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Get it off your chest.
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i want to build my own house for my gf and me like minecraft
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I shit blood
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>>27358432
what of my chest?
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It's too early for a new thread
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>talk to girl who pulls the whole "I don't want a relationship right now" card
>inevitably starts a relationship with someone else
>he's much uglier than me
I feel insulted 2bh
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>>27358640
Kek lmao
My guy it's your personality
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>>27358647
I know it's more about who is a better fit or whatever when it comes to these kind of things but cmon
I lost to a fatty
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>>27358649
Lmao kek get good.
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Why are you all like this I fucking hate you
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I know what u are doing.
I know you're watching me.
But I too am also watching you.
Waiting for your next moves.
I am ahead of you.
You wont win this.
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I don’t know what to do. Do I just leave the country I’m in to my home country and join the military as an officer? I can’t take my dog with me because my home country doesn’t consider the country I’m currently in a safe country to bring animals from. My mother is heavily against me joining the military as I’m her only son. I find that nothing fulfills me. I don’t know what to do with the rest of my life. I’m almost 23. Nothing engages me anymore. I’m too idealistic. I’m an INFJ. Sometimes I love being one but sometimes I hate being one because it’s a constant search for finding something that engages me, something that “satisfies” me.
What the heck am I even on this earth for? To be born, grow up, get a family, grow old, and die? Is that it?
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>>27358432
Her: I blocked you on GroupMe again.

Me: Why??? Is it because the news story was too dirty?

Her: Yeah just kinda weird.

Me: Aw well sorry for making you uncomfortable. Things tend to sound funnier in my head but come across poorly through text. I wish we could establish some boundaries on what we can talk about, since I don’t wanna be lame.

I ended up deleting what I said because I thought I sounded like a bitch.

Me: I deleted the last chats I sent because I didn’t like how I sounded. I’d like to communicate with you to find solutions so that we’re both happy. Did you really block me because of the story, or is it because of some deeper underlying issue that you don’t feel comfortable sharing?

What do I do? She doesn’t have my number or SnapChat blocked and she knows this, just my GroupChat account. How do I get her to open up?
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>>27358723
Get help: betterhelp
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I used to be optimistic about this but reality speaks for itself, I'm fucked. I've severe anxiety issues, I tried to go to therapy for it but because I sleep so much and I can't sleep at night so I stay up late, I was exhausted going into therapy so I would struggle to even pay attention to get anything out of it, so I was told to just go and see a sleep specialist, address my sleeping issues and then resume therapy when I'm better. I asked for a referral to a sleep specialist but they responded with essentially saying they can't even put me on the waiting list and that I should try therapy... in therapy I learned I might have whats called "complex ptsd" so I wanted to see a psychiatrist about it, got a referral in March, still no response, all they told my doctor is to continue trying antidepressants with me. I've been trying out antidepressants for a better part of the year now, none worked or had too severe side effects and in the end they just made me put on a lot of weight, I don't fit my clothes anymore it got that bad and exercise only makes my weight stabilize but not lose anything and I'm already cutting out too much out of my diet and spending too much time exercising. Today I went to the doctor to change the antidepressants again and he told me I tried all of them at this point and I only have 1 type left to try and he literally said "after that I can't help you". So after 6 types, I'm guessing this one won't work either, so I'm pretty much fucked and noone is taking me seriously and they just fuck me off from one person to another and I get no further...

It wouldn't bother me so much if it wasn't for the fact that as it stands, I can't hold a job because of high stress levels, my mood isn't stable so I keep shifting between irritable and depressed, I sleep for way too long, or I wake up in the middle of the night, then feel like shit for the rest of the day, I can't socialize, I keep gaining weight and I've almost no motivation left...
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Got two posts.
First, STOP TALKING TO ME. IF I WANTED TO TALK TO YOU I WOULD HAVE DONE SO
WHY DO PEOPLE NOT GET THIS SHIT
Second,
>enterpuenship class
>we have to come up with a startup idea
>except, we have to do it under this specific as fuck conditions
Guess waht? Everyone is uncreative fucks. Nobody gives a shit about COVID-19 or (((mobility))) (which is a social issue I keep seeing more and more of, that at this point I just suspect it's a pysop for something, not sure what)
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>wake up
>there's a dead cricket smeared on my shoulder

Wtf man
I mean sure I probably rolled over it in my sleep like a fairy tale giant but still

Fucking crickets
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>>27358432
I haven’t been doing well mentally. I am 27 and want away from my family but don’t make enough money to leave and if I find a place then I will have to spend all my fucking income on rent and never be able to leave that situation.

I can’t afford university so don’t know what to do, and no I do not want fucking trade school, that won’t help me get a job where I can leave Canada. I want to leave Canada and not set foot in this fucking country again.

I need help, apparently I am not fast enough for my retail job either. What do these people want? What even are these people?

A woman I had sex with recently who I talk to is 26. She was from the Philippines but lived on her own in Japan and all this shit and I never left my fucking grandparents basement and got so depressed I didn’t brush my teeth for years.

My parents advice doesn’t work, my grandparents advice doesn’t work, nothing works but I want these cunts to just die already, please. They’re abusive fuckers and my mental is shot right now.
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>>27358872
I constantly am worried they’ll break down the door because I have no privacy.

I tell my manager give me five days because I can handle it and it will help bring my pick rate up for items.

My physical health is fucked because I cannot stay away from my vices. I don’t drink or smoke anymore and have not for years. I want out of Canada. I want to get an education and move somewhere else, I hate you White pieces of shit and you fucking blacks and everyone else. I hate you. In the words of Richard Jordan, I can’t take this shit no more. Even sex doesn’t help me. How dare you people treat me like this when I just wanted to help people who were White trash like me get out of their bad life situation. I tried to help people, I paid their rent, I did everything I could to try and help them not suffer and now nobody is there for me. Fuck you.
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>>27358852
Reading thorough everyone's pitches, I'm kinda worried.
The bike pitches, AKA the only ones I thought were good, had a 2/3 ratio of girls to boys. Makes me worried that biking is girl sport, at least in my class...
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If you hadn't got involved with your idiot friend and their idiotic problems you'd probably be fine right now. It's your own fault that you're miserable and frankly I don't give a shit how you feel. I'm sick of giving a shit and I'm not letting you drag me down with you, like you usually do.

You're not even going to do anything serious, so why should I care?

Maybe you should do something serious. It would make life easier for all of us.
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>>27358854
Yay :)
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man I really been fucking up
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>>27358432
I want to have sex with my roommate so bad, in spite of already having a girlfriend. I'm not doing anything to favor that outcome, but FUCK, if she's making an insinuation of wanting to bang I don't think I'll be able to resist. I just want to fuck her sensless and breed her, and I can't think about any other thing when she's around me. What the fuck am I suppose to do? It's primal, I feel like a stupid animal.
>Why don't you breed your girlfriend
It's not the same anymore. I love her, and sex is nice, but the passion is not there anymore. It's more like a bonding moment rather than a filthy nasty moment of lust and passion.
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>>27358991
Filthy sick fuck
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>>27358741
>Am I on Earth to reproduce and die?
Yes, technically.
>Is that it?
Not really, no. You see, Ivan... for most forms of life on this planet, it's just that: you eat, you fuck, you die.
But not for you.
You are a human, you are nature's most special creature, because you get to choose. You can act like the animal nature expects you to be, or you can create your own path in life. Get a whole different goal, one tailored by yourself for yourself.
That freedom of election can be a blessing and a curse. Choosing is hard, but you gotta do it regardless. Live. Or die, in the end it won't matter to no one but you (and your mom, I guess).
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>>27359008
Nothing is gonna happen. I guess I'm just sexually unsatisfied, I should probably talk with my girlfriend about it.
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I don't know which is more unusual, me being an insane person in a normal world or me being normal person in an insane world.
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You’re intentionally naïve & you crave external validation. This makes you a liability. I would be out of my mind to trust you completely. Which is weird, because you’re like a 5/10 but you’ve had your head gassed up from getting tossed around on online dating. You bought your own hype, “all these men want me” meme, when in truth most men are undiscerning whores who would fuck an old mop if they thought it was flirting.

You’re a good fit for what I need right now, but if you keep running shit tests I’m out.
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>>27359172
That sucks, communicate with her easy.
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I want to focus on what I'm supposed to be doing but I can't
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>>27359026
Thank you anon.
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>>27359197
Also, don't go to war. Fuck those oligharcs, you don't have to die just because some old rich asshole wants easy acces oil. Love your mother, and do something better with your life.
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should i try to ask out a barista or is that never a good idea
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I had casual sex for a few months earlier this year but I got tired of that

I just want a gf bros
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>>27359245
Yeah yeah go for it, fingers crossed
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>>27359172
just so you know, women don't just run shit tests for fun.. she either wants to know if you guys are really a match or if you're really feelin her. you have to realize lots of men were probably complete jackasses to her in the past
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i want to talk to some girls in my class but i don't know what you're supposed to talk about with girls?
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Holy shit that was a hard, barbed, jagged booger. Glad it's out of there.
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I feel that learning to be a man is really about shedding off any childhood naivete, and approaching the world not for what you want it to be, but what it actually is. Men have to be strong because the world is tough, and your 20s is so hard for young dudes because you're finally being treated like a man, which means being expected to know stuff, and if you don't you're just gonna suffer.

I believe this is why poor guys tend to mature a lot quicker, while wealthier guys have a sort of innocence and immaturity about them even in their 20s and 30s. The more bullshit you deal with in life, the more independent and masculine you need to become to overcome it.
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>>27358432
No matter what I do I will never be a man. I will never be taller and I will never have a big dick. I will always be short and small and weak. I hate my parents for bringing me into this world just to suffer every single day
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>>27359172
Oh I sure hope she finds out what a despicable person you are before it's too late.
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idk kinda not interested in seeing him again, i don't want to waste both of our time, but like he already bought the plane ticket and shit. im stressed and annoyed
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>>27359311
cancel it.
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>>27359311
Jesus you're a fucked up type of woman, don't lead him on tf is wrong with you
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>>27359309
Work on your personality/character. If you don't then you'll be miserable forever. Good interesting short, small-dicked guy can be hot. A short shithead misogynistic idiot with a small dick will never have a gf.
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>>27359317
people change their mind you fucking creepy ass control freak
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>>27359317
how am i leading him on? i was feeling him at first but now i think i am setting my standards way too damn low. hes the one that randomly bought the damn ticket. he is just not a right fit mentally and physically and i don't think there's anything wrong with me coming to terms with that. leading him on, anon, would be me letting him come here and meet my entire fucking family. not in the mood for ur projecting shit rn
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>>27359335
I'm not a control freak, you're projecting
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>>27359335
this. thanks bb
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I am so scared of being acused of sexual abuse, assault or contact. That a woman literally has to take the initiative in the situation.

A woman a few weeks ago spent 12 hours telling me to ask for nudes before i asked because i was afraid of being accused
A woman i was involved with a few months ago had to aggressively tell me to fuck her before i could stop being defensive about being accused

it makes me seem really awkward in these situations, but im just scared.
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>>27359342
nah, dude, you're the one projecting. i literally just changed my perspective about this person and you're assuming the worst because you're an idiot with a male pea sized brain
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>>27359328
>Good interesting short, small-dicked guy can be hot
Totally not true but thanks. Im not a misogynist, I dont blame women for not desiring me and I dont blame my gf for thinking I am a loser. Its just how it is, I am upset that life is like this for me but I dont necessarily blame anyone for seeing me for who I am.

Idk what to change about my personality too. I am pretty outgoing, kind, and I think pretty funny. I am super insecure about being a nerd though. Idk this shit sucks, I wish I could be a big strong man but it will literally never happen I will always be a tiny weak nerd loser.
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>>27359345
kek you're cucking him no wonder ffs you people are scum
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>>27358723
You never have a clue what I'm doing LOL

This is why I do what I do, only intelligent people get it.
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>>27359352
Why do you think your gf thinks you're a loser? I was madly in love with a short guy once.
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>>27359352
If being manly is so important to you, why don't you become a short king? Hit the gym, pussy. Be a strong manlet. Wolverine is one, Jason Statham is one. As for your dick size, well, tough luck. I do gotta say tho, a woman's cunt is made to accomodate any kind of size, so I wouldn't stress that much with that unless you're like 3 inches or some shit.
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>>27359380
She makes fun of me and do that sort of thing where she lies to me to make me feel better. Ik she sees me as a safe non-threatening easy partner to just run over

>>27359383
>Hit the gym, pussy. Be a strong manlet
Yea so I can be like picrel

>Wolverine is one, Jason Statham is one.
Be an attractive movie star, didnt think of that thanks

>As for your dick size, well, tough luck
Yea man its ruined any chance I could have ever had at a good love life. I have even been laughed at by potential partners before about it. Life is cruel
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>>27359399
Anon, I'm 100% possitive the manlet from your picture scores more than you.
What lenght does your dick have? It can't be that small.
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>>27359412
Oh he certainly does lol. My dick is like 4", it gets closer to 5" if I am really aroused. My gf doesnt mind, but she also doesnt like sex so yea
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>>27359416
>4 inches, closer to 5
So around 12 cms, good. What about girth?
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>>27359213
Idk man. I don’t find anything else in life that could fulfill me like joining the Army as an officer. I’m not in it for the patriotism or in the prospect of going to war. I want to join for the self discipline, the skills I’d learn, and I just love being in a band of brothers essentially. I can’t find this anywhere where I am in the civilian world, and I definitely won’t find it in my engineering profession. Id be joining as an officer, so I’d get good career progression and benefits.
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>>27359429
About 4-5" there too. I have a pencil dick. I never stood a fucking chance lol, short with a small thin dick
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>see threads in int talking about current events
>make a thread
>deleted
>banned for making thread
>thread about butts is still up

is this fucking serious
it's like reddit at this point
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>>27359437
You have a very narrow minded approach to what manfood represents. I'm sorry for your crippling complex, and know that there is no one in this world who is more spiteful towards you than yourself.
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>>27359447
Nigger, your dick is fine. Average, for sure, but not still useful. But I guess you're here just to fucking complain, not to get advice or help.
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>>27359449
They're kinda funny but also gay and people get butthurt there.
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>>27359460
but still useful*
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>>27359460
Well this is the "get off your chest" thread, so I did initially have the intention of just yelling into the void. But thanks for your support anyway, however, that one girl years ago who laughed at my dick has destroyed any possibility of me ever not hating my body. Its kinda funny shes out there living her life having no clue that she has ruined my self esteem for at least 4 years. I need fucking therapy lmfao
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I know that I am ugly, every photo of me is ugly as fuck, I was ignored and bullied by most people, yet men won't stop hitting on me, harassing me, falling in "love" with me, wanting to date or fuck me (according to their words)

I know that men will fuck anyone but I literally feel like I am being mindfucked with all the compliments, like they think my self esteem is low so they can call my beautiful, pretty, hot all they want and I should just fold. Then they start negging me like leave me the fuck alone. My body is actually nice, I am in shape, and have an hourglass figure, average height, not flat chested or flat assed, just a pretty mediocre face. I can never tell if someone is genuine, I trust no one!
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>>27359469
why do you use a name here?
btw here was my controversial thread
go compare to the actual threads now
I fucking always get banned on that board for literally nothing, yet people harass me on this site a lot ;;;
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>>27359475
You don't put yourself out there?
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>>27359455
Okay? You have a good one man.
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>>27359501
Okay I will talk normal now, but I have taken chances now and then, and it hasn't really gone well for me. I have trust issues from childhood betrayal and abuse, I grew and learned from it, but still always keep people at arms length even when I let them in my life.
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what do you like to do in your free time?
i've spent the last couple of years living only to work and have 0 hobbies and little interests, i just scroll
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Didn't hit my reading quota today, feel like shit
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>>27359528
draw, code, graphic design, make music, play music, sing, dance, pilates, sports, bake, travel, dream about traveling, beauty regime, walk, bike ride, read, write, study languages, learn something, shitpost
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I think I am slowly growing tired from my "friends" who like to keep secrets and avoid meeting up. You know what, maybe I'll finally get out and look for a gf. I may be a crazy manlet, but at least I have my life in order. It can't end worse than rejection if I go about this in a clever way. There's no use in waiting.
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>>27359540
that's a lot of them, do you really find the time to do all of these or they're only suggestion? i'm kinda jealous lol, nice anon
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I'm sorry if I hurt you (to someone good).
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Why do I do this to myself?
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>>27359607
it's like a rotation of whatever I feel like doing, the most consistent ones are pilates and dance, sometimes I end up taking breaks for a while, but pick it back up later. I always dance and do pilates, for my health, and sing because I love it
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Stupidly optimistic about other people, horrendously pessimistic about myself
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>>27358432
I dont regret pimping out my ex girlfriend just so i could afford my liquor and heroin money.
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>>27359716
sounds very comfy, glad for you
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I genuinely love him. HOW THE FUCK DID THIS HAPPEN?
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>>27359626
Not forgotten nor forgiven
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I'm a university advisor/tutor and I can visibly see how much stupider the current generation of 18-20 year olds is compared to 10 years ago or even just 5 years ago. It's really fucking bad and I dread the societal consequences incoming.
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>>27359878
i'm a filthy janny for my alma mater's subreddit and the amount of dumb emo confessional-style posts has skyrocketed the past couple years. used to be just people discussing classes and professors and departments, now it's lots of weird shit like "bruh my chem TA kinda fire ngl [skull emoji]" and it getting upvoted.
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>>27359893
Yea but youre the jannie for a college subreddit
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I feel so much envy and hatred towards artistically gifted people that I can no longer enjoy a work of art without feeling ashamed of myself and wishing death upon its creators.
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That poignant moment you realize your little sister has armpit hair. Any bros can relate?
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>>27359976
You didn't know girls have armpit hair?
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love is not productive
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>>27360014
Waging is
Reading is
Hiking is
Pooping is
Cleaning is
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>>27359860
congratz
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I'm trying not to be sad about my life.

I don't know what I should do. I left work early today because of these feelings. Work...the thing that keeps me technically normal. I have extreme social anxiety and I badly want friends. There are a few people I talk to online, but they don't like it when I'm unhappy so I'm typing all this here. But that doesn't make them friends.

I don't see how normies do it. Considering buying more things meant to decrease anxiety. But none have worked consistently so far. I want charisma.
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Shit ass fuck nipple
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I had a rough upbringing. Single mom who was into drugs and had a bunch of boyfriends who'd beat the shit out of me. I'd bounce in and out of foster care or group homes or other facilities till i hit 18, and not having anywhere better to go, i joined the Marines. As a defense mechanism i created an alter ego, he's mean and he's violent, and he's brutal. It served me well, it let me survive a bunch of bullshit and the aggression actually got me success in my career and with women. he's a constant voice in the back of my head telling me to do fucked up and selfish things and its really hard to not listen to those thoughts because those thoughts helped me survive and i even got rewarded for listening to them. now its costing me relationships with people i really love and care about because i can't turn him off. i feel like i need to be that guy to survive and get things done but its making me and the people around me miserable. i want to be warm and affectionate and give people love and kindness but that voice in the back of my head just keeps calling me a pussy and tells me to do it the other way.
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>>27359353
no one's getting cucked tf
your view is extremely cringe

imagine thinking women aren't allowed to change their minds / realize when someone just isn't right for them.
he hasn't even asked me to be his gf yet, he just wants to get his dick wet and i'm not pleased with the idea of introducing him to my folks when i see 0 future with him.
get a grip on reality, not everything is meant to be
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my real sweetheart must've gotten a job..? cheers anons wagmi
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Friends basically "trapped me" in North America.
Said there would be "unlimited Snow Queens" to date, but 97% of them are straight up racist towards Indian bros.
Maybe Europe is better.. definitely the UK
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>>27360180
Try meditation
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I love you
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>>27360006
Not the point. Everything is the same except my little sister’s hairy pits reminding me that it won’t be for much longer.
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>>27360295
I love you
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>>27360288
Uh no it wont be better. Dating in the west sucks even if youre white but especially if you arent
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>>27360327
>>27360295
gtfo
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There's a girl I'm into but honestly I'm so uncertain of going after her, I've been through a lot and I don't think I'm that good of a person I don't want to screw things up
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>>27360374
Just go for it, you'll be fine
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i let my success with women in the 5-7/10 range get to my head. the difficulty spike with 8s and 9s is fucking insane, their wish-list for a guy's traits suddenly quadruples in length.
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Respectfully, you don't look like a BBW. Don't get it twisted, though. I like fat girls but you're not doing it for me, so you're not fat. Get those three letters out of your bio. For fuck's sake that's a porn category.
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I'm so fucking sick and tired of games using the battle pass system. Every single f2p game and even some $60 games have it. It's monotonous and most of the time the majority of the stuff in them is stuff I don't want.
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>become good friends with a girl
>don't see the logic in asking her out - I don't have any friends
>kinda saw myself like >>27360374
>she did actually like me
>I blunder it
>we cannot stay friends because we like each other
>I can't hang out in that social circle anymore

to the other anon just go for it and at least try, I must now sit and take responsibility for being passive af with a girl and ruining my golden opportunities
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Lump sat alone in a boggy marsh
Totally motionless except for her heart
Mud flowed up into lump's pyjammas
She totally confused all the passing piranhas
She's lump she's lump
She's in my head
She's lump she's lump she's lump
She might be dead
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meh, you can't kill me, keep trying though hahahaha
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>>27360458
You're such a loser lolol
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death is what I seek
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Lump lingered last in line for brains
And the ones she got were sorta rotten and insane
Small thing's so sad that birds could land
Is lump fast asleep or rockin' out with the band?
She's lump she's lump
She's in my head
She's lump she's lump she's lump
She might be dead
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Back again. Interacting with everyone except me. Ha. Great! Love it!
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>>27360629
I’ll interact with you
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>>27360632
This isn't here.
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>>27360650
Where is it
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Oh shit
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>>27360654
Neither here nor there
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>>27359537
what book are you reading?
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Going straight from NEET to business professional is extremely jarring; I hope this becomes easier.
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>>27360702
Congrats man, you’ll figure it out. Maybe do cocaine.
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I dated this girl for all of august and she broke things off the first week of September. On our 4th and last date she spent the night and I went down on her. We talked about sexual history and interests on the 2nd and 3rd dates and in the heat of the moment I just went down on her without asking. We held hands while I ate her out and when I was fingering her while laying next to her she was kissing me harder than ever before. I thought she was into it but now I feel bad that I didn't get her verbal consent and am wondering if that was another of many reasons why she broke things off.
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im never reaching out tho babe, especially if you keep wasting time with that chub girl. sorry for judging tho maybe ur just practicing talking to women hmm
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>>27360654
A server. It doesn't matter. I'm just in the void.
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>>27360458
Keep going
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>>27360730
Don't start questioning everything about yourself because a girl rejected you.
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>>27360458
i know this feel. the difficulty curve is exponential.
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Hey is it a bad idea for a woman to go to a night club alone? I may be entering a midlife crisis and I have no friends.
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Do you seriously think I don't already know? Like I see what you're doing but I wonder how you could be that stupid to think you'd fool anyone. It's trippy actually.
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>>27360763
are you trying to get men to hit on you or do you just want to go to a night club?

night clubs are mostly for twenty somethings, unless you are looking for some young stuff to give you a ONS (and possibly an STD) there are other venues for women your age.
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>>27360765
Don't know what?
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>>27360777
Having a ONS with a younger man would be nice, but I’m not expecting it. I just never went to clubs except for on like one or two occasions when I was young, and I think I wanna dance.
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>>27360798
I'd try to find a wingwoman, especially if you're drinking. if you do go alone, talk to the bouncer and the bartender, get their names, and tell them you're there by yourself and to play along like they know you if some dude starts to creep on you. if anyone asks if you are there by yourself, you point over to the bouncer and wave and say "no i just wanted to stop in and say hi to my friend BEATYOURASS". take an uber right up to the door.

i did the club scene a quite a bit in my twenties and women there by themselves stand out, you are a kinda a target for guys looking for an easy lay.
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>>27358432
i watched mulholland drive, didn't understand anything, looked up what's going on online and now explain the movie like a smartass to people i talked into watching it
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This sucks, now that my mental health is improving I'm not as content to sit at home and never speak to anyone as I used to be.
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Women have it too easy when it comes to dressing goth and I’m done being quiet about it. All they have to do is throw on black denim booty shorts with fishnets and a black t-shirt, maybe paint their nails black and throw on a little eyeliner, and they’re done, they can call it a day. They don’t even get judged for going out in public like that. For a guy, throwing on black jeans and a black tee isn’t good enough, people will see you and think nothing of it, you might as well be wearing normie clothes, and if you DO put on black nail polish and/or eyeliner, you get weird looks from almost everyone and people think you’re a fag. It’s bullshit!
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I don't really feel like I enjoy anything anymore.
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>>27360965
Depression
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I really am just so tired of being ignored. I have no idea what changed and if we weren't in the same social space I'd break up, if only to spare myself from worrying about how you feel all the time.
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I’m not the op but I saw this post and felt bad for him. Can someone help him/her?

>>27360943
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>>27360824
That’s nice
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I realize that even if we had worked out, a real relationship wouldn't be sustainable between us. You'll never get your shit together for anyone's sake, not even your own.

I digress, I was a plague on you and I don't deserve your time anyway. Even though this is the hardest and most gut-wrenching goodbye of my life, I'll always cherish the time I spent with you. The days I first met with you and W are some of my happiest memories, and I'll carry them with me for as long as I live.
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>>27360965
Same.
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Are you willing to wait for us naturally meeting each other again?
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I think about killing myself everyday but deep down I don't want to die. I just want a better life
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Sometimes I take the time to think deep thoughts about your genitalia
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>>27360777
Everyone at the local Emo Night is in their 30s and 40s
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>>27360288
Instead, you must let an American man suck on your penis, when you can not get the love of an American woman. A good American man will suck on your penis and masturbate you!
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hey neo stop wasting my time desu thanks
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>>27359347
It's a reasonable fear, and sad so many people are dismissive of such a realistic fear.
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>>27361049
>Emo Night is in their 30s and 40s
thanks for reminding me how old i am.
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>>27361010
Cops
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>>27361033
Yes
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>>27361076
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KQokLmBJb6M
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To this day I still have a mental breakdown over how MTV canceled Shannara Chronicles. At least that show got an ending.
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>>27361033
Always
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>>27361095
;_; sad song
I miss my person. Time to cry...
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>>27358432
I am sad because of AI art. I am not artist myself so this should benefit me, but also feel conflicted that even the human condition can be automated.

I also feel bad for my sister she has started to draw digital art, she still doesn't know it but her hard work might be in vain, maybe she'd take it better than I expect.

I am not an AGI Skynet type of guy, I don't even think Compositionality can be achieved, specially not by Big Data companies but that doesn't mean that in the process many creatives skills just are dismiss as pointless.
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I am so sick of self help gurus, man-o-sphere, clean your room, Blue/Red/Black pill, shit. All I fucking wanted to do is settle down, have a few kids, grow old, have grand kids and die. But NOOOooooOOOooooOOOo. The whole system had to collapse and now you have to have 15% body fat, make six figures, be self aware, go to therapy, and be the perfect man to just have a relationship. Modernity is fucking lame.
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>>27361114
No it didn't
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>never had gf and virgin but have good face and body
>decide to go on multiple dating apps and go on hook up subreddits in my area all simultaneously
>meet and lose virginity to femboy I met on reddit, don't tell him I was virgin either
>end up going on dates with an actual girl I met through the dating apps and we hit it off
what the fuck have I done
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It's a weird situation. I've been working shit jobs for the past half decade, but I'm finally in a spot where multiple companies are interested in me for a salaried technical position. (One I easily could have done half a decade ago anyway, but of course I got hit with the whole "need experience to get experience" wall.)

I was pretty convinced I was absolutely gonna leave my current job, but after today I'm not sure. Like, if I could get the salary and perks these other companies are offering at my current job, I might actually stay. But I also kinda hate living in my city, and these other companies have offices in other cities that I might be able to move to if I work for them for a year. I'm still leaning towards leaving, but it wasn't supposed to be this hard of a decision.
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>>27361172
Became an interesting person with a funny story to tell your bros after you have too many beers.
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I never felt so fucking lonely.

I dumped my toxic junkie ex cause she cheated with another junkie.

I lost all my friends cause il stopped using dope

I started goin to the gym, reading books, eating healthy (almost everyday), doing music, cleaning my shitty appartment.

But i have to deal alone with my life, i aint got no family since my mother told me to fuck off her life because i'm half a fag.

I have to deal alone about my rape, i have to heal from that shit alone, with no help


i have to finish school, make money, pass my driver liscence (costy as hell in this country), get a fucking life.

But all i want to do is to die.
There is nobody i met, even the nearest friends who i trully believe are close to me.

I want to die
To fucking disapear.
There's no place for me in this hell.
There s no place for fags like me.

I'm sober but i still want to die.
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Why couldn't you just keep what we had? I loved you. You said you loved me. You wanted to plan with me. Then it all collapsed because you shut me out. I'm through chatting with you. I'm through seeing you have fun with other people. You don't care about me so I need to stop caring about you.

But fuck me if it doesn't hurt.
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>>27361160
>>27361149
Let's go back to have a farm and have the sun shine over us.
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>>27361149
Art isn't just about making a pretty picture. Anyone can learn to do that. Good art pushes society in to new concepts. It makes us see what we are differently. An AI can't really do that it can just create based on existing art. It can't create new styles and concepts.
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In my defense, I crushed on someone who's trans in mopeds that I knew, she was so cute. That's when I came back from Baltimore and that rally, and sat at home with a case of beer. Drinking and staring at the wall and got drunk enough to admit it to myself that the door swung both ways. I mean, you can't just crush on someone like that and not admit that your sexuality might be a bit different than you thought.
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I'm faaaaling in looooove agaaaaain
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Old habits die hard
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>>27361260
Lucky.
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>>27361264
meh
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i think my mom is cheating on my dad
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>>27361239
Yeah, I get that part. Many that are using AI art right are just using it as a toy.

If I am being honest, maybe I just exaggerating. Maybe my lil sis is okay with being a hobbiest.

One thing for sure(and sorry to extend myself), I've seen on twitter how AI enthusiast are talking that thanks to the AI a renassaice on digital art, vidya and movies is coming. But mostly likely AI is just gonna make harder for good projects to be noticed by anyone.
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I hard ignored everyone at work today because I'm sick of people. I feel like I need to protest humanity because I'm tired of being misunderstood and taken for granted. One guy called me an asshole, another chick came up and asked if I was okay thus proving that they all talk behind my back.
I felt a sense of relief that I was able to keep them at bay most of the day but afterwards I felt like I had been mean. This is just another one of my attempts to force myself to be as selfish as everyone seems in my point of view.
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Idk if I should break up with my gf or not. Been 9 months. I hate when she doubts me, like I'd tell her I love her she'd doubt it. Now I'm insisiting I want to move in to her place and she doubts it, thinks its too much for me that I'm not comfortable. We work together and I swear 100% of our fights are at work, no where else and she thinks its a bad indicator of the future. she starts the fights too by being jealous or today she was making fun of me. Maybe its time to end it and just accept being alone.
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Keep fantasizing about waking up one day as a hot girl.
Nothing in my life changes except for that.
I then think about how i'd have to adjust, the shit i'd have to go through.
But never sex, or romance, and if romance always something that fails.
She is a parallel life to mine that is in some ways happier than me, but that makes no sense.
She experiences as many negative and positive things as i do, only difference is she is "feminine" hot and i am not.
Sometimes i skip the foreplay part and she is just a normal person who is like that, recently it's been mostly that.
Sometimes i imagine talking with her, instead of just thinking alone. She's my way to force a new perspective. She thinks differently from me, but still has the same logic loop.
I don't know what to think about her anymore, it's not even dysphoria, just escapism.
I don't want to lose her, she helps me stay happy. She's not even a "schizo gf" or whatever, she is me, a different me.
I feel like i would lose something if i lost her
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>>27361312
Yikes
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Some days I hear literally no noise from my upstairs neighbors, other days I hear multiple voices talking clearly. Its fucking weird, sounds like various ethnicities day to day (not that there's anything wrong with that!!) everyone once and a while I hear them blasting Nickleback and some days its gangster rap
Do extroverts really?
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i feel like i have to entertain you over text to keep you interested
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>>27361417
grow a pair
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>>27361433
yup, need more activities than checking my phone constantly
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Boyfriend I live with decided he was going to fly out of state on family business tomorrow without telling me until about two hours ago. No, it's not an emergency. It was a planned trip he knew about for months he didn't tell me about. Also, I wasn't invited. He'll be gone for a week.

Trying not to be upset about it, but I am. Not even angry, either. Just sad. Going to be in this house by myself with no prior notice.
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>>27361337
same anon here. any advice to know what is going on? We've agreed to separate ourselves at work and try to see what happens this weekend... I've just got bad vibes. Her point of view is always negative and she forgets what she just said. I see it as just working together as the only problem since its not a place to talk about our issues etc, but when we talk about things she never thinks positively and yet she claims "she loves me more"
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>>27361312
I wish she were cheating on him with me. I always wanted to be a homewrecker, loved by married women and the greatest fear of every psychotic and possessive husband.
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I'm gonna electrical shock your penis and then jack you off!
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Some people are obseriving your pee pee
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Help! There's a masturbator in the pig pen harassing the women!
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>>27360823
Thanks for the tips
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>>27361049
Guess i should find me one of those then
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They began injecting orange juice into my prostate with a syringe through my anus. It was a developmental experience for me.
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I see the S.A.D. is hitting
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>>27358432
Good insult for this person who doesn’t have a job?
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>>27361719
You can't be just a community or just be an individual. It's not possible to your survival. And being right wing or left wing does not exclude you from being in a community or being an individual.
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I think Werewolf of Fever Swamp was the spookiest episode of Goosebumps.
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I want to kiss men (you)
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>>27361779
S-so sudden!
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>in insane physical pain right now
>lonely and crying
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>>27361795
A rare day
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I love myself but I hate the me that everyone else seems to see
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>>27361779
Kys fag
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>>27361818
Dont hate me because Im happy and cute hater!
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Lump was limp and lonely and needed a shove
Lump slipped on a kiss and tumbled into love
She spent her twenties between the sheets
Life limped along at subsonic speeds
She's lump she's lump
She's in my head
She's lump she's lump she's lump
She might be dead
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My feet hurt
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>>27358432
I think I'm addicted to writing comments and forum posts and shit anons. It's like this release I get through expressing myself that stems from a fundamental lack of clear humanity I feel with the people in my real life. Like there's this bubbling passion and anger at everything stemming from deep seeded trauma that I can't let go of, I'm only able to vent it off through the luxury of anonymity that the internet gives me. I want to scream at the heavens and have god shout back at me but yet I'm confined to refreshing my tabs on 4chan and checking my inbox over and over for some feeble crumbs of interaction I can get from my fellow mortals.

I see these faggot youtubers and streamers sitting on their high thrones of clout and I'm honestly so jealous of it. The things I would say if I was in their possession, they could shake the very earth with their positions and yet they allow themselves to wallow in their own self contained pools of placid mediocrity. One of these days anons..
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>>27361890
Likewise
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>>27361890
That’s nice
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>>27361873
Good
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I want a gf but I don't want to take time out of my day to make new friends for its own sake or as an intermediate step to meeting women. It's not that I dislike people. I *like* people. But every day after work, I go to the gym. Then I need time to cook and clean and time to work on my goals (reading, LSAT study, etc). I don't want to take time out of my schedule to go to less appealing events with strangers I usually fail to connect with in the hopes someone knows someone who knows someone and they'll introduce me 3 years down the road. I have a few good friends, but all live far away. It's so frustrating that people assume I'm a broken, boring wreck whenever I vent. I'm a responsible and accomplished person, but I'm just a little too offbeat fit in as more than a background character in most settings and I'd usually rather be doing my thing anyway. I'm sick of being treated like I don't deserve companionship for liking and doing things a certain way.
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>>27361921
Lick them
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What do you truly feel about me?
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>>27361962
Fren
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>>27361949
No you sicko
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>>27361987
Then frig off!
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my farts are so obnoxiously rancid
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>>27361993
Lmao get good
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>>27361997
I miss my babe’s farts
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I don't really know what to do to feel better anymore. I am fit, I have many friends, I talk to women often, I study, I try to stick to a routine and groom myself well, but I still can't help but feel lonely as soon as I am by myself. It's like I am another person. When I'm at Uni with my friends I am outgoing, I feel great and I am having fun, but when I get home I want to die. It's been like this for 5+ years and I don't know how to fix it. I depend too much on social interaction to be happy.
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>>27362000
Frig off sexy
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I don't want to get older, I want to get younger
I want to be a grad student again, I want to be a freshman again, I want to be a high schooler, I want to be in middle school, elementary school, preschool, infancy. I want reincarnation. I want every friend, I want to play every sport, I want to have a childhood everywhere. I can't accept that this life is all I got
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Dating a girl who is a mother but the child lives far away with the dad. We are 30s. I am a late bloomer, loner for most of life. She has been in a lot of relationships at least compared to me. Things have developed quickly. I know she is still in contact with an ex.

I want to kill myself. I don't feel like I can ever find a woman who will be completely mine. I think this woman is a good person and I can trust her mostly, but she will never love me. She has already given her love to others. If anything I will just be tolerated because I'm the best option at the time. I wanted to kill myself when I was alone for years and years, and now I want to kill myself just as much but for different reasons.
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>>27359482
>>27359449
go to /pol/ if you want to discuss that shit retard, /int/ is not /pol2/
>>>/int/rules/3
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>>27361417
It's not entertain, it's communication. I just like to hear from you.
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I miss everything about you but you’re crazy
It’s endearing, though.
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>>27362055
How am I crazy?
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>>27362060
Not you! L. Although you’re crazy, too. (The GIOYC schizo’s law)
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Just how many of us browse here?
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At least 87
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I miss fucking you and asking you if you were my slave and you'd say yes and start cumming. I miss my slave. THIS is very upsetting.
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>>27362105
And like that the master has become the slave.
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>>27362114
The power of copulin
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not really sure i can date a man who cuts the crusts off his sandwiches
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>>27362105
Initials?
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>>27362114
No. She was my slave. She could never conquer me the way I conquered her. she can upset or hurt me by not being my slave anymore, but that's not even close to making someone a slave. She was completely my slave, wrapped around my finger. I feel like someone stole my property and won't return it, not enslaved you worthless nigger.

If someone stole your car, that doesn't make you their car.
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>>27362137
Denial is the first step of grief
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I'm not good at dealing with narcissists and one I'm dealing with right now is destroying my self-esteem. If I stand up for myself I'm an evil asshole, if I do nothing they bulldoze right over me. I have to live with them and have no option of leaving anytime soon. I'm falling apart and there's gonna be nothing left eventually, how do I deal with them?
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I hate whenever this cunt opens her mouth. The voice of ignorance, like fucking knives stab me in the back and drag me down for the rest of the fucking day.

What do you want me to do? I just sit down there listening to your fucking babble. 'We're intelligent' no you're not. Diagnosing yourself and your children like you're a fucking psychiatrist, yet when i suggested to you maybe you should have them see a real one, 'it's too expensive', 'they just want to get paid'. Every suggestion coming out of my fucking mouth gets disposed of like utter trash, you'd rather believe strangers. Every time i tell you anything you burst out crying and i'm a bad son for not tolerating your fucking retarded behaviour which depresses me. Your fucking behaviour which makes me hate women.

You're one of the reasons i want to get the fuck out of here, forever. You and your eternal treatment of me like i'm an useless kid who can't do anything by himself. I want to get as far away from you, i was doing fine until you called me. I hope you're actually not that retarded and you just got that way from eating so much lead, because i don't know what i'd do if one of my kids turned out like you.
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She was mine. I own her. This is bullshit. I should be fucking her butthole right now if I feel like it. I used to pound her ass and talk about pounding her ass to her at the same time, pulling it all the way out and all the way back in hard over and over. Then I would take break and make her fart out all the air and poke at her butthole as she's doing it and tell her how nice and pink her butthole is and that I appreciate that about her. She loved it and she's a slut for that and I knew she was a slut that's why I told her no commitment from the start before we had sex
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>>27362161
When you get the money, get as far away as possible and don't look back.
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The algorithms have given me a vision.
Fuck 40K, I'm now autistic for BattleTech.
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>>27362171
*Plop plop plop plop frrrrrrttt* YEAH!

I did a blitzkrieg on that butthole. She even started having hemorrhoids, hehe
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>>27362171
lol you sound like a fucking loser
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>>27362196
And she loved the anal probings I gave her. What a stupid slut. Hahaha women are slow

*Plop plop plop psssssssstttttffrrrrt
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>>27362204
Her ass is certainly looser now after me and I bet everytime she sits on the toilet she reminded of me . Haha. that pop sound though. Mmmm mmmm
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>>27362180
It's either an airplane or a casket brother. I won't be staying here for long either ways.
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>>27362223
I hope it's an airplane, man. Good luck.
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>>27362221
Hehe!!!
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Every minute I spend alive I feel like I'm descending to another layer of hell. I confessed to my boyfriend that I feel almost nothing emotionally and that I often want to kill myself and he decided to split up. Because of that I found out I have BPD (not the retarded version where people do fucked up impulsive shit) and while it has been a relief to finally know about, I have all the more reasons to hate myself. Every time I get into a relationship, something about me fucks it up for everyone involved. The first time, what I now know as BPD caused me to drive him away from me. The second time was a lot better, but then I stopped repressing and came out as transgender, and we had to split up because of it. This time, I couldn't believe how lucky I was. For someone to know I was trans and still find me attractive. Evidently, I didn't matter that much.

I have never felt like a person in my life. I look in the mirror, and I can't believe that there's a person behind the face. I can't interact with people because all too often I remember that they have something that I don't have - a soul. I'm an actual NPC. Every year I wish I had a personality and that I'd be able to fit in literally anywhere. As my brain matures, I slowly accept that this will be my reality for the rest of my life.

I guess the hope I have is that uni starts in a week and I'll be able to schedule an appointment with a counselor through school. And that now I can look for treatment for people with BPD. I started meditating and practicing identifying emotions today and I'm going to try and look for ways to fill the gaping void in my heart that's not a person. But I don't know. Sometimes I feel like I'm destined for something horrible and that no matter how hard I try, there's a future version of myself who WILL kill myself.
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I feel much better now. Maybe ready to try dating again. I have a friend, we were doing that fwb thing for a while but it had to end as he was getting too attached.. wanted to date. He said he'd wait for me, I told him not to.
It's been a few months. We're going to hang out again this weekend. If hes still interested, perhaps we could seriously try it. Idk, it's a thought. I'm lonely but I also have a weird feeling about going back to that, that maybe it needs to be let go to just keep looking forward.
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>>27362143
>how do I deal with them?
You have to learn how to set boundaries and stand up for yourself, and realize that having those healthy boundaries DOES NOT make you an asshole.
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>>27362306
We're not so different, tranny. I'm just a regular guy, but I understand what it's like to feel void of a soul. I often wonder if there's ever a point to go on, because even if I do there's a chance you and I will argue over inane bullshit for the rest of our lives when all we want to be accepted as who we are and for someone to love us. Under normal circumstances you'd call me a chud, I'd tell you to 41%, but today is different. I don't know what your future holds, but I hope you keep going. There may be something down the line you can't even imagine that may change your life for the better the same way it's possible for me. We must all carry on, as brothers. :^)
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Great job! Those good parts are excellent to hear, anon!
I wish and I hope you hope that you never kill yourself. Maybe this gets through, be grateful, earn merit! Decide that nothing is good and good for nothing, which is something subjectively anything!
I feel the same way! Anything!
I'm evil and had the same thoughts in my early adulthood.
But I got on disability, got a respectable social worker after several years and went on HRT. They hooked me up with counseling through my insurance! If only I did something about it sooner!
Who gives a fuck!

You do you, and if that means going to university that's a lot better than sitting at home an a-hole to society and good for nothing and drifting into the monster's twilight cave. Becoming Frankenstein on these horrible pills.
Better to be free- embrace liberty, freedom and progressiveness! It's best to smile and flow. I hate myself! Fuck this!
I feel the same way and I don't know what to do! Maybe I should start schooling? No clue; now know clue! Jeez clue. Cheese glue.
I hate you dad!! :| WTF MOM?! You are literally murdering me! You could have killed me for all you care- with that child torture!
And it doesn't really matter, because I'm brain damaged. Fuck my reply. I'm evil as fuck. Yet I'm gexpresso shit!
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I miss hanging around with you and wish shit hadn't gone down like it did. Part of me thinks after all this time everything could just go back to how it was, but I don't think I can trust you anymore no matter how much I wish I did. Shit after everything I don't really even know if you cared about our friendship or if you were just using me waiting for a chance to fuck me over. Good chance you wouldn't want anything to do with me even if I reached out, after everything I never even really could tell if my disdain for you was mutual.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzJjzEEphfM&t=1227s Maybe the algorithm is recommending us the same shit but if not here ya go
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It's wild how women lack proper communication skills, yet we still marry them.
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No one wants to die alone, but hypothetically speaking, what if that's gonna happen to you the day you die? I think about this a lot because it is a real possibility. I think it'd be upsetting that no one was there, but realistically these are my last few thoughts and minutes left, so I would die happy the best I could. I'd hope to find closure in understanding there will be a last few minutes of my life. I dunno I'm high and I'm probably just gonna wax poetic like a retard, but I think about my death a lot and fear that I'll be alone, but I guess this is my way to coming to terms with the possibility and make my peace with it now instead of five minutes before it happens.
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>>27362369
Thank you brother. I hope you can find yourself as well. It's a horrible world but I think that if you're the type of person who replies to strangers on the Internet with kind words like that you're one of the people who make it a little better.

>>27362382
Hehe you're funny. I'm just trying to put in the effort to not hit rock bottom. Early adulthood sucks when everyone else is hanging out with everyone else.

I hope you can find something fun and productive to do with your time. I wish your parents were nicer to you, it makes a hell of a difference when they are, but I'm cheering you on :)
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>>27358432
im almost 26 and a khv. im not crazy about losing it or anything but as i get older my preference for women are older and i feel like inexperienced sex is something they dont want to deal with especially not teaching a guy. for this reason i think im gonna start visiting massage parlors with full service. is this a bad idea?
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>>27362408
i genuinely have no disdain for you its just your entire friend group hates me lol
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>>27362508
Possibly, just be careful
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I really just want to talk to someone where we enjoy each others company so much and we laugh alot. I don't think that can happen anymore when you're an adult over 24
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>>27362601
middle aged people have friends like that too
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>>27361312
my dad looks at other women on social media and i swear, one day im gonna smash his fucking phone over his fat head. just this enrages me
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>>27362616
really? what do middle aged people even do all day?
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>>27358444
Trips of go to the fucking doctor
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How do I build a sense of agency? I have a huge inferiority complex. I'm a 31 year old virgin who's 5'5. I compare myself to people all of the time. I think I'm too dumb and uninteresting to ever be around people. I feel like I'm too inferior to try and build relationships with people and will have nothing to offer. I have no confidence in myself or in my ability to accomplish anything. I live vicariously through other people that have interesting lives and skills and hate myself for being a talentless loser. I'm afraid of even doing things that should be simple like mowing the lawn because I think I'll make a mistake and someone will see it. I can't seem to do things on my own for some reason, I give up before trying and even if I accomplish something it doesn't build any confidence
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>>27362632
the same thing as you except with a job and kids to come home to. that kind of life doesn't mean you don't have free time at all
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The chances of us meeting were incredibly small, but you make my days better, even if you're taken. Someday I'll have someone for myself.
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Why is finding true happiness so hard? Is it like this for everyone?
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I...
really did get it wrong, didn't I?
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>>27362704
Yes, you are not happy with yourself, within and overall.
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>>27362704
It's hard until it becomes easy. And yeah, it's like that for most.
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>>27362442
it's wild how most men are actually worse communicators and can never sense emotion if it were a life or death situation. men are truly complete dogshit at this. it's a fact that women are the nurturers and understanders. cope&seethe uwu
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lol what useless battles...
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I uh, guess I *wanted* to see and believe a certain thing to, uh, make things easier to bear
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And it worked, too! At least until it didn't...
like, when it conflicted with reality and truth...
so yeah, i'm sorry
pls forgive
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>>27362717
It's incredible how a biological man feels so hurt when someone criticizes a woman
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I thought sleep would make me feel better. It didn't. Still stressed and and anxious and jealous about how little you care.
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>>27352440
>>27352456
i might be a piece of shit but at least i've never ever shared them nor told anyone irl about them. it's for my private and personal appreciation.
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god i just wanna insert my penis inside a vagina and thrust back and forth while she moans fuaaaaaaaark

i wish i had a fuck buddy.
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i just dont want to live anymore

i really just dont want to live anymore

and i dont care, fuck this, fuck you.

i dont recognize you anymore and i feel more and more alone every day. why bother saying you miss me or that you care if i dont even know you?

i dont know how much longer i can do this
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>>27358723
Imagine thinking that I'm invested as much as you are you insecure fuck go get help you attention seeking whore. Imagine thinking I gave a fuck the past 2 years. Thanks for being a good hole whenever I needed it. Even plastic surgery wont help with you're ugly face.
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>>27362171
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You are making me feel very unsafe.
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It’s 11:59 at radio free America and this is uncle sam with music and the truth till dawn, right now I got some words for our brothers and sisters in the occupied zone.
The chair is against the wall
The chair is against the wall
John has a long mustache
John has a long mustache
It’s 12o’clock Americans and another day closer to victory, and to all of you out there on or behind the line this is your song!
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Life is so unfair
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Good morning, my feet hurt, wish me luck at work bros wagmi
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Your penis is showing.
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>>27363394
I'm a dick
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i have horrible judgement and am a lot stupider than i thought when it comes to people. i am easily fooled into thinking someone has my best interests in mind just because they mentioned they care about helping people and seem sentimental. it doesn't mean they're a good person or that they're good for me.
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>>27363466
you sound a lot like someone that i know
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>>27358432
It appears WW3 is about to break out (I don't think this is an exaggeration if you look at the recent developments in the Russia-Ukraine conflict). I'm currently doing my studies, but I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. Part of me just wants to quit my studies. Please give me advice, what should I do. My motivation to study is almost zero at the moment. I'm not a lazy person, I've done very well in my studies so far, but at the moment with everything going on I feel there's no point in continuing studies.
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>>27363566
Do not know where you are at but you should get a vehicle a gun and storable food that is really the best you can do if you do not want to abandon your life on a hunch
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>>27363569
Australia. Admittedly, we're not currently being affected, but that could change very quickly.
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>>27363554
a couple of threads back an anon said this too. maybe that was you and i AM who you're thinking of
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you know having false hope isn't so bad. it's like what they say about being fake vs real happy. who cares and it beats genuine misery anyway. woo!
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i disagree with most of my diagnoses
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I didn't watch much of vine back when it was popular but the few times I saw Jason Nash it felt weird. Why the fuck was this dude in early 40's hanging out with people in their early 20's and younger? How has no one else noticed how creepy this shit is?
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>>27363665
that is, as the youth of today say, sus.
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i really don't understand why a virgin man would be afraid of sex
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>>27362704
Some people are just born happy. I'm surrounded by people who are cartoon tier happy go lucky and can't understand why someone could possibly be depressed.
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i am beginning to think i am what they call sexually frustrated
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Why did my therapists refuse to give me a depression diagnosis but still prescribed antidepressants to me? In hindsight it's kinda fucked up.
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>>27363704
Too much work.
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I have no right or point to actually do anything, because I'm a simple retard who doesn't understand anything and just sees the surface of things. Any thinking just goes to waste, I'm just an npc consumer and nothing more. I don't even know why I bother leaving bed, it's just the same to lie there and do nothing.
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>>27364012
i'm offering to take the lead and drive to him/pay for him to come to me etc.
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coffee smells good
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>>27364004
it probably means you're too high functioning. you're probably in school or have a job. the diagnosis might harm you if you try to apply for certain things
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>>27364047
I was a neet back then, had been for two years.
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>>27364041
small simple truths get you through the day get you out of bed

Don’t decide on THAT thing yet just confirm. Coffee smells good? Coffee smells good?
Sky is blue?
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>>27364222
I don't comprehend this post
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>>27364231
Coffee smells good
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>>27364231
there were one too many question marks
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>Was supposed to do bunch of fun things today
>Lost an argument online (again) in the morning and got depressed
>Didn't get to do anything fun
Time to hit the bed, fucking shit day.
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>>27364313
>Lose an argument online
>Get depressed
Grow a pair or shut down the pc, retard
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Why do I feel the need to come here and bitch about everything wrong with my life? It's not like it makes me feel any better.
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>>27364382
I feel the same but at least it preoccupies your hands for a little while. Not sure what a better alternative could be.
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i may look like a whore but i am a pure virgin who has never even had her first kiss.
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>>27358432
I regret the way I did it, but at the same time, I don't - because it was all fake. fml
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>>27364603
Then dress modestly
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>>27363385
No
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>>27364705
as in fake, I mean - the time I spent with them, the conversations I had with them and trying to help, only to be ignored and treated like damn air.
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>>27364721
i do
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>>27358432
REALLY curious to hear what happened with you and him. I guess you found out the hard way what I knew about him all along. Still, I'm sorry it happened to you. Covert narcs can be tricky little fucks. It's not your fault.
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>>27364739
Doubt
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>>27364810
i don't wear skirts above the knee and never wear a neckline below the collar bone
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>>27364815
Why call yourself a whore?
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>>27364842
i'm not, i just look like one. that was the whole point
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>>27364856
You said you dress modestly? Is it your make up? Do you have piercings on your face? It's probably that
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>>27364872
i don't wear makeup or have piercings or tattoos. anyway i'm not exactly complaining. i accept myself for who i am
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tricky little fuckers
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>>27364879
Good job thot
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>>27362763
it's wild how you have no actual responses so you resort to just calling me a biological man. i definitely have a vagina and 2 petite boobies, cope&seethe lil retard
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tfw no giogf to call me her lil retard
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>>27365107
Lmao kek
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did you just see that
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>>27365107
Lmao, shoe mender knows what's up
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Chinese random acts of kindness torture
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>>27363665
Because desperate losers who want to be famous will do anything to be famous. Yes it was weird.
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>>27364945
Sounds like you've been coping and seething the whole thread lmao
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>>27365486
Don't feed it attention
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I am not mistaken about you two. You'll see in about ten years or so. That's usually how long it takes. You're no different...
except, you know, it actually *will* be your fault kek
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lol what am I even saying
they both have illnesses galore
they won't see nothing...
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>>27364727
I had a good day. My socks are covered in blood. My feet still hurt.
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>>27365722
>>27365733
So, something something or other, but you, posting. About us, again

got it
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>>27365829
It was not initially about you, no; but you made it so. You're just a confused, little kid. Someone who thinks they know more than they do, and who thinks they are better than they are. What do you *really* Know?

Why are you even here?
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My opinion and judgement has only the power you give it. You have assigned importance to the unimportant, and have found meaning in the meaningless. I wonder what it will take in order for you to learn this lesson? Unfortunately, those who fail to listen will end up seeing - in order to learn well, one must pay...

You have found your match, and you will have the relationship you deserve

Now go...
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>>27365867
https://voca.ro/1cOkAt9HbRtP

It’s beyond insulting, when I have people much more worthy of the accusal/diagnosis in my life, when our relationship is the biggest thing to make me consider that maybe families don’t have to be fucked up, maybe marriages don’t have to be fucked up, that you think your advice/commentary is solicited let alone valid, that you think you know either of us or very importantly our *families* well enough to not just be talking out of your ass. Enough. Again and again and again you can condescend and feel superior in this format, but at the end of the day, you either do not possess the cognitive/emotional tools to realize what a tool you act like or you refuse to

I won’t reach out. I won’t take a chance, even for clarity’s sake. Not again. Bait and invalidate as long as you need to to get it out of your system. I hope you tell your wife before you try to do anything further with S. I hope she can have the self awareness and self love to not just passively abet this time. Actually, I can’t expect that of either of you. I hope S goes to your wife the moment you contact her again. But, if she’s to your tastes, she’s probably parallel in prevaricating.
Look! I’ll be you! I’ll be hurtful!
>Enjoy the divorce, don’t stop forking over the presents for Second Christmas 10 years in!
But christ, I can’t actually say any of that, even though I think of your wife as a victim and you as an unwitting tyrant, I don’t know enough! And I don’t care to because you haven’t asked me to care and it’s not my job to love your partner for you. EVERY act in our relationship is an act of love and of growth. Sacrifice, then alchemy. I am sorry you cannot relate therefor cannot conceptualize. Funnel your energy where it is needed. Soon.
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>>27365967
https://voca.ro/1aCG9l4zg4TG

you first

When I come here I come here most of the time to have actual fun, brainstorm, converse with other Anons, have an excuse to flex my massive avviefaggin folder, etc

I continue to be met with little landmines begging to be poked prodded played with anything

Get the family a dog or something man, Christ, you need less time on your hands
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And *this* is why I do it...
KEK
S doesn't EVEN EXIST...
She exists only in your mind...

I have told you from the beginning, him as well, that these were merely explorations...
The self-harm...just a show...
The Dutch one doesn't even exist either, lmao. She is entirely manufactured...
You may not have been of my creation, but you are a character nonetheless - and you've played a very interesting part, I must say. It's always better when things go unexpectedly.

You are living proof of all the things I've been parroting about how people ultimately choose to believe whatever story they want to believe - stories about themselves, about others...
You were filtered, and don't even know when the game began: because while intelligent, you are not smart.

And nobody EVER learns. Ahahahahahhahahahahaah
You know why? Because you can't learn what you already think you know...
And it truly *is* as simple as that...

Oh GAWD it's so goooooodddd uuhhggg
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I do have way too much time on my hands. You *are* right about that...
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https://voca.ro/1oKze5T9jLOR

Know Knowity Knick Knack Patty Wack Lick My Little Fuckers -o-oh god a reply

ok so it's all a game and you don't even have the life experience to offer any authority on the matter(s), swag, terrible doing this let's not again

https://voca.ro/1m75xbUi8wRy
https://voca.ro/112qj0DED7MV

/outie
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You know, my actual opinion has been there all along...
I even said the other day that you have a very special kind of love for him. And I meant it...
I truly think you guys will be alright. You need to STOP caring so much for the opinion of people online and shit, though. Don't let externals have that much power over you.
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>>27366056
I just hope that means the entire family is a lie

imagine finding out your father was absent because he was posting like >>27366044
this

ON ADV

ADV!!!!!!!

edgyposting on a blueboard just gives off tranny vibes idk



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