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Repressor general, trembling finger over the black button edition.

What helps you cope?
Have you found any new copes recently?
Have your old ones stopped working?
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>>13323550
green
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>>13323550

Not a tranner or a repressor or anything. Just stopped here seeing the button image and am pressing green because I want cash!
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>>13323550

Green.

If I can repress for free, I can do it for $10kk.
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>>13323550
anyone who doesn't press green is retarded.
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Blue of course.
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>>13323590
You would rather get $10kk than fix your brain?
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>>13323550
SMASH THAT BLACK BUTTON
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>>13323550
Pink, no more dysphoria, and no more guys would be pretty good, they are always noisy and obnoxious in my uni, I can't stand them. Especially the niggers. There are good males but the bad ones are just too much to cope with.
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>>13323596
*pink
sorry, made a typo
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>>13323596
I don't think someone with dysphoria would press green (unless they are young and can gey top of the line surgeries or smth with these millions.) And even so it's simpler just to press blue or pink.
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>>13323605

My brain is fucked in more than one way. None of these buttons magically solves all of my problems, but 10mil is 10mil.
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>>13323550
black button obviously. Gamers rise up. Society etc etc.
desu I'm not even one of you, I just want to see the world burn as everyone copes with immense psychological pain but is unwilling to share it with anyone else because they think they're the only one and are repressing for that reason.
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>>13323550
PINK
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>>13323550
Why the fuck has nobody said blue?
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White, Jesus Christ I wish it was real
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I can't imagine a single alternative button that would make me even consider choosing anything but blue
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>>13323653
>>13323603
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>>13323550
Black is already true though, literally every human being with a functioning sex drive is a repressing tranny, male and female.
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>>13323653
You get to be a woman with pink, and no more men being annoying. Win win.
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>>13323709
Rainbow - Shapeshifting
Lime green - Eternal youth
Yellow - Diaperfags never post here again
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>>13323550
Why would anyone not choose blue or green? Is blue supposed that "reborn as cis" shit where you're basically not the same person at all and just some random? Because if so then red is better.
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>>13323729
>You get to be a woman with pink
You get to be a fully functional hermaphrodite, presumably.
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>>13323761
Pink has the advantage of blue, plus no sexism and the like. Also no more islam probably. And no more male nigg. Worth it imo
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>>13323550
I want blue!
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>>13323799
FEMINE herm. So you are literally a futa, which is fine by me. I'd rather not have a penis I guess because mine kinda makes me dysphoric but i'd still be very ok with it.
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>>13323729
Men are the best, you have much yet to understand young repressor
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>>13323813
No they are intimidating and annoying and noisy and smell terrible (esp niggs). I hate women too, but their potential nuisance is much much lower.
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>>13323801
True I choose pink tbqh
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>>13323801
>>13323729
>the advantages of being a woman
>can’t get pregnant
>can’t raise family
>can’t have husband

Yeah... I can be a... boob creature
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blue blue blue blue for the love of god
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Any of them but green or black
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>>13323761
Choosing anything other than green is for hons.
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>>13323853
What don't you understand with herm? Ofc we'd get pregnant and raise families we'd have penis and pussy.
As for a husband you could have a dominating masculine futa which isn't too far.
And personally i'd be satisfied just being a woman anyway without any of these things, as it'd alleviate my dyspho either way.
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Ok why has nobody said white? I mean blue is great and all but wouldn’t any of you want to be a cis man without dysphoria?
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>>13323653
most repressors are just agp who want attention
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>>13323880
My desire to be a woman and particular psyche is an important part of me, for better or worse. If I lose it then I lose a big part of myself, it's like being dead.
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Masturbation is the best part of my life
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>>13323891
Reminder that agps have dysphoria and hsts don't, seethe more trender
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>>13323909
some* agp have dysphoria sweetie

masturbating in your mom's underwear is not dysphoria
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>>13323813
Men are nature's guinea pigs. They are the best and the worst. Pink pill herms would ideally have the positive traits of both men and women.
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>>13323909
>hsts don't
Read blanch retard
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>>13323920
I'm not into crossdressing at all hon, I purely masturbate to the idea of being a cool female version of ancient historical characters.
Checkmate : )
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>>13323880
You can’t really want to not want something, especially something as pervasive in your psyche as dysphoria. It’s such a massive aspect of your inner dialogue that you can’t really understand a world without it. Like imagining being dead, you can only substitute different ideas and pretend it’s the same
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>>13323943
ah yes the only female anecdotes is sexual of course, typical agp fetishist
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>>13323943
>I purely masturbate to the idea of being a cool female version of ancient historical characters
Nasu, get out.
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>>13323960
>Talks about what I masturbate about
>I answer I use something else
>Why do you talk about sexual stuff you fetishist!
Kys dumb nigger.
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>>13323729
>no more men
Exactly the problem with pink as much as it's also a good thing, as much as I want to press it, blue. I like men :3
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>>13323968
I'm certainly not talking about stuff like fate and the like. I prefer to make my own characters in my mind. Also fate is shonenshit.
Recently i'm imagining a cool yuri couple between Caesar and Labienus
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>>13323985
Are you the rare HSTS repressor?
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>>13323985
I agree that some men are good but getting rid of the bad ones is more important. Pink is best. Although blue is close second ofc.
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>>13323971
your man temper is showing, calm down dont break anything now
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>>13323992
But they'd still be same people only in different bodies
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>>13323993
Sure I have a more male temper, although i'm terribly cowardly and shy, since i'm a man.
>>13323999
Yes but in a female body male violence becomes endearing.
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>>13323550
Black
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>>13323550
>blue
if i had sperm frozen before could i impregnate myself?
also, would my dysphoria be gone or would it reverse?
>red
would probably cure my dysphoria

if blue cured my dysphoria i'd probably take it, otherwise red
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>>13324017
>in a female body male violence becomes endearing.
A world where everyone became physically weaker would be better armed.
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>>13323990
Rare? Bitch, “HSTS repressor” describes literally every gay bottom
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>>13324046
There'd probably still be some types of violence such as rape (male sex drive) or theft etc, but stuff like hate crimes and niggers chimping out on you because you are white or wear the wrong color or looked in their general directions would not exist which would be great.
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>>13323550
Blue blue blue blue blue
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White or blue are equally acceptable as first prize with red being a decent second prize.
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>>13323653
I'd press it if I could get my lost childhood back.
if not, green.
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>>13324309
I dont think Lamborghinis or starting your own business with that much money is gonna alleviate dysphoria. Maybe you can pay for top quality FFS and SRS but in that case why wouldnt you just press the red button.
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>>13323550
blue obviously
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Daily reminder that life can only get worse.
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>>13323550
White is boring
Red is just blue but shit
Green is something that you can reach without anything supernatural
Black and pink would fuck up 45 to 49% of humanity, why would anyone want to do that

So blue.
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>>13324438
I'm FTM senpai, if I dont get my childhood back or at least a dick why not just take the money
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>>13324553
I don’t get why ftm matters here. Do you think mtfs don’t mourn their childhood?
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>>13323550
Black, let's burn it all down.
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>>13324744
Same, make everyone suffer as I do
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>>13324672
FTMs have less issue passing and clearly dont want FFS.
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>>13323550
Blue... BLUE... FUCKING BLUE! GIVE IT TO ME!!!
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quitting HRT was the most difficult thing I have ever done. I'd rather get in another car crash or have my teeth pulled than do that again
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>>13323550
pink because i'm a lesbian and i wanna fuck
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If you don't pick blue you aren't trans.
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>>13323550
Give me the 10 mil

The only real options here are green and purple

Purple would be epic at first... but it doesn't really help me and life in hermaphrodite earth would just become normalized after some time.
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blue, of course
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>>13323550
pink is the only acceptable answer.
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>>13323904
are you the based 'i plan my faps like they're my weekend' repressor
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>>13325900
Yes
I hurt my penis today because I edged for too long.
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>tfw can't be a femboy even if I wanted to
What the fuck is this bullshit. My body is so far gone I couldn't even take HRT for aesthetics. There's no boymoding when you're already man level. Even worse is everyone on this board assumes androgyny is the baseline.
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>>13325909
This "bullshit" is your life, and you best get used to it
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>>13325905
Based and dare I say, repgenpilled
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>>13325905
>edged
yep, you posted the correct image
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>>13325931
Edging for long periods of time lets you move onto a higher point of consciousness where earthly concerns do not bother you. You become fully absorbed in pleasure itself. Repressing would not be possible without it.
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>>13325942
I read about this a few years ago, not sure what it's actually called though
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>>13323550
Blue of course.

Why would you pick red over blue?
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>>13323596
literally every option is worth more than 10mil
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>>13323550
red
i want to be qt trap
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>>13325950
self medicating with masturbation
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>>13324534
black would fuck up 100% of people
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>>13323550
im a simple person, white is good enough, let me function and really i wouldnt mind being whatever sex if it was not for it
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>>13323909
agp are the one that dont always get dysphoria, gay femboys are often forced in a position to transition because just being feminine is not enough to quell it
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>>13324534
if you find white boring you most likely dont suffer from it
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>>13325914
No. This can't be it. This is not my reality. I'll wake up and be a 16 year old youngshit, I just have to wait for the nightmare to end.
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>>13325102
Why did you quit?
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>>13326230
Hsts rarely have dysphoria before as they transition for straight dick anyway
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>>13323596
This, I literally couldn't give less of a shit about any of those things.
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>>13325914
I know I'm 100% the one on the right, but all those anime girl images and transition success stories delude me into thinking, "Maaaaybe I'll have a shot". It's pretty insidious
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Black. Fuck everyone, suffer with me
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Blue button sounds great, give me that.
>The pink button scares me
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>>13323550
green
blue and red do not guarantee that you are attractive. ask any ugly cis fem how's life treating them
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>>13326685
That's how you spot someone without dysphoria. Anyone with gender dysphoria would prefer being a 1/10 woman over a 10/10 male.
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>>13326784
...Not even slightly accurate. Nobody wants to be ugly.
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Green cuz i already pass as my preferred gender
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>>13323596
I agree.
t. passing post-op tran too fucking crazy to work
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>>13323550
>What helps you cope?
Crossdressing and drinking.
>Have you found any new copes recently?
Nope. If anyone has idea on what helps them suggestions are welcome.
>Have your old ones stopped working?
Not per say but I am increasingly drawn to cuter and cuter things. It kinda worries me though as I am not cure in slightest irl. I am a hairy man so it really does not fit and cute things just dont fit a gross and disgusting hairy man like me.
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>>13326863
If you had dysohoria you'd rather be an ugly cis girl than a good looking man, period. You're just an AGP fetishist who think his life would be easier as a cute girl.
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>>13326971
>as I am not cure in slightest irl.
>cure
Cute**
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>>13323550
White, please. I want the magic "feel ok with my body" pill
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>only child
>only gran child
>desperately want to be a girl
>want to an hero but it would cause so much pain so I dont
>cant be a girl or cant a hero so im forced to suffer
How the fuck do I deal wtih this? I just drink all the time to try and forget the pain. My family just says "hes a man that he likes to drink" I like how they let me drink as they see it as many. But if I'm gonna be honest I'm anything but manly. The only "manly" thing I like to do is drink. I hate every thing else to do with being a man so I just box my self off from the oust side world. I dont talk to anyone or leave my house anymore.
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White.

I want to save the world.
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>>13323550
pink
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>>13326977
That sentence also worked with "cure"
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>>13327553
Or maybe they were talking about cureanon.
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What would a pink button world even look like? Who is going to do all the heavy lifting?
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>>13323550
In the last thread everyone had an issue with the white button, but I see nobody complaining about the blue button.

This makes no sense.

>>13323957
Dysphoria started for me at 17. I had no concept of this bullshit before it became infested throughout media. I want a cure that everyone can be happy with. There is no way for me to be a woman in any world.
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>>13327700
There would be trouble and brief social decline followed by unprecedented investment in robotics. We are close to automating transportation and delivery jobs anyway, and construction isn't far behind.
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>>13326278
No I don't suffer from it, but I still want to be the other sex.
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>>13327706
>Dysphoria started for me at 17
If you had absolutely no form of dysphoria (were 100% ok with your body and male role, didn't have all the dysphoria signs such as chronic depression and self desertion etc, then you probably have TOCD and not actual dysphoria. Esp if it started upon watching medias.
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>>13327805
I'm hoping that's what it is. It's been 10 years and I cant shake it but I've never done any crossdressing or any gay sex so there is hope.
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>>13327822
Crossdressing and gay sex are very different from dysphoria. I have dysphoria and both gay sex and crossdressing disgust me. Gay sex because the idea of having sex as a male is quite gross (also most gay males are disgusting), and crossdressing because i don"t care about female clothes (cd is basically a fetish) and because it'd just highlight how fucking masculine my body is
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>>13327899
Glad to see you're back.
>>13327833
We'll see what happens. Maybe I'm confused. I dont like my body but I dont think I'm on the verge of losing it over not having female characteristics.
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>>13327899
I'm glad you're back cure, last thread was all muh suicide, and people who supported fighting against the dysphoria effects/ depression were shut down and accused of being trannies or whatever. Repressors need to understand that it's important to always fight to the very end for a better life free of this mental illness.
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>being able to date cis women is the only upside of repression
>have no success because of feminine beta personality despite looking like a chad lite
>would become a hon if transitioned

My life is a joke. I'm a failure both as a man and a woman.
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>>13328025
iktf
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>>13328025
Literally me minus Chad-lite. I'm a 6/10 if I actually worked out and wore something other than hoodies.
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>>13328025
I have no idea how to act like a man in the relationship. I feel like if I ever even tried to date a woman she'd think I was gay or autistic.
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>>13328190
Disgusting
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>>13327090
Lmao
>>13327571
I wonder if cureanon would date me
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>>13328208
He's asexual I think.
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>>13328199
No it's cute
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>>13328220
I said date, not fuck
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>>13328249
>I'm asexual/aromantic
Huh. Well, I guess I used to think that about myself as well all those years ago. Dysphoria is a bitch.
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>>13323550
>already mostly passing
>press green
>get surgeries I need to fix up appearance
>got red button status
>white button comes with the territory
>be treated by the public as if I pressed blue

It's a four in one deal for me, plus I'll still be a millionaire.
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>>13328313
GTFO this thread if you aren't a repressor
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>>13328313
You have no reason to be here if you're on HRT.

Leave.
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I really want to kill myself today. I really don't think I'm ever going to be happy. My only real option is hanging myself with a belt, sadly, but it will have to do.
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>>13328486
Cope. Accept your reality
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>>13328486
There's no path for me. I'm the biggest fuck up out of all my friends and family. There is absolutely no chance I'd pass even with FFS/SRS and HRT. I'm not even 100% sure I'm trans. I hate myself so much. I really deserve to die at this point. I'm disgusting, physically and mentally.
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>>13328486
Hey cure, i'm repressing without too much issue, i still dislike my body and kind of envy women for theirs etc etc, but otherwise that's ok. I can see myself having a "goal" (as in a good job or good hobby) and living as a guy thanks to it (i think). But what should I do about the social digust/ social anxiety caused by dysphoria? People scare me and disgust me and horrify me, just having to be near my coworkers ruins my day. And of course I can even less talk to them. What do?
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>>13328536
>successful
Successful at being happy? You’re not fooling anyone, least of all yourself.
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>>13328551
Repressing is the lesser of two evils
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>>13328536
>I'm afraid in this department I don't have much advice beyond push through it, retrain your brain (through self-hypnosis if necessary) and research anxiety as much as you can - develop your method and run with it.
Yes, I am doing that, but the issue is that if I relax my brain etc i lose any motivation and basically become retarded and can't communicate, talk, work or study. So I have to remain tense and my anxiety remains up. i have no friend, I hate everyone, every person i see disgusts me and revolts me, not even jealousy, just disgust and disdain mixed with resentment and fear. It's making my life a living hell, more than just pure dysphoria which is just disliking my body. And that combination just kills my motivation even further, causing a vicious circle. I went to several psychiatrists and there was nothing they tried that helped.
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>curechad gets banned again
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Imagine if you could transform gender dysphoria into gender euphoria. Like, you'd feel okay with your assigned gender and really happy when you got a chance to act as the opposite gender.
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Hey guys what do I do when people confront me for being a repressor? What do I say?
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>>13331121
Literally me. Honestly it just makes repressing that much easier.
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>>13330833
kek my post about cereals got into your OC. For complete honesty I am a cis woman and don't think most transwomen can ever pass, but they should at least try if they want women to call them women.
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>>13331137
"Yes, and?" How do they know?
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>>13326423
Same. Thinking about just boymoding for a couple of years so I don't get any more masculine.
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>>13331137
Like real life people? How would that even come up?
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>>13331261
>>13331238
I’m not very good at hiding it. I’m really femme, so people just assume I’m trans sometimes.
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>>13331279
Kek, maybe you should take their hint
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>>13331279
>>13331374
Fuck, a girl I know always calls me a "transgender lesbian" and I never know how to respond aside from "nuh-uh" or going suspiciously quiet.
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>>13331374
I would, but I know I won’t pass, and I know there’s no point if I don’t pass.
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>>13331407
Are you being serious? Sounds like your failing your boymode
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>>13331413
I'm not on hrt so I'm not boymoding. Just "boying" I guess. And yeah I'm serious.
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>>13331426
You must have some serious egg vibes then. Knew a couple of people like that desu
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>>13331460
>female POV
>female game character
>mom thinks I’m gay
Is it really that obvious?
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>>13331460
Yeah most of those are me, I think most queer people would clock me as that. She's not LGBT, but I think she has friends that are and knows about that kinda thing.
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>>13331460
What’s the “I’m 30 and a represser” starter pack
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>>13331460
>Don't give a shit about male fashion so you just wear baggy grey clothes

Ouch.
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>>13331496
That's pretty niche, I think you would have to make one.
Items I can think of:
>Early btc adopter
>STEM
>Chronically single
>Alcoholic
>Anime
>Weightlifting
>Buzzpill
>Monochromatic wardrobe
>Stoicism
>M I N I M A L I S M
>People think he's asexual
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You would think red, but how about blue.
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>>13331460
They're not an egg, they're a repressor. If you are aware of your dysphoria then you are a repressor not an egg, having «hatched».
God I hate these tranny terms
>>13331494
>imagin talking to people
>>13331496
>no self care, probably looks 35 or morr
>some kind of addiction. Can be ket, weed, alcohol, compulsive masturbation/ gaming et
>no friend, asociability
>feeling of wearing a mask but doesn't know if there is even someone inside
>only moment of solace and happiness come from very rare and elusives «madeleines», memories, feelings or emotions that show up for a short amount of time by surprise and go away just as fast. Can be some music, a taste, a smell, a landscape...
>doesn't care about anything anymore, but too afraid of death to try to an hero even through life seems completely worthless.
>sometimes can look at his face in the mirror and hold the sight, and just laugh, sometimes, it ruins his day.
>avoid taking showers because what's the point, also the less he sees his body the better
>women and men aren't potential friends or mates, they're all fiendish beings that live in a different plane of existence
>tries to connect with people with similar interests through the internet, feels no kinship or bond whatsoever
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>>13331615
Get out of my head Charles
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How do I stop the trans thoughts?
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>>13331970
>female soul
Oh I just have to kill my self. Thanks for the tip :D
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>>13331536
>Early btc adopter
Optimistic.
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>>13326784
sadistic hypotheticals do not prove anything and are only used by gaslighters or by sad people addicted to suffering as a means of proving their own virtue/sincerity. ask cis women if they would rather be a hot guy or a 1/10 girl, many would choose the former.
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Pink makes the most sense. There can be no sexism or homophobia when everyone is the same sex, and we can focus our pathologic need to disparage one group on higher purposes like screaming ethnic slurs and blaming black people for our own personal failings.

Plus women have better, more asthetic bodies, as evidenced by women being able to look good in men's clothing while men look oafish in a dress if they don't have the hips for it. It's all just ruined by the vagina.

Also ten million dollars really isn't a lot anymore guys. Yeah, it's a nice influx of cash, but there's nothing there saying the IRS isn't gonna pick up on your sudden windfall and come accounting.
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>>13332100
So what? Many cis women would say they'd rather be men because they're told that it's easier and because cis people don't think seriously about these things assuming that the experience and thoughts of a cis woman and a repressor must be similar is completely retarded. Living life as a male with dysphoria should make you hate being a man enough to prefer being a bad looking woman over a good looking man, period.
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>>13331460
Anyway you could send something like this back about 15 years to slap some sense into my younger self?
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>>13323622
Not really, 10mil is enough to get clavicle reduction, hip implants, ffs, orchiectomy, srs, breast aug, etc. and still have money left over to not have to live a single day working if you spend it right.
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>>13335182
It's pretty much impossible to get clavicle or shoulder reduction because doctors see it as too risky for something anesthetic. And even if I manage to get it my shoulders would still be much larger than female average. Also i'm 6'1 so i'll still be tall. Full ffs can't save a face that is really impassable either. And finally I don't mind working if I am a woman.
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>>13323550
>button
unicorn color: healthy and happy life
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I have a question for you lovelies. Do you think you'll be crushed by dysphoria in 10-20 years from now and either transition into a hon, commit suicide or live as a respectable man and marry a woman to continue the bloodline, albeit suffering from crushing dysphoria till the day you die from a natural death?
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>>13335512
I almost guarantee this is gonna end in suicide for me.
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>>13335512
Actual trans women age very gracefully, it's just more difficult and hon-ish to START your transition the later it is, /pol/. Fuck off, nobody's interested in CoNtInUiNg ThE bLoOdLiNe.
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>>13335512
I repressed for more than a decade and am now transitioning at 26 like a fucking loser.
I am coming to you from beyond the grave to tell you that repressing is garbage and it will only get worse until it reaches a breaking point; dysphoria is a progressive disease. If you think it’s too bad now, know that it will get worse. So much worse. From “yeah obviously I’m trans but I can figure out a way to be my birth sex, maybe people will understand me as my target gender from my behavior” to just days curled up in bed sobbing in existential nightmares and needing to wear a packer to be able to sleep.
Start now. It will not get easier. It will not get better.
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>>13335525
I'm not /pol/ i'm just saying that if you transition in 10-20 years from now, you'll be a hon. The bloodline stuff is because the lot of repressors preach about continuing the bloodline and you know repressors including cureanon preach about being a man and continuing the bloodline lol stop being obtuse
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>>13335512
Hopefully I'll be dead within a year so I don't have to experience growing old like this. Should have been encouraged to transition young.
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>>13335512
I wont procreate but I will let the dysphoria destroy me. It's my destiny. I am a monster and I must be destroyed. I will not let the disease get what it wants.
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>>13335512
I'm going to try my best anyway, I'm flawed and depressed and mentally ill and i have dyspho but I can guarantee you that i'll try to live. I'm too afraid of death to kill myself and I believe there are good things to live for in this life even tho it's seriously hampered by dyspho and the likes.
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>>13335536
>Start now. It will not get easier. It will not get better.
Any stories to the contrary here?
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>>13335537
>The bloodline stuff is because the lot of repressors preach about continuing the bloodline and you know repressors including cureanon preach about being a man and continuing the bloodline lol stop being obtuse
This is wrong, the immense majority of repressors here don't even think about/ want to have gfs, let alone kids. And cureanon is ace.
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>>13323560
based
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>>13323584
This, Just stopped by this hellscape since the banner appeared, Thanks for the cash OP.
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>>13335512
>Do you think you'll be crushed by dysphoria in 10-20 years from now
I would hope bot
and either transition into a hon,
I have no expectations besides permanently boymoding
>commit suicide
No
>or live as a respectable man and marry a woman to continue the bloodline
I'm not having kids
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>>13336563
Fucked up my formatting
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you either die a repressor, or live long enough to see yourself become a hon
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>>13337130
shut it coin boy
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>>13337173
if i take that emotional repression mask off, will you die?
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>>13323653
Fuck normies.
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Ain't nothing better than waking up in a truly awful mood and then seeing people around you happy and content all while knowing the only thing that would make you happy is impossible.
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>>13337219
it would be extremely painful
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>>13337507
You're a big girl
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>>13337641
for you.
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>>13337641
>>13337641
>>13337641
>>13337641
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>>13337492
Why would you post this?
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>>13337492
Could be worse.
No it couldn't.
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>>13323560
Fpbp /thread
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The reason I repress is because I wasn't born into a hippie community in a hippie family. Plus I won't pass.
Also there's no point in transitioning if you don't have anyone to make you feel like a girl right. If there was a man who made you feel like a girl then maybe you could do it
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>>13336145
Don't worry, I'll press black just to spite you and other non dysphorics. See you in hell motherfuckers.
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>>13338227
Imagine pressing white/blue/red/pink and the next minute some fucker presses black.
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>>13335935
I repressed until I was 31 and I agree with their assessment. It got way worse than I ever imagined.
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>>13338248
It can be reversed if someone presses pink.
>>13338418
Does it ever just give you a break? I need a break.
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>>13323757
Smash dat yellow button
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Blue
Green and red can't give me a uterus
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>>13338495
It never gave me a break until I started transitioning.
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blue without a moments hesitation
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>>13338583
pinkpillers can leave
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>>13323550
Blue. I will have a happier life as a cis woman than as a transsexual with 10 million dollars.
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i'm just a repressor on hrt and got srs
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EASYYYYYYYYYYYYY MONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
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>>13323550
I am torn between blue and green.

Dysphoria says blue, my finances say green.
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>>13339323
That’s the opposite of a repressor
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>>13323550
All I want is any bit of dysphoria to disappear
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Has anyone here ever come out to anybody as trans / questioning and the regretted it forever?

I sent my parents a big long email a year ago saying I think I’m trans during a drugs comedowns. I haven’t thought seriously about transitioning since but it’s fucked up my relationship with my parents, probably forever.

Ffs, don’t tell people unless you’re literally about to take your first HRT pill.
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>>13341290
Unfortunately yes
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>>13341290
trenders, lol
and there is much more to it then swallowing pills
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>>13341290
I was reeaaal close to telling my dad last year during a really bad breakdown but ultimately didn't. I will never tell anyone in my family about it until I 100% decide to go on hrt. If I never do I never will tell anyone, no reason to. They have zero point of reference and it would just confuse and disgust them.
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Blue would instantly solve most of my problems in life, but I'm realistic, so it would also create a set of new problems, but at least I could deal with those new problems better than my current problems.
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>>13323550
I am so afraid of regreting. i would pres blue if i could abandon it and return later to press the white if i regret. So white and all nightmares are gone
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God damn that thread where the OP asked for repression fuel but instead got cute zoomer tranners is depressing. If only it was just that easy, to be guaranteed everything will work out as long as you put in the effort
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>>13342530
All those photos mean nothing. Anyone can pass in photos. CIs women have been lying about their appearances via photos for years
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I want to transition but i feel like i can do better for everybody if i repress. What do
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>>13323550
I must be the 1,000,000th visitor on this site

because I just won $10,000,000!!!

Now where's my $100,000,000???
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you can all pass like me if you try hard enough
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>>13342647
>Covers up your entire face
>"I p-pass!"

COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPE
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>>13342530
Sorry, man.
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>>13323550
do I pass?
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>>13323611
TWINKS EVERYWHERE GETTING BLACKED BY BASED COOMER
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PINK BUTTON
PIIINNKKK
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>>13342647
>covers up face
I'm sure you're gorgeous hon.
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>>13342692
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>>13342823
see
>>13342874
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>>13342874
Do you just get off on jealousy?
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>>13342889
no, I'm trying to get other ppl to transition and follow their dreams
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>>13342874
You don't pass and look like you do drugs.
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>>13342874
You can't gaslight me, it's impossible
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>>13341290
I told my mom and my brother I was questioning. Was even on HRT for about two weeks and then quit, and then just tried to put the whole thing behind me. It was pretty fucking embarrassing, but thankfully it was just between the two of them and they were supportive about it.
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>>13342874
Androgynous boy.
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>>13342936
kek

>>13342937
you're gaslighting yourself but ok


>>13342958
kek
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>>13342903
How are you doing that by just posting a cut trans pic?
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>>13342966
proving that it's possible to transition well
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>>13342978
Oof, that's a bad angle on the right. You also transitioned very young and we're all old and ravaged from test so this isn't doing anything for any of us.
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>>13342978
We all know it’s technically possible, but we also know that it’s near impossible. There’s no point in trying.
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>>13342978
I'm not a young twink. I'm an old man
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>>13343004
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>>13343021
lol she just learned to use makeup is all
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>>13342978
Actually, after doing some thinking, I could pass flawlessly. I’m already feminine, and I’m pretty young. Still gonna keep repressing though.
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>>13343073
Yep. Looks like they got FFS too.
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>>13338712
I'm just sharing my experience as someone who consciously repressed for 20 years. I had constructed a complex narrative in my head where I believed I was virtuously protecting others by denying myself. In reality, most people didn't care and everyone is better off now that I'm doing things to make myself happy. The longer I denied myself, the worse it got, and the more disconnected and crazy I became.
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>>13343078
why keep repressing?
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>>13343113
Not them but you sound identical to me. Repressed for 20 years too. On the brink of caving in. I don't want to. What made you finally break? Therapy?
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>>13343105
>>13343073

exactly. Passing isn't impossible.
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>>13343121
Most likely internalized transphobia.
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>>13343146
ouch.

>>13343113
I'm glad you've found yourself and (presumably) gotten better!

>>13343135
Caving in how? Transitioning? You need to. Please don't hurt yourself anymore.
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Blue is definitely first pick,.then red, then black. Crossdressing used to help since i was in my teens. But at 22 i cant overlook my disgusting features so i cant do that anymore. I cant transition so im thinking of making an exit bag.
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>>13343177
It’s not that bad desu.
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>>13343181
see these
>>13343144
>>13343021
>>13342978
I doubt transition isn't an option
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>>13343177
I'm 27, extremely masculine, and ugly along with socially retarded. Transitioning would just make me a virgin for life and probably push me to suicide.
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>>13343201
damn
This is the only person I don't personally know how to save

I know only one person like you
she still thinks she's a hon but she's gorgeous
she's socially detached but much less creepy than she used to be
I think you have a chance anon, you just need to work really hard for it
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>>13343230
Living like this has been hard enough for 20 years. Making it harder would just break me for good. I'm going to serious therapy for the first time so if they someone make me crack and decide transitioning is my only option I will. I just really don't think hrt will do anything at this point and I'll just never be happy. I waited too long out of fear and this is what I get.
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>>13343190
Just graduated college with a worthless engineering degree, i have no money. I live with my parents. Honestly things go downhill for me here cause i just lack any motivation whatsoever.
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>>13343135
I didn't want to cave in either, but the siren call of suicide eventually forced me to. It was all fun and games until I unironically started to believe that suicide was the right thing to do. Luckily, whatever was left of my rational mind told me that suicide must surely be a greater evil than transition, and a week later I found myself spilling my guts to a gender therapist. I've never felt so relieved in my entire life.
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>>13343325
I want to reach that point but somehow im suicidal and still unsure if im not just a delusional agp
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>>13343276
save up
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>When you're being kicked out of your apartment and your parents are going broke AND you are dysphoric and broke

This shit is fucking hilarious. My life jumped the shark years ago. How can it get any fucking worse? hahahaha holy shit I am going to be homeless or some shit ahahhaha. Jesus christ. Is this what life is? LMAO. Holy fuck. everytime I think things can't get worse I jinx myself.

Watch. I'm going to get cancer or some shit. Or maybe I'll go blind or my legs will fall off. All aboard anon's misery train to no where!
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>>13343594
Choo choo
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>>13343624
Oh AND I come on repgen to feel some bitterness in common but am surrounded by youngshits humblebragging.

Can you BELIEVE this shit? I mean did I deserve this? I'm shocked. I'm amazed. It is not so much that I am miserable, but I am reminded over and over that I do not have what I want. And! These people believe themselves to be good all the while. WHAT! Please, God, step away from the Mic. We are laughing too hard to continue. This stand up blows anything man made out of the water. You are truly the comedian.
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I can't do this anymore. My dysphoria is getting to me too much. I should just get back on hormones, shouldn't I?
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>>13343190
Every single tranny I talk to tells me i'll never be able to pass.
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I wonder what terfs think of us
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>>13344065
yes, 100%.
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>>13344089
you aren't hanging out with the right trannies, then. Anyone on this site has a cloudy perspective.
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>>13344119
I hate my hips and chest so much. I could never live as a man long term without wanting to die everyday.
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>>13344117
probably unironically call us misogynist for not wanting to want to be girls
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>>13344130
No, they were pro transition and everything, and told everyone they should transition anyway. But they all told me I basically could not, or would have tremendous difficulties, passing.
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>>13344145
Honestly is hard to find in this world. You're lucky
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>>13344117
I think they'd either believe we're fetishist and porn addicted who manage to control their desire to act on it, or mentally ill.
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>>13344149
I guess. Being unpassable at 20 was a hard pill to swallow at the time.
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>>13323550
Of course I'm hitting the blue button
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>>13344135
I think I'll try to get back on them. Even if I do end up boymoding forever.
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>>13323613
Sounds like you're a fucking pussy
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>>13344159
If you want you can find tons of delusional trannies who will pay you mountains of compliments.
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I wonder if pillpushers get some kind of cheap thrill from it, knowing they're causing some weak-minded or questioning dude to become a sterile hon
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>>13344215
They do. Repressor discrimination is a world wide phenomena.
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>>13344215
Repressors aren't questioning or weak minded, we know very well we have dysphoria.
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>>13344408
Yes, but not all of them have the same resolve, and can be deluded into thinking they'll be passable
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>>13344215
Wouldn't have minded if they gave them to me at a young age but I didn't have the money to buy stuff then.
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>>13343276
>worthless
>engineering degree
How is that possible?
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>>13343646
>These people believe themselves to be good all the while.
Of course someone who wears "Equality" on their forehead is going to virtue signal.
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>>13343276
engineering degrees were a mistake.
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How do one even find the motivation to do anything? Everything is painful, every effort is insufferable, and I have no dream, no plan, no hope. How can one in this situation ever achieve anything.
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>>13323550
Green cause I'm cis. Plus I'm currently unemployed so 10 million would really reduce the stress in my life.
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>>13343021
I wonder how many of these late transitioners will look as they age. There's only so much you can do to hide the masculinized skeleton.
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>>13341236
no it's not
i identify as a repressor
>>13341290
that's why you tell them way after you started transitioning (or like, one month)
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>>13345161
You can't "identify" as a repressor, retard. A repressor is someone who consciously has dyspho but does not transition.
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>>13345167
I'm not transitioning.
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>>13345172
You are on hrt and had SRS so you are at the very least boymoding.
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>>13345178
am i tho
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>>13345180
Yes.
Repressing: nothing
Boymoding: hrt but no social transition
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>>13345161
>no it's not
>i identify as a repressor
If it looks like a duck and acts like a duck what do we call it? It can """""identify"""" with what ever it wants but its still a duck.
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>>13339323
lol repressorkin
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estrogen makes me feel really feminine
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green
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>>13345373
t. honfreak
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If only I was born 10 years later, maybe it all would have gone well compared to this mess.
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>>13345377
you should try it
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>>13345505
How would that make me feel more feminine? I'm completely unable to ever pass anyway.
And don't say "it"ll make you look cute" because no, it won't, i can't look cute, i'm too ugly and everything for that
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>>13345549
Not that anon but you know there are more way to be feminine then just looks right?
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>>13345549
it feminizes your brain
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>>13345588
Yeah, but looks is what I want, what my dysphoria makes me desire. I don't give much care about behavioral femininity or watever. I'm not very masculine but I don't intend to be any more feminine on that regard.
>>13345664
Not really, it just gives you different hormones. How will a femininzed brain, that has already GD, will react to a disgusting male body?
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>>13345862
>Yeah, but looks is what I want, what my dysphoria makes me desire. I don't give much care about behavioral femininity or watever. I'm not very masculine but I don't intend to be any more feminine on that regard.
Sounds like agp and not gd.
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>>13345924
Gender dysphoria doesn't mean you want to be a temple of feminity, it means you want to have the body of the opposite sex, and that your own body makes you suffer.
Also agp can come with dysphoria.



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