A thread to discuss みけねこPrevious Thread:>>40680632
Twitter: https://twitter.com/95rn16Fanbox: https://mikenekoko.fanbox.cc/Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC54JqsuIbMw_d1Ieb4hjKoQTwitcasting: https://twitcasting.tv/95rn16Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mikeneko.x/Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@minyan84
I love her more than anything in the world and i hope she is feeling better now.
She did nothing wrong.
surprise insta live
i miss her..
>>40741378I want to hear more.
>>40741378>>40745074When I feared it was all taken away, the idea of it sickened me, which made me stop, and think what these feeling were in the first place. It's weird, I very clearly feel strongly about her more so than even my exes, yet I never made the connection that it was love.
I love my cute wife so much
I cried thinking about my cute wife today
>>40745798Nyanko sensei makes a return...I hope she's doing well. I don't know why she started pondering over the "what if" recently but she needs to remain positive. The fact of the matter is that almost everyone will stay by her side no matter what. We all love her unconditionally
[Shocking News] Mikeneko showed her pussy live on stream!
Sometimes I scroll through my gallery and accidentally come across the screenshot of her Instagram profile from late 2020 when her profile picture was a photo of herself hugging her white cat and it keeps making me cry.
>>40749038/r/ing the picture
>>407494936tvEt9Zp, handle
>>40744685やめろ
>>40750213arigatou anon
>>40750213thanks for nothing
twitcast before twitch stream
>>40752898You wish you’re a prophet
today's summary?
>>40753690やめて
What in the name of Christ
>>40755649I have no idea
Seems to be a vent stream.Not about antis, just life stuff from what I've been told.
she regrets joining VS.
Summary anon, if you're there i beg for you translation powers.
That twitcast was really cute
My twitcast recording is all f-ed up, twitcast kept disconnecting.Wonder if I should even upload that...Did the other anon manage to record it well?
>>40756747why did she stop using her youtube channel?she can just do a member only stream.is it because of the contract?
FUCK, i missed the cast. please tell me someone properly recorded it
>>40756782anon she literally used it like 2 weeks ago
>>40756055>Recent tweet Try harder
>>40756971It really is like she reads these threads
>>40756976I’m starting to think her dms look like these threads. Larping antis, concernposting, and kokuhaku.
>>40756795I'm saying that she should use youtube instead of twitcast that site fucking sucks. Please look at the post I'm replying to.
>>40756782Anon, how new are you?She does Twitcasting because it's easier for her, she can just do voice stream with her phone, it has been like this since she parted with hololive, before any contracts.
Anyway, will be uploading the broken twitcast recording then. Hopefully the other anon has recorded it without issues.>>40757056Well, yeah, there wouldn't be such connection issues if she used YouTube, but again, she finds using Twitcasting easier, so that's what she is going to use. What do you want from us? Go persuade her in DMs that Twitcasting sucks, I will be waiting on your report.
>>40757059She can do that on youtube too but hey I am very new so I am not entitled to ask question here wow anon you are so old here you are the coolest poster in this thread!
>>40757094I am asking a very simple question, are you trying to incite me to go bother her like what anti always do? Why are you guys so aggresive in this thread? I am not even provoking you. Fucking nitwit.
https://pastebin.com/sTJgGjYn24h, twitter handle
>>40757096>>40757106I hope the lack of a brain hasn't made your life too hard buddy
>>40757106>I am asking a very simple question>>I'm saying that she should use youtube instead of twitcast that site fucking sucks. That ain't a question, that a request or a command directed at her, yet you leave it in this board that she doesn't read.
>>40757192Even if broken I appreciate it anon
>>40757192it's good enough thanks anon
is the summary anon still MIA?
>Menship twitcastJeez, someone's talkative today
>>40757668I love my needy wife
That was nice3rd twitcast in an hour?
She has actually gone beyond any level of gfe possible. This is Wife Experience.
>>40758386This is Wife*
>>40758562The engagement ring was real after all…
>>40758585I still have my receipt.I wonder if she remembers it
I watched start of the stream, fell asleep, woke up to being late to the twitcast by 40 minutes. ；；
>>40758822Two twitcasts*The lesson here is that you are never safe.
She is so sweet and I love her very much!
AHHHHH I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
Love cute wife so much
https://twitter.com/95rn16/status/1555119756361216000voice work
Holy fuck I’m so happy!!
>>40765369An imouto with a deep bond for her brother sounds like an easy role for her, although sounds like Mike is gonna be a ghost for most of it.Seriously, good for her. I'm sure she's really happy to be able to do something like this.
>>40765492yes the role suits her, and I think it shows that people are willing to work with her
>I wish I was deadIs she okay bros?
>>40766834What the Fuck are you on?
>>40765530>people are willing to work with herreally glad about this.Also vt thread is being bogged down with schizos
live on mildom
>>40768100Joke's old now
>>40768027It's just nonsense spam at least, could be worse
you fuckers better find a way to record that voice over performance since apparently there seems to be no way for Kaigai to watch it
>>40769122:(
>>40769122I will find a way anon, just give me time.
>>40769122Can Kaigai at least pay for it?I'm thinking of throwing money to it as a sort of "Mikeneko is profitable, look everyone" thing even if I have to source another way to watch it
>>40769122ProtonVPN free option has 3 free JP servers. just sign up for protonmail. or is it proxy locked?
>>40769584You need a japanese phone number to register an account on the site.
>>40769122I can't think of any other way besides getting a jp nekofami to record the whole thing.
We have a full month to figure out a way to get thisEven if only one person on this thread is able to gain access, they can figure out a way to record it from there. I definitely believe that there is a way, it's just a matter of figuring out exactly how to do it.
>>40770704This, there is no other way unfortunately but for the sake of archiving every Mike activity especially something that she's been putting alot of love and stress into it's important that we all see it.
>>40765530>Rushia terminated>All the sudden every Hololive fan is an expert at Japanese law>NDAs are serious in Japan>Cover could sue her>This shouldn’t be taken lightly >No one will work with her after this>Enter actual Japanese businesses >They take it lightly and are eager to work with her.Honestly I shouldn’t be as surprised as I am.
>>40771295she's honestly too hot to pass up. her becoming the most subbed indie basically overnight is a testament to that. her fanbase moving with her makes her good for profit so long as you can handle her, which as we now know involves you simply not being a retard and doing anything more than nothing.
Looks like she finally closed DM's
>>40772153Again
>>40772153When did she reopen her twitter DMs in the first place? she literally closed them a week ago?
>>40772541Sabu
>>40770357>Not signing up for shitty ticket sites like pia and e-plus while in Japan>Not getting a SIM card from Japan that works internationallyngmiLater nerdsI'll record it
>>40772802I kneel
She said she regrets joining vshojo, what happened?
>>40773293source?
>>40773306She said she loves her job so it must be the voices. That being said she ponders about Hololive from time to time.
>>40772802SIM is the hardest part
>>40772802arigatou...
>>40772802Holy BASEDanon. you better not fucking die before that date. Everything is counting on (You)
>>40773324I can relate. I used to have a job I really loved only for it to be taken from me due to circumstances and then I end up in another job that is clearly treating me well but I can't help but miss the old one and no matter how much I try to adapt to the new one it just isn't the same.
>>40772802Post it as a torrent on nyaasi so its not associated with this thread and therefore her
I love this necromancer
>>40775054This this necromancer loved you all the way until the end and beyond
How can she even be overworking herself when she stays at home and doesn't even stream
>>40775937Maybe she's busy with her voice actress and she's overworked
>>40775975She should quit and post more instagram stories instead We won't even get a swimsuit picture this summer
>>40776038I have the feeling that her being busy isn't the reason why she isn't taking bikini pics.
https://twitter.com/95rn16/status/1555491171182551040
>>40776038>>40776056I think she's a bit old to become a gravure idol
>>40776196This haircut looks sooo good on her
>>40776226Mid 30s isn't old you anti
You can pm her again
>>40776328Still looks like you can't to me, hasn't changed since >>40772153
MIKENEKO LOVE!
>>40776313I'm not an anti
>>40776344Wait this isn't her. Who is this?
>>40776344Stop posting my pictures
>>40776448Mafumafu
>>40776900Fuck off. Mafu is prettier
I thought she's playing fallguys?
>>40777441https://youtu.be/l9X64m2hwYA
>>40777441was playing, she got eliminated on the first fucking round. I don't remember how long she lasted in the other fall guys tournament a few months back but damn that was quick
Pegora love.
>>40778818Really sweet of her to do that reminds me how Nene sings happy synthesizer a lot
PEKORUSHI最強！！！！！！！
>>40776196I really really like long hair but honestly she makes any hairstyle #1 in my eyes by having it...
>>40780303What did she do? I heard she said she was worried about 3rd gen for a bit after Ru left but that’s about it.
>>40780709https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4gisKCu30OI&t=3135s
She's so cute...
>>40765053That fat fuck again
So how many of the EOP saviorfags are gachikoi at this point? Most of them?
>>40784306I’m one.
>>40780759hardworking rabbit
>>40784306I'm not saviorfag i love Rushi and have been following Mikeneko since 2020
I love my Cute Wife so much. Please support our wedding!
>>40786192Fuck off she's mine
>>40786374FUCK YOU SHE BELONGS TO ME AND ONLY ME
What an idiot.
>>40787253If she wasn't an idiot we'd be in a much happier place right now
>>40787253it's so cute
Has Mikeneko done a single stream idea she's promised so far yet?
>>40785782Thanks for sharing
I warned you guys, mikeneko joining vshojo is a bad idea.
>>40787798but she hasn't.It's just a delinquent and an angel.
>>40787798What’s a mikeneko
>>40787833..and the angel's doing very well for herself.Already at 200k follows. I think she's very fortunate.
>>40787871Her thread is garbage
>>40787871>Already at 200k followsshe said she doesn't like her new working environment tourist
>>40788113Source?
>>40788127he made them upwatch stream instead, shitposterhttps://www.twitch.tv/AmemiyaNazuna
/vt/ is too fastI have a suggestion/るみな/ should merge みけねこ and everyone should stay in /jp/ to make our thread better.There's active janitor here that will help us to moderate the thread and remove trolls.So, do you guys agree?
>>40788816No, if the threads are merged then whichever thread remains will just become the new target for trolls. With two threads, we can switch between them when one gets especially bad.
>>40788841I said there's moderation here.
>>40788875There's moderation there too, shit gets deleted if you report it.
>>40788919And? Why do you have to switch between threads?You just debunked your own points./jp/ is slower and the thread can survive here, that's a plus point too, and I don't have to divivde my attention to look at two threads.
>>40788948>stop making the /vt/ thread>antis now have a chance to make a general>they use THAT image for the OPThere's been about 10 anti threads about her in the last few days, so they will do it.
>>40788948Damn, yeah, you're right, I can't argue with that logic. Having two tabs open is just too much work.
Twitcast
Well it was a short one, guess she's feeling worn out because of the illness.
I got in late, what was the cast about?
https://pastebin.com/gRhnTK8h24h, twitter handle
https://twitter.com/95rn16/status/1555891837042573312(、*´▿｀)、 .˚⊹ ⁺‧
this merge /vt/ and /jp/ thread timeloop reminds me of that one time where trolls are trying to make the Nazuna general merge with the vshojo general. can't help there's an ulterior motive with these proposals (suffocating mikeneko/nazuna discussions so the anti narratives only stand out). there's a reason why mikeneko has a thread in both /jp/ and /vt/.
>>40790513kek, I have no clue what they even want as a final outcome out of those trolls
>>40790513heh, I nearly fell for the bait but procrastinated/got distracted from replying
does OBS let you stream to twitcast?I'm just curious how she manged to fuck up that badly kek
>>40792307Probably, the last twitcast was from pc so it's probably from that time
>>40792307yeah it does, i tried it before.
Prove to me that she loves me in any way like how I love her
>>40792503What do I gain by doing so? I don't work for free
>>40792559Fewer menhera moments in this thread
>>40792588I enjoy seeing you guys go full menhera though
>>40792612I enjoy going full menhera but I'm always afraid I'll fuck up something that actually matters in the process
She committed metaphysical suicide for us
>>40792726Just try to keep it contained in this thread, there's multiple patient anons around that will try to calm you down if it gets too bad anyways
Can someone check her APEX account history, I don't know all of them.
>>40793187She just got off played 6 games
>>40793244Full squad or nah?
>>40793244did she win
>>407932503 were, could try stalking some other peoples accounts to find out who, but I don't have the time right now.>>40793251haha...
>>40793303>haha...oh
>>40793303Thanks for the info anyways anon. Some antishitter trying to stir things up again over this shit in the other thread
>>40793436You know ksnks origins account so I can just kill the rrat?
>>40793444Unfortunately I do not, I'm sure there are other anons that do however
>>40793456Got it, I'm not about to comb over all his videos for that account though so I'll just wait.
>>40746922I wonder where she got her plastic surgery done?
>>40793693She's sleeping with me faggot
>>40793469he's playing on switch(what a faggot) so his account cant be tracked because nintendo is shit.
For the work on the weekend fags, how did the cast go?
Why did she say she had just woke up and was sleeping for a few hours when we know she was playing Apex?
I hope she gets a hospital trip soon.
How are we feeling /jp/?
>>40795527Depressed. She defended ga-shi of all people in spite of her chat warning her he's bad news and then afterwards praised vshojo in a tweet.
>>40795560>praised vshojo in a tweet.holy based
>>40795560I don't know who ga-shi is but with regards to the he Vshojo tweet.....she works for the company anon and it sounds like they are treating her well.
>>40795570Ga-shi is korekore who but with less morals and an elected politican for a fringe political party on top of that Recently he out of pure spite of released a video he recieved of a normal female youtuber having kissed another eceleb many many years ago, and the resulting harassment forced her into retirement just this week
>>40795597Evidence of this? You understand I just can't believe she defended him right of the bat, keep in mind I missed the stream and I still need to watch the VOD, unless it's something from the members that I missed.
>>40795617Watch the stream...?
>>40795628Alright so in the stream, Jap is a but rusty so any particular part?
>>40795628 (me)And in case it isn't obvious, she didn't defend his actions in specific to that youtuber. She defended him in general. It's still worrying that she'd defend interacting with a 暴露系 vtuber in any mindset after the last time
>>40795641Maaaaybe the antis were right. I just want this dumb bitch to play videogames and sing karaoke why does she keep stirring drama.
>>40795641then post the timestamp, we all have the archives so just tell us at what time does she do this
>>40795849>antis were right>dumb bitchnice bait faggot
>>40795873No trolling plans sometimes I doubt if I made the right choice. She did leak information on her previous company before cover and that's no rrat
>no one says anything during cast>gets brought up hours afterwards Weird how this happens
>>40795597Maybe it's the wording of this post that I'm misunderstanding.Ga-shi isn't krkr right? just some krkr like person
>>40795886maybe if alot of the cunts here didn't make a bunker and share almost every access to all her accounts then we wouldn't have antikuns stalking her every move and using it as bait against us
>>40795867Around 10 minute mark how little effort do you put into this >>40795887Ga-shi is not korekore he's worse. Krkr at least feigned a sense of justice for victims.>>40795886Some people were busy drinking away their sorrows
>>40795898Who said anything about a bunker?
>>40795898Twitter is public space. This isn't discord or fanbox
tbf we kinda already knew Mike had bad judgement with men.Remember that Yuuta fag when she asked a simple question regarding twitch. even called him kind despite not knowing that he basically made a massive shitpost about her
>>40796003She said she not talk to them again in youtube member stream. I thought her judgement changed
>>40796017She will always give people the benefit of the doubt anon, that is somewhat a good quality of hers but it also can lead to bad situations.
>>40796050It's endearing of her but it's also one of the many unfortunate reasons why she feels betrayed so much lately
>>40795885That previous company had nearly all talents come out and call it a black company.
>>40795885Anon, the whole information leakage was just Cover's PR reason for the termination. She unfortunately fucked up and gave Cover the ammunition they needed to legally and effortlessly resolve the whole situation. You have to look at the bigger picture. Business decisions really aren't rocket science.
>>40796003She also likes us for some reason even though we're like this
>>40796211Sorry but this information alone is enough to justify revenge.
>>40796211Tell michaelnegro in broken gaijinese that she needs to start treating all social media accounts as public relations. Because that's just the reality of modern internet.
Why would she do the same thing that destroyed her last time. Both of the same things, in factWhy would she ask me to trust her when she does this
>>40796387The thing that destroyed her last time was trusting Cover. As long as VShojo doesn’t go full “black company” and betray her she should be fine.
>>40796387Anon the thing that destroyed her was her feeling like she was unable to speak about these things and feeling like she had to go to Kore2 regarding the issue. We all waited patiently and listened to her and it would have been cleared up much easier had Cover given her the opportunity to speak about the issue, they didn't and this happened.
>>40796372I hate sounding like a virtuecrat, but what good is going to come out of that? You should know better given what we've experienced over the past months.>>40796373Partially agree with you, and I would if I could, but at the same time, I'd say she's made her feelings regarding this matter more than apparent.
>>40796428>>40796464So now playing with random men in the middle of the night is fine, then.
>thread themehttps://youtu.be/dv13gl0a-FA
>>40796500Sorry for sleeping.
>>40796514try not to kill yourself until the next twitcast, bud
>>40796482Ma faggot you just outed yourself as an anti-man, we weren't even talking about that besides every game with online randomized multi-player is like that, what's she to do? Never play fall guys, never play smash, never play Apex, games that she likes?
>>40796552What? I didn't mean LITERALLY random. I meant you know who and whoever the third was.
>Apex arguments in both threads at once
>>40796568You know who is an old NND acquaintance who is married, and the couple expressed concerns regarding her situation, which is likely how they got back in contact. Why are you pseudo-schizo'ing over this?
>>40796630Because playing Apex at 3am with other men after her playing with men had previously jeopardized our relationship makes it seem like she doesn't care at all about how we feel
>>40796675This is nowhere near the same thing
>>40796675My dude she had already cleared up the you know who situation in a twitcast, if you don't remember it then ease do reps.>playing Apex at 3am with other menMy fag that's every Apex game she plays since she usually plays at 3am with random anyways.
>>40796685It went from 0 minutes playing with other men, to more than 0 today. How am I supposed to respond to that? What does she expect me to think?
>>40796696Randoms and ksnk and whoever he brought to play with him(almost certainly another guy) are not the same fucking thing
YOUR "WIFE" IS AYY LMAO HAG
>>40796709how do you know she played with men anyways?can you post the proof?
>>40796722Did you actually confirm that she played with him?
>>40796727>>40796738It wasn't long after ksnk stopped casting
>>40796750oh so you have no proof
>>40796750Did you look up what his Apex account name was and see if he played squad matches at the same time as her?
>>40796764He uses a switch, it's not possible to.
>>40796722My guy you know ksnk is married right? He's been married for years and he probably brought his wife and that I if those 2 games where even with him, could be literal randos from her previous 3 games and she thought she could win with them, furthermore the combined time of those two games was literally less than 8 minutes.
>>40796770i can track him if he joined a club but probably wont be for a while.its not even been a week since he started apex.
>>40796770So you're telling me that after playing a couple matches with randoms, she contacted this guy to get on his switch to play apex with her at 3 in the morning, they played 2 games for a total of less than 8 minutes, and then she decided "Alright that's enough" and quit then and there?
>>40796815not that anon but she started playing just after he ended his stream.
>>40796832She started playing with randoms or started playing in squads?
>>40796844Played 3 solo with randoms and 2 with a full party.
>>40796844randos 10 minutes before he ended the stream then full squad after this tweet.https://twitter.com/kusonekokuso/status/1555981971095834624
>>40796832My retard read this>>40796797>she started playing just after he ended his streamMy guy this is actually a brain dead take, the girl known for staying up late due to q scuffed sleep schedule and playing Apex all times of the day playing Apex after the streamer she was watching ended stream.
>>40796881brain dead take? i was just stating something i found because im a mentally ill stalker.i dont really mind apex thing unless she started to play apex with him everyday.
I shit up both threads at once so I may as well post here too and say that I've calmed down enough to realize that the PUG point is probably correctShe has a really succesful 16 min game alone. Then has a "game" that lasted all of 31 seconds. Only makes sense to last that long if she bailed on that game because she got an invite to play with a group when she was already queuing for another game. Which means she didn't anticipate the invite. If the team she played with for 16m invited her, she probably thought they were good for them to last that long.
I fucking hate asian social media beauty standards and their filters. The baby fat cheeks are cute. I fucking curse them for making her self conscious about it.
>>40797132Blame the NND antis. Those fuckers win an award for the gayest faggots in the universe.
>>40797132I love her even with fitlers
>>40797556I just love her
Love her with filtersLove her without filtersLove her when digitalLove her happyLove her sadLove her clothedLove her nude (I do this frequently)Love her calmLove her crazyJust love wife a lot
>>40796797>ksnk is marriedHe said on his stream today that he's not married
>>40797013I've been trying to tell ya that she probably just joined a PUG and gave up once she realized they sucked.At least you've calmed down anon but you have to stop letting that antikun getting to your head like this man. My best advice is keep watching your wife but stay from here for awhile. For your own mental health.
>>40797942proof?
>>40798012> ゆちさん子供ほしいなら、30歳未満に出会いほうがいいんだってhttps://twitcasting.tv/kusonekokuso/moviecomment/740979116-1Not advice you give to a married manHe said it explicitly but he has deleted the VODs. Perhaps one of you anons recorded it.
>>40798035so no proof then
가서 자살하다미친 놈
>>40798044>結婚…ｳﾞｯ頭が… >ゆちならできる！ From wife herself
Stop with the fucking kusoposting for god's sake. We literally just finally resolve the apex shit im both threads and now some fucking deflected back to ksnk.Stop biting the fucking bait.
>>40798068I just like to rile him up, sorryGoing to bed now kek
>>40798068I was only correcting facts
>>40798096And she said in her twitcast that he was, and that's something we do have an archive for, sonyou'll need to provide an archive or fuck offmoreover, she isn't under 30
>>40799447>she isn't under 30She said she's 13. Stop the slander
>>40799447She is tho
>>40799788Are you dumb?
>>40800120Anti-chama…
>>40795908>Some people were busy drinking away their sorrowsI had perfectly valid reasons for drinking last night, and nothing to do with sorrowsLOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFENOTHING IN THE SCHEDULE YET BUT STILL LOVE WIFE WIFE WIFE WIFE WIFE WIFE WIFE WIFE
>>40800571I'm not an anti. And you also don't want her to be under 30 because that would mean she was trying to flirt with kusoneko, retard. Which she wasn't, because she isn't. Now piss off.
>>40800673The girl recommending under 30 year olds wasn't mikeneko but go off on calling her old
I just relistened to her membership archives. Can anybody find me the timestamp for where she says he's in a relationship because I don't fucking hear it, or does literally nobody else hear speak fucking japanese
>>4080068630 isn't even fucking old
>>40800705>have narrative blown apart>bu..but...but 30 isn't even old retard We know 30 isn't old anon but the context of the statement would have been a lot worse if she indeed had said it and if she was indeed under 30. Both of which you are trying to imply.
>>40800736agreed, I'm glad I was wrong there because I've been worried sick about this shit for hours and am too much of a pussy to dm her about it
Bros, for real.She needs to get impregnated in like year or two, if she wants non-retard kids.
>>40802857Don't worry i will Impregnate her
100 fans raising a baby together with Mikeneko.....
how we holding up /jp/?
>>40804476Enjoying wife
>>40804476I'm trying to just enjoy the stream, but the lies the tourists have been feeding us being nothing but BS made up to placate us when we brought up our fears about the Minecraft server is making me a little menhera right now, I think I might need to take some time to chill out or I'll say something I might regret.
>>40804476I'm happylike actually really happy, seeing her enjoy herself like this is great
>>40804476Feeling sick
>>40804729Please take your meds.
Veibae-chan on wife's stream!
>>40804476I'm doing well, she's having a fun stream and everything. I'm a little uneasy because anons in both threads are becoming more accepting. but that's only a problem for me and not nazuna so it's fine.
>>40805390I’m becoming more accepting of the Vshojo girls since this stream Veibae was actually decent which was actually surprising, still a nono on male collabs or interaction.
Joining Vshojo doesn't seem like a right choice but i will continue to support her
>>40805390>acceptingI'm not sure that's the right word for it. My standards haven't changed. My apprehension over my standards being violated has reduced. I won't pretend I'm okay with male interaction on the server even of the casual kind and if it ever happens I'm going to say something to her.It's just that literally nothing has happened yet, so
>>40805390Honestly, sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who still cares, and that just feeds my paranoia and menheraness even further. I wish all this anxiety could just disappear.
>>40806915You are not alone anon. I can't shake it either even though right now there doesn't seem to be anything to worry about
>>40806915That's kinda how I'm feeling yeah. It feels like actual literal fucking schizophrenia
It's just that I don't think there's anything worthwhile going menhera about at this very moment and bringing up things to worry about for no reason is just pointless.If some actual problem crops up, then it'll be different but I think it's just far easier to trust wife and enjoy her streams without worrying constantly about what-ifs that never come about. How many fake rrats have we seen about her this year that turned out to be literally nothing?
>>40807261>then it'll be differentthe problem is it sometimes doesn't feel that way just because of how quiet it getsthe quiet just feels scary sometimes, like my entire world is going to leak away out of nowhereI don't want to be gaslit into thinking my standards are unreasonable when they have always been the same standards. I especially want people to stop copy pasting whatever arguments we make here to justify shit verbatim without looking into stuff themselves. It starts to feel like some people here are guppies whoncould be swayed just by a raid making it seem like one opinion was dominant here
I couldn't control myself and ended up messaging her. I tried to make it as kind as possible so I hope she understands. If she even sees it
>>40807532About?
>>40807386If I don't say something, it's like I'm not objecting to the things being said. But if I object, all I'm doing is bringing the mood of the thread down and making the rest of us look stupid and crazy worrying over nothing. I feel so choked all the time, I don't feel like I can tell her how I feel about anything anymore without putting a burden on her because of how stressed and craving a place to belong she's been having lately, I don't feel like I can tell anyone here how I feel about anything anymore because it looks like I'm just trying to rile people up and start shit, no-one else outside of here would even care, and yet the longer I bottle up how I feel the closer each day I get to breaking down. I feel like I'm going insane.
>>40807646I'd rather people talk openly and "bring down the mood" than do...thatHonestly, I think we all feel the same way.
>>40807563Just kinda everything mostly. I apologized for what might be an overreaction, and that I love her and want to trust her, but certain things have been weighing on my mind and that I'll always believe her words so it would mean a lot to me if she could find the time and place to clarify some things because her words are all I need tonfeel better.
at this rate it might be worthwhile to reboot the bunker.
>>40807646If you're really concerned about the opinions of regulars here, make a poal about the topic and share it in a password protected pastebin to keep the tourists out
>>40807769unless we use the bunker password, it'll still allow a fair few antis and smarter tourists who may vote for "bad" options to try and upset peopleI can say that at least from whats left of the bunker on you know what, the sentiment hasn't changed. That's at least 14 regulars.
>>40807761What's wrong with it?
>>40807761Who is this?Anon? Is that you?
>>40807880>>40807894reboot the poal bunker kek
>>40807941No.Not my problem you got kicked out you dumbass, kek.
>>40807952I'm in the current bunker. I'm not saying to remake it for my benefit. I'd rather we not have other regulars here go 反転アンチ.
>>40808039Yeah bullshit bro.You got any proof? Why would someone in there care about a "reboot"? Who are you trying to fool?
There's only me. I made all the posts in this thread
>>40808223I made this post
I'm just uneasy about everything. I don't know why though. She's so happy right now. It's like I'm fighting with my own thoughts on the "what ifs" "what if she leaves me". Even though there is nothing to even suggest that happening for now. I can't vent about it here for fears of being called a falseflagger. I can't vent to Mike because I don't want to trouble her. So I've been venting alone about it lately. Sometimes I feel like I've fallen in love with her too much and it's hurting me. I was just a casual fandead back then. When the yab happened and when I thought I lost her only for her to come back is when I started to fall for her because of the fear of losing her again
>>40808278Best I can say is try and keep a grip on reality. If you have some idea about something, and then something comes along that clashes with your image of it, try and at least check your side of things first. A couple weeks ago I though she had done something really bad that no one had noticed, but then I stopped myself, checked my work, and realized I was wrong. I trust reality more than me. “Things are good now that means they will be bad later” is just… a bad way to think.
>>40808278Relax. Let her settle in. You have the means to contact her. Another anon already did apparently and itnsounds like he was (hopefully) courteous. She even said yesterday that she wants to meet us everyday because our relationship is actually a relationship and that's how she feels about itDon't fret over stressing too much.
Also, if an anti starts posting and you feel already vulnerable, close the fucking thread.
>>40808278She said she wants to save us since we saved her. She won't abandon us.
Reboot the poal bunker, but it's comprised of just this one guy
>>40808278>Sometimes I feel like I've fallen in love with her too muchNo way
>>40808335>>40808358>>40808376>>40808640I appreciate the honest responses.Maybe in time I'll get over this paranoia.For now I'll try my best to close this place when an anti starts falseflagging the threads. I want her to remain happy forever so maybe all this anxiety has just been building in me because nothing has gone wrong yet since she joined.
>>40809171>an anti starts falseflaggingWhy is it falseflagging? If my honest opinions make me considered an anti then I'm not falseflagging.
ignore thatnew thread soon
also>its morning in Jakartaright on time
>>40809171that last (You) was not honest anon, but it's cute that you thought it was
New thread soon?
I hope she's ok. When she's radio silent like this for a day it always makes me feel like an ass. Usually for something I did but this time it's for not doing something. I hope she's ok
>>40817151She might have gone to the hospital, she did mention that she wanted to go soon.
>>40817166Yeah, I know. It is still very hot in Tokyo. I just hope she's ok
>>40817149new thread soon!
>>40817198>It is still very hot in Tokyo.maybe her cold pushed her over the edge and she want to bother waiting
I just want to wish my wife for her well being
>>40818017Too big
