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Insomnia Edition

ITT: we practice self-love
QOTT: What late night activities do you do to keep your mind busy and away from anxiety when you can't sleep?

Previous Thread: >>20982982

Older /bmg/ /ssbbg/ /bddg/:
https://archived.moe/lgbt/search/text/%2Fbmg%2F%20%2Fssbbg%2F%20%2Fbddg%2F/type/op
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>What late night activities do you do to keep your mind busy and away from anxiety when you can't sleep?
lately it's been pain meds desu
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>>20989491
>QOTT
Stay up late browsing /tttt/
:M
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>>20989491
>QOTT
/tttt/
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>>20989491
hah no I just lose myself in anxiety spirals
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>>20989491
>What late night activities do you do to keep your mind busy and away from anxiety when you can't sleep?
i listen to gf rp asmr videos as i cuddle my soft panda that i've had since i was a wee lad
here are my favourites
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wW8ruw7eO_k
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TACr-M6Wda8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHCWLgFvEXA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iSc4H1nByPM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0tJG3uqZP74
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>>20989615
aw shit these asmr videos just makes me sadder:'(
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>>20989635
the more "romance" heavy ones do for me too, it's the calm comforting "it's gon be okay" ones that i adore
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>>20989491
>qott
tttt and walks normally
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So what'd y'all do while 4chan was all fucky?
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>Shift in five hours
>never went to sleep
fuck
good night /bmg/
https://youtu.be/bB5nyHp54CE
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>>20989786
cry uncontrollably
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>Wake up
>Freak out cuz no alarm
>I'm up an hour early
Fml lmao
>>20989491
>QOTT: What late night activities do you do to keep your mind busy and away from anxiety when you can't sleep?
Usually I'll play a video r smth idk. Hearing a voice helps me usually.
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>>20989491
>What late night activities do you do to keep your mind busy and away from anxiety when you can't sleep?
I post on /tttt/ and try to hyper focus on something
>>20989788
solidarity, I need to be up in 5 hours too
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i'm gonna try being less manic lmao
here's some cozy music ya'll might like
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3-OJ8bs_heM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-gpOQV8Z9A
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QtkJm2U8k64
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>accidentally copy and paste my qott the response into discord instead of pic rel
ruh roh
i dont think anyone saw at least
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>>20989491
>QOTT
I never have trouble falling asleep unless I'm stressing a dentist appointment or something.
But I listen to nerdy lore videos if I'm not feeling too tired
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>>20989491
i just take a melatonin if i cant sleep and i usually pass out. if not i watch youtube, but desu there isnt much stuff ive been doing lately... i need more things to do

>>20989615
bf sleep asmr better

>>20989255
oh yeah and i always recommend keeping up with your brows after you get them done, cus if you don't and you try to shape them they might end up like mine, pic rel
;-; the right one is so much bigger than the left and ugh im so bad at these things

also ignore my man jaw cus i have my dumb invisalign in
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>>20989491
ive been contemplating suicide but i have a gf who loves me. if she loves me she would understand right?
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>>20990021
The primary (and often only) reason I haven't killed myself since 2012 is because if I did I would absolutely destroy my partner.
If she loves you your loss would hurt her.
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>>20989491
avoiding anxiety gives the anxiety more power over you. i just let my thoughts run wild until they run out of steam. i usually try to journal before i go to bed though so that i run out of steam before i try to sleep.
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>>20990021
honestly having a girlfriend that loves me is one of the only things keeping me around. we personally don't tell each other about our sui thoughts because it makes each other sad when the other is sad. maybe let her know how you feel tho
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>>20990021
that would just hurt her a lot :(
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the only people attracted to me are old gay men i hate twinkmoding
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>>20990169
same
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>>20990169
lmao same
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mfw it's not supposed to rain today
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>>20990169
Twinkmoding is ok, I remember when I used grindr last I had some Chad msg me but he just talked about his gaming rig for like an hour... Guess even chads are possible autists
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>>20990368
it's just awkward when they think i'm a cute twink but then i gotta let them know i have mommy milkers and an estrogenized cock
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>>20990368
it would be alright if i liked men but its just awkward as fuck especially because one of the people who is hitting on me is my coworker. i just want to date another tranner ffs
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>>20990432
this is y u volcel forever
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>On a countryside minibus
>Christian iconography everywhere
>Old Irish music about Christ
This is aesthetic but not my place to be lmao
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>>20990487
nah i just hook up with other tranners lmao
men r scary and the only ones i'd realistically hook up with are 2 of my friends i've known since high school
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>>20990471
It's not much better even if ur bi lol.
I think most ppl can tell if their flirting is being reciprocated but so many (mostly men) can't and it makes things awkward
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>>20990512
fair enough
i tried it once but it went to shit like immediately lole
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>>20990613
with a tranner or a cissy?
i guess my worse experience with a tranner was she held a kitchen knife to my throat after we hooked up. but then we ended up dating for 3 years after that lmao
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tfw no tranner gf to kiss and cuddle and to encourage me to girlmode
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>>20990672
this
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>>20989491
what are the best clothes for someone who is boymodding?
I threw all way all my masc clothing but I am not confident or far along in my transition enough to try feminine clothing
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>>20990507
i thought boymoders were naturally repulsed by christian iconography as creatures of satan
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>>20990710
i just wear hoodies and tshirts. nobody can tell im boymoding i think
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>>20990716
i wear a rosary everyday:^)
>>20990710
Large or XL black tshirts or hoodies
some kinda ballcap helps with twinkmoding too imo
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>>20990641
tranny
it wasn't as bad as that tho jesus, bpd much or wut
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>>20990710
I got some mom jeans that I like a lot. they’re comfy and andro, I doubt people can tell their women’s jeans. I just wear that + hoodies basically.
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>>20990716
also jesus was pretty based
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>11am
>first pint of cider
Sláinte girls
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>>20990716
It's cringe but it's country aesthetic which is pog
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>>20989491
I'm agonizing over stupid things like my feels for a girl so I stayed up to do my nails with some tea and a movie, I guess it helped
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>>20990740
oh yeah she had bpd
to be fair tho it was my first time sleeping over and she was saying "don't steal my shit" cause it'd happened to her in the past. then i yelled at her cause it was so crazy
nevertheless she was fuccin nuts
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>>20990746
yeah i like jesus, and early christianity is based to me too, bc they were just chilling in communes and shit
it's a shame that faggot paul ruined everything
>>20990758
i agree, country aesthetic is cool as hell, i just get sad remembering that a lot of ppl from villages and small towns are reactionaries who would impale me and set my corpse on fire if given a chance to do so
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>>20990752
haha thasso craig charlotte haha
it's actually not craig at all please stop drinking
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>>20990780
Love u anon
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>>20990792
you don't but I appreciate your effort to pretend you do
please stop drinking tho fr
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>>20990827
Well I don't love u but I appreciate ur presence here and respect u.
I'm with friends dw we're at a pub :3
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>>20990368
I knew a chad like this irl. Big, muscular, self confident, seemingly incredibly social and easygoing. Fucks a lot.
Actually has an incredibly low social battery, ignores dms for days because of stress
Enjoys warhammer fb and would prefer a match of civ 5 to hanging out outside
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>>20990850
do ur friends know you’re posting here when you’re on ur phone lol
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>>20990776
>to be fair tho it was my first time sleeping over and she was saying "don't steal my shit" cause it'd happened to her in the past
yikes that sucks
i dont think id feel comfortable after regardless
I got pat down for weapons or some shit by the one tranny who i hooked up with. they were kinda weird
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>>20990864
No but they'd hardly care lmao we're waiting for the lunch to start at noon
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I wanna tripfag too how do I start
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>>20990929
dont you have to pay money or something
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>>20990929
name#password
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>>20990929
tripfag##password
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how do i motivate myself to study maths
the subject im trying to learn rn is boring and annoying as fuck so im just procrastinating bros
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>>20990973
what are u studying
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>>20991013
plane geometry broadly speaking, there is a lot i have to remember but if i fail the test i risk having to repeat the year
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Nightmare woke me up. A corpse kept getting closer and closer to my face and the maggots tried to crawl out of its face and into my eyes. Gonna try to fall back asleep hey everyone have a good evening.
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>>20991077
gn anon, hope u have comfy dreams this time
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>>20991077
saunds loverly bruv
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>>20991077
jesus that's a bit gruesome
hope you're 2nd attempt at sleeping goes better
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>>20991077
sleep tight I'm sorry about your nightmare
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>>20991077
i'm sorry:(
that sounds very scary
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just got jumpscared 3 times in a row by a fucking roblox map
:|
>>20991089
"you're"
rip my english abilities
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jesus christ now im worried about that daria shit.
i hope nothing else bad happens cause i'm tired of crazy tranners in the news being conservative wet dreams
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>>20991140
what's the daria shit?
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>>20991140
dw abt the opinions of conservacucks, they hate trannies regardless and another headline wont be that useful for their cause
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>>20991148
idk if i'm linking it right cause im a little fucked up rn but let's see if this works >>20989490
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>>20991179
That was her ex not some conservative?
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>>20991179
jesus fuckin christ wtf
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>>20991188
no i'm saying i'm worried about conservatives news outlets picking this up and it being a big thing. idk i feel like i could see it happening but very much hope it doesn't
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>>20991207
Oh sorry lol I'm drunk
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>>20991251
lmao no worries, im fucked up on pain meds and dabs
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>>20991251
isnt it midday?
well u r irish ig haha im a comedian
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>>20991258
It's noon lmao I'm with friends tho dw lmao
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>>20991319
hope u have a good time
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>>20991326
Thanks! I just ordered some food waiting on it...
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>>20991355
what'd u get?
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good morning bmg i have arrived
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>>20991373
Pie and chips... Wanted lasanga but they're out ;-;
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im gonna have a ct scan done today.. what the hell bros how do i avoid showing them my abomination of a chest?
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>>20991401
mm could do with a nice pie
hope its good
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ok, just did my final dab of the night.
here's hoping tomorrow is less hurty
here is a nice song that really captures the pain meds vibe im on rn
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wUKltpvOPmg
goodnight bmg:')
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>>20991461
gn! interesting song, never heard of this artist before
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>>20991413
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>>20991461
hey these fags at passgen are gay you're cute your cheeks will fill out on E just eat a burger or 5
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>>20991519
i feel like if you're trusting doctors to scan you they should probably Know what's going on, right? i think that's a thing
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>>20991540
i dont think the radiology place looks into that stuff
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>>20991562
desu I'm sure they've seen more fucked up shit than your chest. they deal with cancer and burn victims and shit, tranny chest probably won't even raise an eyebrow
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>>20991594
i dont wanna go
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>friends called me femboy to tease me
haha
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>mom gives me a lecture on how i need to get out of my room and get a gf already
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>>20991650
Cute!
Should've corrected them and said ur a sk8r dyke.
>>20991651
Why don't u Anon ? Huh?
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>>20991699
haha bro just get over ur social anxiety and be a good conversationalist bro u have to go places and meet ppl
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watching Wallace and Gromit
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>>20991699
>Should've corrected them and said ur a sk8r dyke.
imagine how insane i'd sound in a normal conversation like that lmao
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>>20991713
Yes.
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>>20991713
It's literally that easy.
T. Talking to ppl at the pub rn
>>20991745
Lmao ur friends are weirdos too you'd be fine
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>>20991737
nice
this thing always kinda spooked me as a kid
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>>20990716
Boymoders are very frowned upon in the Christian faith according to Deuteronomy 22:5. God wants you to girlmode.

Good morning bmg

>QOTT
im really stubborn when it comes to getting to sleep so I just cuddle a stuffy until im out. I haven't had trouble sleeping since starting E though, before I was a total mess with my sleep schedule. Weird.
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>>20991815
i found the sheep one a lot more scary
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>>20991737
based
my childhood
>>20991802
hmm maybe it might be a bit sussy tho
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>>20991794
stfu thats not true
>>20991802
ur drunk bro thats why u can talk. socialising is a jewish plot to get me out of my room anyways
>>20991849
i am a boy
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>>20991908
im avpd psychotic bitch and I still get girls. you got this anon
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>post in passgen get told I'll never pass and it's hopeless
>3 weeks later post different pic get told I pass

???
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>>20991849
>sleep schedule
ha what's that?
But no seriously, I got less than three hours of sleep someone put me down.
>>20991935
It do be like that sometimes.
Once someone here told me to fuck off for saying my voice doesn't pass and then a week or so later was told I have really clocky tranny voice in /vtg/.
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>>20991982
I go to bed at 10 PM and wake up at 5:30 AM every day without fail these days. Can't sleep in even if I want to...
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>>20991908
I can talk even sober... I love interacting with new people and shit.
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>>20992015
I mean what's that as in "what is a sleep schedule" lol.
I wish I could have that kind of consistency.
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>>20992015
relatable. when u work a hard physical job you kinda have to sleep at a certain time or you'll be fucked. i have to get up at 6:30 lmao I sleep at no later than 11:30. meds help
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>>20991650
and i bet you enjoyed it
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Mojjjjiiiiitooooooo
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>>20991815
>>20991868
ur both wrong, that evil penguin was the scariest.
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Did I go too heavy on the mascara?
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>>20992092
yes >:)
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>>20992109
Nah that looks like a perfect amount, natural but still pretty
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>>20992103
Voice train woman female menstruator
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Just one more day of work... I just wanna be curled up and cozy on the couch.
Gonna voice train and practice makeup again tonight though, so I have that to look forward to. I'll do my best!
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>>20992172
i did my 30 mins last night, your turn roastie
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>>20992232
Why is it so hard I just sound like a tranny
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>>20992095
Nice to see you're diversifying your tastes

If I made you one it would have fresh mint though ;p

Ugh I just had to do a covid test, i hope I don't have plague as well as organ failure
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Evens and I stick to cereal
Odds and I go downstairs and grab a monster for breakfast
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>>20992319
nice
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>>20992319
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>>20992134
Ok good. Was worried someone might notice.
>>20992215
Hope work isn't too bad, on my way right now.
>>20992244
It gets easier good luck anon.
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vans or converse, bmg?
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>>20992457
converse
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>>20992457
I've got converse
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>>20992475
why
sell me on converse
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>>20992571
Vans just make your feet look bigger

FUCK bmg I literally do have both plague and organ failure shit
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>>20992571
idk I just liked them more than vans in my experience vans were more awkward to wear wise
i have cool blue ones
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>>20992631
oh no
your pregnant?
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Ughhhh my tummy hurts I'm laying on a bench at the park
>>20992334
Eat some real food u gremlin
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>>20993019
Yeah my kidney uterus is pregnant with reptilian plague spores
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>>20992457
cute ppl wear converse
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>>20993019
The boymoder pregnancy arc begins now
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>>20993161
well she is already a mom
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>>20993184
GIWTWM
Just like in 10 yrs instead of now
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>>20993211
bend over, fertile boymoder
:moyai:
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>>20993148
>>20992631
>>20992481
>>20992656
hmmm. should I make my own? lemme do a custom design and you can r8 it
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>>20993240
Btw this is not how babby formed
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>>20993247
yeah knock urself out
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>>20993247
if u want sure
>>20993253
>ywn be a boymother
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>>20993240
Charlotte mpregnancy arc...
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>>20993272
When two boymoders love each other very much...
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>>20993278
All boymoders should be pregnant.

>boymoder
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>>20993299
Kek.
Tho twinkhon motherhood should be a top priority of the scientific community. Imagine cute twinkhon mothers BASED.
>>20993307
LMAO I MEANT TO PING >>20993253
SRRY
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>>20993307
one socks the other in the fucking face and knocks them out
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>>20993346
based
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>>20993346
I'd be ok with.this if they gave me a hug after.
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932 more days until I'm done with uni and I'll be able to start working and eventually afford ffs. Plenty of time to practice makeup and voice I guess ;-;
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>>20993278
based?

or cringe...?
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>>20993389
You should be working on makeup and voice way before you even consider ffs so...
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>>20993393
i like it
very obviously faggy but i like the black + pink
and the pattern on the back is pretty
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>>20993393
Based!
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Blundstone boot gang
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>>20993393
Would buy
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>>20993406
Well sure, but this far into hrt it's the need for ffs is pretty clear I think, along with a whole bunch of other stuff if I can work up to it someday
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>>20993412
what about now... ;-;
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>>20993406
not that anon but what do I do if even touching makeup makes me wanna die
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I gotta do another test apparently this is bs the first one made me heave. Must be the morning sickness
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>>20993462
now they look sad :(
just get the rainbow whgo cares lole
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>>20993406
I can do makeup but like it's not gonna look good until I get ffs bc of my chadbones
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>>20993466
wait what ru testing for
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>>20993462
Take your shoes out of the closet jfc
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boymoder x boymoder is incest and haram
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Speaking of learning makeup is there a particular youtube person or website that people prefer for someone who doesnt know anything?
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>>20993494
idk sounds kinda nice to have someone who understands u but it'd almost definitely implode
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>>20993494
It's hot tho. I've done it before uwu
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>>20993508
god damn I bought eyeliner for like $40 and haven’t dared to try it
probably going to try with no tutorial until I get it right xp
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>>20993551
Is it really that expensive? Or is that like 2 years supply
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>mfw collected doctor's note today and signed off from work pretty much indefinitely
Pretty good result for me bcz I think that should make getting neetbux way easier than it would have otherwise been

>>20989491
>QOTT
If its late at night I'm not trying to sleep anyway. At night I'm usually reading, drinking or playing/watching something

>>20992457
vans have always been my preference
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what should I get written on the heel?

taking suggestions.
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>>20993568
That must either be a lot, or a high end brand. Mine was way cheaper.
>>20993580
Blåhaj
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>>20993484
Covid lol I'm not actually pregnant silly
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>>20993568
idk I think I just bought some higher end one because idfk what I’m doing
I am not smart with my money
screw it I’ll try it tonight before I have a shower so I can wash it off straight afterwards lol
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>>20993595
Why is blåhaj specifically a trans thing? Why a shark? Is it like particularly cheap or something?
I have a bunch of plushies none of which are sharks.
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>>20993580
Umm. It's better just plain honestly. That font is a crime
Otherwise like uwu and owo or something
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>>20993627
I have no idea but it was cute and all my trans friends have one so I got one too lol
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>>20993625
Definitely watch a tutorial first or ofc it's not going to go well. Check if you have hooded eyes too
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>>20993613
yea you had us convinced there for a sec
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>>20991413
i have macgyvered a binder.. i will not fall victim to the embarrassment of being a tranny.
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>>20993698
there's nothing more natural and wholesome than being a tranny desu ne
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>>20993720
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>>20993698
bruh you're a tranny you might as well actually get used to it.

arent you out too btw?
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i should probably just detroon
not having ugly deformed conetits forcing me to slouch over them is nice
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thinking about being honest with my friends about being a troon when we get shitfaced on wednesday
probably a terrible idea
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>>20993698
Wait aren't you getting an mri, surely the binder would have metal parts
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>>20993767
dumbass
>>20993773
do it you female idiot
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>>20993676
Ok the ultrasound came back its twins
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>>20993756
>arent you out too btw?
i pretend it never happened.
mostly just wanna look like a normal man so i can behaviorally manmode and blend in better. if anyone thinks im a tranny it would be incredible honcringe to attempt that
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>>20993782
its just tape to smother my inflated cancer patient nipples, theres really not much else in need of binding
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>>20993804
omg so happy for u !!
>>20993798
aaaaa
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>>20993836
>nooooo you can't be our dear friend anymore because you decided to deal with the problem that's been bothering you so long! we will make no effort to understand the hardship that our friend has been through!
what do you really think will happen, skateboard
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I caved and got the shoes...

Thanks for the encouragement anons! now I'll actually have to find the guts to wear them I'm not even out to anyone kek
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>stomach ache From all the food
>Friends talking me into another round
Welllppp
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>>20993893
I mean this literally happened to me though
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>>20993909
Congrats anon
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>>20993909
nice!
they look cool
>>20993893
when u say it like that I sound dumb but like it's feasible that some of them feel disgusted with me I mean maybe they wont care im not really sure I should explain it n stuff and maybe they'll understand
out of the 7 other ppl who'll be there, there's 2 that im worried about kinda
they're both my roommates
one of them uses to watch srs videos for some reason
idk maybe they'd understand
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>>20993922
Just have a glass of water this time mb

Or like half cider half lemonade or something
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>>20993909
I feel ya, even something pretty modest like that would have me feeling self-conscious. You really should be fine wearing them though. They're really cute!
How much were they in the end?
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>>20993922
haha dont get black out drunk or anything
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>>20993928
happens to everyone whose friends arent exclusively looney troons
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>>20993947
>>20993960
ty
>>20993975
like 80 bucks.. which is 20 more than what just standard converse run
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>>20993996
>>20993928
dang
i hate keeping everything hidden n bottled up tho
reee
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>>20993962
Maybe haha but the mojitos r so good...
>>20993977
Dw DW I'm spreading it out enough kinda... Keep talking bs to my friends tho kek
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>>20994068
Like I'm still glad about it I guess, I don't wanna keep being friends with people who hate me for having gender issues
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>>20994151
yeah i get ur point but doesn't sound very fun to go thru
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mmk roll
odds i do it
evens i dont
dubs and i kms
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>>20994186
Your friends probably aren't as cunty as mine were you'll be fine
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>>20994293
yeah true at least they arent bri'ish
jks
im not sure tbhon but ill found out now ig
>>20994285
haha fugg
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>>20994139
Do they do caipirinhas? Margaritas? Ahh I wish I could get drunk instead of just being ill
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>>20994285
Come out now.
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>>20994310
Most british people should unironically die desu I hate them. They were supposedly woke lefty musicians but whatever I guess it's different being supportive when it's someone you know rather than an abstract concept
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>>20994323
nah seems weird to come out over discord probably better to do it irl

אני שונא פלסטין
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>>20994285
gl phoebe:) let us know how it goes
no one other than other faggy friends i have and my partner and y'all will ever know im not cis
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>>20994316
They've got margharitas sure... No caipirinhas tho.
Will prob just get a daiquiri...
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>>20994285
good luck, full send
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>>20994340
>supposedly woke lefty musicians
weird dang
really sucks cant imagine the feeling of betrayal when u expect ppl to be accepting
my uncle is a drummer in a doing-kinda-okay steam-punk band in london and i think he's pretty cool abt that stuff
>>20994369
thank u lukaposter
idk like i think ill end up socially transitioning in a year or two might as well not totally blindside them
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>>20994285
this is going to sound very bitter because I kinda had a rough coming out.

desu, I really don't see a point in coming out unless not being out is like a very specific obstacle to your progress/happiness. It kinda sucks to keep everything inside, and it probably feels like you'd want someone you could vent to about your feelings and stuff but cis people really just don't get it and really cant empathize. Also especially if you have dude friends and come out they probably won't treat you differently at all and it might hurt ur feels.

Also if you shouldn't really come out to one person unless you're prepared to be out to everyone.
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>>20990019
>bf sleep asmr better
i found one that i could stomach a while ago, most of the bf ones just make me cringe though, it's too awkward for some reason
also you're legit sort of an inspiration for me to transition so thanks for that, pic rel is in my "trans goals" folder lol, we had sort of similar hairstyles
>>20990021
it would 100% hurt her, please don't do it
talk your feelings out with her, i'm sure she will support you however she knows how
>>20990752
>bought a crate of brothers red apple on the way home
i must resist though, if i start this early i'll finish the whole thing in a night
>>20992457
converse
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>>20994469
>i'll finish the whole thing in a night
That's the point... I'm going over to a friend's after this evening for shots kek
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>>20994507
>kek
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>>20994438
>Also especially if you have dude friends and come out they probably won't treat you differently at all and it might hurt ur feels.
desu i dont want or expect to be treated different to be honest
>Also if you shouldn't really come out to one person unless you're prepared to be out to everyone
that might stop me tho...
maybe its dumb yeah
its not like i expect them to understand or let me vent it just feels like something looming inside of me and eating away at me a bit and maybe i should just tell them so 1. i feel less bad and 2. when i troon out it wont be a surprise
idk
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ok bmg how bad was my first ever attempt at eyeliner
https://unsee.
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>Steak sandwich n mango daiquiri
Lessss fuuuugggijnggggg ggoooooooooooooo
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>>20993928
yeah most of the cishet friends I came out to slowly cut me out of their lives after I told them
>>20993578
yay!!
>>20993508
I just look up what I'm trying to learn on youtube and click on the first person who looks like they did it well in the thumbnail
>>20993332
LMAOO
>>20994419
Idk I feel like it'd be awkward for them to know and not socially transition, but a transitionary period between to smooth things out makes sense.
>>20994438
Yeah I had a negative experience too for the most part, but most of my guy friends were chill with it, they just treated me like a tomboy before I freaked and cut everyone out. My girl friends (which were most of my friends) on the other hand were outwardly accepting but slowly cut me out. I don't think coming out is worth it unless if you pass / have severe social dysphoria.
Also don't rely them to keeping it a secret Phoebe, many cis women tend to be faghags who want to show off their tranny friend for woke points and will out you. Don't expect it, but accept it as a possibility so you're not blindsided if it happens.
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>>20994546
bad
but ur cute so its fine
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>>20994546
Good first try
Keep practicing
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>>20994558
All my friends were really accepting even the cis girls...
A few of the dudes weren't but they never vocalized it and just left my life thankfully.

Definitely don't expect it to be a secret tho hahaha they do tell ppl but idc anymore.
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>>20994546
Could use some work, but God knows it's much better than my first time doing it lmao. Keep practicing and you'll be good, eyeliner looks good on you.
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>>20994529
I mean I came out and it wasn't such a big deal I guess. I really doubt your friends would be anything but supportive. I mean you are transitioning so you might as well get used to people knowing.

>>20994558
>many cis women tend to be faghags who want to show off their tranny friend for woke points
pain, this is what happened to me i got outed by a cis f friend in an insta post for international women's day
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>>20994558
hmm yeah maybe ur right and its dumb lole ill probably just sound retarded explaining everything mm yeah okay
yeah okay ty for talking me out of this
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>>20994591
>>20994597
>>20994615
thank you all
it was fun and even though it didn’t look great I liked how much it changed how my eyes look, weird feeling
makeup be kinda strange
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>go downstairs
>Mom says family friends asked us to come over for dinner
>asks me if I'm "comfortable" going over.
>says something about "it being okay" and not to worry because family friend's son's hair is down to shoulders (I cut mine super short though???)
>looks at me very long and tries to get me to look back
>very aggressively tries to pull me in for a tight hug from the front

boymoders...
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>>20994546
Try getting the line thinner and also doing it at an angle where it gives the impression of a positive canthal tilt if you know what that means. Basically you want it to flick up not down. Also, you can use a qtip dipped in eye makeup remover to neaten up the line if it comes out scratchy like that
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>>20994722
A mother always knows...
She can smell the foid off you woman.
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>>20994722
Lol you're just overthinking things I think. Either that or you look feminine cause of the estrogen and she brought up the long hair thing to make you more comfortable since another "fem male" would be there.
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>>20994712
the application is a little off but it still looks cute.
>>20994606
yeah well it probably came so easy because you always looked like a girl
>>20994632
its your choice desu. follow your heart unironically
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>>20994744
Then my mother isn’t my real mother.

She doesn’t think I’m trans or a girl or anything at all. Doesn’t even know I have booba
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what do boymoders think about bald guys?
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>>20994791
Not my thing sorry
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told you bros.. had to take off my pants for the scan so muh binder saved me from looking like a lanky, sloppily shaven leprosy victim with engorged nipples and i managed to instead just be a lanky, sloppily shaven leprosy victim.
never question my manmoding ways again
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>>20994791
I just feel really bad for them
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>>20994791
Doesn't matter if they're good at cuddling and will love me unconditionally.
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>>20994755
yeah I know I'm overthinking things. I doubt she thinks tranny. I wasn't wearing a bra (poofy bathrobe) so it was a pretty close call

>>20994779
>Doesn’t even know I have booba
walk around topless

>>20994810
and she lives to boymode another day
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>>20994765
nah u and luka r right idk wtf i was thinking really wish i had something to numb the pain my brain has from even thinking about it it's so cringe and retarded
might sneak into the vodka
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>>20994765
>because you always looked like a girl
Why are u hugboxer
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>>20994742
ooo thanks for the tips, it did get pretty messy, I’ll get some makeup remover for next time I practice
>>20994765
ty too lol

gnight bmg!
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>>20994779
Your family is insane you literally look like a woman.

Annnnyways gonna get more drunk and eat dinner with the lads ttyl boymoders <3
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>>20994830
you literally look like you never went through male puberty honey
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>>20994632
It's your choice, but just make sure to keep the things I said in mind.
>>20994791
I'm basically into femboys, tomboys, and tranners, basically estrogenized / feminine people lol. So someone bald is basically a screaming sign that they're not estrogenized or feminine. Don't let me get you down though, there's plenty of people out there into bald guys, look at that bald porn star who basically exclusively fucks trannies.
>>20994826
Embarrassment at the idea of being out but not passing is a bitch.
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i am incredibly unhappy.
life is shit.
i made cookies for my family and nobody touched them and the dog ate them all.
obviously that's not the main factor here but it's pissed me off. i just wanted to do something nice and everyone said no fuck you we don't want your shit.
i wanted to stop posting here for like a month at least and be productive but i'm a useless piece of shit with zero willpower so i guess fuck it i'm back and i'm just gonna spend the whole fucking summer inside wasting my fucking time because i'm too useless to even go cycling like i was supposed to god this self pity thing has gone on for too long what's bmg up to?
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>>20994791
it depends if they can pull it off. most can't unfortunately

bald maybe yes but "balding" rip soz

>>20994879
>bald porn star who basically exclusively fucks trannies
adam sessler???!!
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>>20994810
>head doctor, this transgender woman is wearing a binder
>that's called boymoding, nurse. it men's she's shy about being a girl. it shouldn't affect the test so just pretend she's just a pretty boy.
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>>20994924
spoopy
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>>20994879
based fellow gamp champ
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tfw i did a lil doomposting and instead just farmed (you)s >>20992367
and also my mom wants me to grow cress in my weed greenhouse because she saw it fuuuuck me what do i do now? she never fully realized what i was doing
>>20994924
>tee hee gotta adjust the headrest because youre so tall wowie!
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>>20994912
femboy????
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i want lobotomy
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>>20994958
It's on the roof right? Just grow some cress next to it

You're incredibly brazen with this stuff lol I kept mine super secret
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>>20994958
>crush
>pass
>suicide
hmmm
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>>20994947
gang
>>20994912
yea him
>>20994989
bzz bzz that's the sound of the drill bzz bzz bzzzz
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>>20994958
>Art
>Eat
>Passion
I really expected doom but I got pretty nice words
Time to develop a passion for the art of cooking
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>>20989491
im about 7 weeks in on hrt, and so far only one of my nipples hurts and is swelling. its a bit of a special case though, because i developed a breast bud on the other nipple as a teen and even lactated through it, but now on hrt it does hurt at all. is it normal to have both nipples not develo'p at the same time? when my nipple started developing as a kid i kept pressing it as hard as i could to try to make it go away so i wonder if i fucked it up forever
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>>20995000
CRUSH YOUR BALLS
PASS YOUR GAS
JEFFREY EPSTEIN DID NOT COMMIT SUICIDE
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>>20995030
*doesnt hurt at all
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>>20995030
That's what happened to me too, the right one hurt for a week before the second one joined in. Normal.
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>>20994910
>what's bmg up to?
thanks for asking
i'm unboxing pokemon cards
where i work got a new shipment of shining fates and i am spending all my wages on them
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>>20995011
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>>20995030
Uneven breast growth is normal, it happens to even cis women. Also soreness or lack of soreness does not always indicate growth, I've had plenty of times where my boobs weren't sore but they grew.
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>>20995030
>normal to have both nipples not develo'p
yeah, my left nip poofed out overnight at like 3 weeks hrt
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>>20994989
me too let's make a lobotomypact
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>>20994990
yeah that was the plan but it turns out getting stuff onto the roof isnt that easy, so its been sitting under a sun side window in the attic. ill need some more materials to make it safe to keep outside in a storm and such, so i might just wait a while and then put the weed outdoors once the plant is a lil stronger.
and yeah this was really stupid but apparently i can lie to peoples faces better than i thought i could
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>>20995093
i hate thinking thinking bad
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i just want to make people happy. i just want people to want to be around me. why do i have to be so annoying and weird etc etc not gonna bother with more self pity isn't it weird how much i say 'i just want' like surely that defeats the whole 'just' part of it if i say it for basically everything right ah fuck it nobody's gonna respond to this anyway i mean what are you even supposed to respond to this with like it doesn't exactly open the floor to conversation sorry i know these oohoo *wacky* meta posts are dumb and irritating and me trying to come off as self aware and trying to be self-deprecating which is just more nauseating to be around
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evens and I book an appointment to get my hair dyed
odds and I hold off.
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>>20995127
you make me happy bagel I think you're cool
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>>20995128
Based, what color are you thinking?
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>>20995106
Sometimes I just feel like if I just was a zero self awareness valid uwu nya transbian I'd be happier. But also there's no way it could be me I'm naturally selfloathing
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>>20995127
I use the words just, kinda, i guess, and like like just kinda way too much I guess

Just kill me
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>>20995059
People always come in to buy the Pokémon cards and baseball cards that come into the bookstore.

Like once a shipment comes in their gone in like 2 days. We had to limit it to 2 per customer
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>>20995127
reading posts like this when i'm not in a bad place mentally hits so different
like there are definitely times, very recently even, where i'd be 100% on board and agree with you and feel like i'm looking in a mirror
but right now im just like "lol it's just cookies, chin up mate"
i'm sure you have "good" days too, or at least better than this one, so keep on keeping on for those days i guess
idk lol
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>>20995184
Do you like pokemon WHanon?
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evens i steal vodka
odds i channel my energy into smth else
>>20995157
mm that's the trope
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>>20995210
Vodka thief go
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>>20995157
>Sometimes I just feel like if I just was a zero self awareness valid uwu nya transbian I'd be happier
i get this feeling looking at the spastics in wheelchairs that clearly haven't developed mentally since the age of like 3 at most
on one hand what a shitty existence being a total burden on everyone who cares about you and having no future prospects whatsoever
on the other hand brain smooth no thoughts so happy???
>>20995184
yeah the scalping scene has gotten really bad, walmart and i think target stopped stocking them entirely because people where pieces of shit about it
in my shop they are behind a locked cabinet because the subhuman vermin customers can't be trusted
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>>20995200
I used to play the games, I think ruby/sapphire were the last ones I played though.

Never got into the cards really. Pokémon is cool but I never got like deep into it
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>>20995235
no mixer this is gonna be so gross gonna puke
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>mfw the only socialising i have done as an adult was for pokemon go
it was a REAL fight against myself to do it too
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>>20995175
hmm me too. qué significa...

>>20995155
probably like a very dark brown. my hair is likeblonde-brown with some red and I wanted to like just give it a bolder tone. I'd do black but that's too much edge even for me and I'd even consider bleached blonde or pink but I really wouldn't want to draw that much attention to myself.
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>>20995283
that was fucking awful
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>>20995323
I think very dark brown or bleached blonde would look good on you, I dyed mine black and go for an emo femboy tomboy aesthetic lol
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>>20995323
Pink hair is so cool desu I'd do it if I could pull it off.
>>20995365
Lmao woman
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>>20995148
maybe this is true or maybe it's a hugbox but either way it seems like people (not any specific group) just don't want me around. like what's even the point of doing nice things if people don't want you around to do nice things for them? it feels good to be nice but if me being there is making them uneasy or whatever then it just seems intrusive to stick around. like even my family seem irritated by my presence.
how did things go with your parents? good i hope.
>>20995175
idk i guess they're like placeholder words or crutches to lean on (by saying 'i guess' you avoid committing to your statement and can easily abandon it etc) but it seems like i'm always saying "i JUST want a boyfriend" "i JUST want to be happy" "i JUST want to be skinny" etc and it's like where does it end you know when am i going to stop complaining about wanting these things and actually go try to get them but as i guess we've seen i'm too much of a lazy shit to actually work hard for anything so whatever.
>>20995186
i guess. i can't really remember any of the good days.
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I really love wacky hair colours but I really hate standing out...
I also love black hair + pale skin goth aesthic, but I'm too scared for that
At least my natural colour is kinda nice
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>>20995454
i used to have a ton of whacky colours in my hair it was pretty cool
>>20995421
u
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>>20995236
We keep them behind the register up front. Usually people are ok when I tell them it’s 2 per, but occasionally you’ll have someone who freaks out and asks for a manager.

The main manager is spineless so he’d do whatever they want, but the other 2 managers don’t take shit
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>>20995454
>I also love black hair + pale skin goth aesthic, but I'm too scared for that
i think i might go for this, it leaves me a lot of room to do shit like nail polish and even a bit of makeup without it being "out of place" i guess
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>>20995440
Ngl bagel I rly didn't like ur presence for a long while (not that u should care at all I'm some internet tranny) but now I think ur a good person and I think you add to this place so...
I cant rly answer for outside of bmg tho...
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>>20995473
>The main manager is spineless so he’d do whatever they want, but the other 2 managers don’t take shit
it's the opposite for me, main manager takes shit from nobody but the rest will just do whatever the yelling customer wants and it really pisses me off
nothing worse than telling a customer they are wrong, them throwing a fit and a manager coming to side with them purely because they don't want to deal with a complaint
fuck that, stop giving in to spoilt brats because they throw a hissy fit, it's bullshit because the people that are nice and respectful get fuck all out of it, it literally pays people to be pieces of shit and i hate that so much
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>>20995454
>I also love black hair + pale skin goth aesthic, but I'm too scared for that
You can do it without going full goth, I have pale skin and black hair and it works really well cause of the contrast
>>20995476
Black hair, black mascara, and black nail polish is based.
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evens and I get my brows done too...

>>20995369
>emo femboy tomboy aesthetic lol
based af.
Here's what my hair looked like pretrans it depends on the lighting but the color can either look pretty cool or kinda bad. https://unsee dot cc/album#KEC6wy9ZBlow4uYI It's so floofy I've kind of resigned to having 80 mom hair forever like my mom does unless I work out how to get it straightened.
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>>20995546
I wanna get brows done but scared I'd just look more Chad after desu
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>>20995546
Hell yeah, a darker color would look great on you. you really do look like that twink wojack lol
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>>20995546
Also my hair used to be way floofy but it just kinda stopped as it got too long...

Btw u have passer brow
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>>20995546
i'm curious, what does your hair look like now?
my hair is super floofy too, i like it when i'm inside but the second the air touches it it's fucked to hell and back
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Good morning:')
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wowie cypro has ended my libido for good shame that was like my only source of dopamine
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>>20995606
My hair was real floofy when I started hrt but it's definitely chilled out... It's ugly now but ugh

Odds and I'll book a haircut for Wednesday in town.
Evens and I'll go another 2 yrs without a trim.
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>>20995611
hi
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>>20995611
No, Gromit :(
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>>20995682
>evens
Kek based.
That pic is almost 3 yrs old now... Wild.
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>Friends begging me to get into photos with them
>Don't wanna be reminded that I'm a twinkhon rn
Need copium
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>>20995680
Saame. I at best can force myself to get horny once per week or so.
It was such an easy way to spend my time. I want my libido back! ;-;
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>>20995713
not based... cringe,even
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evens and i binge eat
odds and i binge eat
dubs and i delete this obvious attentionpost and focus on watching evangelion
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kek I'm in danger
>>20995682
>Odds and I'll book a haircut for Wednesday in town
do eeeet

>>20995730
no one really looks good in photos you don't have to look at them
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>>20995740
on one hand i hate my dick n bawls on the other it really helped me sleep
blegh wutever
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>>20995758
gl!! desu my eyebrows changed how femme my face looked so much, I looked way more femme at 2 months hrt compared to pre hrt for that reason
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>>20995771
I keep hearing progesterone makes people more horny again, can anyone confirm? If so I really gotta get on it
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>>20995484
it's ok u don't have to pretend for me it won't stop the attentionposting either way. anyway i'm glad you're more comfortable with yourself now and being less negative.
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>>20995758
poggers
>>20995757
eat up
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looks like i wont have to worry about hiding this dude anymore..
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>>20995791
yeah i believe so
thats what ive heard certain ppl say at least
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>>20995584
lol Ik right. it's just a coincidence they look alike I wasn't trying to stage it or anything lol

>>20995571
how is that possible? everyone looks better with their brows done it gives them definition

>>20995606
it sort of mostly looks the same as in the pic but shorter and bangs length, maybe a little bit darker too from being away from the sun. I cut it all off the other weak because I panicked on my way to the salon ;-;
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>>20995758
Good job Claire! Proud of you for making based decisions.

>do eeeet
I'll look for a place......

I'll probably get in pics when I'm drinker desu I'm just like braindead drunk RN not hype yet.
>>20995757
Watch evangelion it is fucking PEAK holy shit love it
>>20995756
Unfathomably cringe.


Anywyas lol watch these dubs
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>>20995805
awww rip
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>>20995365
Lime juice or pineapple juice chaser next time
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>>20995833
>>20995829
nice try B)
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>>20995825
>everyone looks better with their brows done it gives them definition
Ugh ugh but u can give em a manly shape tho????
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>>20995805
Give the stem some support, with like a chopstick and twine or something baka. And stop overwatering
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>>20995771
based coomer
>>20995829
>based decisions
I'm so incredibly punished that I have nothing to lose. full outcome independence.
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New thread
>>20995872
>>20995872
>>20995872
>>20995872
>>20995872
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>>20995838
i dont have anything to use at all and its 3am so
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>>20995884
Are you like alone in the wildernesses with just vodka? Forage for berries
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>>20995871
>Give the stem some support, with like a chopstick and twine or something
yeah i just did that..
i dont think i overwatered it though :/
should i just repot it deeper down?
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>>20995966
That would probably stress it out more, disturbing all the roots and stuff. Idk I can't tell from your photo really but the soil looks very dark, it should be like dry for the first 1cm and then wet after that. Did you mix gravel/percolite/sand in or just use straight compost? Also with how long the stems getting it looks like it wants more light
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>>20995283
Straight vodka is fine
Especially if it's rye based.



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