Last one reached the image limit."Thread for the friends who prefer the darker side of life; the macabre, the gothic, the morose, the tragic, or who just look very sad in general."Feel free to post some sad images, share a few stories and maybe even listen to some others.Previous thread: >>3971322
>>4010934Didn't notice the tiniest amount of blood on this one, janitors can delete it if you feel like it's too much. Sorry about that.
post pictures of women smoking.
>>4011036>Smoking>EmanonAs you wish
The more I get older, the more I hate birthdays. It scares me.....
I need to leave this body.
Original too big, use Saucenao for full res.
Have any anons here had weird sexual side-effects from their antidepressants?
Coworker that takes advantage of my passive nature just went on a rant against a personal belief I had (don’t need to get detailed as to which) and I just sat there and took it and let him project onto and gaslight me because I didn’t wanna argue with him. It’s not even that recent, it happened like two or three weeks ago and it’s still fucking bothering me. The worst part is that, usually when people vent to me about stupid shit I can just nod away and forget about it, but because he personally attacked me and I didn’t defend myself I can’t stop thinking about it every time I remember how miserable I am. Fucking hell. It’s one thing that “normalfags” are always so negative and are always gossiping behind each others’ backs, but why do they feel the need to use me as a punching bag just because I’m a chill dude? Aren’t I miserable enough already?Anyway, go ahead and ban me again. I just needed to vent.
>>4014664I know this isn't satisfying advice, but idle hands are the devil's playthings. The greatest asset we have against despair is industriousness. Little by little, as long as you keep working, and really working, not simply kicking by the hours on a clock, you'll find you're improving. That said, I'll pray for you Anon. It sounds like you've been given heavy burdens to bare, and that interaction drew them out.
>>4014580If you mean that it completely killed reaching an orgasm, sure.
>>4016728Yeah, that's what I mean. I guess I'm glad to hear I'm not the only one.
It's incredible just how little I actually provide or give at this point in my life to everyone around me.How I don't really garner any sort of love or adoration nor do I really do anything to deserve it anyway.I see everyone else being something imaginative and wonderful and nuanced and then there's just me.Me.
>be me>think about suicide on a daily basis>meet a guy>find out you have a lot of similar interests and get along really well>start developing feelings for him and in general wait for getting to talk to him because that's the one thing that cheers you up>fastforward a few months>he asks you if you are okay with a slightly awkward moment>say yes>he asks if i'd like him to be my bf>almost burst into tears and say yes>be really happy for the first time in ages>fastforward some years>be forced to move abroad because of a study thing while he stays in your home country>still talk to him on a daily basis>wait for christmas to come so you'll get to see him again>ask what's the best time to come visit him>he says he no longer feels the same way about me and that i shouldn't be coming to his place at all5½ years with him... It hurts. 2 weeks ago now and I'm still crying. Soon 29, not in my prime anymore. And never ever feeling his warmth.
>>4018704I feel you anon I had a break up recently too
>>4015178Daily reminder that depressed weebs get put in the Shame Cube.
>>4016020Kobeni's suffering is our strength
>>4020021Amen to that.
>>4019447we all live in the shame cube anon
>>4019447>tfw got put in the shame reuleaux triangle
>>4020824god Haibane was a good show
so this is christmas.... and what have you done?another year over, and a new one just begun...
>>4022177Merry christmas anon
Just wasn’t feeling it today, went to gym, didn’t do much, stared into space and left