im a woman, 21, and i'm an exclusive zoophile (feel sexual and romantic attraction only to animals) and i havent felt attraction to another human in my life, i really fucking hate myself for it iw ish i was normal i wish i could just be normal and live a normal life and be like everyone elseim so fucking exhausted of lying to everyone and saying "oh yeah im just having trouble getting a boyfriend haha" even though thats a complete lie. i dont want a boyfriend like that. i just wish i was normal, and could have everyone see me as normal. ive never told another person that i actually know what i am, i know for a fact theyd call me disgusting and a freak and leave me and tell everyone they know about how disgusting i am. im a horrible person. i wish i wasnt like thisive felt this since i first felt attraction, around age ten. ive tried time and time again to get rid of this, even though i know its not possible. i wish i could get rid of it, i wish i could just be normal.i'm never going to be in a normal mutally loving romantic or sexual relationship.i know its not possible to get rid of it, but is there some way to cope i dont know of? do you all have any ideas of what i should do?
>>>/mlp/Just indulge; don't try changing who you are
LMAO I KNEW IT YOUJUSTKNOW
>>23419027dunno what that shitty board has to do with this.every time i indulge in this stuff it makes me hate myself more. i feel like im a piece of shit even though ive never actually done anything
>>23419007sexual attraction i get, I guess. But romantic?How are you gonna be romantic with a horse or whatever animal? How are you gonna be like "oh how was your day dear haha no way that's crazy did I tell you about what happened at work the other day? haha you really get me like no one else does" when the dumb animal is just sitting there wagging its tail going "food food chase run". You're never gonna home to your favorite home-cooked meal and your favorite music album playing with the lights turned down after a long day at work and your pet poodle being all "sit down honey let me rub the stress out of your shoulders do you want to take a bath first or after dinner?"At most, you get some taill wagging and barking, at worst it shit all over the floor and tore up the toilet paper roll cause you were working late
>>23419042Are horses your main thing? Are there other animals you like? Did something happen to you when you were younger?
>>23419007Based horse nerd girl
>>23419053Like I'm not shitting on your kinks, but be realistic with the idea of romance. You're only gonna get romance from another human being whose frontal cortex is developed enough to speak to you in a complex language and understand things beyond "sit" and "shake"
I'll make you like human men again when you see my 11 incher
>>23419053i know, its kinda dumb. although, i dont have expectations for those things that you specified.cant really change how i feel though, i guess>>23419056i like horses, and canines. i dont know if anything happened to me, i cant remember anything of my childhood up until i was like eight
Have you tried a psychologist specializing in issues like this? I'm not sure it's possible, but I've heard that the way they deal with people in your situation is to slowly reduce the fetish/attraction and substitute it for more and more tame things. For instance, getting to the point that you could feel attraction to someone wearing animal print or dressing up and roleplaying as an animal instead of actual animals. I'd assume it's theoretically possible, in the same way that people can become desensitized to excessive porn use and into more and more degenerate things.
>>23419071ive done tons of research. i know that getting rid of or replacing attractions isnt possible. besides, i am completely unattracted to the human form. i just dont see anything in it and i highly doubt i ever could be
>>23419060its dumb, i know. thing is, i'm not expecting the romance that the average human can give. however, animals are a lot more intelligent and receptive than you attribute to them in this.
>>23419074just get a horse dildo
>>23419083i have one, i still feel empty. its just not the same as having an actual living being to love and be with
>>23419090then meet a farmer boy so you can fuck his horses
>>23419066How you feel is horned up, romance has nothing to do with it.>>23419081There was this dog who was able to recognize apparently up to a thousand different names of stuffed animals and would bring you any one of them on command. Koko the gorilla famously spoke sign language. birds like ravens and cockatoos can solve basic puzzle. I'm not shitting on animals when I call them dumb, they're smarter than most people think they are yeah absolutely.but I mean courtship with dogs is them smelling each other's piss and assholes, and at most some birds build nests with shiny trash and they do a little dance while puffing up their feathers. Romance doesn't exist in the animal kingdom. Its not less than average romance, that just doesn't exist in the animal kingdom.Also, ultimately, humans aren't robots or a very advanced form of rock or plant or something. As much as we separate ourselves from animals an even nature at large we are still animals ourselves.So I don't know why can't you look at humans and be like "oooh look at that big bidepal smooth ape that turns me on"?The issue for me isn't really what makes you attracted to (other) animals but what makes humans that much more repulsive to you?
have you given up on getting into a relationship?
>>23419101i live in the middle of a citybesides, i dont want just a one time thing, i want to have a genuine emotional connection.most importantly though, i dont think i could do that and not feel like a total piece of shit afterward.
You are irrational. A horse will never love you. Even if you spread your holes for it, it would use you for but a brief moment of amusement. You will never fall in love with a horse and vice-versa. Accept what you are, and involve yourself with men as you have been biologically destined to do. Your predisposition on thinking you don't like the human body is self-created and made from your own unwillingness to devote yourself to it.Simply put, just rewire your brain to be interested in humans because that is what you are meant to do. Do not argue, do not deny it. If you were meant to be fuckmeat for an equine animal, you would be one yourself. If you still, after months or even years of forcing yourself to watch porn and have sex with other PEOPLE, feel like you just don't "get" humans and only wanted to be plowed by a horse, then you should seek mental treatment. What you describe sounds like a hormonal imbalance.
>>23419120Hypothetical: I own 3 horses, one male two female. I would let you take whichever you want for your own pleasure and emotional relationship, but you have to pay for it by servicing your body to me.If you believe as you say and genuinely want an emotional and sexual connection with the animal, then surely the price is worth it?
>>23419114>>23419126ive tried so so many times to be attracted to people. ive tried having sex with them, dating, porn, whatever. nothing works. ive tried to change myself but i just cant>>23419119ive tried before, being in a relationship with a human just doesnt work for me. i feel nothing romantically or sexually.
>>23419135you need therapyyou suffer from the same problem that """asexual""" people suffer from where you do not experience natural biological urges that every human being should. you may think it "just doesnt work" but it CAN and WILL if you actually apply yourself and seek proper help.the alternative is deluding yourself into a life of wanting to be fucked and loved by a dumb animal.
>>23419135How many people have you been with? I don't think it's fair to write off our whole species because of a few bad relationships and some awkward dates.
>>23419135what about a fellow horse enthusiast?
>>23419142ive been in actual relationships with 6 or so people. none of them lasted, i felt nothign for them. ive never had a crush or been attracted to or thought "theyre hot" about another human. i feel and have felt zero attraction. >>23419140quite honestly, id rather have the alternative.
>>23419147Not her, but that sounds like the threesomes and open relationships and shit I used to have in college. On paper it sounds great but immediately there's jealousy and drama.
>>23419147how wil that be any different? i feel no sexual or romantic attraction for humans no matter who they are or what they look like or what they like
>>23419160you could do horse roleplay with horse dildosor alternatively service a real horse together>but I would feel badwhy? if the person owns the horse what is there to feel bad about? if the horse reciprocates what is there to feel bad about?
>>23419150Well there's something like 8 billion people in the world.And you're looking at it too much from the sexual/they're hot perspective. how were they as people? What would be your ideal partner? Someone who loves to party, or someone who prefers to stay in? An intellectual, or some hard working knucklehead? etc.
>>23419168ive tried the roleplay. does nothing for me.
>>23419160>>23419150Again, you are being irrational. You are ignorantly assuming that you are incompatible with an entire species.
also just gonna put it out there that plenty of people die from internal bleeding because of horse cock, please don't let a horse fuck you in any orifice be you guy or girl.
>>23419175if you're just going to deny every piece of advice why did you even come here? it sounds like you just want to fuck a horse but are too scared to. you know the risks, or you should, so stop wasting time and just do it.
>>23419182She could just blow him and jack him off. Problem solved.
>>23419182Jesus fuck how many people are that horny for a huge cock
>>23419191>She could just blow himbruh if the horse jumps up or something while it's in your mouth that thing is gonna break your windpipe from the inside out
>>23419184the advice either doesnt make sense or its things ive tried before.im looking for a way to accept myself, not a way to get rid of it. ive already accepted that this is how i am.
>>23419225>im looking for a way to accept myselfthen>ive already accepted that this is how i amso why are you here? just accept you want horse cock, get it, and be done with it
>>23419229I agree lets let the woman impale herself on a horse cock and get strung up like a grilled pig on a spit
>>23419219What are you, stupid? A horse dick is not made of titanium steel. Besides, no woman can fit the whole head in her mouth, let alone anything past that. And a horse is only going to jump out if it's distressed. Are you usually distressed when receiving fellatio? AND even then, you would have to be very careless to get hurt in that very specific scenario.
>>23419229honestly youre probably right. ill be out of this urban hellhole soon enough anyways, so that might help my relationship prospects.
>>23419225>im looking for a way to accept myself, not a way to get rid of it. ive already accepted that this is how i am.Sorry but everyone here seems to disagree.
>>23419007Are you ugly?
>>23419254i dont really think so. i can post a pic if you want
>>23419245>What are you, stupid? A horse dick is not made of titanium steelNot, bur a horse can weight up to 2000 lbs.> Are you usually distressed when receiving fellatio? No, but I have been spooked before like hearing a unexpected car door and not knowing who it is or if it's even right outside the house or the nearby neighbours. Also, I'm not a horse, I don't immediately start jumping around and kicking at things that aren't there just because a car honked its horn or something.>AND even then, you would have to be very careless to get hurt in that very specific scenario.I would argue that if one is going to sexually service a horse, all manner of care and precaution have been already throw out the window
Pic releated is me, would you date me? Also r8 me /adv/
>>23419274Give fellatio to horse away from all civilization. Problem solved. Worked in all those videos.
>>23419245This fucking thread
>>23419250Can you tell us more about your horse fantasies
>>23419277I've never seen those videos you speak of. Only ever seen Mr Hands years ago.
>>23419264Post body, blur out face.>>23419293There are hundreds of videos of women blowing horses in horse stalls. Horses and dogs are pretty much the only easily findable widespread zoophile video categories.Not that I'd know, of course. Just read about it.
>>23419266srry for shitty pic
>>23419301you look very cute, I hope you figure things out some day
>>23419301You dont look like a horse girl, you arent attractive to me at all
>>23419007for what it's worth, I don't think you're disgusting, if I was a guy who knew you I'd be disappointed you didn't like guys but that's not your problemhowever, that being said, this isn't something you can really be public about, so, sorry about that
>>23419301>>23419309She definitely looks like a classic horse girl dude
>>23419301are you sure you're 21, lassie
>>23419135yeah i think you need professional help. there are people that are asexual and a-romantic, but the way that youre saying it really upsets you that youll never be able to have that connection as well is not right. doing research is apparently not working, so go see somebody. no shame in it, better than suffering. try it at the very least.
>>23419301bro what grade are you in lmao did corona cancel your middle school dance
>>23419301yeah you look underage but thats besides the point I hope you figure things out
>>23419289mainly just normal sex stuff, nothing really kinky.although, i wish it was possible to bear his foals.
>>23419321yes, i am sure.
>>23419329So you want a horse to impregnate you
>>23419321maybe she's dyslexic when it comes to numbers
>>23419301You can slap a saddle on me and feed me a carrot anytime
>>23419301Answer me bitch im handsome? See >>23419275
>>23419342What actual position or thing would you want to do most
>>23419354well, im pretty sure id enjoy giving him head
>>23419365all im going to say is that a titfuck is the safest option if you plan on going through with this
>>23419365>>23419375You can do bothStart with handjob using both arms, then titfuck, then ease it into mouth
>>23419377seems to be a good plan
>>23419365fuck that's hot
Get rid of genitals and take t blockers.
>>23419007>i feel like im disgusting and everyoneWell I'm sure that's not->i'm an exclusive zoophileOh. Well that's very weird. I'm sorry. I bet that is awful. Probably feels worse and more confusing than being a pedophile I'd imagine. Have you ever considered therapy? It's quite the problem you have, but a lot of people's brains are a little fucked up. You might be able to get help.
>>23419365>>23419380What got you onto horses in the first place? What's the first time you remember being sexually attracted to them
>>23419387even if i did something like that, it wouldnt quell the romantic desires.
>>23419406i dont know. i grew up in a rural place so i was around animals alot, that might have something to do with it. i just remember being attracted to them ever since i felt attraction.
>>23419408How do you expect to get romantically involved with a horse?
>>23419365maybe i'm reaching over here but why does it sound like your fantasies are for humans but instead you twist it for horses? let me explain, for example the idea of giving head would give you the pleasure of doing it, of course, but would a horse want a human to give him head? i'm pretty sure you know where i'm going.i can understand you have sexual attraction to animals, but that kind of attraction PLUS your need for a romantic bond sounds like a one way street.i really agree with everyone that has said you need to go see some kind of therapist because it sounds like your sexual fantasies have shaped your romantic expectationssorry for bad english lol
>>23419415What about furry/anthro horsepeople? Or do you explicitly only like the animal as it exists IRL
>>23419416i dont know really, not sure its even possible. i just know that i want it.
>>23419408I have an idea, get a virtual boyfriend and force him to use a horse profile picture. That way he can get a girlfriend and you can fulfill your fetiche.
>>23419418nope, not my thing either.
>>23419420If you met someone who gave you full, free access to a horse whenever you want it, would you do it? And does it have to be male?
>>23419427I call dibs
>>23419427oh yeah, cause real horses are totally able to type and be an internet boyfriend
Just get someone who has a spirit of an animal. My boyfriend (human) was definitely a horse in previous life. He is very tall, has a long face, his smile shows a bit of his gums. He also does distance running and is overall very athletic. He has a quite "simple" mind too, not dumb, just actively always seeking to simplify everything. He strangely isn't very fond of salads though. But you get the idea.
>>23419436What if they were a creative writer and gave you 10/10 quality ERP you've never experienced beforeI can help you
>>23419436Imagine the horse is psychic/telepathic. Or imagine the horse is a lab experiment and has its mind linked to a computer.
>>23419439i absolutely despise erp, and internet rp in general
>>23419436Its a roleplay game anon>>23419439Anon are you really that desesperate? Ayyy
>>234194301. theres probably some bullshit aspect to that deal.2. yes, it does have to be male. i'm straight.
>>23419007You’re not a zoophile you are just autistic. Zoophilia isn’t real
>>23419447It sounds like you need to get your frustrations out, one way or another. What about chatting with a fellow equine enthusiast? Either 1-1 on discord or a private zoophile forum.It's either that, or doing the real thing. Which will leave you open to disappointment if it's not everything you imagine.
>>23419465eh, id rather just get to it and actually do the real thing. if its disappointing, its disappointing. thats how things is.
>>23419458If you get the proper land, you can buy a horse. Or alternatively rent a horse in a place you know you will have enough privacy.
>>23419473well if you do, remember to record it
>>23419477You will get yourself hurt and infect your womb dont be stupid
>>23419486i will, dont worry. maybe if i do end up screwing something up and getting hurt ill become famous, mr hands 2.0 or some shit
>>23419488intercourse is out of the question due to physical limitations, handiwork and fellatio is not
>>23419007Zoophilia isn’t real. It’s just mental illness or autism
>>23419494best of luck, horsegirl. I hope you can fulfill your dream.
>>23419513thanks anon, i hope this works out too.
>>23419494Where would you upload? For future reference
Post body please
>>23419495You may be really beautiful from the outside but you are truly disgusting in the inside.
>>23419532hey at least they know normal ass fucking is out of the question instead of risking their life getting horny off horse dick
>>23419530>>23419532Why so mad? What harm does it do? Do you think a horse vehemently despises getting sucked off?
>>23419538This thread is something else.
>>23419301You could probably dom some weak rich farm boys. Get a riding crop and practice eye makeup.
>>23419638she doesn't want to fuck disgusting human boys, she wants HHC (huge horse cock)
>>23419007You made me very horny, thank you
>>23419007You should repent and join a convent
>>23419007dont act on your impulses and just get used to porn. go meyander about /b/ for a zoophilia thread and youll find your pleasure there. after that? if you dont want a family, just come out as Asexual; a childhood friend ik is like you, shes also a freak for other reasons; they live happy enough with just fantasy.as for killing of the hunger? research all the problems with human x animal interactions involving sex; its essentially like having sex with something with the emotional and communicational level of a 5-8 year old among other things. it kills off the libido for such vile things. it also helps to emotionally feel for animals platonicly, as if you do my last suggestion, youll feel disgusted with the idea of hurting them that way.tl;dr be Asexual/pretend to be doing a religious thing, use porn if the need is far to high, and research the damage you could do, as animals can be trained to be horny on your command, like a slave.
>>23419301i think ik you. if your who i think you are, this does not surprise me your into these things. also know that your laugh was cute back in highschool
>>23419074A psychologist can at least help you cope with it. Also you're not a licensed trained professional so your "research" doesn't compare against actual domain knowledge. Go and find a shrink (horse)cumdumpster.
>>23419007an hero and receive BHC (Big Horse Cock) for all eternity
>>23419007Disgusting...mental illness... kill yourself tranny larper
>>23420061initials? she looks kinda familiar
>>23419007Humans are animals, and beyond our complex social behaviour, we are not much different from most other intelligent species (mammals, some birds, maybe octopus) aside from massive brain sizes. Learn to see the animal within the human. It helped me appreciate animals, it can help you appreciate humans, maybe.
>>23419494don't disgrace your family like that
>>23422687my family already hates me. dont really have anything to lose desu
anyway update ive been chilling on forums about farming and shit today and ive met a few people. havent asked them if theyd let me yet though.
>>23419182I remember hearing that one story of that guy who got the horse to assfuck him and apparently he ended up getting a prolapsed anus. Turns out the horse cock crushed some organs as well, and the fucker ended up dying because he was too embarrassed to go to the hospital
>>23423184yeah that guy was kinda dumb. if get injured im 100% going to the er though, im not THAT dumb
>>23423184how big are horse dicks i dont want that shit on my search history even in incognito
>>2342323315-16 inches sometimes more
>>23423233like, about 20 inches long and insanely thick, can be less or more though. depends on breed
>>23419007you probably can't get rid of zoophilia but you can lessen it by not indulging it and form sexual relationships with humanssome people compare zoophilia to being gay but I think your likelihood of being a happy gay is higher than a happy zoophile unless you want to move to a place where it's legal and fuck animals there.
>>23423206>>23423242>>23423142What is it about horses that gets you off exactly? Is it just the giant penises, or do you like their pretty manes and stuff too?
>>23423233wowee ladies you better protect yourselves because you’re looking at a wopping 40 inches of length for the average horse
>>23423254this person 12 probably attention whoring. the internet is bad for children, gave her zoophilia probably.
>>23423142Just remember to post it online :)
>>23423251literally everything. i love their whole bodies, the sounds they make, how they move, their behaviors, how their strong muscles look, their beautiful eyes, manes, tails, the texture of their fur.everything
Hey horsegirl if you fuck a horse can I watch from a distance? Don’t worry, it’s not a cuck thing it’s a voyeurism thing
>>23423262dont worry, i will.
>>23423281Thank you, you are an inspiration to people with this interest
>>23423279sure, i dont mind people watching. even if i dont want to have sex with a person it makes me feel good to help them get off.
>>23423281How do you plan to circulate it? On public porn sites?
>>23423302probably just upload it fuckin everywhereforums, sites, sites that wanna sell it, randoms who ask for it, i dunno
>>23423317hopefully you'll get banned and are too dumb to go around it. stop talking to pedos.
>>23423321hm? i think you missed the title of this thread
Damn the amount of simps on this thread is enormous.. There are a lot of good advices that could actually help, but all this bitch does is say noooo I’ve tried, I can’t, you don’t understand. Bitch shut the fuck up and go blow some horses then. No one can help you with this kind of problem ur brain is probably damaged or you just lack of attention because ur ugly and probably weird
>>23423327but you posted a pic, attention whore. this board is for people who want advice.
>>23423341no one cares pedo
>>23423347most people aren't creeps to the extent of you or your pedo friends.
>>23423351>>23423347What the fuck are you two talking about?
>>23419007I wish I knew. I'm into vore and I fucking hate myself too, though I also long for healthy companionship of humans of the opposite gender. But I'm not even sure if I could get hard to normal stuff. I kinda supressed the whole sexuality thing to the point I'm still a virgin.Paraphilias really aren't a well studied area of psychiatry, because people don't come out with it. I've read that masturbation helps maintain paraphilias, and while I think they are in their core a neurological misfire, when I've gotten really close to someone I had been horny for them in a conventional sense, though I have had since relapsed. Maybe try nofap? I wish I had an answer.https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/sex-life-the-american-male/201403/unacknowledged-harm-masturbation
>>23419431I love Monster.
>>23423612Hell yeah, brother. Vore is hot.
>>23419007I'm in a similar position, not with animals but with furry/pony porn. I've never found a human attractive and I'm not attracted to animals either. I'll never experience love with another person and I'll never have sex. At least if I was attracted to animals there would be hope for me. I can't even get it up looking at human porn. I've seen animal porn and it disgusted me just as much as human porn does. The only thing I'm attracted to is fantasy creatures.
>>23419007Horses are pretty cute
>>23423654Thanks homie. I still wish I wasn't a degenerate. But idk, maybe I'll meet someone who's into it too so we can at least tease each other here and there.
>>23423726wayy more than just cute
>>23419007This is all stupid shit, everyone needs to grow up
white women be like
>>23419007There is nothing edgy or cool or anything to this. It’s just dumb
>>23419007This is one of the most disturbing things I have ever read. Please consider suicide.
I would say it could be worse. I mean, there was a guy here once that was attracted to tiles.. but raping animals seems a lot worse than raping tiles.. so sucks to be you i guessSpeaking of, anyone has a screenshot of that thread with the tileman?
>>23424365would it be rape if the animal, who is adult, directly initiated and continued the contact without being coaxed?
>>23424365Bigot. The horse consented retard.
>>23419007Honestly, I say follow your dreams, OP. Despite what other people claim, animals can consent. People just say they cant to justify for their intolerance. Just like with gay people, the only two reasons why people object are:1. Religion2. The "ick" factorEverything else is just an excuse/justification. So long as you're not tying down an animal and raping it, I don't think you're doing anything wrong. Animals like sex just like people do and while I don't think they have the same mental capacity to enter into a "relationship" like people do, that doesn't mean they can't enjoy having sex with you.My best friend is a horse named Saber. We spend hours together every day. While I don't want to have sex with her, I do believe she has the capacity to consent to or reject a sexual advance. To be honest, I have thought about it, especially when she's in heat, but I just don't want to cross that line in our relationship. I admit, I'm looking at it from a human perspective, but I just don't want to look at her sexually. I'm not ashamed or anything, but I like our friendship the way it is and if we had sex it would change the way I look at her and the way I feel about her. Sometimes I feel like I'm being silly and depriving us of a deeper/closer relationship, but I don't want our relationship to be based on sex. I know from experience what happens when I have sex with a female friend. It totally changes things between us because I just can't help but think about sex all the time when I'm with them. I don't want that to happen with Saber and me. I love her too much to have sex with her...if that makes any sense.
oh good the thread with the cute horse girl is still up
>>23425238You need to get your head checked
>>23425238that makes a lot of sense, thank you. friendships being changed by sex is definitely a thing. i wish i spent more time around horses when i was young, never spent more than a few hours around them at most. well, theres always the future to relive stuff that never happened
>>23425256it feels good to know that people think im cute, thank you
>>23425321>well, theres always the future to relive stuff that never happenedDon't wait, OP. If you wait for the right moment or when you can "afford" it, it will never happen.Do you have any idea how much I had to sacrifice in order to have Saber? I've always loved horses. I grew up in the middle of nowhere and I was friends with my neighbor who had horses. I'd play with them and take care of them sometimes, but I eventually moved away. When I turned 15 I moved to the city. I hated the city so much but I didn't have much choice because that's where the jobs were.I've never really been close to people. I've had a few friendships and relationships but nothing ever really lasted. I finally said enough is enough back in 2012 and decided to do whatever it took to move to the middle of nowhere and get a horse. I bought my own small property and got a job online. Saber was my neighbor's horse. I became friends with my neighbor as fast as I could because he had horses and I wanted to get to know them. That's how I met Saber. She and I became fast friends and eventually when I had enough money and experience taking care of her, I asked my neighbor if I could buy her and he said yes.I've sacrificed everything to be with her. I've sacrificed the opportunity to form human relationships, I've sacrificed a well paying career, I've sacrificed the convenience of living in the city, etc. Every spare dime I have goes to her. I love her with all my heart, not as a pet, but as an equal.I will probably never be in another human relationship. Most women nowadays only want to live in the city and I have no real money to speak of because everything I have goes to taking care of Saber. Maybe when she dies I'll be able to consider entering a relationship with a woman, but I'm already almost 30 so it's pretty much over for me.
>>23425594Continued:Even with all this being true, I still don't want to risk complicating our relationship by adding sex to it. I have no idea if she'd look at me differently afterward, but I know I'd look at her differently and I don't want to risk ruining what we have. I'm not lonely because I have her, and I can take care of my urges with porn. But I'd be lying if I said that the idea of having sex with her wasn't appealing to me. If it was just sex and I didn't have to worry about our friendship, I'd be totally willing to have sex with her so long as she wanted it too. The only reason I don't ask her for sex is because of our friendship, not because of her species. I'd be just as reluctant to risk our friendship if she were human.I don't see humans as "above" animals. I see them as equals. I always have. I know they're different, but I don't think the differences really matter in the grand scheme of things. We're still fundamentally the same.
>>23419150>quite honestly, id rather have the alternativeThen why even come here? Did you expect people with your problems here so as to not feel alone? Did you expect people to feel pity for you? Your main concern is that you feel like shit, you're too focused on how you feel that you'd rather have your feelings validated than seek help, if you don't want help than you should have never asked
>>23419007>300,000 years of human evolution>lmao I’m gonna date a hoursThe American education system is collapsing society.
>>23419007I will fix it right up with a legal argument. You said that you: "feel sexual and romantic attraction only to animals". Consider the fact that humans are animals. Boom problem solved.What if your partner roleplays as an animal aka petplay?
>>23425597How does it feel writing such a long shitty larp and not even get a (You) from the horse girl?
Can you imagine how disgusting a horse penis would smell and taste? It’s probably super gross. Not to mention bestiality is probably illegal where you live. Also how can you even assure that the horse will even want to fuck you. I know the reality of horse fuckers is that they cover themselves in female horse pheromones to trick the horse, as well as keep it tied up/confined so it can’t even leave if it wants.
>>23419007humans are literally animals though... dumbass bitch holy shit... the more i learn about women the more i just think they were designed to get raped and letting them think about shit like who they're attracted to is just gonna produce all sorts of weird nonsense like wanting to fuck horses or some other inane shit like this... like just stop trying to have preferences and shit you'll be way happier if you just get raped constantly and not enjoy it like nature intended holy shit
>>23419007I highly suggest going to a psychologist but if you want to go ahead and fuck a hotse then fuck a horse. Good luck on your journey, horse girl.
>>23424394>>23424398Dude, its an animal. It doesn't know any better. It can't make it's own choices. But yeah sure, it'd totally be fine if you ask an adult retard to suck your dick and pretend it's a lollypop. The retard is gonna think it's funny but in truth it's fucked up.But sure. 2 consenting adults. Just fine.
Horse girl you should post a throwaway contact so I can keep talking with you about your strange animal predilections. You're a rarity I find absolutely fascinating and vaguely attractive.
You're seeking something that doesn't exist OP. A horse or a dog cannot give you the romance you seek, you're asking way too much of them, it's genuinely a form of abuse to use them in those ways.You appear to be physically attractive. Why can't you just meet a guy who's personality appeals to you, someone you like talking to, and purchase one of those horse dildos and horse mask and have him wear them while you fool around?God, I can't believe what I'm recommending would actually be an improvement. Fuck everything, I need a shower.
>>23426915she doesn't want your tiny human cock, simp
>>23425594youve fully convinced me. i'm gonna do it, im gonna be with Him as soon as i can
OP is definitely on the spectrum.
>>23427102nope. ive been evaluated before, and it was negative
>>23427010Oh I'm well aware, I just wanna hear more about her attraction to horses and dogs. And speaking of, OP has been really neglecting talking about her affection for canines, everyone got all hung up on the horse option.
>>23427113do you watch real zoophile porn or just SFM
>>23427128well, recently ive been into horses more. i still like dogs, but theyre not my main type>>23427137real, 3DCG stuff is ugly a lot of the time
>>23427141why haven't you got knotted by a dog thenyou should have a far easier time getting access to them versus a horse
>>23427141They're both bipedal furry critters but they're not all too similar, why do you think you're attracted to both? And are there other animals you have a sexual attraction to?When you do watch your porn to you prefer two animals going at it, or an animal and another woman?
>>23427144mainly cause of pandemic. also, im not currently in a living situation that would allow me to live with a dog, so ill have to convince one of my friends, or meet someone whos cool with it
>>23427156what's the closest you've come to IRL bestiality
>>23427150well, i'm not sure why im attracted to both. im also attracted to cervids (deer, elk) sometimes, most likely cause theyre similar to horses.in terms of videos, i watch both.
>>23427161being humped by my friend's dog, charlie, while i was laying on the ground. i obviously had to push him away, since i was talking with my friend at the time. i wish i didnt though
>>23427156Have you talked to any of your friends about your proclivities? Is there a dog you already know you want to mount you?
>>23427178well, my friends dog, buddy, whos a lab - great dane mix, is really kinda hot. hes not castrated either.i havent told any of my friends, no
>>23427181https://us.rule34.xxx//images/2472/7f27d8870ce7e58fd375d9b76660d0ed.mp4does this do anything for you (sorry if the link looks shady it's just an r34 site)
>>23427181Do you ever think you could tell them?And do you think you react differently to what most people consider normal interactions with a dog? Like, do you get aroused by a dog licking your or leaning against you? Do your fantasies go, not sure how to phrase it, beyond strictly mounting sex? Would you want the dog to go down on you, would you be turned on by the dog "kissing" your open mouth, ect?
>>23427181Would you consider willingly having a sexual relationship with a human in exchange for them giving you access to dogs and horses and watching, perhaps filming you fuck them, but you have to treat him the same way and also pleasure him in the bargain?
>>23427240she already said no to this you thirsty simp lmfao
>>23427198i think i might tell some of my closer friends.i'm not turned on by normal interactions, unless im already horny to begin withand yeah, id love those two last things you mentioned.
>>23419007You're right anon. You are disgusting, and a good portion probably hate you. Sex with animals is just 100% hedonism, and it viotlates them. I love animals a fuck ton myself, but that's disgusting. I suggest seeing a therapist or a "Coming to God" moment.
>>23427191yeah, thats decently hot.
>>23427263Really, the breath and the drool wouldn't bother you?Also, sidenote, does it annoy you that they always fake the horse moneyshots with women?
>>23427245I'm not a simp, I find her disgusting. I don't have access to horses and if she tried to molest my dog I'd call the fucking cops.I'm just trying to learn about her psychology and figure out where she's going to end up, and it's obvious. She's going to end up pouring all of her money into fucking a horse. She's going to try and suck one off like in disgusting zoophile porn from third world countries unaware those animals are restrained and drugged and she'll get her face caved in by a horse reacting in fear to her touching it's most sensitive place with an organ meant for biting.She's going to end up like that dude who had his internal organs destroyed when he got a horse to fuck him up the ass.
>>23427284every video I've seen of horse action has had them unrestrained, usually out in the open greenery too
>>23427277nope.yeah, it does annoy me. a lot of videos are faked and/or abusive toward the animal. it sucks shit
>>23427291Do you think you could be happy just owning a dog on your own or is the horse your ultimate fantasy? Would a mini-horse do for you? That isn't me asking out of like a, I'm a weird internet dude with access to a mini-horse thing, just that the only vids I've seen where it looks like the horse actually successfully mates with a woman involves the smaller horses.
>>23427300i think id prefer the horse. id be fine with a smaller one, but id prefer a more average size horse as id also like to do other stuff with him, like riding. (not the sex kind, the horseback kind)
>>23427303Would you feel weird about having multiple animals that you were with at once? Not, like, the exact same time, but you get what I mean...Also, the posting you've been doing here today. Has it felt good to be able to be open about how you feel about these things or is this just a way for you to pass the time?
>>23427314i dont think that'd feel weird, no. i'm pretty sure im polyamorous.its felt really good to be able to actually talk about these things openly.
>>23427324You seem to be deep enough into this fetish to have an understanding of the mechanics. Do you think you could work yourself up to actually being able to take a horse cock inside yourself, or would you be able to settle with just sticking to... Well, with something that size "oral" doesn't seems the right term, but with getting your horse off in other ways? And do you find the ways animals actually fuck arousing? Like, the very quick and rough way a dog goes at it, you think you would actually enjoy that?
i do believe i could work myself up to taking it. im already decent at taking fairly large insertions, and im training myself for more. i do find the ways they fuck arousing, like, extremely.
>>23427341How big are you taking now?I don't know, every time I've seen a full grown horse really thrust it seems like it can do some real damage. I've also seen people take it and come out okay, but it seems like a hell of a lot, especially to do on your own unsupervised.
>>23427341well if anything it seems like you're more comfortable with it now, I hope you've come to terms with accepting yourself. good luck with whatever you end up deciding to try
>>23427360well, the toy i have right now has about 5.5 inches of girth. im looking to get a size up soon though.
>>23427324So really this is no different from the girl who married a roller coaster, or a girl who acts like she has a sexual relationship with her dildoes, or a guy who does the same with a sex doll.You don't want romance, you want an object you can control. If it was a love thing you would be talking about one animal, but you're talking about swapping from one to another, as they're kept in pens, literal sex slaves you use for gratification and transportation.
>>23427380what? people can have multiple romantic partners, you know.
>>23427373I think you'll need a few more sizes to go up before you can tango with your stallion, but I do wish you luck. I think this thread is at the bump limit and I've got to run soon so my endless string of questions will stop for now. But I'll make one last plea that you leave some kind of throwaway contact, I really enjoy getting to talk to someone about this kind of thing, it doesn't happen often.
>>23427396thank you for your time. i'm not comfortable making a throwaway, sorry.
>>23427400Eh, alright, maybe I'll see you posting in the future asking for advice about having a knot stuck inside ya.
>>23427409maybe. until next time, anon.
>>23427385How would you feel if you caught someone else fucking your horse, or your horse impregnated another horse?
>>23427413Oh, there was one last thing I wanted to ask. Did you not have a dog growing up?
>>23427420i'm... not sure really. i'll think over that if it does happen. relationships, especially with the large communication barrier, are complex.>>23427429nope, never had a pet growing up.
>>23427435Do you think you would have still developed this fetish if you had? Like, I wonder if having a dog around you all the time would make them lose that kind of appeal when you were developing this predilection.
>>23427449i spent a lot of time at other peoples places, who did have dogs. so, i did spend quite a bit of time with them as a kid
>>23427463True, makes sense. Well, if you ever get to live the dream then fully tongue-kiss that lucky dog. It's the hottest fucking thing and its almost never done.
>>23427476alright, thank you. theres a music video on youtube or whatever that has people-fully-tongue-kissing-dogs in it for some reason, called Yellow Books by Dead Sea Lions. the musics mediocre but the videos pretty nice
OP, do NOT tell anyone about this unless the topic somehow comes up. wait until youre 22-23 (because i kind of doubt youre >18...) to see if you still feel this way. if so, it might be time to talk to a therapist or something. but if you really are <18 do NOT tell your friends. it 100% will get out. people are really fucking dumb at that age. people grow out of all kinds of weird shit. all my friends who were into weird stuff in high school grew out of it. do NOT record yourself doing anything, do NOT send anything to anyone and do NOT tell anyone online outside of anonymous posting about this. it absolutely will come back to haunt you
>>23427753why not? ive felt this way all my life. ive been out of high school for several years now, i live in a state where it's legal. i dont care if everyone knows about it, id prefer it even. means i wont have to lie to everyone anymore.