"Thread for the friends who prefer the darker side of life; the macabre, the gothic, the morose, the tragic, or who just look very sad in general."Come ye hopeless, post your stories and art.Previous thread >>3853271 archived
Let's get some sad music in here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3yJCPpRGgmc
>>3875402Easier said than done.
finished the entire madoka magica series the other month and i've somehow internalized homura as some paragon of misery to follow.what the fuck is wrong with me?
Please come back.There's so much more I want to say.
What the fuck is wrong with this janitor.
>>3878278Yeah, I don't understand why the fuck I got banned and my posts deleted. I posted 2 images I got from this very same board but got banned for "off topic" because faggot mod considered them not /c/ enough. What the hell is wrong with this place
you’re an edgy little fuck arent you
>>3878338There are new jannies. This always happens whenever a new batch gets hired. There will, unfortunately, be a period of growing pains where some really dumb shit happens.
>>3880085New jannies need to calm down.This is history we're writing here.
Looks I was wrong about that job fixing anything, quit after a few days because I couldn't handle the night shift and soul crushing monotony. Felt like drinking even more after coming home.Most valuable thing I've done in years though,few dollars an hour isn't worth doing something you don't want to, or destroying your sleep schedule.
jannies are fags, let us sadpost
so tired.i dont want to feel like a failure anymore.
>>3881183I know how it feels, my situation truely is terrible. I've a family that loves me, I have friends that care for me, anyone else in my situation would be loving life, but all I want to do is die. Why are so many good people's efforts wasted on me? I'm going to fail college for the second year in a row. I don't know how to tell my family, I know they will love me no matter what and that's what pisses me off, I wish someone close to me got me to do something productive for once, my mental is falling apart without anyone noticing. I wish someone more deserving had my place in life.
>>3881807>>3881808Are there more of those?I knew about the Madoka one but it's the first time I see the Mami one. Thanks for posting.
I feel depressed and lonely all the time. I am so bored.
>>3882101You are welcome, anon. I think those are the only ones.
I am a little worried about April Fools fucking shit up on /c/.
>>3883253A lot of funposters see it as an invitation to go full retard, and I like having a nice quiet board.
I just really like /c/ a lot and don't want to see anything happen to it. I can count the number of things I enjoy on one hand, and /c/ is one of them.
>>3883283I enjoy your sarcasm.
>>3883435I'm glad you enjoyed
Should I keep saving the thread or nah?
>>3875402I try to limit my drinking to once per month maximum, where I usually drink all I want, blasting touhou shit and enjoying it. Then I usually lift the next day to ease up the hangover. It avoids developing a habit I would say. It would be better If I stopped doing this completely but being drunk and enjoying it is fun...
>>3884321I never get head aches, it's always my stomach that bothers me. At least if it was my head I could do things, but if it's stomach it's always just bad enough to remind you and stop you from eating but you can't go to sleep.
>>3875402Never started. I can't stand the taste of alcohol which is too bad, reading these threads it seems like I'm missing out on a great cure for misery
>>3884636If it was such a great cure for misery I don't think drunk anons would be posting in this thread.
>>3884785I figure if you're still alive, you gotta be doing SOMETHING right...
>>3884636Taste doesn't play into it after a while.
>>3884636It doesn't cure your misery, at best it will make you feel buzzed for a while and dampen your depression, at worst it will just make those feelings much more painful.You can make alcohol more palatable by mixing it into other drinks but honestly you are better off not drinking at all. It won't help you and it might make your troubles worse.
>>3884636Some drinks taste really good, and you usually become used to the "burny" feeling of alcohol. For me it is more of a tool to forget your bad stuffs and relax more easily. I still usually limit myself because I don't want to fuck my body up. You would be better not starting tho. You are not missing much.
>>3873904desu that big one room with big yet shitty view has some charm to it
>>3873904I cant get enough of anime rooms. Thanks
Really cbf doing anything right now even if it means I'm gonna miss school deadlines. I just wanna lie down all day and just sleep.
Been feeling like shit for awhile. I recently started an engineering grad program after I just barely scraped through undergrad. I don't even want to be an engineer anymore but my parents won't take no for an answer. The weird thing is my supervising professor should've personally expelled me from the school a year ago but for some reason she still puts up with me and keeps giving me more and more jobs. I can't tell if she's just fucking with me or if by some miracle she hasn't realized yet how utterly useless I am. I also have an exam in less than twelve hours and I couldn't be more unprepared if I tried.To top it off I recently received a reminder of how much of a shitty person I am. I noticed a former internet friend from some niche imageboard recently hopped back online out of nowhere for a day but hasn't come back for several days. I haven't spoken to her in years and it didn't end pretty either. It was mostly my fault though. She was going through tough times and I just wouldn't have it. One day I got fed up with her and just cut her off just like that. That's not even the worst thing I've done to her. Our entire friendship was based on a lie on my part. I was a horrible friend since the first time we talked, and I'm terrified to reach out to her now that she came back. So now on top of being fully aware of how utterly incompetent, stupid, and useless I am, I just got a friendly reminder of how much of a shitty and horrible person I am too.Sorry for the rant. I don't have anywhere else to go. I'll post a couple more things. Now I feel bad for polluting this thread. Keep on keeping on, anons.
Okay, you can ban me now.
>>3887875Tell her all of these things, anon.It doesn't matter what her reaction is. It can't be worse than the worst things you can imagine. Besides, how she takes it is on her, not on you, and she might grow to see what you did from a different perspective in the future.The most important thing is that you're able to get rid of this unnecessary weight you carry.Good luck with the rest.
Too close to home?
What have i become. I'm not the person I used to be anymore. I'm unable to meet their expectations, no matter how much i try to get back on my feet I just can't do it. I've given up and lost all hope. I know I'm going to be a disappointment to them but I'm not even bothered to change that. I push myself away from them so that I feel less bound to meet their expectations and eventually destroying our relationship. I'm a scum. I just hope I get run over by some vehicle tomorrow.
I'm sorry shalisa but this is who I truly am
>>3887903not when i see it every fucking thread
There is no worse realization than your alcohol tolerance going up.Used to be good for a while with a single 8% tallbody or 3 shots of vodka, now after drinking one tallboy I don't feel that different. At least with how much I'll be moving with the new job I'll be getting, probably won't have to worry too much about what I intake calorie wise.
Fuck, what happened with me? I used to be more comfortable talking to people, now something stops me from even messaging the ones I like the most.
>>3891089Forgive the normie-tier question but are you depressed anon
>>3891120I don't think so, "depression" is too much of a strong word to be applied to my current state. With that said, I'm not entirely sure since I've never been to a psychologist to be diagnosed with anything, so who knows? I might have it and be oblivious to that fact, albeit this is not likely.
>>3889723sorry. it's my favorite on topic picture.i don't have many straight up 'sad' pictures cause they make me feel like shit. 3d being sad doesn't really bother me but sad 2d is like a fist to the chest. i want all the cute anime girls to be happy.
>>3884636My whole life, I refused to drink or smoke because it's exactly the opposite of cure. I don't see the point in making it worse than it actually is.That being said, sometimes I feel the urge to get drunk and escape the reality for some time. But you know what they say - it's easiest to say no for first time.>>3891089I'm similar. Lately, I've been pushing my friends away and I felt really bad about that, just like you. I mentioned that in a previous thread when I really felt like sharing that with someone.But then I realized it's actually a good thing. Because if I make them hate me, they won't lose any more time with retard like me.And finally, it won't hurt them when I end it. Well, if I'm brave enough to do it.
>>3892236Give yourself a bit more credit, anon. If these people don't hate you now then the time they spend with you is not time wasted.Memories last far beyond death.
I'd post the original but it's too bighttps://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/79981799
You ever get the morbid urge to look at not-so-happy images because they're among the only ones that make you feel anything? Compared to seemingly most people here I think I lead a cushy life and have managed to find ways to work around my various issues (mental, social and other kinds), but every once in a while I get reminded of just how fake and dead inside I am. Whenever that happens, I get that urge as well, and it makes me wonder if I'm more fucked up than I could even imagine.I don't do it because I enjoy it. If anything I find even the slightest bit of pain, whether physical or emotional, to be soul-crushing, and the sight of things like blood and injuries often makes me feel faint, but that's exactly why I find this urge to be so weird. Hell, it's been there all my life, yet I've only just realised that I feel it much more strongly with 2d images, especially those of characters I like or otherwise care about.
>>3894811I do it because I love the pain.
>someone found the empty liquor bottlesgood thing they only found a few I forgot about, nevermind the boxes full.
At this moment I have 600$ in my bank account. I've had it there for nearly six months. I'm afraid to spend a cent of it because once I do, I'm probably going to take my life. Everyone thinks I'm doing better than ever yet I'm as depressed and tired as I always have been.I've made the realization that I'm just too tired. Nothing will even motivate me to not be suicidal in some way. I just want rest.
>>3894811yes, it's a form of self-harm. even if it's pretty tame.you do it to mentally scar yourself, but it also helps you rationalize violence and sadness to some extent.
If it's all in my head then why does life keep reaffirming it.
I've got 50 dollars left
>>3898843Don't leave just yet.
>>3899549I'm a bit afraid but also relieved. I haven't spent my last 50 yet, not sure what I should spend it on. I'm so close. I'm ready. I have been for quite a while I think. But I will stay for a while longer.
That's the last of my funds. Thanks for being so nice /c/
>>3900328but who will post with me
>>3900328Don't leave us, anon
>>3884636Good. It's not a cure. The better it makes you feel in the moment, the worse it makes you feel the next day. The only ones who praise it are the ones who are in the buzz of it. You're in a far more fortunate place than any of the addicts.
>>3876723Following paragons of misery is human nature at its' finest. That's why a dying man on a cross is one of the most followed symbols in the history of mankind.
This is probably the only place on 4chan where you'll be told NOT to kill yourself. That's kinda funny.
Reading the posts about alcohol like, I have to quit weed. I cant have this crutch forever, can i
>>3900328I can only hope you're still okay anon.Whether ready or not, you deserve a chance at living. Not just being alive, but *living*If not, I hope you were at least at peace before leaving. I'll keep you in my thoughts still, even if we didn't know each other.
>>3901971How do you consume it?>Max limit of image replies has been reached.
>>3883010Lain's so cute in that bear suite
>>3883940SAVE THE THREAD!
>>3902876If i have bad news, a bad day, or am hanging out with people. I try not to do it daily but when I've been sad I smoke and its only dawning on me how bad that probably is
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