how are you holding up anons? post your favorite boy in this thread and tell me how you're doing
>>3317051I'm here to listen to anyone's problems
>>3317051I love my sweet insufferable little husband Ouma and I'm doing just peachy!
I’m doing well, I suppose
I'm doing great, anon! I'm going to Japan in a couple weeks and I can't wait to buy some merch of best boy!
>>3317063>>3317066>>3317072I'm happy all of you are doing well. Refreshing to hear. To the anon going to Japan, is it your first time? I really love it there.
>>3317077Japan anaon here, it's my first time, yeah! I'm so excited, I've never left my country before and I can't wait to see everything over there. The scenery looks so beautiful! Any tips?
>>3317081Sure thing anon. It's very important to be respectful while you're there, so try and learn all the necessary customs and such. There are some strange ones if you're from the west. However, the Japanese, like most East Asians, are very hospitable and no one really expects foreigners to know the culture, customs, or language. If you look white, you may even feel you're being condescended to. This is just politeness though. You can always get through everything easier by smiling and bowing a lot. Another thing that you may not come across in basic research is that more places than you'd think are female only. The first time I was there, my brother and I went to a female only cafe on accident and, though everyone was too polite to tell us to leave, we received uncomfortable glances the whole time. Be quiet as you can on the trains, and always know when to remove your shoes. I'm sure you'll research all the basics like that though. Overall, just be happy and friendly. Embrace Japan and it will embrace you. As for where to travel, I'm sure you'll be spending time in Tokyo. You could spend your life in that city and not see it all. But I really recommend going to see the cultural sites in Kyoto and Osaka. Okinawa is much like Hawaii in the United States. Very pleasant and relaxing island. Although the Japanese are quite strict on where you can swim so don't expect the same type of freedom to swim in the ocean as in the west. If you want a different experience, head up north to Hokkaido and see the quiet towns in the mountains. You really can't go wrong in Japan though. You'll have a great time. You may run into me if you're there in July!
Never thought that moving to a bigger city and starting caring about myself will change anything. Apparently it did and I feel great. /cm/ was there for me during bad times and I feel like I never expressed how much I’m thankful to everyone posting. Lads, be stronk, life gets better eventually.
>>3317084Happy for you anon. I hope the city treats you well. I also find the small town I lived in absolutely suffocating
>>3317051>20 years-old>have social anxiety>depressed>hated/quitted college>never had a job>never made money to contribute living with family>no driver license>failing and struggling to pass permit test>scared to drive>being a big disappointment>never gonna be successfulNot so great
Doing well just really lonely,not alone just lonely
Real bad, as always. I have done absolutely nothing with my life other than waste it. Graduated HS like 6-7 years ago at this point (been so long I don't even remember) and I've left the house maybe 10 times since and it was only for family gatherings that I was forced to go to.
>hair loss getting worse>extremely anxious for exams next weeki'll be living/commuting on my own in the city this summer so it's not all bad. maybe i'll even go to a concert finally
>>3317063uh... on the off chance... do you post on r9k?
Under stress. Lonely. In need of a hug
>>3317147no..?is there some nasty fucker posting my Ouma in that cesspool?
>>3317149yeahthey seem nice tho
>>3317153then I'll let it slide, but he/shes treading on thin ice
I'm off work for the weekend. The weather nice is so I'm going to go for a swim at the beach tomorrow, just enjoying the simple things in life.
Kind of shitty lately, I've been stressed out for work and dropped it, but I still can't focus on drawing and work hard for it it's pretty sad. They can give me another chance at work but I really don't know if I should or even want to go through all that anxiety, I wish art costintency and easy commission money would be as easy as it looked. Then again I do care for my art and can't seem to sell myself just for that, it's hard I just want to be a more baka sports boi
>>3317051i have no futureposting a good boy i don't have a favourite
OP here. I hope you guys are doing good >>3317105I'm sorry anon. I feel that way a lot too, and I'm only a year older than you. I try to focus on little things like anime and film that keep my mind occupied. I'm in my last week of college now and I hated it a lot. I definitely wanted to quit and maybe should have. But don't worry or be sad, everyone can take the time they need to start moving in life. Work on yourself at your own pace and know that you're gonna make it. Just live every day one at a time. >>3317116I think we're all lonely sometimes. Especially late teens to mid twenties. I think it might just be the times. But everyone can find someone. I've definitely felt lonely lately. Sometimes all it takes is to reach out. I find that talking to my siblings is a great help >>3317119Don't sweat anon. You know your family loves you and rejoining society is not as hard as it seems. You're still young and many people don't find their footing until later in life. Just keep living and do one thing at a time. Reach out for help if you can. >>3317136uni life is hard and losing hair is probably harder. I'm happy you've got things to look forward to. Exams are only a small part of life so I wouldn't worry too much about them. >>3317167I'm happy for ya anon. I love the beach and miss my home thinking about it. The simple things get you through life >>3317168You're gonna make it anon. If you love art I'm sure your success will follow naturally. Just take the challenges that you can handle as they come. Keep a healthy perspective to keep the stress down. >>3317170We've all got a future anon, and we can usually make it pretty decent if we try. When I feel like there is no point to anything I go to the gym or go paddleboarding. The exercise clears my head and usually makes me feel better in the moment at least. Plus if you've got exercise goals you're working towards, you have a goal.
you're all a bunch of blogging faggots
Nice thread OP just don't start telling people to take some weird pills.>>3317451based
>>3317221Thank you kind anon. Love to see more people like you. I hope things get better for the both of us.
>>3317461pills are bad. that said I've been prescribed a pretty hefty dose of adderall since I was little. I dunno if its because my parents were just neurotic or if I actually had ADD but now I cant function without em. So I guess take what the doctors tell you >>3317503<3
>>3317451aw anon just tell us whats troubling you
>>3317567You annoying blogging gay guys getting your shitty feels all over my image dump board.I've made peace with the fact that the world is shit and never going to go my way, there's no point in putting your woes out to strangers on the internet.
>>3317688Thank you anon, very cool!
>>3317051I am doing pretty good for being at workTired and lazy but good. Posting Nagisa cuse he precious, its summer and his haircut reminds me of ma bf
>>3317764Not summer but it feels like it ha. To sleepie to use my brain
I'm doing pretty well! I'm not failing any classes anymore and I've started applying for jobs
>>3317688>he still came into the thread we're here for you anon
>>3317688>my image dump board
>>3317221>We've all got a future anon, and we can usually make it pretty decent if we try. When I feel like there is no point to anything I go to the gym or go paddleboarding. The exercise clears my head and usually makes me feel better in the moment at least. Plus if you've got exercise goals you're working towards, you have a goal.but i have no more goal, not exercise or otherwise, i have nothing to build up to and nor the willpower to find something
I'm doing alright. Been telling myself to ask out this one dude for the past couple months, but I still haven't brought myself to do it since I'm a fucking pussy. I got music commission requests though, so rad.
>>3317051IFR classes and flights are stressing the shit out of me. I've got a cute BF in the netherlands that I trust intensely and I hope I can see him some day. The thought of a future for me and him keeps me going, that and the huge amount of money. : )
I should be doing better at art.Been drawing for a long long time now but I feel so stuck and Bad at it. I know that my mental health is not in the best place right now but dammit, I should spend the time I got to study and practice instead of just wallowing in my own misery or browsing this shithole. The anxiety is eating away the only love I have.
>>3317779Good job, mane.>>3317827I've been having the same problem and I just don't know how to push myself through it.
>>3317837Is it cool if you can show us some of your art? If you show me, I can critique and stuff. As for your issues on your mental health, you just got to get out there and get back into the groove of things.
I fucking hate studying for finals. Unlike my adorable husband Robin, who loves to study.
I've gotten awards and a large sum cash from my research, faculty heap praise on me, but I feel like a fraud. I'm not a plagiarist or anything, I think I am a good researcher and writer, but I feel like a lazy horrible person, I'm a slave to my emotions and desires, I get mad and sometimes act inconsiderately when I'm caught up in the moment. This "college town" goes to Hell on weekends, people make so much noise, play loud music, loud cars, fighting, yelling, and I hate it, but I have nowhere to go, so I just stay home and stew in anger for hours all day. My anger issues and impulsive tendencies are going to destroy my professional life soon, I'm afraid ...
>>3317842I can't, thinking about sharing it makes me feel incredibly anxious. And I haven't draw anything in weeks now anyway.
>>3317857are you that anon from the sad thread?the most able people are almost always the most humble. you really should be proud of what you achieved, because it's something that very few others could do. it's okay to have flaws and still do good things in spite of them (because acknowledging issues is a virtue in itself because that means you're self-aware)weekend college parties don't really interest me either. i used to think that i was wrong or weird for not liking loud social functions like that, but in the end i know that i just look for different things when i'm with other people. don't sweat b/c we have all of our early/mid twenties to figure out who we really are and what we want from lifeincidentally i am about to receive a major ass-whooping at the hands of a graph theory exam in about 15 hours at the time of this post. i have done hardly anything but unproductive studying this whole weekend and at this point i'm only hoping for the best
I'm doing okay. A really cute coworker asked me out, he told me he's never been with another guy before but he feels attracted to me. Of course I said yes, tomorrow will be our first date!
>>3318283I'd be even happier for you if I wasn't so jealous. Good luck, anon!>tfw too ugly in real life to have people be attracted to me
>>3318283That's so sweet anon. Good luck to both of you!
>>3318283I was doing fine until I read this post....FUCK you and your perfect life, anon ;__;
I've no friends irl. Driven off everyone online. Have no online presence on places that I spent years on because of censorship policies banning me from those places. I may have goaded a girl into suicide because she messed with my emotions. No job. No proper license and hate to drive. Incredibly anxiety. I get so depressed and anxious sometimes I feel sick to my stomach.
>>3318289>>/r9k/ You lonely shitters are fucking tiring
It's taking longer than I expected to find a new job after my old place shut down, my savings are running low and I'm worrying a lot about the future. It's getting harder and harder to keep putting myself out there every day with how demoralized I feel, but I know if I don't, things will get worse. At least cute pictures of Aizawa bring me a little joy in these uncertain times.
>>3318287>>3318288Omg, thank you guys! You made me smile>>3318289Oh no no, my life is far from perfect, trust me! But I'm sorry I made you feel bad
Just being a beta faggot as usual.
>how are you holding up anons?Whenever someone asks me this at work or in general, I just always lie. How am I doing? I'm still not over my mom's death, I'm unhappy that my twin bro is probably dead in a ditch somewhere since he's homeless. I do have a job, and I have to put on a happy face but shit, because of that people have the wrong impression of me. They think nothing is going wrong with my life but fucking hell. I'm 27, I do still have the drive to draw even though I haven't seriously drawn in over 10 years, the drive is there because I do still think positively about myself and future.I'm not depressed, neither would I say I'm sad, I'm stuck in the middle. Melancholy. I'm not satisfied but, I'm stated.>>3318292>I've no friends irlMost of them are expensive to be around and would always want something from you. The two, three, or even one person who you know for sure you absolutely trust, keep them. Try VRchat for a stepping stone. As for a job you know that you'll find one, keep applying at places since you have experience which gives you a leverage over everyone else.
>>3318331I've had previous job experience but no other business cept one even gave me an interview.
I guess I'm holding up okay.I'm doing my best to be a cute boy around other people to hopefully attract some nice guy to be with. Unfortunately I'm too shy to talk to anyone and I'm too much of a shut-in to voluntarily go outside much, so I've still been really lonely. It doesn't help knowing my parents would never accept me being into guys, sometimes I just want to escape Alaska and live with someone nice and never look back.
>>3317051I have a pretty easy job and and am coming close to graduating. This semester started off very difficult since I signed up for 5 tough classes, but I ended up dropping one and will take it in the summer. My grandmother also passed away earlier in the semester which added to the stress big-time, but things have settled down since then.Emotionally, I feel quite content, or maybe dissociated, I don't know. I'm always alone but maybe something about how my brain is wired makes it so I don't experience loneliness, like I don't care about being around other people. I don't mind it, but I don't go out of my way to form relationships. The only time I feel any affection is when I see cute anime boys.When I have time on my hands, maybe after graduating, I think I'd like to learn how to draw. I already have some basic skill, but I need to practice a lot.
>>3318335There were too many people who applied that had more jobs under their title then. However, never let that deter you. What matters most is that you had a job and interviewers take it into consideration when reviewing their candidates, but you gotta keep applying. I know this is easier said then done but take it from me who constantly got interviews yet noone hired until I managed to get lucky. The same will happen to you, use indeed.com, if you see a "now hiring" sign go in the place and ask to speak to the manager, you know the long process of getting a job. It's never over until you get a phone call. Don't let interviewers not calling you back crush your will, that just means that you were better off without that job.I know it's cliche but you're on your own path. If you are not meant somewhere then something else awaits you. Keep faith anon, this goes to aizawafag as well >>>>3318321Situations are worse before they get better.
I fear that my friends and I are drifting apart. We've both been busy, we don't hang out much anymore, or even talk much anymore. I miss them. Sometimes I wonder if they're ignoring me, but that might just be paranoia.
>>3318340Same here, Anon. Except replace Alaska with Kentucky. Good taste in boys, though.
could be better just stress from work is starting to get to me
>>3317051I'm not doing very well at the moment. Someone who I'm not friends with anymore keeps finding me and sending me death threats. I'm trying my best to just shrug it off and think they're just being all talk. It was stressing me out lately, but it just seems silly now that I think about it.Another thing is that I'm really annoyed with a person who says they like me. I kept telling them I just want to be friends. I don't want anything romantic nor flirting involved, yet he keeps being stubborn and trying to make me feel guilty. He keeps posting about me not liking him back (thank god he doesn't mention who it is though, but I feel like people get curious about who it is, then he reveals my name), and with people commenting that he should be more rude and arrogant towards me. I've noticed he started picking up that attitude, and I feel like I just should stop talking to him altogether and ignore him. I didn't do anything to him. Either he gets over me or he forgets about me completely, I'm fine with either. I still don't know if it's the right choice though, to silently leave him in the dark and not talk to him anymore. He's been going through a lot and doesn't really want to hear my advice, yet keeps asking me for help. I think it's just an added stress to my life when I shouldn't worry about it at all. It doesn't affect me, so why does it matter? But if he does hurt himself, me being a reason, I might carry on the guilt for a long time.Looking at pictures of Josuke kind of helps me calm down a bit though (:
I'm tired of my bandmates, they've become dictators and I'm not capable of enjoying music anymore. I guess I should quit, but going back to playing alone in my room will make me feel isolated from the rest of the world. Or maybe that's just how adult life is meant to feel like for some people.In any case, today feels nice. It's been raining non-stop for four days now. I went out to buy groceries, did the mandatory household chores, and spent the rest of the day at home reading and listening to Liszt.
>>3318538Block emBlock em all and don't feel bad anon. You won't be a worse person for just not wanting to relate to horrible people. They don't deserve your time of the day.
>>3318561I already blocked the stalker guy all over and trying to erase my presence near him online as much as possible ;v; hopefully he won't find me anymore.I'll consider blocking the other though. That does seem like a good idea.>>3318559I've always wanted to join a band but heard some stories about conflicts between band members... If you feel like they aren't treating you right or no longer feel the same feeling you had when you created music with them, well, there are a bunch of other bands out there to join. May I ask what instrument you play?
>>3317051i am well OP, they recently did my boy justice
i dunno if i have depression or not and it feels like it but i dont wanna self-diagnose because i'd feel like an asshole to do so
>>3317814Just because you haven't the willpower now doesn't mean you are nothing and it doesn't mean the power is not buried somewhere within you. A special guy I'm ashamed to say I haven't the slightest ability to help made me realize only a week or two ago that I need to live for myself and make something of myself even if it's just an aging loser only getting his first entry-level pizza delivery job. I need to help myself so that I can be a full person for everyone I love in the future. And if I can figure it out so can you anon; I believe in you! Best of luck!
Im doing fine i guess pretty bored but i can't complainEpsilon is my hausbando Reinhard from LoGH is a close second
>>3317835>IFR classes and flightsAre you training to be a pilot, too?
The only two things that keep me going are alcohol and cooking good food. Cooking makes me feel at ease while a good bottle of beer enhances my mood and makes me friendly. I really need a fucking drink.
>>3318741just think and make sure that you can enjoy yourself without alcohol. it can drain your health, money, and life if you're not careful.
>>3318776I do notice that alcohol's fucking me over. But it's better than the antidepressants I used to take. I believe I'm going to die young anyway, I just have to pick my poison.
>>3318806i'd argue that if you're comfortable letting yourself die young that you're not in a stable enough state of mind to make that decision, but idk. just stay safe man and goodnight.
>>3318721Yup. It's been a bit stressful, but it's just me adapting to actually have to try in school, haha. I still spend way too much time lurking that I should be studying.
>>3317827I'm glad you're doing well anon. And just go for it with the guy. I know it's hard but you're already mentally there if you're entertaining the thought of asking him out. >>3317835You seem to be on top of the world anon keep it up >>3317837Well you know that you're here forever but I'm sure you can find the will to improve yourself. For me, I find things difficult to start but once I do, it's enjoyable. I think about that and it makes it easier to start stuff. >>3317845Good taste in boys anon. Studying is complete cancer but if you're studying then you're almost done. Just keep telling yourself how close you are to finishing.>>3317857sounds like classic imposter syndrome anon. With the anger I would unironically see a therapist and take a vacation. My brother was angry all the time but changed with some help. >>3318216sometimes anxiety about something can seem insurmountable but if you just begin doing it you'll quickly get comfortable. When you haven't done something in a while that you feel you should've, it can be hard to start again, but remember there isn't some scoreboard out there. >>3318267I hope you did well anon! And if you didn't, know that you can't be defined by some exam
>>3318283thats awesome anon! take the time to enjoy these moments. I hope it went well. >>3318287sometimes lacking in looks helps us focus on other things in people. Everyone gets old and loses beauty much much faster than people think. >>3318292You sound like you've got a lot to work on, anon. But thats ok! Take everything one step at a time. I had a friend who was in a really bad place like that but focusing on one thing at a time brought him back. I always recommend starting in the gym. Once a day for an hour will do wonders for your life. >>3318312we're all tired and we're all lonely to some extent, anon.>>3318321Uncertainty is probably the hardest thing to deal with in life, especially financial. Just know that a new job will come as long as you're putting your all into looking! You never know where life takes you. Good luck anon.>>3318325I was too until I started lifting. But as long as you're comfortable with who you are is all that matters. >>3318331I admire your strength anon. I think it's men's job in society to not burden others with their problems and present strength. I know that isn't western teaching anymore but I think it should be. Your positive outlook will save you from melancholy anon. Maybe start reading a new book? Sometimes all we need is a distraction. >>3318340I understand wanting to escape, I often think that way too. I'm sure you'll find someone and building a life with someone at your side is better than doing it alone. >>3318346Thats awesome anon! I'm quite like you in that I don't really need companionship. I'm happy that you're doing well. >>3318386I think it's just paranoia anon. People get busy as life goes on but it doesn't mean they don't want to be around you. Sometimes in a group of friends you have to be the one to initiate. Try and get some kind of regularity around being with each other. It may be stupid but all my friends and I do this through fantasy football.
>>3318538You should actually listen to this anon >>3318561you can't be responsible for other peoples' happiness >>3318569I'm glad anon. I'm hoping we get a season 3 of Noragami soon so I can see Yato move around in full color again >>3318576I understand the guilt anon, but I think a lot of people might need actual medical help for it. Take the utmost care before you get it, but get it if you need it. >>3318652Boredom means it's time for a new hobby! I recommend getting into film. I'm happy you're doing well anon. >>3318741Drinking can lead you down a dark path anon. Every man has a vice as they say but drinking can often spiral out of control. Enjoy your beer but be careful. Cooking is always fun. Maybe start doing it with a friend. I actually recommend quitting drinking cold turkey and never looking back if you think it is a problem. If you can afford to, take a vacation and clear your mind. If you cant, call up some family or friends that you're close with and regain a healthier perspective
>>3318925>tfw no ukranian nationalist bf
>>3318981Thank you. I've been telling myself that it doesn't really matter unless it affects me.I'll do that now.
>>3317051Doing okay. Trying to catch up on schoolwork and hoping to find more cute pictures of best boy.
>>3317105same but 25, never did tertiary education and don't have social anxiety/depression
Hanging in there about as well as I can. I'm homeless and unmedicated right now, and my brain is deteriorating quickly due to existing mental health issues and stress. People will speak and I'll be totally unable to even process what they said, for example.I know it can't possibly get worse than this though. Better times are on the way.
Same anon as >>3317105 and >>3317503Today, I was supposed to go the dmv with my mom and little brother to take a permit test while my brother is taking his driving test but I wasn't confident enough to do it. Turns out my brother passed it and I was pretty envious of him. God I'm so pathetic. I just don't want to waste so much money on some stupid test that I keep failing. It sucks being poor. Also passing with 3 or less incorrect answers out of 40 something is impossible. It's like playing Cuphead without getting hit.
>>3318925Good luck. I'm going for my solo soon. I hope I don't fuck it up.
>>3318321 Me again. I have a job interview today. Wish me luck.
>>3317051Been feeling a little tense, what with my graduation only 40 or so days away. I have to take these classes online to earn extra credits in order to, but I'm nearly finished with my final one, so there's that. Just dunno if I'm quite ready for the "Real world"At least I've got octolings!
last exam is tomorrow at noon and i literally cannot study because of my nervesi'm so scared anons i failed this course last year and i'll be on probation if i don't pass this time
>>3319362we believe in you anon
I've been putting off all of life since january because I'm too weak to go outside.Might go back soon though, so I can be less of a burden to everyone around me.
Ever since my gma died I've been depressed. I have no reason to be. It wasnt my fault and nothing I did could have made it not happen. She didnt suffer and I never did her wrong. I have a loving fiance and was able to get a decent paying job and are easily making bills but I'm still just fucking deteriorating. Every day that goes by feels like my soul is being sucked away and I dont know why
>>3319043Boredom is a great feeling. Start a new hobby. I of course recommend film>>3319070Good for you anon. Schoolwork is a bitch and being behind is tough>>3319119tertiary education is a huge meme. No one needs it to do well in life >>3319151you have a good outlook anon. I'm sure the sun is rising for you>>3319158dont feel too down anon, the driving will come. But most importantly, don't let envy ruin your relationship with your brother. Siblings can be the best part of your life if you let them. >>3319235>>3319291I hope you anons did well. I was rooting for you >>3319362I hope you did well anon. And if you didn't don't worry. Theres a lot more to life than exams >>3319640Its always good to take a break if you need it anon. Life will embrace you upon your return if you embrace it >>3319642Sometimes we don't need or have a reason for feeling a certain way anon. Take some time and talk to a therapist. Get medical help if you need it. Keep your head up
started taking care of my skin more but still feel shitty about how i look. i got a haircut a few months ago and it'll still take 6 months or so to get my hair back to where i feel comfortable with it and i'm just so unsure of it all.
>>3319642>>3319847Thanks the kind words made me feel a bit better. I never thought about seeing a therapist desu but I may look into it.
sad and lonelygetting too old, i don't think i'm gonna make it
I’m doing pretty good. Thanks anon!
ive got to do things but i keep putting them off out of fear. in all honesty, im just sad and lonely and not sure what to do with myself anymore. im especially worried about my future and what im gonna do.
>>3320143Welcome to hell
I've had 4 anxiety attacks since Wednesday day currently playing New Vegas gonna have a glass of the nuka cola I made
>>3319847Yeah, I wouldn't ruin my relationship with my brother. It's just the thought that I could've drive and gotten my license at around his age.
>>3317051Exhausted, overwhelmed, disillusioned and barely holding on
Been doing alright, mostly preparing for my math final which I know is gonna be a bitch
>>3319847>Siblings can be the best part of your life if you let them.This. the only thing preventing me from killing myself is my older brother because I love him so much
Just holding on and being as okay as I can. On the 28th its gonna be month since my dad passed and that shit is still very hard to process. I know he's gone but its just that everything reminds us of him. Just trying to keep it all together between me, my mom and my sister. Its fucking tough and sometimes I feel like im kind of crazy because i havent shed tears after it happen. Like i do get sad and feel tears coming but they never come out and Im pretty sure im not holding them back you know. Really hope as more time passes it gets easier. I keep telling myself it will but I'm not that sure sometimes. Just writing this even if no one really cares feels good somehow.
Just watched Endgame. I feel empty and quite depressed, it's crazy how we get attached to fictional characters... but I also feel bad because I didn’t even cried at my grandfather’s funeral but this movie made cried like a baby...“Whatever it takes”bye
>>3320463This says A LOT about our society.
Miss him so much, it's been almost three months, can't get over him and his beautiful deceiving green eyes
>>3319974It's hard to be comfortable with yourself anon. I find it hard myself. But know that you're gonna make it. we all are. >>3319989I'm glad anon. I think a therapist is really good for some people and its always worth a shot. >>3320131you're gonna make it anon I believe in you. Many successful people I know didn't get their lives together well into their 30s. And many later than that. >>3320132I'm really happy for you anon. I hope that lasts a long long time >>3320143We all worry about the future anon. It's really hard not to. But I believe in you and that things will get better for you. I really struggle with putting things off too. Sometimes I find it helpful to do something productive other than what I'm supposed to be doing, just to get my mindset right. Exercise always helps. Don't worry. You'll find a nice, good boy. You'll make it.>>3320183It's only hell if you let it be>>3320184Anxiety kills anon. If its that bad I hope you're getting the right help. I hope you get better and I know you'll make it>>3320393Its ok anon, your bro loves you and no one thinks less of you for struggling with the driving test. We all have our own mountain to climb and we all reach the top at different times. You'll get there. >>3320395I feel just like that anon. But keep holding on because people love you and things will get better. aI believe in you>>3320396Finals are a bitch but they are such a small part of life. Take a deep breath and be calm. You're gonna make it. Good luck anon!>>3320397As the older brother in my family, your post made me cry anon. You'll never understand how much your older brother loves you and cares about you. Please keep holding on. You're gonna make it. If you need help, lean on your brother. Nothing will make him happier than to see you happy. >>3320399It will get easier anon. I know it's hard, but be strong for your mother and sister. They need you. You will process this in your own way, with time.
>>3320860 continuing because post was too long >>3320463as a fa/tv/irgin that wants his board back, I'm obligated to tell you that capeshit is trash. But you like what you like. People respond to things in different ways and some people just don't cry at funerals. >>3320553he's just a kid anon go easy>>3320562I've never gone through what you're going through, but I can only imagine how hard it is anon. But keep hanging on for his sake.
>>3320463Meh, I bet you’re just sad because you’re attracted to Chris Evans and he is not Captain America anymoregood movie tho
>>3321307Capeshit is trash but Tom Holland is best boy of MCU
>>3320860>As the older brother in my family, your post made me cry anonWell I didn't expect my post to be that powerful.Also yeah I think I can pass my math final, I just need to memorize all the stupid formulas
>>3321315Tom's ass in that spider suit though. Yes please to that
here's my favorite boyo.i'm starting to slip back into some deep depression. i want to do the intensive outpatient program at my hospital again but it costs my parents like $3000 and i prob won't be able to workwhat do you guys recommend for someone that needs a little extra attention to mental health? already do therapy once a weekshould i just tell my parents that i need the hospital thing?
>>3321377IKRI just want to slap his ass and breed his hole
>>3321378Go outside as much as you can. Expend time in the wilderness/nature. It helped will help you find the simple meaning of things.That worked with me, but I'm no expert. I just hope you get better, it always gets better
>>3319119That's good if you don't have social anxiety or depression which means you are more confident to do simple things like talking to people even ones you don't know or not feeling in despair most of the time.>>3320860Thank you again. Sometimes I think that I'm just really late to accomplish things that most people have already did. Hope it's not too late.
>>3321378i just told my mom my situation and she almost started cryingshe kept telling me she wouldn't be able to pay for itnow she's gonna be worrying about me all week long :(not sure what to do
>>3321357I believe in you anon! >>3321378Good taste anon. As far as the cost, I promise you that your parents would rather have a happy son than $3000 or any other amount of money. Do whatever you need to do if you've found something that works. For me, I like to go swimming and lift weights. It distracts me from my troubles and lets me feel as if I've accomplished something. If you have siblings, talk to them. They're able to be your closest friends if you let them. Above all just don't give up. I wish you the best of luck anon. >>3321565It's never too late anon. I was pretty late on getting a drivers license too. I'm also pretty sure I turned in every single assignment in university late. I'm still figuring life out at 21 and I'm pretty sure we all will be until we're all dead. Just keep your head up and know that people are cheering you on.
>>3321689unfortunate timing on my post >>3321685Don't worry anon. If you're parents can't pay for something they just can't. It isn't that they're holding out on you. You're going to have to make do without it. Try and understand what you were getting out of the program and see if you can replicate it somehow. Was it a lot of human companionship and attention? Ask all your friends for some group support. Try and find other, similar programs that maybe cost less. Look into mental health charities or youth charities that might be able to help you. Reach out to your grandparents and/or extended family to see if they have any advice. Ask the hospital if there's any way to fund it by some other means. Do whatever you need to do to save yourself. I believe in you
>>3321689>Karma blushingHoly fuck this is HOT
I've been depressed for almost a decade now and have several other undiagnosed mental issues most likely. Despite somehow having several groups of supportive friends I feel the loneliest I've felt in a long time. I'm too scared to seek help, but also too scared to kill myself. I haven't had a job in years and at this point I've pretty much fucked up my whole future. I even almost went on a date with a cute girl I liked not even three months ago, but things didn't work out and my brain took over so I talk to her like once a week if I can even manage that. Anime and fun stuff doesn't even distract me super well at this point so I'm just sort of waiting to die or get put away somewhere at this point.
>>3321699just please don't give up anon. please don't. I know what it feels like to feel really hopeless and I don't want anyone to feel like that. If I could reach out and hug you I would. I would hold you really tight until you promised that you knew you'd be ok. You have to live you just have to
Getting my first interview tomorrow. It's gonna be so awkward and frustrating. Really scared and nervous as hell.>>3321689Thanks, I guess you're right. It's just that my parents get worried and impatient for me to start driving, get a license and earn money. There are even times where they talked about the far future like their retirement and death; telling me it'll be extremely difficult and disastrous if I keep this up. Just thinking about it makes me depressed and wanting to die.
I am doing okay. I am slowly starting to lose interest in my job of 3 years though. I just can't focus at work anymore like I used to.>>3322927I am in a similar situation with getting a license. I get too nervous when I practice driving and I keep having to renew my permit just because I never make an appointment to take the behind the wheel test. Here's hoping that this is the year we both get it.
things could be better, things could be worse. trying to make things change in my life.chaos is cute and unist is extremely underappreciated. excited to see it at EVO. might end up going this year, though i probably won't enter because i'm a scrub.
Stressed. I have a lot of directions my life can take right now and I have no idea where to go. Feels like I have all the time in the world, but absolutely none at all. Hard to breathe.>>3322929Same hat. Maybe try taking a vacation, if you can afford it? Sometimes all we need is a brief change of pace to freshen things up.
I lost like 5kg this month by just being anxious and eating basically nothingI would be worried but hey, my old jeans fit again...
I am doing reasonably well. I struggle with mental illness and drug addiction, but that's gotten a lot better in the past four years. My depression's gotten worse in the last few years. I am in a strained and ambiguous long distance relationship, but it's the closest thing I've had in the last ten years to something resembling a real relationship. I feel dead inside every day, but financially I am OK for the time being. I'm just drifting through life like a dark gothy cloud...
>>3323166Vacations just kind of make me resent it more once I get back. I'm trying to pick up more coding languages and see if that helps spark my motivation again.
>>3323180That's fair, and a reasonable solution. Good luck, Anon.
>>3322927Got through the interview and it was pretty casual. Not scary as I thought. Went to watch Avengers:Endgame and it was really good.>>3322929I hope good luck for the both of us!
>>3322927<3>>3322929I hope you can save your interest in your job anon. Liking your job is a blessing. Good luck with your license anon. >>3323118We're rooting for you anon! My first change was physical (went to gym) and it helped with all the other changes. >>3323166I'm in the same spot as you anon. I just graduated college. Keep calm though and I know we're gonna make it!>>3323170It's nice to lose weight but make sure you stay healthy anon>>3323173I'm sorry anon. Addiction is terrible. Stand on your ground of financial stability and work from there. I know you can do it>>3323560I'm proud of you anon! I'm really happy it went well and I'm sure you'll do great in the next steps. Capeshit is trash but I'm glad you had a good time. Ness is a cute
>>3317051Like absolute shit. People just don't care about me I think, not in a malicious way, I'm just not important. I've been supporting a friends goals, encouraged them a lot till they finally started making content, and helping the whole way, and they just let slip they didn't even remember it was me. Like thought it was someone else's idea.I mean that little? 4 months of helping them build up and it's like I wasn't even there? Why bother. If I just go dark will they even notice my absence in a week?Same happens with my family, like I just don't even cross their mind. They don't even consider that hey, we cut this cake into 6 parts and we're a family of 6, nah, one of them will just have my slice too. I'm utterly unimportant and people are so nice to be but really, no one cares.
I'm ok all thing considered I'm doing ok. I'm just lonely. I haven't had sex in 3 year. I haven't had intimate contact with someone or my first kiss. I just want a bf not even for sex just someone to cuddle and race against.
>>3323712Do you help other people because is something that makes you feel happy or do you just expect praise and recognition for it afterwards?
>>3324012I dont expect praise or anything at allit just hurts that they completely forgot I was involved I mean that little to them
I'm not really finding anything fun anymore and haven't had any human contact in half a year (and I'm too scared to talk to anyone anyway). I really feel like I have no future.
Expelled from university. Have scoliosis. Never had any friends (even online)
>>3324022do you have any drive to find something you may find fun?
>>3324035Not really anymore, I've basically given up.
>>3324022Is called depression Anon, force yourself to go outside and get some help staying still just makes it worse.
>>3317051sufferinglast semester went about as well as it could have gone. lost some weight, went back to school, got all A's, finally had a plan for the future for the first time in a very long time. seemed like I might have finally taken control and could see the light out of the depression tunnel. I should have been over the fucking moon.instead, over the holiday break i just had a complete mental breakdown. couldn't stand under the weight of all my insecurities anymore. that was months ago now. still mostly haven't recovered. seems so pointless to keep trying if my mental stability is just going to be a ticking time bomb waiting to go off regardless of whatever it is i'm doing with my life. it hurts so fucking much.
>>3317105Hey anon, I know things seem hopeless but I believe in you. I know what it’s like to have anxiety scare you shitless and keep you down. But we’re all gonna make it, I promise, you just gotta take baby steps and work our way up. If you can get out of bed and just do one thing a day it helps.
>>3321699Anon I’m not gonna act like I know how you’re feeling, I’ve dealt with depression too but all out experiences are different. Like you said you have people around you to support you, and they want and love you as they rightfully should. But you need to seek medical help, I know it’s hard but sometimes these feelings are chemical imbalances out of our control that can be fixed. We’re all gonna make it anon, and I believe in you.
man you guys are the best. idk who the poster is that responds to everyone sincerely, but you are the most based person on this website.
>>3317084I'm glad for you. I'll soon be moving to a larger city as well. I'm overwhelmed with anxiety trying to make this happen in bad circumstances, but I hope something nice might happen for me as well. I try so hard but nothing ever seemed to come together. I try not to be bitter and disillusioned, but it just feels like i'm lying to myself when i try to be cheerful. >>3317148iktf>>3318292bad feels. do better hereon out.>>3318321>>3323166>>3320395iktf very badly.
On quite the roller coaster. I'm losing my current job in about a week, but was able to secure a better one for higher pay. However, this also means living apart from my husband for at least another year. Trying to make the most of the summer time that I will have with my hubby before the new job begins, but still rather sad (and happy) about the circumstances.
What the hell is up with me /cm/?> Predominantly heterosexual sexual fantasies and dreams > Not interested in 3D gay, the thought of two 3D guys together is not attractive at all to me> Despite that attracted to cutesy/comfy /cm/ content> Not interested in straight couple 2D shit> Not interested in yaoi or other similar pornographic contentWhat sorcery is responsbile for making this content wholesome and comfy? Is it because the platonic ideal of a perfect loving relationship is captured in these images? Why doesn't hetero 2D comfy romance stuff interest me as much? Have I become too disillusioned with women and I'm romanticizing the "other"? Did the freemasons finally get to me? Should I purchase a water filter? Have chinese cartoons started rotting my brain just like grandmama said they would and this is stage 1 of the rot?
I dont know why this didn't post before. I lost the only shot I had to be with the man of my dreams. We're just friends. I fucking hate it. He's everything I want in a person. normally im afraid of men, but he makes me feel safe. I want to die.
Hey anons. I’ve been feeling good the past few months for a change, and since I met my boyfriend my life really has been so different. I just got into 4chan this week and reading threads like this really has me hopeful. So many of you are kind and beautiful. I know it’s hard at times, i deal with anxiety a lot, but just want y’all to know I believe in you, and you’ve given me hope. If anyone else knows of such supportive places on 4chan let me know, time to spread the love guys <3
Responsibility sucks and my spine will not behave.
Sorry for phoneposting, I’m traveling >>3323712I’m sorry anon. I sometimes feel that way with my family. I think, especially if you’re the oldest sibling, it’s just kinda part of the job. It’s not ok that your friends and family aren’t appreciating you though. I know this is cliche advice but I think it might genuinely help to talk to them and let them know how you feel. Sometimes, people just lose sight of important things that they DO care about. In any case, I wish you luck and support you anon. >>3323999I know how you feel anon, but sometimes yearning for something can make it feel even harder to acquire. I find that if you focus on something else, getting a bf might come easier. Especially if you keep up your appearances and such. I know you’ll make it though anon, keep your head up>>3324022You have a future anon. And you can make it a great one. Sometimes we just need to make a change in our lives to keep perspective. Try doing something simple like starting a new routine. >>3324026Don’t get discouraged anon. Ensure you’re getting proper treatment. And with university, sometimes things just don’t work out. Take stock of your life and decide if university is right for you. If not, there is great opportunity in trades. Especially in America. And making friends is easier than you think. Just reach out a little. Start up a hobby and join the communities surrounding them. I’m sure you’ll make friends and do well in life anon. I believe in you. >>3324058I’m so sorry anon. I wish I could hug you. But do know that it’s all going to be alright and you have time to work on your mental health. It’s a new world these days and people need more time to grow into the world. Hold on to the memories of your success and take heart. People believe in you and love you and will support you. >>3324293<3 >>3324314Sometimes life is bittersweet anon. You sound like you’re in a good spot and I’m sure your relationship will be fine.
>>3324328Don’t worry anon. I know it may seem confusing but it takes time to understand what we like and why. It sounds like you have nothing to worry about. Although there is nothin wrong with being gay, you probably aren’t. You just like some art! Who cares why.>>3324336I’m sure it’s not the only shot anon. Be brave and persistent. But also remember that sometimes things aren’t meant to be. That doesn’t mean there isn’t someone out there for you. Be strong and stay hopeful. You’re gonna make it >>3324343<3>>3324345I know how you feel anon. Sometimes the world asks for a lot from us. But if you dedicate yourself to responsibilities and succeed, it’s very fulfilling. Don’t forget to accept support from others. I believe in you!
>>3324343>I just got into 4chan this weekWhy would you do this to yourself. Get out now and never come back.
First day on the job was pretty long and tiring. Intros, infos, signing papers, meeting new people, all that stuff. Now I have bigger responsibilities to carry thoughout the entire job. Hope I don't blow it along the way like being late or unprepared as such.>>3323702I really appreciate your aid and support and yes Ness a qt c:
>>3323702>>3323173 replying hereThank you for the kind words. I'm really only financially stable because I am a middle class trust fund baby. I scream into the void of the internet that the American health care system take pity on people less fortunate than I. Sadly, that's the most constructive thing I can do anymore.
>>3324358was gonna post pic. Here's my other fav boyo
>this dumb attention whore playing online therapist so he can feel better about himself replied to every single person on the thread but me
>>3324372Don't be salty.
It’s been a disaster for the last six months. During the winter one of my grandparents was terminally ill, and they passed away the week before the spring semester started. I managed to make it to the end but I have dealt with a huge amount of anxiety and those waves of depression that come out of nowhere. I neglected a class I need for my degree and it’s likely I won’t be able to graduate because of the grade. I went from being a dean list student to scraping by and tanking my GPA.I think the summer will help me unwind but I’m disappointed with the way school went. I shouldn’t compare myself to others but at 27 I’ve gotten nowhere in life.
doing alright, i suppose.extremely tired, even though it's 9 in the morning.
>>3324440For most people, life is about failure. And that sounds like a bad thing, but it's really not. I used to think like you do. I'm 24 and still in college with nothing to show. I'm 26 with a worthless degree working a min wage job. Last year I had to retire early. But just stop and think how many lives you've touched. Even people you just met at the supermarket. I never accomplished much on my own, but I like to believe I facilitated other people's growth. Not every body gets to be a star and that's ok. Why do you think they call it 15 minutes of fame? Most celebrities are assholes anyway. Just keep trying and take some time off to take care of yourself when you need to. Sorry to ramble, I hope that helped.
>>3317051I'm about as well as I could be, daily headache and sudden mood drops are a bitch though, that also mixed with repetitive video editing and streaming left me tired. I'm finally snuggling with my bf though. All is good.
>>3317051not doing great, honestly. i've always been shit at my uni classes but this semester has been the worst, i ended up failing 2 and getting low grades in the other 2. i don't feel like giving up but my parents are constantly disappointed in me and living with them isn't good for my mental health but i don't have anything else to do except get a degree and eventually move out.
>>3324372I’m sorry anon. I really didn’t mean to miss your post. I try to get to everyone. I hope you’re doing alright. Also I didn’t make the thread for attention, I was doing well after struggling for a while and I remembered the impact of some kind words and advice from anons on /cm/ so I wanted to provide the same. >>3324440Like you said anon, don’t compare yourself to others. I’m sure you’ve already tried this, but often times universities will make allowances for people with extenuating circumstances like depression and anxiety (for which I recommend you get treatment from a medical professional btw). I know that losing loved ones is hard. But try and remember that they want the best for you and it’s important to move on. I wish you luck anon, you’re gonna make it. >>3324442I’m glad you’re doing well anon. Get some rest when you can sleepy boy >>3324654You’re very lucky to have a bf anon. I hope you’re managing the headaches well. They’re rough. I’m glad you’re doing alright >>3324658Keep your head up anon. My grandparents always say that since heaven made you then you’ll have a use on earth. I was pretty shit and uni too but getting the degree is really all that matters in the end. My parents were really hard to live with but I promise it gets way better when you’re on your own. You’re gonna make it!
I am feeling lonely. I wish I could feel connections with others.
>>3324723You can feel connections with others anon, just gotta find the right ones. I used to be the same way, never thought I’d find anyone. I was really afraid of social interactions and was in a deep depression. All of a sudden I met this guy I really liked online (on a porn site of all places lol) and we hit it off, he changed my life a lot for the better. He’s my best friend and my lover now. Hold tight anon, sometimes you’ll find friendship in the most unlikely places.
>>3324732I'm not scared of people. I can make "friends" easily but I don't care for them. I abandoned my closest friends and I can't exactly pinpoint why. I've been told I'd find "the right ones" for many years fren.
I'm doing good. For the first time in my life, I am in a stable relationship with a beautiful boyfriend who I love. He's the best thing ever and I really appreciate the time we spend together! I think we're going to go traveling together later this spring.Other than that, my life is in chaos because I'm getting kicked out of another rental. I feel like a perpetual refugee moving from place to place. I wish I could live in a yurt or something because at least then I could decide when I wanted to move. I'd still need access to internet though to continue my work. I'm not sure what to do, because I can't live like this forever.
Thanks for making this thread op it's cute and comfy.
time is always passing by me constantly, and its hard to handle. i just wish i could go to a place where time doesn't exist, and something i'll never admit to anyone is my biggest fear, which is to outlive everyone i love. other then that, i'm good.
>>3324946>which is to outlive everyone i love.Are you a vampire or something?
>>3325014i wish, but nah, older people, animals, i care for elderly animals that are unwanted by adoption agencies so. i knew what i signed up for and will continue doing my job but it still hurts.
>>3324723I think you may just be in a deep mental state of isolation anon. I suggest you see someone, as it can be very hard to get out of it on your own. Know that I'm rooting for you. >>3324788Hey you've got a loving bf! That is awesome anon. I'm sure you'll sort your living situation out. Just take it slow and calmly. Work one thing out at a time and make sure to accept help if you need it. >>3324791It makes me sad that so many posters are struggling. I hope this thread helped people vent if anything. >>3324946We can't outrun the march of time anon, but you've been given a lot of time here, and the less of it you spend worrying about its finite nature, the better. Just embrace aging, and know that there is a different sort of happiness for every age in life. While you may never feel the bliss of youth again, you may have yet to experience the tranquility of being elderly or the joy of having a child.
>>3321689>I believe in you anonFuck man I think I failed it. That probably means I'm not gonna pass this class and my parents are gonna kick me outta college. I wanted to live with my parents and still have a job but they hate the prospect and want me out. I didn't realize I would have a panic attack during it
>>3319291It didn't pan out. This has happened enough times that I don't feel sad anymore. I just feel empty. Everyone says to keep trying. And I do. But nothing comes from it. I want to give up, but I can't.
>>3325273What would you get from giving up? As in, what would that accomplish?
>>3325314Nothing, which is why I can't. I'm just wishing I had some way to take a break from this, even though it's not possible. It'd be nice to be able to stop and not worry about things for a bit, and catch my breath a little.
I had a nap and a great dinner tonight. Going to go on a bus hopping adventure with my friend in a couple weeks. I'm very nervous about public transportation and want to ease into it.
>>3325356Just make sure to pay the right amount of money, the drivers get all pissy and guilt trip you if you don't. But that's with njtransit
>>3324750People are overrated. Just make sure you get some interaction, with a barista or food worker for example. If you don't your monkey brain will go insane from lack of contact.
>>3317051Finally crawling my way out of 6 year long depression. Found a nice job, although it’s been really demanding - last two weeks were absolute hell. I want to practice drawing, get fit, follow my dreams but deep inside I wonder if i ever will have time for any of that anymore.Finding even a single friend or a lover would be nice but I’m a complete introvert and a wierdo, so that might take a while.Aright, that’s enough venting, thank you for the thread, OP
>>3325267This gives me feels. I had my linear algebra final just a few days ago. I'm just hoping my prof will round up my 69.62% grade. It feels so awful, trying so hard and getting so close only to fail at what you have to get over. It's hard, having to get through this alone.
>>3325490Yeah I asked my professor if he could bump up my average to a 60, as that would allow me to pass the course. I put effort into the test, but I had a panic attack in the middle of it and fucked up. I wish you got graded on effort in college courses.>It's hard, having to get through this alone.I mean hey, we're in the same boat right?
Sorry for long post. The past two weeks have been pretty rough. I went to a small job interview for a place I used to work at but still nothing. I went running 4 miles which is the first time I've ran since high school. Trying to add some cardio to my workout so I can rock some cute shorts for the summer. Next day I went to get a haircut and unfortunately had a new employee cut my hair which ruined it. There was a cute guy with dyed white hair waiting when I was paying. I didn't have the balls to compliment him. Was embarrassing to have him see me with such a bad style. Ended up getting sick later on that day too. So I've been sick, sore, looking like trash and still out of a job but at least I'm recovering. Trying to go out more and change my look for the better. I just don't want anxiety to keep ruining my life...
It's funny how a good 98% of the anons in this thread are miserable, me included
>>3325490>>3325507what problems are you guys having in your courses? i've failed a semester's worth of classes by now but i'm hoping i'll be able to git gud during the summer
>>3325825I have a pretty bad math disability, so any formulas I learn are almost immediately forgotten after a couple days. The only things I remember from my math course this semester are truth tables and logic and even then they weren't complicated ones. I remember one of my high school teachers saying I had the math capacity of a 6th grader when I was in 9th grade. Even now I'm probably only as mathematically smart as a 13 yo
>>3325825Linear algebra is known to be a difficult class in general, and all of my remaining math classes at this point are just as hard. My main problem is being forced to memorize so many formulas before a test while having to deal with other classes at the same time. That, and usually I find the tests to have problems that are too different from the stuff taught in class.
>>3317051overwhelmed by super enthusiastic new boyfriend
>>3325267I'm really sorry anon. I know this probably feels like a huge setback but stay strong. I think kicking you out of college is really drastic and it means you wasted the time and money you spent there so I'd really try and reason with your parents if possible. If they're like mine, it probably isn't but don't worry. It is much easier to support yourself than you think. Don't forget to seek help from friends and other family if you need it. I'm rooting for you anon.>>3325342I feel the same way a lot anon. I think the best thing to do is go for a swim, run or gym. Its really awesome for taking the mind off your other problems. Plus then you can think about other goals. Even when I am failing at other things in life, I can look at progress I make in the gym.>>3325356thats awesome anon! I hope you have fun on your trip but make sure to stay safe.>>3325478I'm really glad things are looking up anon. And don't worry about having time. Work will eventually mellow out. If it doesn't, start looking for a new job. I'm a weirdo too, but I like to think that weirdo introverts will eventually find each other. I wish you the best of luck and I'm glad the thread helped.>>3325490>>3325507I really hated school. I just graduated and I'm retarded so I know you guys can do it too. Good luck!>>3325644Sometimes we have a perfect storm hit us anon. I'm sorry you're going through one. Keep your head up though. I think we often focus on our little imperfections that others probably don't even notice. See a doctor about your anxiety if you think you need to. Above all remember that you're gonna make it!>>3325822take heart anon. This misery is temporary. Try to live thinking that better times are ahead, because they often are. >>3325825>>3325888>>3325902like I said, if I could get through school I know you guys can. I'm rooting for you!
>>3326013Thats so cute anon! I'm really happy for you. I hope you're able to embrace your new boyfriend's enthusiasm. I don't really have much experience with boys so my advice is just conjecture, but I hope it goes great for you!