Hi /x/How do I get schizophrenia? I wanna do magic, travel the spirit realm and see spirits/demons too :)
>>22515902Its a choice. Just like everything else. You have the choice tonlive infinite realities, all possibilities. This is the nature of the observer effect. You see what you want to see. How deep down the rabbit hole would you like to go, my Brother?
>>22515912/x/ tier deep please!
https://www.cia.gov/library/readingroom/collection/stargateIf 700 pages of multi-million dollar science won't make you schizo, who knows what will
>>22515902OP here, I consider myself very hard to turn mentally ill, give me your best shit
>>22515902>OP wants to become mentally illWhy? what kind of life creates someone like this?
>>22516082why? I don't understand
>>22516086For lulz, obviouslyWhy else would I wanna go insane?
>>22515902some severe head trauma should do the trick
>>22515902You only pick out the good stuff of schizophrenia, and ignore all the shit that comes with it. luckily for you you'll never get it if it isn't in your genes already.
>>22516096Shit, really? That sucks
>>22516092oh yes, being institutionalized in a mental hospital sounds like a barrel of monkeys
>>22515902First you get schizoid, then you find ways to force https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gregory_Bateson#Double_bind>The point of this work is to conceive the schizoid personality as a model for schizophrenia. From this perspective, the schizoid personality would be the basic shape on which schizophrenia would build, at least those shapes of schizophrenia that are best served by its etymological sense of “scission from the psychic functions”, as characterized by Bleuler. In any case, schizophrenia is definitely situated from the perspective of the conditions of modern culture, where the schizoid personality would lend a convenient way to “be insane” in our society. It should be added that the “shape” mentioned here is not only pathoplastic (cultural morphology) but also pathogenic (cultural aetiology). http://sid.usal.es/idocs/F8/ART10949/schizoid.pdf>>22516054Does this mean "I've never had psychosis"? Then you're probably already a bit schizoid.>"Notwithstanding the existence of some connections between schizoid psychology and psychotic vulnerability, I have been impressed repeatedly with the phenomenon of the highly creative, personally satisfied, and socially valuable schizoid individual who seems, despite an intimate acquaintance with what Freud called the primary process, never to have been at serious risk for a psychotic break. The arts, the theoretical sciences, and the philosophical and spiritual disciplines seem to contain a high proportion of such people. So does the profession of psychoanalysis. Harold Davis (personal communication) reports that Harry Guntrip once joked to him that “psychoanalysis is a profession by schizoids for schizoids.”
>>22516120The biggest thing I had was when I broke down crying hysterically because of some inconvenience when I was around 15, since then I didn't experience anything similar, so I don't think that applies to me
>>22515902You don’t want it, you seriously don’t want this. I assure you, you have no control over any of the positive symptoms you think are novel and cool.Most people don’t realize the other parts that come with being a schizophrenic, the negative and cognitive symptoms. Being fucking empty inside, unable to feel emotions or express them if you could. Not being able to think clearly or in an organized manner.This is not fun or novel or cool, it’s a massive struggle.
>>22516117lol, I;ve been in a mental hospital before, it's 90% old women in there
>>22516172I've also been in a mental hospital by the side of the staff ( school project years ago, Italian education is weird) The women there are not the kind you want to fuck, don't stick your dick in crazy
Take so much acid you end up being completely disconnected from everything. You'll soon start having delusions that you will know are delusions and will eventually start to believe them. This path is only for troopers though.
After being on LSD almost every day for a few months I started seeing shit that wasn’t real when I was sober. That’s when I quit.
>>22516134Either way, for more schiz you'll have to develop more schisms and build towards higher level abstractions. Obviously schisms would be the key to schiz. Put parts of you where you're not, find more places to be, combine and split sub-personalities into self-sufficient complexes"The psychoanalytic use of the term schizoid derives from the observations of “schisms” between the internal life and the externally observable life of the schizoid individual. For example, schizoid people are overtly detached, yet they describe in therapy a deep longing for closeness and compelling fantasies of intimate involvement. They appear self-sufficient, and yet anyone who gets to know them well can attest to the depth of their emotional need. They can be absent-minded at the same time that they are acutely vigilant. They may seem completely nonreactive, yet suffer an exquisite level of sensitivity. They may look affectively blunted while internally coping with what one of my schizoid friends calls “protoaffect,” the experience of being frighteningly overpowered by intense emotion. They may seem utterly indifferent to sex while nourishing a sexually preoccupied, polymorphously elaborated fantasy life. They may strike others as unusually gentle souls, but an intimate may learn that they nourish elaborate fantasies of world destruction."
>>22515902Get bitten by a succubus.
>>22516263Oh, so I have to behave and think like a schizo to become one? Self inducement kind of thing?
>>22516220Should he add alcohol to the mix?
>>22516578that was done by the nigger mafia
>>22516298You have to be a schizo to be a schizo. What defines a schizo? Schizophrenic thinking. The most significant part will be developing your autism while maintaining as your neurotypical complex. All schizos are autistic, it's a necessary symptom.One can also participate in schiz through some other means, like https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoanalysis or rolling the dice with Bateson's Levels of Learning, though the latter could just schiz you into psychosis without actually providing ability to schiz on your own.And to define schiz more clearly, it is everything which lies outside the Oedipal walls. That is, outside the boundaries of desire which could naturally arise in physical reality. People with a violent childhood who desire to murder and rape are by no means schizophrenic, it's completely within the walls, their experiences in reality have led desire there. But someone who neurotically and autisticly abstracts upon complex fantasies could lead to all sorts of desires and jumble quite quickly. If your fantasies occur along side fear or insecurity, chances are you'll be building towards paranoia, then once you're paranoid you'd be far more neurotic, afraid and insecure, this is the cycle which makes paranoid schizophrenia specifically so incredibly viscous.
>>22515902Get on facebook and say bad things about Israel.
>>22517157You're just gonna get banned, happened to me
>>22515902Psychiatry is a practice for the mentally ill.
>>22515902Smoke weed as much as possible. If that doesn't do it, you just ain't got the right genes, sorry senpai.
>>22515902 select a schizo avatar next time OP.
>>22517205>Psychiatry is a practice for the mentally ill.how?
>>22515912This post is deeper than it looks.
>>22517380OP's asshole is also deeper than it looks if he wants to literally go full autistic sociopath
schizophrenia is a made up illness. it's in the water, air, food, everything. they made it to debilitate targeted individuals.
>>22517528Funny thing is, my schizophrenia has brought me closer to reality than I've ever been.
>>22515902The best way is just living, meet some people, experice some shit, do some drugs. Then when you are a bit older things will come to you, there is really no need to haste because this shit will fuck with you in ways you cant imagine
>>22515902Mix cocaine and cannabis on a daily basis
>>22515902You cant just get schizophrenia.It is a mental illness. But if you wanna do magic then you should try hallucinogens.
>>22517528the gift of madness isnt a defect. rare insight and intuitive leaps can be made by not accepting the status quo's logic bias towards established "fact" or conventional wisdom simply because others say it is as so
Just smoke A LOT of pot, bro. Maybe get diddled, too.
>>22515902>travel the spirit realm and see spirits/demonsschizophrenia>I wanna do magiclearn
I don't know how to get it but I think I might have it. I am going to a psychologist to figure it out, I may have brain cancer but I will find that out when I get a MRI soon.But anyways I am fading in and out of a state where I am being haunted by two forces. A orange female form that embodies the universe and wants me to swap my consciousness with my sleeping self to transcend this reality and get back to where my soul came from. The other force is a shadow that wants me to fall into a trap of nihilism and kill myself so I am stuck in this reality longer, or trap me in an abyss of nothingness I am not sure of it's intentions. I don't feel comfortable talking about this too much yet but hopefully I will open up, and if I talk about the suicidal part I am afraid of being hospitalized.
>>22518856it's the human condition, mate. Read a book, watch a film that isn't mainstream. Jeez.
>>22515902sleep 18 hours a day and go outside with zero planalso your dead. and we are all extinct because of you.
>>22518943Yea but I don't mind a simple existential crisis, I just don't want to see thing and have a voice telling me to kill myself.
>>22519002My voices love me. It's only my own inner voice that tells me to kill myself. Not who you're replying to btw, lmao.
>>22515902do meth for a week straight
>>22519002Everyone has their demons, some more literal than others. By your own insight, killing yourself will only make you stuck here longer. Keep fighting, friend, you are not alone
>>22517380go back to r/im14andthisisdeep
too many of these threads latelyjust go eat some cat poop if that's what you really wantoh and do plenty of psychedelic drugsidk why you would want to be schizophrenic though. Don't do it anon, you're better than that. You can understand higher beings without losing your mind
>>22515902Unless it's in your genes, sorry, not gonna happen. But if it is, abuse hallucinogenic drugs to awaken it. Then enjoy your miserable existence with no grip on reality, extremely poor quality of life, constant fear, being at war with your own mind (a war you will never win) and being reminded what a worthless piece of shit you are by it on a daily basis.
>>22515902U wot m8?
>>22515902>wanting a lifelong debilitating mental illness The state of this thread
>>22515902Is there a difference between being out of touch with reality and being delusional and simply hearing voices?
>>22519048he's just gonna get an addiction
>>22520908Yes, one accepts he is mentally ill and the other one is still denying it. Kinda like you are.
>>22515902Get some Dramamine (motion sickness pills) for like $5. Take 10 or so.
>>22515912It sucks though, I try to take photos of the things I see but nobody else sees them even in photos. Fucking hell.
>>22520949Tell us what kind of shit do you usually see?
>>22520961That's a very complex question to make.
>>22520964Then do what literally any specialist does and simplify the answer?
>>22520964what do they look like?
>>22520961I see the aura and core of things around me. I try to capture it, but it's not possible.A bunch of strawberries in a bowl has a very distinct greenish aura with a light core of bright white. A sad/depressed person leaves a strong bluish aura, even if the person moves. The aura follows slightly behind.
>>22520964How to fit four pieces of pizza on a plate for the microwave
>>22515902schizophrenia does not help you do magic, it gets in the way of doing magic.It gets in the way of doing everything really. You don't want it.
>>22520978illegal.>>22520987Device the next generation control mechanism for humankind.
>>22521010not really helpful but I'll take it anyway
Do drugs, drugs fry your brain, you'll get schizo in no time
>>22521019Want a cheap trick to make someone crazy?Keep a social group he understands and forcefully remove a large chunk of their daily interaction.The information deprivation alone, causes the brain the fill the gap using gestaltic,Do this enough times and the response in the individual is paranoia.
>>22515902twist your neck to the left as much as you can until you see just black
>>22521037I'll keep a note on that, never know if may need it some day
>>22521052I'll keep a note of you keeping a note that's a fairly specific piece of information I like keeping the track on.
>>22521059I'll keep a note on you keeping a note on me keepinga note, I need to fuel my paranoia
>>22516172Most women belong there
>>22515902Step oneget yourself a sweet one of a kind but UnIqUe callsign Step twopretend to be/do all that schizo shitStep threeactually believe the shit you spout.