feel better edition>Suicide Boy by ParkgeeRaws: https://www.lezhin.com/ko/comic/suicideboyTranslations: https://mangadex.org/title/27455/suicide-boy/chapters/>Early draftsPart 1: https://imgur.com/a/jEYsaiQPart 2: https://imgur.com/a/RfAvEMcPart 3: https://imgur.com/a/QuWQkpyPart 4: (no translation yet!)Parkgee's twitter: https://www.twitter.com/ch960116Art compilation + lost patreon stuff: https://mega.nz/folder/mq4mAYRS#px3nvf4rnC7zvLDas4_BIAScreenshot compilation: https://mega.nz/folder/anwxHYTL#nvPw9QAGMaurtLs2GDIhNgIf you have more updated info please post it
Stop making new threads if you don't have new content to post.
>>3732589The art's pretty much dried up at this point. I had to dig deep into the bowels of the degenerate Hooni Discord to find these.
Parkgee refuses to draw Sana in a two-piece swimsuit. :(
>>3732560>starts a new thread>doesn't post last thread >>3732560 for the archives>doesn't even contribute to his own thread - implicitly expects others to fill his thread for himOP is a faggot.These threads are getting monotonous. All the drawfags fucked off, almost nothing new gets posted anymore, and these threads just hit the bump limit from all the mindless textposting.
>>3732621Whoops, correction: last thread is >>3713113
OP is a faggot for not contributing anything, but I have no real social life and these threads are the most human interaction I get at night, so I made some original content to make the thread at least slightly more worthwhile. Fuck you OP. Everyone else, how's your night going?
>>3732690>but I have no real social life and these threads are the most human interaction I getThis unironically me. You're not alone, incelbro.
>>3732621>>3732690if it makes you feel any better i'm working on some OC... or trying to. i was ungodly drunk, spent an hour getting emotional on another board before passing out and waking up with my arm fucked up
>>3732704>i was ungodly drunk, spent an hour getting emotional on another board before passing out and waking up with my arm fucked upWait are the /cut/ threads back up?
>>3732711they're back? huh... one was in the archive.
>>3732704Shit, sorry to hear about your arm homie. Alcoholism is a bitch.What kind of oc were you planning? Image edits?
>>3732722some of that art backlog I got here written down on a sticky note from a few threads ago.
i love all of you hoonis. this is the one place where I feel even a little understood. i hope all the hoonis here have the loveliest day possible under such a hellscape.
>>3732724damn, I don't remember any of that. I just started using this fuckhole of a website again around halfway through the last thread.>>3732725I love you too, anon. Make sure to drink plenty of water and clean your room and all that good shit <3
>>3732733oh yeah anon no worries. ive been drinkin water all day. now im drinkin somethin else. I deep cleaned today. did u?
>>3732589Then post new content, or help gather new
>>3732752Not how it works around here, newfag. /c/ isn't /r/. Don't start threads and expect anons to fill it for you.
>>3732741I did not, actually.I was meaning to get things done today, but all I managed was doing the dishes and getting fucked up drunk today.maybe I can get some shit done tomorrow before work.
>>3732725Everyday is hell is for me so thanks for the nice message, it's probably the nicest thing I'll ever get so I appreciate your post, even if we don't know each other. I love you, anon.
>>3732753I'm not the one that started this thread Anon. Here, have a Sana.
>>3732711i will make more /cut/ threads. I was making them back a couple months ago but forgot. I'll check the catalogue every now and then and if one aint there I'll make one.
>>3733211are there seriously threads on here for cutting yourself?You niggas need serious help.
>>3733270believe me, i've tried. everything can be going perfect and i'll get drunk or high one night and my mood will randomly come crashing down and i'll stumble home in the dark forgetting half my stuff at a friends and end up waking up with my left wrist fucked up. been like this since i was 12 and it's seriously mentally unwell but the doctors don't take me serious because >muh bpd stigmac'est la fucking vie.>>3733211yeah, honestly would be nice. i'll try making a few if you don't. it's cozy even if it's misery loves company sorta stuff. keeps it out of this thread i guess even if half of the usuals seem to be from or adjacent to the threads on r9k
>>3733270Kys, retard.Just let them be, as long as they aren't hurting anyone else what's the matter? Just hide those threads and stop bitching.
>>3733377>hurr durr as long as they aren't hurting anyoneThey're hurting themselves you fucking downie. That shit isn't exactly the best coping mechanism. That's like starting a thread for people who cope by shoving fireworks in their ass and lighting them and saying it's okay.
>>3733495>They're hurting themselvesAnd it's consensual. They aren't hurting anyone other than themselves.Why does it bother you what others do with their bodies, you piece of shit?
>>3733499>hurting yourself consensually is okayI agree, but there are certain things that society thinks is immoral. Suicide is technically consensual to the person trying to kill themselves, but the people in your community will do anything in their power to keep you from killing yourself. On the other side of the coin, people harm themselves with drugs and alcohol everyday, and it isn't as opposed by people, by some, it's encouraged. Some people slit their wrists to try to kill themselves, and others do it just to feel something.So where does cutting yourself end up on the morality scale?
I don't care about this philosophy garbage. I just want to rub Sana's legs.
who wanna see me recreate this
>>3733681do it :3
>>3733637Actually, if any of those activities (hurting yourself, drinking, doing drugs etc.) do end up hurting the people around you, that's when people oppose it. Yeah, self harm is between one person only but what society opposes is the effects said self harm does and the implication of your circumstance that makes people worried.
>>3733749nah, fuck society. what are they gonna do? put me in the hospital because it makes them uncomfortable about what i do in private? last time i tried do that they put me on experimental drugs because the doctors don't care past their paycheck and having exhausted all other options for what is known to be pretty much not treatable they just started throwing random medications for diseases i have no diagnosis for. yeah, i'm good. i don't need any half-assed attempts done by doctors who don't care.
The causes of our pain, as of our pleasure, lie for the most part, not in the real present, but merely in abstract thoughts. It is these which are often unbearable to us—inflict torments in comparison with which all the sufferings of the animal world are very small; for even our own physical pain is not felt at all when they are present. Indeed, in the case of keen mental suffering, we even inflict physical suffering on ourselves merely to distract our attention from the former to the latter. This is why, in great mental anguish, men tear their hair, beat their breasts, lacerate their faces, or roll on the floor, for all these are in reality only violent means of diverting the mind from an unbearable thought.
>>3733757Society doesn't care about you so why should you care about society?
>>3733779society as a whole is shit. people in groups are judgemental, paranoid, selfish creatures. to truly see humanity for what it's worth, you need to meet the individuals. Your friends. Parents. Family members. Coworkers. Classmates. People you've meet in the past. People you still have yet to meet. It may not seem like it, but you have somebody who cares about you. Even someone as awkward and cringy as Hooni has friends who care about him. I know that you do too, Anon. Treat yourself respectfully, as if all your friends were there watching you.
>>3733762Damn, I just go out and smash shit with a metal bat if it gets to that point.Wood, glass, children, old broken things, just fucking smash it into rubble until the violence leaves my body.
>>3733779I care about you Anon, even if we will never know each other
Same thread everytime
>>3733871No one cares about Suicide Boy anymore.
>>3733873Remnants of a bygone era
>>3733873I know. It's been at least a couple years since I've been on this website, but this is the only thread that I really frequent. Send me pictures, I'll get extra drunk and make some edits of them. I don't fuckin know man, I just want this thread to live.
Me in real life
>>3734202Same... I gotta draw those things I mentioned, might be held up by some obligations beforehand but yeah
>>3733871Same day everyday.
Hooni’s breath smell…
>>3735139There are times where I desperately wish and wait for somebody to reply to these threads so I have somebody to talk toThen there are times just like this where I wish you haven't said anything at all.
>>3735141What would you like to talk about hooni?
>>3735560>>3732560>if you have more updated info please post ithttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UChr-oBCz0mJ-pCbicjaP0zA
>>3735559Preferably anything other than "boy smell" or anything like thatHow's your night/day going so far?
>>3735592Just sitting here contemplating man aroma.
>>3735592Just installed a system-wide font that helps with my dyslexia. Having a beer too. Also, sending u some love hooni. How was your day?
I dare every hooni here to set their homepage to this thread and every subsequent hooni general
>>3735684God dammit anon.>>3735775Thank you. I'm pretty fucking far from ok right now honestly. My pc was send to the shop to get wormed on because it won't turn on anymore after trying to replace some parts, and I'm trying to stop smoking pot. Definitely seems easier to quit weed than almost anything else, but it still sucks.
I love this boy and this place please let me hang out with you guys.
>>3733270For many, cutting and self-harm are a literal last resort to prevent themselves from committing suicide. Some way to divert their attention and bring sensation that they can feel in-control about in an attempt to avoid just jumping off a bridge and praying that the fall kills them on impact. It's actually more common practice to help people who self-harm to reduce the severity of their self-harming over time to help them cope and improve their state of mind without forcing them to effectively go cold turkey on their psychological equivalent of alcohol or heroin. Sad, tragic but ultimately the truth. It's extreme but there's something even more extreme that they're keeping at bay with self-harm. We all know people shouldn't do it, it's terrible, but there's a reason they do.
>>3736196>Thinks that Self-Harm is a valid coping method.I think its more preferable that a person actually attempts other forms of coping that don't cause people around them to fall apart. Speaking from experience.
>>3736557You mean you experienced "falling apart" because of someone else's self-harm or you self-harmed and think that it's wrong because it hurts others around you? I mean, no duh it hurts people around the self-harming individual.
>>3736559My ex-boyfriend was extremely abusive and would self-harm constantly as a way to cope with depression and alcoholism, shit like that.His rampant self harm and blatant publicity of it would cause his friends to also slowly fall down the same path. You can see this a lot on Discord and other awful chat-apps that have entire servers for this shit, it may be TOS banned but the community is large enough that they always have at least one sizeable server up that features "Cutting Competitions" and crazy shit like that.But to answer your question, I've done both, and I regret both very much.
>>3736561Self-harm as an act of abuse is deplorable but that doesn't mean that self-harm as a means of coping with immense psychological pain and trauma is that easy to overcome. When someone, who isn't using self-harm to manipulate like people I've known, so close to the brink of just ending themselves that even the idea of basic interests and activities feel miserable to them then they'll do anything to try to keep it together even a little bit. It's not that it's preferable to other options, it's that it shouldn't be something the self-harmer gets ostracized over and told to "just quit it" like there's absolutely no reason they should be doing it. Even most art of Hooni shows him trying to do it in private to keep it as under-the-radar as possible. That's the self-harm that I'm talking about, the kind that is done to protect one's own little world and is kept as far away from others as possible to avoid being that harmful and painful influence that you experienced.In short; If someone's not trying to hide their self-harm as much as possible then in my experience they aren't really doing it for the coping effects as much as they are the stigma that is attached to it being a strong tool to get what they want. Or some people are just really big jerks.
>>3736569Alright, I think I can agree with that.Thank you for your insight. <3
Laika, I don't want to bring up feminism but, as the feminazis say...My body, my decision.Let the others ruin/enjoy their lives the way they want, the only harm they are doing is to their own bodies, it's not like they are stabbing other people or something so please shut up, no one asked you to judge the way others cope with their problems.You're extremely selfish, honestly.
>>3736573And for the record; I'm sincerely so sorry you had to go through that. It's one thing to suffer through painful depression but it's entirely another to be intrusive and hurtful towards others. I'm glad that it sounds like you've gotten away from that and that you advocate against that behavior like people should be. Stay strong, hooni-lover
This thread might as well be called "text post general." Don't even bother to make another one.>>3736574Yeah, that guy sucks. Banned me from the server then deleted it cause he couldn't take the heat.
If textposters weren't bad enough, now there are namefags too. Fuck off back to discord, cancer.Post hoonis.
>>3736577But I have been posting Hoonis. That's when you know someone's sour about their quiet thread when they take a few text posts and call it the end of the world because they can't look at their suicidal shota 24/7. Dang, anon.
>>3736580You're not the problem, brother. But bump wasting is still despicable. These holy grounds are for posting hoonis. Textposters would find better company on a discussion board like /a/.See >>/c/1990691
>>3736582>"post hoonis">posts sanaDisregard this I suck dicks.I have brought shame and dishonor upon my entire family... Time to commit hang myself!
>>3736584I wish I could suck some anon's dick too. That would help with my depression for sure.
>>3736584I forgive you but this is only tolerable for so long, brother. I will ensure that the Hooni is always there. Always here for us.
drunk as fug :DDhigh as fug :DDDDD gonna be hung over tomorrow :Dd
>>3736691God I wish I could drink.
>>3736766Why can't you?
>>3736766Me too, I can't drink anything with alcohol now that I'm with antidepressants.
>>3736573My god what the fuck are you doing here Go back to the discord bubble where you belong.
>>3735794Hey I made this my wallpaper, thanks for whoever made this.
so hooni threads are for shotacons and boymoders right
>>3736951No they're for you, why else are you here?
>>3736951These threads are for anything but suicide boy posting.
>>3736789Because if I have 1 pint it becomes 15 pints every day again and then before I know it I'll be drinking hand sanitizer.
settle this for me anons. does liking hooni make me a creep or not? he is 17, so would be legal where i live, im also 18 so it's not a huge age difference. however my friend who is also 18 told me it was wrong to like him since he is a minor and got mad at me, i was a under 18 just 2 months ago, how is it bad now? is it just americans trying to virtue signal? idgi
>>3737144It doesn't make you a creep but it does make you retarded for thinking fictional underaged characters and actual human children are the same thing and you should leave this board.This is why anime and manga should have never gotten popular among normies.
>>3737144Americans are fucking stupid. You'd do well to learn that quickly so you dont waste time on them throughout your life.
>>3737144You could be 80 years old, and it still wouldn't matter. Love is love. Don't let a bunch of normies get you down.Also, Hooni is technically 16. He's 17 in Korea because they count age differently.
>>3736951what the fuck is a boymoder? >>3736691i drank way too much on my plane flight after taking benzos. i wonder how often i go do that before i suffer a cardiac arrestthen as soon as i got home i ended up carving up my arm again. go me... i don't even remember doing it but i slept like a baby
>>3737162>what the fuck is a boymoder?trans girl who presents as a boy day-to-day
>>3737162I decided to to drink after getting into medication but I can't resist that temptation.
>>3737223Not to drink*
>>3737162Sorry to hear that benzo fren.
God I love hooni so much. I need him like I need food and air. I want to breath on his space, I want to follow him around and know if he is safe .
>>3737250He feels like a way for me to express or personify the more frightening and vulnerable parts of myself even when my life is perfectly fine. There's a want for me to appreciate hooni as if he were a part of my own psyche. Generic and small and simple, yes, but even as far as I've come with my depression I still feel some of those vulnerable and desperate cravings as if I wanted to cry out for help in some way. To just hope somebody notices I feel weak and emotionally fragile. I'd like to think I'd never threaten my own life or self-harm but I'd be lying if I said the thought hasn't bubbled up on occasion. In that sense, I wish I could be as desired as Hooni is for how people recognize and care for him.
>>3737064I loved these political edits.
>>3737455I've been suicidal as long as I can really remember. Killing myself always seemed like a good option, once I got tired of life's bullshit, I could just quit and cease living. Once I found this comic in highschool, I found it easy to relate to my younger self through Hooni, and to compare my life and realize how well off I had it.
I hate you fucking le discord depressed cutting teen faggots so much. Absolute pussies.
>>3738131just wanna see cute boys, man, calm down
>>3738131Dude nobody asked to know if you cut yourself. Clearly it's known but who cares? Idiot redditor
>>3738103Same here. I wish I had at least a bf to lose my v card then we commit sudoku together. It would be romantic.>>3738131Fuck off femoid. If you don't like thid general then why are you posting here?
>>3738131Me too I hate discordfags so much it's unreal
The servers are awful too. The hypocrite mods of the main server ban shotacons even though Park himself is one. There was an alternate, but the creator got outed for being a pedo, and it shut down.
Anyway, does anybody have more Sana art?
>>3738367You forget to mention pedophiles and hypocrites
>>3738367>shotacon server>mod outed as pedoI thought real kids were icky and gross
>>3738367I joined the main suicideboy server for a short while. nothing but retards talking about licking hoonis socks and shit.
Laika, if you can read this, reach out to us again. Accept your place amongst the shotacons of this world. <3
>>3738658This is a cute Hooni. Can I break it?
Binder Hooni needs to be pinched.
>>3738658>>3738680>>3738685Kill yourself ywnbam
>>3738658Love ya man, I rechecked this thread recently while drunk lolanyway if you respond to this, i'd be glad to add you on discord soz
>>3732619Hey look its my art, I'm the drawfag. Here's another thing I drew, will return with more art if I remember to check the thread. I'm glad you all enjoy my art even if I don't post often!!!
>>3739401Very cute anon.
This fandom is weird, man. This came from last September.
>>3739211Oh, I'm sure you won't like me when you realize who I am. ;)I'll ask one of the mods of the old place for your contact.
Does anyone have park's gumroad archived?
Laika is here isn't he? Well I'd like to inform you that you are under surveillance for the offense of owning CP, grooming multiple children and praising the MAP community. If anyone here doubts me I'll make sure to provide evidence but stay away from Laika at all costs, the authorities will handle him shortly. Burn in hell pedo.
Has any more of this been translated, or should I go back into hibernation?
>>3739589Wow, that sounds juicy.Mind elaboraring further?
Can you prove you aren't him?
>>3739600Was considering translating some of it myself as some of the translations for the newer chapters are shit but I believe the harim arc is fully translated. Here's a drawing I don't think I've posted before so bumps aren't wasted entirely :?
>>3739604I'm a newfag but whatever...Fuck you, I wasn't that interested anyways.
>>3739618Anon if you still care drop your discord tag and we can talk about it. Here's a repost of an old drawing I made :?
nobody answered meI know you're hiding an archive you horndogs
Stop shitting up our thread with your fucking discord drama cancer. Parkgee didn't die for this.
>>3739628I know, I hate those attentionwhore retards so much.
>>3739589wrong laika lmfaobut uhhh i hope u catch ur man
Even if you hate the attention whores, they're no better than people who aren't contributing anything but the same few images of hooni over and over. Would love to see others post their art as I know tons lurk on this board. :?
>>3739642Sorry fren. Don't have much other than same repost over and over.Wish I was able to draw some sweet hoonis for this board, maybe soon.
>>3739642well, I can't draw. I gave it a shot though. Here's an exclusive, never before seen suicide boy image. Isn't it cool?
>>3739436aw hell nah that's gonna be a huge regret
It's sarcasm, but anyway it is the same Laika, don't talk to that guy.
>>3739604>>3739727https://4channel.org/faq#quotePost hoonis or lurk moar>>3739642This whole thread was a mistake from the beginning. Anons posting hoons are still better than the bump wasting discordfags
>>3739783Both are a waste of bumps if you ask me :? I enjoy those who post original content>>3739670This is very cute anon! I love his hair! Warms my heart to see others share their art!!:? Will draw more art soon if my art block goes away, last thread I only got to finish one request so if you guys have any I'll try to get around to drawing it
So if I read 134 correctly: >sana has feeling for soorim>hooni and harim are sorta but not really together yet, "they want to be better people for one another first before making it official"Did I miss anything?
>>3740558Glad I stopped reading, that sounds cringe.
>>3740558>>3740559Glad I never read suicide boy lol.
>>3740559It makes perfect sense, a relationship with a depressed person is just awful and always go wrong.
Everything after part one is shit desu, it was the only time when it actually had a story
>>3740586The lack of a relationship isn't what annoys me. It's the fact that they're hinting at one at all.
>>3740586How accurate is this.
I wanna friend a cutter and help them
>>3738367>There was an alternate, but the creator got outed for being a pedo, and it shut downBro was it the server literally called Hooni? I ended up leaving the place when the tranny mod tried to groom a kid there.
how do I get the adult hooni hairstyle?
Did Park Gee quit suicide boy?
>>3741083literally just let your hair grow out while cutting your bangsunless you have straight hair and are very attractive, it probably wont look very good
>>3741275no he's taking a hiatus before starting the final part
>>3740844How exactly would you even help me not? Nothing else really helps.
I love these boys ^-^
>>3741083Even in his 30's he is still fuckable
>>3743213this may sound strange to you, but 30 is actually still young to most people
>>3743218Not for femboys
>>3743243Hooni's not a femboy though, he's a twink.
>>3743298He could be the rare twink that just becomes a slim, clean cut guy and stays that way through the rest of his adulthood
>>3734257Aww I'd give the poor boy so many kisses and wouldn't stop hugging him until he felt a bit better
>>3746377What about young girls, anon?
>>3746377Medieval found footageBetter than MEMRI
What would it be like to give Hooni passionate, loving kisses, easing your arms around him in a protective embrace?
>>3742359Who is the boy on the right?
>>3746573I've fallen behind on the comic, but I think that "he" on the right is a "she" Soorim's sister.
>>3746377how would you be able to prove exactly when someone anally penetrated someone else?
>>3746616Since that law / practice was presumably put in effect by the church, it probably didn't matter. It was probably to discourage their victims from talking at all because of your exact question at risk of being burned at the stake for accusing a clergy of that.
A whole thread of emotionally vulnerable, sexually uncertain boys. Oh God.I shouldn't be here. I'm as the fox in the hen house. This is trouble in the pot and I'm stirring with my dick instead of a spoon.
They said I couldn't fix him....looks like I did
>>3747910You made him pajeet.
>>3747910Homos got an entire thread deleted because of this lol.
Is there officiam art of the blonde delinquent boyo?
Official Lewd Art*I bet he got a cute dick and balls. His type is always horny in asian sexting forums when I go on catfishing trips.
>>3746377Replace Hooni with femboy Sana then I can agree with you
Requesting Soorim punching femboy Sana
>>3751802No. You shouldn't punch girls, anon.
I saw a boy who looked like Hooni the other night. I felt bad because he even had a bandaged arm and I wondered if it was for the same reason I used to bandage mine.
>>3752849should have asked him out