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>tfw want to lose 3-4kg but have such a large appetite
want to die still want to die after making improvements in my life all i live for is fragrance and my dog
>>14388032>bought new clothes>still sadcan't buy better personality :(
Sad like really sad that girls won't suck my dick even as a fashion virgin
>want to be /fa/ >am 265 lb
the good>almost fixed my wardrobe>looking qt because i'm losing weightthe bad>lost muscle because i've stopped working out>still sad>still alonebut hey, ryzen 3000 series is out in a month
>>14390591>he didn't take the 2400g pill
im in this weird limbo of wanting to forget my past self and like move on and grow and be someone i can be proud of but att he same time i feel that by doing that i will be betraying my past self and all i've gone through
Doing good but can't decide if I should cop or nah because thread died. See:>>14391253>>14391259Are these real CDBs? Never seen a pair without the beeswax Thx
>tfw still haven’t found a pair of ‘98 painter jeans with the measurements I want
>>14392013Here's a closeup to see the condition.
>>14392005That's called growth. Care to share anymore info?
6'2EducatedFitGo to gym, play footballHave friends n shitGreat beard>GOING FUCKING BALD REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEI have pic related hairline, should I just say fuck it and buzz?Im NOT touching fin
still fat :(
>>14392032>Im NOT touching finEnjoy being bald then fag.
>>14388032>Think my hair looks like shit because I just combed and ran oout of product. >Dad says my hair looks very flippy and fashionable
I'm emotianally flat lining on my depression meds which is better than being a sad fuck all the time but I have 0 concentration which fucks up college work. To keep it /fa/ related nearly saved up enough the buy the boots I wanted for over a year so that is alright>>14389131What frag are you wearing now? I've been using Hermes eau de Citron noir
working to lose weight. 170~ cm and 59 kg atm. looking to hit 52-53 in the next few months.
>>14388097Just eat less or fast for a bit and your stomach will shirk so you cant eat as much.
>>14392032His hairline still looks okay, you should enjoy it while you have it, leave it for a bit until it gets really scruffy and fin.
>>14392081not touching finaint loosing my dickI aint no tranny
>>14388032I feel great desu, I finally have a real job and I’m just now buying all the designer stuff I like now
Had to buy some cheap temporary clothes because I started gaining some weight, but I’m already starting to lose it so hopefully I can go back to how it was before.
tall, skinny, long hair, dead inside and it shows. what do now
I'm very well, thank you!I'm working at a vintage car show for my day job while sneakily advertising my small dress store. In two hours I get to drive the couple of hours home to my partner and see how much my baby mice have grown over the past week. I'm going to bake a birthday cake for our friend who is staying over.>All is well.>I don't know why I still come to /fa/
>>14392620U r breeding literal pathogenic pests
finally getting over some shit. i have a feeling that these next few months should be good ones
I make more money than anyone I know at my age (24), nice 4000sqft house with cool roommates, nice clothes, nice furniture, work out 3 times a week, skin is all cleared up, no debt, moderately attractivefeeling pretty empty though
>>14388032this city is turning me into a monster i love it
>>14392670Take a trip somewhere you've never been but always wanted to go. Experience new things. You will likely feel less empty.
>>14390591>>14390782guys help the paste isnt washing off
>>14388032At my wits end with my job, it’s supposed to be a foot in the door but it’s not getting me anywhere. My body and mind are tired.
>>14392670Go full American Psycho
>>14392709Apply more water then re apply more thermal paste, it should do the job. If that doesnt work use a used toilet brush and dial soap then quickdry ot in the microwave.
>Barely have enough money to buy clothes every few months (doing my bachelor's)>New clothes make me happy and give me self confidence>Novelty wears off after a few days>Want to buy new clothes>Don't have the moneyHow do I stop?
god i wish i wasn't a manlet
>>14390580Yeah, lose the weight first.
>>14393395using money to buy experiences gives you more long time happiness than material gains
>>14388032>always have long hair, cause old-school, rebellious, and I like it>get a haircut once every year-and-a-half, maybe two years to start over>get a haircut like Murdoc from Gorillaz, usually>go to barber I went to before, they mess it up and give me an Emma Watson pixie cut/bowl cut hairstyle>go to different barber to even it out>she does good, and it looks good for a while>notice it's starting to grow out differently now>genuinely worried about it not growing out evenly again and I'll have to start over>I'll give it another few months, but still worried about it
>>14393861Getting a shitty haircut sucks man. Try to look for good hats or use non-shiny pomade to mess up your hair to make it all look intentional.
>>14393881Thanks. I think the pomade would be the best bet. I usually only wear hats when I go fishing, but I wear a lot of bandanas in the summer
>>14392688I have traveled quite a lot in my life and have lived abroad as well, doesn’t really do it for me anymore
>>14393349Tfw I work in product development and not high stakes mergers and acquisitions
>>14393890I look fucking awful with a buzz cut. Always had to get them when I was younger, which might be the main reason I like long hair. As a kid, when my hair got to about an inch long, my mom said I was looking like Shaggy Rogers, so she took me to a cowboy who did haircuts, and made me get buzz cuts. Got made fun of so much for it.
>lose 107 lbs over the course of a year>more confident>afraid to show my torso>so much loose skin>parachute skinI use my okay sense of style to hide my body dysmorphia
>>14388032I'm a bugman, addicted to consumerism, going from website to website all day, ordering every other day, returning 75% of what i get.
>tfw ugly face shape>tfw 15 pounds overweight and 0 self control>tfw no friends where I live and can't muster up the courage to make new ones>tfw reality is always lagging behind expectationsJust had to get it off my chest bros. Things were better when I didn't care.
>>14392005GROW ANON GROW. Maybe the old you doesn't want you to grow cause he was a loser. I dunno but evolution is good, change is what keeps you alive.
>>14393985Why tho. Unironically seek help, that shit cant be healthy
>>14393985yikes that picany political meme pic that talks about economics is a joke, the funniest thing is that whoever wrote that is probably anti socialism and communism but is still against globalism kek
>>14392013DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING THAT MATCHES THEM?>>14392047What was the name of that flick where there were hundreds of tiny people inside the black dude? I watched it when I was six and I liked it.>>14392062similiar weight and height here. Good luck anon.>>14392670MAKE UR DREAMS REALITY ANON OH GEEZUS YES ITS TIME ITS TIME TO LIVEE>>14392675is that from a song? i like songs>>14392709keep scrubbing anon!>>14393855lmao
>>14388032I’m not. 5ft11 230lbs and the only physical activity I like doing is lifting and work. I only remain on this board because I like seeing others fits.
>>14392126Nah i meant thin im just heavily retarded
God I honestly feel awful right now. I had an exceptionally nice date today. Near the end she’s told me she just wants to remain friends. I really liked her but I guess I just wasn’t good enough. Of course she told me it was on her, but she wouldn’t ask me on a date and go through all of the motions if this were the case. I don’t want to date anyone anymore. I’m riding solo for the long haul boys.
>>14388032>tfw have browsed /fa/ for so many years and haven't changed a thing about my autistic style because i'm afraid of my friends' reactionwhy do i do it bros, just to look at the pretty pictures?
>>14389131same here family
I want to lose like 8kg but food is the most pleasant thing in the world and the only physical activity I like is slow walks
>>14394899Maybe you weren’t good enough for her, or maybe you two just weren’t the right fit.
>>14394988just do it faggot
i can't even build a decent wardrobe on my own let alone find a job or a relationship but i don't really feel like trying anymore anyway
Went to Abercrombie today and got asked by the manager if i wanted to start working. Feels good heh>inb4 abercrombie is ded
>>14394988if youre afraid to do it then take little steps, maybe going out on your own first just for a walk or to grab something to eat so you can get comfortable being in public in your new clothes then eventually work it in. or you can just say fuck it and regardless of what your friends say stick with it, but that is harder for some people so dw if you dont feel like doing that.
>>14388032>receive new kicks>some of te leaters peeled offI want to fuckin kill myslef
Feel extremely isolated, not because there aren't people in my life, but because it's so hard to connect with people these days. I can't even vibe with my family anymore. I feel so lonely bros. Luckily I have music. Listening to it and making it makes me really happy. I just wish I had someone to share this joy with. Love you bros, I hope all you are able to slay your demons and live a good life.
>>14388032Girlfriend's best friend is moving away. No more cock blocking. Feels good man
Just relapsed after 8 years being clean from opiates because I want to lose weight and it suppresses my appetite better than stimulantsI felt confident enough though to post my body on here but I got shat on and now I feel even worse. I've never been called fat before and it makes me feel horrible and disgusting. My skin is finally looking good though and I finally came out of the closet at 25. I love my job and I'm happy about that. The fat thing sucks a lot though. People have always complimented my body.
>>14395515It is but you can still milk it
>tfw I still haven't spoken a blessed word to the 11/10 goth chick in class>tfw my friend is also gunning for her>tfw i graduate in 2 weeks>tfw i am a foolI should probably stop deluding myself into thinking that dressing better than the average goober in that room will get me noticedThanks for reading my blog
>>14396870Ask her to come out with u to a bar. Quickly say your friend will be there. See what her reaction is
>>14388032GF of 5 years who was my only meaningful social connection broke up w me finally. NOT DOING WELL BROS. got a drawer full of xanax looking at me sideways every time im in my room and eventually im cave
>>14392037>>14392032eternal misery is constantly considering fin and knowing you could have your hair back and every passing day more hair falls out and you just keep hoping it will stop but you cant take fin cause you know youll get hit with pfs
>>14396870Then speak to her. Don't do the whole "mysterious stranger" thing. Just talk to her.
>>14396922This is something I've never understood: when do you talk to them? In my college, most people instantly go to the dorms alone after class.
>>14397021Well, this is probably going to be too much 4 u to handle but...Don't talk to them. Talk to the entire room of people, be the center of attention, and make everyone laugh. This will then make talking to just her an afterthought.if you are too afraid to do this, then you don't deserve a fine piece of ass like that anyway
Tfw chubby but pretty goth/metalhead dudeTfw dont have problems getting girls and am now on a new relationship with a hot pretty gfTfw will never be happy unless im skinny and i just cant seem to lose it because im a fatass who loves foodJust
>>14397123Dry drinking more water and eating more fiber
>>14392032there is a guy called danny roddy on youtube that has researched hair loss, i think you can stop it with fixing what is currently wrong. there can be a lot of things wrong, dyor.
>>14397123Imagine settling for a stereotype and sticking to itAlt normie detectedKys fatso
>>14397305i do have depression and anxiety senpai, i already wanna die
After 2 years of browsing /fa/ and my own criticism now I know how I want to dress but I'm fucking poor, and I hate it so fucking much because I have to buy so many things besides clothes
>Finally buy some high quality low top sneakers to replace vans in the summer after being a broke student and NEET for years and years>Order true to size>Fits a whole size too bigFuck me guys, I waited over 4 years for this?
feeling pretty sadnot as sad because i put my foot into shit like rick and yohji today and bought some stuff
>>14399414youre not who you think you are
Life just sucks. I’m addicted to escapism cus my life is just not what I want it to be.
>>14393395>buy higher quality clothes>stop liking em>sell em>have money again>repeat
>>14388032Feel great lately. I've been focusing so much on positive things and looking forwards to the future so much that I feel like I don't have time to be depressed. I have yet to find a new purpose in life but I have so many ideas I don't feel hopeless anymore.
>>14397075Not him but i am the one who made the original post, in all fairness she hasn't spoken a word to damn well near ANYONE in that class besides my one friend who's also got the hots for her, kinda worried I'll cause a rift to form between us. I get goth pussy is in high demand but I'm not boutta risk an already present friendship over it.Thanks for reading my other blogpost
>>14399511We got em, boys
>>14399511This. In my head there’s just stuffs that I want to buy and how I would look if I wear them. I’m so shallow, it’s a mechanism for me to escape reality. Help me :(
>>14388032>in a fantastic mental state>endless motivation>can no longer relate with anyone else around me what the fuck it wasn't supposed to be like this
>>14399576Just ask your friend if he likes her. how autistic can you be
>>14399449always size down on designer sneakers because they all use the same sole
pretty aights, summer vacay, just crusing around with friends etc, headed to italy in a few weeks, lifes chill
>>14399849He DOES, that's the point.
>>14399857Got family in Italy or just going for the fuck of it?
I'm sick of being a skelly with 25-26 waist and barely fit into most of the pants cause the smallest size tend to be 27-28What and how much time will it take to get to 28 waist? I'm 5.6 and 110lbsI don't eat dairies and junk food since it's bad for my skin, it's mostly fruits, veggies and white meat
>>14388032I'm too lazy to go to the gym but I'm disciplined enough to keep up a good diet so I'm currently in skinny fat mode when I wanna be in trap mode
>>14400106>wanting to gain weight>>>/fit//fa/ only gives Skelly advice
>>14400106Increase your caloric intake and set a goal on MyFitnessPal so you can be aware of how much you need to eatAlso it wouldn't hurt to do bodyweight training or yoga while you're trying to gain, so your body won't store it as fat. Keep in mind that you're burning calories while you exercise, so you'll have to compensate the difference when counting calories
>>14388032Pretty shit, I bought some new tshirts in small, but they're sort of too baggy on me and my shoulders are broad af and my waist is tiny, so I look pretty ridiculous
>>14400009this time around I am visiting a familiy vacay-house there for a week
>>14400165pump iron nerd
>>14400248What if I start getting big? ):
>>14400265you don't just "get" bigone year of lifting every other day will give you your goal physique
>>14400272Thanks. Are there any routines I can copy that'll make my thighs and ass thiccer?
>>14400277unironically starting strength as you do squats every workout SS will give you a "toned" core because you use it for every lift and get rid of any jelly you have in your body without making you "big" because of the low volume and strength focus, do that until you can bench your bodyweight + 10kg and squat your bodyweight + 20kg then switch to whatever some dumb Instagram thots do
>>14400277I'm on a nofap you asshole have mercy
>shitty small town>no job>no friends>no reason to leave the houseI just want to be /fa/ in public.
>overly religious mom>Can't afford to move out>Can't get a better job because of internship taking up all my time>Mom finds my hand fan with a Ouija board print>Almost kicks me outA lotta dumb shit going on ngl
>>14401008Weejy board are based>>14401004Gross
>Get a job at Warby Parker>Pays way higher than I expected>Free glasses and discounts on what used to be my most expensive fashion accessoryFeels pretty gud man
>>14397996Tubby goth longs for death, Imagine my shark
Constant imposter syndrome has me down my dudes
>>14393971loose skin will always be better then a fat fuck, good job for the loss anon
>>14402056best of luck, anon, we're here for you
>>14396964Went through that man. The pain ends. Just do shit you enjoy and eventually you will realise it doesn't bother you so much anymore. Goodluck
>>14392670Sounds like a problem of no gf. In the long run you should be able to get one with that sort of money
>like the business casual style>gf hates shirts tucked in pants
I've become lustful, and attracted to a friend of my girlfriend. She finds me attractive, as I've heard from my girlfriend herself, even considering approaching me before I happened to stumble into a relationship with my girlfriend. I'm frustrated I didn't act, and now she's totally out of reach. Fucking hell bros. She dresses better, has better taste in music, can hold up conversation, et cetera. I'm aware that this is wrong, and that I shouldn't feel this way so I'm considering just leaving my girlfriend.That aside, managed to nab a pair of black Tabi's so life isn't all that bad.
>>14388032>working in fast food almost every day of the week>have to wear a uniform>barely any opportunities to show off my fits :(
>>14403295I feel you bro, I bounce between bizcaz and Yeezy. My wife hates yeezy style though
>>14403331>"I've become lustful, attracted to a friend."This would be a really nice opening line of a novel
Left gf of 2 years about 4 months ago. She really loved me, but was rude quite often (just a general trait, she was not exclusively rude to me). I was depressed for the whole last year, and somehow started thinking that it was because of out relationships. The worst part is that we were really close friends before we got together. I felt better for some time, but now I just feel crushing loneliness and longing for love and care. I dream about her almost every night, and suicidal thoughts that were an everyday part of my life, but were kinda abstract, are now much more concrete, like "you know those razor blades are just sitting there in the bathroom, waiting. It can't be that painful, right?". I think I'm going to need help soon.
>>14403348bruh if you work in a fucking mcdonalds stop trying to be effay.
>>14392599coke/heroin addiction and full slp
>be me>have friends>deeply convinced they hate me even if i have no reason to believe so>isolate and barely hang out with them even if i enjoy time spent togetheram i unironically retarded bros?
I still struggle with masculinity and fashion, wouldn't want people to know I'm reading vogue etc. but it's just a hobby I enjoy. Shouldn't see it any different to sport, music, film etc. but I do.
Any anxiety man in.Scared it's gonna fuck my life up.Never been able to talk to girls, push my friends away, never really gotten effay even though I'm into fashion because I'm too anxious to get a new wardrobe.About to enter my 3rd year of uni and still haven't fucked, pretty pathetic especially considering I'm not ugly in the slightest I'm just too anxious to make an effort. Even if I get a girl's number I'll be too scared to message them.>>14403801I literally do exactly the same thing, man. The amount of friends I've lost because I've pushed them away because I convince myself they hate me is a fucking joke.
>>14403393fuck bro get help before it's too late
>>14403801The opposite. Problem is overthinking. Best to see a professional, preferably a psychiatrist.
>>14388032cutting back on masturbatingtalking to a bitch a work who continuously squeezes my assi'm enjoying life kinda
I have a girlfriend, yet I'm still lonely. What gives? Sex is good and all, but it's frustrating to feel this way.
>>14403957it sucks because im sure my friends are the ones thinking i do hate them because i barely initiate conversations and take hours to reply because it makes me anxious. im trying to fix it tho>>14404136>The opposite. Problem is overthinking. Best to see a professional, preferably a psychiatrist.did for a year and it didn't do shit, it left me 50 bucks poorer and feeling the same. i've been trying to fix it for around a year with mixed results, i'll keep trying, thanks anon
>>14388032Quit both of my jobs 2 months ago after finishing up the school year, just taking the summer off right now, feeling really lost about where I wanna go in life and what it is that I want to do, leaning towards an hero'ing rn but I feel like it would be waste of my 6'2 qt twink genetics.turning 20 in a month so atleast I have time to figure it all out
>grow big jewfro>like it because it helps cover up my ridiculous ears>now 3 months since last haircut, usually the time i cave and get it cut, also can usually tell because i start shedding like a dog>every time i get it cut, i try to get it "hip" short on sides kept longer on top but always looks like shit and immediately miss the big hair and my ears stick out like fuck>try to ask advice online (usually fa or fit), half the people say to keep it growing, half say to buzzcut >no clue what to do
>>14406580I remember you, grow it out again and just roll with it.
>>14392013They're real, I own the same pair
>>14406581probably a bad sign that people remember my posts, but its just so damn confusing. people tell me i need to get a haircut, i get one and i hate it, and people giving advice literally alternate saying the complete opposite things
I’m unable to love anyone or anything.
>>14406588Nah man I was the guy that told you to grow it back out lol. Don't feel so self conscious bro, love yourself
Just got a new watch to celebrate my graduation. Feeling pretty good to start my PhD at a top university soon. Say hi if you're in LA, love my /fa/ fags
>>14406426it is a weight. if you have a pretty face you must REALLY reproduce (and it has to be with someone beautiful) race does not matter really only facial symetry.incels must be removed from the gene pool to be "saved" with none of them existing slowly but surely everyone will have a shot at a happy life at least when it comes to dating and the human species must be looking pretty for when higher intelligent life visits this planet so they can be impressed :)
>>14406654You had me in the first half, not gonna lie.
>>14394097>hundreds of tiny people inside the black dudeReverse BLACKED?
>>14403393>>14406964Alright fine. Ur not a retard but goddamn you idiot how could you feel bad? It was your own fucking decision and its entirely your fault. I am willing to bet that you are suffering from some mental affliction that caused you to get rid of her and to wanna off urself over it. You should really see a looney doctor if thats the case...
>>14403393dont kys. I have a rude gf and want to die. you dont want to be with a rude person forever or it wears at you worse than anything else can. the thoughts you're feeling are likely some other chemical problem, please seek help in remedying it because you mean a lot to me and can and should get better
22 years have gone by since the day i was born. Not really ugly. Nice body. No gf. Never even had one. It'll happen someday in the next 60-80 years if i manage to not die but i want it to happen right now. Why does it have to be this way?...
>>14403784its 2019 bro
>>14406996as someone who wanted a gf for 20 years, its overrated. Dont romanticize having a gf, but do look forward to finding someone who appreciates you as yourself. The latter is much harder to find. You'll get there, you just have to do things. This was hard for me because I liked to sit in my room every day but senior year of college I just said fuck it and joined town groups (not even related to the school) and met tons of people, and met a gf through those people.You cant prioritize finding a gf or itll fuck up your chances though.
>>14407000>You cant prioritize finding a gf or itll fuck up your chances though.Thank you. I know this and thats what so many guys in a similar position dont understand. You cant wait for something to fall into your lap with no effort, but at the same time if you put in too much effort you will also lose. I'm currently in the same process you described but we'll see...
>>14407007didnt realize I hit trips, you didnt congratulate me and for that I hate you.but really, dont make the same mistakes I did. I'm a teacher so my job is to impart wisdom. it's almost impossible to reach 30 without having a relationship unless you actively avoid it (see: staying inside all day, only going to work and home, etc.). I'm so sick of people romanticizing relationships when I've seen how shitty they can be for people who aren't ready or in good ones.you'll be fine, anon. dont try for it, but also dont avoid situations where it won't happen. just put yourself out in a social sense in terms of having connections with other humans, and the relationships will happen.hope to be invited to your wedding in 5 years, mark my words (unless you're under 20, then please wait to at least close to 30)
only place im happy is my job because i don't have time to think how miserable my life is and i have friends around me every dayi have a 5 week holiday after every five weeks, i don't feel like doing anything and i am very lonelyi make decent money and i save most of it because i have no interest in spending, i'm in a okay shape because my job is quite physicali have tried meeting women but i don't meet anyone at my job or through friends, on tinder i have bunch of matches but everyone feels very shallow once you write to them, i'd rather meet in personwtf am i supposed to do
>>14407023ily ty you made me feel a bit better habe a good night tripslord
>>14407042How old are you? Have you tried joining some clubs or groups?
>no friends>no gf>summer is here and going alone everywhere>I just feel people hate me inherently and I can't connect with themI'm afraid to buy new clothes bc I feel everyone laugh at me. And why should I trying? They don't give me chance. I'm not ugly and I really don't know why everyone hate me. I feel myself really lonely and just the alcohol and pills can help me to tolerate this...what to do? I just want to belong somewhere and love a girl but the life and people don't allow.
>>1440710325 and no haven't tried, i think my attending would be too irregular because of job
>>14407108Are you religious? Maybe you could join a group of that kind. Even if you dont show up regularly, you can make connections that can carry on outside of the regular meetings. Otherwise how could you expect to meet anyone?
>>14388032>got my ears pierced>had to get smaller earrings than I want because they didn't have the size I wanted>makes me look like an actual faggot>just realized how fucked up my hairline is>no clue how to fix it>look like a teenager if I shave my facial hair but my beard also looks like shitI feel like I wanna die
>>14406998full celine then
>>14407753>makes me look like a faggotyou have to embrace the femininity, an 8mm hoop looks sick when you contrast the femme with the masc in the form of beard/stubble then messy long hair that is clearly styled all comes down to your fashion though
You don't have to embrace the faggoty. Put on some weight and start exercising.
>>14388032I make edgy tshirts and strive to develop my aesthetic sense>>14394075Communism is globalist at it's core
>>14407774I got stuck with small studs but I want to swap them with some black thickish hoops when they heal upI'm just trying to find something to do with my hair that isn't a buzz cut but I think my hairline is so fucked I don't have a lot of options
>>144078494 on the side, follow the way your hair goes (if it's thick) and get it cut a little shorter on the side it goes so you can get a quiff of sorts going that you can push back a bit for a nice messy but still somewhat neat styledon't get black hoops get thin silver hoops, the studs have to stay in for a month or something but tbqh you can just take them out right now and put whatever in as long as you don't take them out again for a while
>tfw want clothes but have no money
>>14407777iron your clothes.
>>14408003thanks for the advice
>>14407777>mfw them quadsI don't know if it will fit your desired aesthetic or not but I would recommend replacing the denim with chinos or khakis. Just that swap would make this fit appear much more mature.
>>14408013interesting, will consider it
That feel when the smell of some neighbor's shampoo drives you lovesick to suicidal tier level.
Im going through a nasty benzo withdrawal right now so life is fucking wack but my plug bout to come to the rescue in a few... #shoutouttomyplugwhostillrides hisbike
>>14408659lol good luck in the future. you're fucked
>>14388032Keep buying clothes that I dislike after a day because I have yet to find a style I like let alone one that suits meStill have yet to buy a single pair of pants I didn't regret immediately after because they look like shit on mealso still mad that i'm a hungry skeleton who can't gain w8 because i have a low appetite constantly and i feel like i only eat food to not die
Got new job and have monies now, but job requires 12 hour days 5 days a week with occasionally being on call on the weekends. I don't even want the extra money because I have no free time. If i'm not working i'm at home watching a movie with my fiancee or sleeping. It fucking sucks. Why can't I have money and free time? Having money becomes pointless when you only have time to spend it on eating and bills. I'm buying a garage kept 94 mazda miata tomorrow and i'm hoping that'll make me feel happy about life again, but everything seems so pointless. I don't want to work my best years away so I can retire as an old fuck who sleeps all day when i'm in my late 50's. I want to have money to do things now, while I have energy and the desire to actually experience new things. The fucked up part is I -was- from a wealthy family and was supposed to have the fully paid for college and apartment so I can fuck around pleasantly and experience the world for a bit, but a car accident changed that, our savings got spent on surgeries and accrued extensive debt, and now i'm out here grinding out a (skilled) manual labor job all day nearly every day just so I can afford to do it again the next day. I'm 25 and already done with this shit. It blows my fucking mind that people collectively agree that this is a fulfilling life to the extent that like 50% of society works like this. It's fucking retarded and I want to be dead. I was happier when I was broke and couch surfing and had an ironic heroin/opiate addiction at 19. Getting my shit together has been the most soul crushing thing conceivable.
>>14403331Probably should just leave your gf. Sexual lust is human, but you sound lustfull in more than just fugg my dude
>>14406580No joke dude, buzz half your head. Be a trendsetter
she's been active on messenger for over an hour but she's chatting someone else :(
>>14408816It wont, possessions Will not fill the void comrade
>>14388032Done with highschool, ill be getting the good grades I want and need outside of any disaster scenario. I already have a spot in my first choice uni in Italy so im kinda just waiting for that, dunno what to expect but im just going with the flowOutside of learning Italian my productive plans for summer revolve around brushing up on my German and Japanese, older people have told me it's worth it and harder to learn languages the older you get so sure why notBy all accounts im doing great, only gripe is no gf but I've heard things similar to >>14407000 >>14407023 from people around me so im in no rushBest of luck to everyone
>>14409210well obviously. she is not interested in you, why the fuck should she be.you are here wasting your time not being interesting or trying to become interesting
>>14389156why are you sad anon?
>>14408802Its better to be skeleton than fat fuck like me who cant lose any pounds because of appetite.
>>14392033same but i'm comfortable in my skin, confident and developed my own style so it doesn't bother me. plus i'm slowly losing the weight and big from years of weights so i'm in full teddy bear mode
>>14411816but i'm kinda devo right now because my doctor martens are coming apart and doc monos cost $250 dollarydoos
>>14408816are you me? I was thinking about this shit yesterday
>>14408816i'm so glad i spent most of a year studying so i can get an enjoyable career and not some soul crushing job as a labourer like when i was younger.i almost feel sorry for people like you. its a vicious cycle.>work a job you hate but pays well>buy material shit to distract yourself from work and experience some fleeting happiness>have to continue said soul crushing job to pay for the stuff you buy to distract youself from work>repeat till death or retirement
>still can't sleep after a day of misery coming down from the week-long adderall binge>migraine>still no weed>already the morning of the next day, the sun will rise in just a few hours>wide eyed and groggy at the same time
>>14411867stop browsing bro, artificial lighting is tricking your brain into stying awake, try going and lying on the couch for a bit and you might become sleepy.
>>14411847>>14411864>>14411867>>14411889All these posts were made by yours truly
>>14395202>implying you need those to be happy
>>14412098you're a special kind of stupid
a lot of you could benefit from meditation and general mindfulness training. as well as exercise (running, working out, whatever), discipline training (nofap hardmode/monk mode), reading, allthatshit !taking psych pills only vaguely treats symptoms, it wont target the underlying cause. you need to work on yourself for that. its fine to be on them but if you're still living like a piece of shit its just ???? positive mindset goes a long way (sounds corny but its 100% true)stop worrying about stuff you can't change or you have no control over, there's no pointand some other shit
>>14412156>stop worrying about stuff you can't change or you have no control over, there's no pointthis. most people need to read about stoicism.>can i do something about whatever i'm about worrying about?>yesthen don't worry, because you can do something about it>nothen don't worry, because there is no point worrying about something that is out of your control
>>14412176shit, i meant >can i do something about whatever i'm worrying about?
>>14412137This is also my post
I messed my money up this month by buying an escort and now i have only $50 left which is only enough for a thc cartridge that i have to leech on till the end of the month.
>>14388032No wallet thread :(
>>14396999This unironicallyJust do it, you will hate urself for a long time if u don'tSpeaking from experience
>>14396870give her something you know she likes ur dumb if you dont find a good subtile way to confess to her. a wapped gift is an easy one and its cute as fuckbtw dont be that afraid, its ok to be shy but not scared. shyness is pretty sometimes, people will like you for having the balls to be overcoming it since it should you like her.if she rejects you, take rejection like a boss dont give a fuck respect her self interest and move on, you will look more attractive and mature to everyone around you if you are able to accept that possibility too
>>14396870do itif you do it >maybe you will be happy and after this you said: wow, it was easy>if she rejects you you said: ehh, it was weird but ok she don't like me.but if you don't try it, the only opinion is the second...don't be a pussy and do >>14412482 >>14396999
>dressed in my full ricky summer fit>a normie yells at me: “fashion week!”I fucking hate this place
>>14394988when I was in high school I was dissatisfied with everything, my fit and especially long stupid hair. but was terrified to change it! it's hard to explain but I get it, it's almost not about their reaction. it's that they'd see your lack of confidence about it. you just gotta not give a fuck and they will be impressed. you know this
Nice, here is my pity blogpost:failed chad, had many friends, moved away, became edgy due to dysfunctional family and caring too much about the state of the world as a young adult, never reestablished relationships and social foundation in new place, caved into myself, went through motions of hs/uni, not intelligent at all but know how to go through motions of rat race, fortune 50 corporat job, moved far away from family/friends, live alone with no social interaction. Financially secure, have more than enough money for whatever. Thought I would find some sort of relief in consumerism but it's a trying to fill the void scenario. Substance abuse is equally pointless, just hurting yourself physically and burrowing further into a mental hole all while pretending to enjoy the company of others in the same situation. Got close to a girl but my negativity and overall shit attitude towards the world had her drowning in shit. Could never get close, didn't spend enough time with her. Can't get close to anyone, withdrawn from any pop culture or trend. Became a pseudo intellectual elitist with dislike for anyone that consumes media and partakes in any part of popculture. Ignored opportunities to be with others and have a collection of friends/girlfriends. All the food in world tastes the same, no matter the price or supposed quality. Trying to bury myself with work, gym, and technical research related to career advancement but my attention span has been getting shorter. Lost interest in /fa/, just buy corporat mainstream designer in my pay range, will buy more expensive designer brands when move up that look/feel the same. Wardrobe is black, gray, white, and dark blue. No point in owning anything but work/gym clothes
>>14397123No food will ever taste as good as abs look like.Now lose the damn weight you fat fucking cunt.
>>14412708save up n travel bro, u need a reset
>>14413706was thinking about that, thanks
>>14388032I can't find a gf ;__;
>>14388032I looked at an apartment with a yard today. I have never coveted something so much in my life.
>>14412176this is good advice IF you know what you can and can't change
I live in a tropical shithole so I can’t dress /fa/ :(
>>14414439>hasn't heard of the guayabera
>>14393971>I use my okay sense of style to hide my body dysmorphiaKinda similar story here. I have really bad anxiety and a pretty good amount of body dysmorpia because of it, and I dress the way I do because it lets me leave the house without feeling like a total laughing stock.