you can vent if you want but only if you include images of sad girls
I dreamed that I met Yuki.>"Have you ever felt love, Nagato?" I asked her.>"Yes." she said. "When I met you." We kissed.I woke up even more depressed than usual.
Look on the brightside guys. This horrible year is already half-over.
>>3695699Sorry to hear that.
>>3696220Image did not attach>>3695761Instead of looking back with regret, you should look forward with hope, acknowledging your mistakes, though never repeating them.
>>3696222I was more making reference to this year being maybe not so good for some people.
>>3695761Until Dec 32nd hits
>>3696220Thanks. I feel better just knowing someone reads my posts. Makes me feel more real. I read every post but I rarely know what to say. I won't lie, it makes me smile when I see someone else who has embraced the blackpill, but I try not to inflict it on those who aren't looking for it.
>>3696490Misery loves company I suppose. That's okay, we love your company too, anon.
what a horrible day
>>3699295What's the matter anon?
im wondering why i and other people download these types of images, my theory is that its the same appeal as relatable content, but instead with sadness instead of comedy
>>3701007Gloom can be comfy. Kind of cathartic I guess.
>>3696222What makes me really sad is to know than Despera is never going to be animated.
>>3701051It makes me sad that I'll never be a good Haibane.
>>3701053C'mon anon if Reki could you can do it too!! Just hold on until the sweet release of death reaches you.
>>3701051>>3701053>>3701104Haibane Renmei makes me want to become a better person.
>>3701399The same thing happens to me, but I doubt I'm doing it right because I'm a disgusting Neet and I lack the will to change, I'm more like a Sin-bound at this point and the only good solution for me is to disappear.
I don’t remember the last real feeling I have had. It’s been years, since then I have had weird relationships, and met people and every time I just feel nothing. No love no connection nothing, I think that I can fix my self teach my self to learn how to love, I never can, I remain cold or just fake emotions to try to make the person happy. I go through my day working for what end, I just want to feel something besides dread. I want to feel a real emotion. I have no real chance in life to love, I think I messed up and fucked up too much to love.
>>3702344im sorry you feel this way anon, i know it doesnt work for everyone but I seriously suggest therapy. i deal with terrible depression and makes me the same way, when i was going to therapy it was pretty much the only time i can remember i was actually happy
>>3703057Animu girls in pain makes me sad.
>>3703078Oh no no this episode.
I told her I love her.
>>3703624I don't to get too spoiler-y for any anons ITT who haven't seen it; but when I started watching 'Black Lagoon', I didn't expect to be crying by the end of it.
>>3703669Rakka>>3703902The episode that was difficult for me to watch was the one with the twins.
>>3704804Yeah, anything like that involving children or child abuse usually makes my stomach turn, too (especially when it's apparently inspired by reality, it only makes it all the more disturbing).
>>3696473that's really dark
>>3701007> ... my theory is that its the same appeal as relatable content ...Perhaps. In my case, I downloaded this image, because it reminds me certain kind of situation. I always have been this introverted, awkward, shy, forever-alone type. Until certain girl fall in love with me, or so I believed. We lived together for some time and I was really happy. Except all these evenings where I prepared a dinner for her and waited, but she almost always returned late deep in the night - because lots of work. Promises she will start returning sooner. Fast forward to a few years ago - she left me for her boss.So this picture reminds me myself. Looking at it hurts similarly as it hurts when one cuts themself :-).
>>3709864C'mon anon don't be lacy
>>3710465This looks disgusting
>>3696478>>3710499That's only if you live in one of them loser timezones.
>>36957612021 is going to be just as bad isn't itwell, maybe that's just what i deserve
>>3710833>2021 is going to be just as bad isn't itThis
>>3701007It's catharsis. For most people, these kind of feelings like to hide. Pictures like these bring it out from hiding, to feel and maybe even come to terms with it.For me it helped me to stop lying to myself.
>>3709313If only we all had indestructible and unwaveringly loyal babysitting maids growing up ;_;
>>3711138Who is she?
I just turned 21 and I don’t want to hear happy birthday ever again in he rest of my life. I haven’t enjoyed birthdays since I was like 8 or something ever since then they just feel wrong and useless and weird.I hate being he center of attention and I don’t need gifts, I only really want things if I need them. Otherwise I rather work myself and earn it by myself. I think my brain is wired backwards I’m just sick of it all.I didn’t drink cause I was suck at home with family and don’t want to get drunk cause my parents are basically high functioning alcoholics, so I’m pretty put off by alcohol.Just constantly having to lie about being happy, I dreaded waking up today, even more than usual, I tired to sleep in for as long as I could so I didn’t have to deal with today. Birthday is just a literal reminder you are alive and it only gets worse.Finally it’s over, only 364 days.I hate my birthday, am I just insane or do y’all hate your own birthday as well?
>>3713493Birthday = one year closer to the grand finale.Like with an unenjoyable Anime, you wan't to drop it, never watch this 1/5 again but remain intrigued about how everything may end. Sometimes one of the characters seems likeable or the action is pretty nice, but overall it's still a boring shifest. And with every episode you are nearer to the last.
>>3713493>I hate my birthday, am I just insane or do y’all hate your own birthday as well?Well... it's not like I hate it, but I don't like it either, especially because I, too, hate to be center of attention. Luckily, since my gf left me for her boss, nobody tried to arrange any party for me, so last couple of years it's just normal day only interrupted three times by wishes (from by ex, mom and certain colleague). (My gradma always called me day before birthday, but she died a few years ago, so now she is first thing I remember when I realize it's that kind of day.)
>>3713197>Who is she?My wife
Gf of 6 years admitted she didn't love me anymore on Valentine's day. Found out the next day she was cheating on me for months. My few friend's aren't interested in helping with my sadness very much. It's really hard. I feel like I can't vent enough to feel not sad for even a day.
>>3714818She's very cute and I really like her style. Might I ask we're she stars in? Manga only? A Novel? Or maybe a independent movie and/or just users creation?]
>>3714831>>3714698I don't want to sound rude but both of you should man up and find new friends/girlfriends if both of you were able to do it once surely you can do it again, just don't think it's the end of the road because both of you sound like alright people compared to what I normally see here.>>3714836>She's very cute and I really like her styleWell as you ask so kindly I will tell you that she is from the Chainsaw man manga and her name is Kobeni.
>>3715128> I don't want to sound rude but both of you should man up and find new friends/girlfriends if both of you were able to do it once surely you can do it again, just don't think it's the end of the road because both of you sound like alright people compared to what I normally see here.First, thanks.Second, doesn't sound rude to me.Third, sorry to disappoint, but I gave up that some time ago. I'm quite bad case of introvert - pretty much all people I could consider friends became them because they started it, not me and the ex was the same case (so it's not true that I was "able to do it once" - I tried, but never succeeded). I tried to learn/practice to socialize, to be assertive, to just talk to people, but I always failed and these failures became really tiring. Also, something is broken - not sure what exactly, but in computer terms, my program „romatic love“ somehow can't start anymore. So instead, I focus on what I actually *can* do, so I spend my time by learning Japanese, I'm trying to find some time to learn/practice drawing, etc.(Btw. I didn't like birthday parties before she left me. Actually, the last bday party ex arranged was combined with hers, but most of the people didn't know about that and thought it was just about her. That's the best compromise I could ever wish for, I guess.)
>>3716655>I'm quite bad case of introvert >pretty much all people I could consider friends became them because they started it, not me and the ex was the same caseThen you aren't that bad because you can attract people for better or for worst.> I spend my time by learning Japanese, I'm trying to find some time to learn/practice drawingThen you also have initiative, I hope to see some of your drawings here in the near future, just remember to make them extra bleak and cute I love the OC of this kind of thread.