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Boymoder General: Go full fem. Also give me your discord. 8/10. You must be weaned off the notion that you were made for anything other than taking cock edition

ITT: be nice to others and yourself (maybe, sometimes, please)

QOTT: Watcha reading?

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older /bmg/ /ssbbg/ /bddg/:
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>>21573029
QOTT
TTTT
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>>21573029
great image choice 10/10
>qott
Reading? what's that
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>>21573029
>QOTT
>>21573029
:^)
but I was reading Eumeswil, and need to get back to it.
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>>21573029
>QOTT
just reading berserk atm, should start finishing the mishima books i have
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>>21573135
That homo that seppuku'd after a joke of a revolt?
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>>21573152
yah thats the one
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>>21573029
I'm reading the dumb spider ln because I need to practice my Japanese instead of letting it rot in my brain
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>QOTT
reading Ways of Seeing by John Berger rn!
wish the fucking pictures that are integral to the book were printed a bit bigger
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FUCK
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>>21573274
coom
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bump cuz everyone's still busy ramping up the post count in the last thread
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AGAIN?
OFF BY ONE AGAIN
KMS
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wew lad(ie)s
good thread.
>qott
The Trial by Franz Kafka :)
gonna go take my dog for a walk and read it in a park or something
maybe it will cure my fucking coomer brain for a few hours
later
oh and as always
fuck jannies
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>>21573029
>QOTT: Watcha reading?
Uhm uhhh I can't read novels :( I can't stay engaged w black words on white paper there's nothing stimulating about it...
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that was fun hehe
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>>21573706
you got the final post in too
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>>21573053
Actually, I havn't read them in about a month, but I did start
Just faith, reclaiming progressive Christianity
and
Socialism: Utopian and Scientific
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>>21573690
what a wonderful post to end on :^)))
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>>21573712
yay!
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>>21573053
its a city in Pennsylvania its alright ig
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>>21573724
best girl always wins
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whew that was fun bros
>>21573029
>QOTT
I'm engaging in a conscious effort to de-brainworm myself by reading tranny books. currently reading Little Fish by Casey Plett.
simultaneously I've got a fairly hefty Winston Churchill biography i was given for Christmas that I've been struggling through.
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>>21573718
>Socialism: Utopian and Scientific
hrmmm either based or cringe
read heinrich
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Congratulations, you've all earned this.
Only eat one right now though or you'll spoil your appetite ok?
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>>21573736
Zoe flirting w Anna... This is an interesting subplot...
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>>21573737
>de-brainworm
is such a thing even possible
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>>21573753
s-shut up
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I've been reading asoiaf :) on A Storm of Swords part 2 but the heat is killing my ability to function so slow goings
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>>21573746
*eats them all and pukes on your carpet*
i'm sorry grandma:'(
>>21573753
where you been
we've been flirting for a minute
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>i was there that day we all shitposted a lot
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>>21573746
I shall eat it with my poptarts
>>21573738
I'm new to theory who the heck is that
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>>21573794
that's every day tbH
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>>21573753
anna and bagel better subplot
those two coomers both need to stop hornyposting and bone
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>>21573746
thanks gma!!
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>>21573789
hi anon:)
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>>21573759
idk anon. i'll keep you posted on any results...
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>>21573817
I'm guessing it's more sophisticated brainworms than "ugly women exist and you could look like one"?
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>>21573789
yeah..........
>>21573797
he's based, he presents a heterodox understanding of marx based on all his published and unpublished works. An Introduction to the Three Volumes of Marx's Capital is a good rundown of it, he's kind of the hot new trend now that everyone got bored of accelerationism. it's a good break with orthodox marxism without breaking from marx himself (i would argue it's truer to marx's own value theory but i don't think there's any inherent value (lol) in adhering to marx either way)
>>21573804
shut mouth

ok walk time for real now
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my plan to male fail while buying a crt failed because my name on facebook marketplace was a boy name
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>>21573860
a common mistake.
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>>21573858
tfw no bagel gf to talk to me about political theory i'm too dumb to understand
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>>21573870
it wasnt even my real name facebook just gave me a random name when i made my account
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>>21573860
>Try to join rpg club
>No invites
>Few months pass
>Misleading pic and boymode girly name (Ashley)
>Join but don't say anything yet
>Three invites
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>>21573814
lmao you broke that anon
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>>21573029
b-b-b-based edition...........
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>>21573860
omg my crt is getting delivered today i'm so excited!!!!!
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>>21573852
not sure tbqh i feel like my desire to remain in boymode is, to some extent, underpinned by a deep sense of shame/ internalised transphobia etc
whether or not reading a few books can change any of that is pretty questionable, but idk theres not much else i can do.
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>>21573858
I see, I need a thesaurus
>>21573881
same :(
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>>21573892
yeah that was kinda strange
i wonder why she deleted her post
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>>21573952
2 flustered by u I guess.
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>>21573952
It's probably some chaser that got banned for being offensive elsewhere. No one who posts wojaks and shit are up to good generally.
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>>21573804
No. Stop tryna steal bagel from rose they're a loving couple.
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>>21573967
>No one who posts wojaks and shit are up to good generally
I'm nice though!!!
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>>21573900
I don't think you can escape that. The only people who aren't ashamed of their situation are perverts, really, or those oblivious to things. You just have to accept it's something that makes you happy. Even if it's principily something that makes a mockery of the female sex and such.
Idk either but I kind of relate. I come from an otherwise all female household so yeah... Awkward.
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>>21573999
Generally.
You're sometimes mean, though.
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Goals
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>>21573753
>>21573804
>>21573991
boymoder orgy when?
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>>21574026
I forgot to remember to forget
>>21574030
haha
that would be weird
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>day one on /bmg/
>it is nice to have other closeted trans girls to talk about dysphoria and my struggles with
>day 168 on /bmg/
>tfw no touch starved boymoder gf to do petplay and eat garlic bread with
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>>21573991
single girls are a 1v20
taken girls are a 1v1
work smarter, not harder
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>>21574064
>petplay and garlic bread

D-Don’t just call me out like that
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>>21574074
*pats head*
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>>21574002
yeah i guess. i do think its gotten slightly worse since being on 4chan, so i was hoping engaging with more positive stuff could help.
but ur probs right, u just gotta bite the bullet
>>21574030
zoe stay away from my feet
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>>21574026
i forgor
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bmg I'm outside with my coffee and my dog is sunbathing in the tall grass and this is the best feel. She is so fucking majestic I can't take it. We are absolutely thriving rn. Hope you all have a beautiful day frens <33333
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>>21574087
Careful, I can bite and stuff!
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>>21574096
oh right no emojis
i forgor..
>>21574107
i'm glad you're having such a nice day!!!!!! mine's turned around after that last thread <33
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>>21574091
>zoe stay away from my feet
I'M NOT EVEN INTO FEET
THE ONLY REASON I EVER STARTED POSTING THEM IS BECAUSE ANNA ASKED ME TO
FUCK
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>>21574091
I mean, if you mostly pass you'll probably never think much of it. Aren't you from NI? When I honmoded no one really said anything.
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>>21574107
Awee you too!
>>21574118
That’s good, glad you’re having a better day
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>>21574119
>THE ONLY REASON I EVER STARTED POSTING THEM IS BECAUSE ANNA
I'M NOT EVEN INTO FEET
THE ONLY REASON I EVER STARTED ASKING ABOUT THEM IS BECAUSE ZOE SAID SHE HAS CUTE FEET
FUCK
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>>21574118
thanks dizz I'm glad you're feeling ok, that thread was v fun :) I really hope you try makeup someday. It's nice to feel cute every once in awhile bb <3
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i just saw a post abt bartender in the last thread.. i’ve been thinkin abt her a lot lately. has no-one seen her for real? i hope she comes back someday.. i really miss her desu. she was nice :^((((
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I’m into butts and boobs and abs
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>>21574115
btw what is the name of your pig pal?
i was wondering about that recently
pls get them a pet for me:)
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>>21574115
Good girl, have a treat
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>>21574119
sure it was
ngl i respect the hustle for (You)s
>>21574146
>if you mostly pass
theres the problem
>aren't you from NI
nah i'm from London. its probably a safer place than most to honmode but idk, i'm not at that point yet.
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>>21574015
I'm the cool kinda mean. ;3
>>21574150
>>21574119
Now kiss
>>21574173
She left cuz her and I had a disagreement, probably for the best, she's got a whole ass life to live so.
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>>21574154
yeah :^)))
i probably will not try makeup for a long time but i already fo feel cute sometimes!! just never girl cute..
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>>21574180
Gimli! And I will for sure once he wakes up, he’s getting a nice little nap right now, since he came in from the heat outside

>>21574181
My favorite!
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>>21574204
omg you have a pet pig?
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>>21574191
well i knew that much.. i was here the day it happened i just hope she's doin okay
i suppose that's true though isn't it. she has a wife and kid right?
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>>21574217
Yep, my son
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>>21574219
Ya well she wasn't posting here as much n I think I'm what pushed her out for good ig. I still don't really get what I did but I hope she's healthy.
Yeah she does.
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>>21574150
lies
only people on here tell me I have cute feet
I know this because I screen cap it when they do
>>21574173
she posted two maybe three weeks ago, using a different name, and not-so-subtly denying it was her. even posted a face pic with the eyes covered.
>>21574190
>ngl i respect the hustle for (You)s
I'm desperate for validation and being told I'm cute. It's really kind of pathetic.
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>>21574177
I've got butt and abs but we can go get BA together, I have loadsamoney
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>>21574193
>just never girl cute..
makeup will make you girl cute js :P
no pressure though, you'll get there when you're ready :)
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>>21574237
I'd tell u to respect urself more but I literally posted my butt like a couple months ago.
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>>21574244
But if I had big boobs and still don’t pass like I currently do I’d just wanna die more
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>>21574233
my gosh he's so cute i love him
he has funny teeth like one of my dogs
>>21574237
>I'm desperate for validation and being told I'm cute.
well you are cute<3
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>>21574244
>I have loadsamoney
h-hi?
do you also hate big chins and enjoy seeing them go from gross to cute? yes?? then boy (girl) have i got a project for you
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>>21574233
i want to cuddle with your pig
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>>21574235
well you were being sort of abrasive.. i think she just didn’t want infighting.
>>21574237
>she posted two maybe three weeks ago, using a different name, and not-so-subtly denying it was her.
well at least she’s alright :^))) that’s enough for me. maybe she’ll come back but i’m at least content to know for now she’s not gone gone
>>21574282
urgh
maybe..
>>21574244
we should get suporn srs together too……………..
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>>21574284
I've also posted my butt
>>21574295
>well you are cute<3
fugg
>>21574244
hello mysterious benefactor
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Wreer I want piercings...
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>>21574353
>I've also posted my butt
tfw i missed the butt pics
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>>21574439
you've seen it
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>>21574353
I posted mine too :)
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>>21574471
>you've seen it
tfw i forgot what ur butt looks like
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>>21574488
cute and top-able apparently :P
>>21574472
you did!
it was a nice butt.
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>>21574362
What kinda piercings :)
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>>21574294
I feel like if I had bigger breasts people would have to gender me f, right? They'd just think I'm an ugly woman.
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>>21574579
I hope so, but I’m still worried I wouldn’t pass, and then there’s no way I could hide as a boy anymore
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>>21574620
That's why I'm saving for breast removal ;__; btc pls go back up
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Got some new shampoo/conditioner and a hair mask from amazon today. Anon with beautiful hair recommended it the other day, can't wait to try wish me luck bmg. Might even do makeup later idk :o
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good walk
i mean my tshirt was way too thin and my chest was very clearly visible and i felt humiliated the entire time
but otherwise good walk
time for snooze soon maybe
what's bmg up to
oh talking about our boobs and butts
well see ya tomorrow
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>>21574645
My hair is too thick... I wish I could get it to lie nice and flat.
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>>21574656
thick hair gang
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someone in the chat just called hasan very submissive and breedable lmaoooooooo
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>>21574656
>>21574658
my hair used to be so thick
testosterone is helluva drug
my bald spot is almost gone since starting hrt tho so I'm hoping the thickness comes back too after enough time
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if you can't find a boyfriend just become the boyfriend
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>>21574738
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Feeling kinda tired think I'm gonna head home and have a shower n get comfy...
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>>21574738
what if i can find a boyfriend but i don't like any of the options?
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>>21574793
get a gf (male) instead then?
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>>21574793
find a boywife instead
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>>21574808
i have 2 trans girlfriends but they are girls not men. i want a big man to hold me and be his tradwife
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>>21574821
Gee Anna your mom lets you have TWO GFs?
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>>21574821
>2 girlfriends
and you're still this much of a coomer? sheesh
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa why did i go in the srs thread
want
so bad want
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>>21574891
Soon 4 me,

They had Halloween candy out at Walmart its July... I love it
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gn (probably)
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>>21574976
>Soon 4 me,
really?!?!
who are you going to?
I'm so fcking jelly ngl
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>>21574976
i love autumn i love autumn i love autumn i love autumn i love autumn i love autumn i love autumn
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>>21574994
gnight bagerl
bf soon™
promise
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>>21575001
it's a good song
https://youtu.be/hCuKOleuQtE
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>>21574996
>>21575020
obligatory trip on gma
i am boomer
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>>21574994
gn! sleep well

>>21574976
wait really? Good luck I hope everything goes well I am super excited for you!

>>21574891
I hope u can get soon
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AHHHHH IM SO HUNGRY BUT I CANT EAT TIL AFTER MY BLOOD TEST

captcha: KASH4

Kash for what???
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>>21574976
>>21574996
>>21575071
Sabrina is speed running her transition
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>>21574996
Grs montreal kek, its covered by my health care i just got wait till I hit my one year on hormones, I have the letters from WAPATH psychologists and bs.
>TFW you did all the paperwork and sent it on was on the phone with them and getting everything prepared when they say you have to wait a full year on hormones..
I was only going to get a orchiectomy but I hate my stuff and want it gone
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>>21575071
>I hope u can get soon
thanks..
i'm still trying to figure out how to even get $$$ for ffs first so i can at least girlmode, srs seems like such a pipedream at this point. someday though
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Honestly glad I don't rly have bottom dysphoria... Want orchi mb but otherwise I'm cool w it besides the rare occasion I get a lil upset bc I'm not cis r smth.
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>>21575086
I'm fast yo
>boy with vagina
I feel like this place feeling like it makes me less lovable
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>>21575131
Lol saaaame
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>>21575136
>makes me feel like I'm less lovable
For getting vaginoplasty
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>>21575114
Mhm! Well I hope you manage to save up the money for ffs as soon as possible then! I look forward to girlmoding myself someday soon hopefully but yeah I hope you are able to live the dream and get both done and happily girlmode.

>>21575131
same desu also i have trauma from waking up under anesthesia before and do not want that happening during srs
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>>21574891
>tfw srs is held ransom by gic gatekeeping
I really want to die anytime I think about my junk. It's so unfair.
"Umm actually are you really trans though?!"
THEY LET PEOPLE WITHOUT BOTTOM DYSPHORIA PASS THROUGH THE SYSTEM WHY NOT ME
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>>21575095
nice! I hope it goes well you'll have to keep us all updated
do you get to pick your surgeon or anything? I would be so scared to just go with whoever they decide is covered in the plan
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>>21575131
I fucking hate tucking it makes me feel disgusting, every day putting on pants and underwear and having to do it makes me feel ughh and then the constant fear of it coming out and always fearing I have a bulge and its just uncomfortable having it.
I can understand wanting to keep it though im def scared of just being thrown to the waste bin by my partner or viewed like a idiot by people here
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>>21575192
Dr Pierre Brassard
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>>21575200
Nah ur not an idiot do what makes u happy Sabrina.
Transitioning is a different journey for everyone uwu.
I don't even tuck so...
>>21575171
You woke up under anaesthesia??? Yo that's so fucked...
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>>21575131
Same
>tfw transfriends start talking about SRS and I feel like an invalid faketrans imposter
Indo have a little dysphoria down there, but like maybe 2 or 3 out of 10
Definitely not enough to justify getting the surgery
Probably wouldn't use my hen for sexing someone though that sounds awful
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>>21575305
>I don't even tuck so...
me either.
But I'm also not wearing anything that really requires it.
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>>21575171
Thanks fren :) I appreciate the encouragement so much, really. I'm not the best at saving but i'm ok and have enough for keo's deposit and really really good credit so i'll probably just end up trying to get a loan

>>21575200
I feel you so much. hrt has helped a lot for my dysphoria though, it's nice and small and fits everything way easier. No more morning wood or random boners. Absolutely still want it gone though, it has been a dream since childhood..
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>driving home from work
>pass a fat emo teen riding a bike
>with a fucking binky in his mouth
what the fuck
what the heck
what in the world did I just witness
I knew this city was kinda progressive for queer shit but um uh WHAT?
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>got home after work
>bought another toffee vodka
>downed the half a bottle remaining from last night in an hour or so
>super light headed already
>still got a bottle left
lets fucking gooooooooo
been looking forward to this all day and i was worried it wouldn't effect me much since i drank yesterday too but i'm well away with it already
what's everyone else drinking?
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>>21575305
Yeah I don't wanna go too into it but it was for sure one of the worst experiences of my life. Didn't help that I also aspirated during the procedure which means stomach acid/bile got into my lungs
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>>21575399
Of course! I believe in you that even tho you might not be the best at saving right now you will get better and be able to get the procedures you need to feel better about yourself! Oh wow that's awesome I don't know enough about loans to really give you advice on that but I hope it goes well and be careful try not to put yourself into too much debt
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>>21575420
>Binky
>Queer shit
Aster...
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>>21575471
If you have one of those things and you aren't a baby doesn't that make you some kind of queer?
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>>21575420
he's prob a raver
a lot of the baby ravers get em 'cause they don't know how to find pure pills that don't make you clench your jaw
or he's just a 'little' *immense cringe*
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>>21575490
Huh, never heard of that but I guess it makes sense
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>>21575490
>a lot of the baby ravers get em 'cause they don't know how to find pure pills that don't make you clench your jaw
what
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>>21575423
>what's everyone else drinking?
coffee
trying not to drink today 'cause got drunk at poker last night
and the day before at the amusement park
and the day before that at the bar with frens
fuck now my bottles are all staring me down...
toffee vodka sounds like it would make an amazing white russian btw
want

>>21575448
Thanks again <3
>be careful try not to put yourself into too much debt
seriously...I was just thinking about it and even at $500 a month it would take around 10 years to pay off 50k D:
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>>21575562
mdma makes u clench n grind ur teeth impulsively.
Never heard of someone usin a dodie to stop it but ig makes sense.
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>>21575562
>>21575506
lmao it's totally a thing. they even make binkys with lights on them specifically for ravers
it was way more commonplace when I first started raving in 2009 but you still see it from time to time esp with babyravers
i'll bet i have a pic or two in one of my old meme folders hold on...
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>>21575608
>>21575609
man sometimes I'm glad I was a wet blanket and didn't do shit with drugs.
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>>21575628
Wanted to do coke w my bestie but her n I haven't rly been to many parties in a while lolll just pubs
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>>21575635
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Good afternoon /bmg I woke up from my nap :)
>>21575628
I wish I had done drugs with my friends
I was too "beta" to ask while the rest of my English class group were talking about doing shrooms that weekend
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Oh yeah so the laser place I contacted this morning got back to me and wanted $1200 for 6 sessions on the face. Time to keep looking, I guess. Think I'm gonna see about getting on the waitlist for the super trans friendly good deal place.
>>21575628
>go to drug party at friend's place to do hardcore drugs
>"bro we're gonna do MDMA so put this binky on so you don't clench your teeth too hard"
>weird, but ok they are more experienced
>"oh yeah we're doing mushrooms too so put on this diaper in case you crap yourself haha"
>uhh, even weirder but it's my first time doing drugs so okay I guess
>"alright Greg take some pics lmao we got blackmail"
(This greentext is a work of fiction)
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couldn't find any binkys but found some classic examples of kandi kids from the late 00s
they are totally the type who would have binkys

>>21575628
It is way less cringe now because it's more widespread but there are still babyravers who go deep into the cringey aspects of it
Don't let it necessarily discourage you from raves though, they really are so much fun and have been responsible for some of the most inspiring moments in my life and I have grown so much closer with some of the friends I've gone with. If it weren't for some of the raves I went to and some of my psychedelic experiences I had there I'd absolutely still be repping
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>>21575751
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little candy raver she's my number one
and everytime i see her moving she's always having fun
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>>21575682
lmao nice greentext
I made the mistake of letting someone get a pic of me when i was rolling, never again. For some reason it is impossible to take a normal picture on mdma, something with the eyes... If i'm not wearing sunglasses you will not take a picture of me.
PLUR - people look ugly rolling
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found some on google
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>>21575305
Xixoxoxo ilove you char
>>21575399
Yeah its helped a lot but not enough it is mostly my testicles that make me sick knowing I have them but idk I was asked by my wife and therapist if I could wake up tomorrow with a perfectly working vagina would I and the answer is a obvious yes, so thats what made me decide on vaginoplasty and not just orchiectomy.
I do remember being young and having a lot more dysphoria about it and wanting to remove it then I watched the sex change south park episode with my dad and it fucking made me hate myself so much
>>21575682
That's stupid expensive I was getting it for 96 a session and here its 50 and much better, im sure you'll find a place <3
You did the hard part
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lmao
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>need to get a glass of water
>too warm, don't wanna put a shirt on
>walk downstairs shirtless
>currently in the kitchen w dad holdin a shirt over my chest bc awkward
Aaahhhhh I just wanna be cooled down
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>>21575834
If I could wake up with a perfectly normal vagina tomorrow I absolutely would but I'm really scared of surgery
pain

Also yeah I emailed the other place, apparently they do 6 sessions for like $220 or so so hopefully I can get in
>>21575837
Eminem?
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ughhhhh seeing girls like this would give me so much fucking anxiety when I was younger and tripping, this shit would send my dysphoria through the roof. still does in some ways
>tfw ywnba cute 19 y/o hoeing it up at rave
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>>21575834
>it is mostly my testicles that make me sick knowing I have them
same they're actually more of a problem for tucking now than my little pp
>if I could wake up tomorrow with a perfectly working vagina would I and the answer is a obvious yes
YEP

also
fuck mr. garrison reeeeeeeeeee
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>>21575885
ugh same
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>>21575875
>I'm really scared of surgery pain
aren't you out for the whole procedure?
i assume you would be anyway
is it known to hurt afterwards?
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>>21575875
Same the recovery is terrifying but im gonna do it I've ripped off toe nails, cut myself, broken my hand with a hammer and walked on a broken ankle I can handle a little pain that isn't damaging myself but repairing for once
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>>21575843
>walk downstairs shirtless
>currently in the kitchen w dad holdin a shirt over my chest bc awkward
ohnononono
shiggydiggy
thank you for reminding me how grateful i am to not live with family
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>>21575885
>tfw ywnba cute 19 y/o hoeing it up at rave
my sister really lived that "just under 20 hoe" life and i'm so FUCKING jealous
it looks so fun
i hate so much that i've missed out on this shit
like even if i was cis assuming i keep a similar personality i wouldn't have been one to go out partying at uni anyway but regardless it still feels like lost potential

i just hope i can find a cute relationship to fill my time, atm it's just work depression and drink
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I’m high found a blahaj in my siseters old room
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You can be a hoe at any age
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Drugs are bad
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>>21575843
yeesh, that's gotta be awkward.
>>21575834
Kinda weird, I had a lot more dysphoria over it when I was younger but as I get older it bothers me less
>>21575875
If you go to a decent place they should have you on powerful pain meds for about 1-2 weeks or so
after that it becomes more manageable and you go to weaker ones
>>21575918
>having to tuck
>>21575924
It varies from person to person, most surgeries will have pain afterwards. It depends on a lot of things like aftercare, weight, diet, meds
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>>21575668
hi puff
>I wish I had done drugs with my friends
It's never too late you know, I still do drugs with my friends and I'm old asf and I know tons of people in the rave/burner scene who are twice my age and still do it. As long as you practice harm reduction and use them to have fun or grow as a person (not cope) you can still party all the way into old age...
seriously age is just a number
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>removing your dick with surgery
i have a perfectly fine pair of craft scissors right here
literally nothing is stopping me
is there an infographic on how to do this or smth?
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>>21575984
>having to tuck
ugh hopefully not for long

>>21575983
mmmkay

>>21575962
yep, like i said though age is just number...hope to still hoe it up at some point. It'll prob just have to be somewhere older ravers go like some upscale club or burning man or w/e

>>21575980
based and hoepilled
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>>21575983
Yeah I also hate fun
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>>21575983
butttttttt, I heard they're fun
>>21575997
I don't know any drug using friends now
So I'd have to make friends
Or like ask my aunts for weed or something
>>21576048
Hopefully you can't get srs within a reasonable time
I'm still not sure if I want it now, I've been having doubts
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>>21575999
jeez anon i mean i hate my peen and really want a vagoo but i think even a dick is better than nothing at all D:
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>Annie said she wouldn't mind
If they never find a cure to all her problems, her problems
>And she said, as long as she had someone near to make it clear
>She doesn't need to solve them, yeah, to solve them
>And she said, "This loneliness, it's killing me
>It's filling me with anger and resentment" yeah, resentment
>And she said, "I'm turning into someone that I never thought I'd have to be again"
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>>21576067
CAN*
godamn I need to pay more attention
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>>21575974
Hey Biden
>>21575999
They actually fold it inside out so you still have pp in a way
>>21575983
Mmmkay
>>21575984
Yeahi still have it but its not as bad as it was, hrt def helped with the errections and what not
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>>21576048
>age is just number
i wish i believed that
>>21576072
based ska listener
>>21576083
>They actually fold it inside out
lol based oragami pp
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>>21576067
>I don't know any drug using friends now
>So I'd have to make friends
It's weird asf to me but I know lots of people go to raves alone and easily make friends. My old roommate used to do it but he is also one of the most extroverted people I've ever met. Making friends on E is not recommended though, it will make you share parts of yourself that you will be uncomfortable with having shared with strangers the next day when you're sober. I only roll with close friends to prevent this...

>I'm still not sure if I want it now, I've been having doubts
seem like hrt tends to push people one way or another...never been a question for me and if anything i want it more now. I'll do whatever it takes and go through whatever seething coping and dilating that I have to <3
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>>21575775
I miss festivals ):

None of my friends wanna rave with me anymore. They'd rather sit around and play video games.
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>>21576118
>i wish i believed that
believe it biiiiiiitch
it's all in your head
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>>21576137
>making friends on E is not recommended though, it will make you share parts of yourself that you will be uncomfortable with having shared with strangers the next day
I already do that too much, It's like once I know someone I nonchalantly share my life story and everything bad about me
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>>21576050
Fuck fun tbhon
Fun sucks
All my homies hate fun
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>>21576138
same :(
I still have a few that might go to the club occasionally but no real festi goers except my friend when he's not simping for a girl and another friend who lives out of state. We might go to dreamstate this year crossing my fingers
I've recently made some new friends at the bar though that are into it, they're into different genres than I am but it's better than nothing
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>>21576153
>it's all in your head
i'm very visibly aging
hrt has helped slightly, or maybe it's just placebo, but otherwise aging is a thing that is literally tearing me apart

>still drinking
>super light headed
>keep eating snacks
so fucking comfy, i wish i didn't get fat easily
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>>21576178
i'm going to a rave later this year i'm so excited!!!
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>>21576178
yep...it can be an amazing bonding experience with close friends and bring you so much closer together but it can be absolutely horrific coming down and realizing you just shared all of your deepest fears and aspirations with complete strangers D:
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>>21576307
oof responded to wrong post
supposed to be >>21576170
boomer asf
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>>21576246
>roll up to the club
>feelin good in my new dress
>friends all lookin cute asf
>get drinks, start feeling a lil loose
>maybe even start to dance a little
>wow this is great why didn't I do this when i was younger
>suddenly bright light in your face, security pulls you aside
>excuse me ma'am, you appear to be very visibly ageing
>i'm afraid we cannot allow you to have any fun
>please go stand in the corner and nod your head or we are going to have to ask you to leave
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Finally done with my blood test. Finally I can eat! Never scheduling an appointment for the late afternoon ever again. I guess I really do need my coffee every day.
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>only "happy" when i'm barely sentient after drinking too much
this is a problem
im just gonna keep drinking maybe it will fix itself
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>>21576382
I stopped drinking because I kept drunk driving and acting 6'5 when I'm actually 5'6.

Honestly not sure how I've never been pulled over or arrested. I was the neighborhood drunk for like two years
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>>21576307
Yeah it can be great for close friends
Little jaded with those though
>>21576372
That's good, hope the results are favorable. And yikes yeah a morning one is always best
>>21576382
Hopefully you can find something to replace alcohol Anon
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>>21576330
But I don’t have any friends
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>>21576297
Fuck yeah! Is it like a festival or more underground warehouse type thing? I managed to talk a bunch of friends into going to Zhu next month I seriously can't wait
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Finally got the motivation to paint a little warhammer.

Touched up my plaguebearers and did a little bit more on the goblin spider shaman.

Feels nice to do something useful
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>>21576409
>I'm actually 5'6
seething
i'd kill to be that short
>>21576411
>Hopefully you can find something to replace alcohol Anon
i'd love to find a relationship worth living for
until then i'll drag myself through life with the promise of more alcohol
probably how a lot of my ancestors did it tbf
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>>21576433
Useful and productive cute female!
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>>21576421
it's gonna be in an old church
i'm hyped!
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with the boys across the platform shouting
LIGHT WEIGHT PRICK
i'm a featherweight champion, cheap to get pissed~
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>>21573029
>Also give me your discord.
If you want to hit me up on discord, reply to this with your username off anon and I'll add you
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>>21576520
this applies to everyone btw, not just OP
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>>21576520
You want to be weaned off the notion of being made for anything other than sucking cock?
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>>21576542
???
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>>21576552
The rest of the op post
It was what someone said Phoebe earlier lol
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>>21576512
omg yes church rave vibes
you are gonna have a religious experience >;))))
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>>21576557
OH omg lmao I didn't read the rest of it, I was so confused LMAOOO
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>>21576486
Warhammer is like the least female thing ever though
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>>21576608
That's what makes it so great, the gap moe
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>>21576608
>laughs in [GURPS]
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>>21576608
I always hated this whole "malebrained" and "fembrained" argument

I've met plenty of girls online and IRL that like Warhammer, or at least the figures. There's a bunch of twitch streams where girls are painting figures.

Nowadays girl hobbies and dude hobbies are almost always intersecting
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>>21576645
There’s definitely girls who like paint the models and stuff, but ones who actually play the game? And enjoy it, not just because their boyfriend does it, are way rarer imo.

I’ve seen like 2, maybe 3 girls actually playing warhammer, ever.
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>>21576382
addiction is gonna be the end of me unfortunately, im trying to have a philosophical breakthrough but maybe im gonna get too fucked up to live
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crt is now in my room
my sister is mad at me tho because i made her help me carry it upstairs
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>>21576814
fuck yeah
mine is supposed to be delivered in the next 2 hours im so excited!!
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>>21576814
yessssss
so jelly
old games on hdtv just aren't the same
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>watching The IT Crowd
>The running gag of this episode is the lady's shoe size keeps getting larger
>"You must be an 8.5, at least!"
>The lady acts super offended by this
>I'm a size 12 in women's
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tfw boymoder cuz tall. i still do myself justice but it hurts
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>>21576709
>but ones who actually play the game?
I dunno, I just like the figures, lore and video games.
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>>21577040
Same
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>>21577040
>watching the IT crowd
>roommate keeps joking about how Moss is literally me
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>>21577040
>size 12 in women's
that's 9.5-10 in bongland though so you're not too far off from 8.5
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>Tfw im fucking cute
>Looked in mirror and felt so good
>Refuse to destroy this feeling by taking a picture
>tfw I will probably take a picture...

Is it bad if I get high for the 8th night in a row
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>>21577187
Not at all, go for it
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>>21577187
smoke some weed cute stuff
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>>21577054
I don’t wanna sound mean or condescending or anything, I’m sorry.

I just notice the number of girls who play compared to the ones who just paint is way lower.

I don’t count as a girl either for this
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>>21577219
>>21577223
I got a new vape cart and it tastes exactly like fruity pebbles, even the legal weed is better out here
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>>21577052
Tall girls are hot <3
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>>21577296
are they anon?
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>>21577367
I think they are too
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>>21577367
tall girls are super hot
I want a tall gf or a short gf or a gf of the same height
all three options have so many wonderful qualities
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>>21577367
yeah tall people are intrinsically hotter than short people. just how the world works.
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>>21577367
Yes
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>>21577296
>>21577394
>>21577433
>>21577434
>>21577437
h-hi
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>>21577488
hi grandma
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Nothing like waking up at 2am with a hangover. I think drinking six bottles of cider on an empty stomach because of a bad picture might have been slightly excessive
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>>21577296
Tall "girl" checking in
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>>21577488
Hi
>>21577555
Might be a little bit much for an empty stomach
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wow why am I suddenly so dysphoric tonight I didn't do anything wrong
this sucks
oh well it'll get better
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>>21577555
misatomoder
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>>21577558
tall boymoder passing through!
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>>21577596
I never worried about my height much in my old town, for some reason everyone here is so short I've only seen one girl the same height as me, I literally feel like some creature here
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>qott
im illiterate

my mum said she doesn't like phoebe cos of the hit tv series friends
do i kms?
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>>21577555
what brand of cider? partial to picrel
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>>21577627
women in my area are pretty tall, im just a bdd dummy
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>>21577630
Literally only a boomer issue
Nobody below 30 even knows what "friends" is
People will just think you liked the ghost type Elite four member from pokemon's third generation (and they should, because she's cool)
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All I want in my life is a tall gf

t. 5'3 boymoder

>>21577488
Hi grandma :3
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>>21577674
what tf are you talking about every human has at least passing knowledge of friends.
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>>21577688
nobody told me life was gonna be this way...
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>>21577688
Sure maybe they've heard the name and might think of the theme song, but character names? Nobody watches it, it's ancient history. Who the hell is Phoebe?
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>>21577650
Oh that's a nice one
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>>21577650
I was drinking Tropical Kopparbergs and Mixed Berry Rekorderlig. Both are very nice

>>21577688
I know nothing about it besides that it exists. Couldn't even name one character desu
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>>21577630
That’s dumb
>>21577688
How much is passing knowledge? I know its from like the 80s or something and the song
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>what about suki
jesus fucking christ mother

>i think i should get some say in this
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>>21577719
>i don’t like it because of friends
>names some bitch from avatar knowing or not
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>>21577719
suki sounds like some weeb shit wth
is your mum a weeaboo?
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>>21577719
Lmao your mom has absolute trash taste in names
I mean so does mine but fucking Suki?
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>>21577719
>gets some say in this
lmao nah she'd name ya Asuka at this rate
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>>21577701
what are you talking about it's literally one of the most popular sitcoms on earth.
>>21577710
>>21577711
maybe this is just an american thing.
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>i got 2 skin cancers cut off yesterday
>WHAT ABOUT DULCIE
WHAT ABOUT DULCIE
DULCIE
WHAT
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>>21577800
yeah but nobody introduces their friend Rachel to you and you ask "oh like Rachel from Friends?" that's retarded
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>my mom wanted to name me Asa
>fucking Asa
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>>21577824
kek based pornstar name
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>>21577800
I’m american, unless you meant it in the inverse way
I just don’t watch or listen to people talk about it
>>21577809
Dulcie de leche
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>>21577828
As in, my birth name. For a boy. Asa as a boy.
God bless my aunt for laughing at her for that one.
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>>21577835
holy lmfao wtf
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>>21577816
that's because rachel is a common name. phoebe isn't.
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>>21577850
is phoebe that rare?
there was def a phoebe at my school when i was growing up
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>>21577844
Do you know what my actual birth name is? I forget. It's almost as bad.
I think she was salty at the universe for giving her three sons where she just wanted a daughter (you're welcome, mom, by the way) so she wanted to give me some androgynous girly name.
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>>21577850
i know a girl from uni called phoebe kek
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>>21577858
I do not know lel
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what should i wear to a rave?
i've never been to one before
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Would you give a mouse a cookie bmg?
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>>21577873
Yes, but when he asks for milk he will get none
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>>21577873
yes, only a little as a treat
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>>21577865
It's super weird
People keep thinking it's my tranner name, like when I went to an electrolysis consult the lady was like "oh trace is so nice, you picked a great name"
>>
eagerly awaiting my mum's next response where she suggests kotonoha
>>21577888
oh shit i think i mustve seen before
its a nice name tho ngl
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>>21577897
The puns got unbearable
I hate the puns
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>>21577859
damn bruh you know one person named phoebe my point has been demolished
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>what about francis
??
>>21577936
yknow what anon fine you have a point but phoebe is still better than all of the names my mum has suggested so far
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>>21577946
F R A N C I S
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>>21577888
That’s a super weird thing to say lol
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>>21577921
yeah sucks i bet
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Gn bmg I need to sleep
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>>21577974
Gn cara :)
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>i have to explain to a 40 something year old woman than francis is a male name
hwat
>>21577974
gn sabrina sleep tight
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>>21577954
It really is
I guess uncommon names like that stand out (I say, choosing an even more obscure name)
>>21577958
I will leave no trace of that stupid dumb name
>>21577974
Good night Sabrina (and chewy) (Bruce too)
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>>21577946
i don't hate phoebe or anything. i just think it's tied pretty closely to the character from friends and i think a lot of people would make that connection. maybe i'm out of touch. it's a cute name though and i think it fits.
also my grandma's name is frances so don't be throwing that shade.
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>>21577946
Francis the Mute
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>what about daria
my mother is fucking with me
she said phoebe is a boring name lolroflkek
idfc reee
>>21577988
my mum didnt even spell it right tho sheesh
idk
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>>21578003
WHAT ABOUT DARIA
OR DANIKA
OR DEMELZA

FUCKING WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

oh yeah and
>I still want you to think about tamar
>>
>parents almost named me gunner
idk what shits they were on. thank God it didn't happen.
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>>21578011
I.. is your mom a troll wtf are these names
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>>21577946
she probably meant frances
honestly if i had to do some armchair psychoanalysis i'd say she's suggesting more androgynous names that could be percieved as male and playing down phoebe which is very obviously female
but it's your name and you like it so who cares about her opinion?
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>>21578011
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>>21577987
Oh god you're collecting data on me, my bmg lore is yet to thicken

I'm way to high
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>>21578021
no see I understand where you're coming from but my mother is super opposed to me boymodinjg
she keeps pressuring me with "when are you gonna come out to your friends" etc etc
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>>21577974
gn, have a nice rest

>>21578011
Its hard to believe that she isn't just fucking with you at this point, all those names sound like bad jokes.
Stick with what you like bcz it isn't her place to choose your name.
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she actually has to be fucking with me because she said she doesnt like phoebe cos of friends but then she suggests daria which is literally just the 90s cartoon or w/e
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Got the big sleepies but don’t wanna go to bed yet.

Today was ok. Got chick fil a and watched a movie with my sister, painted a little.
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>>21578036
Imagine sharing a name with any other person or character in history
I henceforth dub thee Naputäis (Napu for short), guaranteed nobody shares it with you

Speaking of which I was looking at electro places and there's a trans-owned one in my city where the owner is a tranner named Runhildr, now that's celtic
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>>21578036
"ok ok, how about Buffy?"
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https://youtu.be/KXYmaFbEUVQ
why do I find mgk cute tf is wrong with me im getting horny brain from being on this board
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>>21578063
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>>21578099
That's actually not a bad one, but it'd be better pronounced as kay-lynn
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>phoebe is so boring i want you to use tamar
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>>21578118
not tamara...
tamar.
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God glad I didn't ask my mom for a name.
She tried to name me "Keagan" before my dad put a stop to that.
Can only imagine how bad her girl names would have been
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Does everyone else here just got a weird name before or after
or their mom trying to suggest something weird
Where's all the normal names

>>21578131
I knew a Keagan in hs
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>>21578145
My actual birth name is common as fuck. Nothing weird about it.
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>>21578124
its like the river its so quirky
>>21578131
i didnt ask my mum


she just texts me "frances bean. francis bacon"
okay mother very cool
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>>21578166
Baka you're so feminine that she thinks you're FtM
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>phoebe is just awful
>well surely you could just talk to me about it so we could come to some agreement
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>>21578230
Why is she so obsessed lol phoebe is fine
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>>21578253
lel
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>>21578276
she doesnt get to choose your new name or have influence on it wtf lmao
what suggestions has she given out of curiosity
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>>21578282
Scroll up it's pure comedy
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pt 2 i have had enough
>>21578282
Claudia
Daria
Danika
Demelza
Suki
Frances (francis)
Dulcie
Tamar
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>>21578300
Damn phoebe going ham on poor mama
I mean, she earned it but still
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>>21578300
Christ that salt
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>>21578300
goddamn taking no prisoners.
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>>21578131
naming aa daughter keagan is such a white mom move lmao
>>21578118
>>21578291
thats such a bad name who tf names their kid tamar
>>21578036
I'm always gonna associate daria with the prostitute tripfag here
>>21578011
>>21578300
Is she being purposefully antagonizing and giving bad name suggestions as a result? These are terrible
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>>21578300
I think phoebe is a bit annoyed
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>>21578327
No no, it would have been my guy name.
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>tfw ywn be able to switch between twunk and femboy and tomboy at will
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>>21578342
trip on, lukaposter
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>>21578333
Keagan is rly bad as a guys name too
My parents just with a basic normal name which always did me well
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>>21578357
Yeah
Like I said
My dad was like
>No
So I got a normal name
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>>21578350
u got me
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>>21578318
>>21578310
>>21578323
she has the audacity to straight up say phoebe is awful when she suggests those names
>>21578327
holy fuck i forgot about her i literally just thought of the cartoon kek
my mum really likes quirky unique names (she also said phoebe is boring, alongside being awful)
my moid name is carver that's all u need to know to realise that she's literally just fucking awful at this
she has to be fucking with me her second suggestion was fuckign suki
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>>21578366
Ask her what she thinks of Aster desu
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>>21578366
You can be the Daria to my Zoe!
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>waa i gave birth to you waa im the victim here omg x person died x time ago ive learnt i mean nothing to anyone everyone treats me like shit waa im the victim
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>>21578366
>tfw your mum is an IRL troll
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>>21578400
tell your mom to stop acting like a tranny
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>go on your journey we've all been there it just comes full circle
full blown argument time where my mum complains about being a woman or whatever

wow mum u heckin owned me btfo
>>21578414
she do a little trolling
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>>21578470
Yer mum's bein a dick
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>>21578506
dizzy...
please dont hurt yourself
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>>21578506
Dizzy are you okay?
You need to vent or something?
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>>21578470
is that ur deadname?
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>>21578516
it makes me wanna die less :/// i figure it's the better of the two things
>>21578523
no but i don't even know why i'm posting these things in the first place there literally wasn't any reason for it at all i don't even want attention i miss when i would keep my problems to myself now i can't shut up i should have been sleeping like an hour ago when i said good night to Sabrina i don't know why i stayed up like i expected this not to happen or something

sorry bmg gn probably i hope you all have a lovely day today or tomorrow whichever it is now or will be when i wake up
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>>21578608
Good night Elizabeth
Sweet dreams, okay?
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>>21578608
You're fine dizzy, don't feel bad or weird or anything
I'm sorry you got feeling so down and dysphoric
I hope you can sleep and the cuts heal
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>>21578603
deadname is carver so like carve is idk some nickname or smth ig
>>21578608
:/
goodnight dizzy take care please dont apologise
have a good sleep hope you wake up feeling better
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I just got my crt in the mail and I'm super happy! Everything works great and I got a copy of blue velvet on VHS
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>>21578625
bitch move of her to call you that
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>>21578645
thats why i just responded like that lol
i told her to get over herself and that i was gonna block her for a week or smth
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>>21578613
good night Aster
i don't usually dream but maybe i will tonight
thank you
>>21578620
yea, thank you. it will take time to heal but i will let them. i have been cutting a stupid amount lately and i need to try to stop again
>>21578625
ty + i hope you have a good day
i would feel even worse if i didn't apoligize though all i do anymore is sadpost
>>21578642
cute!!

ok good night for real. if i don't go to sleep get bagel to beat me with her wooden board or whatever
i love you all dearly
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>>21578657
sigma move
>>21578668
Goodnight dizzy <3
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sigma malefail
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>>21578668
GN Elizabeth.
Hope you feel better tomorrow morning
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my mum fucking emails me to bypass me blocking her and deadnames me again
hilarious
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>>21578818
Unbelievable. So much for supportive, huh?
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>>21578845
she literally said "how lucky are you that you have a mother that actually supports it?" in that email
and then she followed it was "I didn't" so i guess shes an ftm repressor or smth at this point lel
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>>21578858
>your mom is an ftm repressor
>She isn't supporting you either
She got problems
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>>21578869
rly wanna know what she meant by this
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>>21578883
That's weird
Idk how that be anything that isn't repressing
She didn't say a supportive mother, she said a mother who supports it
Like she wanted a mother who supported trans people?
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>>21578869
Repressor dads who hate their mtf kid is super common, probs similar for moms
>>21578858
The "transphobes are bad people and I'm not a bad person, so I must be supportive despite being wildly unsupportive" meme
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>>21578883
wait I just realized the implication
damn ur mom is an ftm repressor
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>>21578900
i mean when i came out she was like why do you want to be a woman its shit
idfk i really dont wanna believe she's an ftm repressor kek
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>>21578917
oh no no no no no
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>>21578917
>Giving FTM names
>Says being a woman is shit
>Wanted a supportive mother
idk phoebe that's kinda weird coincidences
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>tfw highrolled supportive parents but lowrolled masculinization
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>>21578936
>>21578927
welp
at least she didnt become a terf ig
yet...
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would you use this license plate frame?
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Good night sleep tight don't let the blåhaj go
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>>21578987
gngn
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>>21578987
goodnight Aster! :)
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>tfw AAP boymoder
>>21578987
gn aster!!
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
fuck
I feel so fucking good bmg
humans weren't supposed to be able to feel like this all the time it's overwhelming ngl
happiness is not a pipe dream anons if I can make it you can too

I believe in you
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>>21579057
>tfw agp boymoder
>>
Gonna play some music with a friend
I'll prob be back to hang out and shitpost later
you are valid
you are loved
you matter
we gmi
<3
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>>21579069
Lol what's got you feeling so good grandma?
And where can I get some
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>thought i got tranny genes from dad
>it was mum
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>>21578979
Anna
no
>>21579153
what a twist
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>wear linen shirt to keep cool
>keeps brushing against and irritating my chest
>tfw
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>>21579095
idk
I literally feel like this burning energy in my core at all times for the last few months
It feels like I'm rolling but without being fucked up
Music just hitting esp hard today ig
Anyway I gotta go
ily bmg see ya soon

If you ever feel like no one cares please know that I do
I may just be some random anon on 4chin but I really do
<3
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>>21579255
binder time
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>>21579282
yeah it seems that way, really should stop being lazy and get a few
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>>21579351
I like gc2b, that's where I got mine and my partner's.
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I always laugh theres this poster on this board that lives locally, I always threaten to spit on them.
>>could literally spit on them irl
makes me feel powerful
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>>21579447
gross
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>>21579447
>>21579455
Yeah ..gross..
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>>21579477
>>21579455
best respect it. you would too.
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>>21579447
what the fuck
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>>21579447
I feel gross for being mildly aroused by that
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>>21579518
bottoms...
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ok, choosing which concert tickets to buy
odds = violent femmes
evens = shannon and the clams
dubs = the residents
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>>21579518
>>21579539
:S
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>>21579545
based
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ive improved so much from last year
feelskindanice
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>>21579613
same, feels good to not be repressing anymore and have a much better looking body
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>>21579613
I feel kinda the same. Even just growing my hair has made an improvement to how I looked compared to last year
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>>21579613
>>21579629
>>21579669
the progress I've seen since starting has been great, and when I really stop to think about it, it actually leaves me feeling optimistic.
I can only hope it continues going forward.
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>>21579669
my hair was so fucked last year even if its still pretty short and im not really happy with it its still so much fucking better than the mess it was before
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>>21579688
Judging by that recent pic you defo have improved a ton, the optimism must feel nice.

>>21579716
What was it like before? I pretty much grew mine out from a buzzcut, its a complete mess now but way better than it was then.
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>>21579731
bleached to fuck and dead as hell
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>>21579731
>Judging by that recent pic you defo have improved a ton, the optimism must feel nice.
aw, thank you Curannes.
anyhow though,
bed time /bmg/
laser consultation tomorrow
should be a good day.
:)
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>>21579807
Goodnight Zoe!
Hope the consultation goes well
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new bread is on the way
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