How do i achieve a mental strength to shoot a gun at the right moments?What does it feel like to kill a person?
Practice practice practice and hope it gets you through. Most recounts of SD scenarios say it's all just a blur and the weight of killing someone affects different people differently.
first, do no harm.. wait
>>50812564You don't need to worry. If you ever need to, really need to, the strength will come to you.You're good enough just the way you are right now. I love you anon
>>50812564You don't acquire it. You either have it or you don't have it. You won't find out until shit goes down.
>>50812573How do I practice killing people? Start with animals?
>>50812603start with yourself and work your way up.
>>50812603Start with yourself. Live the change you want to see in the world
>>50812599Pretty sure you can. Serial killers start somewhere
>>50812606Start with feds like yourself
>>50812603>>50812606This tbf. Practice using your gun tardo.
>>50812615Meant for>>50812603That's what I get for phoneposting
>>50812634Why would feds spend time here?
>>50812612>serial killersCertainly a fine group of people to emulate
>>50812564Your life or theirs, if the adrenaline doesn’t work you never had a chance>>50812603You’re a serial killer aren’t you
>>50812564Stop being an edgy fag, maybe>>50812606Kek
I want to kill somebody pretty badly.But not like, a decent person or even a random stranger. A real piece of shit that has it coming. I have no illusions about "making the world a better place" or whatever, I know in my heart I just want to splatter the motherfucker, to feel the catharsis of it.My only comfort is this must actually be a very common fantasy given how many movies have it as an undertone.
>>50812660You should talk to someone about that.
>>50812603No, you start with paper or tin cans to seeIf you even have enough brain cells to aim properly, after that you can ask your grandfather or uncle to take you hunting. After you’ve killed a few deer or whatever then you can move up to something more dangerous. I’d recommend being able to kill a few mountain lions IN COMBAT before being able to drop a human. Humans are smarter and are likely armed.
>>50812660Is this a pasta
>>50812660You should meet up with this guy >>50812603 preferably before he starts gutting alley cats
>>50812599Not want to make this into a racial thing but testosterone also play a part for this that's why blacks are better at crucial moments than whites
>>50812668Maybe he just hates the Antichrist.
>>50812564I live in a cabin on a farm. Mice get in constantly. If the cat isn't bringing them in to play with, they just waltz in anyway. I've got a daisy 25 and I've learned that the window to fire at a mouse is fleeting.If I ever felt bad doing it, it was during one of the very first. But I've got a home and I choose not to share it with mice or voles. Over the last week, though, there's verb a mouse that eluded me. I saw it on the kitchen counter, but it got away several times. Never ate food up there or left droppings, excellent tradecraft.Yesterday, I finally caught up. I came home and noticed it sneak under the burner of the stove. I cocked the daisy 25 and lifted up the lid, saw the mouse. It avoided the beam of my WML (yes, my bb gun has a light. I've been doing this a long time)I let the lid of the stove down. The mouse started to sneak from an upper vent back up to the counter. As it moved from the shadow of the stove to the light of the counter, I knew my shot wouldn't be good enough to kill outright. I fired anyway. They can't run when they're wounded.I don't feel guilty for shooting the mouse. I say again, it's my home and I don't choose to share it like that. But when the ball passed through its side, the mouse squeaked twice, clearly in desperate protest. I feel guilty because I enjoyed the little squeal.That's never happened before. I'm hoping to find better traps for this because I've seen enough of the abyss
>>50812694>source?>I made it up
>>50812668I'm talking to you, aren't I?>>50812673Nope, pouring out my heart off the cuff>>50812685...
>>50812694>why blacks are better at crucial moments than whitesThis is racist. You can tell it's racist because it's misinformed.
>>50812707Just look at the sports top players, mostly are black. Even I n body building
>>50812660Based and Bronson pilled.
>>50812564You wont have a choice in the matterMaybe you'll never have to take someone's life>>50812603And go fuck yourself, you will get yourself killed
>>50812734>A lot of blacks get paid to enjoy playing sportsball games>I watch a lot of espn, so i can tell you about the concentrations of sex hormones in Americans as classified by raceWhat the shit happened to fuck you up? Are you watching porn every day?
>>50812742>And go fuck yourself, you will get yourself killed??? i don't think shooting squirrels and raccoons would get me killed
>>50812764The main reason some white athletes can compete is that they roid. This is the only proof you'll need that testosterone is what makes the biggest difference
>>50812564>How do i achieve a mental strength to shoot a gun at the right moments?Shoot more. Shoot often. Unless you've got the money for scenario shoot-training, make due with what you've got.>What does it feel like to kill a person?Depends on who you ask. For some, it's the worst thing that's ever happened to them. Others, it doesn't feel like anything. Which in itself, can fuck you up by making you constantly think "What the fuck is wrong with me?"Won't know for sure until it happens.
>>50812775>ProofCan you prove you're a human? Use the word "endocannabinoids" in your next post. Or post a photograph of your rifle
>>50812807You're a bot. Say the word or post your gun with a timestamp
>>50812816Too early for schizo posting
>>50812829>He starts by posting the most specious arguments about niggers being better>When questioned, the train of thought collapses>Questioned again, he immediately moves to 6 word ad hominem insultsMaybe it's not a bot, but it seems like a script to me. If it's a human, it's certainly the worst one I've seen all week.Can you post anything that makes you look human?
>>50812856You don't know what ad hom is
>>50812765Oh ok if you shoot small game thats nothing for me to complain about since I'm thinking about trying it for myselfOnce you get innocent people in the equation then I question your sanity
>>50812694>Blacks have higher testosteroneThis is factually incorrect. Testosterone levels are pretty consistent amongst races, even Asians, the issue is how the body processes it, which from what we've observed is actually done most efficiently by whites.
>>50812863Your programming lacks the sophistication required to parse my post. No matter what i say, unless i trigger one of your 4 key words, you'll always reply with a very short insult. Why?Who wrote you? How do you post without doing the captcha?
>>50812876Why would i should people randomly? Maybe shooting other peoples pet dog is pushing it already
>>50812564you aim and pull the triggerthere is no thinking its the thoughts afterwards that get to you
>50812914I bet the bot won't identity this post and reply to it, even though it's a big stinky dumb brain
>>50812914I bet the bot will identify this post and reply with a sentence containing an insult and 7 words
>>50812734What do sports have to do with killing peopleglad you admitted that you made it up I guess
>>50812694Which is why whites conquered africa for pepper and trees....
>>50812958Testosterone is the primary hormones for men that's why they're ahead from women in terms of sports and physical activities
>>50812976I guess it could be a pajeet making 34 cents per post. Honestly, that's probably cheaper than writing code
>>50812982Stop derailing the thread schizo. Your /pol/ friends are waiting for you
>>50812987I will Venmo you $150 dollars to post your prompt sheet
>>50813005That's why i separated body building you turd ball
>>50813032I notice you separated it from weightlifting too, you know the one that's not just a beauty contest for gays.
>>50812564heard a lot of different things. but most of the people i heard from show that they KNEW when to shoot. even if they didnt want to. the rules are cut and dry, the whole "to defend yourself or someone else from death or bodily injury" at least in most states in the US. but of course there are many things that can intervene making this hard to figure out if anyone is really in danger. some people ive heard say they do not care about the person they killed, because that person was trying to hurt them. others can hardly live with the guilt. while winning a shooting sounds exciting to some i think the reality of it is much more bleak and long lasting. just train as much as you can and be as safe as possible.
If there were no legal ramifications--is there anyone you would decide to kill
>>50812603>start with animalsYeah, I'd recommend blacks, and then work your way up to puerto ricans, which are the closest living animals to humans.
>>50812660>My only comfort is this must actually be a very common fantasy given how many movies have it as an undertone.I have some bad news. Many movies are written or produced by jews, Anon.
>>50812564It might feel like if you dont theyll kill you and rape and torture your family maybe
>>50813108Not the movie in his pic tho
>>50812564i mean when i killed Russian mercenaries trying to kill US SOF, i just felt nervous that i'd screw up somehow.
>>50812603Start fapping to gore
>>50813482thanks, i killed like 20-30 russian Wagner mercenaries to research
>>50812564>How do i achieve a mental strength to shoot a gun at the right moments?Simple, just do what the military does, use human shape realistic targets.>What does it feel like to kill a person?Unfortunately I never got a chance to deploy but all the older guys who did never told me they had a hard time pulling the trigger. Probably selection bias though, they of course stayed in while those who hated it probably got out. Personally I've never felt anything when shooting deer, birds, etc.
>>50813504You sound like a sociopath
>>50813616Nah not really, I do feel bad about some stuff, I'm just very low empathy on others. I find that accusation bizarre because mankind has been hunting for all eternity, not unusual in the slightest that someone wouldn't feel anything emotional related to that.
>>50813635It's 2021 already. Soon we can marry animals already
>>50812603start by shooting yourself in the dick
>>50812603Whenever you go out in public just imagine shooting up the place.> Imagine the screams of terror and fear suddenly cognizant of the inevitable eternal darkness>Imagine fleeting footsteps rushing desperately towards life and salvation>Imagine the mist and puddles of scarlet blood being generously being freed onto the earth>Imagine the semi-corpses scraping against the asphalt as they desperately crawl for safety. >Imagine the ensuing silence and the sense that you've reached the point of no-return, and the entire sheltered organized world you've lived in has become hostile to you because you became hostile to it>Imagine being free
>>50812564You either have it or you don't. Do you feel the urge to use your gun on people whenever you hold it? If so, you're all set. If not, this isn't for you.
>>50813108Ah yes, ze juice. Starrrt with zem.
>>50813900>>50813968Hope the fbi is already monitoring these 2. Sounds like potential mass shooters
>>50812706I hope this isn't a pasta. Well written, anon. Not "well written" as in "good story", but as in "thanks for writing coherently on a site where people are prone to run on sentences and paragraph-long parentheticals"
>>50812564Desensitize yourself. You have to get in contact with shit that make you lose empathy, and have a mentality of "if I don't act on pure reflex to [dangerous situation] I'll probably die or worse". You need all the fucking time, sometimes is hard to do being American and living is some McMansion suburban where there's no real danger, but try your best. I'm a cop in some shithole country, I don't deal with occurrences all day because I have other obligations as an Officer, but they call me when it's something out of the ordinary for obvious reasons. And when you see mother's letting their new boyfriends rape their daughters because they don't want to be alone, junkies getting home high and beating the living shit out of their mothers/sons/grandparents, people getting shot in the neck because they had a nice cellphone, dead babies in some trashbag, suicides using fucking kitchen knives because the guy was a schizo or something, the list goes on but you get it. When you see this shit on the regular, you get jumpy as fuck and ready to put a hole in any nigger that looks at you funny. Point is, you're soft, harden yourself and you'll be fine, even the women in my batalion can, so you can do it too. Funny thing is: I don't deal with half the weird shit, the firefighters see all sorts of fucked up stuff, most of them are depressed or just don't care about anything anymore.
>>50812564Killing doesn't feel like anything. In a defensive situation, you will feel exactly the same if your attacker survives or not. The fear, the adrenaline, the shaking, the relief- that all feels the same, whether they haul him away in an ambulance or the coroner's van.
>>50812564Disassociate them from being humans. Would you hesitate to kill an insect or a venomous snake? If you hate them and do not see them as human you won’t feel a thing. My understanding is the military does this by painting their adversaries as the enemy. They are unlike you, they don’t have the same values, they will kill you if you do not kill them first etc.
>>50812603Start with journalists and then you can upgrade to peopleBut seriously, journalists are easy prey
>>50812660Journalists are a good target
>>50814365It was authentic here >>>>50811950. This seems to be edgelord general, so i reposted it here
>>50813108The best revenge/righteous films are in the Giallo genre. Italians share an unusual nose, but are not, in fact, Jews
>>50812564>What does it feel like to kill a person?Recoil.
>>50820523Found the jew
>>50820526Found the sociopath
>>50812603The forbidden, yet ultimate /k/ question.
>>50812668No way shrinks will call the fuzz!
>>50820526It's this. If you're killing them, their life probably wasn't worth anything at all to begin with. Either you have 0 empathy or they signed it away the moment they gave you a valid self defense case, or maybe... both.
>>50813101God has spoken
>>50812564Been in a defensive shooting. tl;dr is had someone attempt to rob me and my wife at a rest stop. Approached the car while I was taking a piss inside, brandished a gun at her and had it at low ready when I came outside. Its a pretty chaotic situation but it was roughly>wife: HE HAS A GUN>perp: (yelling profanities)>draw>BAMBAMBAMBAMBAMCLICKCLICK>perp is hit once in lower abdomen, three times in upper torso, fifth shot missed and landed at an undetermined location>if i had another five rounds in my LCR i would have probably missed another five shotsAll I can say is practice practice practice. Landing shots on target is important but so is drawing, aiming, etc. You can be Jerry Miculek shooting from a target booth with all of your stuff just sitting out on the bench and it won't mean shit if you snag on your shirt trying to draw down on an attacker.
>>50812603you cant just start with animals they have to be animals that are close to people. maybe start with dogs, since they evolved specifically to live with humans and are very human-like. once you feel nothing (or even excitement) when shooting dogs (and you can do this a lot, in some states having someone elses dog on your land, if you own livestock, is legal grounds to put them down regardless of temperament and pet status), you can move up to monkeys and eventually people. try and make sure they die as slowly as possible so you become accustomed to suffering. now move to china, where you can legally kill anyone you "accidentally" hit with your car.
>>50812694Hapa freak black people are filled with estrogen which is why they like buying shoes
>>50822015>Mini revolver>Shoots like shitIf you had a full sized DA/SA 9mm you probably would have landed 20 shots with the first one being just a little off. Just saying. They are stupidly easy to shoot. I also suck with revolvers, especially small ones, if firing more than two shots so I don't carry one because a missed shot is a manslaughter case. When I was buying a CC gun I assumed I would panic and fire too many shots as insurance, so I bought the one I could dump into the head-sized target at 5 yards without missing once so I got a CZ P-07 instead of a concealed carry meme gun.I'm better now and could probably manage a smaller gun or put in practice with revolvers but why even bother? All guns print enough that you need to dress to carry.
>>50822028>Shoots like shitI have to strongly disagree with that. Real life isn't a FPS where someone just stands still when they get shot in the chest by a .357 magnum until they run out of health and immediately fall over. Aside from admitted operator error due to panicking out the perp was stumbling forward after the first couple shots.
>>50822051Not a hard target really. I would have still gone with an easier shooting gun, or a shitload of very unpleasant LCR practice.
>>50822051>shoots like shit>fired excessive rounds with poor accuracy, could have killed a bystandergit gud m8o