So floor traders have regular psych evaluations to make sure they are staying mentally stable. How is /biz/ doing in light of recent events? Be honest
Im not doing so well boss
>Holding CRO I bough at .17 after selling the topyou tell me
>>29474626I must say people are right, this massive correction was healthy as F for the markets.Altseason is ready to start and damn March is gonna hit hard on pumps.All calculation methods were stripped from graphs, I only left my price predictions
>>294746261 beer and some hookah, reading a book until the dip is over, buying every 5% drop
rationally I was expecting a %30 dump at some point and am still bullish, but I still feel awful and wish I were never born
I think jaded feels like the right word for my mental state.
>>29474626i was damn near suicidal during the golden bull how the fuck do you think i am now
feelin apathetic about the market rn tbqh, more concerned with irl work, fuck web development been stuck on the same problem for days now
>>29475607>been stuck on the same problem for days nowim not your boss, you don't have to lie to mehows the anime and wanking?
I feel relieved, the correction/dip/dump/CATASTROPHIC DESTRUCTION AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA of the crypto market was/is sorely needed.
not as bad as I thought I would feel tbqh
>>29474626I can’t bring myself to realize them losses... though I know I should.
>>29474626good this was a very VERY necessary correction to liquidate all the overleveraged retards and reduce the euphoria, should recover and run to 80k pretty soon. im up a fuckton anyway since my folio is 50% Fantom.
>>29475607Get your shit together already. You're just trying to avoid the best solution. Double-back over the relevant requirements to challenge the assumptions that have painted you into this corner and gtfo.
>>29475656nah being fr, ive avoided wanking for 2 days so far, experimenting to see what it does for my concentration, havent watched japshit for a while now too, but biz and cryptos been drawing my attention a lot recently and im pissed to losing so much of the day in mindless browsing and thought. right now im trying to setup a Stripe subscription for a business im developing and reading various documentation daily for the past month has me looking a bit like pic related
I hate my wagie job and want to quit but my contract doesn't end for another 17 months. On the crypto side I love it, I'm way up since I've been DCAing since 2018. SWINGERS GET THE ROPE.
>>29474626I do better on red days. If everything is dumping it's just a bad day. On pumps I'm glued to the charts like a junkie combing the carpet for crack crumbs.This was nice. I got to play some vidya.
>>29475096this. i knew it would come eventually but I lost over an annual salary pretax the past couple days and I would very much like to stop bleeding now but I refuse to sell
been fapping like a degenerate to keep the stress at bay, like 4-5 times a day
>>29476103ill give that a try>>29476234i should add, the past month was not all stripe, thats been recent, but other implementation shit like user account creation / signup and a bulk of the backend
ALT SEASON IS HERE AND HBAR IS KING. ARE YOU READY KIDS????
>>29474626I can literally drive my net worth to the ground and I wouldn't give a fuck. I'm competent enough to land a well paying job if this doesn't work, house is paid for, have no debt and I have no children nor do I intend to. Just gonna keep on traveling (post COVID) and use this Crypto shit as my gambling substitute.
>>29476848Oh, it's for your own thing? Do you have a self-imposed deadline? If not, maybe that would help. I mean, commit to something financially that makes a deadline for getting the Stripe implementation done. I will say, I was trying to do an implementation in December and had the same problem -- was browsing /pol/, /biz/, Twitter, Parler, CSPAN and watching my zerpies. The project went nowhere and now they want to use Amazon Pay instead. Yay.
>>29477271Yup. This was only ever gamble stacks.>Have good job>Have house>Have no debtThe rich stay rich because their financial decisions won't change their material conditions. It's a lot easier to make good decisions when failure doesn't result in you no making rent. Buy low, sell high and if if it's not high, wait, because it isn't like you needed the money anyway.
I am edging since the crash started.I will coom a big load in 4 hrs
>>29477988ayy a fellow zerpie, yeah i've set a pretty strict deadline for myself, this and one or two other things to be done by the end of this week since i want it online by sunday. ive set a sort of social commitment up where a fair few of the people around me know im aiming to have it up the end of this week. what pulls my hair out is it feels i have all the pieces but im sludging through understanding how they all work. sorry to hear about your project, what your main area of work?
To be fair I was using crypto as a way to earn money so I could finally seek therapy because I have some trauma from being molested as a kid, now I won't be having that money anymore.
>>29479885show your boipucci to strangers. its the oldest profession who says women(male) can't capitalize on it?
>>29480195Yes, looked into it sometimes, but ngl it feels wrong to do so
>>29474626Aw thanks for checking. Honestly ok, bit sour but I knew this was gonna happen and couldn't just bring myself to sell the top. But I know I'm still holding all the same so either way my strategy isn't changing much.I made mistakes last year before the big bullrun so I'm going to do better this time.
>>29474626I am a man and sexually enjoy being slapped and called a bitch.Draw your own conclusions
I love red days, because it's you dumb fucks giving me cheapies to buy.
>>29476234ah well im withholding masturbation for lenti hope you can get through itafter a week it starts to get better
>>29480886Very good, anon, me tooI can feel myself getting stronger and wiser
>>29474626I've pretty blue, friend
>>29474626This is the pre-dip friends.
>>29474626hey thx for asking. I’m bit a new fag and bought at the highest it’s been after a dip bc I thought it was going up. At some point I gained 600-800 but now we’re down 25% my initial investment. I’m only sad that I don’t have more money to invest, only about 1k and no cash flow. Hindsight 2020 but I hold till my fingers turn white. I check 4chan to remind me to keep hold
>>29480886blessed, wish you well, id like to make it past a week as i hear from many thats when it gets easier
>>29474626I beat my wife
>>29479652Employer made a custom PHP web framework around Smarty before I showed up and started making it suck less. Sometimes I get to write natural-language vertical search engines, but mostly I make API endpoints and sneak-in architectural improvements while convincing myself the boss is going to wake up and start trying to grow the business.
>>29479885Sorry mate but while a therapist will listen to your problem, they won't solve them. They tell rape victims to seduce their rapist as a way of "gaining back their power" while rewarding the rapist for their behaviour by returning to them willingly. You're only becoming more cucked by listening to them. Instead, turn to the truth of your divine soul and listen to that.
>>29474626I lost a big chunk of my gambling account, not too fussed about it, win some, lose some. I'll let things settle down a bit then get back in the game.
>>29481745That's got to be rare. Most therapists would just get you to feel your shit and tell kid-you that you're safe now, and that you're a whole composed of parts and that only a part of you is traumatized and that part needs to be given your compassion and unconditional love and shit. It gets better.
>>29474626really bad, I went to psych he said it was really bad too
>>29475096>>29476470The only thing I'm miffed about is that I saw it coming and kept thinking "should I sell while I'm up and swing lower" and didn't. Missed opportunity. Luckily fat dumps come every monday/tuesday so I just have to wait for things to go back up, sell the pump and buy the dump.There's no emotion to it, only waiting for the opportunity to come.
>>29481046>>29481311There's a reprieve after 1 week, and then 2 weeks there's another surge of lust. After that it does die down more. I've refrained a few times, so I know I will manage it--since I have committed to it--but you have to come to terms with the thoughts you'll have and then transition them away from masturbation. Eventually it'll subside after the thought of doing it. Doesn't take long.
>>29474626I'm not happy with the losses, but the indicators I'm using to determine a rough exit and entry still predict more bull to come, so I'll hold.
not sure I'll be here with you for a long time frens, crypto is destroying me from the inside
>>29474700at least you got dubs
>>29480766Based C A L M P O S T E R
>>29481709damn, sounds like you know a lot. you wouldnt happen to of worked with the php plugin userfrosting before would you? its what im building my project ontop of and im having a hard time understanding how to implement the Stripe service into it, it uses Slim and its own file nesting system, currently dreading having to figure out how to get confirmation a users subscription is active on Stripe and relaying that to my own sites database
Honestly? GreatI was stressing alot because I knew a dump was coming and wanted to avoid it, but didn't manage to avoid itSo now I'm just cruising, until we get back up or whatever, so I'm resting from crypto until we get back to ath
>>29474626We were due for a correction, so I'm fine with the charts.But overall I've got a lot of existential nervousness and doomerism about the future of the economy though with all this money printing. I was literally in the midst of shopping for a housing loan and suddenly rates jumped 30%+ and fees up to literally 30K+ ETH gas fee tier overnight in reaction to this stimulus shit, so I'm not pleased about that. I feel like I can see the YOU WILL OWN NOTHING AND BE HAPPY happening in real-time
>>29476763how does your dick not hurt
>>29474626I'm completely fucked in the head, but I've quit smoking for 3 months now, do daily exercises (dumbbell lifting) and tripled my portfolio. Problem is i'm at home for 5 months now due to the sector in my country being closed (restaurant) I get paid good money to sit at home shitposting all day but it comes at a price, I need routine and structure but I can't seem to create this on my own; my sleep schedule and social anxiety are deteriorating. I live american hours as an european (switched day and night) because muh profits. Example of social anxiety; lets say I go the bakery in the morning at the end of my day , i'm extremely self aware and just generally assume people think i'm the biggest weirdo ever. I behave very confident, but I think I come off like an asshole, in reality i'm insecure and scared.Other than that ly trades go well, besides this little correction we have now.
>>29483329No I've never heard of it. Just built a whole fucking user module last year too... shit. I looked it over, and it's one of those projects that is doing a better job of being itself than whatever you're trying to do your way. Can you find any working examples (I'm not gonna dig rn) of someone instrumenting the userfrosting API to add a user or change their permissions or whatever based on an external signup event of any kind? Thinking HubSpot, Salesforce, ERP shit, etc. Perhaps you can see the missing pieces and apply them to the Stripe bureaucracy.
>>29474626evalutions? whats that?
Noticing how fake everything is and what true evil the jews really are takes its toll
>>29482058Yes, this is what I've found on C-PTSD websites and books. But idk, at this point I don't know what can help me, my emotions are always just too much, get stupid ass flashbacks all the time and I also hurt myself too many times growing up bc I thought it was my fault somehow ("I should have kicked him in the balls!" when truth is, guy was stronger than me and him hitting me felt like I was gonna end with a huge nose bleed and a blue face).
>>29474626I'm all-in Rubic. I'm comfy and happy as fuck.
>>29474626my portfolio dropped less then it does during the weekend dump, im gud
>>29474626this was nothing kek how new are you fags?
I am mentally devastated
>>29474700Checked and I've been enraged. Punching walls, shouting on the top of my lungs, and launching vehement tirades against the shadow cabal. I don't feel so good either. I can feel the blood pressure building in my temples, see veins popping out. I get light headed and can't relax at all. Whiskey takes some of the edge off, but not much. What's more is my neighbours have been complaining and my landlord, while he can't evict me, is going to raise my rent 40% on my upcoming lease renewel to force me out.
>>29486207I'm here since 4 years and it's not going well
>>29485078>it's one of those projects that is doing a better job of being itself than whatever you're trying to do your wayyeah that was my feeling when i found it too, only downside is going through the heaps of documentation to understand it, the people doing it are about as on the ball for an open source project as you can be, though all i could ever find of anyone using stripe on it was an inquiry through githubs issues years back. >Can you find any working examples (I'm not gonna dig rn) of someone instrumenting the userfrosting API to add a user or change their permissions or whatever based on an external signup event of any kind?ill give that a go, so far i only tried hunting down solutions for stripe specifically. ive got the checkout working by basically working outside of userfrostings flow, though i dont know if im gonna be screwed when i try in production if i continue doing it that way.its about to hit 4am where i am so ill probably clock out for the nigh soon and get some rest, you got a throwaway email? id be interested in hearing more about what you're working on
>>29474626I literally watched my dad die when I was a kid, it gets hard to be phased after that
>>29474626I am bored. It's boring when your gains drop and then it crabs. Like will it go back up? Or will it drop more? The market is not functioning as usual, so i'n wondering wtf is going on. That jew york legal shit fucked with things a little too.
>>29474626I deleted my Authenticator so I couldn’t regain access to my portfolio without jumping through hoops because I was going insane. Made me $140k and today I’ve been buying
Even tho my plan was to wait untill monday and i fomod in on sunday, bought the dip today with some leftover fiat and feeling comfy af :)
Permanently lurking until I decide I know enough not to lose a significant chunk of my money. Been here for a few months at a time over the past 3 years. Very esoteric and retarded