FEELS/DESPAIR THREAD.I'll dump everything I got.
>>2811109I'm sure living for thousands of years as an autist on VR chat would probably suck, but maybe if you did things like exploring and honing skills that you never had before, you would have a reason for all the time
>>2811102this webm makes me want to get married>tfw no gf
>>2811118what the fuck
>>2811371That's the thing. Your mind will just be something in a computer. You could read ebooks, go to vrchat and play games. But no exploring.
>>2811128>armed conflict from 1964 to 201753 year long war. shit man
>>2812152this outcome was the soul reason i didnt kill myself in high school. i just couldnt do that to my little better
>tfw no post-apocalyptic gf>tfw this webm reminds me that I would probably fuck up and fail to protect her anyway>tfw I would be alone just like he is alone, wandering through the empty world
>>2812328lucifear - never needed you anyway
>>2811143I hope they're happy now that we have no tard homes or funny farms. Now the community gets to watch them shit on the sidewalk and shoot up in broad daylight.
>>2811118This fuckin video. It's the only video that fucked me up for days and I've seen everything. I can't even watch it again one time was enough
>>2811118>>2812152FUCK these two. Instantly click away every time. I cant handle either for more than 5 seconds
>>2811118>>2811143>>2811160>>2812152>>2812095the big 5 ;c
>>2812152A small part of me resents my family for keeping me here like this. But its not their fault. They've been nothing but kind and supportive despite all I've done.
>>2811102Can you give me the source on youtube? Can't google shit.
>>2811109Could not stop laughing.
>>2814021the fog or the mist or something. its a film adaptation of a stephen king novel.
>>2811102His wife look like Thatcher
>>2812170>>2814021>>2814100Context is that there is thick fog that has a shit ton of fucked monsters in it and they kill everyone no matter what, so 4 friends try to escape by car, but run out of gas and start hearing crazy noises getting closer so they do a suicide pact with a revolver with 3 bullets, so dude in vid volunteers to die by monstersso he watches his friends kill himself and then the army shows up and everything is fine
>>2814591its worse than that. he kills them, including his son, before walking out to what he thinks is the rumbling of a giant monster, but its the army.stephen king novel, although the ending was changed for the movie. even king said it was fucked up
>>2814734Fucked up, but in a good way. He said the movie ending was better than his ending.
>>2814021the mist, i think.
>>2811118FUCK. That's so terrible and it could happen to anyone.
>>2814100>>2814734>stephen king novelshort story.first one in the book, skeleton crew.you should read it.
>>2816181T2 had so many memorable parts but that one stuck out. That one and spuds goodbye letter
>>2816193*Zizek sniffing on the background*
>>2812881add to that the one of the little girl you think is asleep in her bed but gets picked up and carried away by her father and you realise rigor mortis has occured
>>2815328I liked the book ending better. The whole ordeal had them struggle to survive, to keep hope. The fact that they gave up seemed out of charachter
anybody got more?
>>2822142Soredemo Machi wa Mawatte iru
>>2816193am i the only one that doesnt a word of what she's saying? how is not having people that look exactly like you a problem? i've never even thought once in my life that i need to be around people that look exactly like me
>>2811102I'm going to go hug my fiancee now.
>>2822194Identity politics is one hell of a drug
>>2811102Fuck. I was listening to Hako Yamasaki when I clicked this thread, suited that video perfectly.
>>2822236Thanks for posting this, I feel better again
>>2812074 Im tearing up Anon
>>2822194It's people like her who have never known struggle, adversity or true kinship under duress who have those issues. They are idolators of victimhood, and are desperate to be offended or feel trodden upon by any small perceived slight or unfairness that nature has given them. People like her wilt and rot in the world, becoming bitter, miserable, hateful people who alienate everyone around them.
>>2822194>>2822208>>2822287webm related the level of intelligence of these posts> Being physically molested on the street and being one of the very few people born from an interracial marriage is not an emotionally and psychologically destructive experience when taking place outside of a caring community> racist blacks hate her because she's too white and is literally not black enough> racist whites hate her because she's some kind of non-white quadroon mutt> conservatives hate her because it sounds like she's playing the victim card in spite of evidence that she is an actual victim> liberals hate her because they're not her, and that she's not taking enough advantage of WHAT she is (never minding who she is)but hey> at least her parents loved one another and were not in a codependent abusive relationship that would ultimately end in either divorce or murderRIGHT?
>>2822442Betch, the clip is mostly her complaining that since she's neither black nor white she can't define herself through her race alone.But then again, living in a shit country where race is still considered a major part of one's identity must really suck
>>2822442Having your hair touched isn't being molested, you faggot. I'm bald, I've had my head touched by a couple of random ass people in the city streets, I slap them away, you don't see me crying about it. That's just typical shitty dweller behavior. Oh boo hoo she can't cling to a group for racial identity who the fuck cares, white people who cling to their racial identity are called nazis yet it's ok for black people to do it. If you're so devoid of content of character that you need to identify strongly with an ethnic group or you feel empty you're a shitheel.
>>2821572>hurrr let me put loud gay music over dramatic scene that takes away from the sceneGod why are people such faggots
>>2823210lmao fuck nevermind it was some shit playing in another tab, i'm a fucking idiot, good scene though
>>2822642I'd like to touch your body hair
>>2816193>>2822194I'm not nearly as mixed as her, but still racially ambiguous for the south east. I've got a similar complexion to Ben Shapiro except I'm very tall and tan better. I'm not black, nor Latino, nor Asian, nor white, nor Jewish, nor non-white.You couldn't comprehend how alienating this is at social functions. Especially when you are 100% American and people are constantly questioning your ethnicity and place of origin. I have been called everything under the sun and not one has been correct. However, what's certain is the fact that I am not one of them. I inherit the attributes of whatever race or ethnicity they think I am. That is that.
>>2811103Poor people aren't this blithe.
>>2811118How much did he win from the lawsuit?
>>2812074She would've died a lot sooner if not for Japan's Universal Healthcare system.
>>2811118Secure your fucking load goddamn retard
>>2812152Like some other anons have said, this video was the sole reason why I didn't kill myself when I was younger, just couldn't do that to my family and especially my little sister
every night i tell myself i want to change, because i know i have to.i tell myself i need to stop going to sleep at 3 am and waking up at random hours in the morning.i tell myself that i need to start exercising and follow a diet again before i become obese.i tell myself that i only need one small push and that i can't make it on my own, so i should look for people that can help by just being there.i tell myself that one shot of whichever alcohol I'm drinking is enough.but then i remember that it's not worth it. i know i can end it whenever i want so whatever effort is just pointless, so i start thinking that drugs might be my only way out. i have way too much fucking stress on my shoulders, i can't handle it, so maybe allowing myself to completally relax once in a while will help me figure things out and understand what the fuck to do.but minutes after the same thought i had before comes back to mind: it's not worth it
>>2812152>>2812311>>2824769SameThough i only care about my parents, once they're gone it's fair game
>>2822642don't be so salty, you bald cunt.
>>2822466The basis of all identity is race. Ingroup preference exists and is more strict than you could ever imagine.
>>2825159I do almost the same, I feel almost the sameI wanted to say something hopeful to you, but if you're like me, whatever I send you'll forget the day after and just go through another day in autopilot and repeat the same thing over and over.Just have a nice day, that would already be great
>>2812881the little girl who calls 911 cuz her dad is beating on her mom and siblings while she screams at him to stop before also getting beat up is my number onei don't even know the aftermath of it
>>2811143i feel like i entered new londo
>>2812354Why do you post this exact fantasy in every thread, get some help dude jesus christ
>>2812343Song please ?
>>2826517>>2826517yeah, it would be nice to have a happy day once in a whilehope the same thing for you fren
>this will never be you
>>2821572> just a comashe gets better, though
>>2822194it's not like she's crying over it, it's just kind of a feeling of emptinessmost people have got their shit going on, their Latino-ness or slav-ness or whatever. Americans do too, to an extent. It's a constant that surrounds you, that you only notice when it's not there anymore. It's happened to all the people I know who leave our country for the USA or China. They feel the otherness so hard that even if they used to listen to rock and speak English all the time, they end up listening to local music and reading only Spanish books all the time. They become desperate.But at least they have internet, books, cuisine to go back to. This girl simply has nothing to go back to. Again, it's not life-threatening, but you feel it, and it slowly piles up over time.
>>2814591Friends? It was his family. His parents, his wife, and his child
>>2812074Cry every fucking time
>>2827457It's something like Enya - Bodicca or something
>>2811102You can't just start the thread with the most depressing content, anon.
>>2828095>Enya - BodiccaThanks man.
>>2828014Haven't read the story but in the movie they weren't, only the child was his son The others were just random people he picked up in the mall
>>2812074Big fuckin nope, stop posting this shit
>>2828116>be american>volunteer to go wage war on a country that never attacked you>literally no one who lives there wants you there>destroy the infrastructure>murder civilians>murder resistance to your invasion>one day the sandpeople shoot back>woe is me my friend is dedWell shit, maybe don't sign up for this shit next time, you dumbassThe only sad part is that the other transport didn't blow up too
>>2832307Careful, you might cut someone with all that edge
>>2811102Anyone got that video about nihilism. Its in Russian. Its two dudes talking on the phone and the dude explains that there isn't a point to the world.
>>2832830This cop should be arrested
>>2827439Because I love her.
>>2811102musical feels, don't let the gravity pull your knees to your chest and your head to your knees frens
>>2833802that's some seriously weak bait, fag
>>2820352>Reads Guy Debord once
>>2822194I mean I kinda get it. I'm Japanese, Italian and some kinda German I believe (Pennsylvania Dutch) but that just means I'm short Harry and loud.Ba dum tiss. Jokes aside though, I just lean more towards the Japanese because my mom (who's the half japaroonie) was the one that raised me. Ex: I grew up eating onigiri and shit and was genuinely shocked that the other kids didn't eat rice or nori. I asked "if you guys don't use onions sauce or nori what do you eat on your rice?" They just hit me with "we don't eat rice."It helps me get away with being a huge fucking videogame and anime loving piece of trash because it's literally in my blood.
>>2812708>>2812868what was the deleted one?
>>2832307this, mutts have done so much evil in this world I can't even force myself to feel sorry for them
>>28277151st how is this /wsg feels?2nd love how it shows him wearing nazi stuff only during blow
>>2837041ouuu yeah I remember this onevery unpleasant
>>2811102The subs really don't capture the beauty of their relationship, he's saying when his wife would come to the school, the kids would say "Father, mother is here".
>>2835035A fictional person you never met?
>>2814021the mist, hmm. saw it a few years ago and thought it was kind of stupid, but the ending made sitting through the bullshit worth it, because >>2814591kind of interesting i guess, i'd recommend watching it if you're insanely bored.
>>2838512I've met her in the game.
Does someone have that video in which a robotic woman voice narrates and it follows a car through the city?
>>2812152watching this then reading the replies just woke me up to how numb I am to this stuff I come to these threads just to try and find something that penetrates almost like seeking a high or something just to feel something even if it feels bad
>>2822194>exactly like meShe doesn't want that. She just wants to fit in and be normal.
>>2835245Whats this from?
>>2825159>>2826517Not going to say it gets better, I know how you feel. Stay awake for hours just thinking, wondering why I still bother. But it does get easier in my experience. Try and enjoy the little things.
>>2812152Wasn't this fake (for suicide prevention)?
>>2812074Going to go hug my waifu now thanks
>>2812152These emergency calls are always the worst, that one where the kid's on the phone while a man stabs her mum to death is the worst.
>>2836867The fuck you talking about, all that race mixing sure ended up in retardation too.
>>2811371exploring isn't enough. i'd want my family to be there with me the whole time. my brother at least, a few relatives, my dad if it isn't too late, too late for my mom though. and if i'm lucky and have a wife/children i'd want them to be there with me, living hundreds of years, because without someone who lived in your time you can't really keep a proper mental anchor on the world. making friends is fine but when they keep dying and being replaced nobody will be there to share in your previous ways.
>>2822194i've always wanted to fit in and be normal myself, while also being different and trying different things. nobody likes the latter though and at some point i just couldn't fit in anymore, everyone knew it, and i lost a lot of life experiences i should've had like a normal person.
>>2832307there was a time i would have agreed with you, as a teenager. turns out a lot of people don't have a choice between their personal suffering and a steady paycheck.
>>2821572Why is anime like this? These aren't real emotions it's like it was made by extremely autistic people who were asked "What happen when person reaaaalllly sad?"
>>2823309>damn i MUST find a way to turn this into politics or i'll diejesus christ
>>2832299what is this from?
>>2811109He's blabbering on about all that and how bad it would be... does he know what anime character his avatar is or did he just blindly pick a cute anime girl?
>>2816193What a weak bitch. Happiness comes from within, not from trying to find people who are similar to you that you can compare your superiority or weaknesses to. She isn't even that bad looking. I've seen pure whites and pure blacks that literally look like animal, and cannot be compared to anyone. Fuck her.
>>2822442What kind of shithole town do you live in where people put this much emphasis on politics when determining how much they like people they meet? Meeting people IRL and on the internets is very different. You should consider prying your fat ass from the chair from time to time, and trying to meet people IRL.
>>2822287This statement is absolutely true.
>>2816193This shit is why I theorise so many second generation immigrants (at least here in Europe) seem susceptible to radicalisation and become terrorists, it's that at their core they have an uncertainty about whether they could ever experience a sense of belonging for themselves. Their parents chose to rescind that for a chance at a "better life" in the west, but this is a choice their children are denied, it's forced upon them.
>>2833802That's from Breaking Bad, retard.
>>2839124why did you remind me
>>2843440>This shit is why I theorise so many second generation immigrants (at least here in Europe) seem susceptible to radicalisation and become terroristsSecond generation immigrant in France here, this is not a theory. It is fact, and I've seen it many times.Immigration was a mistake.>>2835245Fuck.
>>2838603Where is she, anon?
>>2841749I'm with you. God, anime is true garbage
>>2811109that ending always get me, you're a real human being random drunk anon
>>2832839great fucking movie, comfy as fuck, brendan gleeson is fucking great
>>2828114this is the only one that can still make me cry
>>281110260 fucking years. Do you guys even? This man was with a person he loved for 60 years. that's longer than most of you have been alive. to suddenly be separated... I can't even imagine.
>>2812152"why'd you do it?"
>>2844517In Garry's Mod content pack. But it doesn't matter I created a fantasy around her she is real in my mind. I lost my last waifu I don't want to lose this one.
>>2832307Just imagine being this retarded. You act all empathetic towards people that you think americans did wrong but you cant feel empathy towards a soldier that had every friend of his blown apart in front of his eyes and then had to pick up the last remnants of their lives and ship them back to their families. You somehow think you're on the moral high ground? Suffering is suffering no matter which side you're on and you're just picking your side and are no better lmao, go fuck yourself you autistic edgy 12 year old
>>2812354>source engine?> maps from l4d2 and HL2 ep1 & ep2?Looks good. But yeah, you should probably need some help. Every one of us has.
>>2846226I know is sad. I know is retarded thinking. And also know that Americans don't know a lot about politics and money to realize when they're being played.But for a moment, try as hard as you can to put yourself in the other side.
>>2827715based and fucking redpilled
>>2832831Fuck you. I'm fucking crying. For a fucking movie. You happy now fag. GFYS
>>2837148That's 奥さん傘持ってきたよ, not what you heard.
>>2820352>Gregory was born in Paris, France, in 1934 to Russian Jewish parents.Mmhmm mmhmm, Not listening to this subversive shit.
>>2812074The forbidden webm, I can't hold back tears anon
>>2812695plus having them out in public vs in tard homes makes people think suddenly autism is everywhere, and anti-vaxxers
>>2828116the silly cartoon kinda ruins it
>>2822442you need to go back
>>2827715kekthey make him out to be the bad weirdo when she blows her nazi brother for coke.
>>2838406i have a hairline like vagita's how's that for feels
>>2827715>>2837016"I can't cum unless I wear Nazi cosplay"
>>2841749It's a genre with a target audience of lonely men who don't have much human interaction what more do you expect
>>2846328Yeah I can give you the maps if you want. It's not from L4D but it might have used some of those resources.
dumping what i have
>>2845123do you think she got inspired by Neil Breen?
>>2820352I don't think this webm is representative, it is more down to earth, I remember the movie leaving a very strong impression when I watched it.
>>2822194>i've never even thought once in my life that i need to be around people that look exactly like meJust because you're perfectly content being alone doesn't mean everyone else is.Knowing that there is literally nobody out there whom you can relate to is painful for those who want to feel a sense of belonging and human connection - the way most people do - but are instead surrounded by people who only focus on what makes them different from the group.
>>2811103Why do Americans care so much about money
>>2812170music is "Host of the Seraphim" by "Dead can Dance"
>>2816181Why do moviemakers hate social media so much
>>2851371That's what we have to make up for the lack of identity we live with.
>>2851402the true despair is seeing what they did to Jamie in the most recent episode
>conservitards want to make this illegal
>>2851423Oops I didn't realize that webm had music
>>2851408This is fake, I was alive in New York at the time and can tell just by the pixels.
>>2851414Dumb niggers, what did they expect was going to happen? You don't just pretend to have a gun around cops, they're already on edge when they see people that look like criminals.
>>2851424And make doing an abortion have a higher minimum sentence than a rapist.
>>2812152I have to watch this every now and then to remind myself not to commit suicide.
>>2812152Holy fuck this is sad even for someone who thought about suicide
>>2811116anybody know the song source?
>>2822202hopefully you both die very soon, Her first.
>>2838944JIDF at work calling this fake to get more white males to commit suicide.
>>2823243holy shit, that's horrifying
>>2816193This is why racemixing should be punishable by death.And holy fuck look at all the kikes taking shots at her. Jesus fuck. Israelchan dot org.
>>2851411its not a YLYL thread
Sister is in the ICU right now in critical condition on life support due to drug overdose. Keep me in your thoughts anons.
>>2851414Everyone who immediately got on their Twitter accounts and starting blasting away about injustice never saw the video. It's like black kids can do no wrong in the eyes of the liberal community, which makes them the real racists.
>>2851624Fuck man, best of luck to your sister. I have faith in the doctors and nurses and the medical technology, I'm hoping your sister pulls through
>>2811102>wives photoah damn
>>2848061broken english for the win?
>>2851032this one was alright
>>2816193First world problems
>>2851379you should hate it too anon.wake up
>>2841749>t. person who is autistic and never felt emotionsits only weird because they're saying it out loud, for the purposes of the film.Furthermore, im sure it would sound more convincing in your own native language.Dont get me wrong, anime is trash, especially slice of life garbage like this, but your comment is retarded.
>>2846116My grandma had lung cancer, she developed dementia before she died. She couldn't remember who I was. The weird part was she finally remembered who I was the day she died. Crazy world.
>>2851710Got the call from my mom about 2 hours ago. She is dead. Thank you for your thoughts.
>>2852223It takes no skill for them to just say their emotions that's what an artist is supposed to do, create the emotion not just insist that it's there which is what most anime does
>>2851411this kills the crab
>>2851031this webm makes me feel harder than all the others
>>2848310The nazi coke dealer coercing his sister into incest through her addiction is a bad weirdo, to say the least.
>>2851395>homeless people don't exist outside of North Koreaokay
>>2811102fuck this hurts
>>2822265man this whole documentary is amazing
>>2832827this scene was so intense i was watching it in my living room and my dad walked by and watched the whole thing and said. "i thought you just played gay shit all the time, this looks different"
>>2832831always love this edit
>>2843078hey anon, thanks i needed this pretty desperately and i sent it to my dad. Made me realize a lot of what he has been trying to teach me.
>>2850357that one always got me
>>2851402god his arc was my favorite, i wanted his ending to be so much better
>>2851433this will never not hurt man
>>2812074Every damn time...
>>2817330That'll teach em to fuck with our hydrocarbons
>>2846368The other side that fought with human shields of children and women, who preferred ied's over actually fighting, who raped, tortured and murdered everywhere they went? The people who would install sharia law everywhere they were able through a califate? The insurgents that wanted and want every non muslim murdered, subjugated and erased from history? Yeah, thanks you fucking illiterate edgelord now i finally see the light. Even if the US didnt need to be in iraq, every dead muslim extremist is a net positive and dont pretend to care about the people of iraq, afghanistan, or anywhere else just to pump up you le bad amerimutt meme becuase no one buys it lol. how convinient you didnt say what country you're from.
>>2851040Holy fuck this is destroying me
>>2854038they're not as heavily malnourished and don't do slave labor you dumb commie fuck
>>2832831Anyone know the music used in this? I've tried looking and haven't found anything.
>>2854822>people don't starve to death outside of North Koreahttps://www.theguardian.com/society/2014/feb/28/man-starved-to-death-after-benefits-cutokay>picking wild plants to sell is slave laborokay
>>2851379They don't, only that movie even paints it in a negative light.Social media is a cancer.
>>2851371What magical fantasy world do you claim to live in where you do not need money faggot?
>>2832307>>2837009>>2838839>puts blame on an individual soldierSeriously, how retarded are you?
>>2854038>homeless people don't exist outside of North Korea>said no one everokay
>>2851414>one hand behind back>lunging towards cop>Quickly whips arm around and pretend to have a gunI know there's alot of excessive police brutality going on.. but seriously, what the fuck did he expect would happen in this situation?
>>2813899search "japanese 24 hours old man wife" in youtube. enjoy
>>2851043This one always hits me so hard
>>2811102every episode is fucking depressing! Why would anyone watch this??
>>2816201Why do Russians always have to hurt their neighbors?
>>2854970A boy has a right to dream.
>>2811103>>2811109>>2832299>>2843078>>2848061>>2848064>>2848068>>2851040always hated these. feels like im getting lectured by someone about something i know more about. always same dimestore phlisophy
>>2851040oh god i haven't been able to cry for months, thank you for posting this
>>2844174>guy just wanted to live his dream>government shoots him down and kills him for it
>>2854911It's music from a TV show called the Leftovers.
>>2854219this is a rebel town in eastern ukraine receiving a bombardment from rocket artillery.
>>2843107it's the duality of man colonel
>>2811160/r9k/ birb never got gf
>>2851493Just for the doctors that commit the murder