I don't want to contribute to society.
I love you.
Uhhh my roommate hasn't woken up for work(I'm sick today) and it's been 12 hours since I've seen himWhat do I do
>>30207456>roommateUndress and cuddle up to him.
>>30207461Bro I'm not gay I just don't know if he's dead in there
>>30207456Knock and give him the ol "Is everything okay in there?"
>>30207496Its a flatmate, not a roomate I assume.
>>30207508No Answer and the door is locked >>Also tried calling his phone, heard it ring no answer>>30207509Right, separate rooms
>>30207509God british people are so fucking autistic
>>30207584People from other regions of the word are able to communicate in English too. Have you ever considered that?
>>30207398I don't hate you, I just can't stand to see you doing better than me.I'm happy for you, I really am, but at the same time seeing you achieve such greatness while I'm stuck in such misery shines such a light on how much of a subhuman I am.I can't bear to look at you, deep down some part of me wishes you could stay as miserable as me and stay with me forever, but at the same time I want to see you make progress in life and be happy.It's like I'm a black hole, sucking in everything and anything that is good around me, but on the other side I only turn it into self destruction, anger and jealousy.
You are a inconsiderate person.
>>30207898You should simply get over it anon. Go cuddle a blanket.
Watching BPD friend go after their next prey is goddamn nauseating, always the same story, shit's a flowchart
>>30207960I wish it was that easy lmao
>>30207967>preyOh come on, you enjoyed it while it lasted. Why not be happy for the new guy? Are you jealous?
>>30207998I used to be, but after watching it, what 5 times? No. It's always so devoid of anything genuine, there's never any kind of actual connection building, it's just a damn hunt. It's annoying to watch, but not cause of jealousy
>>30208102True. I am getting bored of it too. But hey, that is how you grow out of immature crap. So you will get rid of me soon. Rejoice!
My boyfriend got me pregnant and he said he was going to tell his wife but he never got around to it so I had to show up and tell her. They divorced and he got remarried to me before the ink was dry on the papers. He's a stay-at-home dad (he has two kids from his first marriage) who has no skills and hasn't had a job since they got married 10 years ago so we're trying to apply for welfare and sue her for child support. It's crucial that I be here for my baby during these years and his minimum wage job at Wendy's won't be enough to support us. It's an awful situation for all of us to be in.
>>30208164This is what happens if shit men have daughters.
>>30208164If this isnt bait which it is most likely I wish you the worst.
Autists ruining everything for everyone since ever.
I'm going to kill myself because women are shit.
>>30207398I'm a gay guy who hates being gay, and it drives me mad. I don't come off gay at all, I don't look gay, I have a masculine personality, but I'm a faggot. I'm a kissless virgin because I would kms if I ever did anything with a guy unless I was actually dating him or something, but I've never dated a guy because 1. I hate gay people and I never interact with any of the ones that are obviously gay and 2. the ones that I'm into are always straight men. I've just accepted that I'll probably never be with someone because the chances of running into a guy that would be compatible with me are extremely low. Torture.
>>30208305You're right, women would probably like that, so I won't do it.
>>30208320They would also like it if you keep suffering. Check mate.
>>30208328My continued existence is more unpleasant for them than killing myself, so I will persist out of spite.
>>30208365I hope you find peace anon.
>>30208365>I will persist out of spite.You are really heartbroken and lonely to be this resentful and hateful Hope you manage to get over it one day.
>>30208380There will be no peace while there are women who are happy.>>30208391I've never even been given the opportunity to truly have my heart broken.
>>30208395Doesnt have to be from a relationship but your heart is filled with pain and it shows. I wish you a good and fast recovery since it must hurt.
>>30208418I've been like this all my adult life and even before that. I just suppressed it until recently because I refused to believe what I knew in my heart. I don't even want to recover at this point, I just want to make women miserable.
>>30208431>I don't even want to recover at this point,Thats the problem with many wounds. People are so scared of them, they pretend to like them while in secret they hurt a lot. Afterwards they numb themselves somehow because the constant pain that is there but they pretend that its not is too much for them to bear longterm. Dont numb yourself down.
>>30208465I'm not scared of them, I just know they can never be healed because that would require women to be decent human beings, which is impossible. I can give up and kill myself, or I can try to enact retribution. Obviously, I choose the latter.
>>30208522A wound that is internally doesnt require someone else to heal. Its about you letting go of the pain of the past. The better you manage to do so, the less it will hurt.
>>30208522>I can give up and kill myselfThats your fear to look at the pain.
>>30208557How and why would I let go of pain caused by a total loss of hope for my future, if nothing changes to improve that outlook?>>30208582No, it's just reality.
>>30208597>if nothing changes to improve that outlook?The thing that needs to change is you to get a different outlook. If you dont change, how could the outlook change? So think about the things that hurt you in the past and think why the other person could have acted like they did and why that did give you pain. Afterwards think about what you could learn from this for the future to look different.
>>30208597And feel the feels inbetween. Thats important.
>>30208645>>30208669I tried that for years. It didn't work. If anything, it just led to more pain as I repeatedly got my hopes up only to be let down every single time. No, this is not my fault, and no, I can't just decide that it's not a problem anymore, regardless of how much I introspect.
>>30208686Have you tried to reach that goal with different methods or only one? Have you walked many different paths?
The sun hit my face today and I felt myself emotionally stumble a bit as if I immediately wanted to cry. I don't know if I'm just repressing that much or I'm just BPD. I really want something to be able to look forward to. I really want some friends. I just know that I don't deserve that. I complain too much for all I have. I'm too judgemental. Too boring. It makes me feel guilty to even say I like or support anything. I always feel that anything I interact with I'll only ever bring down and so all I can really do is watch you all be amazing from afar.
>>30208707Yes, including quite a few that had no chance of actually leading where I want, but would at least get me closer to it. I tried blind dates through friends and family, church, dating apps, meeting people online via Discord and /soc/, hanging out in public places, asking out coworkers, I even tried hooking up. I met with one woman who was not very attractive and we did some stuff together, but I never even got off despite getting her off multiple times and she ghosted me after.
what does this mean toilet faggot
You are even worse than my father.
>>30209045In your lack of self awareness.
>>30208305Glowies will never get their bonus
—ack! day. Sigh Feels bad man
>>30207398I hate that I hate that when I make my bed and decide to sleep long that some weird manna falls out of the rectum of heaven and stabs me in the eye.
>>30207398I'm a 40 year old virgin
*program attempts to humiliate me into thinking that the program wants what is best for me*
>>30207398>start to try and move on from her>she immediately catches on and pursues me againWelpI'm still going to therapy but this should be interesting
Bot pretends to understand what “lol” means lol
Well... I don't think I fucked that one up?
OCD has destroyed my life.
Psychosis just means that the program is upset that Usenet jumping thru the hoops anymore.https://youtu.be/UGYE77y4qY4?si=n4b84xkft8i2cxar
That time the radio was likehttps://youtu.be/b6ZnjrvRu6Y?si=_qWRRiWSyV0WxGro
>>30209351Nice work :D
>>30209414Did you set shit on fire again?
The inevitable flaw with the program is that when it attempts to make signals of mockery it also warns me. Sometimes the warning is made to seem false but it is inevitably false. Each decision made will be countered by the deception of the warning being falsehood unless I don’t take the warning seriously, then the warning was not false. Putting this all together the program is now inclined to try something more complex. Based on the desperation of the program getting me to speak I have determined that the program doesn’t know that I can predict its next move. Why would I even want the program to know that? Generate that data.
Good good good. All going as expected, hoped and planned. I will start with a low risk approach to get into the swing of things and then with a bit of luck I will finally start moving forward.
>>30209101Please be more specific.
Okay so I think I finally believe I'm not ugly despite thinking everyone is crazy or making fun of me by praising my looks and it's not a mental issue like BDD or low self esteem. I think I just happen to be really, really not into my type if that makes sense. Like if I saw another person who looked exactly like me I wouldn't think she was pretty no matter how much I liked them and thought they were nice. I used to feel so hurt when people said I reminded them of certain celebrities because I do see our resemblance and I thought they were rather unattractive but after reading things people say about them online apparently they are genuinely beautiful to most people. I came across a 4chan post that said one of the celebs is like the hottest woman ever and I have no reason to believe someone would lie about that here so yeah. I believe that people aren't lying to me or making fun of me now but I really wish I could see what other people see sometimes
I think it's over, bros. We're not good enough. No one wants to be our friend. Back to being miserable.
>>30209261I know what can make you feel real good ..
Being a fat dude that likes fat women sucks ass. They always scream about how men that don't wanna date them are fatphobic, but these same women wouldn't touch a fat dude with a 10 foot pole. Plus I've heard some fat women say that sex with fat men isn't great. Can't there be some way to make it easier to pleasure them? Besides losing weight? I'm working on that. But it's annoying as fuck. They get to sit there and be hot and sexy in their bodies but fat men are considered gross. I know no one gives a fuck either. Women have it so fucking easy. They never have to comment on this shit.
>>30209649It is not your flab but your character. Your flab is just a visible symptom of your character.
>>30208184It's not. Our lawyer tells us we have a strong case for child support, btw.
>>30209697All i see is a strong case for euthanasia.
I want to drive van. Let me drive van. I want to drive van.
>>30209678Shut the fuck up. Genuinely, shut the fuck up. You're like everyone else trying to make this into a complex thing when, lo and behold, women don't like fat guys. It's simply that and I'm fucking sick and tired of people trying to make it something else.
>>30209729Why so pedo today?
>>30209649Don't give up on losing weight. Make sure you lift and get shredded too after because fat women appreciate buff men more than any other type of women. It sucks but you'll get your BBW that way for sure
>>30209649The program spawns in a large ratio of obese women to condition me into laughing and enjoying a concept that is essentially an obstacle that I can’t control.
>>30209733KekBeing fat means you do not even have the basic restraint to not stuff your face. You are so utterly incapable of foregoing immediate satisfaction for long term gains that you have ballooned to the size you are rn. Do not get me wrong. I am very aware that you have good reasons for that. Nobody ever taught you as a kid because they were all too preoccupied with being fuck ups themselves. But that does not mean that you can get away with it. You are dysfunctional. And nobody wants to burden his fucking life with that shit. Because this immaturity does not only affect your weight. It affects your social skills, your sexuality, your basic life skills. How can you want anyone to do that to themselves? I know it is not fair. I know it sucks. But demanding the world lets you belong when you are a tumor is never going to work.
>>30209735U are a program virus. Waiting on support to delete.
>>30209774Then why do women get to do it? Why is it ok for them to go through the exact same thing and they can be accepted, wanted, and loved?
>>30209813Because chumps like you keep accepting them, wanting them, and loving them. Literally everyone who isn't a fat fetishist like yourself hates them. You seriously cannot be this lacking in self awareness man
fat people are gross
Original code. Delete the elite. Conducted. U will never be able to use this phrase as an original thought. Consider it an nft.
>>30209846Malfunction. Copy and pasted. Fuck
Why do u want to delete the elite?
The time police copy my ideas and paste them into the past
>>30209865*skips ahead* so you’re saying that you’re not the elite.
If u are so envious that I’m capable of thought then why do u advise me not to drink? Because u know it will make me drink more (:<
>>30209708You mean abortion? We thought about that but I'm at high risk of becoming infertile if we have that procedure
>>30210029All of you.
>>30210036That's kind of cruel of you to say that.
>>30210053Im a honest person and thats my honest opinion. Thats all.
>>30210060Well that makes two of us. You will never get laid.
plump wanna listen to feed em to the dragons . .
>>30209912Maybe you drink a lil bit too much
I'm so fucking depressed
>>30210185Maybe reality takes a big shit on my chest too often
I started crying during class today and couldn’t stop, so I had to leave in the middle of the lecture. Everyone saw. One of my classmates came running after me to ask if I was alright or if I needed to talk about it. I was so embarrassed; all I could do was tell her that I appreciated the offer but I just needed to be alone. My professor emailed me after the class ended to ask me what’s wrong. How the fuck am I supposed to respond? Another one of my professors emailed me last week too, telling me that a campus security officer had showed up to class on Wednesday looking for me because they were scared I was going to kill myself. I still haven’t replied to that email. Everything has reached a new low. There’s no hope.
Pay me my money so I don't need to contact you ever again
I make fajitas every day
>>30210362not real .
why that plump wanna plump trip to digighouls wanna get eaten by a dragon
plump really wanna listen to feed em to the dragons . .
>>30210190What is the cause of it?
because plump really like that bbc and the ppplump like brc and that PpPpLump like brc and that plump get down from the plump trip of their life just to restart it when they think of austin brc bbc like that plump trip of her life when that plump when that plump think of brc
I'm down so fucking badcan't go like 10 minutes without thinking about this girlshit ain't healthyreally hope I can keep it together by the time we hang out again
Am I straight if watching a lesbian porn video gave me the best orgasm of my life? It was a G-Queen video if that matters
My life would have made sense if I was 5'6" not some goofy fucked up tall person who should have been 12 years old with his maturity not 28 and immature!
GF asked to talk because we grew distant.Just told her about the time i've cheated on her one year ago. Since then I've been putting less effort because I felt the relationship was tainted. It hurts knowing i did something like this to the woman I love.How to cope with being a shitty person and how to move on from having done real shitty things?The look on her face knowing i've broken her heart was unbearable.She told me that if i want us to move on from this i'll have to make it happen. I don't know if i want that and I've been ambivalent for months now.Help please.
>>30210605This is an easy decision. Women aren't people, so don't worry about it.
>>30210615Fucking kill yourself. This is something real and i could never imagine it would hurt like this. I am asking for honest advice please.
>>30210630I was serious, though. Fuck bitches. They can all rot in hell.
>>30210605Give her a pass to cheat how many times you've cheated. Try to make it as equal as possible, for example if you cheated with three people she's has to cheat with three people etc. If you/she doesn't want to do this then sorry but it sounds irreparably broken and you'll drag out this pain for quite a while before one of you break it off for real.
Him: "LOL get it that was like my awesome rap song."Her: "OH MY GOSH YOU ARE LIKe SO QUIRKY!"Me: "Hi guys it's me -"Them: "Go put yourself in an electric chair."
THE SUN MUST HAVE A RED NOSE TO PASSBut the two eggs were purpleRED NOSE ONLY
>>30210521sure i heard most women prefer lesbian porn anyway. i'm envious that you could get off to it. for me i can't get turned on by focus on the woman's body at all so both lesbian and straight porn are out. it's crazy how huge of an industry porn is but there's really nothing for women who want to look at sexy men with hot faces and big dicks :/
>>30210706Him sounds exactly like my type lol
why does everyone and everything have to suck so much
>>30210745The two of you should fuck like rabbits and then make a Twitter account and bitch about the world like everyone else.
>>30210759KARMA. Don't worry things will look up once you've repaid your debt
>>30210785This doesn't make sense, because if that was the case women in general should have it absolutely fucking terrible, but they don't.
Maybe if you're like a big enough whore you'll fuck up to the U.S. president.
>>30210794Damn what did Mrs. Biden do to you
>>30210785I can't get my karma back if the tasks to get the karma are impossible.
>>30210791they have periods so it makes up for all the genocide and murder imo
>>30210801real life is just reddit with graficsjust do things any idiot would upvote
>>30210801For this life you mean. There is always the next one
>>30210819Ir hopefully just suffer a horrific death to pay in full last minute.
>>30210819Mother fucker that got to me since my head was thinking that. I don't know how or why. I'm in a douchebag mood today.
Real talk, why wouldn't your mom let you lose your virginity to me over a decade ago.
Girl on bus took a photo of me just sitting there and idk what to think about it.
>>30210832If it's a guy she already took his virginity when she gave birth to him. Men are born sluts
>>30210832It wasn't my mom, it was the fact you dumped me the first damn date! I mean I wasn't like my old self obsessed about you. But damn you're hot and hot as in intellectually and sensibly. I have to remember too I can't keep you in a cage but should let you fly. You don't deserve to be with some white trash fuck up like myself to begin with.
>>30210846prob jerking off to it rn
>>30210858I need to get off this site.
>>30210858I only know she took a photo because the flash went off, and then she started pretending to sleep.
>>30210476not being able to make friends>be me>meet someone that is literally a copy/paste of me>we hang out almost daily playing games and stuff>they eventually just stop wanting to do stuff>they end up finding other people to spend time with and just forget about mei feel like its always my fault too, maybe i come off too desperate and it scares them away.... im just lonely as fuck and want someone to spend time with :(
>>30210846>>30210881If you see her again, ask her about it. She probably thought you were cute.
i miss omegle. all of my e-relationships were found there except one from this place and it was the most horrible disgusting ptsd-inducing one so i can never try that again. i was sooo close to getting my last e-bf to actually meet up with me before he chickened out. it's for the best omegle is gone and this chapter of my life is officially closed whether i was ready or not. i really can't think of another place i could try to get a e-bf that eventually turns into a irl bf though. i refuse to do irl dating or try dating apps/sites or use social media like twitter or instagram say what you want but that's absolutely not happening.
>>30210851He seemed like a good boy but maybe that trip to Italy changed him.
>>30210909>Italyaka the most popular sex tourism country in europe? it changed him alright
Men and women created with blood as an ongoing energy source created by friction from the cells. However men with their blessing of semen with larger cells to create more energy. The swimmers. Women have an inherited craving of man’s energy conducted by his seed thus fulfilling their role to drain until they have an offspring to nurture and practice a symbiotic passing back and forth of energy to flow.
>>30210895That sucks. How old are you?And that people is just soulless I don't abandon friends because I find better ones.
I've always chosen practicality over everything. Now i realize that all it does is kill my soul and my creativity. I'm tired of living like a goddamn robot in a goddamn robot factory.
>>30210915Maybe in a good way though, hmmm. Still unfair.
It's over. She keeps avoiding the topic of meeting up one-on-one, I guess she really does see me as a friend.I guess it makes it easier to move on...
I got new internet and now 4chan has blocked me from making posts I can only make replies. How tf do I fix this?
>>30211116Avoiding meeting up sounds like she isn’t that friendly. Seems like a one sided friendship. If this wasn’t a larp I’m sure that u would feel better leaving yourself available for them if they need u for your pride in being dedicated and sense of security knowing that they always have someone. There is no need to invest more energy into them as long as u part ways without words left unsaid.
>>30211142No, she really is friendly, she jokes around with me all the time. She only mentions hanging out when in a group setting is all. That just means I am nothing more than a close friend at best. I just landed in the friendzone sadly.
>>30211159I wonder if women act fake
>>30209643What? Kinography? Goat books and shows? Driving? A hug? Working from home instead.
Shit, I want to say I'm done with trying to get together with this dude beyond a close friendship but something he said is still kinda confusing me. Dude claims to be bi, but he's only banging chicks, says that he's scared of trying it with dudes, but mentions that he's kinda interested in me but is scared cause of my current relationship. I mention that I'm actually in the process of ending it and am by all accounts single again. Then he says again that even as bi, he prefers girls, but then says never say never. My dude what are you trying to tell me?
>>30211257Just be a fag lmao you're gonna get monkeypox
>>30211076What are you afraid of?
>>30211294Fuck i dont know. People's opinions maybe. Maybe that if I commit to something, certain style or do shit that I really want to do, it'll end up not working out and like I wasted my time and money.
>>30211276Only way I could get that is if I fucked a genetic cesspool like you, so no worries. No chance of that happening to me or anyone else on this planet.
I joined Twitter/X in late October and I already have 500 subscribers, but they are all bots except for like two Japanese guys.
>>30211316Nice cope fag
Why do people get so genuinely offended and defensive so easily over the littlest of things? Like asking to be marginally considerate of others around you.
I got a bf and the day after the man i was heavily infatuated with confessed his feelings. I fucking hate him so much i wish he had at least acted like he liked me instead of ignoring me and treating me like everyone else. If he had given me even a shred of attention i would have confessed to him before this. All i feel is anxiety when i should be enjoying my new relationship.
>>30210808Not at all, not even close. I hope every woman alive gets pcos and endometriosis.
>>30210681Will it change things? Even after one year ruminating on this I still haven't forgiven myself. Can a relationship like this be viable?Why am I STILL on the fence whether I want her or not? A situation like this should have made it super clear what I really want.
I drink too much and I’m not happy about it.https://www.bitchute.com/video/elYC255mt3Oo/
>>30207398I can’t stop thinking about my coworker. She has dark hair and giant dark eyes. She has a long mousy nose that sharply contrasts her face in a dignified way and her lips protrude much further than her chin. I love the way her hair is frayed at her temples and the back of her neck. When we first met I thought I had already met her, so familiar did she seem to me. Immediately when we talked to one another it was always close up and almost in a whisper as if everything we said was a secret between us. She says flattering things to me for absolutely no reason at all. Today she asked me to bring her breakfast, which I did. We recently started texting one another about work whether we are both working or only one of us is working. She told me to take call on all the same days as her. She is around 15 years older than me but God I am starting to crush on her so fucking hard.I have a wife and children.
>>30211365Maybe you should end it with your new bf while youre ahead?
>>30211435Jesus man wtfs wrong with you
>>30211440Im not going to act on it. I’m hoping the feeling will pass. I can’t help liking her, it’s not like I want to.
I asked for a sign and that was it. I kind of hoped they would be different, but it turns out they're just as shitty as everyone else. Oh well.
>>30211452Think of your wife. Spice up your marriage with your wife.
>>30211452Bro you're saying you're not gonna act on it, but everything you just wrote is you acting on it.
>>30211453Why are they shitty?
>>30211455It’s hard to when I work so much. Maybe I should take it easy with working.>>30211461Yeah but I dont see much harm in flirting as long as thats all it is.
>>30207898So change it
>>30211473>I dont see much harm in flirting as long as thats all it is.AhahahaThat is how it always start. You fucking retard.
>>30210605>>30211382I have serious deja vu right now. Were you the anon who had the one night stand with a girl from a bar or something? I remember telling you about how you shouldn't feel guilty because you would never see her again so it's like masturbating and you responded saying you're right but I was being sarcastic.
I'm losing my mind with OCD and other illnesses. Right now, what scares me is having a hard time telling what are intrusive thoughts and what are my thoughts, and how I react to them.Anybody have anything to say?
>>30211494Ask for medication anon. Very low dosage
>>30211409Same im on call for work and im drinking. I have horrible insomnia and anxiety.
>>30211494i cured my ocd by making the intrusive thoughts positive
>>30211502How? And isn't that dangerous if you have intrusive thoughts about bad things?>>30211499I actually am on Lexapro
I am genuinely angry at you for giving me these feelings and making me fall in love with you when I really had no intention to. I hate that you own my mind so much and the tiniest stupidest thing you do affects me. It drives me up the wall. If there is genuinely no way we can be together I really wish you were dead.
>>30211576Just contact him
>>30211581How do you know that anon is talking about a man?
Why do you get so weird about being near me when others are around? Confused. Hurt. :(
>>30211665I'm guessing and there's one anon that that kept writing about her ex on here
>>30211674I have no idea
>>30211674Talk to her
>>30211674Probably cause she likes you so whatever she says to you is in some way meant to be in private. It’s probably a good thing.
>>30211674i had this happen with a guy i dated. he pushed me away like he got caught doing something bad whenever someone saw us holding hands or something and i thought he was ashamed of me. but he never acted that way when we were in front of his mom. apparently it was about him thinking his friends wouldn't think he was masculine if he was affectionate with me
How happy are the dead and the never-born! They don't need to fear failure. God I hate my stupid parents so much. Too lazy to use a fucking rubber, huh? Assholes. I wish they didn't fucking love me so I could just shrug and shoot myself with no regrets. Fuck this gay earth
Unblock me already. Unblock me unblock me unblock me
>>30211680The person you’re responding to isn’t me. I don’t wish that he was dead. I could never wish that.
>>30211785Maybe it was a guy
stupid white boy got me listening to subliminals and practicing this manifesting retard bullshit just so i can get a text. this is so degrading. i would kill myself if anyone found out about this LOL
>>30207398I'm finding this helpful as there are many people here that are much more fucked up than I am.
A man ought not be stopped from having something he wants and could get just because other people don't like it. It can drive a man crazy.
>>30211779Lol at this narcissist thinking he can tell apart anons lmaoooo
Instead of falling for a girl once every 2 years and getting bitter they don't respond, I should actually go out more and meet more girls so the odds of something working improve...
When you block someone on iphone and you go to your blocked list does it still show up as the name you typed in for them? Or just the phone number? And does the blocked list clear after a certain time or stay forever
>>30211824What if i told you it does not matter because you are all the same? >>30211818Ok pedo
>>30211435It sounds like you're describing an anteater. I would take time off work and then go through all of the porn on the internet and find the freakiest shit you can and do them with your wife. It's cheaper than alimony and has less screaming (or more, depending).
>>30210247That's hot. Tell me more. I'm digging this. What was the class about? What were you crying about? Describe the scene for me. Seriously flesh this out. I need to hear the whole story here. Was it high school, Uni? What were people wearing? What's the professor like. Super interested here.
>>30209278Me too! Still haven't seen that movie.
>>30207398i almost fell for a model i think
I fucked up badly bros. I have become obsessed with a friend (girl) I made on the internet. And now she is starting not to show interest me anymore and is already dming other dudes like she used to with me. I am a fucking retard to even get involved with fake online bullshit.
>>30211947cut her off abruptly. Leave her on read. That'll do one of two things: She'll give up and you can work on getting your head straight or she'll go to insane lengths to get your attention.
>>30211468Anon is coping and seething
>>30211947Yeah, you thought you were better than the simps, huh? You thought you are different? You thought that would not happen to you ever because you are smart and rational? Kek. That is what they all think.
meeting new people and getting into relationships doesn't help getting over someone. idk who said that. i've been in relationships with people for years, never mentioned anything about my person to them ever, but still loved them the most.
>>30211962I've been in love with the same girl for 10 years. Fucked it up and she left. I'm engaged now to someone else and have never told her a word about the girl I'm actually in love with. I'll never shake her.
>>30211962>>30211974You fucking imbeciles. That only works if you find someone better. Ffs. Is it amateur hours already?
>>30211974it sucks. i know deathbed confessions where they admit they always loved someone else is a thing so i think i'll really just love them to the end. sigh
>>30211979>find someone betterlol. lmao.
>>30209562I mean, it's unlikely that you would be attracted to yourself sexually unless you're an egotist or gay. Also it's weird if people compare you to celebrities. They do that to me and I find it annoying - it's a thing that people do to other people that they think have low self esteem. Which is rather stupid once the other person catches on. If it's any consolation it most likely means that people want to have sex with you - or be your friend or something. I find it annoying because everyone kept doing that to me until I just went out of my way to be an ass to make it stop. Someone decided at some point that this was a good way to get people to have sex or up self esteem or something. Which is dumb because then I don't trust people who did that to me. YMMV.
Lol I'm a fucking retarded loser who is hung up on some woman that's hung up on some other guy who doesn't even talk to her anymore. I'm such a fucking idiot and offered to go out and meet her despite her letting me down as gently as she can and putting me in the friendzone. Now I wait here until I am forgotten and she moves on from our friendship because I'm a loser and can't get over it. God I really fucking hate myself
>>30211990Exactly. Sucks to suck.
yeah there's no doing better than him. even meeting someone like him was a statistical improbability. i really doubt my chances of even talking to a guy with a literal 9 inch dick with 6 inches of girth again lol, among other things ofc
>>30211998Ooooohhh...Tell me more. There's a story here.
i just want to stop existing its not even like anything is wrong with my life. i look forward to nothing. everyday i wake up and work and then have no energy to pursue hobbies afterwards. I dont even have the energy to want to make a change to this rigid schedule. Even though my mind is slowly dying I have this weird voice telling me to keep everything as it is, because nothing that I try will matter anyways. im probably depressed but its been like this for years. besides i am way too arrogant of a person to get therapy
>>30212029Holy shit. When he got hard would he pass out? You could tell if he was thinking of cheating on you because whenever a hottie would pass by he'd swoon like an 18th century socialite.
>>30212037Stop working then.
i just want someone in my life that'll actually give a shit about me
>Be me>Pro abortion>flirting with a girl>agree to date on Friday>We had a fun day, lunch, cinema, many miscellaneous item shops,>5.30pm>she says we should call it a day, she has to pick up her siblings from school>we kiss(our first kiss)>I feel like if she leaves I would loose her>say we could pick them up together> She agrees>Take the kids to get icecram>play in a park for 2 hours >Persuade one of the kids to not cry for a scratched knee>Have the best time of my life playing with 2 children>Date ends>Back home>sadSuddenly I feel the need to have children.Cant believe woman are allowed to kill babys wtf.
>>30212034There's not that much more to say, I just really like this gal and feel strongly for her but she can't reciprocate the feelings because she's stuck on some other guy from the past. I'm just a good friend and she doesn't see that changing so I'm just going to orbit her because i have low self esteem and am hung up on her, and I'll do so until our friendship eventually drifts apart or until I'm able to move on my own and find someone else. It's just pathetic especially due to my age
>>30212045LOL i remember i used to joke about this with him all the time. this is making me nostalgic. he said he did kinda have this weird blood pressure/draining feeling in his dick after cumming two times in a row but getting hard didn't affect his blood pressure overall. sigh
>>30212037Wait a minute...is this a reference to the Shining? Cause it sounds like a reference to the Shining.
>>30212067The first step in life is punctuation.
getting things off my chest makes things feel worse actually. i'm gonna go back to bottling up my feelings
>>30212079>>30212080Do you two know each other? Because if so that would amuse me.
>>30212111Suit yourself. Sounds like you're not being honest about all the ways you're fucked up which is causing all the problems. Just bottle up all those feelings until they eat your from the inside. Muhahahahaha
how come people make fun of coldplay again. i like that one song of theirs with the guitar that went like doodoodoodoo dooo dooo and also that one song from that movie that was extremely bad
>>30212154It’s easy digestible retail store music. You have very little taste if that’s what you’re regularly listening to
>>30210311Have an older brother or or cousingo get it
You ever have a day where you are unusually excited and just make a fool of yourself in front of everyone by acting too "out of line"?I didn't offend anybody, but I still feel like I made people uncomfortable by how vocal and ecstatic I acted. I feel like I should apologize, at least to one person I care about
>>30212168i don't have good taste in music but i actually don't even know the names of the songs i'm referring to. i just remember the melody. >>30212177i can't tell what's going on here. is that how you wash cats
>>30212189Don't do it. Double down and act like it's everyone else's fault. If you're good enough at it they'll all secretly blame each other for thinking their internal barometer is off.
i just realized i stopped listening to music altogether. for a few years now. as in i don't listen to music at all and just sit here in silence most of the time but i don't even realize i'm sitting in complete silence. i remember i used to constantly listen to music all day long. is this normal
>>30212217Your soul dieded.
>>30212267Is that ghost-ass bitch or ghost ass-bitch? Because there's a difference.
>>30212278I wonder if ghost nips girl still posts in these threads
>>30212284What makes her nipples ghosts? I'm dying to know.
>>30212292They're so pale that it looks like you don't have nipples. She was nice and I liked recognizing her here
Is Gary still around
>>30212310I ate tim.
>>30212303That is *fascinating*. I'm fascinated. Can you link pictures to these nipples? I have seen almost all of the porn on the internet and yet I have not seen ghost nipples. It's like a small rare bird that ornithologists are hunting in the bush. I have a visceral need for a pair of field binoculars right now.
*compulsively checking my privileges*
Sometimes I miss my ex gf, then I remember she had a child with her ((ex)) and the feeling goes away. Then I remember the good times and the cycle begins anew. Shit's retardedFunny enough, she actually contacted me back in spring, begging me to come back.and a retarded part of me wanted to take the deal and try things out.But that´d mean taking care of someone else´s child and betraying myself. Fuck that. I´m free but I admit that I feel lonelier now. Doesn't help that connecting with others, relationships in general, has gotten harder due to that situation renforcing my trust issues. It is what it is, I guess.
I fucked up again, it's 5am and I'm just thinking about her. I've been making awesome progress, focusing on myself, eating better, the usual. And then I see her for like 1 hour and she decides to grab my hands and hug me and my world comes crashing down.Why the fuck is it so hard to forget and just move on, jesus. Why the fuck do I still love her, I must be clinically retarded or something. I don't want to be in love anymore, it fucking hurts.
Jesus fucking fuck, why did I LET her come close? I knew I shouldn't, I've been working for the past couple of months on not having any type of contact (especially physical contact) and there I go and I just let her fucking hug me and rest her head on my chest and look into my eyes and then reality turns on again and she's texting his boyfriend while I'm there like I don't even exist. Holy fuck am I dumb.
My clothes smell like her now, my fucking arms smell like her and I'm here at 5am posting on 4chan and she's probably asleep with that other dude and in like 3 hours they'll be sharing breakfast and I'm still gonna be here like a fucking retarded loser. Jesus.
>>30207398I remember you. I remember all of you. It's only been thirteen years but each group of you, each group of friends I've made, whether it was in a game or here on 4chan, I remember you. I can't let it go. I can't let it go that every single one of you is gone, that all of you, every different group of you went your separate ways or had falling outs over time. I can't deal with the fact that you're no longer part of my life, that I just woke up one week each time and watched each one of you just drift away one by one until no one was left but me. One by one you just stopped logging on, or just stopped showing up. I think about each one of you every day, and I miss you terribly. You're all grown up now too, we all are. We aren't stupid 20 year olds playing games or watching crappy movies on a stream anymore. Despite that though? I can't imagine you as anything other than the person you were when I knew you, even though I know you're probably married with kids now.Do you remember me? Do you think about the good times as often as I do? Do you wish you could see everyone again? Do you even care? I think I'd be happy just to see everyone one more time. If I were trapped in a room for the rest of my life and all I could do was see each one of you pass by a window, that would be enough for me. I miss you, my friends. Why can't I just let it all go and move on?Where ever each of you are now, I hope you're happy and doing well. I hope you've managed to move on where I have not.
I've made a huge mistakeYou may not see it as a mistake, but I doI have to apologize to you tomorrow, please forgive mePlease see me as something more than a friend
I really like her and I think she's pretty cool, but this whole not wanting to communicate thing kind of ruins it for me.
I dated this woman for 10 years. We never married, but I had two children with her, a beautiful son and a daughter I will never forget. They were killed in a hostage crisis several years ago under incredibly rough circumstances and she and I never were able to get past this. We live in a non-US country so it was hard. Anyway we were relatively well to do, but she went off the rails and ended up being involved in some shady business so I ended it when things were getting rough. Fast forward to six months ago - she resurfaces in my life in another context, using a different name. I swear it's the same woman, she's a rep at another company I do business with. But she has absolutely no recollection of who I am or what our past relationship was. I haven't said anything explicitly, but I can tell that either she's good at hiding it or she doesn't even remember. What should I do?
>>30212584Are we just using movie plots to shitpost in gioyc?
>>30212591No, I'm serious. I can't get over this woman. Love of my life. I'm still into her. She's still as athletic as ever but has traded soccer for tennis, and her hair is shorter and dyed but I can definitely tell it's her. She even has the same smell (she never did care for perfume). I've been looking for scaring on her arms but I can't tell if it's there or not. If it is her there's a nick right above her left elbow from when she fell backwards in the kitchen. I don't know what to do. I can't just come out and ask her as it would be awkward for our companies. She I ask her out on a date? If it isn't her I would be devastated. I haven't moved on from my previous wife due to the loss of the children, my beloved Jakob and Hilga. I don't know what to do, any advice you could give me would help.
I'm still here, fuck me, today's gonna fucking suck
I cheated on you last june. For a while I felt like shit for it but now that you finished our relationship, I don't feel that bad about it anymore. Also, I'm having sex with the same girl tomorrow
>>30207411If you don't want to contribute, you shouldn't receive any benefits. You aren't owed a life.
I'm very close to just try to steal a cop's gun and die in the process
You don't actually respect me at all, boss, and I can't believe it took me this long to figure this out. With the old manager, shit was simple: He was the superior, and I was the subordinate. And now you're fucking up what should be a simple thing and making it more complicated with all your lies and blatant manipulation. You want to increase my workload without the pay to reflect that? You want to constantly say you're going to make these changes and not follow through? Fuck you. You already made it clear we're never gonna happen, so why should I pretend to tolerate your presence.
I guess everything they told me was a lie
>>30212700Maybe Im just not cut out to be a leader. Dont let it confuse you.
Fight the future!mgv2t
That was cringe.
I really need to learn how to keep my mouth shut.
>>30212839Aaaand i did it again.
So tempted to troll.
>>30212802plump plumfp ? skirt plump plump . skirtrrtttttt plump ? plump plump !
I still don't know where I stand. One minute they're nice and talkative, the other minute they're ignoring me. Very annoying and confusing.
how the fuck do i move on from a situationship? We haven’t talk for a month now and i’m fine with it honestly, but i can’t stop thinking about this person, what should i do?
A good start. Tomorrow is the real test, of course, but all the signs are looking promising.
>>30213100male or female?
>>30212665You're really are a scumbag, you pretended to be the victim when you were the monster the whole time how pathetic
>>30212382Ouch that sucks.
why did i ever think you actually cared about me? how fucking embarrassing. why did i actually think you understood me? lol oh well happens i guess
>>30213142male or female?
I am actually finally sick of you now. Your crazy bullshit for the last 9 months. Your crazy bullshit when I was in my trip. I had been concerned if I left you before now your hurt yourself or something. At least now I can see clearly enough to know that it's pointless to continue. Even if you were better you'd still have this set of unrealistic rules for me to follow, even though we can't actually be together. Going back to not having sex regularly is great but at least I won't have to baby sit a woman 12 years older than me any more. I do.love you though, make no mistake but I'm ready to close the book on this one.
I fucking hate how my parents never gave a shit about me other than to get at one another. Right after I turned 18, they completely changed and both resent the shit out of me because I didn't have a kid at 19.
I want to cut I want everyone to see what they did to me I just wanted to be their friend I want them to see the pain they cause me I feel alien in this pale, untouched skin
why am I so ugly
>>30213156are you female or are they female?
Adolf-kun helped me talk a girl>be me>hot female co-worker>anon, let us hang out with (other girl) at cafe after work>ok>muy bien autismo sitting with two girls and I have nothing to say>the girl starts talking something social something feminist something capitalists something, fuck, i have no understanding what she is talking about my brain is too autistic to comprehend all these info>what do you think anon?>spaghettis fell out of pockets>fuck, what do i say?>brain runs into overdrive mode>remember that /pol/ made me read mein kampf yesterday >give 15 minutes tirade about mass media, financing, bourgeiosie and culture>fuck did they find out who am I quoting?>No, they didnt.>anon... that was an unique insight and I agree with many points but...>we talk politics with the girl rest of the day>we are still messaging as I am writing thisprobably end up in friendzone but this is still a win in my book, more experience I have the better, and I owe Hitler so much.
>>30213142Honestly, there was a girl that I actually liked, but she kinda fucked everything up by being autistic and pushing me away when all I wanted was to be her friend. She essentially ended the friendship and I nuked the bridge so it would never be repaired, because being her friend was miserable. If that's you, I genuinely dislike you and I hope nothing in your life goes right, and also I've replaced you with someone better in every single way, someone who actually treats me like a friend, someone who isn't autistic. o7 adios nigga
why is the blackpill only about physical genetics and not mental genetics?
>>30213100Maybe... try and reach out to get some closure? What the fuck is typing about it here going to do? Barely anyone here has talked to the opposite sex, let alone been in a "situationship"...
My mom had schizoeffective disorder and passed away while in psychosis. I had a really bad shrooms ego death one time and after being in a drug psychosis I wonder what her psychosis felt like. Did she feel as alone and helpless and scared? Did she know anything that was going on? If there’s anyone that has experience with psychosis could you explain what it feels like? Do you even remember anything when you’re in psychosis? Don’t sugar coat it I just want to know
>>30213215>also I've replaced you with someone betterAnd yet the feelings linger. Cant be better if you still rant.
>>30213260Not really a rant, just me dabbin on that dumb hoe <o/
pssst A fuck you :)
>>30213272The question is why you feel the need to when you found something better.
>>30213272-> ' " that is ********hayley money faggot**************** ask faggot if they like gravity herst . . / -> " ' >>30213272do you like gravity herst ? " ' <- . . / thankyou sign off like previously ' " . _
>>30213111I am a girl and the person in question is a boy
>>30213378Are you biological male and female or is it just the gender?
>>30213225There’s nothing to talk about with him, I just need advice on how to move on lmao
>>30213389Date someone else.
>>30213388I am biologically female and he is biologically male
>>30213393Im done with relationships honestly, not worth the effort
>>30213404Why? You now know what you dislike. Makes it easier to select something you like this time.
>>30212382did you try dating other people?
>>30213425Im not attractive enough to date decent men who don’t only want to have sex and manipulate me, so i’ll focus on bettering myself and friends and family who actually give a fuck about me and my personality
>>30213288because he still thinks about her and is coping hard
>>30213457Cope, your choice of character traits has nothing to do with if you are a beauty or not. Look around and look for someone that resembles these character traits and ditch the ones with the traits that you already learned are malicious for you. It might take a while but you are looking for someone that fits you and your needs, not anyone.
>>30213215what happened between you two? And what did she do to ruin everything?
>>30213526also why being friends with her was miserable?
>>30213522I guess that’s true but a relationship is not what i need or want rn
>>30212695U can just point a BB gun at them too. More effective. All the best.
>>30213236In my case I remembered everything. U conjure up several theories about what could be happening. Even minuscule impacts can cause u to rearrange your perception of a circumstance and u get paranoid about everything and begin drawing conclusions. Someone says u need a haircut and mentions taking s flight on a plane and then u assume that u will be murdered if u don’t take the flight and u explain your concerns to people and they get angry and call u paranoid without asking any questions. It begins to feel like everyone is conspiring against u. First week in the hospital I spent a whole night thinking that a team of spec ops were trying to bust me out and clear the place. I thought that there was a swimming pool above my room with dead bodies being thrown in and nobody would have been able to convince me otherwise. It feels like a game where people are so fake and dishonest that u have to fill in the blanks yourself because they don’t try to help rather than throw u off. U think every sentence that people speak is coded language and even the commercials on tv are all for u. What else do u want to know?
>>30213137Never said otherwise but to be honest, my biggest mistake was pretending that I still enjoyed the relationship despite every red flag that we were already tired of it. We were supposed to marry next april and have a family, this could've ended worse. The cheating was a symptom, not the actual disease.
>>30214242There were 333 replies and u ruined it
>>30214296Looks like you have to spam until it hits 444. good luck bub.
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>>30213215nigha she rejected your friendship because you weren't even a friend, ever thought about it that way? why say yes to being friends when the dude already doesn't do anything friend worthy. anyways im just projecting. i know i was a lil autistic with my person but they also should realize how rude they came off in every aspect.
>>30213288literally this lol. why you still here if you've moved on. obv still looking for signs of life from previous cutie. *sips tea*
>>30212558why bother communicating when you lose your shit each time i try to talk to you.
Now we wait patiently.
Ah, it has begun.