>recovering alcoholic>trying damn hard not to relapse>especially after last time>doing good so far, though>but get invited to party>accept, hoping there isn't booze>there's booze>friends keep offering drinks>politely decline each offer; but having harder time doing so as the night progressed>eventually think "well, maybe one wouldn't hurt...">next morning, wake up on a pile of bodiesWhy does this keep happening?
>>20449828The more you say “I don’t drink anymore” the faster it will sink in
>>20449828Because you're a faggot.>expecting that there won't be alcohol at a fucking party>staying at a party even after "discovering" there is alcohol involved>staying at the party after your "friends" offer you drinks>"maybe one wouldn't hurt"Consider killing yourself.
You need to go monk mode. This means no going to parties and no hanging out with people who drink. Only hang with your very best of friends, the ones who understand what you are going through and won't pressure you.T. Sober from all drugs for nearly 4 years after two arrests and rehab