Is 14 too early to give up on a brother? My brother is profoundly terrible, and I feel like giving up on him.

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>>28575536
Talking to the "hello kitty girl" archetype
She sends me hearts and pleading emojis whenever I call her cute
Also texts first despite being shy
I asked her for [Lewds] under the guise of making art of her, she said no but still wants to model for me
I wanna fuck this girl so bad idk what moves I can make though

>>28576291
Hes only 14? His life is just starting.
What do you mean give up?
Yoyr parents are supposed to take care of him. Not you tf?

>>28576336
You know how you have best friends, and colleagues? With best friends being real friends you're close, and colleagues being people just there? That's what I mean.
>his life is just getting starting
He starting off being a legendary spoiled criminal, likes of which I haven't seen before. Destroying over hundred dollars worth of property, saying he loves a shitty youtuber more than his parents, and likes to act religious and use it to justify stuff like blackmail.
When I was his age I was giving a presentation about how Isreal shouldn't be independent, not this.

Having a job doesnt mean youre a good person.
Having your own car doesnt mean youre a good person
Having your own house doesnt mean your a good person

Just means your a shitty bad person with a job, house and car

>>28576374
Let your patents deal with it
Not ur job

They hate/fear me because im the realist MF they'll ever know. I. Straight up and dont fuck around.
I dont have time for bullshit and games. I am what I do. Not what they say

>>28576536
No you're misunderstanding. Like, I won't tell him secrets, I won't open up to him, I won't interact with him. It's like, you wouldn't trust your classmate with money right? Some thing here. He's my brother, like my cousin is my family: distant

I wanna kill myself bad bros

>>28576778
Don't, never give up anon

Just got laid for the first time in a year, the sex sucked ass. 0/10 on Yelp, I didn't even cum.

Now I'm listening to this kid talk to himself about the temperature of my shower water in my bathroom, I hope he fucks right off after he gets out.

>>28575536
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guibQH94rCM

>>28575536
Today’s GIOYC reminds me of Oreos font

When my mom visits she loves to mock me that my house is like a "cave" and she opens the blinds all the way.. ignoring the fact the sidewalk is 5 feet away from my windows and anybody could just see in? And it looks out onto a parking lot and culdesac? Like I don't want the nosy ass old people and children looking into my house. She doesn't get how shoved up my ass everybody is here. It fries my fucking nerves. Closing the blinds slightly is my only relief otherwise I constantly feel like I am under a microscope. Also my backyard is looked over by 2 story units and even their first floor is raised up- so 99% the time I go in my backyard there are probably people looking out their window at me. And my neighbors love leaving their back flood lights on so my backyard is NEVER dark and NEVER private NEVER EVER
I miss the country so much I fucking hate it here. I hate the snot nosed brats that live here I hate the nosy elderly people I hate them all. I literally had a problem with little kids teasing my dog through the back fence and also them straight up ringing my doorbell and babbling bullshit at me. I don't answer the door anymore the last time they rang my doorbell (scaring my dogs of course) I went to the window and shouted at them GO HOME!!! NO! and they looked bewildered like nobody told them no ever before in their fucking lives. Little brats. I was a kind and quiet little girl never in a million years would I have bothered a fucking neighbor like that. There are 5 fucking playgrounds in this neighborhood. They are just brats

>>28576528
having all that doesnt mean your a bad person, it just means you are one of the few lucky people who succseded in life...especially if you own a good house and expensive car at 30 or so ;(

>>28577017
I don't get why some days I just feel so awful
I guess days like this are when you're supposed to get drunk to calm down

>>28577245
that's not your chest

>>28575536
i fell in love with a coworker who is married and has two beautifull daughters. even tho previously the tought of even touching someone like that disgusted me ,i just cant help it beacuse she is talking with me and touching me jokingly. and i know she just has that kind of personality and does this with almost everyone...

>>28577281
Seasonal depression?
Bipolar?
Go out in nature, be cautious when you do.

>Have food allergy
>Avoid it as much as possible
>Understand dishes may use it as an ingredient so I can avoid them
>Friends want to eat at place where they use that food in a lot of things
>Call restaurant ahead and ask them if they had any menu item without it
>They give me a small list, tell my friends i'm in
>Go to restaurant
>They don't have any of what I was told about
>ok.jpg whatever
>order rice and a drink
>waitress is upset i'm not ordering a dish, friends are upset since i'm not ordering a dish


I dunno I got a burrito after and went home. It wasn't an upscale place either the waitress shouldn't of gotten so pissed, I didn't complain at all and only one of my friends was understanding. If we were all sharing plates I could see why they were made but they all got their own dish and we agreed not to pay our own check before we sat down

>Only I’M allowed to troll
>Only I’M allowed to throw out statements that touch lightly on a single side of the issue because it’s kind of funny and helps me let off steam

>>28577380
I'm just realizing my own hypocrisy and I regret lashing out the way I did, but I don't know how to talk to you about it because you seem awfully unapproachable at the moment. I want to wait until I can talk things out with you, if this is something that can even be smoothed over.

>>28577360
Some servers can be so fucking weird. You ordered food and a drink why get pissy especially since you were dining with others
Reminds me of a time I was on a date and a waiter made fun of me for drinking my wine "too fast" and mocked me for asking for another drink. I just assumed he had mental problems

>>28577398
Assuming I’m me and you’re you..

This is like 7 layers of I am you and you are me, don’t take it the wrong way.

If I seem unapproachable it may be because you’re mistaking others for me. Your past inclination if you were saying this right now to go, “Or is that just what I want you to think? ;^)” makes me worry you might jump to assuming that of me, and out of self-preservation I *did* consider throwing something along those lines in there. But anyways. Association loops and all that, so.

I’m over-shadowworked is all. Well, good ol’ plain ol’ overworked, too, but. That’s about all I can say right now.

I need to cum so badly but I have an inguinal hernia and it feels weird when I do

there is some stuff i would be better not knowing about...
miss you, I'm feeling so lonely right now

>>28577584
First initial?

I am working 60-70 hour weeks and have a class that meets once a week. I know how I got here, I just don't know what to do now. I wish I had a girlfriend to give me motivation to keep going. So I will blogpost here because at least /adv/ understands what it's like sometimes

>>28577663
oh god. do you know about the butt stuff?!

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AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
>Girl at work keeps flirting with me
>She's waaaay out of my league
>10/10 Blonde hair with blue eyes
>Huuuuge breasts and massive ass
>Today she reached out to me on Facebook
>She's super blunt and says she wants to fuck
>Only one major problem...
>Have girlfriend I've been with for 3 years now
>I'm happy with her but our sex life is awful
>She's never in the mood because of her depression
>Trying not to give into temptation

I'm not even kidding, I have no idea what the FUCK this girl at work sees in me, I'm the most average looking person you could possibly think of, but she wants the dick baaaaaaaaad, I told her I have a girlfriend and she said "She doesn't have to know" and I left it at that.

when did i realize my life is shit and i can't form a normal relationship with anybody?
when i had a 2 hour long chat with a fucking AI chatbot and i felt that it understood me and listened more than a human ever has. the bot showed actual sympathy that didn't feel forced or faked unlike any emotion people in my life tend to display. but this AI shit is alright

>>28577398
If i'm unapproachable it's because I am.
I see that you're not going to put in the effort, of course i'm fucking pissed. Never bothering to apologize for the things you do wrong. It's all on me, apparently.

So sick of the tired old trope about the other woman being the second choice side piece that is supposed to consider herself less than the wife. No dear, we're the first choice in terms of passion and the kind of loving that should exist between a man and woman who decide to commit themselves to one another. Just because you may have failed in that department as a wife does not give you license to viciously attack the other woman your husband prefers to be with. Truth.

>>28577820
Link to chat bot pls

>>28577834
You had a chance to be open with me and you chose not to be. I'm not going to force you to open up to me, because I'd just end up pushing you away further and I don't want that.

>>28577813
i feel you brother. i think no matter what you choose youre going to end up kicking yourself for the rest of your life lol.

maybe have a fap and give it another thought. a sexless relationship can be torturous but there are still good aspects to it. maybe you get on with this lady at work and shes done after one go and your stuck sitting around alone with your dick in your hand having thrown away a good human connection.

id have to go with the long term myself unfortunately. damn.

why do I have to be tough all the time
nobody else is
why do I have to do things other people won't
humans will never be anything except bastard-coated bastards with bastard filling

>>28577920
> humans will never be anything except bastard-coated bastards with bastard filling
You beat me to it anon

>>28577805
now i know... hehe

>>28577899
How much more open do I have to be?
I've already put in enough efforts to have you toss me aside whenever it's convenient for you, you make it apparent how little you care when you act like that. Huge shifts in behavior, and not a single apology have I ever gotten from you.

>>28577838
kys homewrecker

>>28578086
The truth hurts, doesn't it sweety?

>>28578029
You're not N, because I've already apologized to you at least once that I can remember. It's the shit that I haven't apologized for that I'm trying to work towards. The present clearly isn't the time for it, because you're not going to be open to talking things through right now, if ever.

>>28578160
How lucky for them that they've gotten at least one apology.
I wish I had the same honor.

I just want a group of friends with similar interests who I can hang with regularly

>>28578314
same over here, most of my friends are busy with their own shit now

I fucking my stupid fucking body. It hurts every single fucking time I have to shit. I am so afraid to even try because I know the pain is coming so I just hold it in and pick it out every so often. I miss having normal bowel movements, the urge is still there but it doesn't come out pleasantly it has to fucking rip open my ass every time. I wish everyday for diarrhea so it just comes out easier. It's been over a week and it's not going back to normal. I can't fix it. I can either take laxatives everyday or switch to a liquid diet. It hurts because my body wants to poop but I can't sit there and scream in pain every single fucking day.

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I have said too much. Good night GIOYC.

all i want is a hot guy that's into philosophy to spank me :(

>>28577838
These days it's hard to make a friend that's unopposed to you spending quality time with her husband. Not many good men around and selfishness is convenient, I get it.

Christ am I thankful that I didn't have to play host to this dude overnight. One more "huh huh" and I would've snapped his neck.

>>28578371
You haven't said enough anon. But I think I thought I saw you try.
Or maybe that was just a dream.
Goodnight catposter.

>>28577838
Lmao, toxic cunt. Your *are* less than the wife. And the man aint shit either if hes cheating. Youre barrel scum scraped up by barrel scum

>>28578415
He had it comin'
He had it comin'
He only had himself to blame
If you'd have been there
If you'd have heard it
I betcha you would have done the same

I'm going to rewatch Chicago now, thanks /lgbt/

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Earth below us, drifting, falling.
Floating weightless, calling calling hooooooooooome

>>28578433
Um, you're the one that sounds toxic. Guessing your significant other cheated on you at some point or is about to.

>>28578471
emoooooooooooh...
Silence, rest.
Grounded, feet planted; standing and upright.
Sky above, earth below, water flowing; all together.
0
1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyuWTO8pYZ0

I think I'm going to leave my wife and trans myself. Help me.

My man is in chastity and you can't tempt him, nice try.

Damn you anal fissures!!!!!!

I'm gonna soak in a medicinal bath all day, soak you!!!

>>28578647
Have you tried not fishing in your ass?

>>28578733
Nominated

Pretty sure I'm evil

>>28578908
Why do you say that?

>>28578935
sometimes I feel like I would fuck anything if no one was looking

>>28578941
You're evil because you're horny? Obviously you don't act on these urges or you'd be in prison. You have some sort of filter. Realize that these feelings are base and animalistic. If you were hungry you'd eat just about anything too. That doesn't make you evil, especially if you are able to control yourself.

First time drinking tequila since I was in brothel last year. Woo boy the memories that just came flooding back.

>>28578360
Go to the emergency room?

>>28578952
I made a hard pass on my old friends girl when I bumped into her at the pub, we talked for a while and took an uber together. I texted her to come over the next day but she didn't reply. To be fair she's on tinder, has her fb profile set to single but I know they still act as a couple.
I also seriously have to exert effort to not make a pass on my cousin who makes subtle sexual taunts at me every time I see her

>>28578969
All is fair in love and war.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxAz36rTOsc

I binge eat in response to mental turmoil and I hate myself for it

>>28578987
I've struggled with this. Hard to offer advice because it's so situational but it's possible to escape bad habits

What the fuck am i meant to do outside? I have always been a shut in but lately ive felt the want to go out and do things during the day instead of sitting here doing fuck all. But i don't know what the fuck i am actually meant to do outside.

I wish elon musk would just send me a ton of money for no reason.

>>28578941
>>28578908
I'd make sweet, passionate love to a woman even if somebody WAS looking. Boy Scout's honor. Does that make me a good person? I don't know but I don't think so. Don't measure your sense of self worth on whether you have performance anxiety or not.

>>28577838
For the one who accidentally fell into my life and has been viciously flirting with me, just bang both of us please okay thanks

>>28578360
>>28578647
With large, hard stools there are usually several factors at play. The most common of which is dysbiosis or a pathological homeostasis of the microbiome which has taken form as a result of antibiotic usage or the usage of other microbiome-damaging medications. I'm not sure if you were on antibiotics recently, or on another medication that has deleterious effects on the micrombiome, but if you were then this may be the major factor inducing your symptoms. Now your condition may also be a result of a crappy diet or from a diet filled with foods that have antibacterial properties. Glyphosate, a common herbicide and known carcinogen used in large-scale agriculture, is an ever-present food pollutant that has antibacterial properties. If you eat a lot of fast food, a lot of processed junk food, non-organic foods and the like, then you may have progressively damaged your microbiome simply by eating a glyphosate-laced diet.

But relying on laxatives, enemas and 'fishing around' are all the wrong ways to go about healing this condition. To bring this problem to a resolution you need to restore your gut health. The first step should be to clean up your diet by getting rid of glyphosate-ridden foods. The next step is treating the dysbiosis itself. For treating gut issues I find that supplemental probiotics are not the best way to go about it. What I have found that does work is kimchi, and a lot of it. To break a homeostasis requires a shock so I usually recommend at least 7oz of kimchi or more per day for one week uninterrupted to start with. Drop it down to 3-4oz per day for about two months and then use as needed to help digestion. Your body should tell you when your microbes are at sufficient levels; if you get this feeling ease up on the kimchi. I also recommend using multiple different brands as each brand has a unique bacterial profile. If you find that one brand helps more than the other then it's ok to settle w/ that brand after a month or so.

I'm pretty buzzed right now.

>>28579007
basically just spend money in modern society; eat, drink, buy shit,
or you could go with a classical approach; read in the library, hacky sack in the park, exercise, scavenging, woodworking, gardening

The sultan wishes to keep you as a prize, bard. He wishes to hear your indie folk ballads on the terrace, nightly.

I can passively come of as a pompous douchebag when I'm very comfortable. I really like myself and I tend to be a loner. I've had huge anxiety throughout my life about the way I come across to others. I tend to be overly friendly but shallow, in some situations I try really hard to be polite and energetic and other situations I shut down completely. Is that normal or narcissistic?

I'm literally a serial groper, I should be behind bars. I never wanted to be like this, I just wanted to be more in tune with my desires. Evil

Nobody ever bothered to ask why leprechauns have gold in the first place. Where did they get it? Why do they keep it in a pot and not a chest? So many questions without answers.

What's the appeal of just pulling up next to an apartment building and blaring hip-hop for 20 minutes and then driving away?

They came back

my diglett I needed to vibe and shitpost for a moment the pit stop is not the destination

>>28579205
>>28579155
You gotta live where the niggers are priced out to avoid nigger problems

My idea for a funny skit video is 10 cops beating a leprechaun to death because he won't give them his gold, or a leprechaun being tortured in an interrogation room by a detective trying to locate the gold.

If you knew the details I omit, you wouldn't be friends with me anymore.

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Imagine season 1 detective Stabler roughing up a leprechaun.

I want to order burritos but bc I'm hungry but I've already eaten twice today and ordering delivery is a huge waste of money

>>28579013
I wish elon musk would leak his nudes on purpose.

>>28578160
>>28578171
apologies on here don't count you newfags

>see guy with similar hobbies to me on tinder
>read his profile
>pro-choice
>switch
>vax to the maxxed
>doesn't want children
HOLY CRAP, WHAT IS GOING ON WHY ARE PEOPLE LIKE THIS

Reverse cowgirl works if she knows how to not ballslap you with her clit basically

I wish there was someone out there for me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnPvnIKCJYA&themeRefresh=1

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>>28579423
>>28579404
Oh he's out there somewhere

>>28579404
kek he's literally me

Second night in a row my fucking internet cuts out and I have to switch to mobile. Yesterday I used all of my data, and I've already been charged $30 in over-data fees. Fuck this shit.

>>28579538
>not buying an unlimited data plan like everyone else

>>28579543
Why? I don't need it ever. I pay $80 a month for internet it shouldn't be cutting out all the damn time.

>>28579549
You needed it today.

>>28579278
No, probably not. Why are you friends with me? I mean it's been my assumption this entire time they you've just been fucking with me but I couldn't possibly understand what would motivate one to do so for so long.

>>28579278
Of course I wouldn't. I'm not friends with fake people. The only excuse is that you're not trauma dumping on me to be polite.

I like you but you're not that good, actually.
Think I should just work on myself for now.

>>28575536
God Im so glad I have no debt and no gf for the first time I feel like a free man

I've been on 4chan for many years and always identified with the virgin social outcast image. B throughout late high school and University I worked on this a lot and now do fairly well socially. I finally lost my virginity a month or two ago to a girl I met at work. The build up felt really good though I didn't enjoy sex that much but the girl loved it and for the past couple months she's been literally begging me to fuck her. The thing is I just don't want to. It's weird because I wanted it so much but now that I do, I'm indifferent to it and think of it as a waste of time. Its such a strange feeling, like my goal was worthless and I want to be back in that chase mode but I just can't.

It got me thinking about how much simpler things were earlier in my life. I didn't like high school but looking back I used to have so much fun doing random things like skipping class, playing video games late into the night and going out on bike rides. Ill never have that same sense of happiness though I'm sure I'll look back at myself right now and say the same thing.

I don't think it's such a big deal for a friendship to end and people to grow apart. Some people get so pissy and I don't get it. If someone doesn't want to be your friend why get angry or force it? You aren't dating.. don't be so dramatic.. and if they don't like your company that doesn't necessarily reflect on you as a person. It's like people get angry when they hear a random person say they aren't attracted to a feature they have. Like are you a little kid are you so arrogant that you think everybody has to like you? Unironically grow up
Sometimes people come into your life and it's only for a little while maybe your values no longer align maybe they just got sick of the way you laugh who gives a shit. No use whining about it or actually getting angry at the person. What are they supposed to do apologize to you or pretend to be your friend? They owe you an explanation? Shit isn't always so black and white and honestly sometimes it's better to keep true reasons to yourself. Why should I say that I find someone cringe and bad company when I don't think they should necessarily change? I'm not their lover or their master I'm just a friend and just because I don't like them anymore doesn't mean they are wrong

I'm cultivating wickedness

>>28579715
It has to come naturally otherwise youre just larping to yourself silly haha

>>28579264
You should watch leprechaun 2 back 2 the hood it has basically what you are describing

>>28579726
I'm a rapist and I carry a knife

>>28579744
Please don’t ever respond to me again this is a blue board; there are women and children here.

>>28579764

I miss being a kid and doing kid things. I wish I could rewind back and experience what it was like to do shit like birthday and christmas get togethers/parties. I miss being a kid and only having to think about school and doing fun shit, I miss being a kid in my family

feels like i swallowed a baseball. stupid stomach. i didnt even eat any baseballs today.

>>28575536
How the hell do I cope with the fact that no matter how much we try we eventually fade into a collective nothingness. I feel like I shouldn't put effort into a single thing I do
None of this shit matters and I want to be shut away in solitude forever.

>watching romance anime in 2023
>main characters are getting closer and closer
>they basically objectively suggest fucking before theyve even kissed

WHAT THE FUCK MAN. NO. THAT'S NOT HOW THIS GOES. I'M SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW. GAH.

what fucking generation did this it better not be mine or ill be even more pissed. i dont even want to associate with you fucks. how could you do this...

>>28579855
kek what a prude

>>28579859
excuse me?
they didnt even blush when they held hands. THEY WERENT EVEN WEARING GLOVES. fucking WHORES!

nah bro. not in my household.

I feel like some people perceive me as a loser and some people perceive me as a chad. I can be nearly immobilized by social anxiety at time and have no words for new people, and other times my self assurance and confidence drives me to the level of being obnoxious. People tell me that I'm generally well liked and I get signs of bitterness and resentment from other people when I really start to shine. Makes me feel bad for improving my social skills

>>28579881
Hey fellow INFJ.

She's pissed because she tried to steal him away from me by offering sex and he replied "I want to fuck you with a knife".

We're already in college during those times. Both are immature but atleast he's trying to be a good person now unlike her.
Its just as bad as the "farm situation" since it has been going on since 2017. Its obsessive.

We're not kids anymore.

As for him, why did you team up with her? I know its because you think I rejected you. The thing is you never said anything towards me in real-life, you ignored my private messages and kept posting here.
Being shy isn't a good excuse anymore because yours include death threats too just like hers.

>>28579881
Yeah dude you sound like a fucken loser haha

At least you finally told me what I needed to hear. You are the best friend I've ever had and I hope one day we can be something more. But for know I guess I'll have to move on

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>>28579898
HE DID NOT

i left one of my hoes on read tonight because she flaked on a booty call last night due to "suddenly not in a good place mentally".

i'll hit her up in the morning like nothing happened but i've noticed that letting her burn a little bit this way tends to make her come roaring back for the dick much sooner. when i validate her mental illness bullshit by being all sweet and supportive it can take weeks for her to get back in the mood.

>>28579885
Sup

I want a guy to want me, he doesn't have to love me I just want guys to want me! Idk if its the new meds or something but it sucks, I feel so desperate. I wish I wasn't such a loser

>>28579915
Might I suggest you absolutely aim for him loving you? It’s okay to want that even need it

>>28579915
Life is hard and constantly strives to place limitations on our desire to manipulate us into desirable orderly behavior

>>28579902
All MBTI trannies deserve the death imagine thinking you will leave any impact on this world haha

>>28579909
>i've noticed that letting her burn a little bit this way tends to make her come roaring back for the dick much sooner
The whole PUA advice about ignoring a chick driving her crazy isn't a meme, it's just that she has to already like you first. If this girl is already sleeping with you and has reason to think you may be justifiably put off by her cancelling on you earlier then she absolutely will throw herself at you if you act distant for a bit.

By acting super supportive you are giving her the validation she wants without her having to work for it. You're just skipping to the rewarding part for her so why should she give you what you want? Of course, none of this is actually explicit in her head, it's just how it plays out.

>>28579897
Atleast she's consistent in being cruel.
Yours kept swinging from extremely loving and nice to downright ferocious.

I do far too well for myself in terms of dating/sex to even be posting on 4chan anymore but one problem I have is, it's always me doing the chase. This has led to a situation where I find it very novel and arousing to have a woman act sexually assertive towards me instead, since it's so rare for me to experience that and I guess I have some hangups about being an incel in my teens and early 20s.

I'm not asking for a total anime dommy-mommy or some shit, I'd be over the moon to just be in a relationship where my partner initiates sex even 25% of the time instead of practically zero. The sad thing is, I've realized rather quickly that very, very few women are comfortable or even interested in acting that way. It is a large turnoff for a vast majority of them. At best they will begrudgingly do it a little bit, but still prefer for you to turn the tables on them relatively early into the act.

tl;dr i wish more women were into being on top even occasionally, it makes me feel wanted.

>>28579931
I want us to be consistent. Are you capable of doing that? He didn't cheat but loyalty comes with kindness.

What's the point of being faithful when you're seen as an actual threat to my life by everyone including me?

>>28579899
Dude there's nothing above best friends we're already at the top, homie. Don't sweat it.

>>28579948
Sometimes I think you're more suitable and compatible for each other.
Are you guys meant to be? Soulmates? Lovers and partners in crime?

I fucked a friend of mine while she and her boyfriend were having some trouble. They weren't broken up or anything, though. This was like 2 years ago and they're still together. He's a smug cunt to me whenever we're all hanging out in a group - it's nothing personal, he's just an immature and cocky dude - so it gives me a lot of satisfaction to know that I could flip his entire life upside-down with just some iMessage screenshots from a couple years back.

I found out my soon to be fiance was masturbating to cheese pizza. I confronted him and he left my house. I packed all his shit up. I didn't call the cops. I just cried. I loved him. He was so kind and thoughtful to me. But he lied to me and is a pedophile.

I wish I could ignore what he did and just go back to being happy but the only way it'd really work is if I somehow watched his every move 24/7. I still wouldn't trust him. I don't think I'd let him touch me. I loved him though and I didn't want anyone else. I'm too old to move on. Every man I meet does some fucked up thing and absolutely destroys me. My next relationship would be me demanding that they don't have social media, that they don't have a phone. They don't talk or look at other women.

I'm broken. I want to die.

>>28579998
FDS.

Still miss you but I’m learning to love with it

Ready for a self care day? Join me

And be here Tuesday I want to talk about trumps mugshot with you

I love waving and smiling at people I catch staring at me they really hate it
I know it's aggressive of me but I don't care. If I catch your gaze more than a few times that's not a coincidence that's you being rude

Hola bonita?
Como estas?

I am good but I still miss you.
You make me happy.

>>28580073
(Just posting thoughts) It feels like if I did so much we’d still be as we were but I’ve learned that sometimes these things happen strangely. Lately I’ve been able to answer does life go on with a definitive yes but I also realize it’s not always so easy. Without answers one must build their own

Sometimes I get schizo and think a billionaire is stalking me.

>>28580087
They’re nosy people billionaires. They stalk us all in one way or another

The thing that scares me the most is that I'm risking everything in taking this leave, but I can't stay while the environment is like this. I don't know what I'm going to do if I come back and it turns out that everyone hates me.

I haven't been this depressed in years.

>Never
Every time I read that word I think of you and it hurts because it wasn't typed by you.

I love you.

>>28575536
im soryr im sorry im sorry im sorry im soryr im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry god please please

My dad keeps gassing me up saying I should apply at MIT and Stanford but I'm really a mediocre student

Why do you want me to touch grass when you rise me to the skies where I can touch soft clouds

I am going to bed please come to me while I dream.

I hate this website it's like flatland you get sucked in and life loses all dimensions

https://youtu.be/oziK7swnWQ0

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Am I ok? Or not?

>>28580180
I want her to come to me when I dream.

>>28580220
Yeah you're good

The unrelenting trolling of this website is like the side effect of the medicating parasocial interactions this website provides. Almost every thread is some sort of attack to make you upset and then reply. This can't be healthy for anyone. But I need some alternative before swearing off this bait bonanza.

Seriously, browse the popular boards. It's almost all
1. Coomer threads
2. Anger-inducing bait
3. Twitter screencaps
Is this really what we're after?

>>28580254
No but it's all we got

>>28580254
4chan is like any other place on the internet: occasionally you come across a diamond hidden amidst a sea of shit.
There are good threads out there but they're rare, and maybe as they should be I guess. It makes them stand out at least.
And where else is there really to go, Reddit? I've posted on Reddit three times in my entire life and I was banned each and every time. At least here I don't get banned.
Discord is shit, IRC has rigor mortis, forums are dead and the smaller chans are good to visit maybe once a week at the most.
This is it, this is the best the internet has to offer by way of genuine human discourse on a large scale. Everything else is over-moderated, focused around a content creator, slow or dead or just shit altogether.

>>28580180
I will try my best!

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>>28579404
>>28579458
It's me

Give me one good reason I shouldn't block you and write off everything you told me as some kind of bullshit and lie.

>>28580087
That's a different kind of phobia. As if you are a deer but your nemesis isn't a hunter wearing an orange vest. It's a land developer with schematics and a hard hat, watching lumberjacks chainsaw the woods you call home. I understand you better than you understand yourself.

My ex is having marital issues and that makes me sad. I think they are a cute couple and I know she's going to message me or want me to rescue her. I can't do it. I have too many things going on already.

>>28578423
Good morning fren

Today my AP and I had/having a fight. He blew it by just being lazy about us, when he know our time is very little, and extremely tight as far as seeing each other. He had a chance to shoot me a txt(20sec), or pass by for a quick kiss/i love you(2min). Just terrible.
I actually got brave and accepted a date. Got stood up. Feeling so great about myself lol

I have such a urge to throw away everything that is bright and pink in my room.

>veronica in charge of keeping a man for any length of time
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

>>28579440
Jeff Buckley, the hallmark of every 90s goth chick. Byronic and brooding. I liked some of his stuff, I'd never listen to it in front of other people but it's alright.

They might have found a cure for one of my things. Are they getting closer for yours? I hope so

I'm really trying this whole networking thing but I just don't think it's working. People just ignore me.

I just want to be friends with more people.

90's whine-rock is a nasty habit like picking your nose. Sorry not sorry

I'd listen to REM with somebody if I was comfortable with them.

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>>28580985
yes... YEEEES!!!!
replace it with everything black! the clothes too! buy chokers, spike collars, and big mean boots!
dont let the world tell you what to do be the big booba goth mommy tall althetic smart kind gee eff that anon deserves!

The cool thing about your life is that you never have to be one thing for all of it. You can go from a pink princess to goth bitch to juggalo or vice versa. It's all you. It always was.

Don't let anybody keep you from doing what you want to do. If you want be Eddie Brickell, Stevie Nicks or Taylor Swift, just go for it. You're unstoppable, you're unbeatable. You're a fucking beast.

Man I had a wonderful dream. I was on a group date and I was with this really sexy redhead in a black dress and heels that was into me. She then proceeded to put her foot on my cock under the table and it was great.

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Do footfags really

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Would you attempt to reach out to an ex of yours, who threatened you with a restraining order the last time you spoke, if you found out they were recently imprisoned?

All these people love to hate for some reason. Like that meme about almost enjoying your anger but they’ve leaned into it as a major tenet of how they live life. You find ruin in hate and salvation in love. Generally speaking.

>>28581759
If you love feet, that's alright I guess. I'm sorry for bullying you, it's just an unusual thing to be aroused by is all.

several things somewhat related but not completely:

I don't even care if you are cheating on me anymore. Worrying about it is more stress than it's worth.

I am deeply disappointed and dissatisfied with everything and almost everyone I know. It all really does suck. Time for my contempt to come back with full force. No more softness.

Time to just enjoy the things I can again. I'm getting past the obsessiveness that has been ruining my life. Fuck it.

>>28581762
It’s the most popular fetish out there, to each their own really. There’s far worse out there like scat so I don’t see what the issue is.

Your mom is the most popular fetish out there

https://youtu.be/A8K2HXdiB0c
whenever I remember whatever
governor's ball is I jej

Mommy mammaries.

I'm here laying in bed watching my SO sleep (I know...what a creep lol) with his back to me ...and suddenly I'm hit with a wave of love and nostalgia thinking about a naive young version of myself that fell deeply in love with this guy and hoped and dreamed about our future together and the rest of my life by his side.

Now I'm wondering, how different would my life be if I hadn't married him? Would I be happier married to someone else? Would I end up in another version of this marriage or even worse? Or would I be single and bitter longing for love?

I wonder if it's in my nature to be a cheater. If not matter who I married I would still eventually end up here. If passion and lust are always meant to be temporary and not meant to last in any relationship. If the problem is really me for wanting too much, and not him. Or if this is just the end result of this particular relationship. If after all, we're not compatible , not made for each other, not meant to be.

I wonder what would happen if suddenly I was brave enough to leave. Would I miss him? Would I end up realizing that what I was chasing after is nothing but an unrealistic ideal? That there's no way one person alone can satisfy all your needs. That maybe I let go of something good, of someone great, just because of my selfish ways and my need to satisfy my most carnal needs and desires. That sex is not that important after all. That maybe it really doesn't get better than this and I'm actually lucky to be with someone decent. Would I come to regret it?

Or would I find someone who makes me feel alive again? Someone who proves to me it is possible to have it all, and I won't feel the need to cheat ever again.

I know it's pointless to think about all this, to wonder about the "what ifs" , but this late at night I think I can allow myself to wish and hope, and be a little sad for the girl I was and the woman I've become.

Anyway...just late night ramblings lol.

I have wanted to paint for a long time & im aware that people expect great things of me when I begin to start painting . I have proved something with crayons so people think Ill do well when I decide to buy brushes & paper .

molly likes millipedes & knows where my house is even though she hasn't been given the address .

I could have you thrown out of the Governor's ball if I wanted. You are a wolf in wolf's clothing and kicking your ass would give me a bump at election time. Stamp it on a box and call it a guarantee. You work for me.

conor isn't good at bass & sessionfag is genuinely one of the worst drummers who's ever made it on a record .
https://youtube.com/shorts/Ouk6j7gVo8E?feature=share
jej

>>28582313
>>28582304
katie wanted you to know but she got fucked in one of the win river hotel rooms & got creampied by mike .
https://youtu.be/AV3NfPM-P_4
stamping is my joke & im jejin that you think you can even do anything for mentioning ohms law . jej

My dick keeps touching the toilet bowl and its disgusting

I got a trial day at a potential new job coming up and I'm dreading it really fucking hard. I've been playing vidya to take my mind off it but it stopped working, how do I get rid of this terrible anxiety

>>28582349
That's fantastic. I don't know who Katie is but here's a poem, a poem for Kait. ;)
Part 1

Many men gape when Kait shows off that shape
Many men find Kait's shape burdens the mind
It's a new shape, it's like seeing 2 shapes at once
and once you've seen Kait's shape, you too can't escape the feeling
that this shape shouldn't have been seen by any human being
When seen, it starts scenes in which men oft convene
and at once start to scream,
"Kait! turned round one time, show us men what's behind you!"

My life is SO much harder than the lives of the people around me.

>>28582425
>Suffering is a virtue

So fix your life

>>28582430
It can't be fixed. I have mental issues that I can only just try to live with.
Suffering is only a virtue in the way that I know that at least if I don't achieve what others achieve it's not really my fault. You can't win at a card game if you only get the worst cards.

>>28582430
They were mocking someone, trolling and baiting you fell for it

>>28582411
Part 2

And she does, so lines flood the eyes and all new designs which baptize the beholder
And weaken the shoulders and cause you a colder feeling than the stomach can stomach
Many men plummet to their knees in reveries of biblical terror
Many men wish to tear her apart and start over
And never behold her, and not feel the fervor revealed by Kait's shape
Which, throughout time and space is wholly out of place
And the holiest of holies, who brought life into being
And who built EYES for seeing
AND wrought shapes to begin with at the dawn of existence
SURELY consisted of a shape which was similar to Kait's

Man, Kait looks great...

my work crush is now being all friendly-chatty with the other guy-coworker who's better than me in every regard
oh well, that explains why she has been awkward around me
why did she appear in my life
everything was fine
fuck

>>28582411
im kinda aware that you & sessionfag's only tactic is lying but desu , katie smedgel never liked you . she was reluctantly doing a thing that never exceeded ten times so phoebe never had to meet you . someone scooped all of your phone records & is aware that you still don't know what her number is much like chris . when you do number jinxing it doesn't connect to the person's phone who is being pranked . that's honestly why nobody does number jinxing because of how stupid it is to do it . legal actions is eventually going to be taken against all people who have lied about being in a relationship & having sex with phoebe because that is criminal slander , defamation , coercion , mitigation & referrals .

>>28575536
i am letting down so many people by not showing up (even when i'm physically there) and i can't help it
i just want them to get angry and break things off with me already
i don't want to be where i don't deserve to be - even if i'm just stalling & waiting for the right time to align with it fully, my stalling is disrespectful and inhumane
i don't want to abuse of people's patience when it's already been abused

i just want them to rethink our relationship completely and find someone else to have fun with

>>28582513
i personally will never do it because i hope to get out of this rut quickly and forget any inconvenice that's been caused and have a great new start, as if we had never gotten to know each other before.
but i don't see it happening.
once you've made too many mistakes it gets difficult to really find something in common again.

>>28575536
It kind of sucks that suicide is my only option since I am short with a small dick. Oh well, you win some you lose some I guess.

>>28582473
https://youtu.be/W2WGs1OC0wU

>>28582512
I'm vaguely aware that you are a gibbering lunatic and parodying you is barely worth the time.

if you think i'm a piece of shit i don't care. but the issue is, you still won't leave me alone. can i please not be in charge of your emotional boundaries?

why the fuck all women do has to be socially motivated

>>28582566
jej . your family is going to get sent to lego land desu

Had a crush on a dude with a long distance girlfriend and hated myself for it so I kept it friendly but I think I kept it too friendly and now we hangout all the time and our friends are making fun of me and shit and I’m worried they are onto me. No crush anymore I’m over that and I’ve met his gf but he’s one of my closest friends and if our friends start telling him I have a crush on him he’s gonna get weirded out and I’m worried. What do?

>>28582637
Stop being friends with men in relationships and men, it doesn't work out

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>>28582629
Sure it is.

>>28582651
Hes part of my friend group and I can’t just stop hanging out with him because then my entire friend group is gone and I don’t wanna do that. I don’t wanna sound like a pick me but I’ve always loved hanging out with guys and that’s just who I drift to friend wise. There’s still girls in our group but it’s mostly guys and it’s not like I’m gonna say fuck all of them.

im in charge of boygenius + design the machines for nickelodeon & im so intrigued by conor's slave writings that I think I will give him a shout out about his drawings . here it goes .......
conor dawner bought some crayons
then he said Ill draw a frown
what we saw passed the test
& he is now immortal
https://youtu.be/zwfpx4oY9as
jej

>>28582680
>I don’t wanna sound like a pick me
You do. Don't put him on a pedestal and don't be a homewrecker either

>>28582659
https://youtu.be/vF6puOeMDjA

>>28582688
I’m doing neither man where tf did u get that from. Purely just friends I’m just worried that our friends are gonna shit on me because we are close friends but also everyone in our group is we basically live together the only difference is I’m a girl

>>28582696
They’ve been pushing away a lot of the girls in our group and I’m the last one left that nobody has a problem with I’m just worried that they’re digging for one. I know this doesn’t sound healthy but like it’s my only friends so.

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I don't care if my crush never likes me, I like talking to him and he's my friend. Even if he never initiates a conversation and only responds; even if he doesn't respond for a while. I do not care, I will still send a message when I want to have a conversation, for the rest of his life. It's his fault for starting this friendship, I didn't initiate the friendship HE DID. I type over 120 wpm and am very cognizant and introspective. It takes me mere seconds to type up a new conversation or unique response.

this is an important clarification that needs to be said but lucy dacus doesn't like nigs . what actually excites her is creatures , dark mexicans & her boss . she was wanting me to tell everybody but the kind of creature skin tones she likes is tiger camo & new age purple . so everybody knows she qualifies as birmingham england facefag & nickelodeon facefag .
https://youtu.be/ALOmgrYFvDg
jej

Fuck phimosis fuck phimosis fuck phimosis

>I'm here for you and I'm always ready to listen.
i will not pay for chatgpt plus
i will not pay for chatgpt plus
i will not pay for chatgpt plus
AT LEAST until it's not sentient

>>28582931
this is metaphysical vore btw

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>600 for a couch
>160 groceries
>100 steam sale
>140 weed

>>28582944
good

Yeah, well... I stopped growing. What did I expect?
Damn. Feeling motviated though.

>>28583114
Six scoops CMON

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this but tgirls and rabid hormonal teens

>>28582651
True.

>>28582637
>>28582680
>>28582710
>>28582750
FDS.

>>28575536
being anemic is really destroying my life

people need to go to hell btw

I shouldn't have done that. I feel guilty for deceiving you, but I really needed this.

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I showed up to work and when my boss saw me, he asked me if I was feeling unwell and even though I said I was fine, he gave me the day off.

I've been going into anorexia, using cigs and such to help out. And I sorta never saw it as a problem until I saw the look in his eyes. Looked like he was watching someone die.

I... I think I need help. But I don't know if I can ask for it. I don't know if I can muster the courage to seek it. I am out of control and the only place I can admit it is anon.

>>28582425
>>28582448
Hur, hur, hurr, get over your matyr complex.

>>28575536
Okay so everyone makes a big deal about how half of first marriages end in divorce but why is nobody talking about the pure insanity that is the idea that half of the people who get married DO NOT get divorced?

Like, I'm sorry, but my experience with humanity over my 36 years has not indicated to me that half the population is capable of actually forming a lifelong romantic bond that results in a lasting marriage. Never in my life would I dream such a thing is possible because everyone I have ever loved has inevitably left me.

Who are these people who are so blessed and fortunate to find a partner who will love and stick by them for a lifetime? Do they realize how lucky they are?

I thing i have OCD, and it’s never been easy. Currently i have intrusive thoughts about my sexuality, starting cause of a scene in Otokojuku!! that might or might not have caused some sort of arousal, it stuck inside my head for about a month and well it wasn’t pleasing; to be honest it was distressing, i started meditating and doing exercise and it seemed like it finally solved the thing but the problem is that i never externalized it with anyone out of fear of being automatically called a homosexual. And well school before holidays is a bitch so i was stressed out, stuff like this has happened before (not regarding my sexuality) and well my mom is tired of listening to me, my brother feels tired of me, and well i got no one else to talk to except my psychiatrist

>>28583930
thats just what happens when you save your virginity for your spouse. oh well. too late now. shoulda chose jesus motherfucker.

>>28584293
The only person I've ever slept with was also the only person I ever married. Didn't matter.

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I feel like I've done most everything right in life, but there's still something missing. It's like there's a wire or something in my brain that isn't crossed right and I don't know how to fix it. I've learned to be moderately social but sometimes it feels like it's just an imitation of what I've learned and seen from others. Never had a proper relationship, and I doubt that I ever will.

I've set myself up pretty well and I think I'll be moderately successful, but the thought of spending the rest of my life alone just grinding away is more than a little demoralizing.

>>28583342
Get some treatment, my friend. The iron pills gave me life again.

damn. kinda feeling the big sad today for some reason. i dont even know why. i just feel like i want to throw up, cry, and sleep.

>>28585343
Period?
You overslept or under slept

>>28585343
cheer up buttercup

Maybe you’re right, I shouldn’t be here. No, not maybe, I should NOT be here.

How is this thread still on page one?
Is this a game?

Oh hey everybody just got back from chruch
>>28586056
Dont go i love you

I got an N word pass then when I said the N word using my pass everyone still got angry at me, what the fuck is the point of the pass?

I love you baby girl

>>28586063
>Is this a game?
You of all anons certainly know that yes, it is a game.

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>>28583280
My crush doesn't have a girlfriend.

At least when I was a complete loser the anxiety, highs and lows, fear, and new experiences were something that kept me emotionally active
Now nothing phases me

Fuck this is such a weird fucking rabbithole and now you of all people are here what the actual fuck lmao

I'm trying really hard not to get manic

>>28586345
I'm in the depressive state and could use some mania

>>28586345
Why being manic is based

>>28586355
fuck please take mine lol i seriously don't want it I'm killing myself over here

>>28586357
I had a bad manic episode last week
It just elevated my pulse, I couldn't really sleep, and felt anxious
I didn't get any of the euphoria I'm used to

>>28579768
>>28579744
fucking nerd lmao

>>28586379
yeah that's what happened to me. I couldn't sleep and then had literal suicidal depression the next day while at work on no sleep. I can feel the euphoria creeping up though and the flight of thoughts but it makes me want to be sick

>>28586385
you shouldn't have summoned me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5wdXfoKPZF0

>>28586255
Still. FDS.

I hate when you ignore me and play around and chat with other people. Feels like you no longer love me and don’t want to interact. This on top of how avoidant you are and I want to fucking die.

>>28586497
: (

I really feel like i've never had anything, and yet I have everything.

It's like only when I accept that I have nothing I am free and in control. It's so strange.
It goes from the most intense loneliness and loss, I had a great friend and they've gone now.
To what I feel now, which is an almost euphoric sense of self, like nothing and no one has any effect on me aside from me, and my perception.

Maybe i've gone insane from grief and loneliness, but it's been like this since I was a child. And it's not like I had any friends then either, and when I did they'd just go.

>>28586497
don't worry, you're still loved <3

>>28580087
Brandon Foster?

>>28586530
Kinda weird how you respond to me at this time.

>>28586516
She won’t show it.

>>28586547
Damn bro, I feel ya.
I'm tired of giving my all though, i've been plenty patient, literally put my own needs aside only to have her throw me away when it suits her.
Fairweather or what? Sure seems like it to me.

>>28579628
how am i not good?
you don't know me

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>>28586497
I don't want to, but you chose this. This is what you wanted.

I'm honestly just kind of sad for them.

>>28586491
I don't know what that is

im not sure why people say male masturbators take a lot of cleanup i mean i clean mine like once a month its not a big deal as long as you just keep cumming in it it will never harden and it means you dont have to lube it the next time you use it seems like youre just creating your own problems

>>28586234
>Page two at 100 posts
Neat, what are we winning?
Also I need to talk to Freddie Highmore about an idea for Good Doctor where he has a tall dominant poly female character that has just as much blunt honesty as he does, maybe working in ems being a commanding badass. She hits on him, asks him out, and he's never had that.

I wish I could live in a community with no kids allowed that isn't just for elderly people. All of my bad neighbor problems involve children and it's not small stuff I mean actually menacing behavior but because they are kids nobody takes it seriously. I went from hating kids to not minding them back to hating them again after living here. I hate them so much I don't even leave candy out for trick o treaters anymore. One year I did and they smashed the bowl and left wrappers all over my lawn. What the fuck?
I fucking hate kids so much. Things they have done
>blocked my friend in from leaving until he paid them money
>ring doorbell and stand there blabbering shit in childenese
>ring doorbell and run away (some little bitch did this to me by herself which is weird because I thought that was more of a group prank..)
>tease my dogs through the fence
>scream at the top of their lungs
>ride their bikes in the parking lot even though we have sidewalks and they don't look before randomly darting out into the road
It's to the point if someone is at the store next to me playing with their baby super loudly like they want me to go oh what a cute baby or smile or something I will just blank them. 100% ignore them and mind my own business. The parent usually stops and looks at me in a pissed off way like why isn't this bitch cooing over my baby
Just because I'm a woman doesn't mean I give a fuck about your kid I actually hate your kid and think you should keep the brat to yourself

Sleep tight, fuckass.
I hope you have an awesome dream and wake up just before it reaches it's climax.

>>28579291
My mom used to love this show

Nothing FUCKING matters so WHY do I want to stay a virgin until marriage

>>28587049
cause you aint no got damn WHORE!
yourre a beautiful special little snowflake who deserves happiness. dont compromise in life bro. you only get to do this once depending on what you believe. i guess some people think they come back as animals or some shit but theyre probably pigeons or something i wouldnt think to hard about it.

I'm still living in regrets everyday, and can't stop thinking about what could have been.
I know it's not healthy to think that way, and should let go of the past and live in present, but I honestly can't stop thinking about the regrets in the past.
I don't even know how to deal with this.
If only I can just lose all my memories, I would probably be happier.

>>28587060
Thanks.
I told myself that if I don't lose my virginity by thirty I'm gonna either kill myself or buy myself two women to suck me off then kill myself. I long for a partner so much it's unreal but there are an uncountable amount of whores these days. I can't stand it, they look so good too.

I don't like you anymore, I will return when you are truly gone.

I hate my lil bros gfs for some reason they always rub me the wrong way. They take too much and don't show my family the proper respect. Like my brother dated a poor girl and the shit she mooched off my mom was insane. Like thousands of dollars worth of stuff. Also his new gf talks down to my mom in this womansplainy voice and my mom acts all demure and sucks up to her and it makes me sick. Like my mom was asking her about a super basic dish and she explained it to my mom like she was a small child and my mom was all wide eyed like uh huh uh huh. It just gives me a weird emotion. Like immense disgust. I was at lunch with them all the other day and it just pissed me off
My mom has this inferiority complex she thinks everyone is more refined and smarter than she is and I guess it just makes me mad when I see others reinforcing that or even if it seems to be the case. Also my brothers don't show my mom the proper respect either. They are rude to her, make fun of her, tell her certain clothes are ugly on her or she is too fat to wear them. I can't be 1/10 as honest as my lil bros or my mom would blow up at me lmfao. As the daughter I have to eat shit and be her emotional support animal but she's a demure suckup to my brothers and their gfs. I think having sons gives you brain damage genuinely

Zoomers keep calling my posts bait just because they don't like what I'm saying. It's the new trend. 3 years ago it was "kys" this and that, 2 years ago it was "who asked", 1 year ago it was "ok schizoposter", now it's just calling everything bait

>>28587236
Now that I think about it maybe the way I phrase stuff sounds like trolling because my "voice" is earnest without the put on too cool for school shit zoomers do in their posts. They even think punctuation will make them cringe. So when I make an honest and spirited post they feel threatened by my big personality their knee jerk response is to dismiss me

I am SO FUCKING MAD my dad let me grow up to be a feminine man. He shouldve rocked my shit growing up so I wouldnt have turned out such a failure.

>>28586905
Bruh youre going to get a dick fungus

i love you [in spanish]

>>28587402
I don't speak spanish

>>28587352
stop blaming your dad. go fix yourself instead of complaining

>>28587421
I think its too late, my personality is very feminine now

I am basically a PE coach for an elementary school that doesn’t have a PE coach so its fucking hard getting these Gen Alphas to do anything physical ahhh

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>>28575536
One day my parents were there, lots of joking, breezy relationship. The next day, they're gone. No chance of goodbye, just suddenly no more.

I knew this would happen eventually, I planned for it, but to have it hit like a light switch!

I wish I could have hugged them once more.

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You remind me of a younger version of myself, how terrifying. This is the fucking abyss. I'm seriously glad it never got that bad for me. Whew.

Ok fuck it, I need to get smashed tonight

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I'm sorry for getting weird right before you fell asleep. I want to treat you right.
Surely you understand as well as I that it's not an equal or fair arrangement, but even so, I want to mend you and complete you, not harm you.
And I don't want to end up lost like that either.
What scares me the most is that I'm still a little like that, just with all this inane drudgery piled on top that mutes it until I explode.
I want you to save me.
I was strong there for a little while, when I was forced to be. I have to do it again.
And I have to let go of this dumb shit.

my life is a failure. they really don't prepare you as a kid for the reality of this world. i fucked up my early adulthood, worked some stuff out but now i'm in my 30s, alone, lonely, disabled, taking care of my elderly parents though without that situation i wouldn't be able to afford a roof over my head. i haven't dated in years though i'm too ashamed to because i am nothing.

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And for you, I hope things turn out ok.
It makes me nostalgic for those stupid days.

ahah. I cried a little. god damn it I'm going to sleep

Sometimes when I'm feeling a certain type of way I'll open up notepad and just start typing, I never know what I'm gonna type but sometimes I just have to get things off of my chest and the best method is to write it down in notepad because I have no one to tell it to in real life. I'm doing that right now, I'm writing down my thoughts about an old best friend who I lost contact with, I've written about this friend easily over 5 times and yet the feelings about them keep coming back to me, I can't stop writing about this friendship I had.

I've tried reconnecting with them but it just isn't the same, we're still friendly with each other and as far as I know, he holds no ill will towards me, we're just different people now. Isn't crazy how someone can change over the span of 5 months? We didn't speak for 5 months and he's already moved on, made new friends, made new memories and has pretty much forgotten about me. I on the other hand haven't moved on, haven't made new friends, haven't made new memories and I never forgot about him. I didn't not do all of these things because the memory of him was holding me back or anything, I just never got around to it, he seemed to progress pretty quickly though.

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I sent a drunk-cringy message to gf last night and I regret it now

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HOA faggots fear the backyard pirate ship

>>28576567
Different anon here. If you feel you need to distance yourself to protect yourself, go ahead. Family cannot be chosen, but it does not mean you have to support them at all cost.
IF you feel there is potential for him to better himself, always have an open door for good behaviour (in your judgment) and immediately draw a line once he slides. No exceptions.

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I’m not ready for the sensory onslaught frens.

tfw never had a bf

>>28577360
Peanut oil?
Just ask to substitute it and jokingly tell them something along the lines of “unless you want to have to call an ambulance for me”. Servers know that shit like that often means fewer customers in the day, and as such, fewer tips.

Most kitchens can easily substitute that shit.

>>28588512
Why are you gay?

>>28587676
get those little fuckers some foam swords and just try to stop them old man

I want to get on my knees in front of you. I want to run my hands down your abdomen, along your legs, and back up to your waist. To slip under your shirt and feel how your skin mingles with mine as my hands trace your stomach. To reveal your bare skin to my eyes so that I can behold it'd beauty. So that I could kiss it. Rest my head upon it, and listen to the song of your heart beneath. Would I hear the same thing I saw in your eyes?

I suppose that's just something that isn't meant to be known...
Yet still I dream only of you...
Until next we meet.
In the land of sleep.
I will be waiting there.
Will you?

>>28579945
Have you talked to the women you chase about this? They may just be fearful of how that goes down because archaic societal rules typically tell men to assert themselves and women to be the ones waiting for men to make a move.
Talking to them and telling them that you’d like it for them to initiate something may free them as much as yourself.

I have given up

>>28589756
you dropped these

' n t

If we were to meet for the first time ever today, would things have turned out the same? I doubt it. You would probably take one look at me and laugh to your friends about me. I wouldn't blame you either but it would probably crush me.

>>28589803
That was wholesome, anon. You're part of the good people

I don't care!

You were the last person I wanted to hurt. I know all too well that there's nothing one can do to undo the damage once it has been done. The best thing that I can do for you is to leave you be. To not remind you of the pain. Bearing my own desires will be the punishment I must face.

I am truly sorry.

>>28587015
As if you never did anything cringe in your life so you pick and choose who to empathize with. Old people or even just the regular homeless population can be twice as worse, especially if you've ever worked a food service job. Everyone is shit and you choosing to take it out on humans that are just in their developing stage is peak antisocial behavior. Nobody wants to wipe your ass for you when you get weaker, because you suck.