggot i hate being a faggot why can't i just stop thinking about this stuff ever all it does is hurt me because i know i'm too much of a fucking spasmoid to actually talk to any boys and nobody would fucking want my disgusting body anyway don't respond to this with hugbox comments i don't want to hear it
>>21580872
it depends on what you mean by very conservative. i live in omega tory country but i've always had long hair and been a bit of a fag and the worst i've got is some people being amazed at how long my hair is. some people really hate trannies but don't really care what you do as long as you aren't open about being trans.
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top 10 sexiest people
1. me
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>>21580872
I don't live in a particularly conservative area and I've had people laugh at me / yell transphobic things at me while boobieboymoding. You probs just pass as a girl so they don't have any second thoughts
>>21580884
ifkr
>>21580951
1. pre hrt me*
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>>21580932
>what you mean by very conservative
It's Russia and my area votes for Putin without any election fraud, and the only "opposition" are like ultra-nationalists.
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>>21580970
Wait I misread, maybe you're just lucky, I have no idea
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>>21580970
>You probs just pass as a girl so they don't have any second thoughts
As I said, they have no problems with calling me a guy, seeing "male" in my id, etc
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>mum is using my nan to contact me
cant she like get it thru her head i cbf talking to her rn
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>>21581008
It sucks when people don't respect boundaries, I'm sorry Phoebe):
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>>21580977
oh haha uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
yeah idk either you pass or idk people are just clueless i guess.
speaking of russia what happened to yekaterina? is she girlmoding now?
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>>21581017
I don't know what she thinks she's going to accomplish desu
>she's really upset you blocked her
like she was being so rude about it idk
guess ill just ignore
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>>21581019
That's me
I just stopped using the trip
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>>21581051
Yeah, best to just ignore it I think
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>dropped £70 on a 2 year subscription to a vpn i probably won't even use most of the time
this better fucking be worth it disco, if i'm the only one who's ever online i'm gonna be real mad
>>21581071
oh hi lol i thought you just kind of disappeared
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>know i should eat cos i wanna gain weight
>too lazy to get food
pain
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>>21580725
I'm here :)
what part of cali are you from?
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>>21581171
consume uranium, it's very calorie dense
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>>21581180
pog?
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>>21581177
I am in norcal anon. Hbu?
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>>21581200
yea its like 18 million calories per gram, just have one and ur good for life
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cant stop addicted to the shindig
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>>21581210
hmm
brb going on the darkweb for uranium
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>>21580204
>QOTT: If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be and what would you live in?
canada sounds really nice to me
a cozy cabin off the beaten track also appeals to me
other than that some kind of caravan sounds comfy too
small living spaces are sweet
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>>21581209
me too, what city?
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evens and i start gomad moding
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FOLLOW THIS LINK FOR HOT ANONYMOUS GAY SEX
https://unsee.cc
/album#euTlvvFdlGDRAbOK
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
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Hey bmg can I get a fuggin hug
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>>21581255
>https://unsee.cc
>/album#euTlvvFdlGDRAbOK
wtf adorable
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>>21581260
>literal ogremoder
>adorable
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>>21581265
>that's an ogremoder
well fuk
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>>21581213
Drop top that says I'm gonna win big
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>>21581269
that torso could literally belong to a cave troll
don't act like you're not like half my size
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>>21581256
*hug*
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>>21581281
u looked cute...
i didnt look particularly big but i comprehended that image for like 10 seconds before it got deleted so
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>>21581289
u*** didnt look particularly big
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>>21581289
https://unsee.cc
/album#GrtrHHXyzbtVHXUn
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>>21581297
just lose weight
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>>21581282
YES
*squeeze*
Thanks feeb
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>>21581297
literally >>21581300
unless your waist is literally the width of that baggy t-shirt you'd look fine
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>>21581297
>>21581300
i mean basically what lukaposter said
i dont think u have some gargantuan frame or anything if it really bothers you try n lose weight ig
>>21581303
yw :^)
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>>21581300
won't fix my shoulders or ribcage
>>21581306
>unless your waist is literally the width of that baggy t-shirt
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>>21581297
Clothes are so loose fitting it's really hard to gather much of an impression fren
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evens get a pie cos im a fat bastard
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goin down t'shop
wan anything?
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>>21581326
fuck off that's not even physically possible it's clearly baggy and not clinging to your waist at all
bdd a shit but you don't have it that bad honestly
from that pic alone anyway
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>look in the mirror
>dysphoria hits
this is a miserable existence

https://unsee.cc
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>>21581326
Losing weight will literally help your ribcage dummy, there's plenty of fat and muscle to be lost there
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How we doing tonight bmg?
Take a load off partner I'm here to listen

>>21581332
gib pie pls
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>>21581345
dignity please
or some tropical skittles if they are all out
>>21581356
curly hair go weeeeeee
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>>21581360
im pretty good despite the ongoing dispute with my mum kek
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>>21581357
Also losing weight / muscle will make your traps smaller, making your shoulders look less bulky
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>>21581326
It will. Males have a ton of visceral fat (fat around organs and stuff under the ribs) which makes their ribcage appear larger. Same with waist. It's all just fat.
On estrogen you stop gaining visceral fat as much, so all you need is to lose weight or ideally weight cycle and your ribcage and waist will get smaller.
Bones are not hard rocks, they bend really well.
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>>21581213
bagel#0059

>vpn connection is ip banned
lol
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>>21581360
I hate going out with my parents. I moved out this past year and started expressing myself more in ways that my parents don't approve like painting my nails and dying my hair. They comment on it every time we see each other and it's exhausting. Typically I wouldn't care too much, but I have to move back in with them soon until I get my certification and find a job, and I want to cry. I've been so happy expressing myself how I wanted to this past year, and being around them all the time and dealing with their comments is going to be awful.
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>beautiful cottage popped up on property site
>well within my budget
>it's 3 miles out from where i'm looking to live
>looks like a nice quiet little village on the outskirts
>no car, can't ride a bike, would be a 3 mile trek into town every day
fuck i wish i had a car, this would be so fucking comfy
ah well, somewhere closer will have to do

only got one shift left now
5 hours later today and i'm gone
so fucking hyped
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Can I be honest?
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>>21581410
learn 2 ride a bike
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>>21581413
yea
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>>21580204
>QOTT: If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be and what would you live in?
i've always thought it would be nice to live alone in the mountains somewhere.. in reality i would probably get lonely, but i think it would be a nice life. like, being a monk without actually being a monk.
idk where, though. Europe + Asia have some cool mountains so maybe some country in either of those places
picrel is Nepal
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>>21581420
>Bottom
I really want to slobber all over a boymoder's asshole and sniff her sweaty pits.
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>>21581424
oh, and i would probably live in a little hut/cottage like this as well
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>>21581417
my head is too big, it gives me balance issues
i say that half in jest but I also kinda believe it, i've always had an absolute shit balance and stumble literally everywhere
learning to ride a bike as an adult is too cringe though
i'm sure there are places that teach adults but it feels so shameful
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>>21581439
just watch a youtube video and walk somewhere quiet with it?
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>>21581366
Yeah I didn't read all the thread but I saw something about her wanting input on your name and you had to block her? Seems so silly that it had to come to that lol

>>21581380
>Typically I wouldn't care too much, but I have to move back in with them soon
Oof
I had to do that once for about a year and it completely erased all the progress I had made with my parents after moving out. It was like high school all over again D:
Are they going to like, force you to present a certain way while you live there? or are they just like generally unaccepting and naggy about it?
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>>21581442
i live in a bri'ish city atm, the only quiet places are where people go to stab or be stabbed
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>>21581450
get the train
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>>21581424
that's literally how i would like to live, here in Italy we have the alps which are so beautiful and you're never too isolated, also most people don't give a fuck about trannies (in a good way), especially if you go to the German speaking region (alto Adige)
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>>21581413
Please

>>21581424
Hi dizzle :)
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>>21581446
basically I told her I chose the name phoebe and she goes
>phoebe is awful and boring how about
>Tamar
>suki
>Claudia
>daria
>Francis
and some others i dont remember how to spell
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>>21581472
comfy........................... maybe ill move to the Alps..
>>21581473
hi gma <33 i hope you're well
well i know you're well bc you were talkin abt how well you are i guess
but. yea
>>21581493
Phoebe still the best <3 your mom is silly
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>>21581446
>I had to do that once for about a year and it completely erased all the progress I had made with my parents after moving out
This is my fear, it forcing back into a repressive state where I'm scared to express myself how I like.
Generally they're unaccepting and naggy about it. For example, they're pressuring me heavily to get a haircut for when I get a job interview, but the idea of getting a haircut makes me want to cry. I'm thinking of just not telling them I have any interviews until I get a job and then they won't be able to say anything about my hair.
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>>21580204
QOTT: somewhere that is not Russia but where people are also tall.
Alps sound nice. I have always loved mountains.
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>>21581493
and basically why i blocked her was she started ranting about how everyone treats her like shit and idk im evil and she deserves a say in my name and then i cbf arguing anymore and block her so she sends me a fucking email and says some weird shit that kinda implies shes a repressor? (lol)
>>21581506
thanks... i rly like it and am too attached to it now to let it go idk
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gaysex.gov.uk
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>>21581548
oh, worm?
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>work in toy shop
>little boy wants to play on the pink horse
>"NO! that's for GIRLS, you're not a GIRL >:("
it's a perfectly "normal" or at least accepted as normal reaction for a parent to have to their kid wanting to do [non-gender conforming thing] but holy fucking shit does it pain me now
like just let the fucking 5 year old play what they want for fuck sake
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lol i got posted on /tttt/ takes

>>21581600
yeah :^(((( that sorta stuff makes me think of all the restrictions my mom put on me with those things when i was little
she did it bc she didn't want me to be bullies which i guess is fair but i still wish she hadn't been that way
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>>21581610
bullied**
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>>21581600
god i hate people like that, in my country i was probably one of the few kids raised gnc, my parents let me play with dolls and watch girly cartoons and they were literally ostracized by friends and some relatives because of it
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>>21581610
>she did it bc she didn't want me to be bullied which i guess is fair but i still wish she hadn't been that way
that's the worst thing like it makes logical sense in society today but it's just so fucking sad
billy wants to play with dolls and gets told no by his dad because it's girly
ben wants to play with dolls too and is allowed to because why the fuck not kid just wants to have fun
billy then picks on ben because he's doing "girly shit" and the cycle continues
this is so dumb to get annoyed about because i obviously have no control over it at all but fuuuuuuuuck is it annoying
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>>21581493
>those names
dear god
Is your mum ok?
aaaa they're all so cringe

>>21581506
Ugh that was kinda over the top huh
I meant every word of it though
I am indeed doing well tho thank you :)
How you holding up tonight?

>>21581507
So not fun. Not really much you can do given the situation :/ I guess just try not to fall into the trap of regression...you're an adult and yeah you gotta respect them for letting you live there but you also gotta try to live your best life, right? It's not easy but try to make peace with them without compromising who you are :)
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>>21581493
>how about Tamar
fucking what
they are all shit but that one really stands out to me knowing what you look like
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>>21581632
yeah it's not fair, it's kind of a lose-lose situation...you get either traumatized by your parents forcing you into gender roles or by peers bullying you for being GNC
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>>21581643
thats the one she most wanted me to use too btw :))
>>21581636
idk she was probs lowkey fucking with me idfk
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>>21581535
>sends me a fucking email and says some weird shit that kinda implies shes a repressor? (lol)
Oh no...
That is so awkward lol
Maybe this will be a breakthrough experience for her

>>21581600
>NO! that's for GIRLS, you're not a GIRL
Me when I got caught trying on girl's hats at 5
>load.repression.exe
So sad

>>21581610
>lol i got posted on /tttt/ takes
lmao is that a sub reddit?
You're famous bb
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>>21581651
good thing i learned from a young age to repress all desires to play with my sisters dolls and instead invested in football like a proper lad and was able to grow up with friends who also enjoy football and connect with them through it and build meaningful relationships via this bridge

or maybe i only ever obtained surface level knowledge of the sport and constantly struggled to have conversations about it as anything past that surface level left me absolutely clueless leaving me to realise i am a hollow husk of a human being with paper thin interests and literally nothing deeper

i'm 25
i want to go back
i want to give youth another shot
i fucked it up please give me another go
please
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>>21581535
ur mom is definitely a repressor dude
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>>21581600
:(
>>21581610
>lol i got posted on /tttt/ takes
me too
we're famous now
>>21581684
>i'm 25
>i want to go back
>i want to give youth another shot
>i fucked it up please give me another go
>please
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>>21581699
i wanted to go back and give youth another shot at 16.
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>>21581684
>i'm 25
>i want to go back
>i want to give youth another shot
>i fucked it up please give me another go
>please
me too, I wasted my youth and prime years being too scared to explore my femininity. Now I'm old and gross at 24 and trying to explore my femininity now is cringe
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'ate meself
'ate the syndicate
rather be ded
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>currently wasting my youth
>>21581697
:( i dont wanna believe
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>>21581684
we all want to go back and do it all differently anon, i was allowed to be myself by my family and yet at 13 i was being so severely bullied I repressed everything and started to isolate myself. If that didn't happen i would've probably been able to realize i needed to get on HRT asap and started before the worst of puberty which for me was 16-18, now I'm a 19yo boymoder who'll probably be a twinkhon at best, i try to cope with telling myself that i'm lucky enough to be able to transition relatively young with a support network but i do think the time we feel was lost needs to be grieved in order to move on
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vibing to black dresses and ignoring the texts im recieving feels comfy
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>>21581493
What's wrong with your Mom suggesting names? Why block a supporting Mother.
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>>21581801
>>21581535
she isn't being supportive at all lol
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>raised gc but single mother and poor so that didn't work until she sent me to live with my grandmother
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>>21581793
Wish I had dresses I could feel comfortable wearing wreer...
I wanna feel pretty, maybe I should start practicing w makeup again but idk...
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>>21581632
yea :^((( i kinda wish she had just let me do what i want at home but i understand she was just trying to protect me. i don't resent her for it but it does make me sad
i wish ppl would just let kids be kids
>>21581636
>I meant every word of it though
i'm so glad!!!!!!!! and i wasn't criticizing your enthusiasm or anything i love it :^))) i hope you're always happy you deserve it
>How you holding up tonight?
um. better than before i went to sleep but still not great. listening to BMtH to make myself feel like an angsty misunderstood freshman though and it's actaully making me feel better though hehehehe
>>21581670
>lmao is that a sub reddit?
>You're famous bb
a twitter acc but yea
https://twitter.com/lgbt_takes/status/1417819364510756868
>>21581699
>me too
>we're famous now
coolest kids on the block B)))
what of yours got posted?

Happy Song by Bring Me the Horizon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fBn--U3bPsY
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>>21581820
>what of yours got posted?
omfg it's the same post i'm so dumb
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>>21581815
its a band....
but same
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>>21581807
I think she deserves a say in what your name will be, it's just not the end all or anything more than a suggestion.
Ngl you do come across as the villain here without context and such. You should've just humoured her and probably talked about it before you were dead set on a name.
Idk my Mom told me to never come near my younger cousins, nephews, etc or to talk to anyone in the family and blocked me. Yours is accepting and offering female names to consider... I'm sure you have history and whatever
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>>21581849
In a greater context, she's definitely not supportive. She didn't want Phoebe to go on hrt and no, she doesn't get to have a say in what Phoebe chooses her name to be. That's dumb, and even dumber with the name suggestions given.
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>>21581835
Oh sorry I'm just sleepy and dysphoric... Realised I'm supposed to inject just now so that's why...

Enjoy vibing also go full fem
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>>21581849
Okay here's the full context
>me 2 days ago
>Hey mum I got a gf
>wow that's great happy for you
>also btw i chose phoebe as a name
>"ok"
then she texts me a day later at like 11pm
>"I don't like phoebe as a name, would you consider Claudia"
I reply
>I don't like claudia as a name
>"But I keep thinking of Phoebe from friends!"
>"What about the name Suki? I love that name"
>uhh idk bout that one mother
>"how about Dulcie?"
>"how about francis?"
>"Phoebe is so boring!!!"
>"What about Daria or Danika or Demelza"
>"I want you to think about tamar"
>"Phoebe is just awful"
>dang thats a shame mother
>"well surely you could just talk to me about it so we could come to some agreement"
>"Ok. the fact you dont even acknowledge the fact I should be involved as your mother. Ok"
>mother the name you suggest are you awful
>"because phoebe is great. just do what you want."
>you have to argue with me about every part of this
>its okay ill go by fucking suki then
>kidding btw its fucking stupid
>"well i remember giving birth to you and i selfishly thought i would have some say but ive learnt in the last few weeks with (relatives passing)ive not meant a isngle thing to anyone so whatever
>but at least i stuck around enough

>>21581871
more specifically she wanted me to do the feminine man thing and then she asked me to wait 5 years when i told her i dont want to do that
>>21581883
lole
8/10
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>>21581940
You're mom sounds like mine, she gas lights a lot doesn't she

Gm bmg
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>>21581820
>i'm so glad!!!!!!!! and i wasn't criticizing your enthusiasm or anything i love it :^))) i hope you're always happy you deserve it
I didn't think you were criticizing but I do still think it may have been a lil over the top...heh no regerts tho I was about to explode
And we all deserve happiness, you included :)

also
>BMtH
I have a flower of life tattoo and scene kids are always asking if it's a bmth tattoo lmao
I don't really know a lot of their stuff since they got big right as I got out of my screamo phase, but after enough people asked about my tat I figured I should prob check them out and I listened to There is a Hell... when I was in the right mood and........I absolutely loved it

>>21581815
>maybe I should start practicing w makeup again but idk...
fcking do it!!!!
I saw the boymoder collage i bet u cute asf with a lil mascara <3
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>agency getting pissy about employment
fuuuuuck i was worried about this
i literally have enough in my bank to cover 6 months+ rent
fuck off let me live reeeeeeeee
hopefully a guarantor will be enough but it sounds like they want me on universal credit too, which isn't really possible if i'm still employed in my current city...
stupid paperwork bullshit
harumpf
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>>21581815
Try it, blush and mascara does a lot, you don't have to go full face
>>21581966
Forgot trip
>>21581976
Unemployment still hasn't got back to me they keep sending me job listings for shitty jobs like cleaner at $12 a hr, my ei would pay better, so stressful
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>>21581940

>she wanted me to do the feminine man thing

same thing with my mom, even tho i had been a feminine gnc boy/guy for all my life and it was clearly not working...she's not a terrible person just kind of controlling and sometimes manipulative, she never tried to interfere with my transition besides that tho
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https://imgur.com/a/RQgAwig
here's the full texts if anyone is curious and my formatting in the textpost was kinda fucked so
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>>21582024
am i the asshole reddit
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>>21582024
She had to have been pulling your leg with Tamar
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>>21582045
>tamar
>danika
>demelza
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>>21582024
I’ll be honest, her name suggestions were actually god fucking awful.
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>>21582024
yeah ok from those texts alone she seems like a manipulative and overall exhausting person
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>>21582061
i honestly used to think she was super chill and like i could talk to about anything but since i told her im trans she's been completely different
feel really betrayed
>>21582054
yeah...
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>>21582024
Fuck phoebe I relate so much to you rn,
I caved and went to "talk" to my dad after she demanded i see them and it sucked, I've sense cut her out of my life and she seems to be better but im going to let them dwell on losing me forever before I let them back in to my life.
My dad is yet to say more than 1 works to me and hasn't msged since I moved
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>>21582102
Concern trolling is so fucking trash and ignorant
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>>21582086
I’m in a bit of a similar situation I think. My mom always tells me I can talk to her, especially about being trans.
But on the off chance that I do talk to her, she turns into a giant fucking asshole.
>She asks me how I’m doing
>Tell her I’m dysphoric
>”I think you should see a psychiatrist and get on anti depressants if all you’re going to do is focus on the bad things”
>Literally cannot convince her that she may be wrong.
>fml
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>>21582086
Mam changed like this on me too... She's better now but it's been almost 3 years and things aren't the way they used to be... Idk. I don't think they ever will be :(

Getting myself worked up I'm gonna stop posting until the injection brings me back to normal
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>>21582102
Jeez i'm sorry, that sucks. It's not unusual for parents to have those feelings but the first reaction should be "you're not weird for feeling like this, i still love you and accept you", and concerns can be expressed down the road, people close to you immediately asking about medical transition and stuff as soon as you come out and trying to control you can really make you feel dehumanized
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>>21582113
I went over to "talk" and it was a huge mistake, shes definitely smart enough to keep her texts nice but in person she's cruel
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>>21582102
that sucks...
my mum had a ton of concern about the "what if u regret it omg" stuff
idk how my dad would react he sui'd when i was like 10 or something
i dont wanna cut her out of my life because I dont think its necessary and idk she's normally fine i guess but whenever we discuss something about my transition it becomes a minefield

i dont think my mum even believes im like a real person with autonomy and shit because i think one of the first things she said when i came out to her was "did someone say something to you about your appearance" or smth
>>21582121
I dont think ive ever really talked to her about stuff like that
I just dont expect cis ppl to understand things like dysphoria at all tbqh
>>21582125
used to be so close with her n stuff
w/e
kinda sad
enjoy shooting up
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>>21582141
>I didn’t mean for that to turn into a fight
What happened when you went over?
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>>21582147
My mom thinks she owns me and has authority because she gave birth to me
>>21582149
A lot lmao, ambushed
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>>21582173
Damn, I know what you mean. I’m sorry that you had to go through that :c

Thankfully you don’t really *need* your parents, you’ve just gotta make sure you find yourself a good support system.
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What did I do to incur
A body that just screams and dies and hurts
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>>21582147
Also I'm sorry but your dad phoebe xoxox
You're strong and handle your mom so well
>>21582189
Thanks anon I've moved and distanced myself
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>>21582222
its all good
shit happens
feels like a lifetime ago im fine with it
probs not in a healthy way but idk u gotta cope somehow
thank you though sabrina
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I wish I had accepting family... Instead me being gnc is just smth to use against me in arguments...
Dad's never even given me a hug in my life bc it's "gay"
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>>21582263
i like that picture
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i wouldnt change who i am or anything but fuck why do i have to go thru so much bullshit just being me...
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>>21582303
Least the bs didn't give u any serious personality disorders nya
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>>21582315
true...
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>QOTT: If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be and what would you live in?
maybe minnesota
i went there twice a few years ago and it was so cozy, i wanna live somewhere cold one day
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>>21582477
how did u sleep friend
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>>21582477
gm
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>>21582488
Good but I had the weirdest dream
I was a priest in the Catholic Church but I kept getting sick and having to take a lot of medicine
And I got to see the unveiling of a really cool temple thing but a woman was climbing it
And there was a kid who looked like me but much younger
I'm already forgetting most of it but it was so damn strange
>>21582499
Morning Tamar
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>one shift left
>in 7 hours i will be done
>i'll go on holiday for 2 weeks
>i'll get a flat and move in within the month
>i'll be fully independant
>i'll be able to buy girl shit in peace
>i'll be able to practise makeup and fashion
>i'll be able to practise voice
>i'll be able to have conversations with people online as a girl
I'M SO EXCITED AAAAAAAH
finding a new job won't be fun but literally everything else I am looking forward to
HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE
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>>21582584
thats like worse than deadnaming
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anyone else here never been gendered female?
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>>21582618
Me, barring a few times in grade school (and that was because of my name, not my appearance, they hadn't seen me)
>>21582601
That's the kind of name I would expect an Ethiopian man to have, not an Aussie girl
the fuck is tamar
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>>21582618
do you not have long hair?
i get misgendered based entirely on that most days, granted i must serve hundreds of customers and it happens at most twice a day and it's always followed by "OH MY GOD IM SORRY" when they hear my voice
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>>21582626
>the fuck is tamar
a river, in both aus and england
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>>21582618
It didn't really happen to me until 3 years hrt (or prob more bc I was 6 months injections).
My advice is to just get on injections and gain some weight. You'll probably start to malefail a little then I thought i was doomed for life.
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Been worried about my t lately but I can't get blood tests easily here and I also cant take cypro again even if my t is high so...
Do I just ignore it and pretend it's ok or what
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>>21582732
why cant u take cypro?
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>>21582737
Contraindication from vascular issues w my diabetes... Particularly my retinopathy will get worse quicker :)
So basically I'm speedrunning my way to blindness or surgery if I do!
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boyfriend
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>>21582802
oh yeah that reminds me, this meme made me think of you
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>>21582802
bagel friend
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>>21582794
wow dang i see
that sucks
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>>21582617
>tfw
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>>21582802
>>21582825
Friend is bagel
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>i will never look good in a crop top
feels bad
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>>21582903
pain
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>>21581940
>"But I keep thinking of Phoebe from friends!"
Real Mom vibes lmao
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>>21581871
Why would anyone want their child to go on hrt? It's not unreasonable for it to be discouraged before understanding comes like not everyone is some anime watching pervert.
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>I look good in a crop top
>but as a guy
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>>21581940
how old is your mum?
she sounds like such a child holy shit, stuff like
>well i remember giving birth to you and i selfishly thought i would have some say but ive learnt in the last few weeks with (relatives passing)ive not meant a isngle thing to anyone so whatever
just so passive aggressive all the "ok. whatever." i can't imagine a parent talking like this but my parents are late 40's early 50's so maybe thats it
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boyfriend
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>>21582944
incorrect
no guy looks good in a crop top
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>>21582689
I have long hair and had full FFS
>>21582727
I've been on HRT for over 3 years on injection
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being bourgeois is fucking great dude i can just lay here in a hammock in my garden enjoying the beautiful weather and how lovely everything looks and just sip my tea and eat a banana and pet my cat and read my book and i literally have nothing to worry about because i have no responsibilities and work like 8 hours a week
this rocks
today is already a good day
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>>21582987
>long hair
>FFS
>never gendered female
do you just never speak to anyone ever?
or maybe you go outside in a bin bag or smth?
that's literally impossible mate
unless you live in some genderless euphoria island village or some shit
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>>21582959
43? i think
yeah...
>>21582937
what
tf do you mean
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>>21583006
>43?
WHAT
idk maybe i've been spoilt by having good parents but that sounds fucking insane to me
>>21583006
i assume they mean people should probably be naturally concerned at first when they don't understand it and all they know is it's something life changing and permeant, but this isn't something they learnt of yesterday as far as i know so it doesn't really apply here
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>>21583000
Possible that anon started pretty old and hasn't taken care of herself to the fullest.
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>>21583018
idk it's just the way it is i guess
I dont know how critical of her I can be
she was pretty good before all of this but now she's just
bleh
she's had it tough too...
>i assume they mean people should probably be naturally concerned at first when they don't understand it and all they know is it's something life changing and permeant, but this isn't something they learnt of yesterday as far as i know so it doesn't really apply here
i mean i guess i get it then
it does apply cos she was opposed to it when I came out to her and idk i had to convince her i wasnt gonna change my mind
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>>21581940
Your Mom doesn't know you've been using the name for months and grown attached to it because you really don't respect her, at all.
It's kind of beyond rude that you'd be so dismissive of things. Like, would it kill you to humour her after she's went through cancer and losing her Mother? You just sound like a grumpy child.
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>>21583000
I get gendered male in drive thrus, standing in line at a new doctors office, sitting down in a doctors office,bmv, etc.
>>21583034
I started at 22 and I had electrolysis on my face and chest, and did skin care.
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>>21583044
T. Gaslighter
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>>21583052
How am I gaslighting? I presume the conversation is recent and she's been using Phoebe here for ages.
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>>21582937
I don't watch anime and never have, not even trans person watches animie and wants to be some female character, this post stinks of insecurities
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>>21580204
>QOTT
i'd live right here in the same place. i love my home and country but FUCK is it lonely out here
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>>21583062
They're just being mean to Luka who has her anime avatar as goals
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>>21582024
Fyi by journey and a circle that comes back again she doesn't mean she's a repressor ftm but that you'll eventually come to rely on her and regret having been mean.
I'm not really sure where you got the repressor or David Bowie stuff from lol
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>>21583044
she didnt lose her mother.
I did humour her
she said the name I chose was awful
that's when I got sick of it
She suggested fucking tamar
fucking demzelzekjnlzel
she has the audacity to tell me that the name I chose was awful?
>because you really don't respect her, at all.
how?
the way she acts about anything trans brings it on herself
I don't have the fucking confidence to tell her anything because whenever I do she turns it around and has to make it some drawn it argument
she's had no fucking respect for me since I've told her im trans
I wasn't so dismissive of things
I humoured her
she suggests 10 names that are just fucking meme tier
she says phoebe makes her think of friends but daria is okay?!?
seriously like what
yeah idk she had skin cancers i guess I really dont know she's like a smoking addict as long as ive been alive

the fuck am i even supposed to say to her
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>>21583074
They need to get out of bmg because this is our happy safe place for doom posting and validation
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>>21583093
thats not what i was referring to for that part lmao
pic rel is

SHE TOLD ME TO BE A FEMININE MAN LIKE DAVID BOWIE WHEN I CAME OUT TO HER
all that stuff I said was what she said to me when I told her I was trans
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>>21582937
>Why would anyone want their child to go on hrt?
If I ever have a child SHE is gonna be forced on hrt
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>>21583094
My mom tried to use the cancer thing to manipulate me, the day after I came out to them she drops the "dad might have cancer" on me like okay? That sucks what does this have to do with me being me
>>21583101
I'm sorry phoebe, there will always be anons who take the opposite side, I totally relate and sometimes its hard to explain how manipulative someone can be in words.
I can tell from the texts that she's in the wrong I hope she comes around it seems like she can in time <3
Your name is yours and this decision as much as she like it to be hers it isn't, she doesn't own you and you owe her nothing for giving birth to you, her job is to love you and support you in every way possible, having a child is a fucking gift and a privilege and she needs to realize you're your own person not a baby who needs help
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>>21583094
>She suggested fucking tamar
Because your Dad wanted to call you that if you were female?
>how?
You've been using the name for ages but only told her now? You just act dismissive towards her and yeah it's not nice that she's just ignoring your decision but she doesn't know you're dead set on it. You act like her raising and birthing you means nothing, that she doesn't even get to offer opinions on your name.
What you should've said was
>Oh, really? Why that name idk I don't really feel like a Suki lol
Yknow, treat her like a human being you care about at least?
Just apologize and tell her you've actually been using the name for awhile and that it's stuck with you. You feel happy using it, it really helped you get over that threshold of thinking of yourself as a man instead of vapid responses. Ffs it's your MOTHER.
I'm sure you have baggage but you're totally in the wrong here from what I can see. You're so unreasonable and unwilling to communicate with her.
Rant. You're all such awful children wtf how hard is it to act nice to your goddamn parents.
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>paycheck came in
>significantly less than previous paychecks
>hours have been cut down to give new employees enough hours
>they all have one thing in common
>guess what it is
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>two girls at work commented on how curly my ponytail is
>don't know how or why, it just gets like that
>keep looking at it in the mirror and playing with it while smiling
is this how self esteem is built?
instead of insults to bring you down, complements to build you up?
this is nice, people should do it more often
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>>21583178
their noses knows...es?
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>>21583182
Damn girl
You got cute curly hair
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>>21583178
better at their job than you?
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>>21583101
Then stop boymoding like some feminine man lmao do you really think anyone's parents want their kid to be trans?
They don't know about hrt, they don't know about ffs, they don't know about passing trans woman so to them you just said "yeah, I wanna be that man in a dress you saw once that everyone laughed at".
You have to help your parents understand. Their are counselling services where I live just for that because of course no one wants their child to be trans - being trans fucking sucks - and they'll hope it's something they'll grow out of.
If my child said they were trans I would cry so much and beg something to make it a phase.
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>>21583202
>If my child said they were trans I would cry so much and beg something to make it a phase.
>>>/pol/
You are literally just a false flagging gaslighter & Phoebe is giving u attention bc she's angry.
Shoo.
>>21583094
Stop humouring that dude
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>>21583148
>Because your Dad wanted to call you that if you were female?
i dont even fucking believe that's true tbqh
shes never mentioned it having anything to do with my dad before when ive asked her before
but w/e
>You've been using the name for ages but only told her now?
but I can't tell her shit cos it always turns into some fight
I had to do similar shit for like a week straight to make her realise that I'm deadset on transitioning and not going to do anything less
How can I take suki seriously
you know why I gave vapid responses?
cos I didnt want to fucking argue about it in the first place and i cbf
I had just woken up and she starts that shit with me

I'm not apologising to her
i'd rather fucking rot and die
>>21583202
>They don't know about hrt, they don't know about ffs
no actually, she knows about both
she told me she doesnt want me to get ffs
I told her when I came out to her and she argued against it that im gonna take female fucking hormones and do what I want
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>>21583148
Anon you have to remember you're only seeing texts..
There's a life time of emotions you are probably unaware of..
I'm always nice to my mom in texts and it makes no difference, we understand its a learning curve and a thing they have to adapt to, transitioning is something they have to go through with us tho and if they can't understand we're in pain and be patient with us then expect us to be upset, its very obvious phoebe was upset and she kept going and going, she also could've not said phoebe is shit blah blah blah and just said have you thought about this name?
It goes both ways
This is how I responded to my moms suggestion and she got hurt by it.. like I'm not going to just agree on a name because she likes it, hearing my mom say "sabrina.. are you serious, sabrina... brian you can't name yourself sabrina thats a ugly name" fucking hurts and not getting defensive is hard
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>>21581940
how can you even call yourself boymoders while having girlnames jesus
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This stuff actually works.. my butt is completely clear of any red spots and is soft after a week, going to buy the big tub when this little one runs out and it also smells so fucking good
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>>21583135
sorry i skipped past in blind rage
thanks sabrina idk its just idk
i appreciate the kind words tho idk what to say rn
>>21583229
idk only my gf and /bmg/ call me by it /shrug
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>>21583238
idk. on a second thought, maybe you are right and i am the weird one requesting male pronouns and a male name everywhere to not tempt myself.
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>>21583229
>how can you even call yourself boymoders while having girlnames jesus
uh...
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i feel like all i do here is shitpost or bait for compliments and i want to change that but idk what to say really.
evens and i will go cycling
odds and i will go for a walk
dubs and i will call the doctor and make a follow up appointment for the sertraline
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>>21583229
Idk i regressed into boymode when my honfidence ran out
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>>21583212
Charlotte, no offense but you're a weirdo who thinks being trans makes you superior to cis women... You need to go back to /d/
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>>21583309
Leave our thread holy moly, why come in here and be mean?
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>>21583324
She called me a dude? Don't even.
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>>21583309
>who thinks being trans makes you superior to cis women
where's the lie tho?
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>>21583335
I honestly just thought you were a pollard being a asshole or a cis male
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>>21583397
Aren't you just the nicest? Thanks. I love being called a man in this supposed nice safe space.
Thanks.
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i miss nomo
she will see this when she searches through the archives
hi nomo
love u
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>>21583419
i mean you antagonise everyone...
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>>21583309
Oh I thought u were a cis man here to annoy us lol.
But yeah that's based af so no offense taken at all!
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>>21583432
Being trans isn't nice. You know that. I didn't say anything wrong. A boymoder should know how shitty it is more than most trans women.
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>>21583419
Well I'm not basing it off of anything... besides the negative energy your displaying, im just not going to reply to you because you seem like a very angry person, sorry if I hurt you I definitely would never call someone a man as a insult lol
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>Being trans isn't nice
Maybe for you it isn't I'm pretty happy being trans honestly.
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>>21583466
nah i like this existence more than anything else lol
its just how i was born and im not going to let that dictate me being inferior to cis ppl or smth
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>>21583484
>thought you were a pollard being a asshole or a cis male
>cis male
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>>21583528
As in I didn't realize boynoder in this safe place could be such a bitch, you can take my comment out of context all you like i don't even know what you look like so, whatever done arguing with you go be a asshole some place else
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what’s going on here can’t we just get along :^((( be nice to each other please
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this is a calm thread now
let’s all chill out and be nice to each other ok
new qott: what did you have for dinner last night?
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charley told me to goto mmg and he posts in both threads
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>>21583524
I'd rather have been born a cis woman... Male thoughts I guess
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>>21583562
>new qott: what did you have for dinner last night?
tacos!! i didn’t really have a taco though i basically just made taco salad :^)) it was nice
how are u bagel
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>>21583575
I mean yeah no shit but like idk there's never a universe where im born a cis woman so what's the point in agonising over it like that
id rather be this than a cis man
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>>21583562
>what did you have for dinner last night?
Went to a pub w frens and got a vol au vent n chips :) was v yummy!! Had lots of rly good creamy sauce that made me coom NGL
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>>21583561
Being nice is cool :)
>>21583562
>new qott
I didn't really have dinner but a late lunch; I had 12 chicken nuggets
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>go to get ice-cream
>warmer outside than in
Oh no bad idea
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>job interview 2morrow
>ill be seriously out of my depth
JUST JUST JUST JUST JUST JUST JUST
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where 2 channel my honrage
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>>21583594
fun!! glad it was yummy too it sounds good :^)))
>>21583597
based that’s literally what im gonna eat every day in college lol
>>21583604
isnt that how it usually is…?
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>>21583562
>qott
Nothing lol I had a coffee
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>on train
>stranger's bag on seat I need to sit in
>pick it up and move it
>trying to be gentle not to break it
>bag's owner shouts across the train:
>what's wrong, are you really so weak that that little bag is heavy to you
>embarrassed
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>>21583635
>College
What are you taking?
Whats dizzys future career ○:
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>>21583577
>taco salad
like a taco without the shell? mm sounds good desu
i’m ok, it’s a nice cozy day but i’m kind of stressing out about not feeling motivated enough to lose weight. i’ve been doing a bit better mentally and idk whether that’s because of the sertraline or just being more ok but it’s nice ig. what about you?
>>21583594
what’s vol au vent?
i don’t remember where i got it or what i had it with but i remember having a really good aioli sauce with something, that would go nicely with chips i think. i don’t really go for sauces or condiments much, wbu?
>>21583597
man i remember before going vegan i would buy boxes of like 20 nuggets and devour the whole thing and still be hungry……. no wonder i have weight issues lmao
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>>21583625
You got this disco, try to stay calm and collected and you can ace this interview
>>21583626
Channel honrage in a vent phoebe
>>21583635
I won't be on campus but hopefully I can just eat school food
if not I'll probably barely eat
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>>21583562
went to a Lonng Horn with my friends
had a 6oz fillet with mashed potatoes and a Caesar salad.
Steak was kind of bland, only salvaged by a bit of horseradish and a liberal amount of salt and pepper.
After that we went to Cook-Out and I got a cappuccino milk shake.
>>21583647
she wants to be a teacher iirc.
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>>21583674
>she wants to be a teacher iirc
Nice, I feel like she'd be a nice teacher (:
If this is correct what subject or grade
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i am an evil agp transbian rapehon
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>>21583658
>before going vegan
Cool!, I need to try to go vegetarian again, it's the healthiest I ever was
>I would buy boxes of like 20 nuggets and devour the whole thing and still be hungry
Yeah, I'd do the same and then eat fries, those things are the real killer. Atleast 12 nugs are ~500 calories compared to ~800 of fries
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>>21583645
what a meanie >:^((((
>>21583647
i’ve told you before silly!! i’m a history major i wanna be a teacher :^))) i’d really rather teach ESL but i’m not good enough at Spanish..>>21583658
>like a taco without the shell? mm sounds good desu
yeah!! i never eat tacos with shells anymore lol they’re so much better as just a pile of ingredients
i’m glad you’re cozy + ok :^))) did you just start sertraline? i did like a week ago.. i was supposed to start like a month ago but i was being stupid
and losin weight doesn’t have to be stressful!! just take it a day at a time :^))
i’m doing kinda ok.. definitely better than yesterday but still not great :T i’m going to the market later and i’m hoping that getting out of the house will help me feel like i’ve done something
>>21583667
>if not I'll probably barely eat
yea…………… i’m gonna be on campus but i can’t imagine leaving my dorm too often hh
it’ll be good for losing weight but i don’t wanna fall back into ana again that would be bad :pppp
>>21583706
it is and history (or ESL!!) for tenth + twelfth grade :^)))
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>>21583721
>i’ve told you before silly!! i’m a history major i wanna be a teacher :^))) i’d really rather teach ESL but i’m not good enough at Spanish
I have a fish brain!!!!! That's so cool, and I remember now I always feel bad about having a poopy memory but I do care and I am interested i just forget lol

Slept weird and must've hooked nose ring, very sore, sucks
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>>21583721
have you considered doing JET or a similar program dizzy? I know Korea has similar things.
I think you only need a degree, doesn't matter in what (at least for JET)
Would let you teach English for a bit and do some stuff abroad for a year or so.
Would also look nice on a resume for actual teaching jobs when you come back.
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>>21583658
>buy boxes of like 20 nuggets and devour the whole thing
typical sigma grindset desu
>>21583674
>Steak was kind of bland, only salvaged by a bit of horseradish and a liberal amount of salt and pepper.
That sucks. How do you even possibly screw up a steak?
>>21583715
no you aren't
>>21583721
What's the appeal of teaching ESL if Enlish is your first language? Genuinely curious.
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>>21583760
>That sucks. How do you even possibly screw up a steak?
just not very flavorful, almost like it was completely unseasoned.
to be fair it was the cheapest and smallest steak they had so I wasn't expecting much.
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>>21583625
didn’t you already get a bunch of offers? either way gl dizko
>>21583645
woman moment
>>21583647
>interested in linguistics
>lives in mass(?)
say hi to professor chomsky for me diz
>>21583674
>mashed potatoes
nooooooooooooo why did you have to say this aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i want mash so bad now wtffffffffff
>>21583715
wow she is literally me
>>21583721
ye i started like 2 weeks ago and they said they wanted me to come in after 2 weeks to check up on how i was doing.
losing weight is just stressful for me because if i’m not super careful i always overeat, and i never exercise because i’m a lazy moron. i spent months saying “it’s fine i’ll do a bunch of cycling in the summer to lose weight” and i haven’t been out on my bike since like may.
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>>21583783
>bunch of offers?
just a bunch of interviews
pepehands
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>>21583625
dw you'll do great!! just keep cool n focused, that's all you can do! c:
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>>21583783
u cant be me by virtue of being straight and pretty
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>>21583635
>isnt that how it usually is…?
I think it depends on the house and insulation. I thought the wind would make outside cooler.
>>21583592
Yeah, but what I said was wrong. If your child is trans you should be happy. Being trans is nice because it's better than them repressing I guess. I'm male brained, sorry I thought you were being unreasonable to your Mom.
>>21583744
Some are actually for undergraduates studying a course, like year 2/3. That's in the UK anyway.
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>>21583802
there's nothing straighter then the love of two boymoders, because they are simultaneously male and female, their male self being attracted to the female self of the other and vice versa.
This form of relationship is actually double straight.
Also as we will recall you are pretty, an 8/10 even. And you must be weaned off the notion that you were made for anything other than taking cock
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>>21583625
>JUST JUST JUST JUST JUST JUST JUST
Literally how the interviewers feel too. Just relax lol
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Is it ever too late to take E with the intention of boymoding? I've always tried to suppress my trans urges because I don't want to be a HON but I never realised boymoding was a thing you could just do. Does it help? Are you happy?
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>>21583834
I mean... Boymoding isn't a permanent thing typically but I've read people take something to halt breast growth and there's always top surgery?
What do you want out of hrt?
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>>21583834
Well I'm twenty-seven
and started earlier this year, so I'm doubtful you'll be starting any later than me
and yes I'm happier, because in December it came down to, "I'm either going to do something about these feelings or I'm going to kill myself"
and I'm still alive now, and most days, I don't really want to kill myself. Some days I even feel optimistic about my future which I haven't seriously felt since I was eighteen or so, maybe younger since I started feeling suicidal at around thirteen.
So yeah
100% happier.
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>>21583844
I just want to be feminine and not have to avoid looking at mirrors because I hate my own face. I'd love to be a woman but I'm 26 and don't have a great starting point so it's probably too late to pass. I'd settle for being vaguely androgynous, I just don't want to be a man or a hon.
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>>21583864
I mean, you may not be a hon even if you do 'girlmode'. I think you should go for it. As someone who's a hon and ashamed of things... You can just get a binder in the worst case and enjoy subtle and emotional benefits. Best case you pass.
I'd definitely do it to avoid male aging and regrets if it does work out well or you change your attitude.
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>>21583813
If you are trans you are trans
what can you do
it shouldnt be a positive or a negative
it's not ideal but I'm just over the part where I spend all day loathing myself for something I had no control over
I was probably overly rude to my mother but I just had a short tempter this morning and ofc I'm going to be very defensive about something like this
I just hate that I hatve to argue with my mum about every facet of my existence
she only ever suggested names to me after I chose one
>>21583818
... idek how to respond
except boymoder x boymoder seggs does not involve taking cok
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>>21583774
That's pretty lame though, seasoning costs like nothing and steaks are so exensive that when they're bad it sucks.
>>21583783
>woman moment
No lol people just think I'm a fag. Idk why but I look especially weak to people even though I look and read hard male to everyone.
>if i’m not super careful i always overeat, and i never exercise
It's hard to exercise without a precedent of some consistency.
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>>21583892
>... idek how to respond
I'm just joshing
>except boymoder x boymoder seggs does not involve taking cok
I mean
I'm sure it can
you're just choosing not to
and that's valid.
>>21583893
>That's pretty lame though, seasoning costs like nothing and steaks are so exensive that when they're bad it sucks.
yeah, it is what it is, was mostly just out to see my friends. The salad and mashed potatoes were good. As was the loaf of bread they give you as a appetizer. And the horseradish manged to make the steak ok.
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>>21583909
ik ur meming sheesh im just couldnt think of smth funny to respond with
also im a wildly invalid moid
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>>21583884
Thank you anon. I'll give it a try. I've been wanting to do this since I was 19 but I've permanently put it off and I'll forever regret it, but why put it off until I'm 40?
I'm a NEET who's gotten overweight, doesn't shave, and can barely walk because I haven't left the house in over a year. I'm just so disassociated with my body that I can barely convince myself to take care of it because it doesn't feel like me, but maybe having something to look forward to will help.
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>>21583825
the dudes been an exec at big companies
i seriously doubt hell be nervous
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>>21583932
>wildly invalid moid
that's something a wildly valid foid would say
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>>21583940
>oh wow she's so pretty I'm going to spill my spaghetti while interviewing her
-big company executive man
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>>21583940
He'll be super tired of interviewees though lol I'm sure some love the job but I bet most wanna die a few rounds in
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i cbf being doomer anymore im cool w/e
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>>21583892
Yeah, it shouldn't be but I was just thinking that dysphoria is something I'd rather my child didn't experience and all the difficulties of transitioning.
Idk I'm a toxic pos I should browse pol or something instead
No, your Mom was rude. I didn't even bring up the deadname at the end because it was kinda indefensible. Maybe she feels left out but it's something she has to accept it's out of her hands. I think you should've made it clear you're comfortable with the name and have been using it for a long time with others but yeah, you didn't do anything wrong.
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>>21584024
Why doom when you can coom?
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>>21583964
m-maybe....
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i don't want to be alone but how can anyone love me when im literally not even capable of cleaning my own room or taking care of my own body
all i do is complain about my problems but i never actually work to fix them
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Is DIY safe or am I going to fucking die?
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>>21581232
Goddamn it I fell asleep or something. If you’re still here I’m from the Bay Area.
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>>21584071
Umm, you're fine short term. Long term I'd definitely consider monitoring stuff like liver and watching out for osteoporosis. It depends on what you take and most ill effects are rare.
Someone had their eyesight issues worsen with cypro lol ouch
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>>21584090
I don't have the slightest idea what I'm planning on taking yet. I'm clueless as fuck and thought all estrogen pills were the same thing. I'm not sure what I can even get in the UK.
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>>21584071
Imagine caring if you live or die
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>>21584049
fucking hell
>>21584026
I mean no one deserves to deal with the shit parts of being trans its just how it is
but idk accepting parents n shit can help make it better idk
ofc no one wants their child to experience all that shit but if it happens you just gotta do the best you can for them
in a perfect world ppl like us dont exist but like given the hand ive been dealt and the situation im in rn im pretty content with being me tbqh
feels pretty based
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>>21584071
It's completely safe unless you have long term issues that u have to deal with, even then it's better than waiting.
>>21584090
>Liver
Non issue with low dosages
>osteoporosis
Not an issue unless you don't take E
>Someone had their eyesight issues worsen with cypro lol ouch
Cuz type 1 diabetes, should've never been on cypro lmao.
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>>21584129
What would you recommend I take low doses of to start with?
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>>21584117
Def look at hrtg. I use united pharmacies in the UK. People recommend 12mg of cypro daily now, though.
>>21538782
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>>21584129
Charlotte: not an endocrinologist.
Bloodtests beat going blind earlier because you don't do research.
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>>21583738
it’s ok!! i’m just teasin :^))) you don’t have to feel bad <3
i hope your nose is ok :^((
>>21583744
i’ve never heard of that but i do want to study abroad!! i’m thinking abt maybe going to Spain or a South American country. not sure. maybe once i’ve got my degree i’ll try something like that for a while!! that sounds fun :^)))
>>21583760
>What's the appeal of teaching ESL if Enlish is your first language? Genuinely curious
i like history, but language is my passion and i really really really love English. i don’t ever use the knowledge bc it would make me seem like an asshole lol but i’d like to think i know a lot abt the language and grammar, and it always bugs me that ppl can grow up and just… not know how to speak properly (even though the idea of speaking “properly” is sort of dumb and meaningless bc of things like dialects and slang which are also totally legitimate and valid but anyways). i just think it would be a lot of fun to teach an English grammar and language class, since it seems like we sort of need something like that. the problem is that high school English classes aren’t actually abt English, and it’s more or less just a reading and reading comprehension class, which i think is valid……. but super lame. i wanna teach the *language*, so i wanna teach ESL!! i’m also v interested in learning other languages as i’ve said in some posts before, so teaching ESL would give me an opportunity and an excuse to do so. Spanish is where i’m looking first though bc it’s what i’m best at :DD

ack hit the character limit
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>>21584168
Endocrinologists know less than the average person here about mtf hrt. They don't see you as a person and don't care about your results.
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>>21583783
>i started like 2 weeks ago
congrats!! i hope it goes well for you!!! so far i haven’t felt a thing..
>if i’m not super careful i always overeat, and i never exercise because i’m a lazy moron. i spent months saying “it’s fine i’ll do a bunch of cycling in the summer to lose weight” and i haven’t been out on my bike since like may.
actually me
the only difference is that i undereat like crazy as well.. i’ve ridden my bike like three times this summer and i wanted to ride it at least that much *every week* :^((
as long as you eat healthy and stay away from food when you aren’t hungry it should be okay though, right?
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>>21584147
12.5mg (quarter pill of cypro) and 2mg of e under ur tongue, split the e in half if u want it'll give better spread. Move to 4mg after 3 months (2 pills a day) and injections after a year, then drop cypro.

if u want private blood tests in the UK use medichecks (google em) they will tell u if anything is super scuffed.
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>>21584071
its safe
just look at hrtgen
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>>21584196
Well, you should still try and take care of your health and get check-ups for things that can happen. Don't ruin your liver or something because someone on 4ch said you'll be fine.
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>>21584216
You should also have local places that offer bloodtests too, that'd be better.
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about to go see that german dentist again
wish me luck bois
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getting called androgynous felt pretty good, damn
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>>21584168
I've heard people talk about blood tests but what exactly does it mean? How do you get these blood tests? What are they testing for?
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>>21584240
good luck lol
hopefully he can tell you what to do while sticking his fingers in your mouth again
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>>21584216
>2mg of e under ur tongue
I've been told
and from my own personal experience
that oral leads to better breast growth than sublingual.
at least early on.
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>>21584255
i think i did oral for the first 2 months or smth then swtiched to sublingual
idk if that did anything tho
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>>21584216
>>21584148
Thanks anons, this is really helpful.
I somehow missed hrtgen because I searched for DIY instead like a retard.
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>>21584248
Hormone levels and then health risk stuff.
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>>21584255
I went from oral to injections; still small booba
so I can't confirm or deny
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>>21584255
>>21584265
i've heard the same but i did oral for the first month or two and still have fuck all breast growth so i think it's basically genetic roulette
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I rectally took my e. Double D's so that confirms it's the best way to take it
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>>21584285
brb shoving gel up my ass
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>>21584265
>>21584277
>>21584279
I should also add that I've been kinda alternating between doing sublingual and oral and recently have been doing 4mg orally in the morning and 2mg sub in the evening.
But I notice my boobs are more sensitive when doing oral so I'm probably going to drop sublingual entirely going forward.
>>21584294
Doubles as lube. Really smart idea.
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>>21584255
i did sublingual going from 1mg/day up to 4 over the course of 3 months + then 4mg every day from then until month 7 and at a year my bust is +4” so idk if it made a difference but that worked for me
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aaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHY AM I SO FUCKING INCOMPETENT WHY CAN'T I FUCKING GET A GRIP AND TAKE CONTROL OF MY LIFE
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>>21584298
My boobs havn't been sensitive in a while, I tried to start adding oral E at the end of each day
Idk if it's had any effect yet
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>>21584310
I tend to notice them feeling tender like an hour or two after taking my pills usually. And it's more noticeable with oral for me.
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how to boobmax
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>>21584322
domp apparently?? i think
i do not know much abt it
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>>21584332
what is domp
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>>21584318
I can't remember when mine were sensitive
I might get a ba, but I feel weird about that
Like I'm some 40 year old hon that couldn't grow any boob
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Reminder that breast pain isn't an indicator of growth n it can happen regardless.
I'm probably gonna take prog once I can afford It bc I'm stuck at like Tanner 4 now...
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>>21584322
Don't take spiro
Don't take cypro
Take prog later
Drink five litres of whole milk a day
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>>21584337
milk tank pills
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>>21584337
Anti emetic drug that makes u lactate & reportedly can help breast growth
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>>21584362
Temporary growth, I guess?
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>>21584337
domperidone if u wanna look it up
but what char said
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>>21584352
i like cypro and its all i have access to...
>Drink five litres of whole milk a day
guess im a gomadmoder now
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>>21584347
I think I'm tanner 4 and I've been taking prog for a few months
I'm just now cycling it because apparently that's a thing
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>>21584374
there's ways you're supposed to be able to cycle it and cause some perm growth
dunno how much truth there is to it though.
Always hearing conflicting stuff because there's little really research on trans stuff.
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>>21584390
addendum
Lukaposter might know more
They know a lot about DIY stuff and HRT in general.
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>>21584184
That's awesome. English is a really cool language, and there is more tools to write with than any other language besides maybe German. I'm happy you have a career you can be passionate about.
>>21584352
milk was giving me horrible acne so I had to stop.
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>>21584388
Yeah I was gonna do it in 14 day cycles bc I heard that's got potential & cuz I'm cheap lol
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>>21584383
It's just something I read because it's a progestin or simulates the effects of it and prog shouldn't be taken early. I got fairly good growth on cypro, though.
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>>21584403
Wait... Is taking milk for breast growth real? I was joking because... Milk. I guess it boosts the growth hormone or something?
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>>21584405
Recommend rectal prog too
I think it was Anna? taking oral and switched idk if she's noticed anything yet
She told me about cycling I told her about how rectal is more effective
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>>21584347
>haven't had breast pain since like 4 months
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>>21584381
Should I start this? How much milk is it gonna make
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>>21584403
>English is a really cool language, and there is more tools to write with than any other language besides maybe German
German is literally so fascinating to me i was learning it on my own for a while but i took a semester of it last year and it was SO fun. definitely what i want to focus my energy on after i’m fluent in Spanish :^)))
>I'm happy you have a career you can be passionate about
+ thank you!! i’m not sure how everything’s gonna go bc i am still a history major rn but i think i’ll have fun teachin that anyways as well. if all goes well though i can change my major + still graduate on time though since i took extra classes………..
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>>21584459
i have no idea + i have no idea lol
ppl in hrtgen might though :^)))
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i wish i liked milk///
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>>21584459
Lmao warhammer no, you're not actually a cow!
Fyi insanely high prolactin causes milk production iirc and that's a warning sign on hrt that something is dangerously fucked
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>>21584478
Oat milk!!!
Dairy is monstrous though
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>>21584459
If you take enough and milk urself everyday u will eventually produce like a lot... Feels incredibly cringe to even talk about this but probably like a glass a day after a while.
>>21584437
Same kinda desu besides occasional pain if I forget my hrt for weeks and then start again...
>>21584435
Ya ik rectal is better but ew I don't wanna do that to myself.
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unironically i hate bica shit sucks
>>21584496
ill try it ig
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>>21584459
l-l-lewd
>>21584496
>>21584478
Macadamia milk is wonderful
11/10 as a coffee creamer
>>21584533
what's wrong with bica?
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>>21584481
I had milk a little bit like early on taking hormones, but it went away.

>>21584511
I mean, bigger boobs would definitely be nice. I just wouldn’t want to be leaking milk constantly
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>>21584541
didnt kill my sex drive
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>>21584545
>I just wouldn’t want to be leaking milk constantly
are u sure?
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>>21584545
What if I want you to leak milk constantly?
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>>21584546
Mostly has mine
I only get aroused when I want to/someone else wants me to
>>21584551
Lewd
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>>21584546
Yeah, it doesn't affect T at all in that respect. Male sex drive, male rage, etc. It just blocks the receptors.
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>>21584576
thats me on cypro now maybe even lower than urs
5 months on bica and i was still a horny pos i hate it never wanna go back
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>>21584551
I don’t think my parents or work people would much like me, a boy, leaking milk through my shirt and being embarrassing
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>>21584598
T-they might...
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>>21584588
They literally give cypro to sex offenders to kill their sex drive. It's effective af
I'd like to see it mandatory in the UK with gics. See the massive increase in mtf detrans as agps lose their motivation lmao
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>>21584546
ur gf is crying
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>>21584637
nope i can still get horny for her ez
but it doesnt bother me the rest of the time now and its great
>>21584633
yeah I saw that on Wikipedia once lel
>tfw im an agp but love cypro for killing my sex drive
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>>21584598
Chill it isn't constant.
They'll get sore n you'll have to milk urself tho.
Anyways I'm cringing over this.
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>>21584668
fucking kek jfc
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>>21584665
You can't be agp and a boymoder, surely? Ik ik bullshit Blanchard dichotomy
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>>21584696
half this gen is transbians and another quarter is bi
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>>21584696
wynaut?
im agp not (that) dumb
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>>21584721
I'm a hsts transbian (bi)
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>>21584721
Agp isn't about sexuality?
Gender dysphoria hsts or whatever
Gender euphoria agp
Is it not?
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>>21584745
i had gd and this board would call me agp 100% of the time
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>>21584696
You can be aroused by yourself and still be self aware enough to know not to present female in public
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kinda funny but i realised the other day i had transbian sexuality since i was 12 but went thru like 3 different copes cos i thought that couldn't exist
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>>21584745
HSTS stands for homosexual transexual
why people argue the typology includes gender dysphoria versus euphoria
at its base, it is seen as a homosexual male transitioning to date straight men
AGP is autogynephilic or getting off to the idea of being a woman, in this one even if you like a man
It's "meta-attraction" or some bullshit
both are dumb desu
t. HSTS Bisexual
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>>21584745
>Agp isn't about sexuality?
>Gender dysphoria hsts or whatever
>Gender euphoria agp
>Is it not?
Yeah that's wrong. HSTS is supposed to be strictly androphilic (standing literally for homosexual transsexual). Autogynephilia is again supposed to mean autosexual and weakly gynophilic. It's pretty bs as a typilogy but you literally can't be HSTS unless you're strictly into men.
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>>21584773
K, gotcha. Thanks. I wasn't arguing just asking because I'm uniformed.
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>>21584790
wait im not autosexual am i not agp
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>>21584767
>transbian sexuality
As in t4t exclusively? I'll never understand that stance, someone here said they had it
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>>21584805
I'm not going to diagnose you along a duchotomy I don't believe in.
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>>21584809
I wish I was t4t
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>>21584809
yeah
cis women scare me
men scare me
i feel comfortable n safe with another troon
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>>21584799
That's fine
I don't really believe in it all that much
I thought I was gay as a kid so that'd make me hsts probably but I don't really care anymore
hrt's fucked with my sexuality enough
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>>21584773
>HSTS Bisexual
Not a thing.
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>>21584820
... I really hope you wife never snoops on you posting.
>>21584821
Haha another one. Well, that's understandable I guess. Most people seem to find t4t more natural in terms of shared experience and stuff.
I find it a bit offensive when people are like "I'm transbian but not attracted to cis women" like trans women are some other not-quite woman thing.
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>>21584871
>... I really hope you wife never snoops on you posting.
yeah...
-t. repressed slut
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>>21584879
WE NEED AN INTERVENTION
PRAISE JESUS HELP
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>>21584871
i guess its kind of bad of me
i can be attracted to cis women but inferiority complex + i find vaginas kinda gross
i just felt a lot more comfort with someone who is like me, i guess
that doesn't make either of us not women...
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>>21584862
>HSTS
not a thing
I've always liked guys, I've had girlfriends before, but never looked for them.
both hsts and agp are dumb
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>>21584894
>I find vaginas kinda gross
This, but I still call myself bisexual
:(
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>>21584882
>PRAISE JESUS HELP
https://youtu.be/CvItfgp4NJg
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>>21584894
No, I meant your reasoning seemed different to that. I totally understand where you're coming from. I'm just complaining about other people who are just... Idk they're chaser types I guess.
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>tfw only like boys no matter how hard I try to like girls
>watch anime so know I'm agp and I'm coping
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>>21584931
Women watch anime. It's just rare that they watch THAT KIND of anime.
Wtf is up with all the incel anime lately? Shield Hero pro slavery and Re-do of a healer rape fantasy?
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>>21584924
oh ok
your original statement is fair tho
yeah idk i dont really look at a lot of transbian / t4t posts tbqh
>>21584918
l did for a while too
>>21584931
tfw sexuality has been every letter of lgbt at this point
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>>21584931
>be me HSTS
>Like boys
>hear noise in other room, go to check it out
>oh no, someone was watching anime
>I see it for a single second but it's too late
>My attraction instantly becomes meta
>I suddenly like girls
>I'm agp now
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>>21584990
kek
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>>21584809
i'll hook up with cis people but i could never date one
i'm a cis chaser
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>>21585025
She'll break a heart for each of us.
Sweet revenge ;__;
Based af
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>>21584962
>lately
>>21584963
lgbt 100% completion speedrun
>>21584990
>hsts transwoman watches one episode of kill la kill - autogynephilia. Many such cases, sad!
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>>21585085
i rly liked kill la kill as a yung teen but i don't think i could watch it without cringing now
ryuko is so cool...
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Imagine being some psychologist and someone comes in saying they want to be a woman because of Japanese cartoons.
You just know it happens often
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>>21585103
i wanted to be a woman cos being a man feels gross and wrong
do ppl rly
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>>21585101
don't stop being cringe
stop cringing
sigma grindset
dye your hair black and red
duodecilionare mindset
get naked to become powerful
>>21585103
I think it's just trans people being autistic and autists getting absorbed in fantasy and needing it to explain how they feel. It's like when angry autists say they're turning into the incredible hulk or going super saiyan.
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just wanted to share
I think this might be becoming one of my favorite songs, if not the favorite
https://youtu.be/5hZN-bCLl3c
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>>21585160
It's a disturbing element to focus on on, though. I'd think as poorly of someone who transitioned because of porn. If it's for the male gaze only, that's a troubling basis for transitioning.
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>>21585160
Close but you didn't hit the mark. Trans people aren't necessarily more autistic -- it's autistic people who are more likely to mistakenly think they're trans. Autists get absorbed into this perfect anime girl idealization of what it means to be a woman and think if they transition they'll be able to escape the grim realities of their lives.
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>>21585103
In my trans support group some pre-hrt trans woman said that egg_irl convinced her to be trans and how relatable all the anime memes were.

She was 30
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>>21585205
I think that's very true but I'm not sure high functioning autists are quite the same.
Iirc autistic kids-teens often express a kind of disconnect with their gender as well given the difficulty of adapting to social norms.
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Dubs I sleep
Evens I sleep
Odds I sleep
Trips we all nap
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>>21585229
Kek, did anyone respond to her about that?
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>>21585229
This is why I refuse to go to any type of support group it'll just make me feel worse about myself
>>21585243
Gn bmg
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>>21585229
That was me... Fuck!
My local trans group is only ftms really. It's really awkward given a lot fall into that confused trender category and my sister is literally detrans ruined her voice on T.
I feel like such a terf in there. It's crazy how common it seems to be.
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>>21585243
I feel like your hair is growing so fast :) nice!
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The people of /lgbt/ that I see describe themselves as AGP is completely different than the stereotypical sissy boomerhon. The HSTS/AGP dichotomy is absolutely ridiculous, of course, but I do believe that AGP is something a lot of tranners develop, and of course they do.
>be dysphoric young amab
>puberty hits, sexual awakening, everything is horny
>tranny brain means you can pretty much only perceive yourself sexually as a female
>develop fetish for being or becoming female
That's a totally logical progression, and is still rooted in gender dysphoria. Hell, so many people on this board have described their AGP feelings lessening or completely going away as they get deeper into transition, and of course that would happen. And it's silly to think you're somehow invalid if the process of becoming feminine arouses you - no shit it does, your whole life you've been in a body that disgusts you, that you can't even imagine having sex with, and now you've changed into something that you are comfortable with, including in a sexual context.
AGP, especially when self-aware, often comes hand in hand with shame, self-hatred, secrecy, and anxiety. It shouldn't be surprising at all that a person with those traits would rather boymode. Meanwhile self unaware AGPs are typically the ones that go out and embarrass themselves by presenting female poorly and too soon, they're the opposite of us hyper-anxious boymoders.
Also sexuality has nothing to do with anything and meta-attraction is a spook.
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>>21585205
I think autistic people are more likely to be dysphoric and that's connected to the black and white thinking they possess. Also autism and transsexuality literally have the same cause so it's probably biological and not psychological. They are probably just intrinsically connected.
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>>21585309
>autism and transsexuality literally have the same cause
???
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>>21585345
milk
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>>21585345
The cause is anime
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>>21585345
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2019/07/190729094538.htm
find more if you want
autistic trannies are unironically gay frogs
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>>21585345
Picrel to early
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>>21585293
trip on, aster
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>>21585372
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I fucking hate my hair rn REEEE IT LOOKS SO WRONG
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>>21585498
So was anon right?
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>>21585575
yeah
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>>21585583
Kek
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>feel so-so about my chance at passing, even as a trans woman
>get little sleep
>feel like I just see a male and there's no hope of passing
God I want to be rested again
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>>21585608
same
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My debut music vid is done
https://youtu.be/foivQYwTrzI
Now that I'm certified cool will you be my girlfriend, /bmg/?

>>21584598
Have you seen pic related yet? I haven't yet but the plot summary reminded me of you :P
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>>21585727
Bruh
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>>21585727
What's the term for that kind of black metal screechy sounding rap?
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>>21585767

Screamo?
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>>21585767
Shit
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>>21585727
No I haven’t. But I might have to check it out. Nick cage is kinda hit or miss lately though for me
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>>21585727
Holy shit this is the real goateefag he has videos on YouTube hahahaha
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>>21585871
HOW IS HE SO SHORT
Dude should transition
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god i complain a lot don’t i
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At the laser place now
Nervous as fuck
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>>21585900
Just the right amount
>>21585904
Good luck, take some breaths
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>>21585904
It's fine, the after care is the hard part right?
>tfw need electrolysis because my hair is apparently blonde/white but I see it as black
Too bad I'm not bdd in the sense that I actually pass
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had a picture taken by someone else
>full weight of how huge and ugly I am comes crashing down
>>21585900
not really, you contribute a lot to the conversations
>>21585904
It's gonna be ok, good luck
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>>21585879
Boymoder goateefag arc when?
Become the trans gf you want!
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>>21585912
>>21585918
>>21585957
Well that was fast. It was just for consultation so not surprised
The technicians brother is a trans man so she was nice.
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Wife tells me were going to supper with her transphobic uncle
Holy fuck i want to die
Ask if I should go in boymode or girl mode "whatever you like" yeah...
Dubs I go full fucking hon mode
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>>21586137
How is he trabsphobic?
People knowing you're trans so early into your transition is the worst fot this kind of thing... I'd say boymode but then that makes you look bad if he knows you're trans. Idk



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