I know this 100% inflicted by porn and “duh Jews” or something so I went on semen retention two years ago but the urges are still there. I know I wnbaw because I am literally to masculine and hind have given me a reason to never troon out. But any of this does is make me feel like an ugly unloveable piece of shit. Should I just dump my money into full body hair removal and live in vrchat? I can’t fucking take living in my own skin and even if I could become “androgynous” rather than masculine I would be happy.
>>29015191dig a hole
There's nothing wrong with wanting to be feminine or having a fetish. The problem is when trannies insist that they are what they're not and that casts a bad shadow. That being said...If a feminine lifestyle and aesthetic, whatever that means, let's you feel comfortable then pursue that. Maybe you never really will be a "woman". Seen as one or whatever. But maybe that's okay, that doesn't mean you can't embrace the personality or gender roles it implies.But my first impression is that you listen and care too much about the expectations of others. Just do what you want. Everyone else is unhappy themselves, don't be lead by the blind.
>>29015253My problem is that I won’t live up to my own expectations, I simply don’t like how I look and my family already views me as a disappointment because I won’t date anyone and start a family or something. I really just want to make the intrusive thoughts go away and to fix my body image.
>>29015191Stop watching porn and delete social media for a little bit
>>29015191English is not even your third language, is it?
>>29015293I'm not sure why that means you have to abandon being true to yourself. Not living up to your expectations is something everyone will always struggle with at any or most points in their life. Living for another's expectations won't change that. If you're unhappy following the 'male template' that others and the internet has placed upon you then I don't see how you're ever going to feel comfortable in that lifestyle.Yeah, fix the body image. Set realistic expectations and strive to achieve them. You're never gonna be your ideal type likely. That's ok.
>>29015191Transition, egg! You think every transgirl didn't go through what you're thinking right now? The surgery is so good these days, the men I've been with said my vagina was literally no different to a cissoid vagina. Hormones (aka bimboification pills lol) will literally give you your own personal funbags to grope whenever you want. Life is honestly amazing. Transition!
>>29015191it's more cucked to live a whole life hating yourself than just getting big boobs and do feminization surgery and be done with it. the kikes and the floridans may want you to kill yourself, don't give them the pleasure. where's your drive? where's the fucking fire of your veins? have some spite on you
>>29015191Date women, preferably of your own race to make the relationship last longer. I mean date them, don't just have meaningless sex. I think the feelings you have now will be a fairly distant memory once you have a stable relationship.
>>29016045kkk transbian, many such cases
